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00:00:02Where are you?
00:00:05Hey, baby.
00:00:07There you are.
00:00:08Stand up.
00:00:15How much do you love me?
00:00:22Vanessa, no!
00:00:24No!
00:00:25No!
00:00:25No!
00:00:27Your life's blood flows through my veins
00:00:33For all time, we will remain
00:00:41Like a vice that will not end
00:00:47You and me until the end
00:00:54I heard you singing
00:00:58It's prettier every time
00:01:02It's my mother's lullaby
00:01:14Do you really think I'm well enough to go back out there in the world?
00:01:17Two young men died, Vanessa
00:01:21Merely a third
00:01:24Nothing will ever change that fact
00:01:26But your brain was sick then
00:01:29It's not sick now, right?
00:01:33No
00:01:35Shall we?
00:01:37Yeah
00:01:38It's going to be difficult
00:01:40Adjusting to life in the outside world
00:01:42But you have to concentrate on your health
00:01:51Remember
00:01:52Remember, I'm here
00:01:53If you need anything
00:01:58Anything?
00:02:02Thanks for letting me out early, Doc
00:02:22I'm going to work
00:02:27Hey, come on let's go
00:02:29Hey, do you want to see Katie?
00:02:31Come on
00:02:32I'm not going anymore
00:02:36Honey, we agreed you'd give it a try
00:02:38They've already held your scholarship for a whole semester
00:02:41This is your shot, kiddo
00:02:42Come on
00:02:43I don't care about gymnastics anymore
00:02:49I don't know
00:02:50I don't know
00:02:50I don't know
00:02:56I don't know
00:02:57What do you want also with like
00:02:58I don't know
00:03:05Yeah
00:03:10How much do you love me
00:03:12How much do you love me?
00:03:15I've never been able to watch those.
00:03:19Excuse me?
00:03:21Horror movies.
00:03:22I can't watch them.
00:03:23It's a little wimp.
00:03:25I love them.
00:03:29That dude kind of looks like me.
00:03:33You're right.
00:03:36Have you ever been strangled?
00:03:43Let's go.
00:03:57Time's off, Lisa Carmichael.
00:04:03Just make sure you fill those up by the end of the month.
00:04:07Thanks.
00:04:08Next.
00:04:14Hi, Jim.
00:04:15Hey, what can I do for you?
00:04:17Hey.
00:04:19I need to ask for a little favor, Jim.
00:04:22Jimmy.
00:04:22Can I call you Jimmy?
00:04:24Sure.
00:04:26So, I've been feeling a little out of place,
00:04:29starting the semester in January and all.
00:04:31And I feel like everybody knows everybody,
00:04:34and I hardly know where I'm going.
00:04:39Do you think maybe you could show me around?
00:04:42I'd be happy to.
00:04:46You're very sweet, Jimmy.
00:04:49Also, I know a bunch of gymnastics girls
00:04:51are switching rooms this semester.
00:04:54Do you think maybe you could put me in a room
00:04:56with my girlfriend, Lisa?
00:05:01I'd really owe you.
00:05:08We'll see what I can do.
00:05:12You should be darn proud of this scholarship.
00:05:15You know that.
00:05:16Darn proud?
00:05:17Yes.
00:05:18All the hard work you put in, you and your mother.
00:05:22Yeah.
00:05:24Doesn't mean anything without her.
00:05:29Your mother would never want you to give up on your dreams.
00:05:32Especially because of her.
00:05:33Okay.
00:05:34I'm in the car, aren't I?
00:05:35Do we have to keep on talking about this?
00:05:36Seriously, Dad.
00:05:38Please.
00:05:41Honey, I know I haven't been there enough for you
00:05:43these past few months.
00:05:44So, I guess we do have to keep on talking about it.
00:05:51When they told me your mother only had a few months left,
00:05:53I couldn't.
00:05:55I couldn't believe it.
00:05:57I thought if anyone could beat it, it'd be her.
00:06:00She was always so strong.
00:06:04Dad, I felt like I lost you both.
00:06:10I know, Ani.
00:06:12I'm sorry.
00:06:14But you didn't.
00:06:15And you never will.
00:06:19You hear me?
00:06:40Yeah.
00:06:40I don't know, Ani.
00:06:41Yeah.
00:06:41You like one.
00:06:42Yeah, I like it.
00:06:43Right?
00:06:44Yeah.
00:06:46Yeah.
00:06:47Yeah.
00:06:48Yeah.
00:06:49Yeah.
00:06:49Yeah.
00:06:49Yeah.
00:06:49Yeah.
00:06:50No, no, no.
00:06:54Katie?
00:06:56Hi, you must be Lisa.
00:06:59I'm Vanessa.
00:07:03Uh, where's Katie?
00:07:06Who's Katie?
00:07:07My roommate, Katie Williams.
00:07:10Uh, I'm your roommate, according to the office.
00:07:13Oh, I took that bed.
00:07:15I hope that's okay.
00:07:17Uh, yeah.
00:07:22Okay.
00:07:26What?
00:07:27Did you pack the whole house in this?
00:07:33Oh, well, you're not Katie.
00:07:36Nope.
00:07:36Sorry to disappoint.
00:07:39I'm Vanessa, the roommate.
00:07:42Matt Carmichael, the dad.
00:07:46I'm sorry, have we met before?
00:07:49Uh, no.
00:07:50I'm from Oregon.
00:07:51Oh.
00:07:56Wow, Lisa, check it out.
00:07:58I mean, there's four walls, a window, and a ceiling.
00:08:00I mean, I like it.
00:08:02You know what, Dad?
00:08:02I think I'm gonna walk you out, okay?
00:08:05Let's go.
00:08:06All right.
00:08:06Come on.
00:08:07I can't stay with her.
00:08:10Okay.
00:08:10Okay, we'll see how it goes.
00:08:12Dad, I don't want to just see how it goes.
00:08:13Please, I want to go home.
00:08:15Lisa.
00:08:15Katie and I had this all put out.
00:08:17It just doesn't feel right.
00:08:18You know who'd understand?
00:08:19I can't live your life.
00:08:25Okay, you know what I'm gonna do?
00:08:26I'm gonna pick you up on Friday, and we're gonna have a fun weekend.
00:08:31Why are you doing this?
00:08:32Because this is the right thing for you, Lisa.
00:08:34You've got to trust me with this.
00:08:37And you know how much I love you, right?
00:08:39Dad, I don't want to go home.
00:08:41Please.
00:08:42That's okay.
00:09:08At least we have our own bathroom.
00:09:10I thought we were going to have to share it with a bunch of random skanks.
00:09:13Yeah.
00:09:14Lucky us.
00:09:24What are those?
00:09:26Supplements.
00:09:27What kind?
00:09:29Calcium, magnesium, phosphorus, vitamin A, mega-3s.
00:09:35Gymnastics is pretty hardcore, huh?
00:09:38How do you know I do gymnastics?
00:09:42Um, your bag?
00:09:45Oh, right.
00:09:48So, um, what are you here for, Vanessa?
00:09:51I am an undecided freshman.
00:09:55Wait, how old are you?
00:09:5725.
00:09:58And you're, you're a freshman.
00:10:01I've been traveling around and having fun.
00:10:05Right.
00:10:07Okay, well, I've got to get to practice, but I'll see you around, I guess.
00:10:11Okay.
00:10:14I'm going to go with you.
