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00:04Happy Gradulation!
00:05At our high school graduation party, the five of us who'd grown up together started playing a game called, Who
00:10Knows Who Best?
00:11First round, my best friend Mia Harper asked the question,
00:14If one of us got stranded out in the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night, who would
00:17you go rescue first?
00:19The three boys, everyone had teased for years about being my future husband material, all wrote down the same name,
00:26Mia's.
00:26Someone whooped and said they were unbelievably in sync.
00:28Mia flushed and tried to explain.
00:30It's probably because I'm the biggest scareder cat. Chloe's tough, she doesn't need saving.
00:34They all nodded along, but they'd forgotten. When I was 16, I got lost in the mountains.
00:39Julian! Grayson! Ethan! Mia!
00:45They were the ones who found me in the pouring rain.
00:47Chloe! Chloe!
00:53I'm here!
00:54They all insisted on being the one to carry me down the mountain.
00:56Back then, they all said the same thing.
00:59No matter what happens, we'll always pick you first.
01:02Second round, my turn to ask.
01:04If only four of us could go to college together, which one of us would you leave behind?
01:09The private room went dead silent.
01:11Mia bit her lip and flipped her whiteboard first.
01:13She'd written her own name. The other three boards flipped over.
01:16All three had my name on them.
01:17Grace and Hale, who'd always been the most protective of me, spoke first.
01:21It's just a game. You're not actually taking this seriously, right?
01:25Mia isn't exactly in the best health.
01:27She shouldn't have to go to a strange city alone.
01:32You applied to the local school anyway.
01:34Even if one of us doesn't go to college with the others, you'll still be home every day.
01:38It's not like we're leaving you behind.
01:40I looked at the four boards and let out a quiet laugh.
01:43They had no idea I'd never even put that school on my college application.
01:50That night, Julian messaged me privately.
01:54Don't get worked up over a game.
01:55The five of us are going to be together forever.
01:57I didn't answer.
01:58I stared at the screen for a long moment, at the name of the school 1700 miles away.
02:03Then I clicked submit.
02:09I stared at the confirmation page for a long time.
02:12I didn't cry.
02:13I wasn't as devastated as I'd expected to be.
02:15My phone buzzed.
02:16In our group chat, Grayson posted a picture.
02:19Mia stood in front of a cake wearing a paper crown.
02:21Grayson was steadying it on her head.
02:24Ethan was bending down to light the candles.
02:26Julian was holding her half-finished milkshake.
02:28The caption read,
02:30Congrats to Mia, tonight's queen of mind reading.
02:32Tonight wasn't just graduation.
02:34It was also my 18th birthday.
02:37Mia and I were born three days apart.
02:39She said having everyone come to two birthday parties in a row would be too much.
02:43She suggested we combine them.
02:45I agreed.
02:45But the strawberry cake Grayson ordered only had Mia's name on it.
02:49The paper crown Ethan made was one crown.
02:51Even the flowers Julian bought were her favorite pink roses.
02:54It wasn't that they'd forgotten today was my birthday too.
02:57They just assumed I was mature enough not to make it into anything.
03:02Chloe, Julian has come to see you.
03:08Happy 18th.
03:10Inside was a silver four-leaf clover bracelet.
03:12The style looked familiar.
03:14At the party, Mia had been wearing an almost identical one on her wrist.
03:18Except hers had a ring of diamonds set into it.
03:21The three of us picked hers out together.
03:23I like the design, so I grabbed one for you while I was at it.
03:25So my 18th birthday present was a while I was at it?
03:30Thanks.
03:33Don't hold the game against anyone.
03:35Mia's insecure.
03:36If none of us had picked her, she'd have spiraled all night.
03:38So the answer was to throw me under the bus.
03:42Come on.
03:43You've never cared about stuff like this.
03:44Because I didn't cry, I could be discarded.
03:47Because I didn't make scenes, they never had to think about my feelings.
03:51You're right.
03:53Tomorrow, send me your ID info.
03:55I'm compiling everything for the trip.
03:56Mia wants to take our graduation photos in the Rockies.
03:58You're the best photographer.
03:59It works out.
04:00Suit yourself.
04:01Julian ruffled my hair, pleased, and left.
04:03Once the door shut, I pulled up the itinerary he'd shared that afternoon.
04:07The confirmation page listed the guests.
04:09Mia Harper, Grayson Hale, Ethan Pearce, Julian West.
04:13My name was on the last page.
04:15Not as a traveler.
04:16As the emergency contact.
04:22The next morning, I asked Julian to meet me at the coffee shop on the corner.
04:26Not to finalize the trip.
04:27To back out in person.
04:29When I pushed the door open, the four of them were already there in the window booth.
04:34Mia was cupping a hot latte, discussing lodging with Julian.
04:37The mountaintop cabin only has two rooms left?
04:40One double, one queen.
04:41If all five of us stay, someone has to take the pull out in the living room.
04:43Chloe sleeps like a rock.
04:45Let her take the couch.
04:46It gets cold up there.
04:47The living room doesn't have heat.
04:49Doesn't Chloe love photography?
04:50She could stay in the town at the base of the mountain.
04:52What?
04:53And drive up before dawn to catch the sunrise for us.
04:55Way more efficient.
04:56Whatever warmth I'd felt died on the spot.
04:58He wasn't worried about me being cold.
05:00He just didn't think I was worth a pull out couch.
05:03That's not okay.
05:04It's a group trip.
05:05We can't leave Chloe down in the town by herself.
05:08How about Chloe and I share the queen?
05:10The three of you take the other room.
05:12You're a light sleeper.
05:13Sharing a bed will wreck you.
