00:11Please God, I'm talking
00:13Are you listening?
00:16Cause I've been down here screaming out your name
00:18They told me you were there when I was hurting
00:22But I swear I went through hell alone again
00:26Where were you when I was just a boy?
00:28Trying to understand what I had done
00:32Where were you when the people meant to love me
00:35Made me feel like I was worth a no
00:39I prayed until my knees were bleeding
00:42I begged until I had no words
00:45Everybody said just keep believing
00:48But tell me, was I ever hurt?
00:52Please God, where the hell were you when I needed you?
00:59Please God, was there something else I had to prove?
01:05You watched me crawl through every fire
01:08Watched me drown in my mistakes
01:09I kept waiting for your hand while everything I loved would break
01:13I don't need another lesson
01:14I don't need another scar
01:16Please God, tell me why you stayed so damn far
01:23Tell me why you stayed so damn far
01:32I've hurt people that I should have held on to
01:36Walked away when I should have stayed
01:38Spent years trying to rebuild the bridges that I burned
01:43When I was young and afraid
01:45And you knew every road that I would travel
01:48Every bottle, every fight, every fall
01:51If you really had a plan laid out before me
01:55Why'd you let me get so goddamn lost at all?
01:59Don't tell me pain will make me stronger
02:02I've been strong for far too long
02:05Don't tell me everything has meaning
02:08When everything keeps going wrong
02:12Please God, where the hell were you when I needed you?
02:19Please God, was there something else I had to prove?
02:24You watched me crawl through every fire
02:27Watched me drown in my mistakes
02:29I kept waiting for your hand while everything I loved would break
02:32I don't need another lesson
02:34I don't need another scar
02:35Please God, tell me why you stayed so damn far
02:44I want your mysterious ways
02:48I want the years you let me waste
02:51I want the people that I lost
02:54I want the man I could have been
02:57I want one answer, one damn sign
03:01That all this pain wasn't just mine
03:04Was I not worth saving?
03:06Was I too far gone?
03:08Or were you standing right beside me
03:10While I thought I walked alone?
03:15Please God, I'm still here
03:20And maybe that's the part
03:23I never understood
03:27After everything that tried to bury me
03:31Somehow
03:36I'm still standing
03:38But please God
03:39I'm still angry I won't lie to you
03:45Please God
03:46I've got questions I need answers to
03:50I carry things that broke my shoulders
03:53I got ghosts that know my name
03:55And if you really walk beside me
03:56Why'd I only feel the pain?
03:58I'm not asking you for heaven
04:00I'm not asking for a sign
04:01I'm just asking why you left me
04:03Thinking I was on my own
04:05This whole damn time
04:07Please God
04:12If you've been listening from the start
04:16Then you already know
04:19Why I'm this angry in my heart
04:25Please God
04:26I haven't stopped believing
04:31That's why
04:32I'm still yelling
04:34Your name
04:36You had a friend
04:39Well that's why
04:55Tony
