Se7en Resignation

i really like se7en... :)

RESIGNATION

i was happy
the times i spent with you
perhaps it was difficult for you
it's not as if
i didn't know how you really felt
i felt it as well

letting you go
letting you leave me
i can't get used to it
i can't help but resent you
for having no other choice

why didn't you say anything
or was it that you couldn't?
did you even think of me at all?
if you liked me
if you love me
if you were going to end it this way
why did you say those words?

do i have to hate you
or do i have to blame myself?
if i can turn back time
i only have thoughts of returning to the past

i won't ask again
if you want to leave me
don't look back as you leave
i won't shed any tears
it will only weaken my heart
your shape is getting blurry
as you walk away from me
i must be crying

i know i will miss you greatly
i guess i have to suffer through it
so that i can forget you