00:00Hi, Sam. I missed you.
00:02Hi, Chris. How are you?
00:04I'm good. Embracing motherhood and enjoying it.
00:08I'm a full-time mom, but I don't know when I'll get back to work.
00:12I hope, hopefully, when breastfeeding is over.
00:14How was your trip in the U.S.?
00:17How long were you there?
00:19It was over a month.
00:21It was just a vacation.
00:23We also visited our house in the U.S.
00:26It's been a long time since I was there.
00:28I think it was in 2016.
00:30I was there to visit our house.
00:33Finally, I had the time.
00:35I was able to bring my baby to the U.S.
00:37and show her her house as well.
00:40It was very, you know, quiet and peaceful.
00:44How is motherhood?
00:47Are you enjoying it?
00:49It's hard.
00:51That's why I greet all the moms out there.
00:55I appreciate all the moms, all the sacrifices,
00:59and everything you do for your child.
01:02It's hard.
01:03What's really hard?
01:05Actually, it's the postpartum.
01:07It's the identity loss.
01:09There are times when I can no longer recognize myself.
01:14I'm craving for my old self.
01:18I'm looking for my old self.
01:19My old grind.
01:20Being in the biz.
01:21Being in the limelight.
01:23When I'm at home, I'm stuck.
01:25I'm breastfeeding.
01:27I'm nurturing my child.
01:30But at the same time,
01:32I'm loving every minute of it.
01:35They say babies grow fast.
01:37Cherish it.
01:39Don't rush to go back to work.
01:41It's just fast.
01:42I don't realize how fast it is.
01:45I don't go back to work yet.
01:47I still want my full-time job.
01:51What's the most rewarding thing?
01:53The most rewarding thing is
01:55every time my baby hits a milestone,
01:58like now,
01:59she's already walking.
02:01Somehow, she already recognizes me as her mom,
02:05and her daddy.
02:07Those milestones.
02:09And also, of course,
02:11her growing up.
02:12And when she wakes up,
02:14you're the first person they look for.
02:15They look for you.
02:16Every time she sees you,
02:18she's happy.
02:23I'm the world of my daughter,
02:25and she's also my world.
02:27So, you're hands-on
02:29in terms of taking care of her daughter.
02:31Even though I have a grandma,
02:33finally, I have a grandma,
02:34even though I have a grandma,
02:35and I'm taking care of my baby,
02:37I'm still not walking.
02:38I'm still walking.
02:40But I still can't leave her.
02:42How many months has it been
02:44since you got a grandma?
02:48She's already one year old.
02:50It's hard for me to have a grandma.
02:52Because I have a lot of problems.
02:54Actually, I have a lot of things to say.
02:56Because your standards are too high.
02:58You're a perfectionist.
03:00But it's not like that.
03:02Of course, as you know,
03:04my first daughter and first child,
03:06of course, you're very strict
03:09in everything.
03:10Because, of course, you're careful, right?
03:12So, I'll be honest that I was very strict,
03:14but at the same time,
03:16of course, she's my first daughter.
03:18And sometimes,
03:20it's really hard for me to find a grandma.
03:23They don't just consider me,
03:25but they also consider us.
03:27Their mistakes, things like that.
03:29But again, nobody's perfect.
03:31That's why I said,
03:32okay, I'm close to being perfect.
03:34That's why I'm okay.
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