05:15And Chloe kicks in her sleep.
05:16What if she catches you?
05:18Hey!
05:20They remembered Mia was a light sleeper.
05:22But they forgot the knee injury.
05:24I got in the mountains at 16.
05:25It flares up every time it turns cold.
05:29There's nothing to figure out.
05:30I'm not going.
05:33Is it about the room?
05:34I'll take the couch.
05:35Really.
05:37No.
05:39I got a summer job.
05:41Schedule conflicts.
05:42I told you she wouldn't actually be upset over something this small.
05:44I spent an hour babying her for nothing.
05:46Ethan went back to checking the driving route.
05:48Only Julian kept his eyes on me.
05:52You're really not coming?
05:55Really.
05:57Then what about the graduation phone?
06:06Hire a local photographer.
06:07His brow creased.
06:08He wasn't used to me saying no.
06:10Mia suddenly clutched her chest and let out two soft shaky breaths.
06:14Every eye at the table snapped to her.
06:15Grayson dug through her bag for her medication.
06:17Ethan uncapped a water bottle.
06:19Julian crouched in front of her and told her to breathe slowly.
06:22I got up alone and walked to the counter.
06:24I pulled a thick album out of my backpack.
06:26Three years of work.
06:27I flipped it open now.
06:28And it hit me for the first time.
06:30I was barely in any of it.
06:31I was the one behind the camera.
06:33I was the one always cropped out of the group shots.
06:35I carried the album back.
06:37Sat down across from them.
06:39And slid the printed receipt in front of Julian.
06:43Explain.
06:43His face shifted the moment he saw the payment record.
06:47Chloe, listen to me.
06:50The $3,000 you gave me two weeks ago.
06:52I'll pay you back.
06:53Mia kept saying she wanted the mountaintop cabin.
06:55The budget for four just didn't stretch far enough.
06:57So I used your money to upgrade their trip first.
07:01So I paid, but I wasn't booked in.
07:03I was gonna bring it up before the trip.
07:05I was gonna ask if you'd cover the difference so all five of us could go.
07:10I just hadn't found the right moment.
07:13That $3,000.
07:14He told me it was for my 18th birthday surprise.
07:17I thought he was finally following through on the promise he made in the mountains when we were 16.
07:21To take me to the Rockies to see the stars.
07:24Instead, it had gone toward upgrading someone else's vacation.
07:27My eyes dropped on Mia's neck.
07:29She wears a necklace.
07:30Engraved upon it are the initials of all four of them.
07:35Was that necklace also paid for with my money?
07:38Chloe, I didn't know it was your money.
07:40They just said they wanted something to remember our friendship by.
07:43How much?
07:44I'll Venmo you right now.
07:45Leave Mia out of this.
07:47Sure.
07:51Add up four years of shoots, edits, and album production.
07:535,000.
07:54What photography?
07:55If I'm not the friend coming along, just the person taking your pictures, then let's do this at market rate.
08:01The booth went silent.
08:02I gathered up the invoice and picked up the album with no version of myself in it.
08:05Behind me, Julian used my full name for the first time.
08:08Chloe Sinclair, do you really have to keep such a careful tally?
08:12Why?
08:13Yes, I did.
08:14Because from now on, tallies were the only thing left between us.
08:21Three days after they left for the Rockies, Mia posted a graduation trip video on social media.
08:26Happy graduation trip!
08:28From high school to college, we're the luckiest four friends in the world.
08:31Someone in the comments asked if the fifth friend was the one filming.
08:35Mia replied,
08:35There's no fifth, it's always been just the four of us.
08:38I stared at it for a second, then the video vanished.
08:41Julian called.
08:43You saw the video?
08:45Yeah.
08:45Mia messed up the caption.
08:46She meant to write five.
08:47But since you didn't come, she was worried people would be confused, so she changed it last minute.
08:51His explanation was so smooth, it sounded rehearsed.
08:54Got it.
08:55A shriek cut through the line on his end.
08:58Then a scramble of footsteps.
09:00Julian rushed out her, forgot to go, and hung up before I could respond.
09:03Not long after, the group chat exploded.
09:05Mia had slipped while posing for a photo, tumbled down a snowbank, and sprained her ankle.
09:10The trip was over.
09:11Grayson asked why I wasn't picking up.
09:13Ethan told me to pull up the earliest flights back.
09:15I read it, baffled.
09:17You're at the airport.
09:18You can't check for yourselves?
09:20You've always handled this stuff.
09:22Mia's in tears.
09:22We can't deal with flights right now.
09:24So this was how it worked.
09:25They only remembered I existed, when there was a mess to clean up.
09:28Every trip we'd ever taken, I was the one booking the tickets, organizing the documents,
09:32planning the itinerary, packing the medicine.
09:34They'd gotten so used to my planning, they'd stopped seeing it as effort at all.
09:37I closed the chat.
09:38I didn't look up flights.
09:39Half an hour later, my mother pushed my door open.
09:43Mia's hurt.
09:44How can you just sit there?
09:45She shoved her phone in my face.
09:47The screen showed a photo of Mia's swollen ankle.
09:49They've already taken her to the hospital.
09:51Go clear out your room.
09:52Clear it for what?
09:54She's hurt.
09:54She can't manage the second floor alone.
09:56Your room is on the ground floor.
09:57She'll stay there for two months.
09:58Where do I sleep?
10:01There's a pull out in the study.
10:02You're leaving for college soon anyway.
10:03You'll be in a dorm.
10:04Don't make it a thing.
10:05I was leaving for college soon, so my room could be handed over ahead of schedule.
10:09I sat in silence for a beat, then opened my closet.
