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00:01:30I know what's wrong with me.
00:01:31It's so weird.
00:01:32I've got this weird feeling like everything's moving so fast and I'm not in my body.
00:01:37It's so weird.
00:01:38I can't explain it.
00:01:39It's like I'm not in my body.
00:01:41It's so...
00:01:42I feel like something's really wrong with me.
00:01:45It's...
00:01:46I can't explain.
00:01:49No, Anna, my heart.
00:01:50I can't really breathe.
00:01:53Come now, Anna, please.
00:02:00No, Anna, my heart.
00:02:17No, Anna, my heart.
00:02:19You're not in my body.
00:02:24You're not in my body.
00:02:25You're not in my body.
00:02:28I'm in my body.
00:02:34No, Anna.
00:02:46I've got this weird feeling.
00:02:57Oh, my God.
00:03:19Oh, my God.
00:03:55Oh, my God.
00:04:33Oh, my God.
00:04:43It's going to get better.
00:04:44It will.
00:04:47I could just stay here for a little bit and be here for you, okay?
00:04:52Okay?
00:04:54Okay.
00:05:06Claire, this is Jacob.
00:05:07I am trying to reach Anna.
00:05:09Something terrible has happened.
00:05:10I can't get in touch with her.
00:05:12She disappeared.
00:05:12Mommy, get me off the ground!
00:05:19Claire, it's Jacob.
00:05:48Are you asleep?
00:06:03I'm sleeping, Claire.
00:06:13Let me see that.
00:06:23Goodbye, Claire.
00:06:59I thought that Clara got it.
00:07:04So you could please don't you let me?
00:07:07No, tomorrow, please.
00:07:22I'm trying to be available for a solution to be loving and supportive and keep going, you know, be grateful
00:07:29for what I have and not just focus on what I've lost.
00:07:34I want to hear from you guys.
00:07:35I'm too scared to get pregnant again. After two miscarriages, I don't know if I want to.
00:07:46Joe? Something?
00:07:49Yeah, I had a shitty week. I started my period. Spent that morning on the bathroom floor cursing my husband
00:08:01and then, you know, cursing myself.
00:08:06And then at work, one of my co-workers found out she's pregnant with her third. An accident, of course.
00:08:17And, um, I was just angry.
00:08:22I'm, I am angry all of the time.
00:08:30My wife's not working. I'm doing these long hours. And, uh, the doctor said that, um,
00:08:46that he, that she can't have a kid anymore. Just want to express to a group of people that, um,
00:08:58are really angry.
00:09:03I lost my baby about nine months ago. He had a really bad infection and it just spread throughout his
00:09:12body and he couldn't fight it.
00:09:16We kept thinking he would fight it. We kept hoping he would fight it.
00:09:20And, um, he couldn't. And so we took him off life support after 11 days. So he lived for 11
00:09:31days. He lived.
00:09:34And then, um, he was, we took him off. And then when he went off, he, he like put his
00:09:42little hands up and his hands went like this, you know,
00:09:46they went in like this little position, like he had found some kind of peace.
00:09:51And it was weird because it was like, we all found some weird peace when he did that.
00:09:58It was like, he, he got to be free of the pain of this world somehow.
00:10:04And I think we did the best thing for him because he just seemed happy.
00:10:13And then in the room, it just felt like there was something else there, you know, something really beautiful and
00:10:18bright.
00:10:19And, but I just don't know why he had to go through it. I didn't know why he had to
00:10:25have so much pain.
00:10:26So,
00:10:27And, you know,
00:10:28Oh
00:10:28Hmm?
00:10:28Hmm.
00:10:40Hmm.
00:11:12I felt like I should have a child because everybody was having children at that time and I didn't really
00:11:20feel this huge calling to have a child but I guess I went to college, I started my business and
00:11:29I guess the next thing to do was to have a child.
00:11:32I had a child and I didn't feel this deep connection to him when he was born.
00:11:42I loved him but I didn't feel this deep, overwhelming collection.
00:11:51He was a difficult baby, he was colicky.
00:11:55And I would have to stay up with him night after night and...