00:10:15I'm going to go.
00:10:18I'm going to go.
00:10:18Go.
00:10:24Let's go.
00:10:59All gymnasts fear injury. Confidence is our armor. Self-doubt is fatal. Most gymnasts are superstitious. They believe certain items
00:11:09can protect them or bring luck.
00:11:36What happened with our room? I thought we were going to be together.
00:11:43I don't know. I just found out.
00:11:46It's sex.
00:11:47Yeah, I know.
00:11:49Hey, are you okay, Lisa?
00:11:52Yeah. I don't know. This is all just a lot, you know? I don't know if I can do this.
00:11:59Listen, we'll do it together, okay?
00:12:02Okay.
00:12:05Oh my god, you will not believe the roommate they gave me. We should complain. What loser did they stick
00:12:11you with?
00:12:12Um, hey, Sasha.
00:12:15Whoops. Sorry, Sasha.
00:12:18I'm not complaining.
00:12:20So, is that good or...?
00:12:23I mean, it's what they told us. We're unpacked now and everything.
00:12:27Right, right. Sounds like you guys are all set then.
00:12:29I mean, we didn't really have a choice.
00:12:31Yeah, you said that, Katie.
00:12:33Okay, is your roommate really that heinous?
00:12:35Let me think, she's 25.
00:12:36A freshman probably thinks texting's a sport.
00:12:40Other than that...
00:12:44Vanessa.
00:12:46Uh, hi.
00:12:49Wait, you mean texting isn't a sport?
00:12:55Wow, it is so exciting in here.
00:12:58Do you want to go get some grub?
00:13:00Grub?
00:13:02Um, you know what? I was actually gonna go with them.
00:13:06Okay, yeah.
00:13:08I guess I'll just see you back in the room then.
00:13:11Okay.
00:13:13Bye.
00:13:14Bye.
00:13:19Awkward.
00:13:24You know what, Vanessa?
00:13:26You should come with us.
00:13:27Yeah.
00:13:28We should all eat together. Why not?
00:13:33Yeah.
00:13:35Traveling with a band, that sounds like fun.
00:13:38That was amazing.
00:13:39Maybe at least four years before we get to do anything exciting, right?
00:13:42Why?
00:13:43Is it like being in prison here?
00:13:45Is that why the food sucks?
00:13:48We are.
00:13:49Gymnastic prison.
00:13:5030 hours a week, plus classes.
00:13:52Lucky they give us time to eat.
00:13:53I'm sure you guys could skip once in a while.
00:13:55What's the worst thing that could happen?
00:13:57You have no idea.
00:13:58We're just trying to speak with Lisa.
00:14:00Full scholarship.
00:14:02Four years, all paid for it.
00:14:03That's how good she is.
00:14:04And maybe she doesn't crash and burn.
00:14:26Hey, what's wrong?
00:14:29Nothing.
00:14:30I'm fine.
00:14:31What's wrong with Sasha?
00:14:33Someone needs to slap that bitch.
00:14:36Yeah.
00:14:37Yeah.
00:14:37No, you're right.
00:14:38She just got bitter because I was the one that got the scholarship.
00:14:43Got it.
00:14:44Yeah.
00:14:45Yeah, what was she saying about you crashing and burning?
00:14:47Oh, my God.
00:14:48Well, technically, if my GPA drops below 3.5 or if I don't perform up to expectation,
00:14:53then they could take my scholarship away.
00:14:57You know what?
00:14:57Sasha would probably celebrate.
00:14:59I mean, Katie seems okay.
00:15:01Though it wouldn't hurt if she actually stood up for you once in a while.
00:15:04Really?
00:15:05I don't know.
00:15:06I like Katie.
00:15:07I think she's cool.
00:15:08We actually, we started doing gymnastics together in fourth grade.
00:15:11I was trying to get the office to let us switch rooms so that we could be together.
00:15:14You know what?
00:15:15I'm sorry.
00:15:15This is not your fault at all.
00:15:17No.
00:15:17There's no need to apologize.
00:15:19I like honesty.
00:15:21Life's too short for fake BS.
00:15:23Yeah.
00:15:25No, Vanessa, I lost my mom last summer.
00:15:34Cancer.
00:15:37So that's, that's why I came to school later than everyone else.
00:15:43I'm so sorry, Elisa.
00:15:46I lost my mom too.
00:15:49Recently?
00:15:51No, I was little.
00:15:53I had to go live with my grandmother.
00:15:55Why didn't your dad take you in?
00:15:57Because he's a selfish prick.
00:15:58He didn't want me.
00:16:00It's okay.
00:16:01I worked it out in therapy.
00:16:06The last couple of weeks, I would bring her breakfast every single day.
00:16:14And one day, I went to bring the tray in.
00:16:20I thought that she was sleeping and my arm brushed against her.
00:16:29She was so cold.
00:16:33Here.
00:16:34You need a hug.
00:16:35Come here.
00:16:43I'm sorry.
00:16:44I'm sorry.
00:16:46I'm sorry.
00:16:48When you lose your mom, there's a hole.
00:16:50It never fills up.
00:16:53You're hurting.
00:16:57They're friends now.
00:17:00Come here.
00:17:13You need a hug.
00:17:15You're hurting her.
00:17:18You're hurting her.
00:17:20You're hurting her.
00:17:22You're hurting the
00:17:38You're wasting your potential
00:17:40She wasn't even that bad
00:17:43Kennedy Conner, you're up
00:18:00All right
00:18:03Now that's what I want to see from the rest of you
00:18:07All right, Lisa Carmichael, show us what you got
00:18:10Come on, let's go
00:18:12Come on
00:18:36Nicely done
00:18:37Thanks
00:18:38Cynthia was impressed with you
00:18:40Really? How could you tell?
00:18:41Yeah, it was obvious
00:18:42I'd be able to get in some lineups
00:18:44Okay, don't jinx me
00:18:46Serious
00:18:47Hey, look, are you so mad about the whole room thing?
00:18:49Because I don't like you either
00:18:50I mean, Sasha's a total meat freak
00:18:52OCD
00:18:54No, I mean, it's not your fault
00:18:56Besides, I like Vanessa
00:18:57She's cool
00:18:58Good
00:18:59Yeah
00:18:59You want to hang out later?
00:19:00Yeah, of course
00:19:01All right, I'll touch you after my last class, okay?
00:19:03Okay, bye
00:19:04See ya
00:19:11Are you stalking me?
00:19:14Okay, were you sitting there a minute ago?
00:19:16No, I appeared out of thin air
00:19:20Shakespeare died 400 years ago, and yet we're still obsessing over him
00:19:26Why do you think that is?
00:19:29Anybody?
00:19:30So where do you go next?
00:19:32Uh, history
00:19:33No way, me too
00:19:34What?
00:19:35History of Civil War and Reconstruction
00:19:37Yeah
00:19:38Well, maybe we can study together
00:19:41Or you could do all the work, and I could copy you
00:19:48So how was your first week?
00:19:50All right, I guess
00:19:50All right
00:19:53I'll take it
00:19:54It's better than it's terrible, Dad
00:19:58Competition's fierce
00:19:58And so are you
00:20:00I don't know, Dad
00:20:01Some of the other girls are really, really good
00:20:03Like, Kennedy is totally killing it
00:20:06Hang in there, honey
00:20:06Remember what your mom always said
00:20:08You're not competing against the other girls
00:20:10You're just doing the best that you can do
00:20:12Yeah, well, sounded a lot better coming from her
00:20:16Yeah
00:20:19Dad, do you remember when she used to videotape all my routines
00:20:22So that I could see what I was doing wrong and then fix it?
