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00:01:59Never. If I'm going to make it as a property developer, I need this place finished before Christmas and back
00:02:05on the market.
00:02:06That gives you less than two months. Babe, let's be real here.
00:02:10That's couldn't be near enough impossible. It's not like you can afford to hire anyone to help, and please, before
00:02:16you ask, there's no way you're getting me back at that house.
00:02:19There's something creepy about it.
00:02:21You always think things are creepy, Amelia. But ghosts belong in stories, not in real life.
00:02:28Just because we can't see them doesn't mean they don't exist. Anywho, I'm done for the day.
00:02:33A hot bath and a bottle of red are calling my name.
00:02:37Bitch!
00:02:38Yeah, but you love me all the same. Speak later!
00:03:06That's when I realized. Yeah, maybe I should have measured the doorway before buying a six-foot bathtub. Rookie, right?
00:03:13Anyway, if you're just jumping in...
00:03:35This is the podcast for first-time renovators who have big dreams and zero clue what they're doing. Yet.
00:03:41Don't worry, I've been there. Like yesterday. So, grab a drink, put on your I swear this used to be
00:03:46white t-shirt, and let's talk DIY disaster.
00:04:26How should I do this?
00:04:27How should I do this?
00:04:27I'm not going to be a shooker.
00:04:28How should I do this?
00:04:30I've just been there for a long time since I took a long time when I was in hospital.
00:04:30Number 3.
00:04:39Let's get to the hospital for the next meeting, besides the call.
00:04:40I'll be at the hospital, but I'm so nervous and I'll be at the hospital.
00:04:51Oh shit!
00:04:55This fucking house!
00:05:10So, how was your first night?
00:05:12It was great!
00:05:14No strength at all!
00:05:15Not a peek!
00:05:16Ugh, how boring!
00:05:18Boring? I'd rather not be scared shitless, thanks.
00:05:21But just imagine how much money you could earn if the place was haunted!
00:05:24Well it isn't, so I'm going to have to earn money the old fashioned way.
00:05:27Hey, I'm just trying to help. No need to jump down my throat.
00:05:30Sorry. I'm just pissed off. The kitchen ceiling fell through.
00:05:35I had to fork out cash that I don't have to spare.
00:05:37I did warn you, but you wouldn't listen.
00:05:40Well let's be honest, if I took all of your advice, I'd still be with Simone.
00:05:43Probably on the verge of topping myself.
00:05:46The less said about that one, the better.
00:05:49Yeah, I thought you'd say that.
00:06:09...
00:06:14...
00:06:19...
00:06:21...
00:06:23...
00:06:30I don't know.
00:07:06I don't know.
00:07:37Melissa?
00:07:38Beth?
00:07:39Come in, I'll show you around.
00:07:45Nice.
00:07:47No, I mean it.
00:07:48Has great potential.
00:07:50Just needs a little loving care.
00:07:51That's what I thought.
00:07:54Great minds think alike.
00:07:57Seems that way.
00:07:59Come up.
00:08:14So what are your plans for this place?
00:08:15You didn't say on your blog.
00:08:18To renovate it by Christmas, get it back on the market in January and buy a new place as
00:08:23soon as it's sold.
00:08:24My Nan left me some money so I thought it would be a good idea to get on the property
00:08:27ladder
00:08:28as soon as possible.
00:08:29I've got it for a bargain considering the condition.
00:08:32But it's a good location.
00:08:33The rooms aren't bad sizes so even if I make a slight profit I'll be happy.
00:08:40OK.
00:08:41I'm going to start sounding like my mother so I'll quit while I'm ahead.
00:08:45Don't stop on my account.
00:08:46Talking is what connects people.
00:08:48If you knew my mother you wouldn't say that.
00:08:51Well, excessive talking can be a sign of anxiety.
00:08:54In some cases, but not in my mother's.
00:08:58Honestly, she just loves to talk pretty much like I'm doing now.
00:09:03So have you thought about colour schemes?
00:09:06I'm colour blind when it comes to putting things together.
00:09:09Well, I take it you want to dress the house to attract potential buyers.
00:09:12Any idea what kind of style you want?
00:09:15I'm a practical kind of girl.
00:09:18Give me a toolkit and I'll fix anything.
00:09:21But ask me to do something creative and I won't have a clue.
00:09:24In that case we're the total opposite.
00:09:27But if we weren't we probably wouldn't have met.
00:09:31From the moment I read your blog I just felt so inspired.
