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Trevor took Amelia for granted throughout their seven-year marriage, never suspecting she was the brilliant mind behind groundbreaking lab innovations. Only after she files for divorce and walks away pregnant does he realize the massive void she left behind. As his career and fortune crumble around him, will Trevor's overwhelming regret be enough to fix the damage, or is it far too late?
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00:00:04at 6 30 the next morning i went downstairs henry was making breakfast in the kitchen
00:00:10i didn't go in halfway there i heard oddy's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
00:00:15she was talking to henry her voice wasn't loud but she was still little she didn't understand
00:00:20what lower your voice meant henry i'm not happy that mom came miss why would you be unhappy dad
00:00:26and i already promised we'd take aunt and cassidy to kid cod tomorrow if mom suddenly comes and
00:00:31insists on going with us aunt cassidy will feel so awkward miss madam is your mother you can't say
00:00:36things like that it will hurt her heart understand i know but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in
00:00:42her voice but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy i
00:00:47stood at the foot of the stairs unable to move even half a step my daughter was my own flesh
00:00:51and blood
00:00:51i had spent 22 hours in the delivery room alone trevor was in europe that day negotiating
00:00:56an acquisition cole is gone i have to go to cassidy right away cole had died in a car accident
00:01:02the
00:01:02night before cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time after that night the two of them were never
00:01:08truly apart again henry said back to boston pregnant with twins just to confirm trevor wouldn't be home
00:01:14tonight today was my 31st birthday it was also our seventh wedding anniversary the doctor told me not
00:01:19to fly i flew anyway not because of love because after seven years i was still waiting for him to
00:01:25give me
00:01:26one reason not to leave i told the babies in my belly this is the last time after this we
00:01:30stopped
00:01:31waiting for him he thought what he'd lost was a wife throwing a tantrum tomorrow morning at nine
00:01:35he would find out what he'd lost was someone he had never deserved in his life by the time i
00:01:40landed at
00:01:40logan airport it was already past nine at night i thought that if only for the sake of these seven
00:01:45years he should come home tonight when i walked out of the airport my phone was full of birthday wishes
00:01:50from colleagues and old classmates there was nothing from trevor
00:01:56by the time i reached the old house on beacon hill it was almost 10 30 henry opened the door
00:02:01for me
00:02:01mrs hale you what brings you here where's trevor and oddy mr hale hasn't returned yet
00:02:07mrs upstairs playing with that box of shells
00:02:13i nodded handed him my coat and went upstairs with one hand supporting my belly the hallway was
00:02:18very quiet adi's bedroom door was half open a warm little lamp glowing inside i pushed the door
00:02:24open and went in she was wearing pink pajamas sitting cross-legged on the carpet focused on
00:02:29stringing a shell necklace my footsteps were light she looked up her eyes lighting up then she lowered
00:02:36her head again and went back to fiddling with the beads i crouched down held my belly pulled her into
00:02:42my arms and kissed her mom don't bother me i'm busy i hadn't seen her in more than two months
00:02:48no number
00:02:48of kisses would have been enough but she had already wriggled out of my arms is oddy making a shell
00:02:53necklace in one week it'll be aunt cassidy birthday this is the birthday present dad and i are making
00:03:00for aunt cassidy dad and i polished every one of these shells with tools aren't they pretty
00:03:08she held the necklace up in front of me that box of shells was the one i had taken her
00:03:12to collect on
00:03:13beach at big sum last year my throat tightened sharply before i could speak she added happily dad also
00:03:18ordered other custom gifts for aunt cassidy tomorrow she didn't finish i looked at the necklace
00:03:23in her hands and remembered something this time last year it had been a night just like this
00:03:26the charity gala for children's hospital trevor personally auctioned off the copy of california
00:03:32rare birds field guide i had given him for our sixth anniversary one of only three out of print
00:03:37copies the one i had found among my late father's belongings the hammer price was four hundred twenty
00:03:42thousand dollars donated to set up a trust for the child cassidy had left from cold i sat in the
00:03:47third
00:03:47row at the time smiling and applauding i thought i could endure one more year lady mommy wants to ask
00:03:56you something she looked up do you remember mommy's birthday she furrowed her little brows and thought
00:04:04very seriously for five seconds mommy's birthday she looked up at me and blinked as if asking for help
00:04:13mom is your birthday the one in summer
00:04:18she lowered her head again and started counting the beads mom don't talk to me you're messing up the
00:04:23order i didn't speak again i let go of the arm i had around her
00:04:32when i went downstairs henry was waiting in the living room mrs hale i called mr hale just now
00:04:39he said he has something to do tonight and asked you to rest first i see i answered softly after
00:04:45thinking for a moment i still called trevor the phone rang for a long time before he answered
00:04:50his voice was faint i'm busy tomorrow from the other end of the phone came another woman's voice
00:04:57soft natural as if she had been by his side all night who is it this late it was cassidy
00:05:02i tightened
00:05:03my grip on the phone trevor paused then said to me nothing before i could speak
00:05:08he hung up i sat on the sofa for a long time the two children in my belly moved i
00:05:14lowered my head
00:05:15and gently patted my stomach i said to them mommy understands now mommy thought seven years was long
00:05:22enough that one year he would remember to come home tonight was the last time mommy won't wait for him
00:05:33anymore