00:20:25Of course, still watch them
00:20:27Really?
00:20:32Oh
00:20:33Sorry, I gotta take this
00:20:34Now remember, I'm picking you up bright and early tomorrow
00:20:37Okay
00:20:38Yeah
00:20:38Bye, love you
00:20:39Bye
00:20:43I could video your practices, you know
00:20:44I didn't even realize you were there
00:20:46Um, thanks, but that's okay
00:20:50I'm actually really good
00:20:52I've done other sports, even gymnastics
00:20:55You should think about it
00:20:58What are you doing?
00:21:01This
00:21:02Is gonna be my next tattoo
00:21:05Do you want me to draw one on you?
00:21:08No, they distract the judges
00:21:11Only if they can see them
00:21:18Yeah, sure, why not?
00:21:21Right?
00:21:23Katie was supposed to text me to hang out
00:21:25But, um, she still hasn't
00:21:29She's probably too busy kissing Sasha's ass
00:21:33You know you're so much more mature than the other girls your age
00:21:38Do you mean that?
00:21:40That's why I like you
00:21:46There
00:21:48What do you think?
00:21:49She's beautiful
00:21:54Vanessa, my mom, was a ballerina
00:21:58No way
00:21:59Yeah
00:22:01Yeah, I love it
00:22:02That's so crazy
00:22:04It just
00:22:05Seemed fitting somehow
00:22:20My mom was always there
00:22:23Every practice
00:22:25Every competition
00:22:27She helped me prepare
00:22:28Even after she got sick
00:22:30Being a ballerina, she got it
00:22:32She got having to be perfect all the time
00:22:35The jealousy
00:22:37The backstabbing
00:22:39Well, doesn't your dad understand you?
00:22:43Well, he wouldn't have made me come if he did
00:22:46Wait, he made you come here?
00:22:49Yeah, I mean, he figured that it was the best thing for me
00:22:52Hmm
00:22:53He teaches high school earth science
00:22:55So he's all about that mind over matter, you know?
00:22:58Well, he probably wanted to get you out of the house
00:23:00So he could get laid again
00:23:03Okay, that is gross
00:23:05It's true
00:23:05He has sex
00:23:07Okay, don't ever say that to me ever again
00:23:09Stop
00:23:10Well, if you haven't realized this yet
00:23:12I have no filter
00:23:14Yeah, I know, Vanessa
00:23:16You're crazy
00:23:18Seriously
00:23:18Wait
00:23:19Ugh
00:23:32You know, I kind of like it without everyone here
00:23:35It's peaceful
00:23:37Oh, we can't all go running home to daddy
00:23:39Katie, right?
00:23:40Sasha?
00:23:42May I?
00:23:42Oh, hey, Vanessa
00:23:43Sure
00:23:45I'm guessing quinoa is the secret to being a future Olympian
00:23:49Yeah, right
00:23:50Uh, college is our last hurrah
00:23:52We beat that 16
00:23:54But not Lisa, right?
00:23:56What, was she brag about how much better she is than us?
00:23:58No, I mean, she said you guys were good
00:23:59Just not scholarship level
00:24:04I could have misunderstood
00:24:05Well, Lisa is lucky to be here
00:24:08Really?
00:24:08She was in a bad accident last year
00:24:10Lost her edge
00:24:11She was having panic attacks, Sasha
00:24:13That could have been us
00:24:14Yeah, okay, but we don't go around talking a big game, do we?
00:24:17Well, it's a good thing she has her head on right
00:24:20I mean, most people, when they lose someone important to them
00:24:22They try and hurt themselves
00:24:27I'm sorry
00:24:28It's none of my business
00:24:32Did she?
00:24:39I, I don't know
00:24:41Lisa's a really private person
00:24:42She wouldn't always tell me everything
00:24:45She was pretty messed up, though
00:24:47That's why she missed first semester
00:24:50Got really bad
00:24:55Vanessa's really cool, actually
00:24:57She lost her mom, too
00:24:58So, she kinda knows what I've been going through
00:25:01Hmm
00:25:01She's...
00:25:02She's...
00:25:02She's...
00:25:02She's...
00:25:02She's...
00:25:02She's nice
00:25:03She's also a January start
00:25:05So...
00:25:06We're kinda lost together in a way, I guess you could say
00:25:09She's actually gonna start videotaping my routines
00:25:15What?
00:25:16Hey, if I didn't know any better
00:25:17I would say that this college thing is going pretty well for you
00:25:21Okay, Dad, it's only been weeks
00:25:22You don't have to say, I told you so just yet
00:25:24Me?
00:25:25Have I ever said, I told you so?
00:25:28I don't know
00:25:29Really?
00:25:30Oh, right, all right, all right, all right
00:25:32Anyways, it's kind of a nice because
00:25:34I don't know, Katie's been acting kind of weird
00:25:36She's kind of ignoring me
00:25:37That doesn't sound like Katie
00:25:39Yo, I mean, I get it
00:25:40She's room with Sasha
00:25:41And Sasha hates me
00:25:44Lisa, I've been thinking, um...
00:25:47You know, uh...
00:25:48Maybe on Sunday we could go see Sofia
00:25:51Sofia?
00:25:53Yeah, if you want
00:25:56I haven't seen her since the funeral
00:25:59Yeah, well, look, you know, we don't have to
00:26:01It was just, uh...
00:26:02No, no, Dad, Dad, I want to
00:26:03She, um...
00:26:04She makes me feel closer to Mom
00:26:07Yeah, no, I'd love to see Sofia
00:26:33So what do you feel like doing now?
00:26:37We just did it
00:26:39We can do it again
00:26:42Yeah?
00:26:43Mm-hmm
00:26:43Yeah
00:26:46What are these?
00:26:51Addies
00:26:51Good if you got ADD
00:26:55Two kinds of amphetamines I like
00:26:58Mm-hmm
00:26:59Um...
00:26:59It's fun
00:27:02Where were we?
00:27:04Right here
00:27:05She's so much like Hannah
00:27:08Yeah, she is
00:27:14Your mother
00:27:16Is such an angel
00:27:18Yeah
00:27:19I know
00:27:24She was my best friend, did I ever tell you that?
00:27:28Yeah, we just talked about that
00:27:30Remember, Sofia?
00:27:32Remember?
00:27:36They gave me some pills and...
00:27:38Maybe it's time to rest, Sofia
00:27:40Yeah
00:27:41What?
00:27:42I said maybe it's time to rest
00:27:47Oh, right, right, Rez
00:27:55They made some terrible mistakes
00:28:02You need to hold on to who you are, Lisa
00:28:07Don't you ever let that slip away
00:28:12Lisa's doing the best she can
00:28:14And she's doing great
00:28:19We should go
00:28:21Hmm?
00:28:25You are so pretty
00:28:27You'll come back and see me, won't you?
00:28:29Of course, Sofia
00:28:32Dad, it makes me sad thinking of her in that place
00:28:38It's the best assisted living home in the state
00:28:40Your mom made sure of that
00:28:42It's a good day for her
00:28:44She's where she needs to be
00:28:48Hey, Dad
00:28:51Did... did you and Mom ever worry that I'd get like that?
