00:00It's my heart and heart
00:03I don't know what's going on.
00:06I'm surprised to see my papa honey.
00:10I don't know what's going on.
00:12I'm a sugar daddy.
00:15What?
00:16Cesar?
00:17Gemma!
00:18What a surprise!
00:19We have a client here,
00:21and I've seen your shop.
00:23Then I remember what you said
00:25that we were able to do this
00:27while we were close.
00:27Why didn't you visit Mr. Monastriel?
00:31Is that what's bothering you?
00:33I didn't feel the vibes, ma.
00:35There's something weird about him.
00:37Why are you just now?
00:38Do you remember what happened to me today?
00:40I'm already asleep.
00:41What did you miss?
00:42I'm not going to miss you.
00:43I'm not going to miss you.
00:44You're going to miss me.
00:45You're going to miss me.
00:47I've been married for a couple of years.
00:48I've been married for a couple of years.
00:51I'm not going to miss you again.
00:53I'm not going to miss my husband.
00:54You're going to miss me!
00:56I'm not going to miss you.
01:00I'm not going to miss you.
01:01I'm not going to miss you again.
01:04It's like me.
01:05I'm not going to miss you.
01:05Never am I going to miss you to show me love.
01:08Yikes!
01:09I can't see the same thing.
01:22I've lost my life.
01:25I'm sorry. Excuse me.
01:29Sorry ah. I thought that was your favorite.
01:32Excuse me.
01:54I can't believe in my life, but I can't hear you.
02:00Like I'm in the light.
02:04I'll just see your light.
02:07And I'm sorry, and I'm sorry.
02:28What do you think could have triggered it?
02:31Dahil kaya death anniversary ng papa mo?
02:36Possible po.
02:40Pero these past few years, hindi na naman po ako nagkakaroon ng mga ganong dreams eh.
02:47Especially, yung ay mukha po nung magnanakaw.
02:51Oh, nagkakamukha na siya.
02:54Ganon pa rin po.
02:57Bago po siya lumingon sa akin,
03:00magigising na po ako dun sa putok ng baril.
03:03Oh, grieving and moving on is a process and it takes years.
03:09At iba-iba ang case sa bawat tao, lalo na kapag traumatic.
03:16Bigla kong naalala yung sinasabi sa akin noon ni mama,
03:19na ang alahas raw ay parang mga between
03:22na nagpapaningning ng ating halaga bilang mga babae.
03:27Ngayon, naniniwala ako na dapat natin tong halagaan.
03:31Dahil sa isang iglap lang ay papasok sa buhay mo.
03:34At pigla tong nanakawin sa'yo.
03:39That's why I wanted to come home for my birthday, Dr. Luis.
03:43Maybe because I wanted to remember again yung nanakaw sa aking memory,
03:47I could use a little reminder of how it feels to be back home again.
03:55What?
03:58Aside from sa hindi pa po nagubuo sa akin yung mga pangyayari noong gabing nawala si Papa,
04:05akala ko po okay na ako.
04:09Nasabi mo na ba sa mama mo that we are having these sessions again?
04:13I think it would help if you would also share your concerns sa kanya.
04:20Ayoko po siya mag-alala.
04:23Gusto ko lang po talaga malaman bakit nagkakaroon po ko ulit ng mga ganitong dreams.
04:43Tiyama, okay lang ba nasamahan kita dito?
04:56Pasensya ka na, Cesar.
05:04Sino ba naman ang biglang maiiyak sa Shomai lang?
05:12Alam mo, akala ko nga mapapasaya kita dyan eh.
05:15Dahil yan ang binibigay sa'yo ni Sir Ray, diba?
05:18Eh, lalo ko atang napasama yung loob mo.
05:22Lalo.
05:26Alam mo, sumula nung nakita kita ulit,
05:31napasin ko dyan sa mga matang mo.
05:34Na kahit nakangiti ka,
05:37alatang may lungkod sa mga mata mo, Gemma.
05:41Alatang.
05:46Ayawang ko ba?
05:49Akala ko,
05:50yung anak ko lang ang trauma tayo sa nangyari sa amin.
05:54Pero eto,
05:55minsan bumipitik ako tapos bigla na namiiyak.
06:00Eh, hindi pa rin ako makamove on.
06:04May nagkwento sa akin noon.
06:07Pagkatapos daw mamatay ng mahal natin sa buhay,
06:11eh, mga naglalakbay daw eto,
06:13ng pagkalayo-layo-layo.
06:16Papunta sa liwanag.
06:18Papunta sa langit.
06:21Pero, kapag yung mga naiwan,
06:25hindi matanggap,
06:28hinahanap,
06:29yung namatay,
06:30nahihira pa sila umusan.
06:32Hindi sila makahakbang patungo doon sa liwanag,
06:36patungo sa langit.
06:39Mahirap kalimutan si Ray.
06:42Gemma,
06:44hindi mo naman siya kailangan kalimutan.
06:46Ang kailangan mo lang gawin,
06:50palayain siya.
06:52Yun lang.
06:55Buhay ka pa.
06:57Harapatan mo maging maligaya.
07:00Harapatan mo sumaya.
07:02Di ba yun ang gusto ni Sarah'y mangyari sa'yo?
07:07Yung dream sa man is not always literal.
07:11Sometimes it is based on a memory,
07:14or a symbol of your current situation,
07:17or what you are feeling right now.
07:20Ano po ibig sabihin niyo, Doc?
07:23May nangyari ba recently,
07:25or may nakasama kang tao na maaaring mag-trigger nito?
07:32Tao o pangyayari na nakaramdam ka ng takot,
07:36o pangamba,
07:38he felt unsafe,
07:39or triggered.
07:40May nangyari ba?
07:43Deserve ko namang sumaya, di ba?
07:46Pero paano?
07:48Ano ko magsisimula?
07:49Kaya,
07:50kaya kitang tulungan.
07:51Bilang respeto ka, Sarah, eh.
07:54At...
07:54ngayon na...
07:56magkaibigan tayo.
07:59Matutulungan kita, Gemma.
08:01Mapapasaya kita.
08:03Magtiwala ka lang.
08:08Sagot kita.
08:09Magtiwala ka lang.
08:12Ang.
08:13Ang.
08:16Ang.
08:21Ang.
08:22Ang.
08:24Ang.
08:25Ang.
08:25Ang.
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