00:05:34at 6 30 the next morning i went downstairs henry was making breakfast in the kitchen i didn't go in
00:05:41halfway there i heard oddy's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
00:05:45she was talking to henry her voice wasn't loud but she was still little she didn't understand what
00:05:50lower your voice meant henry i'm not happy that mom came miss why would you be unhappy
00:05:55dad and i already promised we'd take aunt cassidy to kate cod tomorrow if mom suddenly comes and
00:06:01insists on going with us aunt cassidy will feel so awkward miss madam is your mother you can't say
00:06:06things like that it will hurt her heart understand i know but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in
00:06:11her voice but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy i
00:06:17skipped the foot
00:06:17of the stairs unable to move even half a step my daughter was my own flesh and blood i had
00:06:22spent
00:06:2222 hours in the delivery room alone trevor was in europe that day negotiating an acquisition
00:06:28cole is gone i have to go to cassidy right away cole had died in a car accident the night
00:06:33before
00:06:34cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time after that night the two of them were never truly apart again
00:06:40henry said nothing more i walked back to my room and closed the door i sat down by the bed
00:06:44i didn't cry
00:06:46i only lowered the hand resting on my belly i opened my phone i sent trevor a text trevor let's
00:06:52have lunch together today just the three of us 80 wants mistral's lobster ravioli i'll fly back to
00:06:56san francisco this afternoon he replied about 20 minutes later got it you set the time looking at
00:07:03that got it i nearly laughed out loud seven years ago when he was pursuing me he wrote 15 love
00:07:09letters
00:07:10every one of them ended with yours trevor seven years later his reply to me had fewer words than yours
00:07:15plus trevor i wrote back 12 30 mistral got it i washed up did my makeup and changed into a
00:07:23pale
00:07:23beige maternity dress i had picked it out myself last year trevor had never seen it once at 11 40
00:07:28i
00:07:28drove to back bay halfway there my phone buzzed it was trevor something urgent came up at noon lunch is
00:07:33canceled next time i pulled over onto a small road beside starro drive and stared at that text for a
00:07:38long
00:07:38time if it had been before i would have immediately replied okay or when you're done should i wait for
00:07:47you i would have waited i would have sat alone at mistaro until two in the afternoon drink two glasses
00:07:52of lemon water then drive home dad is busy today it isn't easy for him but today i didn't reply
00:07:59i started the car again and drove toward back bay i wasn't acting out of spite i just suddenly wanted
00:08:04to
00:08:04take a look i wanted to see what his so-called urgent matter actually was i parked across the
00:08:09street from mistral i didn't go in right away i stood outside the glass window for about 10 seconds
00:08:14inside at the old table by the window the three of them were sitting there cassidy and adi sat close
00:08:20together on the same side adi tilted her head up telling her jokes her shoulders shaking with laughter
00:08:24cassidy fed her a piece of little cake taking a bite herself first before handing it over adi opened
00:08:28her mouth and ate it trevor sat across from them he was wearing the dark gray cashmere coat i had
00:08:34picked out for him last christmas he was smiling the kind of smile i hadn't seen in a very long
00:08:38time
00:08:38he placed a piece of fish on cassidy's plate then one for adi his eyes stayed on cassidy's face the
00:08:44whole time as if in the entire restaurant she was the only person left i stood outside the glass window
00:08:49carrying two unborn children in my belly his wife his childhood friend's widow his daughter three
00:08:55people at one table the seat that should have been across from him was empty i didn't go in
00:08:59i turned around and walked back to the car i started the engine the windshield wiper swept across the
00:09:05glass wiping away two drops of water it wasn't rain even i didn't know when they had fallen i smiled
00:09:12a little i said to myself amelia do you see it clearly now i see it clearly i drove away
00:09:17i didn't
00:09:18look back at mistral once when i returned to beacon hill it was 1 30 in the afternoon only henry
00:09:22was in
00:09:23the old house when he saw me he froze mrs hale aren't you at mistral mr hale had something come
00:09:27up henry opened in his mouth then said nothing i went upstairs and entered the study i opened the
00:09:33computer and connected to the home network on the desktop was a folder password locked and hidden for
00:09:38seven years folder amv only i opened it there were four things inside a pdf of the postnup from seven
00:09:45years ago the version i had personally scanned and archived a record of every major decision trevor
00:09:54had made over the past seven years i had attended every viridian labs board meeting remotely and he
00:09:59didn't know a copy of delivery room footage from the day adeline was born proof that trevor had been
00:10:05absent a full set of evidence i had obtained two years ago showing hail trusts forged documents for
00:10:11cassidy's identity as cole's widow from that folder i pulled up the divorce agreement template it was
00:10:22the version zara had sent me half a year ago sis here in case you need it someday i won't
00:10:30need it
00:10:30she wrote back sis stop lying to yourself
00:10:40two o'clock this afternoon i needed it i copied article eight of the postnip into the first page
00:10:46of the agreement word for word i attached the email dr masson had sent trevor about adeline's
00:10:51psychological evaluation to the second page i placed the photo of that table for three at mistral
00:10:57this morning on the third page i had taken the photo outside the glass window with my phone
00:11:03i looked at it for a long time i wasn't reluctant to let go i simply added one line of
00:11:10caption to that
00:11:10photo exhibit c defendant dined with a third party and daughter at mistral 47 minute during which
00:11:18defendant did not contact place niff this date was planta's birthday and seventh wedding anniversary
