00:00Growing up, what were the things that you learned as a child?
00:06I'm sure you're always asked that question in class.
00:09Draw your family tree.
00:11Oh my, did you experience that?
00:14How did you do that?
00:17I experienced that actually.
00:19I just wrote down my mom's name.
00:21But everyone was excited.
00:23It was quiet.
00:25I just wanted to pass that class.
00:29That was our assignment.
00:30I just wanted to pass.
00:32Then, after that,
00:34I wrote it down.
00:34Actually, now I remember that that happened.
00:37Because I wrote it down on the back of my hand.
00:39Because you know, that family tree exercise in class,
00:42I told you, that activity is not safe.
00:46Because there's a lot of pressure.
00:48Right?
00:49There's a lot of pressure that you know who they are.
00:53It's not like that yet, right?
00:54Who are your parents?
00:56Things like that.
00:57And then, the teachers don't realize, right?
01:00Hey, wait.
01:01This is not easy.
01:04It's a mess.
01:05I still have a brother.
01:07Yes.
01:08Right?
01:09How is it a mess?
01:10Do you have a sense of pressure?
01:12Like, hey, do we need to be together?
01:15Do we all need to live in the same house?
01:18Do I need to know where he is?
01:21That kind of expectation.
01:22Because for the kids,
01:23I was thinking, six years old,
01:26what happened to you?
01:27Six.
01:28Old enough to have memories.
01:30Right?
01:31Old enough to have memories.
01:32And too young to really understand.
01:36Why?
01:37So, what were your confusions about that time?
01:42When I was a kid?
01:44Yes.
01:45So, maybe I couldn't understand
01:47what kind of pain my mom was going through.
01:49Actually, I pity my mom more.
01:52Because I already know what happened to me.
01:55I already know what happened to my mom.
01:58Because maybe it's more painful
02:00to have a whole mind
02:02compared to a kid.
02:04Although the kid will be traumatized.
02:06But I was okay.
02:07But for my mom,
02:08the pain within 31 years,
02:10her concession.
02:11So, I pity my mom more, actually.
02:13For what happened.
02:15There are people who pity me,
02:16but I said, I'm okay.
02:18Like that.
02:19So,
02:21I really shouldn't blame anyone
02:22for what happened.
02:23Maybe,
02:24that's why I always tell my mom,
02:26you don't need to be sorry.
02:27At the very least,
02:29there's also a benefit
02:31that you don't know
02:32the complete story.
02:34There's also a reason
02:35that you don't understand
02:38why.
02:38And they were doing the best they could.
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