00:09:34It's really exciting just thinking about all the things we can do here.
00:09:38So where do you want to start?
00:09:40How about downstairs and work our way out?
00:09:43Sounds like a plan.
00:09:51Something wrong?
00:09:53Can you sense something?
00:09:57Like what?
00:09:59I don't know, like an energy.
00:10:03Are you alright?
00:10:08Yeah.
00:10:09Yeah, I'm just being paranoid.
00:10:12About?
00:10:13It's this thing my friend keeps banging on about.
00:10:16My friend Amelia.
00:10:18She thinks this place is haunted.
00:10:22Haunted?
00:10:23I know, crazy right?
00:10:24She also believes that man never landed on the moon.
00:10:27So what does that tell you?
00:10:28Yeah.
00:10:31Do you believe in all that stuff?
00:10:34Hauntings?
00:10:34Of course not.
00:10:36Do you?
00:10:37No.
00:10:38And I believe we went to the moon too.
00:10:42Anyway, I've had loads of ideas already.
00:10:44I can put something together for you if you like.
00:10:46That'd be great.
00:10:48So I'll see you tomorrow?
00:10:49Absolutely.
00:10:51What food do you like?
00:10:52The least I can do is feed you.
00:10:54Don't worry about it.
00:10:54I'm on a 30 day water fast at the moment.
00:10:57Oh, okay.
00:10:58Well, I'll make sure there's plenty of water in.
00:11:00Flush out those bad toxins.
00:11:03Great.
00:11:03I guess I'll see you tomorrow then.
00:11:05I'll be here.
00:11:12Flush out those bad toxins.
00:11:15Really.
00:11:20You.
00:11:21I'm out.
00:11:38You're out.
00:11:38It's good.
00:11:39You're out.
00:11:44You're out.
00:11:46You're out.
00:11:48You're out.
00:12:43Hey.
00:12:44Hey, yourself?
00:12:45I can't believe it was only yesterday I was last here.
00:12:47This place has that effect on you.
00:12:50It does.
00:12:55I wasn't planning on staying here while renovating it,
00:12:59but I just can't seem to make it home.
00:13:02Which is crazy considering the state of the place.
00:13:05It's not crazy.
00:13:06Not everything's explainable like we're taught to believe.
00:13:09Yeah, you're right.
00:13:10My mum's an overthinker as well.
00:13:12Did I tell you that?
00:13:13Some jeans she passed on.
00:13:19So what I was thinking for this room,
00:13:21because it's so compact, we kind of need to use light colours.
00:13:24So I was thinking like a steel blue for the chimney breast
00:13:27and then lighter colours for the rest of the room.
00:13:30Sounds good.
00:13:31Great.
00:13:32And then for the living room, we can stay in a similar sort of vein,
00:13:35something like a deep teal for the chimney breast
00:13:39and then light colours for the walls.
00:13:41Hmm.
00:13:42And what about the hallway?
00:13:44It's just so narrow.
00:13:46It feels like I'm in a coffin.
00:13:47I'm so claustrophobic.
00:13:50I think yellow.
00:13:52It's clean and bright.
00:13:53It'll really open up the space.
00:13:58Amelia.
00:14:00Probably calling to check that I haven't fallen off a ladder
00:14:02and broken my neck.
00:14:05Hope you didn't reject the call on my account.
00:14:07Oh, no, no, no, no, no.
00:14:08It's not because of you.
00:14:11Once we start chatting, we just can't stop.
00:14:16Anyway, I'm happy to go along with whatever you think's right.
00:14:20Let me show you some examples.
00:14:51Are you okay?
00:14:53Sorry.
00:14:54Erm, yeah.
00:14:55I just tend to zone out if I haven't slept well.
00:15:02Aren't you cold?
00:15:03It's freezing in here.
00:15:05The cold doesn't bother me.
00:15:07I don't understand why.
00:15:09The heating's been on all day.
00:15:11It's probably still a draft from a loft.
00:15:17I feel really bad eating in front of you.
00:15:20Are you sure you don't want a tiny bite?
00:15:23There was once a time when I wanted to be a chef,
00:15:27but I decided against it
00:15:28because I knew I'd end up eating all the dishes.
00:15:31Well, and I can't cook.
00:15:33I don't believe that for a second.
00:15:35I swear, it's true.
00:15:36When my friends come round mine for dinner,
00:15:38they bring a takeaway.
00:15:39Well, in that case, I do believe you.