00:11:23print sign amelia m voss not hail voss i hadn't used that surname in seven years
00:11:32after signing i folded the agreement and placed it in a craft envelope on the front of the envelope
00:11:39i wrote three words to trevor hail i placed it on the mahogany table in the foyer that table was
00:11:47cassidy's housewarming gift three years ago i went downstairs henry was arranging a bouquet in the
00:11:54living room when he saw me carrying my suitcase he froze completely mrs hail henry i pointed to the
00:12:03envelope for him when mr hail comes back please hand this to him personally i'll be returning to san
00:12:08francisco shortly henry's lips moved but no sound came out he had been the hail family's butler for 20
00:12:13years he had seen everything seven years every time i waited until late at night and trevor never
00:12:21came home he was the one who brought me soup every time cassidy unintentionally stabbed me in this house
00:12:28he silently pulled me away at last he spoke in a low voice you won't be coming back this time
00:12:34i didn't answer i took a white sheet of paper from my handbag wrote several lines and handed it to
00:12:43him henry at 2 40 this afternoon mr hail miss cassidy lambert and adeline hail had lunch together at
00:12:51mistral i was originally scheduled to attend
00:12:57plaintiff was not present please sign by hand later as a witness amelia m voss after henry finished reading
00:13:03it his hand trembled he looked up at me just sign your name if this matter goes to court your
00:13:08name
00:13:09will appear on exhibit c if you don't want to sign you can tear it up i won't force you
00:13:13henry was silent for five
00:13:14seconds then he signed his name at the very bottom of the paper he wrote slowly each stroke heavy henry
00:13:20coleman the 14th of march i took the paper folded it and put it into my kelly bag henry mrs
00:13:25dr voss
00:13:25it was the first time he called me that thank you for these seven years he lowered his head
00:13:30i failed you by the time the car pulled out of beacon hill it was already three in the afternoon
00:13:34i didn't look back at that house again in the car i sent zara three messages that postnup can be
00:13:40used
00:13:40now i am on my way to the airport five o'clock flight to sfo charles will pick me up
00:13:44i'll go
00:13:45straight to bishop and cole after landing she replied instantly waiting for you sis the car entered the
00:13:50approach ramp to logan airport i rested my hand on my belly the two children moved i said to them
00:13:54mommy is taking you home to our real home before the plane took off the cabin announcement told us to
00:13:59turn off our phones before switching mine to airplane mode i opened my alarm list there were
00:14:0317 alarms in total the one at the top was set for six o'clock every morning the alarm title
00:14:08read
00:14:08call addy boston time seven years no six years since addy turned one every morning at six whether i was
00:14:15in california boston new york tokyo london at a prenatal checkup in a meeting or just finishing
00:14:20overtime in the middle of the night when the alarm rang i called her mommy she spent more and more
00:14:26time
00:14:26in boston with trevor she answered the phone less and less finish breakfast go to school bye mommy
00:14:32loves you starting this year she stopped letting henry answer for her she simply stopped answering
00:14:36i had never deleted that alarm i told myself what if one day she remembered mommy what if one day
00:14:41she
00:14:41was willing to answer again i had to be online at that moment at six this morning i was on
00:14:46the first
00:14:46floor of the old beacon hill house that alarm rang too
00:14:52at that moment i was standing beside the foyer table placing the envelope there i stared at the
00:14:58phone screen she was upstairs she didn't hear it before seven o'clock she and henry said all of
00:15:05that in the kitchen i stared at that alarm for a long time i deleted it the plane taxied down
00:15:10the runway
00:15:10the engine noise grew louder and louder i closed my eyes i said one thing to myself you've done
00:15:17everything you needed to do i opened my eyes and took article eight of the postnote from my handbag
00:15:23the clause trevor had personally added seven years ago if either spouse commits public humiliation
00:15:28deprivation of parental rights or economic coercion the other spouse shall have the right to sole
00:15:32custody of minor children and 75 of marital assets back then the hale family's chief attorney smiled at
00:15:41me mrs hale this clause is absolutely in your favor see how much trevor protects you i was only 24
00:15:48then newly pregnant with adeline it was my first time stepping into a century-old family like the
00:15:54hales and i was so nervous my hand shook when i signed i signed trevor signed too he even wrote
00:16:01one
00:16:02sentence in his own hand to keep my wife safe from my own family to protect my wife from being
00:16:07hurt by
00:16:07my own family reading that sentence again today i nearly laughed out loud he had hardly protected me
00:16:13at all but he had indeed left me a gun seven years later he walked himself right into the barrel
00:16:20seven years ago he wrote that clause because he feared the hale family would hurt me
00:16:24seven years later the person who hurt me the deepest was himself the hales the cabin announcement
00:16:29told us we could unbuckle our seatbelts clouds spread out beyond the wing sunlight poured in
00:16:34harsh and blinding i closed the forder i told myself amelia you don't love him anymore
00:16:42it wasn't something that happened overnight i'm in a meeting again and again he said she needs me
00:16:48again and again he said your hormones are unstable again and again he said cassidy has it hard
00:16:54he wore away what little love i had bit by bit until it turned to ash when the wind blew
00:16:59nothing
00:16:59was left i closed my eyes one of the two children in my belly moved and the other moved with
00:17:03them
00:17:04i smiled i said to them your mother is not mrs hale
00:17:09your mother's name is amelia m voss starting today
00:17:21i flew back to boston pregnant with twins just to confirm trevor wouldn't be home tonight
