00:00So everyone keeps asking me to do like a story time or update on the birth. First
00:06and foremost the baby is fine and breathing. It's wild to me that people
00:14even question that. But everybody wants a story time but I honestly am barely
00:21processing the birth myself. It was my fifth baby, my first girl and I had a
00:30very very rough like last two and a half weeks of the pregnancy. I was in a lot of
00:37pain. I was having contractions non-stop and I couldn't walk. I was in bed for the
00:43last two weeks and literally I was just like in a cycle of crying myself to
00:48sleep every like three hours and I was like contemplating as I do I just go to
00:56the hospital and get induced even though that's I have like other trauma with
01:00that. So I was just like I don't want to be in labor and bring her into the world
01:07with me in so much pain and so it's just a cycle of me just crying myself to
01:12sleep for like two and a half weeks. And so I know I will never ever ever have
01:21another kid. I mean I say that but we weren't planning on this one either so
01:27yeah so it's kind of me grieving the the birth that I had planned. The perfect
01:35birth that I planned. Everybody asks you know how how did he not hear you or how
01:42did he miss the birth? Yeah it was my own fault because I had a birth plan
01:47that wasn't a page long. I have four kids and each of them had jobs on my birth
01:54plan so they were all downstairs preparing the perfect birth for me. So
01:59yeah everybody calling my husband a terrible person and all of that that's
02:04fantastic because he was literally like going out of his way for me which is I've
02:10learned like the internet is a terrible place. I always tell my like boys
02:15anything worth saying is worth saying with kindness and y'all are nasty people.
02:24Yeah so it's it's been a lot. It's been a whirlwind. I'm I'll probably sit down
02:31and maybe maybe now so I've got a few minutes kind of go down and do like a
02:39break it up into parts so that like everybody can know what happened and how
02:45it happened but yeah like try and post your questions and I'll try and follow
02:49along and kind of answer all of those. We'll see but to sum it up baby is just
02:59fine.
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