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Home And Away 5th October 2026
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00:07I can't handle it out here. I need to go back to prison.
00:10No, you don't. That's the last thing that you...
00:12No, it's what I deserve.
00:13I'm so sorry I failed you.
00:15You haven't failed me. You've done more for me than anyone in my entire life.
00:23Can I tell you how much better I feel not having to tiptoe around the reality of my illness anymore?
00:28Surely there's someone else going through what you're going through that you can talk to.
00:31You've got a support group for everything these days.
00:43What are you doing here?
00:45I was in Salt looking for you. I miss you.
00:49And I really want to try again.
00:53Don't say anything. Just think about it. Think about it.
01:00I'll find a way to where you are
01:05But in your head lies I go blind
01:12Because I risk it, I'll see you one more time
01:22Careful.
01:23Sorry.
01:24So interesting.
01:26Nothing. I was just checking the weather out for the forecast for today.
01:30How's Aiden?
01:31Yeah, she's...
01:32She's okay.
01:34She feels a bit more settled after her and Cash have talked about
01:37You know, what's going to happen if she doesn't get better.
01:40How'd Cash take that?
01:42Yeah, he's chilled out. A lot.
01:44But he was up half a night on his computer.
01:46But I don't know if that wasn't just because he couldn't sleep.
01:48So I could tell you.
01:50Tell him I'm going to come see her soon. I've got to get to a meeting.
01:53A meeting? What for?
01:55I'll talk to you later.
01:59Hey you. Thanks for meeting me so quickly.
02:02Oh, I would have liked to have gone back to sleep, but you said it was important.
02:04It is. Come on, I'll show you coffee.
02:07Oh.
02:43Why didn't you wake me up?
02:45I checked on you a hundred times and you were fast asleep so I thought you needed it.
02:48I had a really good sleep actually. I think the walk yesterday helped.
02:51That's good.
02:52You look like you could use some sleep yourself. You been on the computer all night?
02:57Yeah. I got up and watched a movie.
02:59Then I decided to see what was happening in the world.
03:02Is there anything I should know about?
03:05I'm sure you're okay.
03:07Yeah, I'm okay. As long as you're okay.
03:12Breakfast!
03:14I've got brekkie wraps, I've got corn fritters, I've got yogurt cups.
03:18All made especially for you because chef knows how much you like them.
03:21You take your pick, I will find plates.
03:29I don't know if you've realised, but I put off my hand surgery
03:33so that I can get tested to be a donor for Eden.
03:35Yeah, I figured that was the case.
03:37And apparently I missed the ideal window according to my surgeon and now he won't operate.
03:42Oh, I'm sorry.
03:44Don't worry about it, it's my fault.
03:46So what are you going to do?
03:47I'm thinking maybe there's an alternative out there.
03:49Just because one surgeon won't operate doesn't mean you can't find one who will.
03:53Well, I do love a challenge, but I think hand surgery is outside my skill set.
03:58Don't worry, I wouldn't put you through that.
04:00But you've worked in a lot of hospitals, maybe you know someone?
04:04Yeah, I know some hand surgeons.
04:06You want me to make some calls?
04:08That would be amazing.
04:09I'm not ready to give up on being a surgeon.
04:12But even if it doesn't work out, I want it to be as strong as it can be for the
04:15ED.
04:16So that means I'll be out of a job soon.
04:18Lucky you like the life of being a local.
04:19Yeah, I have gotten comfortable here though.
04:22Most daily ocean swims are addictive.
04:26Bit with you in a sack, Alf.
04:28Yeah, no hurry, love.
04:30Struth, you must be under the pump if she's got you working.
04:33Oh, look, someone didn't turn up for their shift.
04:35Oh, that someone wouldn't be Marilyn, would it?
04:38How is she?
04:39Yeah, not great.
04:40She didn't get much sleep, she was up and down all night.
04:43That's awful.
04:44Yeah, I keep telling her that she's not responsible for what Zane did, but she won't listen.
04:49I don't get it.
04:50Why would someone want to go back to prison so much they'll punch a cop?
04:54And after everything she's done for him, no wonder she's heartbroken.
04:57Are you guys talking about me?
04:59Oh, but we're just worried about you.
05:02Can I get you a cup of tea or a coffee?
05:05No, thanks.
05:07Look, I'm really sorry this is late notice, but I don't think I'm up to working today.
05:12Of course.
05:14I've got an idea.
05:15How about I get some extra staff in and I take the day off too?
05:18I could cook you guys some lunch.
05:20You can come over to our place.
05:22It's really nice of you, Leah.
05:24But I'm not great company at the moment.
05:26I'm going home.
05:30Hang on Marilyn, I'll come with you.