00:17:26today was my 31st birthday it was also our seventh wedding anniversary the doctor told me not to fly
00:17:31i flew anyway not because of love because after seven years i was still waiting for him to give me
00:17:37one
00:17:37reason not to leave i told the babies in my belly this is the last time after this we stopped
00:17:42waiting
00:17:42for him he thought what he'd lost was a wife throwing a tantrum tomorrow morning at nine he
00:17:46would find out what he'd lost was someone he had never deserved in his life by the time i landed
00:17:51at
00:17:51logan airport it was already past nine at night i thought that if only for the sake of these seven
00:17:56years he should come home tonight when i walked out of the airport my phone was full of birthday wishes
00:18:01from colleagues and old classmates there was nothing from trevor
00:18:08by the time i reached the old house on beacon hill it was almost 10 30. henry opened the door
00:18:12for me mrs hale you what brings you here where's trevor and oddy mr hale hasn't returned yet
00:18:19mrs upstairs playing with that box of shells
00:18:24i nodded handed him my coat and went upstairs with one hand supporting my belly the hallway was
00:18:29very quiet adi's bedroom door was half open a warm little lamp glowing inside i pushed the door open
00:18:35and went in she was wearing pink pajamas sitting cross-legged on the carpet focused on stringing a
00:18:41shell necklace my footsteps were light she looked up her eyes lighting up then she lowered her head again
00:18:48and went back to fiddling with the beads i crouched down held my belly pulled her into my arms and
00:18:54kissed
00:18:55her mom don't bother me i'm busy i hadn't seen her in more than two months no number of kisses
00:19:00would
00:19:00have been enough but she had already wriggled out of my arms is oddy making a shell necklace
00:19:06in one week it'll be aunt cassidy birthday this is the birthday present dad and i are making for
00:19:11aunt cassidy dad and i polished every one of these shells with tools aren't they pretty
00:19:20she held the necklace up in front of me that box of shells was the one i had taken her
00:19:24to collect
00:19:24on beach at big sum last year my throat tightened sharply before i could speak she added happily dad
00:19:29also ordered other custom gifts for aunt cassidy tomorrow she didn't finish i looked at the necklace
00:19:34in her hands and remembered something this time last year it had been a night just like this
00:19:38the charity gala for children's hospital trevor personally auctioned off the copy of california
00:19:43rare birds field guide i had given him for our sixth anniversary one of only three out of print
00:19:48copies the one i had found among my late father's belongings the hammer price was four hundred twenty
00:19:53thousand dollars donated to set up a trust for the child cassidy had left from cole i sat in the
00:19:58third
00:19:59row at the time smiling and applauding i thought i could endure one more year lady mommy wants to ask
00:20:07you
00:20:07something she looked up do you remember mommy's birthday she furrowed her little brows and thought
00:20:15very seriously for five seconds mommy's birthday she looked up at me and blinked as if asking for help
00:20:24mom is your birthday the one in summer
00:20:29she lowered her head again and started counting the beads
00:20:32mom don't talk to me you're messing up the order
00:20:35i didn't speak again i let go of the arm i had around her
00:20:43when i went downstairs henry was waiting in the living room
00:20:47mrs hale i called mr hale just now he said he has something to do tonight and asked you to
00:20:53rest first
00:20:54i see i answered softly after thinking for a moment i still called trevor the phone rang for a long
00:21:00time
00:21:00before he answered his voice was faint i'm busy tomorrow
00:21:06from the other end of the phone came another woman's voice soft natural as if she had been by his
00:21:10side all night
00:21:11who is it this late it was cassidy
00:21:13i tightened my grip on the phone trevor paused then said to me
00:21:17nothing
00:21:18before i could speak he hung up
00:21:21i sat on the sofa for a long time
00:21:23the two children in my belly moved
00:21:25i lowered my head and gently patted my stomach
00:21:28i said to them
00:21:29mommy understands now
00:21:31mommy thought seven years was long enough
00:21:34that one year he would remember to come home
00:21:37tonight was the last time mommy won't wait for him anymore
00:21:46at 6 30 the next morning i went downstairs
00:21:49henry was making breakfast in the kitchen
00:21:51i didn't go in
00:21:52halfway there i heard odie's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
00:21:56she was talking to henry
00:21:58her voice wasn't loud but she was still little
00:22:00she didn't understand what lower your voice meant
00:22:02henry i'm not happy that mom came
00:22:04miss why would you be unhappy
00:22:07dad and i already promised we'd take aunt
00:22:09aunt cassidy to cape cod tomorrow
00:22:10if mom suddenly comes and insists on going with us
00:22:13aunt cassidy will feel so awkward
00:22:15miss madam is your mother
00:22:17you can't say things like that
00:22:18it will hurt her heart understand
00:22:20i know but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in her voice
00:22:23but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better
00:22:26can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy
00:22:28i skipped the foot of the stairs unable to move even half a step
00:22:31my daughter was my own flesh and blood
00:22:32i had spent 22 hours in the delivery room alone
00:22:35trevor was in europe that day negotiating an acquisition
00:22:39cole is gone
00:22:40i have to go to cassidy right away
00:22:42cole had died in a car accident the night before
00:22:45cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time
00:22:48after that night the two of them were never truly apart again
00:22:51henry said nothing more
00:22:53i walked back to my room and closed the door
00:22:55i sat down by the bed
00:22:56i didn't cry
00:22:57i only lowered the hand resting on my belly
00:22:59i opened my phone
00:23:01i sent trevor a text
00:23:02trevor let's have lunch together today
00:23:04just the three of us
00:23:0580 wants mistral's lobster ravioli
00:23:07i'll fly back to san francisco this afternoon