00:15:43So, what about you?
00:15:46Any lifelong dreams you want to fulfil
00:15:48other than interior design?
00:15:53Too many to mention.
00:15:55Well, I'm sure you'll do them all.
00:15:57You seem like the kind of woman
00:15:58that would do whatever she set her mind to.
00:16:02I think I'll head off.
00:16:03The smell of that pizza is testing my resolve.
00:16:06Oh, God, I'm sorry.
00:16:07I should have eaten in the kitchen.
00:16:09Don't be silly.
00:16:10It's fine, really.
00:16:11I'll see you tomorrow.
00:16:12I'll let myself out.
00:16:14Have a good night.
00:16:14It's fine.
00:16:32I'll let myself out.
00:16:33It's fine.
00:16:34It's fine.
00:16:36It's fine.
00:16:39It's fine.
00:16:40Let's go.
00:17:10I don't know.
00:17:51I don't know.
00:18:20I don't know.
00:18:41I don't know.
00:18:44I don't know.
00:18:53I don't know.
00:18:57I don't know.
00:19:00I don't know.
00:19:24I was looking for you when I found you.
00:19:30When I, when I, when I found you.
00:19:47I don't know.
00:19:52I don't know.
00:19:53Nothing?
00:19:54Doesn't look like nothing.
00:19:57Okay, if you must know, I was watching videos of ghosts caught on camera.
00:20:02You do know it's all staged, as well as being expertly edited.
00:20:06Oh, I don't know what to believe anymore.
00:20:10All I know there's something not quite right about this house.
00:20:14And you're starting to believe what your friend told you.
00:20:16I can barely believe that I'm thinking it myself.
00:20:22But it wouldn't hurt to get some history on this house.
00:20:25Don't you think your time and energy would be better spent trying to get this house ready?
00:20:28You said you wanted it finished within two months.
00:20:30I know, I know.
00:20:32But it's really bothering me.
00:20:34Have you actually seen anything?
00:20:37Well, no.
00:20:38Has anything gone flying through the air?
00:20:40Of course not.
00:20:41Then what exactly makes you think it's haunted?
00:20:44I told you, it's just this feeling I get.
00:20:47I can't really explain it.
00:20:51Look, I'm aware this sounds crazy, but I can't shake the feeling that I'm being watched.
00:20:57Do you want my opinion?
00:21:00As long as you're not going to tell me that I'm insane, sure.
00:21:03Okay.
00:21:04I think you're under a lot of stress.
00:21:07Trying to turn this house around in such a short amount of time.
00:21:09And it's causing your imagination to work overtime.
00:21:13You think?
00:21:14Yeah, I do.
00:21:16Look around you, Beth. There's nothing here.
00:21:19Tonight, have a hot bubble bath, listen to some soothing music,
00:21:23eat a healthy dinner and get a good night's sleep.
00:21:26Besides, aren't ghosts meant to haunt really old houses?
00:21:28Where someone's been murdered or something.
00:21:31Exactly why I need to find out who lived here before.
00:21:33Let's go.
00:21:34Let's go.
00:21:51Let's go.
00:21:56Let's go.
00:21:57Let's go.
00:22:00Let's go.
00:23:29How can I help?
00:23:32I know this is a long shot but I recently bought a house in the area.
00:23:36I was wondering if you had any information about previous owners like Pistri on who they were.
00:23:44Yeah we've got books on the local area itself if that's any good but previous owners I think the electoral
00:23:49roll would be your best bet.
00:23:50Yeah I've checked it but there's not that much information about who they actually were.
00:23:56What exactly do you want to know about them?
00:24:00To find out if anyone died.
00:24:04Oh I see.
00:24:08Look I'll be honest I want to find out if my house is haunted.
00:24:15Wanted?
00:24:17Yeah.
00:24:19You know like if somebody died there and their soul is stuck in my house.
00:24:27Sounds like something you'd find in the paranormal fiction section.
00:24:33Thanks for your help.
00:24:35Wait.
00:24:39We've actually got some newspapers on discs dating back a few years.
00:24:43Don't know if they'd be any good.
00:24:46Discs?
00:24:47I'll have to dig up my old laptop but yeah it's worth a try.
00:24:51Great.
00:24:52They're out back.
00:24:52Might take me a while to find them.
00:24:54No worries.
00:24:55I'm not in a rush.
00:24:57Great.
00:25:24Here you go.
00:25:26Thanks.
