00:00I just remember seeing my body and I was just black and blue. I don't know how I survived that.
00:07I felt like in an experiment to see how far the body can be pushed.
00:11That's the only way I can describe it.
00:17So we're doing a walk and we walk through the corridors and there was other girls like me in
00:23bandages, black and blue and they just looked so sad. I felt like we're all there for the same reasons
00:35and we're willing to put ourselves through so much pain just to feel okay.
00:39As soon as we're in the air I was just pouring of blood and liquid all over and I just remember
00:44looking at the time and I thought I'm going to die on this flight. I'm not going to make it home
00:50without my mum and I just kept getting up to go to the toilet just to sit on the toilet and let all the
00:58blood and liquid just pour out my stomach and I was just so glad when my plane touched the floor
01:04that I had made it home because now there's a chance I can go see my mum and say goodbye.
01:11So I remember just me and Fawkes was just getting home alive and telling her and saying how sorry I am
01:17and I remember knocking on the door and she opened the door
01:21and she was just horrified, she was like what's happened and I explained to her what I'd done
01:27and she took us upstairs and she stripped us off naked, got all the
01:31blood and the bodily fluids off us and she was like I think we need to ring for help.
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