00:23:09he replied about 20 minutes later
00:23:12got it you set the time
00:23:13looking at that got it
00:23:15i nearly laughed out loud
00:23:17seven years ago
00:23:18when he was pursuing me
00:23:20he wrote 15 love letters
00:23:21every one of them ended with yours
00:23:23trevor
00:23:24seven years later
00:23:25his reply to me had fewer words than yours plus trevor
00:23:27i wrote back
00:23:3012 30 mistral
00:23:31got it
00:23:32i washed up did my makeup
00:23:34and changed into a pale beige maternity dress
00:23:36i had picked it out myself last year
00:23:37trevor had never seen it once
00:23:38at 11 40 i drove to back bay
00:23:40halfway there my phone buzzed
00:23:42it was trevor
00:23:43something urgent came up at noon
00:23:44lunch is cancelled
00:23:45next time
00:23:46i pulled over onto a small road beside staro drive
00:23:48and stared at that text for a long time
00:23:54if it had been before i would have immediately replied
00:23:56okay
00:23:56or when you're done should i wait for you
00:23:58i would have waited
00:24:00i would have sat alone at mistaro until two in the afternoon
00:24:03drink two glasses of lemon water
00:24:04then drive home
00:24:05dad is busy today
00:24:06it isn't easy for him
00:24:07but today i didn't reply
00:24:10i started the car again and drove toward back bay
00:24:12i wasn't acting out of spite
00:24:14i just suddenly wanted to take a look
00:24:16i wanted to see what his so-called urgent matter actually was
00:24:19i parked across the street from mistral
00:24:21i didn't go in right away
00:24:23i stood outside the glass window for about 10 seconds
00:24:26inside
00:24:27at the old table by the window
00:24:28the three of them were sitting there
00:24:30cassidy and oddy sat close together on the same side
00:24:32oddy tilted her head up telling her jokes
00:24:34her shoulders shaking with laughter
00:24:35cassidy fed her a piece of little cake
00:24:37taking a bite herself first before handing it over
00:24:39oddy opened her mouth and ate it
00:24:41trevor sat across from them
00:24:43he was wearing the dark gray cashmere coat i had picked out for him last christmas
00:24:46he was smiling
00:24:47the kind of smile i hadn't seen in a very long time
00:24:49he placed a piece of fish on cassidy's plate
00:24:52then one for oddy
00:24:53his eyes stayed on cassidy's face the whole time
00:24:56as if in the entire restaurant
00:24:57she was the only person left
00:24:59i stood outside the glass window
00:25:00carrying two unborn children in my belly
00:25:02his wife
00:25:03his childhood friend's widow
00:25:05his daughter
00:25:05three people at one table
00:25:07the seat that should have been across from him was empty
00:25:09i didn't go in
00:25:11i turned around and walked back to the car
00:25:13i started the engine
00:25:15the windshield wiper swept across the glass
00:25:17wiping away two drops of water
00:25:19it wasn't rain
00:25:20even i didn't know when they had fallen
00:25:22i smiled a little
00:25:23i said to myself
00:25:24amelia do you see it clearly now
00:25:26i see it clearly
00:25:28i drove away
00:25:29i didn't look back at mistral once
00:25:30when i returned to beacon hill it was 1 30 in the afternoon
00:25:33only henry was in the old house
00:25:35when he saw me he froze
00:25:36mrs hale aren't you at mistral
00:25:37mr hale had something come up
00:25:39henry opened in his mouth
00:25:40then said nothing
00:25:41i went upstairs and entered the study
00:25:43i opened the computer and connected to the home network
00:25:45on the desktop was a folder
00:25:47password locked and hidden for 7 years
00:25:50folder
00:25:50amv only
00:25:51i opened it
00:25:52there were 4 things inside
00:25:54a pdf of the postnup from 7 years ago
00:25:57the version i had personally scanned and archived
00:26:03a record of every major decision trevor had made over the past seven years
00:26:07i had attended every viridian labs board meeting remotely and he didn't know
00:26:11a copy of delivery room footage from the day adeline was born proof that trevor had been absent
00:26:16a full set of evidence i had obtained two years ago
00:26:20showing hail trusts forged documents for cassidy's identity as cole's widow
00:26:30from that folder i pulled up the divorce agreement template
00:26:33it was the version zara had sent me half a year ago
00:26:38sis here in case you need it someday
00:26:40i won't need it
00:26:42she wrote back
00:26:43sis stop lying to yourself
00:26:52two o'clock this afternoon
00:26:53i needed it
00:26:54i copied article 8 of the postnip into the first page of the agreement
00:26:57word for word
00:26:59i attached the email dr masson had sent trevor about adeline's psychological evaluation
00:27:03to the second page
00:27:05i placed the photo of that table for three at mistrawl this morning on the third page
00:27:11i had taken the photo outside the glass window with my phone
00:27:14i looked at it for a long time
00:27:16i wasn't reluctant to let go
00:27:19i simply added one line of caption to that photo
00:27:22exhibit c
00:27:24defendant dined with a third party and daughter at mistrawl 47 minute
00:27:28during which defendant did not contact placeneff
00:27:31this date was planta's birthday and seventh wedding anniversary
00:27:35print
00:27:37sign amelia m voss
00:27:39not hale
00:27:40voss
00:27:41i hadn't used that surname in seven years
00:27:44after signing
00:27:45i folded the agreement and placed it in a craft envelope
00:27:49on the front of the envelope
00:27:50i wrote three words
00:27:52to trevor hale
00:27:54i placed it on the mahogany table in the foyer
00:27:57that table was cassidy's housewarming gift three years ago
00:28:00i went downstairs
00:28:03henry was arranging a bouquet in the living room
00:28:06when he saw me carrying my suitcase
00:28:08he froze completely
00:28:12mrs hale
00:28:13henry
00:28:13i pointed to the envelope for him
00:28:15when mr hale comes back please hand this to him personally
00:28:18i'll be returning to san francisco shortly
00:28:20henry's lips moved but no sound came out
00:28:22he had been the hale family's butler for 20 years
00:28:25he had seen everything
00:28:28seven years
00:28:30every time i waited until late at night and trevor never came home
00:28:33he was the one who brought me soup
