00:00 If I had a baby, I would throw a lavish party for?
00:10 If I had a baby.
00:12 Cash?
00:14 Cash or credit?
00:16 Credit.
00:21 Most of the time.
00:25 The baby.
00:27 The baby.
00:30 Why are you doing it?
00:32 Because I used to question a lot before why I did it.
00:36 And it's so hard when you question yourself.
00:39 A lot of people say things.
00:41 But when I look back at my life, you know, meeting people, the experiences I've had, all the hardships of being alone.
00:48 It makes sense now.
00:51 And I feel like if there is any moment that I should be blessed with a baby, it should be now.
00:57 Because I feel like I'm ready as a person.
01:02 And I would be able to pay for more because I'll be able to tell her more and share more with her.
01:07 So, she's smart, right?
01:10 She knows everything.
01:12 You pray for it.
01:14 I don't pray for it, but I pray for God's word because I met you together.
01:19 Amen.
01:21 I understand that.
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