00:25:26I hope you don't find what you're looking for.
00:25:32I wouldn't want to live with a ghost.
00:25:47Let's see what we've got here.
00:26:03Hi, how are you?
00:26:13What?
00:26:19Where the...
00:26:22Where the hell did that go?
00:26:25What have you lost?
00:26:26I don't know.
00:26:26I don't know.
00:26:26Oh, this disc I got from the library with local newspapers dating back a few years.
00:26:32Oh, right. Find anything of interest?
00:26:35Oh, I didn't get the chance.
00:26:45Look, look at this.
00:26:54What am I looking at?
00:26:58What the...
00:27:00I wasn't seeing things.
00:27:02That glass is frosted over.
00:27:05Did you not see it?
00:27:11Oh, this is crazy.
00:27:14Windows don't just frost over like they've been hit with the Arctic Air Force.
00:27:20Well, if, and I mean if, that's what you saw, I'm sure there's a logical explanation for it.
00:27:27Like what?
00:27:29Well, I don't know, Beth. I'm not a meteorologist.
00:27:37There's no denying it.
00:27:39Amelia was right about this place.
00:27:43You're really buying into all that supernatural rubbish, aren't you?
00:27:46You do know that 99% of so-called ghostly sightings are anything but.
00:27:52But knowing my luck, I would be the 1%.
00:27:55What would you do if it was true?
00:27:57If the house really was haunted?
00:27:59I don't know.
00:28:02I just want an explanation.
00:28:05Well, so does the whole world, but as of yet none has been given.
00:28:08I should have taken a picture.
00:28:10What would that have proved?
00:28:11That you have frosty windows?
00:28:14Why don't I make some tea?
00:28:16I don't want sodding tea.
00:28:18I want to know what's wrong with this fucking house.
00:28:25Look, I know what I saw.
00:28:27And I think you're overdoing things.
00:28:30Why don't you take a couple days off?
00:28:32No.
00:28:34Don't you trust me?
00:28:36Of course I do, but I'm not leaving until I know what's going on here.
00:28:42Well, why don't you get back to playing Ghostbusters and I'll go back to work.
00:28:54There is something in this house.
00:28:56Why the hell are you still there?
00:28:58I don't think it's harmful.
00:28:59You don't think it's harmful?
00:29:01Have you heard yourself?
00:29:02You're saying you think there's a ghost in your house and you're staying there.
00:29:07I think Melissa thinks I'm nuts.
00:29:09I don't even know the woman and I agree with her.
00:29:12Joking aside, just promise me you'll be careful.
00:29:16I promise.
00:29:18And whatever it is, if it meant harm, it would have done it by now.
00:29:22You obviously haven't seen any horror films recently.
00:29:25Anyway, are we still catching up this week?
00:29:28Of course.
00:29:29Okay, see you soon.
00:29:31Bye.
00:29:55Bye.
00:30:27Bye.
00:30:29Bye.
00:30:47Bye.
00:30:48Seems a shame to paint over that.
00:30:49I know.
00:30:50I can't quite bring myself to do it.
00:30:52Then don't.
00:30:55I won't.
00:31:06Wow, that's so Christmassy.
00:31:09I found it in the shed.
00:31:11Thought it might brighten the place up a bit.
00:31:14So what do you think?
00:31:16That you're amazing, but you already know that.
00:31:21Can I get you something to eat?
00:31:23I feel really bad making you do this for nothing.
00:31:25It's not for nothing.
00:31:26I get great pleasure out of it.
00:31:29Where do you get your inspiration from?
00:31:32Between here.
00:31:35There's a lot of junk in here.
00:31:39Stay or go?
00:31:40Do you even need to ask?
00:31:43I check.
00:31:43You might have a thing for dolls.
00:31:45I didn't as a kid and I certainly don't as an adult.
00:31:48Although I did have a thing for Barbie.
00:31:51Same here.
00:31:52Really?
00:31:54Yeah.
00:31:54She was my first kiss.
00:31:56Oh my God.
00:31:58Mine too.
00:32:00I've never told anyone that before.
00:32:03I always thought it would come across as quite weird.
00:32:05For finding Barbie hot?
00:32:08Never.
00:32:11What's that?
00:32:22That's lovely.
00:32:25I think it's a keeper.
00:32:28Me too.
00:32:32Have you done much travelling?
00:32:34Not as much as I'd have liked.
00:32:38There's still time.
00:32:41I hope so.
00:32:48I hope so.
