00:00 I like to blend the lines of creepy and cute to create some kind of cute little monster.
00:05 Today I'm going to get transformed into an insta-baddie.
00:08 I've never done anything like this before in my life.
00:11 Today I'm surprising my partner and my drag mother.
00:14 I think they're more nervous than we are.
00:16 No, you can speak for yourself. I'm nervous.
00:18 Are you ready?
00:19 I'm Jessica.
00:21 I feel like crazy judged by you guys right now.
00:25 I don't know who this is. I don't know what you're doing at my house.
00:29 My name is Jade and I would describe my look as creepy cute.
00:32 I like to blend the lines of creepy and cute to create some kind of cute little monster.
00:37 Hi!
00:38 Essay, right?
00:39 Yes!
00:40 Nice to meet you. Come in, it's so cold.
00:43 I draw inspiration from J fashion and Menhera and Japanese fashion.
00:50 I like to take weird things and make them very aesthetic and pleasing.
00:56 This look is inspired by a dream I had where I was going through a tunnel
01:01 and then my eyes were the tunnel and everything was bright lights and LED.
01:06 I made these masks for my teeth girls.
01:08 They also came from a little dream inspired thing.
01:11 We are basically going to be doing a highlighting contour look.
01:17 We are going to make her skin look flawless, to give her kind of a glow and make her look amazing.
01:23 She's going to love it. I know, she's going to look amazing.
01:26 How do you think you're going to feel after your transformation?
01:29 I feel like it's a new year, new me kind of thing.
01:32 Do you think you'll keep it?
01:34 I might, who knows. I do a full 360.
01:37 It's a good lipstick. It doesn't want to come off.
01:40 My form of creepy cute would be taking stuff like eyeballs or gore or cool contacts
01:47 that make my eyes look really big, crazy little details and then making them with bright colors.
01:52 I just really love color and big lips. I love soft lips.
01:57 Today I'm going to get transformed into an Insta baddie.
02:00 The Insta baddie style is a very trendy 2016 kind of vibe.
02:04 That's kind of like the Instagrammer girl with the thick eyeliner, snatched waist.
02:10 It absolutely is outside of my comfort zone.
02:13 It was a popular look back when I was in high school and I feel like I still kind of look up to that.
02:17 I think it's really pretty. I think it would be such a crazy transformation for me.
02:22 I'm usually doing makeup on other people or doing makeup on myself,
02:26 so I'm really excited to kind of like be a model for that.
02:28 I guess I started doing this around 14.
02:31 I was really into cosplay at the time and I just kind of delved into making my own characters
02:37 and it turned into making myself a character.
02:40 I like the creepy cute aesthetic because it makes me feel at home.
02:44 It's a way for me to express my personality in a very outward way.
02:49 Do you ever get stared when you go out?
02:51 Oh yeah. I'm not an observant person.
02:53 I don't even notice it because I'm just always in my own world.
02:56 I used to get judged in high school. I used to get kind of bullied for it.
03:00 You know, classic high school stuff.
03:02 It was kind of weird because I would get really upset over some of the comments or bullying that would happen
03:08 and then I just wouldn't stop dressing like this.
03:11 I'm really persistent in my fashion and showing who I was,
03:14 even though people made fun of me like crazy for it.
03:16 I feel like I want to transform into the people who had made fun of me for my fashion.
03:22 I just kind of want to feel what it's like in their shoes, like an outsider looking in.
03:26 How do you think your family is going to react or your partner?
03:29 I think they're going to be shocked. They're joking about like, "Oh, what if I like it more?"
03:33 They have no idea what I'm doing.
03:36 Today I'm going to reveal to my drag mother, Fam in the Supermodel, and my partner, Spade Slick.
03:41 I'm really excited to see how they're going to react to it because I feel like they're going to be very surprised.
03:46 Hey! Oh my god!
03:50 Hi!
03:52 Hi, mother.
03:54 How are you, love?
03:55 So, what's happening today?
03:57 Today I'm getting transformed into something.
04:00 You're such a good makeup artist on your own. I'm just, I'm scared to see what this person's going to do to you.