05:33Dang.
05:37You know, it might actually help if you put some food on your fork.
05:40A bit nagging.
05:43Better.
05:43That's much better.
05:44Keep going.
05:45I'll get you some juice.
05:50You feeling okay?
05:51Yeah.
05:51I want to eat.
05:52I just, I can't.
05:53Okay, just take your time.
05:55Every little mouthful counts.
05:58At least somebody's popping.
05:59Oh, no, no, no.
05:59What?
06:00Okay, I was going to hand it to you.
06:02As you were.
06:13Hey Abs, how's it going with that orange juice?
06:14Great.
06:15No, it's great.
06:15Okay.
06:20Come on, love.
06:21You've spent the last few months looking after Zane.
06:24It's time you let someone do something for you.
06:27I know you mean well.
06:30But having lunch with Leah is the last thing I feel like.
06:33But she's your mate.
06:34Yeah, she is.
06:36And she also warned me not to get too involved with Zane.
06:39And so did you.
06:40Look what happened.
06:41Look, I'm loath to say this, but I'm not always right.
06:47Sure, I was worried that Zane might take you for a ride,
06:51but that was before I got to know the bloke.
06:54In the end, I felt sorry for him.
06:56Yeah, well, he's made his choice.
07:00Marilyn, I don't like to see you sad like this.
07:04Let us do this for you, eh?
07:06Come to lunch.
07:08Be with your mates.
07:16I tried to eat it. I really did. Please don't tell Chef.
07:20Oh, that's okay.
07:22Look, why don't I put it in a container and you can have the rest later.
07:25Chill.
07:26Why don't you go for a rest?
07:27Mmm, resting is all I do these days.
07:29Maybe your shower will perk me up.
07:30Oh, I bought this delicious new body wash for you.
07:33And it's in my room.
07:34Oh, okay.
07:35Okay.
07:36Hey.
08:05It was crazy.
08:06There were so many different fragrances to choose from.
08:09It was amazing.
08:10Oh, I know.
08:11Hey, hey, have a seat.
08:12Come check this out.
08:13It's good news.
08:14Oh, hey.
08:15Have they found a donor?
08:17No.
08:18No.
08:19Whoa, whoa, whoa.
08:19Sorry.
08:20No.
08:21It was a message I was going to show you.
08:23It was from a woman who was diagnosed about three years ago,
08:26and she hasn't had a stem cell transplant yet,
08:29and she's...
08:30Well, she said she's doing okay.
08:32Who is this?
08:33It's a woman I found on a forum.
08:35What are you doing on forums?
08:36Well, our experience isn't the only experience,
08:38so I reached out to other people to see if they had a different take on things.
08:42We talked about this.
08:42I thought that you understood.
08:44Yeah, we had spoken about the worst-case scenario until the cows come home,
08:46but look at this.
08:47This is a good story.
08:48She's surviving.
08:49Okay, well, good for her.
08:50It doesn't mean that I will, does it?
09:11Knock, knock.
09:12Oh, come in.
09:13I'm so glad that you made it.
09:15I've cooked and everything is vegetarian.
09:18Sorry, mate.
09:19Thank you, Leah.
09:19This is really kind of you.
09:21Come on, sit down.
09:22Justin will get you a drink.
09:24Red or white, Maz?
09:25Oh, I don't mind.
09:26Whatever's open.
09:27White it is.
09:27You know, the last time we had a gathering like this was Martha's birthday.
09:31Yes, she has the most amazing place with a great backyard
09:35and chickens just running around everywhere.
09:37She's even got one that follows around the house, even inside.
09:40Charlotte.
09:41It's a shame you couldn't make it, Marilyn.
09:43We all miss you.
09:45Well, it's a shame I was too busy trying to help someone
09:47that didn't want to be helped.
09:49You can't blame yourself for Zane's actions.
09:51I mean, who else is to blame?
09:55I'm so sorry.
09:56Excuse me.
09:57Just need a minute.
10:02If Cash is right, and there's some positive news out there,
10:05I don't know about you, but I'd like to hear it.
10:07Abby, don't.
10:07Just don't.
10:08Okay?
10:14Well, can we start over on this?
10:17I'm sorry.
10:19I just...
10:19I thought that all of this was behind us.
10:22Yeah, and I'm not looking for some miracle cure.
10:26You know?
10:27I'm just looking for other people that understand what we're going through.
10:29And I found someone who is surviving.
10:32So maybe there's something this woman knows that could help us.
10:35Stop.
10:35You're clutching at straws, and I need you to be real about this.
10:38Yeah, but being real doesn't mean that I have to give up.
10:40People live through this.
10:42People survive.