00:12:03Sleep well, baby.
00:12:12Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:12:13God, just keep it...
00:15:14Here.
00:15:15Here.
00:15:15Get up.
00:15:16Have your podcast.
00:15:20I don't want to take these you just get out sure I get some food
00:15:26On an empty stomach can I have one?
00:15:39Claire
00:15:41Claire this in course
00:15:44Okay, you know what? Yeah, let's go over. Let's go over. Take my drink
00:15:49Yeah, hi. Hey, thank you so much for coming
00:15:54Hi
00:15:55Hey Claire, how are you doing?
00:15:56Hi, hi Anna, how are you?
00:15:58Great to see you. Thank you for coming
00:16:01Hey, how are you?
00:16:03Good thing. How's your little one?
00:16:05Oh, he's not little anymore. He's almost four. I'll be right back
00:16:09Yeah
00:16:09Hey, where are you going? God, time flies. She was such a beautiful pregnant woman. She never gained an ounce
00:16:15And I just feel fat. That's so true. That's what happens, right? Around the arms. That's where it really shows
00:16:21You know, it shows first in the arms and then yeah, I can see how like it's already aging a
00:16:27little bit
00:16:27You know, it does do that right when you think you guys will try for another baby
00:16:32Well, I don't know though. We never really have sex. What do you think?
00:16:35I don't know it doesn't look like it's in the car. It's really so it's too tired
00:16:40So, you know, yeah, but you know, how's it going with you? Do you have a good doctor?
00:16:45Oh, yeah, yeah, we we lucked out
00:16:47We got you know, you think so? Yeah, because mine was supposed to be good, you know
00:16:51Everybody said he was a really good doctor. He's like high rate high ratings and everything to be careful
00:16:57You can never trust your doctor. Okay. I'm just telling you. Yeah, but you have to be careful. You have
00:17:03to be your own doctor
00:17:04Okay, so things to really watch out for is the water
00:17:07They're pumping fluoride into our water supply and it's causing cancers
00:17:12It's causing so many birth defects and especially pregnant woman and baby
00:17:16So I would just don't drink any any water if you can I recently saw a psychic and the psychic
00:17:22told me
00:17:23You know the psychic she's not just a psychic but she channels spirits and she's channels baby spirits and things
00:17:28like that and
00:17:30She told me that the reason
00:17:33My baby got an infection is because it was channeled through the cell phone
00:17:37So now if you're pregnant you're more something about the rays and the way you're more susceptible
00:17:42If you talk on your cell phone, you could be picking up all kinds of diseases. I'm not making this
00:17:47up
00:17:47You can look it up on TED talks. Go do that after your shower today. Go look it up on
00:17:51TED talks, okay?
00:17:53Come on, let's go for so many things to be afraid of. Yeah, let's I'll go find her. She's my
00:17:58sister
00:17:58Okay
00:18:00It's okay
00:18:01Anna
00:18:08Anna
00:18:09Anna
00:18:10I
00:18:12I
00:18:13I
00:18:13I
00:18:15I
00:18:16I
00:18:51No, wait.
00:18:56Please.
00:19:00Your name is Bella.
00:19:04I love the name Bella.
00:19:12Hi, Bella.
00:19:18I love the name.
00:19:42Claire?
00:19:43Claire, it's time to go.
00:19:47Yeah, it'd probably be best.
00:19:50Come on.
00:19:53Claire.
00:19:54This must be very hard for you, but you should go.
00:19:57Okay?
00:20:03Come on, Claire.
00:20:11We're going to take Bella with us.
00:20:33This isn't really happening to me.
00:20:36This is a bad dream.
00:20:39A nightmare.
00:20:58I'm so glad that both of you were able to come in.
00:21:02I think we'll get a lot of work resolved in this session.
00:21:05And with hypnotherapy, I can't make you do anything you don't want to do.
00:21:11What we're trying to do is we're trying to relax the brain from the alpha to the beta down to
00:21:17the delta waves
00:21:17to access your subconscious so that we can really get to a deep, deep level of peace.
00:21:24So what I'm going to do is I'm going to count you down.
