00:00Before my surgery, I weighed 266 pounds.
00:03I've lost 130 pounds and I've had a mummy makeover.
00:06I became obsessed with plastic surgery and I've spent thousands.
00:10Gastric sleeve, uplifting implants,
00:13Thylist, Botox,
00:14Lips and now I just can't stop.
00:16No pain, no gain.
00:18People hate my turkey teeth.
00:20Too big for your gobs, you can hardly talk.
00:22You've got ivory hunters chasing you.
00:25I'll get so many negative comments.
00:27You are not normal in the slightest.
00:29That looks so ugly, why would someone do that to herself?
00:32Just upsets me that I've got that big
00:35and I just didn't think that there was no way out.
00:37Today I'm going to my last lady, Billie's house.
00:40All the surgeries and stuff does freak me out a bit,
00:42like it really scares me.
00:44I'm not afraid of the risks.
00:45I'm a risk taker.
00:47After I had my twins,
00:49it was the night feeds and the late night eating
00:52that would make me put on the weight.
00:53There was just no stopping point.
00:54I used to eat whole 60 pound Chinese
00:57and one time I even ordered 12 donuts in a box
01:00and ate nine of them.
01:02It's given me PTSD even thinking about them.
01:04I think I was so unhappy with the way I was
01:07and food was just my comfort,
01:09but food obviously was the worst enemy.
01:12I knew what I was doing to myself,
01:14but I just couldn't stop.
01:15So it was basically just killing me,
01:17but making me happy for a split second.
01:20My knees started to crack
01:21when I was walking up and down the stairs.
01:23My back started to go.
01:25I kept going to the doctors,
01:26asking them why my back was going,
01:28why I wasn't laid up in bed.
01:30Basically they told me it was
01:31because I'd put on so much weight.
01:32So then I started to look into weight loss surgery.
01:35You can have a gastric band,
01:37you can have a gastric sleeve,
01:38which is what I had.
01:39They remove about 80, 85% of your stomach.
01:42It is quite brutal.
01:44I think I had four incisions,
01:46keyhole it was,
01:47and they just pull your stomach out
01:48of one of the keyhole cups.
01:50No pain, no gain.
01:52Before my gastric sleeve surgery,
01:53I weighed 266 pounds.
01:56Two years later, I now weigh 130 pounds.
01:59After I lost my weight,
02:00I had excess skin.
02:02So I was looking around online
02:04to see where was the best place to go.
02:06Flew to Turkey on my own,
02:08had a mummy makeover.
02:09I had a 360 tummy tuck,
02:12which goes all the way around your torso at the bottom.
02:15The lower body lift,
02:16which they basically lifted me up
02:17like a little carrier bag.
02:19I had an FDL down the front,
02:21which goes all the way down
02:22and they pull you in,
02:23which is called a fleur de lis.
02:25I had uplift and implants and a Mons lift.
02:27After that, I felt like I was going to die.
02:30I even rang my mum and told her
02:32to make sure I had a glitter coffee.
02:34That was the most excruciating pain
02:36I've ever been through in my life.
02:38I got the bug for it.
02:39Then I flew back to Turkey six months later
02:42for a thigh lift.
02:43I then went back six months later for my teeth.
02:45I'm now looking to book the next thing.
02:48I'll get so many negative comments.
02:50You're such a cocky,
02:52see you next Tuesday.
02:53You are not normal in the slightest.
02:55That looks so ugly.
02:56Why would someone do that to herself?
02:58You only get people on fake profiles.
03:00I'll probably know half of them
03:01that wait about me.
03:02But why are you not saying it to me?
03:04Because if I had a problem with you,
03:05I'd say it to you.
03:06I wouldn't set up a fake TikTok
03:07to slug you off on there.
03:08It's pointless.
03:09It's embarrassing.
03:10I haven't changed as a person
03:12since I've changed my look.
03:13I'm still the same person.
03:14I've lost friends through losing weight.
03:16Don't ask me how, don't ask me why.
03:19They just don't talk to me anymore.
03:21It hurts my heart
03:22because I think,
03:22why am I not good enough for you now
03:24when I was good enough
03:25when I was 19 stone?
03:26Do you know what I mean?
03:29Just upsets me that I've got that big.
03:32And I just didn't think
03:33that there was no way out.
03:36But there is.
03:36It's always like at the end of the tunnel.
03:39I'm bettering myself.
03:40I'm trying to better myself
03:41and you're sat on a fake profile
03:43trying to give me stick.
03:44But I'll give as good as I get.
03:46So I see that you don't follow me
03:48but you're still following
03:49all of my progress
03:50on all of my videos
03:51and commenting so much
03:53back to me on every video.