10:12That's my girl.
10:13Mia's always been fragile.
10:14You have to be the bigger person.
10:15I didn't explain.
10:16I just started folding my clothes into the suitcase, one piece at a time.
10:19Three suitcases in, the room was mostly empty.
10:22Mom came back and finally noticed the luggage on the floor.
10:24Why are you packing everything?
10:26For school.
10:27You're staying local.
10:28You don't need this much.
10:30I'd rather have it all packed.
10:31Save the hassle later.
10:33Are you sure you'll actually get in?
10:35Mia's SATs are lower than yours and even she's confident.
10:38Don't cry to me if you get rejected.
10:40I laughed a little.
10:41She had no idea what my SAT score was.
10:43Mia was always the focus.
10:45Because Mia was the daughter of my mother's first love.
10:47The one she'd lost.
10:48Because Mia had always been frail and had a mouth full of honey.
10:51I'd learned to give in.
10:52I'd learned to be Mia's shadow even though I was the one she'd actually given birth to.
10:57The only person who asked me anything real was Julian.
11:00You're staying local with us, right?
11:03I didn't answer.
11:08That evening, they finally came back.
11:10Three of them took turns carrying Mia through the front door.
11:13Grayson hauled her luggage.
11:14Ethan carried her medication.
11:16Julian cradled her injured foot like it was made of glass.
11:19They deposited her in my room.
11:21Mom had already changed the sheets and brought a few bags of bread.
11:25Mia, treat this place like home.
11:26If Chloe's leaving for college anyway, the room's just gonna sit empty.
11:29Nobody noticed that every photo of me had been taken off the walls.
11:32Nobody noticed that the three suitcases by the door contained everything I owned that was worth keeping.
11:37Once Mia moved in, Grayson and the others were over every day.
11:40Grayson brought meals.
11:42Ethan organized her college prep materials.
11:44Julian bought a projector and mounted it on my wall himself, so she wouldn't get bored while healing.
11:49While calibrating it, he finally noticed the half-empty bookshelf.
11:52Where's all your stuff?
11:54Packed away.
11:56Starting on move-in prep already?
11:58Julian didn't think twice. He turned back to fiddling with the remote.
12:02School's local. You can come back for anything you forget. No need to overpack.
12:09Chloe, do I not belong here?
12:13I can go back to my own house. I don't want to put Chloe in a bad spot.
12:17Her toes hadn't touched the floor before all three boys were on her.
12:19Grayson pressed her back down by the shoulder.
12:21Ethan tucked the blanket around her.
12:23Julian turned to me, forehead creased.
12:25It's only two months. Do you have to make that face?
12:27Apparently not smiling was making a face now.
12:29I didn't say anything.
12:30No, but you scared her.
12:32Mom walked in with a bowl of fruit and caught the tail end of it.
12:34I'm the one who told Chloe to move out. Don't blame her.
12:37Mia's sensitive. Be careful with what you say and how you say it.
12:40I looked at the mango and said nothing.
12:42I'd been allergic to mango since I was a child.
12:44Mom used to keep it out of the house entirely.
12:46Then Mia mentioned she liked it.
12:48And suddenly there was a huge bag in the fridge at all times.
12:51It wasn't that Mom had a bad memory.
12:53She remembered what Mia loved.
12:54She just didn't remember what could hurt me.
12:56I stepped out and dragged the last suitcase into the study.
12:59I know from this moment on, everything will be a brand new beginning.
13:06A few days later, their acceptance letters started rolling in.
13:09Unsurprisingly, all four of them got into the same local university.
13:12Mia squeaked into the tourism management program.
13:15When the news came through, Mom booked a celebratory dinner on the spot.
13:18At the restaurant, Grayson pulled out a Polaroid camera.
13:21He said he wanted to document the next four years with it.
13:24The first photo, Mia in the middle, the three boys behind her.
13:27The film developed slowly.
13:28Then she looked up and pointed the camera at me.
13:30Chloe, let's do a group of five.
13:32There's barely any film left. Save it for move-in day.
13:33I hadn't even stood up before Grayson took the camera out of her hand.
13:36But we never took a graduation photo of all five of us.
13:39We're all going to be in the same city. There's plenty of time.
13:44You're the best at keeping things safe. Hold onto it for us.
13:46Four faces beaming in the frame.
13:48They kept saying there would be more chances.
13:49They didn't know we were out of chances.
13:51Why don't we head to the beach before school starts?
13:53Chloe missed the Rockies? She has to come this time.
13:55I'll drive.
13:56Ethan started pulling up hotels right there at the table.
13:59September 3rd work? Right before move-in?
14:01Don't bail this time. Bring the camera. We want real graduation photos.
14:05I did the math in my head. By September 3rd, I'd already be 1,700 miles away.
14:09Sure.
14:11They dove into planning the route.
14:13None of them ever asked which school I'd gotten into.
14:16Late that night, I put the four-person Polaroid in the bottom floor of my desk.
14:20Right on top of the three whiteboards with my name written on them.
14:26It is safe.
14:28I would leave, just like they wanted.
14:29From now on, it would just be the four of them.
14:31The next morning, I put on my backpack and walked out.
14:34The three suitcases had already been shipped ahead.
14:36Nothing of mine was left in the study.
14:37I didn't say goodbye. I didn't leave a note.
14:39My phone buzzed the whole ride to the airport.
14:41Mia asked if I could stop by the pharmacy to pick up her prescription.
14:44Grayson sent a long list of household items he needed me to grab on the way to their apartment.
14:48Ethan asked me to organize everyone's enrollment paperwork, especially Mia's immunization records.
14:53The last one was from Julian.