00:21:26We're going to count down from 1 to 10.
00:21:29And I'm going to ask you to please close your eyes right now.
00:21:33And I'd like you to take a nice, deep breath.
00:21:37I'm going to count you from 1 to 10.
00:21:40By the time we get to 10, you should be in a nice, relaxed state.
00:21:451, 2, take in a nice, deep breath.
00:21:51Let it fill all the way down to your toes.
00:21:583, 4, take a nice, deep breath.
00:22:075, 6, 7, you're fully supported, your bodies and minds are safe.
00:22:23By remembering it, we can release any trauma from our past in here.
00:22:31And we are back.
00:22:56If we take a nice, dingen can relax.
00:23:06I don't know.
00:23:3410, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, again one last deep breath all the way to your toes, 2,
00:23:56and 1.
00:24:01Claire, how are you doing?
00:24:03I think I feel better.
00:24:06Good.
00:24:07Anna, what came forward for you?
00:24:09How are you doing?
00:24:10I don't think that worked at all.
00:24:33Well, well, well, if it isn't Lopsy and Mopsy.
00:24:37Dad.
00:24:40Yeah, Dad, no one's called us that since we're about 8.
00:24:44Back to go to the bathroom.
00:24:46You two had always a handful to deal with.
00:24:49Haven't chained a bit.
00:24:51Always needed a good clop.
00:25:04Mom, I miss you.
00:25:21I'll just...
00:25:23You know, you're up to what you do.
00:26:00You know, you're up to what you do.
00:26:28What's going on? You're trying to burn the house down?
00:26:31No, Dad.
00:26:34I'll blow him out.
00:26:36Still lying to me like he always used to, but I understand.
00:26:39You don't want a real dad to know what's going on, eh?
00:26:42Come on, Claire. I've got his prescription. Let's go.
00:26:47Bye, Dad.
00:26:53I went to the doctor's office, and he basically put me right on bed rest.
00:26:58And he said that I have to go into the hospital.
00:27:01And then I went into the hospital, and I was there for three weeks.
00:27:06And they still kept telling me it was okay, and they kept saying,
00:27:09You're okay, you're okay, you're okay, and the baby's okay.
00:27:13And then one morning, I just woke up, and his heart rate was going really fast.
00:27:18Now I just keep thinking there's something wrong with me,
00:27:21and I just go to doctors all the time.
00:27:24Because I've got all these weird symptoms, like I just have a lot of, like, physical pain,
00:27:30and they keep telling me that I'm fine.
00:27:35Because I don't really know who to trust now.
00:28:04I don't really know who to trust now.
00:28:07Thank you for calling C.H.A. Hospital.
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00:28:21Gracias por llamar al hospital C.H.A.
00:28:24Si esta es una emergencia, favor de colgar y llamar de nuevo.
00:28:28C.H.A. Hospital, how may I adopt a call?
00:28:31Could I please have Jasper Coleman's room?
00:28:34I'm sorry, but unless you know the room number, I can't put you through.
00:28:38I just spoke to someone.
00:28:39I'm his mother.
00:28:40Can you put me through?
00:28:42Sorry, ma'am.
00:28:43We've been asked to block all incoming calls to this room.
00:28:45But please, I'm his mother.
00:28:46I'll see you then.
00:29:04I'm sorry, ma'am.
00:29:05I'm sorry.
00:29:09I've met you.
00:29:10I can't stand by my daughter.
00:29:11I'm sorry.
