00:00I've always been the weird kid.
00:01If I could summarize my look in a few words,
00:04I'd say seen, creepy cute, edgy.
00:07My boyfriend refers to me with like no makeup and natural.
00:10I think he would like some time just for me to be normal.
00:14Today I'm transforming from my creepy cute scene girl style
00:17to a basic tang girl style
00:20for a Valentine's day with my boyfriend
00:21and he has no idea what's coming.
00:25Oh my god!
00:27You're so beautiful.
00:30Stop!
00:37Hi, I'm Monica.
00:38Nice to meet you.
00:39Nice to meet you.
00:40Are you ready?
00:42My name is May.
00:44I would describe my look as seen but also creepy cute.
00:48I like the bright colors and I mix it with black and skulls
00:53and insects and lots of layers, colors, a bit chaotic.
00:58Lenses and piercings.
00:59The more edgy stuff but I mix it with cute and bright colors.
01:03I like the almost alien-like look or the unnatural, weird, unsettling.
01:09The big lashes I think makes me look more like a doll
01:13and I just like them to be as big as possible.
01:16Too much people would think.
01:19Today I'm going to transform from my creepy cute scene look
01:24to a basic tanned normal girl look
01:27to go on a date with my boyfriend and be a normal couple.
01:31I think the biggest challenge is to put the tan on her
01:35because they're going to be a lot.
01:36Definitely going to be a huge transformation.
01:39Okay May, I'm ready for you.
01:41Okay.
01:43Let's remove your makeup.
01:44Beautiful makeup.
01:46I want to see your lashes.
01:47So beautiful.
01:49This is definitely going to push me out of my comfort zone
01:52and I'm very nervous about it because maybe I like it.
01:56It's a little bit scary.
01:58For your makeup remover I'm using Clinique Take The Day Off.
02:01Yeah.
02:01In a liquid formula.
02:03I think it's one of the best waterproof makeup removers.
02:07So I think it's a time to take out your piercings.
02:11It's like my staple piece.
02:13Now it's time for your wig.
02:16When I was growing up I've always been the weird kid.
02:19I tried to fit in so much and I tried so hard but it didn't work.
02:24But then when I got older I finally got to express myself the way I want to.
02:29Now that I'm an adult I can do whatever I want.
02:33I started out with a little septum piercing and black hair
02:37and I finally found myself and my style.
02:40I will use MAC Studio Radiance Concealer on your eyes
02:44to even out the skin on your eyelids.
02:47It's a great concealer actually because it contains 80% of skincare.
02:52I get extremely judged from everyone especially when I'm outside
02:56and people will scream at me, they will film me and laugh at me
03:00and sometimes they come up to me and like tug on my clothes.
03:04It's really weird.
03:05The most common thing people say to me is like
03:08you look like a cow, you look like a cow.
03:10Fine I get it like I look weird.
03:12For sure they shouldn't be harassing people and like accept people for who they are.
03:18So a MAC Paint Pot and this is called Groundwork and it's actually a paint.
03:24So it will make super good base for our eyeshadows.
03:29So you are going out today?
03:31Yes we're going out on a date.
03:33We're getting pizza and we're gonna have a good time not getting stared at and harassed
03:40because people like to bother us a lot when we are outside because I look weird.
03:44How does your boyfriend feel about you?
03:46Oh he prefers me with like no makeup, natural.
03:49When we're out in public I can imagine it's kind of hard to relax
03:53because people stare at us all the time.
03:55Sometimes I feel guilt afterwards.
03:57I think he would like some time just for me to be normal and go on a normal date.
04:07So I'm using a Smashbox Contour Palette.
04:10It blends super super easy on the skin.
04:16This is Charlotte Tilbury Pillow Talk Liquid Lipstick.
04:21It's matte but it's comfortable.
04:27It's all done.
04:28Are you ready to see yourself?
04:30Yes.
04:31Let's go.
04:33Are you ready?
04:34Yes.
04:35This is it.
04:36Three, two, one.
04:40No way, what?
04:43I don't look like myself at all, what?
04:46I like it but I don't feel like myself.
04:49But I like it, what?
04:53I'm so shocked.
04:56The dress is really cute though.
04:57I really don't recognize myself at all.
05:00Like this is not me.
05:01I look like my mama a bit.
05:04It's not me but I like it.
05:06I usually don't look alive at all.
05:09I try to look as pale and blank as a canvas usually.
05:13So this is, it looks so good.
05:16If I saw myself dressed like this on the street, I would think they look really good.
05:21I'd be like damn, you look really good.
05:24But maybe people would think that about me.
05:28Going out for a date, I'm not going to go for a date.
05:31But maybe people would think that about me.
05:35Going out for a date dress like this, it's going to be fun.
05:38I'm going to be nervous and uncomfortable because I've never looked like this before.
05:43I think he's going to think I look really good.
05:46His mom is probably going to be super surprised.
05:49I think everyone is going to be surprised.
05:51She's got a very special look to her, that's for sure.
05:54I mean, when I first met her, she already had like a kind of an unusual look.
05:59For sure, her look has gotten way more extreme since I first met her.
06:03I prefer May when she looks the most natural, I guess.
06:07Without makeup.
06:08That's the way I prefer her.
06:09You know, if my girlfriend looks like that, I don't know.
06:12But if it's his girlfriend, then it's what makes her.
06:16I'm actually kind of nervous.
06:18You're nervous?
06:18Yeah.
06:19What if it's just a different person?
06:20It's not even her.
06:21They just look tired and active.
06:26Oh my god!
06:27Oh my god!
06:30What?
06:33Oh my god!
06:34She's beautiful.
06:35You're so pretty.
06:36Yeah, it's like, what the fuck?
06:40You don't even look like...
06:43I mean, yeah, you do look beautiful.
06:47She's crying.
06:49She's crying.
06:50You're so beautiful.
06:53Oh my god.
06:54You look so like insanely different.
06:57I could barely tell it was you when you walked past.
07:00Oh my god, you look like a model.
07:03You do.
07:04Yeah, really.
07:06The princess or something.
07:07The princess.
07:08Yeah.
07:09I like you.
07:10I mean, you look beautiful.
07:12What do you think?
07:12You look so beautiful.
07:15You think so?
07:16Yeah.
07:16Like, natural, beautiful, and you can see my face, and I don't look dead, and emo.
07:24No.
07:25I look really good.
07:25I know that, but I'm kind of uncomfortable.
07:28You're kind of uncomfortable?
07:29I'm kind of uncomfortable and nervous, but I think I look really, really good.
07:33I have to admit, I look really good.
07:35Okay, kids.
07:37Get out and have some fun now.
07:40Yes.
07:42Let's go have the best pizza in town.
07:44Yes.
07:46Robin's reaction was great, and I'm happy he liked my new look.
07:50He said I was very beautiful.
07:51I feel extremely beautiful right now.
07:54I'm a bit uncomfortable because it's so new, and I've never done this, but I feel great.
07:59This experience has taught me to not be afraid of changing my looks,
08:04and even not between just alternative styles,
08:07but to try some new natural things and see my natural beauty.
08:24Bye.
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