10:42Yeah, but you know what I have been through.
10:44You know the treatments that I've had.
10:45And none of them have made it better.
10:47They've made it worse.
10:48And I'm not talking about other cases around the world.
10:51I'm talking about my case.
10:52But it couldn't hurt totally speaking.
10:53Abby, I'm talking to my husband.
10:54Okay, sorry.
10:55I didn't mean to upset you.
10:57Okay?
10:57I don't know what I was thinking.
11:00What's going on?
11:05Are you sticking around for a little bit?
11:06How about you just catch up with your family?
11:08I'm going to go take a walk.
11:09We'll talk about this later.
11:15Sorry.
11:16No, it's fine.
11:17Yeah, sorry.
11:18It's not you.
11:19And it's not Zane.
11:20It's me.
11:21I'm angry at myself.
11:22What for?
11:23You've done nothing but help the boy.
11:24Yeah, but not in the right way.
11:26I was so blind to what was going on with him.
11:29I made it worse.
11:32Zane's life is complicated.
11:34I know.
11:34That's why I was trying to help him.
11:37I'm not going to do this anymore.
11:38I'm not going to help anybody ever again.
11:41You don't mean that.
11:42No, I do.
11:43I do.
11:43I've got to stop living my life with such an open heart.
11:45I always end up getting hurt.
11:47And now I've destroyed someone's life.
11:50Marilyn, that is not true.
11:52Darling, thank you for this.
11:52It's been really lovely.
11:54You're so kind.
11:54And I love you.
11:55But nothing is going to make me feel better today.
11:58Oh.
11:59Marilyn.
12:00Leah, it's okay.
12:01I love that.
12:09Levi, I've got the information from those surgeons.
12:12So call me back and I'll send you the details.
12:16Cash.
12:18Hey.
12:19Hey.
12:21Has something happened with Eden?
12:22No.
12:23No, nothing's changed there.
12:26So what's going on?
12:31With everything going on, we just had a fight.
12:34You're human.
12:35You're not going to agree all the time.
12:38What's the fight about?
12:40I tried to support for them, for carers and people with aplastic anemia.
12:44That sounds like a good idea.
12:45Yeah, I thought so.
12:47Eden says that she's going to stay positive, but she's absolutely fixated on making points when she dies.
12:52So I just thought a couple of positive stories, maybe a little bit of hope.
12:58She thinks I need to face reality.
13:00Well, it is good to have hope.
13:01I mean, if she's breathing, there's a chance she can pull through, right?
13:04And that's what I believe.
13:06Sounds like Eden is a practical thinker.
13:08And if focusing on the practicalities is how she copes, then that's fine.
13:13And if holding on to hope is what you need, that's okay too.
13:18There's no right or wrong here.
13:23I told him what I needed.
13:24I thought that he was on board.
13:27Eden, he's doing his best.
13:29We all are.
13:29I know.
13:31Hey, maybe you should actually read some of these.
13:33Cash was right.
13:34There are some posts from people who have been cured.
13:36Okay.
13:36And what about the posts of people that haven't been?
13:38I mean, you're just like Cash.
13:40You're only seeing what you want to see.
13:47Hey, why don't we give Cash and Eden some space?
13:50Yeah.
13:54Just keep an open mind, both of you.
14:08I'm not in denial.
14:11And I heard you.
14:14I just think that it's time that you understood that there's things that I need.
14:26If you think I sat through a flaming vegetarian meal just to hear you say you've given up on humanity,
14:33you've got another thing coming.
14:35I'm sorry.
14:37I just can't handle any more upset.
14:40The pain will pass, Marilyn.
14:42And you're allowed to be angry.
14:44But you're not allowed to stop being you.
14:50You've always been able to see the good in people.
14:52It's who you are.
14:55Maybe I don't want to be that person anymore.
14:57Oh, come off it, love.
14:59One bad result doesn't wipe out all the good stuff you've done.
15:04I really appreciate your attempts to make me feel better.
15:08But you're wasting your time.
15:09It's not going to work.
15:11What about young Jet?
15:13I mean, if you hadn't seen the good in him all those years ago,
15:17there is no way he would have turned out to be the bloke he is today.
15:20That was Gina.
15:22She's the one who took him in.
15:23You were there right from the start, too.
15:27Or are you going to question my memory now?
15:30Oh, no, I wouldn't dare.
15:33I know the last few weeks have been pretty tough, love.
15:37But don't stop seeing the good in people.
15:41It's why we love you.
15:46You always know the right thing to say.
15:50What about we grab a cup, all right?
15:54Better be lovely.
16:01Thanks, Amelia.
16:07So, what's that about?
16:09I'm trying to find a new hand surgeon.
