00:00It's difficult to describe or talk about really because what we went through, it was horrendous.
00:11If I'm talking about the new signings, the new signings, they're coming into a club that is heartbroken.
00:21That's when I felt so sorry for these guys because they had signed and they were signing for big money.
00:26If I'm talking about football, it took them months to settle in because we didn't care about football.
00:35That was the truth of it. We didn't care about football because you've just lost one of your best mates
00:39in the changing room.
00:41I think all footballers, we all have that edge, don't we?
00:45I think when you lose that edge sometimes then you can't perform to the best.
00:50I think last season we lost the edge.
00:52I think when I look back on it now, I think we lost that maybe determination a little bit and
00:58things like that
00:58because I know at times we were maybe going, you know, what's the point?
01:01For us, it was incredibly difficult.
01:03Like, I mean, the week before he died I was at his wedding.
01:06So from going from, you know what I mean, like, that's one of the most difficult things you'll ever go
01:12through.
01:12You know what I mean? Seeing him on these happiest days of his life and then the next week you're
01:16seeing his family, like, torn apart.
01:18And what you've seen, one of the most difficult things that he has been in shock as a kid is
01:18feeling good with a couple of years ago and only the leg I've seeninkered out about football.
01:18I didn't know where unless he went to his Jessar, let's say that this clearly has 꺼 of a wheel.