00:33:00You've done an amazing job.
00:33:03I mean we've done an amazing job.
00:33:06Honestly I couldn't have done it without you.
00:33:28Fuck!
00:33:43Let's go.
00:33:50Let's go.
00:33:50Here.
00:34:04I don't know.
00:34:28So, did you, you know, do the deed?
00:34:33As if I'd tell you if we did.
00:34:37So not your back then?
00:34:40There's nothing to be ashamed of.
00:34:41It happens to, well, not all of us, but most people.
00:34:46So you're saying I should accept rejection with good grace?
00:34:49Yes, you're an emotional person who needs love and connection
00:34:54and Melissa sounds like she's got emotional issues.
00:34:58But saying that, there was this one cold fish I dated
00:35:01who was great in bed.
00:35:03Fuck, I think she was the best sex I've ever had.
00:35:06But Melissa's not emotionally dead.
00:35:09She's just very guarded.
00:35:12So tell me what happened then?
00:35:13Well, that's just it. Nothing happened.
00:35:16Not for lack of trying on my part, though.
00:35:19We talked about a shared experience.
00:35:22I thought we had a connection.
00:35:26Both our first crushes were on Barbie.
00:35:29And she went to leave and I kind of tried to kiss her.
00:35:34Fuck, from Barbie to a kiss.
00:35:36No build-up.
00:35:38Nice going.
00:35:40In all seriousness,
00:35:42maybe she doesn't like pushy women.
00:35:45Oh, come on, Amelia.
00:35:46You know that's not my style.
00:35:48Well, which only leaves her being a headfuck then?
00:35:50You know, a kind of woman who pulls you close
00:35:53to make you want her only to push you away again.
00:35:58Or it could simply be that she doesn't fancy you.
00:36:03Scrap that.
00:36:04The likelihood of that is zero.
00:36:06You're so hot.
00:36:07Even I'd shag you.
00:36:10Thanks.
00:36:13You know what I mean?
00:36:14Look, she can't appreciate how amazing you are.
00:36:18That's her loss.
00:36:19And I mean that, Beth.
00:36:21I know you're trying to console me
00:36:23and I appreciate it,
00:36:25but I just want to wallow in my self-pity for a while.
00:36:28It reminds me I want to be a spinster
00:36:30for the rest of my life.
00:36:32Please, whatever you do,
00:36:33do not get a bunch of cats.
00:36:35If you do, that'll be the end of our friendship.
00:36:38Cat piss is not one of my favourite scents.
00:36:41Did I tell you about that catwoman
00:36:42who came round at...
00:36:43Yes, eight times.
00:36:46I just feel so stupid.
00:36:48I was so sure that she felt something for me.
00:36:52Maybe the ghosts scared her off.
00:36:58Come on.
00:36:59Don't be so hard on yourself.
00:37:01You misread the signals.
00:37:02What's the big deal?
00:37:03You didn't force her into doing anything.
00:37:06But what if I ruined our friendship?
00:37:08What if she never comes back?
00:37:10It's already been four days since I last heard from her.
00:37:14The house is half-finished.
00:37:16It was all going great
00:37:17until I had to spoil it with my emotions.
00:37:20You know,
00:37:21you could always give her a call
00:37:23and see how things lay
00:37:24instead of torturing yourself.
00:37:27I don't actually have her number.
00:37:29She contacted me through my blog.
00:37:31Then send her a message
00:37:33on your sodding blog.
00:37:35Okay, I will.
00:37:37Once I pick my ego up off the floor.
00:37:41Why does this shit never happen to you?
00:37:43Because at the first sniff of drama,
00:37:46I walk away.
00:37:51I need to take a leaf out of your book.
00:39:52I wasn't expecting to see you again.
00:39:55Didn't you get my message?
00:39:56Sent it last night.
00:39:58No, I didn't.
00:39:59You must have been busy.
00:40:05Look, about the other night...
00:40:08What about it?
00:40:09I wanted to apologise.
00:40:11There's nothing to apologise for.
00:40:14I shouldn't have kissed you.
00:40:17Okay, well, now you've got that off your chest, can we go back to normal?
00:40:24Sure.
00:40:29Whatever normal is.
00:40:58Mind if I join you?
00:41:00No, not at all.
00:41:17Not at all.
00:41:19This is what I miss the most.
00:41:25The moon.
00:41:28And the sun.
00:41:30The trees, the sea, nature, everything.
00:41:35In that case, you should get out more, away from London.
