00:00you and the other recruits went back to camp after that challenge, not knowing that things
00:05were about to take a really dark turn. You know, when did you realize that something went wrong?
00:11I think about an hour in and, you know, I was like, where are they? It's getting dark. It was
00:17raining. I was like, oh, this is not good. I think too, I actually have really good intuition. Like
00:23even on the way back, we were in the car and I was like, they should not be saying this
00:26is not
00:26a good idea. Like, this is weird. Like, why wouldn't we all go back? Like, I'm so thankful
00:32I didn't go back, but I was just like, you know, the whole thing is just, it was a lot.
00:36And like, you know, those bombs went off right by Hannah's ears. She couldn't hear, she's
00:46crying. It was a whole thing. I don't like being out of control. I don't like not knowing
00:52what's going on. And I think that in that moment, you know, we can't get to the DS. We
00:59can't, production isn't allowed to talk to you. Like it is a full immersion experience.
01:03And so I was like, what the is going on? Like somebody tell me what's going on. Where
01:08are they? And I just got progressively like more upset as the hours went on.
01:12They're out in the mud by themselves. Like that was me. I'm unhinged right now.
01:18Once I finally saw him, I was like, yeah, you know, you got me. I gotta go. Yeah. I have
01:22to film in a week and a half. I have a four-year-old. Like I know and definitely had
01:28my ego kick
01:29in and my attitude for sure. And so I think if I would have went to sleep, I would have
01:33definitely finished this show. But I, in that moment, it was, it was too much personally.