00:28:56Like... after my accident in the gym?
00:28:59Honey...
00:29:00Sofia has paranoid schizophrenia
00:29:02You had anxiety after a terrible accident
00:29:04It's... it's apples and oranges
00:29:07Well... what about the summer?
00:29:09When... when I couldn't get out of bed
00:29:10You had a traumatic year
00:29:12And you were bound to get depressed
00:29:14We both were
00:29:16It's gonna take time, honey
00:29:18It's gonna take time for us to put the pieces back together
00:29:23Yeah... yeah, if that's even possible
00:29:25It's gonna take time for her
00:29:26It's gonna take time for her
00:29:28Your life's blood flows through my veins
00:29:35For all time
00:29:37We will remain
00:29:40Like a vice that will not bend
00:29:46You and me
00:29:49Until the end
00:29:54That's beautiful
00:29:57How was your weekend?
00:29:59It was okay
00:29:59I watched Katie and Sasha practice
00:30:03Yeah?
00:30:03I know they're snotty bitches, but they're actually really amazing
00:30:09Better than me?
00:30:11No, not at all
00:30:15I mean, maybe a little less shaky on the beam, but...
00:30:18Wait...
00:30:20Shaky? What do you mean shaky on the beam?
00:30:23Oh my god
00:30:24Forget I even said anything, honestly
00:30:28When I'm playing the guitar, I just get in my own head and...
00:30:31I say weird stuff
00:30:34Yeah...
00:30:35Okay
00:30:41Um...
00:30:55Hey...
00:30:55How was your weekend?
00:30:58Vanessa said she saw you guys
00:31:00Yeah, yeah, we, uh...
00:31:02Hung out a little
00:31:04So what? Do you have time for everybody but me?
00:31:07What are you talking about?
00:31:10Okay, let's go Katie
00:31:30I'm glad you decided to join us for the weekend, Vanessa
00:31:32Can't have you stuck on campus
00:31:34Yeah, Vanessa, why would you want to hang out with a bunch of young, hot dudes when you could kick
00:31:38it at Matt Carmichael's house?
00:31:39Oh my, oh my
00:31:40Okay
00:32:00So have you always lived in Melbourne?
00:32:02Uh, since Lisa was born
00:32:07Do you have, um...
00:32:09Family or friends in Washington, Vanessa?
00:32:12Just you, too
00:32:16Ugh
00:32:18My mother loves to dance, too
00:32:20Don't show too much interest in those photographs
00:32:22I'm liable to haul out our home videos
00:32:25I love home videos, Mr. Carmichael
00:32:27Okay, Dad, no
00:32:28I know what you're thinking
00:32:29We're not showing Vanessa our home videos
00:32:30No
00:32:35They're nice
00:32:38They love each other
00:32:40They're making me feel very welcome here
00:32:44But can't I have this one night where I feel like I'm part of the family?
00:32:51Um, hello?
00:32:53It's me, Vanessa, I'm sorry, is everything okay?
00:32:57Uh, yeah, I was just, uh, I just got a phone call
00:33:00Okay
00:33:01Sorry to interrupt
00:33:15I pretend she's my mom
00:33:18Like her soul got captured somehow
00:33:22Can I see that?
00:33:24Yeah
00:33:26The music's actually from Swan Lake
00:33:29It was her favorite, favorite ballet
00:33:32That's the scrunchie from it
00:33:33She actually gave me that scrunchie from the show
00:33:36And promised that it would bring me good luck
00:33:41I used to wear it every competition
00:33:42But now I just keep it under my pillow
00:33:45And have to touch it for good luck
00:33:55Do you ever wonder what it was like for your mom?
00:33:59What do you mean?
00:34:01What it's like to die?
00:34:04Just to drift away from all the pain and pressure
00:34:07Pressure
00:34:11I used to think that I'd never be able to live without her
00:34:16She's waiting for you up there
00:34:19Mine too
00:34:20Wouldn't it be so great if we could go see them now?
00:34:26Yeah, it would be so great
00:34:33Good night, Nessa
00:34:41I tried to stay quiet about this, but...
00:34:46What? What is it?
00:34:49They were talking so bad about you
00:34:53No, I knew it
00:34:54I knew it
00:34:57Nessa, what were they saying?
00:34:59That you'd fall apart if Cynthia put you in a line up
00:35:01What? Why?
00:35:03They're the ones who said it, not me
00:35:05I don't know
00:35:06Why would I?
00:35:08Sasha said something about you being scared of having another accident
00:35:13No, I'm not
00:35:15Sasha's such a bitter bitch
00:35:18She just had to tell you about my accident, didn't she?
00:35:22Katie did
00:35:23What?
00:35:26No, Vanessa, Katie doesn't talk bad about me
00:35:30Does she?
00:35:32I mean, not as bad as Sasha, but...
00:35:35Vanessa, what exactly did Katie say?
00:35:38Lisa, I really don't want to do this, okay?
00:35:41I like all of you guys
00:35:42Tell me, please
00:35:45Katie doesn't think you should be here
00:35:47What?
00:35:48Are you kidding me? She was the one that told me to come
00:35:50Yeah, well now she thinks you're gonna crack because you don't have your mom
00:35:53And you're gonna flip out again
00:35:56I could help you
00:35:58We can prove them wrong
00:36:03Okay
00:36:05You okay?
00:36:08Yeah
00:36:09Okay, come here
00:36:15Girls can be so mean
00:36:18Yeah, they can be
00:36:28Lainey, my old coach actually gave me this after my accident
00:36:31I guess it was a way of helping build up confidence, you know, before going back with them
00:36:36Good
00:36:38It's cool, huh?
00:36:40Alright
00:36:40Alright
00:36:42And... action
00:37:01Hmm
00:37:02Hmm
00:37:03Was that a little wobbly?
00:37:05You did the exact same thing when the coach was shaking her head
00:37:09What?
00:37:10She was shaking her head?
00:37:11When?
00:37:13Never mind
00:37:14I forget I said anything
00:37:16You wanna take it from the stop?
00:37:19Yeah
00:37:19Yeah, yeah, sure
00:37:20Yeah, yeah, sure
00:37:35Was that a little wobbly?
00:37:36Really?
00:37:37You did the exact same thing when the coach was shaking her head
00:38:00You did the exact same thing when the coach was shaking her head
00:38:07Katie doesn't think you should be here
00:38:11She's a disaster
00:38:12I don't know what's going on with you, Lisa, but fix it before the Infra Squad
00:38:16I'm about to start making decisions
00:38:26Yes
00:38:26Vanessa, are you sure you haven't seen it?
00:38:28Yes, I'm sure
00:38:30It's gonna be late
00:38:31I had it under my pillow
00:38:33I have to touch it for good luck
00:38:34Are you seriously gonna miss your first meet over a hair scrunchie?
00:38:42No, you're right
00:38:56You got this
00:39:01Next up, Lisa Carmichael
00:39:13Come on, Lisa, you can do it
00:39:37and we did not miss anything
00:39:38We are not exactly good
00:39:38It was a miracle
00:39:38You were his thosecknowledge
00:39:39not all good We're
00:39:40all good You're
00:39:46not the路 I am
00:39:46the outsider You're
00:40:01What a surprise.
00:40:02Good thing it's only in for squad.