03:54I hope it makes you sleep well at night.
03:56Jealousy stinks.
03:58Have a nice life.
04:00My mum worries a lot about me.
04:02But who wouldn't?
04:03I don't think I'd let my daughter
04:04do good to go and do it.
04:06The first time I went for my surgery
04:07everyone was sort of against it.
04:08They was worried.
04:09They was worried about me going abroad.
04:11For me, it was all or nothing.
04:13I either done that
04:14or I was going to end up dead.
04:15I think I would have carried on eating
04:16the way I was eating.
04:17It was not healthy for anyone.
04:19I am glad I've done it.
04:20It's the best thing I've ever done.
04:21Now they all know
04:23that it's fine where I go.
04:25That I've been there
04:26three, four times now.
04:27Do you know what I mean?
04:28So yeah, they are happy.
04:29They understand why I've done it.
04:31And they're happy for me.
04:32I flew to Turkey in March last year
04:37and then I uploaded my teeth
04:39onto TikTok.
04:40Just going out for dinner.
04:45And the hate I got was horrific.
04:47Oh, your teeth are joke.
04:48Can you mumble that past me again?
04:50Is there something wrong with your teeth?
04:52Too big for your gob.
04:53She can hardly talk.
04:55I feel so sorry for her.
04:56The dentist should be shocked.
04:58You're fit, but what in Lord Jesus Christ
05:00is going on with your Rylans?
05:01You've got ivory hunters chasing you.
05:04I think I've got 15 million views
05:05over three videos.
05:07Yeah, it was a good play day.
05:09The teeth was just a practical joke.
05:11And now I've actually had them done.
05:13So the surgeries all in all
05:14were 20,000 just over.
05:16I get Botox.
05:17I've had my eyebrows tattooed on, obviously.
05:20I'll get my lips done.
05:21The procedures I'll get weekly
05:22are around £150 that can give or take.
05:25That doesn't include clothes.
05:27So this is a dress that I had
05:30when I was £266, which was tight.
05:34As you can see, very big.
05:36Compared to now after I've lost all my weight,
05:40we have one that is considerably smaller.
05:43I love all my clothes.
05:44I love a two piece.
05:45I love all my gym sets.
05:47I've got every gym set you can imagine.
05:49I just can't stop.
05:50So these are parcels
05:52that obviously I haven't worn yet.
05:54I bought this for a white party,
05:56but I didn't go.
05:57But it's still in the bag.
05:58Still not worn.
05:59We've got bags here
06:00that I haven't even opened.
06:02Not normal, is it?
06:04Oh, look, that one's stunning.
06:06If I see something and I don't buy it
06:07and I like it,
06:08I'll have a sleepless night over it.
06:09I have got another wardrobe.
06:10Do you want to see it?
06:11So I funded my crazy lifestyle
06:13through social media.
06:15I started off with my pyjama business
06:17Pyjama Princess.
06:18That paid for my gastric sleeve.
06:20When I went out for my gastric sleeve,
06:22I set up a TikTok account
06:23to blog the good, the bad and the ugly.
06:25And I think that's what people liked to see.
06:27That's where the money started rolling in.
06:29So that funded my other surgeries.
06:32And then now I've got my tanning business as well.
06:34And there you go.
06:34That's what funds everything.
06:36Today, I'm going to my lash lady,
06:37Billie's house to get my weekly infill.
06:39I'll go there every week to get a top up.
06:41I like trying to look my best
06:43after my mummy makeover.
06:45All the surgeries and stuff
06:46does freak me out a bit.
06:47Like it really scares me,
06:49especially over the past few years
06:50since it's become sort of popular
06:52for people to sort of go and get things done.
06:55It does scare me.
06:55I like feeling good now
06:57because where I've felt vile
06:59for all these years,
07:00like I've been on a diet since I was 15.
07:02Like now I can put makeup on and feel nice.
07:06Whereas I used to put makeup on
07:07and try and contour 42 chins.
07:09Do you know what I mean?
07:10Like it's just,
07:11there's no getting away from them.
07:13Now I don't worry about surgeries at all.
07:16Nothing fazes me anymore.
07:17Put me on a slab,
07:18put the anaesthetic in me,
07:19I'm away.
07:20My hopes for the future
07:21are to make loads of money.
07:24I know money doesn't make you happy.
07:26Money will never make me happy.
07:28I want to be comfortable.
07:29I don't want people to worry around me
07:30about money.
07:32I want a facelift next,
07:33a nose job and another boob job.
07:36It's never going to stop, is it?
07:38What can you do?
07:46What can you do?
07:48What can you do?
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