00:00It is normal that at the beginning there is no desire to visit the church.
00:03There are already no idea of going to church.
00:04But now there is no intention of going to go.
00:06It comes with time.
00:09I don't know.
00:10It is, it is, it is, it is, everyone has to go on.
00:12I told you about your story and I want to tell you that it is right to go to church.
00:17I did so.
00:19I did it so.
00:20And then it was time to understand.
00:22It was 90s.
00:23It was not that it was going to be mod, but it was not that it was going to be
00:29mod.
00:29It was never possible to go to church.
00:29No, it was all...
00:31For example, my friends,
00:33who I had talked about,
00:37they thought,
00:38I was going to go to church.
00:40I was going to go to church.
00:41I was going to go to church.
00:44It was not a way to go to church.
00:47I remember,
00:48when I was a very depressed period,
00:51the depression,
00:53the whole day,
00:55I was looking at the ceiling and thinking
00:57how can everything be done?
01:01I just call it ужас.
01:04It's amazing.
01:06Now I open my eyes,
01:07I think,
01:09how beautiful is this life!
01:10How beautiful is this life!
01:12What a miracle is this life!
01:15I opened my eyes,
01:16and I opened my eyes,
01:17and I see this world again.
01:22It's our choice.
01:24It's our choice,
01:24how we see the world.
01:53Then,
01:55I looked at the entrance, I looked at the entrance, I was like, look at the entrance, we are always
02:00looking at the entrance.
02:02They're always like, why are you looking at the entrance? They just like you are.
02:08We're like, we're going to take the entrance, I'm like, I'm going to take the entrance to the entrance, so
02:14it's acceptable.
02:16I'm a black woman who really liked the humor.
02:21I remember that at the evening, I read something, I'm going to be like a pence. I'm not even in
02:25a way.
02:27I remember that in church it was almost impossible.
02:30But I had to feel like it was not comfortable, but I started to feel like it was in a
02:34stomach.
02:35And there were little babies in the road.
02:39But I went out of the house, and I had to be an increase.
02:42I was like, you know, a rest-up, a peres-agruz. I got out of it, and I got an
02:46depression.
02:47So, I got a light in my eyes. Not a netvarny, which I later told, which I was able to
02:54say,
02:54which I was able to do night, but it was just an ecstasy.
03:00No, but just like I was able to make a lot of salt in my eyes.
03:07during the war.
03:08The person who is a child, he gives him a
03:09blood of чистый liquid, and he
03:11has a clear feeling.
03:14I was like, I was like, I was like, I was like,
03:16I was like, I really loved the службы.
03:17I feel like I really feel
03:20the presence of God's presence.
03:21It really helps.
03:23But, I mean, it's not all.
03:25So, there are still factors that
03:27may be.
03:28You can go to the church,
03:30you can go to the church.
03:31куда-нибудь съездите.
03:32Не надо себя заставлять.
03:34Только из чувства
03:36такой обязаловки ходить в храм.
03:39Обязательно надо идти в храм,
03:40иначе я не спасусь.
03:43Мягко.
03:43Идите к Богу.
03:45Идите к Богу, зайдите в храм.
03:47Попробуйте почувствовать
03:50эту тишину внутреннюю,
03:52которая тебя окутывает,
03:54когда ты заходишь в храм.
03:55Потому что там великая святыня.
03:57Там всегда на престоле
03:58лежат запасные дары.
04:00So, there is the same God, you know,
04:03in the form of bread and wine, there is the same God.
04:06Try to feel this quietness.
04:10And come to her, to this quietness, to God.
04:16Feel the joy of this, the joy of God.
04:21And then you may love the church and the service.
04:25I hope.