00:41:40Bournemouth's only a couple of hours away.
00:41:45Or, if you don't like travelling, London's got some great spaces too.
00:41:52I know.
00:41:55Do you drive?
00:41:57No.
00:41:58I never got around to it.
00:42:04Well, maybe, when this place is finished, I could, you know, take you somewhere.
00:42:15I think we'd be both in need of a break.
00:42:18What do you think?
00:42:22I'll think about it.
00:42:30You're a kind of person, Beth.
00:42:34So are you.
00:42:37I want you to know how glad I am that we met.
00:42:44Me too.
00:42:50If there's something on your mind and you need to talk, I'm a good listener.
00:43:00Let's just enjoy the moment.
00:43:29Thanks for last night.
00:43:31Any time.
00:43:32And I mean that.
00:43:34I know you do.
00:43:37So, what's our plan today?
00:43:40I thought we could hit the shops and you could pick out the blinds that we need.
00:43:44How about I give you some ideas and while you're gone, I can get a few things done here.
00:43:49I thought interior designers loved going out and spending their clients' money.
00:43:53Not this one, I'm afraid.
00:43:56No worries.
00:43:58To be honest, I hate shopping.
00:44:00Balls the pants off me.
00:44:02I knew we were two of a kind when we first met.
00:44:04Mm-hmm.
00:44:06Me too.
00:44:17Melissa?
00:44:17Melissa?
00:44:17Melissa?
00:44:20Melissa?
00:45:20To disappear like that is so weird.
00:45:24You don't even know her. I mean, where does she live?
00:45:27I don't know, actually.
00:45:30She's a closed book.
00:45:32She could be a character in a book, actually.
00:45:34The tall, blonde, beautiful stranger
00:45:38with her brooding manner and mysterious past.
00:45:42Who probably has a husband and kid somewhere.
00:45:46I'm going to tell you for the last time.
00:45:48Get rid of her.
00:45:49She's trouble.
00:46:02Please let me come in.
00:46:04I know you're upset, but let me explain.
00:46:05I mean...
00:46:22So?
00:46:24Go on.
00:46:25I'm all ears.
00:46:29I haven't been feeling well.
00:46:32And that meant you couldn't email me, call me.
00:46:37Honestly, in this day and age, I don't understand why you don't have a phone.
00:46:41I told you I don't like technology.
00:46:44You know what?
00:46:45I don't believe you.
00:46:46Why are you being so secretive?
00:46:49I'm not.
00:46:51No?
00:46:53Go on then.
00:46:56Take me to where you live.
00:47:01I didn't think so.
00:47:04You know, I'm not stupid.
00:47:05I know the truth.
00:47:08How?
00:47:09It really wasn't that hard to work out.
00:47:12I've met a lot of bi-curious people that love gay women crushing on them.
00:47:16That wasn't my intention.
00:47:19Why didn't you tell me you were married from the start?
00:47:23All I ever expected from you was friendship.
00:47:25I'm not married, Beth.
00:47:27So what is it, then?
00:47:34Look, if...
00:47:35If you're in some kind of trouble, I can help you.
00:47:47It's complicated.
00:48:01Look, I don't want to overstep my boundaries.
00:48:07Just know, my door's always open for you.
00:48:15I appreciate it more than you know.
00:48:22I'm glad you came back today.
00:48:24I missed you.
00:48:28I missed you too.
00:48:38Cheers.
00:48:45I'm sorry I lost my temper.
00:48:54It was unbelievably out of order.
00:48:59You were upset?
00:49:01Yeah.
00:49:02Yeah, I was.
00:49:04And there's no shame in saying so.
00:49:06I envy you for that.
00:49:08You envy me for being rubbish at controlling my feelings.
00:49:13No, I envy you for being honest about your feelings and not trying to hide them.
00:49:17Sounds so much better when you put it like that.
00:49:21I take it you've forgiven me, then?
00:49:23Mm-hmm.
00:49:26110%.
00:49:27Good.
00:49:28Talking's good.
00:49:29It cleanses the soul.
00:49:32I meant when I said,
00:49:35if there's anything you want to talk about, I'm here for you.
00:49:41I'm just saying,
00:49:43sometimes it's better to open up
00:49:45than to try and deal with things on your own.
00:49:51I bet there's really nothing to say.
00:49:56I so want to figure you out.
00:50:03Oh, my God, I just said that out loud, didn't I?
00:50:06Oh, crap.
