00:00My mom was really worried. She was like, I'm like, you know, she wants to protect me. She's like, I'm
00:04scared. People are going to say this. And I'm like, I had no choice over what vagina I came out
00:11of. Seriously, I had no choice. I didn't choose to be born to you. I just am. And this is
00:16my life and whatever.
00:17And there are a lot of people that get opportunities in this industry because of, you know, who they were
00:25raised around. And it's true. It's also true for every career on earth, unfortunately.
00:33But I also think just for me, I've done the thing where like, oh, your family friend wants to put
00:40you in this, whatever. And it doesn't feel good.
00:42But I can't walk onto a set like that feeling like I earned this for myself. I belong here.
00:50And I got to a point. Oh, my God. Why am I crying? I got to a point when I
00:53when I was like 18 or 19 where I was like, I don't ever want to be somewhere where like
00:59I don't truly feel like I deserve it.
01:02Like I worked for it. Like I got it for myself. And so that's where I'm at. And I feel
01:07very proud of that. Honestly, I went from five star, which was, I think, six months.
01:11And then I had a very short break. And then I did a short film. And then I did Evil
01:15Genius.
01:16And like I said before, I was like, I don't want it. Like, at least can I audition? And if
01:21it's not right, please, I don't want to do it if it's not right.
01:25But it was so much fun. It's a very short scene. I only like really do one little part where
01:30like in a flashback. But it was so fun. And I had to learn how to roller skate for this
01:35scene, which was like, why didn't you tell me that when I agreed to this that I had to roller
01:43skate for 12 hours a day?
01:46But it was a lot of fun. And I love the relationship that I have with Courtney. She's still my
01:51aunt. And I'd never seen her in that mode. You know what I mean?
01:55I'd never like seen her really. And she was so good and like fast, knew what she wanted and was
02:00really sweet about it and had good notes, which is all you can ask for.
02:03And like the relationship that me, Coco, Courtney and my mom have, we'll all have these like nice girl dates
02:10together. And it's really sweet.
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