16:12Oh, so you can still get it fixed?
16:14That's what I'm trying to find out.
16:16Well, you haven't talked about surgery for weeks.
16:19Something happened.
16:22Mac and I found out some bad news.
16:25Our embryos are no longer viable.
16:29But, I mean, you can still try again, right?
16:32We've decided not to.
16:34Yeah, just a bit too much.
16:37We don't have it in us.
16:39I'm sorry.
16:41We haven't really told anyone else, so...
16:44I've just been trying to focus on Aiden.
16:46Yeah.
16:47I got it.
16:48I won't mention anything.
16:49Yeah.
16:51I am worried about her, though.
16:54I don't want my sister back.
16:55I don't know.
16:56I don't know.
16:57I just, I could tell her stuff, and I just feel like I don't really have anyone right now.
17:01I don't mind.
17:02No, I just, I can't talk to you about boys and my love life.
17:05Boys?
17:05There's a boy.
17:06Trust me, you don't want to know.
17:08Try me.
17:13I thought you wanted me to face this.
17:15I thought you wanted me to lean on people.
17:17Yeah.
17:17I meant, like, our friends and our family.
17:20You, of all people, know that you shouldn't go searching for support on the internet.
17:23All the people on the forum know what we're going through, because they're going through
17:26it too, and that's kind of what I need right now.
17:28I just thought that we were on the same page.
17:30And now you join this chat group, and it's like everything we talked about has gone out
17:35the window.
17:36No, I can be realistic without giving up hope.
17:38Well, I can't.
17:40I can't be optimistic.
17:41It feels fake to me.
17:43Okay.
17:44I'll just have to have enough optimism for the two of us, and I'm not trying to change
17:48how you're feeling about this.
17:50I'm just asking for you to understand what I need.
18:01Hey.
18:11Just to clarify, this is the guy that shot David, that Cash hates, and the guy that
18:18left you for dust.
18:19Yeah.
18:20He's the one.
18:21And you're seriously considering giving him another chance?
18:24I'm telling you about him, aren't I?
18:26I really like him, Levi.
18:28And I never stopped.
18:30Sweet, and he's kind, but no one else sees him that way.
18:33No one else hates him, especially Cash.
18:35So, what do I do?
18:39Well, that's your decision.
18:41Only you know what's best for you.
18:43That's not what Eden would have said.
18:45She always thinks she knows what's best for me.
18:47Yeah, not so long ago I would have said the same thing.
18:50But I learned that sometimes you just have to ignore the noise.
18:54Yeah, people weren't a fan of you and Mac at first either, were they?
18:58No, they weren't.
19:00But I followed my heart, and it all worked out okay.
19:06Hmm.
19:11Hmm.
19:13I have to say, the peace and quiet is nice.
19:16Wow.
19:17I could get used to you serving a tea every day.
19:21Hmm, hmm.
19:21Love taking care of you.
19:24Whoa, don't get up for me.
19:26I'm just kidding, I'm not staying.
19:28What are you doing?
19:29I'm just grabbing some of my stuff and then heading home.
19:31For good.
19:32Look, I'll still be here to help you whenever you need.
19:35Well, why?
19:37I don't know, I just figured that you guys could use some space.
19:40And, believe it or not, I do have some of my own stuff to figure out.
19:44Is everything all right?
19:45Yes, everything's fine.
19:46Don't worry, I will be back every single day if I'll serve you.
19:50I wouldn't have it any other way.
19:51Good.
19:52I love you.
19:53I love you.
19:58What's all this?
20:01Well, you told me to do what's best for me, so I'm moving back home.
20:05That's okay with you and Mac.
20:07We have a choice.
20:08Don't worry.
20:09I'm going to be there for Eden no matter what she needs, but other things are important too.
20:15Richie, did you make a decision?
20:17Like I'm going to tell you.
20:19You asked for my advice, we were just talking about it.
20:22Well, that was a one-off, because I was desperate.
20:25Now, would you please just go to your beautiful dinner with your beautiful girlfriend, because she'll be waiting.
20:31It's in Rift and Lakes.
20:33We'll be back late.
20:34Do you see me complaining?
20:39Bye.
20:49Hey, it's me.
20:51Yeah.
20:52Um, can we meet?
20:55We need to talk.
20:58You're the reason I came back.
21:01They're falling in love.
21:03I'm here to stay.
21:05But he's an outcast for one massive mistake.
21:08Hey, Sarge.
21:09You shot my dad.
21:11Is this goodbye?
21:13I thought that I could get past all the noise.
21:15I choose us.
21:17Abby, I will do whatever it takes to make this work.
21:21Look, I, I, I love you.
21:25Home and Away.
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