00:28:36every time cassidy unintentionally stabbed me in this house
00:28:39he silently pulled me away
00:28:42at last he spoke in a low voice
00:28:44you won't be coming back this time
00:28:46i didn't answer
00:28:48i took a white sheet of paper from my handbag
00:28:51wrote several lines
00:28:53and handed it to him
00:28:55henry
00:28:56at 2 40 this afternoon
00:28:58mr hale
00:28:59miss cassidy lambert
00:29:00and adeline hale
00:29:01had lunch together at mistral
00:29:02i was originally scheduled to attend
00:29:09plaintiff was not present
00:29:10please sign by hand later as a witness
00:29:12amelia m voss after henry finished reading it
00:29:15his hand trembled
00:29:16he looked up at me
00:29:17just sign your name
00:29:18if this matter goes to court
00:29:19your name will appear on exhibit c
00:29:21if you don't want to sign you can tear it up
00:29:23i won't force you
00:29:24henry was silent for five seconds
00:29:26then he signed his name at the very bottom of the paper
00:29:28he wrote slowly
00:29:29each stroke heavy
00:29:30henry coleman the 14th of march
00:29:32i took the paper folded it
00:29:34and put it into my kelly bag henry
00:29:35mrs dr voss
00:29:37it was the first time he called me that
00:29:39thank you for these seven years
00:29:40he lowered his head
00:29:41i failed you
00:29:42by the time the car pulled out of beacon hill
00:29:44it was already three in the afternoon
00:29:46i didn't look back at that house again
00:29:47in the car i sent zara three messages
00:29:50that postnup can be used now
00:29:51i am on my way to the airport
00:29:53five o'clock flight to sfo
00:29:54charles will pick me up
00:29:56i'll go straight to bishop and cole after landing
00:29:58she replied instantly waiting for you sis
00:30:00the car entered the approach ramp to logan airport
00:30:02i rested my hand on my belly
00:30:04the two children moved
00:30:05i said to them
00:30:06mommy is taking you home
00:30:07to our real home
00:30:08before the plane took off
00:30:09the cabin announcement told us to turn off our phones
00:30:11before switching mine to airplane mode
00:30:13i opened my alarm list
00:30:14there were 17 alarms in total
00:30:16the one at the top was set for 6 o'clock every morning
00:30:18the alarm title read
00:30:19call addy boston time
00:30:21seven years
00:30:22no six years
00:30:23since addy turned one
00:30:24every morning at six
00:30:25whether i was in california
00:30:27boston
00:30:27new york
00:30:28tokyo
00:30:28london
00:30:29at a prenatal checkup
00:30:30in a meeting
00:30:30or just finishing overtime in the middle of the night
00:30:33when the alarm rang
00:30:34i called her
00:30:36mommy
00:30:36she spent more and more time in boston with trevor
00:30:38she answered the phone less and less
00:30:40finish breakfast
00:30:41go to school
00:30:42bye mommy loves you
00:30:44starting this year
00:30:45she stopped letting henry answer for her
00:30:46she simply stopped answering
00:30:48i had never deleted that alarm
00:30:49i told myself
00:30:50what if one day she remembered mommy
00:30:52what if one day she was willing to answer again
00:30:54i had to be online at that moment
00:30:55at six this morning
00:30:57i was on the first floor of the old beacon hill house
00:30:59that alarm rang too
00:31:03at that moment
00:31:04i was standing beside the foyer table
00:31:06placing the envelope there
00:31:08i stared at the phone screen
00:31:10she was upstairs
00:31:13she didn't hear it
00:31:14before seven o'clock
00:31:15she and henry said all of that in the kitchen
00:31:17i stared at that alarm for a long time
00:31:19i deleted it
00:31:20the plane taxied down the runway
00:31:21the engine noise grew louder and louder
00:31:24i closed my eyes
00:31:25i said one thing to myself
00:31:27you've done everything you needed to do
00:31:31i opened my eyes
00:31:32and took article eight of the postnote
00:31:33from my handbag
00:31:34the clause trevor had personally added
00:31:36seven years ago
00:31:36if either spouse commits public humiliation
00:31:39deprivation of parental rights
00:31:40or economic coercion
00:31:42the other spouse shall have the right
00:31:43to sole custody of minor children
00:31:44and 75 percent of marital assets
00:31:50back then the hale family's chief attorney
00:31:52smiled at me
00:31:52mrs hale
00:31:53this clause is absolutely in your favor
00:31:56see how much trevor protects you
00:31:58i was only 24 then
00:32:00newly pregnant with adeline
00:32:02it was my first time
00:32:03stepping into a century-old family
00:32:04like the hails
00:32:06and i was so nervous
00:32:07my hand shook
00:32:08when i signed
00:32:10i signed
00:32:11trevor signed too
00:32:12he even wrote one sentence
00:32:13in his own hand
00:32:14to keep my wife safe
00:32:15from my own family
00:32:16to protect my wife
00:32:18from being hurt
00:32:18by my own family
00:32:20reading that sentence again today
00:32:21i nearly laughed out loud
00:32:23he had hardly protected me at all
00:32:25but he had indeed left me a gun
00:32:27seven years later
00:32:29he walked himself right into the barrel
00:32:31seven years ago
00:32:32he wrote that clause
00:32:33because he feared the hale family
00:32:34would hurt me
00:32:35seven years later
00:32:36the person who hurt me the deepest
00:32:38was himself
00:32:39the hails the cabin announcement
00:32:40told us we could unbuckle our seatbelts
00:32:42clouds spread out beyond the wing
00:32:44sunlight poured in
00:32:46harsh and blinding
00:32:47i closed the forder
00:32:48i told myself
00:32:50amelia you don't love him anymore
00:32:54it wasn't something that happened overnight
00:32:56i'm in a meeting
00:32:57again and again he said
00:32:58she needs me
00:32:59again and again he said
00:33:01your hormones are unstable
00:33:03again and again he said
00:33:04cassidy has it hard
00:33:05i wore away what little love i had
00:33:07bit by bit
00:33:07until it turned to ash
00:33:09when the wind blew
00:33:10nothing was left
00:33:11i closed my eyes
00:33:12one of the two children in my belly moved
00:33:14and the other moved with them
00:33:16i smiled
00:33:16i said to them
00:33:18your mother is not mrs hale
00:33:20your mother's name is amelia m voss
00:33:22starting today
00:33:32i flew back to boston pregnant with twins
00:33:35just to confirm trevor wouldn't be home tonight
00:33:37today was my 31st birthday