00:40:07Come on, Lisa.
00:40:09Come on, Lisa.
00:40:27Lisa, hey, honey.
00:40:29Want to grab something to eat?
00:40:30You know, we can talk.
00:40:31I just want to call in to bed, Dad.
00:40:34Our history papers.
00:40:35They're due Friday and we haven't finished them.
00:40:37Excuse me.
00:40:38I'm trying to have a conversation with my daughter here.
00:40:41You don't have to be rude to her, Dad.
00:40:43She's the one trying to help.
00:40:46Come on, Vanessa, let's go.
00:40:55I'm sorry.
00:40:56My dad was so rude.
00:40:57I could die.
00:40:58Would you?
00:40:59Kill yourself?
00:41:00No.
00:41:01Suicide's way too selfish.
00:41:03Well, I guess.
00:41:05I mean, what about the ones that mess up really bad
00:41:07and they kill themselves to save their parents the shame?
00:41:11I wouldn't call that selfish, would you?
00:41:13Vanessa, what are you talking about?
00:41:15No, I'm just saying they're the ones who let their parents down.
00:41:18If they die, they spare everyone the humiliation
00:41:21and there's nothing selfish about that.
00:41:48Well, wouldn't you remember if you knocked it on the floor?
00:41:51Well, I had it out to show Vanessa, so maybe.
00:41:55Can't you just glue her back on or something?
00:41:57Honey, I have a phone yet.
00:41:59Hey, Mr. Carmichael.
00:42:00Lisa has to go to practice now, so bye-bye.
00:42:13Do you want to be here, Lisa?
00:42:16To be honest, I didn't really at first, but now I do.
00:42:21Well, you're not showing it.
00:42:22You started off strong.
00:42:23I had you pegged for two lineups.
00:42:25I can get back on track, Coach.
00:42:27I can.
00:42:28And I will.
00:42:29When?
00:42:30Now.
00:42:36Hey.
00:42:37Hey.
00:42:38Hey, look, Lisa, can we talk, please?
00:42:40Why, Katie?
00:42:40Are you tired of talking behind my back?
00:42:43Lisa!
00:42:45Lisa, come on!
00:42:50You just need some more practice.
00:42:56You really should stop going home on weekends.
00:42:58My dad's all alone, Vanessa.
00:43:00That's not on you.
00:43:02He's the one who forced you to come here.
00:43:04Do you remember?
00:43:06Yeah.
00:43:07No, you're right.
00:43:07I'll tell him not to pick me up this weekend.
00:43:10Okay.
00:43:22Ted, why didn't you tell me you were coming?
00:43:25Well, I left you a few messages.
00:43:27I didn't get any.
00:43:28Really?
00:43:29No.
00:43:30Well, I'm here now.
00:43:31I figure if you're too busy to come home, you'd at least have Sunday brunch.
00:43:34Of course.
00:43:35Yeah.
00:43:36We're going for brunch, okay?
00:43:40Okay.
00:43:40Okay.
00:43:42What?
00:43:44I mean, we were just getting started, but whatever.
00:43:48How much time do you need, honey?
00:43:49Two hours?
00:43:52Longer?
00:43:54Fine.
00:43:55We'll make it dinner.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Well, we actually have to study the footage.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03You know what, Dad?
00:44:04I really can't afford the time.
00:44:06I'm sorry you had to drive all the way out here.
00:44:11You didn't know I was coming.
00:44:13We'll try it another time.
00:44:15Okay.
00:44:18Bye.
00:44:20Bye.
00:44:21Love you.
00:44:28Hey.
00:44:29Ah.
00:44:30Is it that bad, Matt?
00:44:32Lainey, thanks for seeing me on such short notice.
00:44:34Well, I haven't stopped caring about Lisa just because I don't coach her anymore.
00:44:37Okay.
00:44:39Grab a seat.
00:44:40College is stressful, Matt, especially for freshmen that are away from home for the first
00:44:45time without their support system, and student athletes have to juggle their practice with
00:44:49their classes.
00:44:50No, it's more than that, Lainey.
00:44:52The girl controls Lisa.
00:44:54Look, I all but forced her to go.
00:44:55She didn't want to do it.
00:44:57She was so vulnerable, and, you know, what if I made a terrible mistake?
00:45:03Look, Matt, maybe you could have used a lighter touch, but you thought that sticking with
00:45:08the gymnastics would be what was best for her.
00:45:10We both did.
00:45:12Lainey, would you come see her with me?
00:45:22Oh, still got that fighting spirit, I see.
00:45:26Lainey, you came to see me.
00:45:28Oh, I missed you.
00:45:29I missed you, too.
00:45:30How are you?
00:45:31I'm good.
00:45:32Vanessa, this is Lainey, my old coach.
00:45:35Vanessa and I already know each other.
00:45:37What?
00:45:37You do?
00:45:39How are you doing, Vanessa?
00:45:40I'm good.
00:45:41It's great to see you.
00:45:42Vanessa was one of my volunteers at regionals last summer.
00:45:45Oh.
00:45:46Let me know if you want to be our videographer again this summer.
00:45:49I will.
00:45:50I'm getting better.
00:45:51Yeah, she is.
00:45:52She's videotaping all my routines.
00:45:54That's great.
00:45:55Mom, I missed you so much.
00:45:57I can't believe you're here, Lainey.
00:46:12Look, I don't know why she didn't mention it.
00:46:14She probably didn't remember you guys.
00:46:16There were lots of other gymnasts there.
00:46:18Plenty of other dads.
00:46:19No, no, Lainey.
00:46:20This means something.
00:46:22What does it mean, Matt?
00:46:24I don't know.
00:46:25I don't know.
00:46:25I don't have a clue.
00:46:26Well, you asked for my perspective.
00:46:28I think Lisa's stressed, but she's coping.
00:46:31I've spoken with her about not overexerting herself,
00:46:34and as for Vanessa, I believe that she is supportive of Lisa.
00:46:38She obviously cares about her.
00:46:40She's spending her own time helping her.
00:46:41She doesn't let her out of her sight.
00:46:45Matt, listen.
00:46:46Lisa has left the nest.
00:46:48What she needs now is to spread her wings,
00:46:51and you need to let her do that.
00:47:07Two whole pounds.
00:47:11Yeah.
00:47:17Is it really noticeable?
00:47:19Do you want me to lie?
00:47:23You know, a lot of athletes keep their weight down on drugs.
00:47:28Vanessa, we're not allowed to use drugs.
00:47:30Okay, why don't you tell that to every other human being here?
00:47:36What are these?
00:47:37Addies.
00:47:40Adderall.
00:47:42Prescription.
00:47:42They help you focus.
00:47:43They're also really great for metabolism.
00:47:45Okay, Vanessa, no one takes these.
00:47:46I don't know what you're talking about.
00:47:47Sasha does.
00:47:50Don't tell her I told you.
00:47:51What?
00:47:53Well, she could get kicked out, Vanessa.
00:47:57Yeah, well, so could you, the way you're going.
00:48:01Hmm?
00:48:03Fine.
00:48:09Hmm.
00:48:10I don't know.
00:48:13Hmm.
00:48:15Hmm.
00:48:16Hmm.
00:48:18Hmm.
00:48:20Hmm.
00:48:20Hmm.
00:48:23Hmm.
00:48:29Hmm.
00:48:31Hmm.