00:29:22we all come to this life to heal not just this life
00:29:26but all of our other lives as well some souls they only come for a short time
00:29:34and before you came to this life you and he made an agreement a soul agreement
00:29:42your lessons together in this life they're done
00:30:10everybody's heart's breaking up
00:30:15and you feel the world is ending somehow
00:30:21and you wonder how we'll find our world
00:30:26oh everybody's heart's breaking up
00:30:43oh everybody's heart's breaking up
00:30:55oh
00:31:25what
00:31:38your lessons together in this life are done
00:32:05please make this stop
00:32:07i'll do anything
00:32:09i promise
00:32:34yes
00:32:35the other day i was with jasper
00:32:37i don't want to hear about jasper
00:33:07god
00:33:08i'm glad i can cook for you guys
00:33:11you're not using any dairy right
00:33:18michael i thought we said no wine
00:33:23we agreed
00:33:23we agreed we don't we don't want to fuck up the baby
00:33:25we don't have to drink it's okay
00:33:26okay
00:33:29what baby
00:33:32we don't have to drink if you don't want to
00:33:35i want wine
00:33:36i want wine okay
00:33:37anna
00:33:56this looks disgusting
00:33:59claire
00:34:24that's why we're here
00:34:25that's why we keep coming
00:34:26you know
00:34:27you know
00:34:27to try and deal with the grief together
00:34:31trying to move past the shock of this
00:34:34the anger
00:34:36and the denial
00:34:38right
00:34:39the bargaining
00:34:40all these stages that we're going through
00:34:42we can go through them together
00:34:44to get to acceptance
00:34:45to have some hope
00:34:47to move on
00:34:48that upward turn that we've talked about
00:34:53i'm glad we're here
00:34:55let's hear from joe
00:34:56how are you
00:34:59i asked him for a divorce
00:35:01this week
00:35:03um
00:35:04he said i was being silly
00:35:07that we just needed to
00:35:09stop
00:35:10the whole baby making thing
00:35:12and
00:35:14go on vacation
00:35:17hawaii
00:35:19and
00:35:20i just told him
00:35:21no
00:35:23that
00:35:24this
00:35:24is something that i
00:35:25have to deal with
00:35:28and
00:35:28i think i
00:35:29have to go this alone
00:35:38you're gonna love what's in my goodie box
00:35:41what is it
00:35:51my pot candies
00:35:54i got a pot lollipop
00:35:56but it was too strong
00:35:57so i cut them up into little candies
00:36:02it
00:36:02takes the edge off
00:36:03wherever i go
00:36:05i'm not at the bank
00:36:08with claire
00:36:11i'll have to take the edge off
00:36:14it all floats
00:36:16you'll see
00:36:24i'll have to take the edge off
00:36:28it s
00:36:33it's good
00:36:34so she's always on the edge
00:36:35so she always like this
00:36:36yeah
00:36:37Yeah, you know, she's Claire, always a little high strung.
00:37:08I love this movie.
00:37:13I didn't really enjoy it anymore.
00:37:16I felt like this chore, this tragedy I had to get through to make it to the next day.
00:37:21And then the next day was the same thing.
00:37:23Go to the park, bedtime, dinner time, the same thing every day.
00:37:31And I should have realized he was this incredible gift that I'd been given and I didn't.
00:38:06I wasn't a legendary one but didn't a guy.
00:38:23I'm a young girl.
00:38:25We immediately had a pension for seven years.
00:38:25One last Friday night let him go to the house with one.
00:38:26Change.
00:38:28It's not good.
00:38:36I don't know.
00:39:00Hi.
00:39:01Hi.
00:39:02Did I wake you?
00:39:24I miss you.
00:39:28I miss Alice.
00:39:40I'm just tired, Claire.
00:40:04I miss you, Claire.
00:40:11I miss you, Claire.
00:40:12I miss you, Claire.
00:40:13I miss you, Claire.
00:40:15I miss you.
00:40:29I miss you, Claire.
00:40:35I miss you, Claire.
00:40:51I do love you.
00:41:27I've been trying to reach you for three days.
00:41:30I need to talk to you now.
00:41:32Jacob, not now.
00:41:34What are you kidding me?
00:41:35Now is the time.
00:41:36Please, not now.
00:41:37I promise you I'm going to talk to you now.
00:41:39I'm not waiting anymore, Anna.
00:41:40I want to talk to you now.
00:41:41Okay, just wait.
00:41:42I'm going to come out, okay?
00:41:50Claire, it's okay.
00:41:51I got it, okay?
00:41:55Jacob!
00:42:00You have to, you have to.
00:42:02Please, Jacob.
00:42:03I swear there was an accident.
00:42:05You're really complaining.
00:42:09Please, please.
