00:00I lived like a rat in the street all my life.
00:02And the next thing you know, I'm the biggest shit in the world.
00:10All my life, I've been thinking in terms of developing a fighter who is perfect.
00:17Can you imagine being the ice who drop out 20 years old and you're the champ of the world?
00:23Truly a tried and tested gladiator.
00:25The best fighter I ever seen.
00:27He felt he was immortal.
00:28He felt he was a god.
00:33He brainwashed me.
00:34He cleaned a dirty mind and he made it better.
00:38And he couldn't prepare me for myself.
00:44Mike was beautiful in the same way a train wreck is beautiful.
00:50Fight Tyson, fight Holyfield!
00:53I was a nut back then, huh?
00:55You think I give a damn about you and any of y'all on there?
00:57I don't care if I'm living or dying.
00:59I'm a dysfunctional mother.
01:01I don't trust anybody in general.
01:03I don't like people to know me at all.
01:07The things that he's gone through, most people would have just been dead.
01:11You know, this is the dark side of me.
01:13That's just who I became.
01:16Addicted to chaos.
01:18Why?
01:20Why?
01:20Because it was.
01:21Why?
01:21I don't know.
01:22You're making this difficult for me now.
01:26The liberation.
01:28The liberation.
01:29The screw to me.
01:30Why did I put myself through this bullshit?
01:35I don't know.
01:36But that is the American story, right?
01:40People love to see you get knocked down and come back.
01:43The more he got sober, the more ashamed, the more embarrassment he had about some of the
01:48things he did.
01:49I think he's just so broken from his past, but inside there's a broken guy just trying
01:55to be a good father.
01:56It's hard to navigate your true self when you really don't know who the fuck you are.
02:02Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
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