00:48:46Okay. One week. Just to see what it does.
00:48:53One week.
00:49:26We have Kennedy? And Kayla?
00:49:34Sasha, Kaylee, Samira, and Lisa.
00:49:49Well done, girls. You've all worked really hard. It's paying off. Now, we're going to work harder.
00:49:56Dad, I'm not rambling. I'm just excited. I didn't even think I'd get a one-liner, but now I'm on
00:49:59two.
00:50:00Cynthia says I might even start on Mars. Oh, how's everything at home?
00:50:04Everything's fine. Look, you're talking awfully fast.
00:50:06I'm just super stoked. I thought you'd be.
00:50:09Is that a tattoo?
00:50:11It's a temporary tattoo. Dad, just friggin' relax already.
00:50:20Next up for the black team, Lisa Carmichael!
00:50:28Just think about your mom when you're out there.
00:50:38It's a temporary tattoo.
00:51:28You're practically vibrating.
00:51:32Your pupils are dilated.
00:51:34Lisa, on Sunday?
00:51:35I just did fantastic up there.
00:51:36And you're really accusing me?
00:51:38I'm not accusing you.
00:51:38You're the one who forced me to come here, Dad.
00:51:40I'm down.
00:51:41You're making a scene.
00:51:42I'm the one making a scene?
00:51:43Are you kidding me?
00:51:44Okay.
00:51:46Sleepy head.
00:51:47It's time for a nap.
00:51:48Lisa?
00:51:48What you're going to do is embarrass me.
00:51:50Then don't come at all.
00:52:10You need to take the edge off.
00:52:11No.
00:52:12No more pills.
00:52:13No.
00:52:13Lisa, you have to sleep.
00:52:15Besides, they're benzos.
00:52:16They're not even on the prohibited substance list.
00:52:20Look.
00:52:25See?
00:52:34When are you going to start listening to me?
00:52:36Don't worry.
00:52:37I'll wake you up before English.
00:52:41Wakey-wake, you sleepyhead.
00:52:49What time is it?
00:52:51You missed English.
00:52:53Again?
00:52:54I fell asleep at your desk, and I had to put you to bed.
00:52:58What about my ass?
00:53:00What did you say?
00:53:00I finished it.
00:53:02You finished it?
00:53:03I mean, it was either that, or she was going to dock you for being late.
00:53:08Here.
00:53:10Pull yourself together.
00:53:14Open.
00:53:28So, why do you care about me so much?
00:53:32Because you're like the little sister I never had.
00:53:43What's wrong?
00:53:44I'm getting these really fluttery feelings in my chest.
00:53:48You're fine.
00:53:49Just give them having a heart attack.
00:53:51No.
00:53:52You sure?
00:53:55Okay.
00:53:56Here.
00:53:58Give me your hand.
00:54:02These will help you relax.
00:54:04Just don't take them until after practice, or you'll crash too soon.
00:54:07You're fine.
00:54:08I promise.
00:54:10It's normal.
00:54:11Really?
00:54:12Mm-hmm.
00:54:14I promise.
00:54:16It's normal.
00:54:21It sucks.
00:54:26It's crazy.
00:54:28I promise.
00:54:33It's crazy.
00:54:35It's crazy.
00:54:37It's crazy.
00:54:39It's crazy.
00:54:41It's crazy.
00:54:42You know?
00:54:43Just know.
00:54:44It stopped being...
00:54:44There's a lot.
00:54:49I hope it was okay to call Mr. Carmichael.
00:54:51No, no, you did the right thing by telling me.
00:54:54Thanks, Katie.
00:54:55Sure thing.
00:54:56Call me anytime.
00:54:57Okay, I will.
00:54:57Bye.
00:54:58Bye.
00:55:12Hey, Jimmy.
00:55:13You have to make some kind of payment.
00:55:15I can't keep pushing this deadline for you.
00:55:17Yeah, you can.
00:55:19Vanessa.
00:55:20I'd be so grateful.
00:55:22How grateful?
00:55:24Grateful enough to maybe invite my innocent little roomie Lisa over to your house for a private party.
00:55:29You can invite some friends and it could get interesting.
00:55:33Well, you know I like interesting.
00:55:37Do you got my candy?
00:56:07Hey, Mary.
00:56:11Ooh, cash outs.
00:56:13You moved Vanessa into my daughter's room, didn't you?
00:56:15I have no idea what you're talking about, man.
00:56:19One phone call and I can have you expelled and arrested.
00:56:22Oh yeah, for what?
00:56:23I don't know, passing out prescription pills to undergrads?
00:56:26What do you think?
00:56:30Look, man.
00:56:32Vanessa wanted the switch with Lisa's room.
00:56:35I don't know why.
00:56:37So fix it.
00:56:38Move Lisa into a new room.
00:56:39I can't at this point.
00:56:41Lisa would have to make the request herself.
00:56:49Do you have access to student transcripts here?
00:56:52Yeah.
00:56:53Good.
00:56:54Go to work.
00:56:56Go.
00:56:57Go to work.
00:57:06Wakey-wakey, sleepyhead.
00:57:14Where's Lisa?
00:57:15She's busy.
00:57:16You're giving my daughter pills, aren't you?
00:57:18That's ridiculous.
00:57:19What the hell do you want with her?
00:57:21Do you really have no idea how to care for a daughter without a wife, do you?
00:57:24Is that why you sent her away?
00:57:27Okay.
00:57:27How?
00:57:28You know, changing rooms isn't a crime, but sexual assault could ruin a career.
00:57:34Dad?
00:57:35Dad, what are you doing here?
00:57:37Get your stuff.
00:57:37You're coming home this weekend.
00:57:38But, I...
00:57:39No butts.
00:57:39Get your stuff.
00:57:55Oh, you're a penne pasta?
00:57:57Spaghetti meatballs for you.
00:57:58Oh, terrific.
00:58:00Born apetite.
00:58:00Enjoy.
00:58:01Wow.
00:58:02Look at this, right?
00:58:03It looks awesome.
00:58:04I know.
00:58:08Dad, I loved your Saturday nights here with Mom.
00:58:12It made things feel normal.
00:58:14I'm just, you know?
00:58:15I miss it.
00:58:17Yeah, me too.
00:58:18It was a nice tradition.
00:58:20Yeah.
00:58:21You know, honey, it doesn't have to stop just because Mom's not here.
00:58:27Yeah.
00:58:28No, you're right.
00:58:31Just, I don't know, I wish I felt better.
00:58:34Upset stomach?
00:58:35Yeah, no, I haven't felt great all day.
00:58:37I don't know.
00:58:38I don't know what it is.
00:58:38Hmm.
00:58:42Oh, my God.
00:58:44Lisa, how did you...
00:58:45Oh, okay.
00:58:47Okay.
00:58:48Uh, honey.
00:58:50Uh, okay.
00:59:10Yeah, Vanessa, what's wrong with me?
00:59:12My chest is fluttering more than ever.
00:59:15And my head feels like it's going to explode.
00:59:18I don't know what's going on.
00:59:19I'm going to feel so dizzy when it...
00:59:20What's wrong with me?
00:59:22Withdrawal.
00:59:22You need your pills.
00:59:24You have to come back now or it'll get worse.
00:59:27Just take the number 60 bus.
00:59:28It comes right here.
00:59:36Lisa.
00:59:38Honey?