00:42:12Don't you dare!
00:42:16Don't you dare!
00:42:21Anna.
00:42:22Yeah.
00:42:55Anna, ever since you've been here, my anxiety is coming back, and something's wrong, I can
00:43:12barely breathe, I'm having really bad heart palpitations, it's such a weird feeling, I'm
00:43:22sorry Anna, I'm sorry but you have to leave, shit, I thought having you here let mellow her
00:43:43out, this has been your third ultrasound and we've come up with nothing that's wrong with
00:44:07you, but why am I having so many weird symptoms like I've had this weird pain that's been shooting
00:44:12up the side of my arm, it just feels like there's something going on and I know you're saying
00:44:18that I was fine but you told me that I was fine before, remember, I came into you and
00:44:22you told me that I was okay, yeah and I told you that I had a lot of pressure, so
00:44:28why did
00:44:29you tell me that I was okay then, you were okay then, there's some things we can test
00:44:33for and some things just, they just happen in nature, I remember I should have gotten
00:44:36that other test where, remember when you took, they asked me to do that cervical exam and
00:44:41then I declined, maybe that was the thing, maybe that was the thing that did it, Claire,
00:44:46you did nothing wrong, no but I, then I remember I had a lot of fear, I had a lot
00:44:50of fear and
00:44:51I had a lot of negative thoughts, you know, I kept thinking that maybe something was going
00:44:55to go wrong and then I kept coming in to see you, but you told me I was okay doctor
00:45:00and then
00:45:01maybe it, maybe it was something that you did or maybe, you guys or what about the hospital?
00:45:05No, no, the hospital checked everything, they ran the tests as they do every time.
00:45:08But they weren't checking my blood, they weren't checking my urine, maybe if they had done that
00:45:12they would have found that I had an infection, maybe if they had given me antibiotics, maybe
00:45:17something could have been different.
00:45:20These things happen in nature every day, they just happen.
00:45:31I wanted to wake and make sure everything was alright first, but I'm pregnant, I've gone
00:45:39to the doctors and I've gotten checked out and everything seems to be alright.
00:45:44This is something to be happy about, congratulations.
00:45:50I'm, I'm happy now, I'm not in pain anymore.
00:45:54A lot of change, a lot of change.
00:45:58It's great, well we're really excited for you.
00:46:06Don't be so hard on yourself.
00:46:09What?
00:46:10How are you dear?
00:46:13How are you really?
00:46:17He wants me to tell you that he's alright.
00:46:22And that it wasn't your fault.
00:46:49Can you give me CPA Hospital of Los Angeles?
00:46:57Can you please connect me to room three or five?
00:47:03He checked out?
00:47:04Can you talk to your doctor?
00:47:05Here we go.
00:47:51If I'm not here, they'll be better.
00:47:54I'm not fit.
00:47:56It's better if someone takes him.
00:47:59I know what I did was wrong.
00:48:21I know what I did was wrong.
00:48:35Please, I never pictured burying my baby.
00:48:41Please, I never pictured burying my baby.
00:49:14I never pictured burying my baby.
00:49:33I don't want you here.
00:49:36Jacob, this is my house too.
00:49:39You're lucky I haven't pressed charges, Anna.
00:49:41Oh, please, Jacob.
00:49:42I'm sorry, I didn't.
00:49:44I don't want to confuse Jasper.
00:49:48Is he here?
00:49:51I was, I've been so worried.
00:49:55Can I, can I just, he's all right, right?
00:50:00He's all right.
00:50:02He's recovering, get it?
00:50:04You almost killed him, Anna.
00:50:07Get it?
00:50:08I didn't mean to.
00:50:10It was an accident.
00:50:11I want you to go.
00:50:15Please, I just want to see him.
00:50:17Just for a minute, please.
00:50:19I want you to go, Anna.
00:50:20I just want to tell him.
00:50:22Please, Jacob, please.
00:50:24Just for a minute.
00:50:25No.
00:50:26Jacob.
00:50:26Go.
00:50:28Go.
00:50:28Go.
00:50:30Go.
00:50:38Go.
00:50:40Go.