00:33:39it was also our 7th wedding anniversary
00:33:41the doctor told me not to fly
00:33:42i flew anyway
00:33:43not because of love
00:33:45because
00:33:45after 7 years
00:33:47i was still waiting for him to give me one reason not to leave
00:33:49i told the babies in my belly
00:33:51this is the last time
00:33:52after this
00:33:53we stopped waiting for him
00:33:54he thought what he'd lost was a wife throwing a tantrum
00:33:56tomorrow morning at 9
00:33:57he would find out
00:33:58what he'd lost was someone he had never deserved in his life
00:34:01by the time i landed at logan airport
00:34:03it was already past 9 at night
00:34:05i thought that
00:34:06if only for the sake of these 7 years
00:34:08he should come home tonight
00:34:09when i walked out of the airport
00:34:11my phone was full of birthday wishes from colleagues and old classmates
00:34:14there was nothing from trevor
00:34:19by the time i reached the old house on beacon hill
00:34:21it was almost 10 30
00:34:22henry opened the door for me
00:34:24mrs hale you
00:34:25what brings you here
00:34:27where's trevor
00:34:28and adi
00:34:29mr hale hasn't returned yet
00:34:30missus upstairs playing with that box of shells
00:34:35i nodded
00:34:36handed him my coat
00:34:37and went upstairs with one hand supporting my belly
00:34:39the hallway was very quiet
00:34:41adi's bedroom door was half open
00:34:43a warm little lamp glowing inside
00:34:45i pushed the door open and went in
00:34:47she was wearing pink pajamas
00:34:49sitting cross-legged on the carpet
00:34:51focused on stringing a shell necklace
00:34:54my footsteps were light
00:34:55adi
00:34:56she looked up
00:34:57her eyes lighting up
00:34:58then she lowered her head again
00:34:59and went back to fiddling with the beads
00:35:02i crouched down
00:35:03held my belly
00:35:04pulled her into my arms
00:35:05and kissed her
00:35:06mom don't bother me
00:35:08i'm busy
00:35:09i hadn't seen her in more than two months
00:35:10no number of kisses would have been enough
00:35:12but she had already wriggled out of my arms
00:35:14is adi making a shell necklace
00:35:17in one week
00:35:18it'll be aunt cassidy birthday
00:35:20this is the birthday present dad and i are making for aunt cassidy
00:35:23dad and i polished every one of these shells with tools
00:35:26aren't they pretty
00:35:31she held the necklace up in front of me
00:35:33that box of shells was the one i had taken her to collect on beach at big sum last year
00:35:37my throat tightened sharply
00:35:38before i could speak
00:35:39she added happily
00:35:40dad also ordered other custom gifts for aunt cassidy
00:35:43tomorrow
00:35:43she didn't finish
00:35:44i looked at the necklace in her hands and remembered something
00:35:47this time last year it had been a night just like this
00:35:49the charity gala for children's hospital
00:35:51trevor personally auctioned off the copy of california rare birds field guide
00:35:56i had given him for our sixth anniversary
00:35:58one of only three out of print copies
00:36:00the one i had found among my late father's belongings
00:36:02the hammer price was four hundred twenty thousand dollars
00:36:05donated
00:36:06to set up a trust for the child
00:36:08cassidy had left from cold
00:36:09i sat in the third row at the time
00:36:11smiling and applauding
00:36:14i thought i could endure one more year
00:36:16lady mommy wants to ask you something
00:36:19she looked up
00:36:22do you remember mommy's birthday
00:36:24she furrowed her little brows and thought very seriously
00:36:28for five seconds
00:36:29mommy's birthday
00:36:31she looked up at me and blinked as if asking for help
00:36:36mom is your birthday the one in summer
00:36:40she lowered her head again and started counting the beads
00:36:43mom don't talk to me you're messing up the order
00:36:46i didn't speak again
00:36:48i let go of the arm i had around her
00:36:54when i went downstairs
00:36:56henry was waiting in the living room
00:36:58mrs hale
00:36:59i called mr hale just now
00:37:01he said he has something to do tonight
00:37:03and asked you to rest first
00:37:05i see
00:37:06i answered softly
00:37:07after thinking for a moment
00:37:08i still called trevor
00:37:10the phone rang for a long time before he answered
00:37:12his voice was faint
00:37:14i'm busy tomorrow
00:37:17from the other end of the phone came another woman's voice
00:37:20soft natural
00:37:21as if she had been by his side all night
00:37:22who is it this late
00:37:23it was cassidy
00:37:24i tightened my grip on the phone
00:37:27trevor paused then said to me
00:37:28nothing
00:37:30before i could speak
00:37:31he hung up
00:37:32i sat on the sofa for a long time
00:37:34the two children in my belly moved
00:37:37i lowered my head and gently patted my stomach
00:37:39i said to them
00:37:40mommy understands now
00:37:42mommy thought seven years was long enough that
00:37:46one year
00:37:47he would remember to come home
00:37:49tonight was the last time
00:37:51mommy won't wait for him anymore
00:37:57at 6 30 the next morning
00:37:59i went downstairs
00:38:00henry was making breakfast in the kitchen
00:38:02i didn't go in
00:38:04halfway there
00:38:05i heard odie's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
00:38:07she was talking to henry
00:38:09her voice wasn't loud
00:38:10but she was still little
00:38:11she didn't understand what lower your voice meant
00:38:13henry i'm not happy that mom came
00:38:15miss why would you be unhappy
00:38:18dad and i already promised we'd take aunt
00:38:20aunt cassidy to kid cod tomorrow
00:38:22if mom suddenly comes and insists on going with us
00:38:24aunt cassidy will feel so awkward
00:38:26miss
00:38:27madam is your mother
00:38:28you can't say things like that
00:38:29it will hurt her heart
00:38:30understand
00:38:32i know
00:38:32but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in her voice
00:38:35but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better
00:38:37can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy
00:38:39i stood at the foot of the stairs unable to move even half a step
00:38:42my daughter was my own flesh and blood
00:38:44i had spent 22 hours in the delivery room alone
00:38:46trevor was in europe that day negotiating an acquisition
00:38:51cole is gone
00:38:52i have to go to cassidy right away