14:55Why aren't you answering? Still upset over a game?
14:57The boarding announcement came over the intercom.
15:00I turned off my phone and walked down the jet bridge.
15:02I wasn't upset. We just weren't going to see each other again.
15:11For the next month, the barrage of demands for their upcoming trip never stopped.
15:15They asked to run Mia's prescription.
15:17Redo the trip plan.
15:19Head to the apartment early to sort out the storage room.
15:21I never replied.
15:23Not one of them actually came looking for me.
15:25Until September 3rd, the morning of the beach trip.
15:286am, Julian parked outside my house.
15:31Grayson pinged the chat, telling me to hurry.
15:33Ethan reminded me to bring the camera.
15:35Mia sat in the passenger seat, holding a bag of snacks they'd brought for me.
15:39Ten minutes passed, I didn't come down.
15:41Julian got out and went up to knock.
15:44My mother opened the door in her robe, still half asleep.
15:48Chloe left. Didn't you know?
15:54The day they figured out I was gone, I was at a freshman stargazing event.
15:57The campers sat on a high plateau.
16:00Huge temperature swings between day and night.
16:02The sky had been clear all afternoon.
16:04Once the sun went down, wind swept across the ridge with an edge to it.
16:08I pulled my jacket tighter and helped my roommate set up a telescope.
16:13My phone came back to life and dozens of missed calls flooded in at once.
16:16Mom, Grayson, Ethan, Julian.
16:19The group chat had gone from irritated to panicked.
16:22Grayson wanted to know where I was hiding.
16:23Ethan told me if I was just throwing a tantrum, I could still make it back.
16:28Still commanding, like nothing had changed.
16:30Like all he had to do was open his mouth and I'd hand over my schedule.
16:33My mood. My secrets.
16:35I left the chat and deleted all three of them.
16:38Seconds later, Mom called.
16:39I hesitated, then answered.
16:41Her voice was sharp with panic.
16:43Chloe Sinclair, where are you?
16:45I could hear people arguing in the background.
16:47School.
16:49Silence on her end.
16:50I told her the name.
16:52She was quiet for a long moment, like she couldn't process it.
16:55Why are you all the way out there?
16:56Didn't you apply to the one down the street?
16:58I never applied to it.
17:02But Mia and the boys said you did.
17:04They said you'd all agreed.
17:05I looked down at the pebbles by my feet.
17:07They agreed, among the four of them.
17:10It had nothing to do with me.
17:12Her breathing quickened.
17:13You changed your entire college plan and didn't say a word to me?
17:17Did you ever ask?
17:18The line went dead silent.
17:23The week the applications were due, Mom went with Mia to three college counsellors
17:27and pulled admissions data on more than a dozen schools.
17:30She helped Mia pick a major.
17:32She compared rankings.
17:33She hired the counsellor to help revise Mia's essays.
17:36I sat at the same table filling out my common app alone.
17:39Mom passed by, glanced at my screen and told me to hurry up because Mia needed to research too.
17:43It wasn't that she didn't understand how important college applications were.
17:47She just didn't think mine were important.
17:50Chloe, I've been slammed with Mia's stuff.
17:52I know I've been neglecting you.
17:54But you can't gamble with your future to make a point.
17:58This isn't a point.
17:59I looked toward the observatory in the distance.
18:01They have the best research telescopes in the country.
18:04This is where I've always wanted to be.
18:07She seemed to remember, only now, that I'd loved astronomy since I was a child.
18:12When I was little, I begged her to buy me a telescope.
18:15Then Mia moved in next door and said photos of the universe scared her.
18:19Mom put the telescope away in the garage.
18:22Later she sold it off with the rest of the old stuff.
18:24She would never know that from that point on,
18:26I saved every dollar of allowance until I could buy a used one myself.
18:32But who's gonna look out for you, all the way out there?
18:35I'm 18. I can look out for myself.
18:38You still can't just disappear.
18:40We spent all morning looking for you.
18:42We almost called the police.
18:44I laughed before I could stop myself.
18:47I've been gone for a month.
18:52Nothing but heavy breathing on the other end.
18:54Their all morning was really just the moment they'd needed me,
18:57and realized I wasn't there.
18:58Her voice softened.
18:59Come home.
19:01Let's talk this through.
19:02We can look into transferring back.
19:04No.
19:04And there's no need.
19:06Chloe Sinclair.
19:07For the first time in my life, I didn't shrink at that tone.
19:10Mom, my class is about to start.
19:12Anything else can wait until Christmas break.
19:14I hung up and put my phone on silent.
19:17Nina waved me over.
19:18Chloe, come here.
19:19She said we can see Jupiter tonight.
19:21I jogged over and pressed my eye to the eyepiece.
19:23Jupiter's bands came into focus.
19:25A few pale specks of light circled it.
19:26Moons.
19:27When I was 16 and got lost in those mountains,
19:29it was because I'd wanted to find a spot free of light pollution,
19:32to watch a meteor shower.
19:33The three of them had found me in the rain that night.
19:35They swore they'd never leave me alone again.
19:36Only now did I understand.
19:37Being alone wasn't the frightening part.
19:39The frightening part was standing surrounded by people,
19:41and having none of them ever really see you.
19:46After the event, Julian texted from a number I didn't recognize.
19:49I read it, then turned my phone off.
19:52He didn't get it.
19:54This time, I wasn't waiting in place for anyone.
19:56The next afternoon, I saw him downstairs from my dorm.
19:59He looked like he hadn't slept.
20:01Purple circles under his eyes.
20:02His shirt wrinkled.
20:04I'd known Julian for 18 years, and I'd never seen him look this rough.
