00:00How do you cope with challenges like these?
00:30I pray.
00:31Do you really plan to go there?
00:33Not immediately, I admit.
00:35Yes.
00:36I have a habit of being a planner.
00:39If I can handle it alone, I plan to do it.
00:44But that's when I realized that I was wrong.
00:46Because when I plan, I forget to surrender to the Lord when I can surrender to Him.
00:53Because not everyone can handle it alone.
00:58So what I can't handle, I learned to give to Him.
01:03When I did that here, that's when I felt peace.
01:08Yes.
01:09Why are you showing me mom?
01:12Because mom is the one who always cooks at home.
01:17So when we lost her, I feel like it's a gift from her.
01:21Make it your tribute, you know?
01:23Exactly.
01:24I feel like it's a gift from her that I don't have a job.
01:30I was depressed.
01:31I blamed myself.
01:33Then with the PCOS, I went down.
01:36I was connected to it.
01:38I was at fault.
01:39Why did I let myself go down?
01:41That's why I don't have a job.
01:42I hate myself.
01:44I think that's where the depression came from.
01:46Even Paul's pep talk has a weight on my heart.
01:50Then I got tired one day.
01:53I woke up feeling sad.
01:56I have to do something about this.
01:58I talked to Sparkle, my management.
02:00I expressed what I was going through.
02:02I asked them if I could do a workshop.
02:07So I can do something while I don't have a job.
02:11That's where the show came from.
02:12Public speaking, hosting workshops.
02:16I don't have a house yet.
02:18I feel like God helped me.
02:21I moved.
02:22I stood up.
02:23It was enough.
02:24It was enough for me.
02:25Then who would have thought?
02:28It was just him.
02:30Four months later, he came into this house.
02:32I don't know if this is a correct question.
02:36But money was the problem.
02:39You were fooled.
02:40PCOS, health, and then loss.
02:44What was the hardest part?
02:48Doubting myself.
02:50That's where it happened.
02:52The effect of everyone being together.
02:55The hardest part was, I tried to handle it alone.
03:00I didn't ask God for help.
03:03That was the hardest part for me.
03:06What's important is, when you spoke to Sparkle,
03:09what I heard was, if you have a problem,
03:12if you feel like you can't do it, talk to someone.
03:15Of course.
03:16Open up.
03:17Don't be afraid to ask for help.
03:19Can we say that again?
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