00:59:39Lisa.
00:59:41Lisa.
00:59:41What?
01:00:03I don't have to drink that, Ray.
01:00:07No, silly.
01:00:09We're not vampires.
01:00:13Give me your hand.
01:00:32your life's blood
01:00:35flows through my veins
01:00:37for all time
01:00:40we will
01:00:43remain
01:00:46like a vice
01:00:48that will not bend
01:00:52you and me
01:00:54until
01:00:56the end
01:01:00you and me until the end
01:01:29what is wrong with you
01:01:34time to take this basket case out of the lineup and be done with it
01:01:44and so you have to think about them in like different levels of intoxication
01:01:51yes you're in college it's about time you have some real fun
01:01:59you are so uptight parties are fun
01:02:04frank just never shows us
01:02:06frank just never shows us drunk it's insane
01:02:08what is that candy
01:02:11it'll help you loosen up
01:02:15seriously
01:02:17fine fine
01:02:39she's actually crazy but like i don't know it's two nuts
01:02:44i feel terrible i don't know how i'm going to hurt you just need a little pick me up
01:02:49hey party girl
01:02:51what it's a nice video
01:02:54what are you talking about
01:02:56what are you talking about
01:02:56look at this
01:02:57look good
01:02:59what is it vanessa
01:03:01it's you
01:03:05so what's the next party
01:03:08it's good
01:03:10what
01:03:11who posted this
01:03:12i don't know
01:03:13you don't know which one of you idiots posted this
01:03:16chill
01:03:16we just thought online
01:03:17i don't know who posted it
01:03:18chill
01:03:20yo
01:03:24bitch
01:03:29she felt bullied matt
01:03:31hey that's probably why she took off on you
01:03:33you forced her to go home just like you forced her to go there
01:03:38i don't sugarcoat you know that
01:03:41why do you think i keep coming to you
01:03:46do i even want to know what that is
01:03:48i know some transcripts
01:03:49oh come on you know that's confidential
01:03:51how on earth did you
01:03:52never mind howling
01:03:53look lisa's not stupid
01:03:55if i can show her concrete proof that vanessa isn't who she says she is
01:03:59maybe she'll believe it
01:04:01okay
01:04:02let's take a look
01:04:05GED granted in oregon
01:04:14hold on
01:04:15looks like she went to school here in ridgewood for a couple of months
01:04:19exactly
01:04:19and she told me she didn't know anyone in washington
01:04:25a forty-something man asking questions about a young woman who is not his daughter
01:04:31won't get you far
01:04:34we're going together
01:04:37thank you and we'll see you next class
01:04:40you two stay
01:04:50she failed us both for cheating
01:04:53the gpa is totally screwed
01:04:56and i don't even care
01:04:59oh not after the video
01:05:01it's totally my fault
01:05:02lisa i should have stayed sober the other night
01:05:04no
01:05:06no
01:05:07no i'm doing a great job in destroying my life
01:05:09all night out
01:05:12hey
01:05:12hey look at me
01:05:14i'm gonna find out
01:05:16which one of jim's stupid friends took that video
01:05:19and i'm gonna destroy him
01:05:22or
01:05:23or
01:05:24i could just destroy myself
01:05:28that's another solution
01:05:32one my mother chose
01:05:34what?
01:05:37your mom committed suicide
01:05:42you never told me that vanessa
01:05:46you never asked
01:05:53i'm sorry
01:05:54you should be
01:05:55i'm so selfish okay
01:05:56i'm sorry
01:05:56you are
01:05:57i know
01:05:57i know okay
01:05:58i hate myself
01:05:59i just stopped
01:06:00i wanna die
01:06:04hey
01:06:07i know
01:06:10she would understand
01:06:13your mom
01:06:16i think you needed to be with her right now
01:06:19i know
01:06:21i know
01:06:21she wouldn't be mad at you for doing it
01:06:25okay
01:06:38what is it you wish to know about vanessa
01:06:40well is there anything you can tell us
01:06:42well that's a rather vague request
01:06:44you say vanessa is currently enrolled at swu
01:06:48are you one of her instructors
01:06:49well i apologize if i was vague mrs overburden
01:06:54i am a teacher but not at swu
01:06:56vanessa is my daughter's roommate
01:06:58i see
01:06:59vanessa exercises an unhealthy amount of control over lisa
01:07:03we're both very concerned
01:07:05i coached lisa in high school gymnastics
01:07:08there was a situation
01:07:10what kind of situation
01:07:13a male student she was involved with
01:07:16attempted to take his own life
01:07:20his mother was convinced that vanessa played a role
01:07:26did she
01:07:27i really don't know
01:07:29look can you put me in contact with this boy's mother
01:07:31the one who tried to kill himself
01:07:32no i'm
01:07:33please mrs overburden
01:07:37lisa lost her mother and i'm i'm doing the best i can but i desperately need help
01:07:41and it sounds like this boy's mother knows exactly what i'm going through
01:07:44please
01:07:52hey jim jim
01:07:55hey
01:07:57so listen i'm gonna need another extension
01:08:00my parents are still not back
01:08:01i can't
01:08:03of course you can
01:08:04no vanessa i can't
01:08:07if they trace this back to me i could lose my job
01:08:10well you'll lose it a lot faster if you see a video of you giving drugs to a minor
01:08:15what are you talking about
01:08:16what are you talking about
01:08:23ooh
01:08:25this doesn't look too professional does it
01:08:28you wouldn't do that
01:08:29is that a challenge
01:08:34please it's one more time they're not even gonna notice
01:08:36you're crazy
01:08:43hey i didn't mean that
01:08:46hey vanessa look at me
01:08:47hey come on
01:08:49i didn't mean that
01:08:51okay
01:08:52okay
01:08:53alright
01:08:54yeah
01:08:55yeah
01:08:56yeah
01:09:04bye
01:09:04Bye.
01:09:25Come on.
01:09:27Lisa.
01:09:30You okay?
01:09:40Is there something you want to tell me, Lisa?
01:09:47Okay, well, there's been rumors circulating, and in light of this video,
01:09:54you're to report for drug testing 8am sharp tomorrow morning.
01:09:59Okay.
01:10:07What did he do?
01:10:14This is crazy.
01:10:22Thank you so much for tuning in.
01:10:44Oh.
01:10:51Ms. Stewart?
01:10:54Matt, call me Maddie
01:10:56Thanks for coming to see me, Maddie
01:10:58I couldn't live with myself if I didn't
01:11:00Like a vice that will not bend
01:11:07You and me until the end
01:11:18You should really tell your dad before the school does
01:11:24Before he sees that video
01:11:29Yeah, I don't know what to say
01:11:31My son Chris was a little depressed when he met Vanessa
01:11:35His girlfriend had just broken up with him
01:11:37He was grappling with his father's drinking problem
01:11:40And our divorce, which I was too
01:11:43At first I thought Vanessa would be a good thing for him
01:11:45You know, pull him out of his head
01:11:49But that didn't last very long
01:11:52It started with little things
01:11:54She'd convince him to skip track practice
01:11:58Soon it was alcohol and drugs
01:12:00Vanessa became obsessed with Chris
01:12:03She had to be with him every moment
01:12:08Right up until the minute when she convinced him
01:12:10To slit his wrists
01:12:12My God
01:12:14Is he...