00:50:42Go.
00:50:44Go.
00:50:46Go.
00:50:47Go.
00:50:48Go.
00:50:53Go.
00:50:55Go.
00:51:17What did you do to yourself?
00:51:18I fell, I just fell.
00:51:20Claire.
00:51:21Okay.
00:51:21It's all right.
00:51:22Baby, what did you do to yourself?
00:51:23Please, leave me alone.
00:51:25Claire.
00:51:58I was there when they turned the machines off to you.
00:52:13Please.
00:52:15Please.
00:52:17Please.
00:52:18Speak to me.
00:52:21Please.
00:52:38Why did this happen to me?
00:52:41Have I done wrong?
00:52:44I'm sorry.
00:52:46Please.
00:52:51I'm sorry.
00:53:00Please.
00:53:01I can't see.
00:53:05I can't see.
00:53:15I can't see.
00:53:33Why is this happening?
00:53:39I'm sorry.
00:53:40I can't see you.
00:53:43I'm still full of fear.
00:53:46It's my fault.
00:53:49Go to one place or another.
00:53:52I'm still full of fear.
00:53:55I'm still full of fear.
00:53:59I'm still full of fear.
00:54:50It was supposed to be like this, remember?
00:56:44I can't keep driving around in circles.
00:56:52I need to confess.
00:56:54I need to get him back.
00:56:56I need to get him back.
00:57:49I need to get him back.
00:57:56You two always used to, never said a word to me.
00:58:00Claire, it's unforgivable, that poor kid.
00:58:03And all the things you said I'd done, I'd never, would never in a million years do something like that.
00:58:10It's unforgivable, that poor child.
00:58:12I mean, you accused me of things, I would never...
00:58:14I know where she is.
00:58:14I'm gonna go look for her.
00:58:21Anna!
00:58:24Anna!
00:58:25Anna!
00:58:26Anna, open the door!
00:58:29Anna, what are you doing?
00:58:31Come on, Anna.
00:58:32You need to open the door.
00:58:33This is not helping.
00:58:44It's too hot.
00:58:46What?
00:58:46Just close the door.
00:58:48I'm not gonna close the door.
00:58:49It's boiling.
00:58:49Close the fucking door, Claire, okay?
00:58:55Can we open the window?
00:58:57Just be quiet.
00:59:05What are you doing?
00:59:07I wanna know what it felt like to be him.
00:59:09I wanna know how he felt.
00:59:16Now you can listen to me.
00:59:18No one ever has time for my life.
00:59:20Jasper was sick again and Jacob's been in a pissy mood since his dad died.
00:59:25You're missing in action.
00:59:28Another fucking dare couldn't stand.
00:59:32He's yelling, let me out the car, mommy.
00:59:34I wanna get out the car!
00:59:35Mommy, get me out the car!
00:59:37Please, okay?
00:59:38Stop screaming at me!
00:59:39I lost Jasper.
00:59:41Please stop screaming at me.
00:59:42Mommy doesn't know where the hell I am.
00:59:44This stupid thing is not working anymore!
00:59:47This is the road we were driving on.
00:59:55Right here.
00:59:57I'm driving and he's screaming.
00:59:59I wanna get out of the car!
01:00:01Let me out of the car!
01:00:02I got him!
01:00:02I got him!
01:00:02I got him!
01:00:03Jasper, please stop him!
01:00:05Mommy's lost!
01:00:06Now!
01:00:06Maybe he'll stop if I swear.
01:00:07I got him!
01:00:08Please, okay?
01:00:10Stop screaming at me!
01:00:11Pull up right here.
01:00:13Jasper, please stop screaming at me!
01:00:16Mommy's lost!
01:00:18I need you to stop screaming at me!
01:00:21Mommy, get me out the car!
01:00:21Just stay here!
01:00:23Scream in the car!
01:00:24I've had it!
01:00:26Jasper!
01:00:27Jasper!
01:00:28Fine!
01:00:29Go ahead and scream!
01:00:31Scream!
01:00:31I'm gonna see you again!
01:00:37I walked away.
01:00:39You should've seen his face.