00:50:09Yeah, you did.
00:50:10Oh, crap.
00:50:13Oh, I think I'm going to die of embarrassment.
00:50:16I hope not.
00:50:17I quite like having you around.
00:50:22I know exactly what you mean.
00:50:39You're late today.
00:50:41Sorry.
00:50:42I broke my fast, so I spent the morning cooking.
00:50:44I've eaten so much, I think my stomach might explode.
00:50:47Well, in that case, I'll make you a drink.
00:50:49I'll make it.
00:50:56I've got tickets to an exhibition at the Tate Gallery, if you're interested.
00:51:01I haven't been there in ages.
00:51:04I haven't been there in ages.
00:51:04Well, not since I broke up with my car friend.
00:51:08Oh.
00:51:09And why'd you break up?
00:51:11How long have you got?
00:51:12How long have you got?
00:51:15Let's just say we weren't compatible.
00:51:20It's just a shame it took two years to find that out.
00:51:23What about you?
00:51:25I've never really been in a long-term relationship.
00:51:29I've never met the right person.
00:51:31It can be lonely sometimes.
00:51:35It can be even lonelier being in a relationship just for the sake of it.
00:51:40True.
00:51:42I'm never going to compromise again.
00:51:44It's not worth it.
00:51:48So what about going to the Tate?
00:51:51You know, not as a date kind of thing, just as friends.
00:51:56Do you usually kiss your friends?
00:52:01If we're not friends, then what are we?
00:52:15Let me ask you things I still don't understand.
00:52:22Answers you gave.
00:52:27I don't comprehend things you've said.
00:52:34Ways you've behaved.
00:52:38Nights I've laid next to you awake.
00:52:56You looked so peaceful I didn't want to wake you.
00:52:59I wouldn't have minded.
00:53:06Is something wrong?
00:53:08No.
00:53:09I'm a Cancerian.
00:53:11I have an uncanny ability to tap into people's energies.
00:53:14And I can tell something's up.
00:53:17It's nothing.
00:53:19Do you regret last night?
00:53:21Then what is it?
00:53:23You're persistent, aren't you?
00:53:25Very.
00:53:29Look, I like being with you.
00:53:31And I really enjoyed last night.
00:53:36Me too.
00:53:44I'm just not ready for a relationship.
00:53:48We can carry on seeing each other, but only if we keep things casual.
00:53:54No strings attached, you mean?
00:53:59And when this house is finished?
00:54:01We go our separate ways.
00:54:03Sounds idyllic.
00:54:04We're both adults.
00:54:08Yeah.
00:54:09But I have self-worth.
00:54:12So...
00:54:13I think I'll pass.
00:54:24I'm just...
00:54:26not ready for a relationship.
00:54:30We're both adults.
00:54:34We can carry on seeing each other, but only if we keep things...
00:54:38casual.
00:54:42We go our separate ways.
00:54:43We're both adults.
00:54:48Oh, you know.
00:54:52We go to our kids.
00:54:52We can carry on-
00:54:53We can carry on-
00:55:08We can carry on-
00:55:11We can carry on-
00:55:12We can carry on-
00:55:13We can carry on-
00:56:22Who does she think you are?
00:56:24Friends with benefits? Cheeky bitch.
00:56:26By the sounds of it, she's the only one that'll be benefiting from anything.
00:56:30I don't know.
00:56:31I sense there's something else going on.
00:56:34Just wish to be honest and tell me.
00:56:37If she didn't tell you by now, I doubt she will.
00:56:39Just quit your losses.
00:56:40You don't need this crap.
00:56:41Focus your energies on building your property empire.
00:56:45Once you're a millionaire, you'll have your pick of women.
00:56:49Oh, sometimes I just wish I was a dog.
00:56:52Don't wish your life away for anyone, babe.
00:56:55Nobody's worth it.
00:56:55Oh, that's right.
00:56:56Oh, that's right.
00:56:57Oh, that's right.
00:57:06Oh, that's right.
00:57:25Let's do it.
00:58:04I called the estate agent today.
00:58:09They're coming around to give me a valuation later.
00:58:21Is that it?
00:58:23You've got nothing to say.
00:58:29We're not going to see each other again, and it's like you don't even care.
00:58:39Don't I mean anything to you?
00:58:42You know you do.
00:58:46Then why doesn't it feel like it?
00:58:54I'm not strong enough for these mind games.
00:58:58And don't say it's because it's complicated, because I'll scream.