20:08He walked over quickly, reaching for my bag.
20:10I stepped aside.
20:11His hand hung in the air.
20:13Something flickered in his eyes.
20:15He stared at me.
20:16Why didn't you pick up?
20:18Didn't hear it.
20:19The texts?
20:19Saw them.
20:20Like he couldn't wrap his head around the fact that I'd known he was coming,
20:23and hadn't gone to meet him at the airport.
20:25Before, whenever any of the three of them traveled, I checked their flights in advance.
20:30I'd be waiting at arrivals with a bottle of water and a jacket.
20:33Julian used to laugh and say the second he saw me, he knew he was home.
20:37Now he'd landed in a strange airport and waited a long time for someone who was never coming.
20:42My voice was flat.
20:43The line broke something in him.
20:45His eyes went red.
20:48Chloe Sinclair, are you really gonna talk to me like this?
20:51What would you rather I do?
20:52Julian went quiet.
20:58Maybe he finally understood.
20:59Without our shared history to lean on, we didn't have much to say to each other.
21:03He pulled the four-leaf clover bracelet out of his bag.
21:06I'd left it in a drawer with the rest of the gifts before I moved.
21:11I know you didn't like the design.
21:14I can get you a different one.
21:15It's not about the design.
21:16He hurried to explain.
21:18Because Mia has one too?
21:19Grayson picked hers.
21:20I just thought it would be sweet if you two matched.
21:23Like sisters.
21:24Hers was from all three of you.
21:26Mine was a while I was at it.
21:27Julian went pale.
21:28He hadn't expected me to remember it word for word.
21:31Fine.
21:32I didn't think it through that day.
21:33But it's just a bracelet.
21:35It doesn't mean anything.
21:37You're right.
21:38It doesn't.
21:39I looked at him.
21:40Neither does the game.
21:41Or the trip.
21:42Or using my money to upgrade her cabin.
21:44Or making me sleep in the storage room.
21:46Any one thing on its own, it's small.
21:47Not worth caring about.
21:49But Julian.
21:50Put them all together and the pattern is you picking her.
21:53His lips parted.
21:55We didn't not want you.
21:57You just assumed I'd never actually leave.
21:58I'd hit it dead on.
21:59The color drained from his face.
22:01After a long silence, he spoke low.
22:03If it's about the game, I can apologize.
22:07We all wrote you because we knew you wouldn't actually be the one left behind.
22:10The three of us talked about it.
22:11Mia's health is bad.
22:12She's insecure.
22:14She needed us more than you did.
22:15Exhaustion washed over me.
22:17Even now, he was still telling me Mia needed them more.
22:20Then me leaving worked out perfectly.
22:22The four of you can keep looking out for each other.
22:24No more agonizing over who gets picked.
22:30Julian grabbed my wrist without thinking.
22:32That's not what I meant.
22:33I looked down at his hand.
22:35He let go like he'd touched a hot stove.
22:37Chloe, I didn't think you'd actually leave.
22:40We were supposed to go to college together.
22:43You also said no matter what, you'd pick me first.
22:45He froze.
22:46Anyone can throw a promise back in someone's face.
22:49He was just the one who forgot he'd made it.
22:51Other students kept walking past the dorm entrance.
22:54Nina stood off to the side, watching with worry.
22:56I shook my head at her.
22:57I'm fine.
22:58Julian followed my gaze.
23:00His voice dropped.
23:00Come back with me.
23:02Please.
23:03I know about the room.
23:05Grayson and Ethan said they'll give you the biggest one.
23:07Mia said she'll take the guest room.
23:09If you come back, everything can go back to how it was.
23:13Apparently they thought swapping rooms could swap me back into their lives.
23:16But I don't want it to go back to how it was.
23:22I looked him full in the face.
23:24I have a major here.
23:25Friends.
23:26A life.
23:26Nobody assumes I'm tough enough to be ignored.
23:29Nobody decides I don't need comfort just because I'm not crying.
23:32Julian, I'm doing well.
23:34That sentence hit him harder than anything I could have accused him of.
23:37He stood there for a long time before slipping the bracelet back into its box.
23:42I'm not giving up.
23:43You just haven't gotten used to it yet.
23:46Once you get used to life without me, you'll give up.
23:48I turned and walked into the dorm.
23:50I didn't hear his footsteps follow.
23:52That night, Mia sent a long voice message.
23:55Sobbing that Julian had cancelled their welcome dinner to fly out looking for me.
23:59That Grayson and Ethan had turned on each other over my leaving.
24:02That they hadn't spoken in days.
24:04Then, she said carefully,
24:06Chloe, do you have to see all four of us miserable before you'll come home?
24:10I finished listening and blocked her too.
24:12Whether they were miserable was never my responsibility.
24:18A month into the semester, I joined the Astronomy Club.
24:21On our first field observation, the faculty advisor put me on data.
24:24I photographed the Orion Nebula and organized every reading into clean spreadsheets.
24:28Working past midnight, the club president, Caleb Reyes, handed me a hot coffee.
24:32You're good at this. You've done it before?
24:34Used to plan trips for other people.
24:36Other people?
24:37I smiled, didn't explain.
24:39Skills that had once been taken as a given were being noticed for the first time.
24:43I could take photos.
24:44I could edit video.
24:45I could plan routes.
24:47I could remember what every person needed.
24:49Around Mia, those skills had just been tools to help everyone take care of her.
24:53Here, they belonged to me.
24:55After the observation, I got a package from my mother.
24:58Stuffed with clothes, snacks, vitamins, and a thick letter.
25:01She wrote that she'd put my room back the way it was.
25:04The projector was down.
