00:00I visited him at rehab, like a family day.
00:05We were all sitting in like a big group together
00:08and a lot of other people who were there with their families.
00:12At one point, Matthew might have been sharing
00:15and I just started crying
00:18and I actually got up and like ran out of the room
00:21and like into like a closet of some kind
00:24and just hyperventilating and crying and really overwhelmed.
00:31This was my, you know, my big brother,
00:34my idolized big brother.
00:36He was the most special person on the planet.
00:43Whenever I got scared or whenever I was crying...
00:46Let's get a close-up on Maria's hand.
00:48That's Maria's ear.
00:50And he would immediately make me start laughing.
00:52He always just kind of came in and like saved the day.
00:54This is Maria Ishtar Perry.
00:57Say something, Mrs. Perry, or just smile.
01:00And so just seeing him suffering and struggling,
01:03I was really scared for him.
01:07I was going to tell you something,
01:10And so on earth, my gosh.