00:59:10Speaking.
00:59:14Yeah, I'm not busy.
00:59:17Now's perfect.
00:59:23That was the estate agent.
00:59:25They're coming over now.
00:59:30I wish I could tell you everything, but I just can't.
00:59:38Can't or won't.
01:00:05So, it's Hannah's house you bought.
01:00:09I didn't realise it had been sold.
01:00:11I've been boarded up for so long, I just thought it...
01:00:14Yeah.
01:00:15It looks completely different to when I first bought it.
01:00:18Hopefully I'll get it sold by...
01:00:20So, what, you're selling it now?
01:00:31Are you okay?
01:00:37Come inside, I'll get you some water.
01:00:43I'll get you some water.
01:01:00Something can I get?
01:01:12You've decorated this exactly the same way as...
01:01:17Why don't you take a seat and I'll get you that water?
01:01:23She's back.
01:01:27Back? Who's back?
01:01:28Hannah. She's here.
01:01:34Hannah Miller? I just read her obituary.
01:01:40Yeah, um... Sorry, I don't think I should have... Sorry.
01:02:06I don't know.
01:02:14I don't know.
01:02:25I don't know.
01:02:33I don't know.
01:02:33We need to talk.
01:02:46So I'll go first then.
01:02:57Did you know the woman who used to live here?
01:03:00Hannah Miller?
01:03:06Why didn't you tell me?
01:03:09Was she your partner?
01:03:13It's complicated.
01:03:15That's your explanation for everything.
01:03:17It's true.
01:03:19So what was it?
01:03:22Nostalgia?
01:03:23Or did you just get a weird kick out of taking me for a fool?
01:03:27I would never take you for a fool.
01:03:30Really?
01:03:32So turning this house into a replica of when your ex used to live here isn't taking me for a
01:03:36fucking mug?
01:03:41All those lies about your designs.
01:03:45Please, Beth.
01:03:46No.
01:03:47I'm done.
01:03:49You know what? We're done.
01:03:55I'm grateful for all of the work that you've put in.
01:03:58Even if it was ill intended.
01:04:00But I think it's time that you had left, Melissa.
01:04:06And don't come back.
01:04:10Go and take your talents somewhere else.
01:04:33I should have been honest with you from the start.
01:04:38But my reason for not being truthful isn't what you think.
01:04:42It never is.
01:05:06I'm Hannah.
01:05:10You don't need to be scared.
01:05:12No, no, no, no, no!
01:05:15No, my God, no, this can't be happening, no!
01:05:18No, this isn't real!
01:05:19Please, Beth, you don't need to be afraid.
01:05:24Okay, okay.
01:05:27Move away!
01:05:33Okay.
01:05:34I've moved away.
01:05:41You...
01:05:42Are you a ghost?
01:05:47Oh, my God.
01:05:51This can't be real.
01:05:53This...
01:05:53This is crazy.
01:05:55I can't be having this conversation with you.
01:05:57I...
01:05:57I don't believe in these kinds of things.
01:06:02But...
01:06:03I touched you.
01:06:07And I can see you.
01:06:09How is that possible?
01:06:10I don't know.
01:06:13Not many people have that ability.
01:06:15Maybe it's your cancerian sixth sense.
01:06:18A ghost with a sense of humour, I would have thought.
01:06:27Aren't spirits meant to move on?
01:06:30I couldn't.
01:06:31Not before this place was finished.
01:06:34This was my dream home.
01:06:37It was everything I ever wanted.
01:06:39And then I got diagnosed with cancer.
01:06:42And the doctor said I'd see one more Christmas, but I only made it to Christmas Day.
01:06:47And Beth, I've been waiting so long for somebody who would love this place like I did.
01:06:53And that person was you.
01:06:59Then why are you still here?
01:07:02The house is finished.
01:07:05To say goodbye.
01:07:08Our story deserves a proper ending.
01:07:35That's all this is to you.
01:07:37An ending.
01:07:44Only if you want it to be.
01:08:03I am sorry.
01:08:18But I am sorry.
01:08:19I am sorry.
01:08:22I don't agree.
01:08:23I can't see you.
01:08:25A beautiful day.
01:08:25I don't know.
01:08:39Let's go.
01:09:07Merry Christmas Amelia. Merry Christmas to you too. Oh I think it's going to be the best one yet. Beth?
01:09:19Beth are you there? Beth?
01:09:42Merry Christmas.
01:10:14Merry Christmas.