01:00:42I just needed a minute.
01:00:45I walked to the corner and then the next corner.
01:00:48I don't know how many blocks I walked.
01:00:50I don't know how long it was.
01:00:53Maybe half an hour.
01:00:54Maybe more.
01:00:55I was calming down.
01:00:57I was calming down.
01:00:58I was calming down.
01:00:59It was hot.
01:01:03I was there.
01:01:04I'm not.
01:01:05A lot of people got me out.
01:01:06I was hanging out.
01:01:06I'm big fellow.
01:01:06I'm not gonna see you.
01:01:08The part here is almost clear.
01:01:14There's a lot of people, but still, I'm not leaving.
01:01:17There's a lot of people.
01:01:19I was not alone.
01:01:20There's a million times!
01:01:20I've heard from the people, on the road.
01:01:22I'm not even there.
01:01:23There's a lot of people.
01:01:24I'm not even there.
01:01:24I don't know.
01:01:24There's a lot of people.
01:01:25I live there.
01:01:25I'm not better.
01:01:25I'm not going to get out.
01:01:25You know?
01:01:29I'm not adelant.
01:01:30I'm not going to get out.
01:01:53I left him.
01:01:55I left him right here in the center beach.
01:02:01I didn't mean to.
01:02:03I just needed a minute.
01:02:08You'll tell them, you'll tell them that I'll get help.
01:02:11You'll tell them that I'll never do anything like that again, right?
01:02:16Yeah.
01:02:16You'll tell them, Claire.
01:02:17Yeah, it's going to be all right.
01:02:21It's going to be okay.
01:03:00You'll tell them that I'll never do anything like that again.
01:03:02Dear friends, it is with great love and sadness that we are writing to tell you that little
01:03:07baby Charlie passed away in our arms on Sunday afternoon.
01:03:14The E. coli infection that had been ravaging his system proved too powerful an adversary.
01:03:22Even if he had recovered from the infection, the damage to his brain and organs would have
01:03:26put him into a vegetable state for the rest of his life.
01:03:30He was in great pain and his suffering was visible.
01:03:35We decided as a family to remove him from life support and let him go peacefully back
01:03:40to the spirit world.
01:03:43For the first time since his birth, we were able to hold him and took turns until he was
01:03:49gone.
01:03:53As parents, it was the most loving thing we could do for him.
01:03:57And after he took his last breath, a smile spread across his face as if to thank us.
01:04:03It was beautiful.
01:04:08This has been an incredibly difficult time and we thank all of you who have helped even
01:04:12in the slightest way.
01:04:14We feel very blessed to be part of such a thoughtful and caring community.
01:04:19Much love and thanks.
01:04:27Anna Coleman, you have been charged with child endangerment.
01:04:32Based on court findings, we have granted Jacob Coleman full custody of Jasper Jason Coleman.
01:04:38You will hereby lose your rights as a mother.
01:04:42You will be able to see your son under guided supervision for one hour a week.
01:04:47Just come on, you have given up a life and a body.
01:05:09Thank you for his short period of time.าก
01:05:31And I'm really glad that I'm looking after you now.
01:05:37I'll try and do a better job this time.
01:05:42You'll be nice, Dad.
01:06:13I'll try and do a better job.
01:06:17I'll try and do a better job.
01:06:18I'll try and do a better job.
01:06:20I'll try and do a better job.
01:06:20Let's go, buddy.
01:06:23All right, baby.
01:06:25I love you, baby.
01:06:26I love you, baby.
01:06:29Let's go, Jasper.
01:06:31I love you.
01:06:32I love you.
01:06:37Come on, boy.
01:06:40I missed you.
01:06:40Same time next week?
01:06:43We'll see.
01:06:47I got a lunch.
01:06:48He's running.
01:06:50He's running.
01:06:51He's running.
01:06:52No, we gotta go.
01:06:54Okay.
01:06:55We're going home.
01:06:55All right.
01:07:47All right.
01:08:17All right.
01:08:45All right.
01:09:04All right.
01:09:31All right.
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01:11:07All right.
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01:14:02All right.
01:14:27All right.