04:05 I'm going to be wearing a brown bra. That's going to be interesting.
04:07 My partner fell in love with me from my creaky cute look.
04:10 We had met online, so they knew me from that style anyway.
04:15 So they're already obviously very accepting of it.
04:17 As an adult, I don't have to like be around people that I don't like.
04:21 I surround myself with friends who also are super awesome.
04:25 Well, either way I'm excited. Let's get to work, babes.
04:28 I know you are really late, so we are going to be adding a little bit of color.
04:33 I can't be a vampire? Not today.
04:36 Have you ever seen yourself tan?
04:38 No. No.
04:41 My mom tried to get me to get a spray tan once, and I was like, "Absolutely not."
04:44 For the pinky blush, it's Rosy Glow Dior Backstage.
04:48 This is Huda Beauty, and it's in the tone Cherry Blossom Cake.
04:52 It's for the under eye, and it's basically to make it brighter.
04:55 So add a little bit of warmth to your skin.
05:01 Another favorite is the lashes, which is key to the look.
05:04 You said no lips?
05:06 You have lips now.
05:08 You are all done.
05:11 Oh my god, really?
05:12 Yeah.
05:13 You look so pretty.
05:16 Are you ready to see yourself?
05:23 I'm so ready.
05:24 Alright.
05:25 Oh my god!
05:28 Oh my god!
05:29 I look like a skater girl.
05:34 You do.
05:35 You look beautiful.
05:37 I look like my name is Jessica.
05:38 Yeah.
05:39 How do you feel?
05:43 I'm like in shock. I've never seen myself look like this.
05:46 There's like a disconnect between my brain and my body right now.
05:50 First of all, these pants. I love these pants.
05:54 This is really cute. I like the jacket too.
05:57 It's the skincare and the foundation and the eyebrows.
06:00 I've had thick eyebrows in a long time.
06:02 Really?
06:03 Yeah. Okay, let's go show my partner.
06:04 I mean, I think they're more nervous than we are.
06:06 No, you can speak for yourself. I'm nervous.
06:08 What are you nervous about?
06:10 I don't know. I just like, I'm very bad at telling the truth to people,
06:14 so if I don't like something, I'm just like, "No."
06:16 "I don't like this, and I don't want to hurt Jade's feelings, or y'all's."
06:19 I'm so nervous for the reaction.
06:22 I think they're going to be like, "Wow, new persona!"
06:25 And then I'm going to run away, and then they'll never see me again.
06:28 Are you ready?
06:30 Maybe.
06:31 Okay, here it is.
06:35 I'm Jessica.
06:36 Wait!
06:37 Oh my god.
06:40 I'm unpacking a lot right now.
06:42 You guys don't like it?
06:44 It's not that I don't like it, it's just I don't feel like I see you anymore.
06:48 Like, this is somebody I went to high school with who hangs out at a Sephora.
06:52 But it's not bad. The makeup is beautiful. Love the makeup. The hair, great.
06:56 You know, when they said transformation, I was like, "Oh, I'm going to be able to see Jade no matter what."
07:01 But this is kind of like, it's a little eerie.
07:04 Would you still date me?
07:05 No. I'm like, "I don't know who this is. I don't know what you're doing in my house."
07:08 I feel like crazy judged by you guys right now.
07:11 I can see you like, shaking.
07:13 I'm happy you did this.
07:15 This could be your whole new personality.
07:17 Maybe you should dye your hair brown.
07:18 I'm not going to do brown.
07:19 Okay.
07:20 So, what did you think of the reaction?
07:22 Oh my god, they hated it!
07:24 Fanon was shocked. She was really, really trying to be supportive of the look, I could tell.
07:30 But she was gagged completely.
07:32 And then my partner was like, straight up disgusted.
07:35 Didn't want to kiss me, didn't want to hold my hand.
07:37 I think their hearts stopped.
07:39 I don't think I would do this again.
07:41 I, honestly, I like the pants. I like the makeup. I don't like the wig.
07:45 I can't stand the brown hair.
07:47 Um, but I think I look really pretty.
07:49 [music]
07:54 [silence]
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