25:05Mia had moved back home.
25:06She wrote that she'd only realized afterward, standing in my empty room, that there was
25:11almost no trace of me left in it.
25:13My awards were gone.
25:14My photos taken down.
25:15The closet held nothing but Mia's new dresses.
25:17She kept circling the same question in the letter.
25:19When did I start planning to leave?
25:21I didn't reply.
25:22I split the snacks with my roommates.
25:28Winter came, and Grayson and Ethan showed up next.
25:31I'd just walked out of the lab when I saw them under the streetlight.
25:35Grayson holding a boxed pumpkin cake.
25:37Ethan holding the photo album.
25:39The two of them stood there, staring at me.
25:41Neither knew how to start.
25:42Grayson finally held out the cake.
25:44It got a little smashed on the flight.
25:46His hand went stiff.
25:47I don't like pumpkin anymore.
25:49I'd stopped liking pumpkin when I was 12.
25:51They'd never noticed.
25:52Ethan handed me the photo album.
25:54His voice was rough.
25:55I went through it.
25:56Mm.
25:57Why are there so few pictures of you in it?
25:59I looked at him.
26:00Because I took them.
26:01A simple answer.
26:02It felt like they were only just now hearing it.
26:05Ethan's eyes dropped.
26:08We put together a new one.
26:09We pulled photos from the chat.
26:11Grayson tracked down other classmates.
26:12He opened the album.
26:13First page.
26:13Me on stage at my elementary school graduation.
26:16Little me.
26:16In a red hair clip.
26:17Smiling stiffly.
26:18Second page.
26:19Middle school field day.
26:20I'd just crossed the finish line.
26:21The three of them were huddled around me with water.
26:23Then Mia appeared.
26:24My position slid from the center toward the edge.
26:27Page by page.
26:28Then I was gone entirely.
26:29They didn't need to explain anything.
26:30The album told the whole story.
26:35Grayson's eyes went red.
26:37How did I not see it?
26:39Because you didn't care.
26:40His mouth opened.
26:41He couldn't argue.
26:42Ethan set a bank card down on the table between us.
26:45There's 7,000 on it.
26:46Three for the trip.
26:47Five for the album and the photos over the years.
26:51The extra is interest.
26:52Grayson already velpoed me the five.
26:55Take the card as a makeup birthday gift.
26:57I don't need it.
26:58Then what do you need?
26:58I didn't touch it.
27:00Grayson's voice suddenly rose.
27:01People on the sidewalk turned to look.
27:03He dropped his head fast like he was fighting to keep it together.
27:06Chloe.
27:07We apologized.
27:08We paid you back.
27:09Your room is ready.
27:10The master bedroom in the apartment is still empty.
27:12Just tell us what you want.
27:13Say it.
27:14The love and preference they gave Mia.
27:16She'd never had to ask for any of it.
27:18But me?
27:18I had to make a list.
27:20Prove I was worth compensating.
27:23I don't want anything.
27:25I just want you to stop showing up.
27:28Ethan gripped his shoulder and asked quietly.
27:31Not even friends?
27:32No.
27:32I didn't leave them a crack of hope this time.
27:34Grayson stared at me for a long moment.
27:36Then chucked the cake into the trash.
27:38He turned to leave.
27:38Made it a few steps and stopped.
27:40Mia was right.
27:41You're doing this to punish us.
27:43Ethan snapped at him.
27:44I laughed.
27:45Grayson.
27:46When you all wrote my name on that board you called it a game.
27:49Now I'm walking away from you and it's punishment?
27:51He didn't turn around.
27:52He didn't move.
27:53I didn't wait for his answer.
27:55I walked off into the falling snow.
28:00Before Christmas my research project hit a milestone.
28:03My advisor put my name on the report.
28:05And recommended me for the undergraduate research program the following year.
28:09When the news dropped into the family group chat.
28:11My mother sent a string of congratulatory emojis.
28:14My father who never called.
28:15He wanted to throw me a celebration dinner.
28:17After my parents divorce he'd quickly built a new family.
28:20For years he'd sent an occasional transfer for expenses.
28:23And rarely asked about my life.
28:25Now that I'd made a prestigious research program.
28:27He suddenly remembered he had a daughter worth being proud of.
28:30I turned down the dinner.
28:31I didn't go home for the holiday.
28:33Mom asked if I was still angry.
28:35I said the observation project needed people over break.
28:38That wasn't a lie.
28:40I'd rather sit in a freezing observatory.
28:42Than walk back into that house full of old memories.
28:46New Year's Eve.
28:46Fireworks started going off in the valley below.
28:49A few of us who'd stayed on campus.
28:50Made a pot of stew in the lab.
28:51Nina put a piece of beef in my bowl.
28:54Everyone's fighting for the meat and you're eating vegetables.
28:56Take some.
28:56We've got plenty.
28:57I paused.
28:58Then took a bite.
28:59The five of us used to eat out together.
29:01Mia couldn't handle spicy food.
29:02So we always defaulted to bland restaurants.
29:05She liked steak.
29:05Grayson would save the last piece for her.
29:07Ethan remembered she didn't eat cilantro.
29:10Julian remembered cold drinks upset her stomach.
29:12I don't think anyone ever asked what I liked.
29:15Being seen doesn't take a decade of history.
29:17The people who actually care see you in a fraction of the time.
29:21At midnight my phone lit up with messages.
29:24Julian sent one too.
29:31I didn't respond.
29:32Half an hour later he sent a photo.
29:35The three of them on the corner where we used to hang out.
29:37There was an empty space between them.
29:40Mia wasn't in the picture.
29:41Later from my mother I learned what had happened.