01:12:15Oh, he's good
01:12:17Look, I know exactly what you're doing
01:12:19You're trying to find something to show your daughter
01:12:21Some kind of proof
01:12:24To break her from the spell she's under
01:12:28Take it from me
01:12:30Don't wait for a smoking gun
01:12:32Vanessa gets into kids' heads
01:12:34Your daughter probably won't believe you
01:12:35No matter what you can prove
01:12:37Take her as far away from Vanessa as you possibly can
01:12:40By force, if necessary
01:12:43That's what I wish I'd done
01:12:46Sometimes it's easier
01:12:47If you write things down
01:12:52Here
01:12:55Tell him
01:12:57How sorry you are
01:13:01How you would rather die than disappoint him
01:13:04Your life's blood flows through my veins
01:13:11For all time
01:13:14We will remain
01:13:19Tell him you love him
01:13:26Like a vice
01:13:27That will not bend
01:13:31You and me
01:13:34Until
01:13:35The
01:13:37End
01:13:39I mean, why would Vanessa do all this?
01:13:41I had the same questions
01:13:42I needed answers
01:13:45So I did some digging
01:13:46Everything is in here
01:13:48Luckily, I don't need it anymore
01:13:49It's all yours
01:13:51Vanessa's mom killed herself
01:13:52So maybe it all stems from that
01:13:54She was a ballerina
01:13:57What was her name?
01:13:59Sonia Redland
01:14:03What is it?
01:14:46Katie, it's Matt
01:14:46Are you at the dorm?
01:14:47Yeah
01:14:48Look, I don't have time to explain
01:14:49But I need you to go to Lisa's room
01:14:50And you need to get her for me
01:14:55Lisa
01:14:56Lisa
01:14:57Answer
01:14:57Your dad's on the phone
01:14:58He says it's an emergency
01:15:00Hello?
01:15:01Lisa
01:15:03I can hear them, Mr. Carmichael
01:15:05But they won't answer
01:15:06Katie, find someone with the key
01:15:08I'm on my way
01:15:12It's time to go
01:15:17Matt
01:15:18So what did you find out?
01:15:19Lady, look
01:15:20It's worse than I thought
01:15:21I think I know what to do
01:15:22But I'm gonna need your help
01:15:26911
01:15:26What's your emergency?
01:15:28Here
01:15:30We're gonna show them
01:15:31How amazing you are
01:15:40What?
01:15:40What's going on, Vanessa
01:15:42Just trust me, Lisa
01:15:46Okay
01:15:47We're gonna show everyone
01:15:49You belong on the team
01:15:52So, so pretty
01:16:01So you don't get cold
01:16:04You got this
01:16:12And action
01:16:17Be careful
01:16:22Be careful
01:16:23You don't wanna fall
01:16:24Oh, they're so special
01:16:29Your dad's gonna love this
01:16:35Lisa
01:16:35Stop
01:16:36Stop
01:16:37You're just in time for the show
01:16:42I wouldn't come too close if I were you
01:16:45Lisa, stay on that line, okay, honey
01:16:47Just stay on that line
01:16:48Just focus on that, alright
01:16:49Shut up
01:16:50Don't you move
01:16:51No, please
01:16:52Please let her down
01:16:53She's all you talk about
01:16:55Let her down
01:16:57I'm your daughter, too
01:16:58I know you are
01:16:59And I love you
01:17:02I love you
01:17:04No
01:17:05You don't
01:17:07You don't know
01:17:09A thing
01:17:10About me
01:17:11Look, I thought about you
01:17:12Every day
01:17:13Shut up
01:17:16It's okay, honey
01:17:17Now
01:17:17It's time you watch
01:17:19You let her see this
01:17:21Easy
01:17:23Amanda, please
01:17:25Please
01:17:27What did you call me?
01:17:30What did you call me?
01:17:31Amanda
01:17:32It's your name
01:17:33Amanda
01:17:34Is dead
01:17:35You let her die
01:17:37Look, you have every right to be angry
01:17:39I can't imagine how much you've suffered, Amanda
01:17:41But you don't know the full story
01:17:46Lisa
01:17:47Got everything
01:17:48You had the perfect wife
01:17:49You had the perfect house
01:17:51You had the perfect daughter
01:17:52What did I have?
01:17:52I had nothing
01:17:53Your grandmother
01:17:53She took you away from me
01:17:54She changed your name
01:17:55Can you stop
01:17:56I never gave up hope
01:17:57Crying to me
01:17:58Stop
01:17:58I've carried this with me
01:18:00Everywhere I went
01:18:01Ever since the day your grandmother took you away
01:18:03But I never gave up hope
01:18:06Never
01:18:07It's true, Amanda
01:18:12How are you here?
01:18:17You're dead
01:18:19I tried to kill us, Amanda
01:18:22I was sick
01:18:25I couldn't be your mommy
01:18:28Amanda, let her go, please
01:18:30This has nothing to do with Lisa
01:18:32Amanda, please
01:18:33Please
01:18:39No, no, no
01:18:43No, no, no
01:18:45No, no, no
01:18:46Get the one
01:18:47Get the one
01:18:48Get the other one
01:18:49Stop the rope, stop the rope
01:18:52I got her, I got her
01:18:54Oh my God
01:18:55Really?
01:18:56Look at me
01:18:57Breathe
01:18:57Breathe
01:18:58Look at me
01:18:59Breathe, breathe, breathe
01:19:00Look at me, look at me
01:19:01I got you
01:19:02Look at me, okay
01:19:03Just breathe, breathe.
01:19:05Look at me.
01:19:05It's okay.
01:19:06It's okay.
01:19:07Oh, God.
01:19:08Oh, God.
01:19:09You okay?
01:19:10You okay?
01:19:11Look at me.
01:19:12Here you are.
01:19:13Look at me.
01:19:13You're okay.
01:19:14You're okay.
01:19:16I got you.
01:19:17You're okay.
01:19:18You're okay.
01:19:19I got you.
01:19:20I got you.
01:19:21I got you.
01:19:22I got you.
01:19:24I got you.
01:19:24I got you.
01:19:28Your life's blood flows through my veins.
01:19:33For all time, we will remain.
01:19:44You're okay, Lisa.
01:19:46You're okay.
01:19:48You're okay, honey.
01:19:50You're okay.
01:19:52I got you.
01:19:53I got you.
01:19:54I got you.
01:19:57I got you.
01:20:00I got you.
01:20:05I spoke to Cynthia.
01:20:08She says you can rejoin the team if you'd like.
01:20:15Listen, kiddo.
01:20:17I should have told you about Amanda a long time ago.
01:20:20And I'm sorry for that.
01:20:22Why didn't you, Dad?
01:20:23I didn't know how.
01:20:24I didn't know what to say to you.
01:20:27And I wanted to protect you.
01:20:29I wanted to protect you from everything.
01:20:35Dad, what's going to happen to her?
01:20:40I don't know.
01:20:43Amanda has a long road ahead of her.
01:20:47Well, I hope she gets the help she needs.
01:20:49But I'm never going to see her ever again.
01:20:54But I know you have to.
01:20:56I love you.
01:21:01A letter for you.
01:21:02I love you.
01:21:32I am so sorry for how everything turned out.
01:21:37And I want you to know that I'm, I'm here for you.
01:21:42And when you're ready, I'd like to come visit.
01:21:47And see if we can start again.
01:21:48Your dad, always.
01:21:53Always.