29:44Grayson had dug back into the video Mia had posted from the trip.
29:47She'd insisted it was a typo.
29:49But Ethan had recovered her deleted draft from the back end.
29:52The original caption read.
29:54No misunderstanding.
29:55No slip of the finger.
29:57She'd been hoping I'd fall away for a long time.
29:59The second round of that game.
30:01She'd rigged it.
30:02She'd known the three boys would write my name.
30:04She'd asked each of them separately before the game started.
30:08If Chloe doesn't want to stay in the area.
30:10Will you guys stay with me?
30:13They'd all said yes.
30:14So she'd ask that question in front of everyone.
30:17Just to watch me get discarded in real time.
30:22My mother's voice trembled with fury as she told me.
30:25She fooled us all!
30:27I couldn't help laughing.
30:28She didn't force any of you to treat me the way you did.
30:30That shut her up.
30:31Mia had absolutely pushed the wheel.
30:33But my mother chose to give up my room herself.
30:36Julian chose to take my money.
30:38Ethan chose to hand me the storage room.
30:40The whiteboards with my name on them were in the boys' hands.
30:43Mia had done wrong.
30:44But she wasn't the reason all of them hurt me.
30:47Rushing to blame her was just their way of making the regret easier to carry.
30:51Chloe.
30:51She's moved out.
30:53The boys don't talk to her anymore.
30:54Come home.
30:56Everything can go back to how it was.
30:57Back to how it was.
30:58Like removing Mia was all it took to make me climb happily back to the table.
31:02What broke wasn't the five of us.
31:04It was every ounce of trust I had left in them.
31:07Mom.
31:08I'm not coming back.
31:09Then what do you want us to do?
31:11Her voice caught.
31:12I looked out at the fireworks bursting over the mountains and answered calmly.
31:17Nothing.
31:17Just accept that I don't want to be close to you anymore.
31:20The way I once accepted that you loved her more than me.
31:22I hung up and opened the lab door.
31:31The sky was a riot of light.
31:33Nina waved to me from the snow.
31:35Caleb handed me a lit sparkler.
31:37Make a wish.
31:38I closed my eyes.
31:40This time none of the old people were in my wish.
31:42Junior year I got a joint research placement at Cambridge.
31:46Before I left my mother came to visit alone.
31:48First time in three years.
31:49She'd aged in that time.
31:51Silver strands at her temples.
31:52She didn't try to talk me into coming home.
31:54She didn't bring up Mia or the boys.
31:56She just trailed me through the lab letting me show her the instruments.
32:00The projects.
32:00At the wall of honors her eyes went straight to my photo.
32:04Me in the middle of my team holding a competition trophy.
32:07She stared for a long time.
32:09When you were little you always liked standing in the middle for awards.
32:13I hadn't expected her to remember.
32:15Why did you stop?
32:17Because I had to make room.
32:18Her eyes filled.
32:19That night she helped me pack.
32:21Clothes, documents, everything double checked.
32:24Near the end she pulled a box from her bag.
32:26Inside was the model of telescope she'd sold when I was a kid.
32:29Not the same unit of course.
32:30Just the same model.
32:31It's discontinued.
32:32I hunted for months.
32:34I got this from a collector.
32:35I ran my hand along the scuffed tube and shook my head.
32:38I have better equipment now.
32:39Her hand shook.
32:40I know.
32:41I just wanted to tell you that I remember now.
32:44I looked at her red rimmed eyes.
32:46In the end I didn't push the box back at her.
32:48But I also didn't hug her.
32:50The way she was clearly hoping I would.
32:52A late apology isn't meaningless.
32:54It proves she finally understands where she went wrong.
32:57But it can't turn me back into a little girl who would run into her arms over a telescope.
33:05At the airport we ran into Julian.
33:07He looked steadier than before.
33:09He had a suitcase in one hand.
33:10Like he was seeing someone off too.
33:12My mother made an excuse and stepped aside to give us space.
33:16Julian didn't try to block my path this time.
33:19I heard you're going abroad for two years.
33:21Yeah.
33:22Congratulations.
33:23Thanks.
33:24A few short exchanges.
33:25Then silence.
33:27He pulled a neatly folded piece of paper from his pocket.
33:30It was one of the whiteboard sheets from the game.
33:32My name was still on it.
33:33For three years I've wanted to change my answer.
33:35I didn't take it.
33:37But I realized eventually, the second you write it down, it's already done.
33:41Julian gave a tired half smile.
33:43Chloe, I used to think you were the toughest of us.
33:45So you didn't need looking after.
33:48It took losing you for me to understand that strong and doesn't need anything are two different things.
33:53I'm not asking you to forgive me.
33:55I just wanted to tell you, face to face.
33:57I know now.
33:58He tore the sheet in half and dropped it in the trash beside him.
34:02Take care of yourself out there.
34:03I nodded.
34:05You too.
34:06Before I turned, he asked one more thing.
34:08If all three of us had written Mia that day, would you have stayed?
34:12I thought about it for a while.
34:15Maybe.
34:16What made me leave wasn't a single question in a game.
34:19It was finally seeing that the game was just the tip of six years of the same choice being made
34:23over and over.
34:24Even without the game, there would have been another graduation trip.
34:27Another storage room.
34:28Another moment where letting me down was assumed.
34:30Julian's eyes went red.
34:31He smiled anyway and took a step back.
34:34Goodbye, Chloe.
34:35Goodbye.
34:36This time, he didn't make me wait for him and I didn't look back.
34:42After the two years abroad, I stayed on for my doctorate.
34:47Grayson took over his family's company.
34:49Ethan became an architect.
34:51Julian moved to a different city.
34:53Occasionally, I'd see one of them in a mutual friend's post.
34:56They didn't try to reach me anymore.
34:58The four who used to be inseparable had become four names in each other's contacts.
35:03Names that stayed silent.
35:05My mother messaged me now and then.
35:06She stopped asking when I'd come home.
35:09Instead, she sent photos of the flowers in the garden.
35:11Or asked about the weather where I was.
35:14I answered when I had time.
35:16There was still an ocean of distance between us.
35:18But we'd stopped pulling at each other across it.
35:21Maybe that was all I had left to give her.
35:23Not forgiveness.
35:25Not revenge.
35:26Just an acceptance that some things can't be returned to the beginning.
35:30At 26, the deep space observation project I'd worked on officially released its findings.
35:36After the press conference, a reporter asked why I'd gone into astrophysics.
35:40I looked back at the nebula projected behind me and remembered a rainstorm the year I turned 16.
35:46I hadn't run up that mountain to punish anyone.
35:48I wasn't being spoiled.
35:50I'd just heard there'd be an unusually vivid meteor shower.
35:53The storm hit and I got stranded at an old lookout.
35:57When the three of them found me, they were soaked to the bone.
36:01Grayson carried me down.
36:03Ethan held the umbrella over me.
36:05Julian gripped my hand and swore, again and again, that he'd choose me first from then on.
36:11At 16, I took that promise as being more permanent than the stars.
36:15Later, I understood.
36:17Stars burn out.
36:18Promises change.
36:20Because I love looking up.
36:22The universe doesn't erase a star just because another one is more fragile.
36:29After the interview aired, my mother sent me a voice message.
36:33She said the courtyard had been renovated.
36:35She'd set aside a stargazing room for me.
36:38If I had time, I could come see it.
36:41I didn't reply right away.
36:42The project gave me an extended leave.
36:45In the end, I bought a ticket home.
36:48Not to reconcile with anyone.
36:50Just because after all these years, the city no longer scared me.
36:54My mother met me at the airport.
36:56She stood by the exit and didn't rush over to hug me.
36:59She just asked if I was tired.
37:01On the drive back, we passed the old street.
37:04Half the shops had turned over.
37:06The stationery store I used to love had become a coffee shop.
37:09Mum told me Grayson had gotten engaged.
37:11Ethan lived out of state.
37:13He only came back for holidays.
37:16Julian had never married.
37:17After that last line, she glanced at me carefully.
37:20I watched the road slide by and didn't respond.
37:23Whether anyone was still waiting had stopped being my concern a long time ago.
37:27At the house, my old room was still in the same place.
37:31The walls had been repainted.
37:33The bookshelf was stacked with astronomy books.
37:36A new telescope sat by the window.
37:38The photo album was on the desk.
37:40I flipped it open.
37:42Dead a lot fleft.
37:43On the pages where I used to be missing, someone had written a single apology at a time, in
37:48the empty white space.
37:50Grayson wrote he shouldn't have mistaken my patience for weakness.
37:53Ethan wrote he'd finally understood what a room with no window meant.
37:57Julian wrote the fewest words.
37:59Just one line.
38:00Tucked into the last page were five faded whiteboard sheets.
38:03Mine had a name on it too.
38:05Julian.
38:06Nobody had asked me that night who I'd written.
38:15The truth is, in the second round, I wasn't just the one asking.
38:19I was playing too.
38:20If we could only keep four out of five, I would have given up Julian.
38:25Because right before the party started, I'd seen him take the birthday crown I'd prepared,
38:29and place it on Mia's head.
38:31Back then, I still had one last drop of hope for him.
38:34So I never flipped my board.
38:36Turns out, before they gave up on me, I had already considered giving up on one of them.
38:45In the end, I chose to leave all three of them in the past instead.
38:50I closed the album and set it back on the shelf.
38:53My mother stood in the doorway and asked softly.
38:56What do you want for dinner?
38:58Fried rice with egg.
38:59She paused, then smiled and nodded.
39:02Alright, I'll go get eggs.
39:04When I was little, her fried rice with egg was my favorite.
39:08Then Mia said she didn't like scallions.
39:10And the fried rice never had scallions in it again.
39:13That night, when the plate came out, the rice was flecked with green scallion.
39:18I ate quietly.
39:19I didn't say it was good, and I didn't say it wasn't.
39:21Early the next morning, I took my telescope up the mountain.
39:25Mum didn't ask to come along.
39:27She just handed me a jacket on the way out.
39:29The lookout that had once trapped me had been rebuilt.
39:31A handful of people were already at the railing waiting for the sunrise.
39:35I set up my equipment and pointed the lens at the brightening sky.
39:39Just before the sun broke the horizon, a meteor cut across it.
39:43Short, bright, people around me gasped.
39:46And closed their eyes to make a wish.
39:48I didn't make one.
39:49Because everything I once wanted.
39:50The freedom.
39:51The respect.
39:52The wide open world.
39:54I'd already given to myself.
39:56My phone buzzed.
39:57Mum asked when I'd be back for breakfast.
39:59I typed back.
40:00I looked up.
40:01Morning light climbed over the ridge.
40:03And settled softly on my face.
40:05For years, I'd believed that being chosen by everyone was what happiness meant.
40:09I'd walked 1700 miles alone to finally understand.
40:12Real happiness has nothing to do with waiting for someone to write my name on a board.
40:16It's having the courage to walk away from a table that was never mine.
40:20The wind lifted the edge of my coat.
40:22I hoisted the equipment onto my back.
40:24And started up the sunlit path.
40:25This time, no one was walking beside me.
40:28And I didn't feel alone anymore.
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