00:38:53cole had died in a car accident the night before
00:38:57cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time
00:38:59after that night
00:39:00the two of them were never truly apart again
00:39:03henry said nothing more
00:39:04i walked back to my room and closed the door
00:39:06i sat down by the bed
00:39:07i didn't cry
00:39:08i only lowered the hand resting on my belly
00:39:11i opened my phone
00:39:12i sent trevor a text
00:39:14trevor let's have lunch together today
00:39:15just the three of us
00:39:17ad wants mistral's lobster ravioli
00:39:18i'll fly back to san francisco this afternoon
00:39:20he replied about 20 minutes later
00:39:23got it
00:39:24you set the time
00:39:25looking at that got it
00:39:26i nearly laughed out loud
00:39:28seven years ago
00:39:29when he was pursuing me
00:39:31he wrote 15 love letters
00:39:32every one of them ended with yours
00:39:34trevor
00:39:35seven years later
00:39:36his reply to me had fewer words than yours
00:39:38plus trevor
00:39:39i wrote back
00:39:4212 30 mistral
00:39:43got it
00:39:43i washed up did my makeup
00:39:45and changed into a pale beige maternity dress
00:39:47i had picked it out myself last year
00:39:48trevor had never seen it once
00:39:50at 11 40 i drove to back bay
00:39:51halfway there my phone buzzed
00:39:53it was trevor
00:39:54something urgent came up at noon
00:39:55lunch is cancelled
00:39:56next time
00:39:57i pulled over onto a small road
00:39:58beside staro drive
00:39:59and stared at that text for a long time
00:40:05if it had been before
00:40:06i would have immediately replied
00:40:07okay
00:40:08or when you're done
00:40:09should i wait for you
00:40:09i would have waited
00:40:11i would have sat alone at mistaro
00:40:13until two in the afternoon
00:40:14drink two glasses of lemon water
00:40:15then drive home
00:40:16dad is busy today
00:40:17it isn't easy for him
00:40:19but today
00:40:19i didn't reply
00:40:21i started the car again
00:40:22and drove toward back bay
00:40:24i wasn't acting out of spite
00:40:25i just suddenly wanted to take a look
00:40:27i wanted to see what his so-called
00:40:29urgent matter actually was
00:40:30i parked across the street
00:40:32from mistral
00:40:32i didn't go in right away
00:40:35i stood outside the glass window
00:40:36for about 10 seconds
00:40:37inside
00:40:38at the old table by the window
00:40:39the three of them were sitting there
00:40:41cassidy and oddie sat close together
00:40:43on the same side
00:40:44oddie tilted her head up
00:40:45telling her jokes
00:40:45her shoulders shaking with laughter
00:40:47cassidy fed her a piece of little cake
00:40:48taking a bite herself first
00:40:50before handing it over
00:40:51oddie opened her mouth
00:40:51and ate it
00:40:52trevor sat across from them
00:40:54he was wearing the dark gray cashmere coat
00:40:56i had picked out for him last christmas
00:40:58he was smiling
00:40:59the kind of smile i hadn't seen in a very long time
00:41:01he placed a piece of fish on cassidy's plate
00:41:03then one for oddie
00:41:04his eyes stayed on cassidy's face the whole time
00:41:07as if in the entire restaurant
00:41:09she was the only person left
00:41:10i stood outside the glass window
00:41:11carrying two unborn children in my belly
00:41:13his wife
00:41:14his childhood friend's widow
00:41:16his daughter
00:41:17three people at one table
00:41:18the seat that should have been across from him was empty
00:41:21i didn't go in
00:41:22i turned around and walked back to the car
00:41:25i started the engine
00:41:26the windshield wiper swept across the glass
00:41:28wiping away two drops of water
00:41:30it wasn't rain
00:41:31even i didn't know when they had fallen
00:41:33i smiled a little
00:41:34i said to myself
00:41:36amelia do you see it clearly now
00:41:38i see it clearly
00:41:39i drove away
00:41:40i didn't look back at mistral once
00:41:42when i returned to beacon hill
00:41:43it was 1 30 in the afternoon
00:41:44only henry was in the old house
00:41:46when he saw me
00:41:47he froze
00:41:47mrs hale aren't you at mistral
00:41:48mr hale had something come up
00:41:50henry opened in his mouth
00:41:51then said nothing
00:41:52i went upstairs and entered the study
00:41:54i opened the computer
00:41:56and connected to the home network
00:41:57on the desktop was a folder
00:41:59password locked and hidden for 7 years
00:42:01folder
00:42:02amv only
00:42:03i opened it
00:42:03there were 4 things inside
00:42:05a pdf of the postnup from 7 years ago
00:42:08the version i had personally scanned and archived
00:42:14a record of every major decision trevor had made over the past 7 years
00:42:18i had attended every viridian labs board meeting remotely
00:42:21and he didn't know
00:42:22a copy of delivery room footage from the day adeline was born proof that trevor had been absent
00:42:28a full set of evidence i had obtained 2 years ago
00:42:31showing hale trusts forged documents for cassidy's identity as cole's widow
00:42:41from that folder i pulled up the divorce agreement template
00:42:44it was the version zara had sent me half a year ago
00:42:49sis here
00:42:50in case you need it someday
00:42:52i won't need it
00:42:53she wrote back
00:42:54sis stop lying to yourself
00:43:032 o'clock this afternoon
00:43:04i needed it
00:43:05i copied article 8 of the postnip into the first page of the agreement
00:43:09word for word
00:43:10i attached the email dr masson had sent trevor about adeline's psychological evaluation
00:43:14to the second page
00:43:16i placed the photo of that table for three at mistral this morning on the third page
00:43:22i had taken the photo outside the glass window with my phone
00:43:26i looked at it for a long time
00:43:28i wasn't reluctant to let go
00:43:30i simply added one line of caption to that photo
00:43:33exhibit c
00:43:36defendant dined with a third party and daughter at mistral 47 minute
00:43:40during which defendant did not contact placeneff
00:43:42this date was planta's birthday and seventh wedding anniversary
00:43:46print
00:43:48sign
00:43:49amelia m voss
00:43:51not hale
00:43:52voss
00:43:53i hadn't used that surname in seven years
00:43:55after signing
00:43:57i folded the agreement and placed it in a craft envelope
00:44:00on the front of the envelope
00:44:01i wrote three words
00:44:03to trevor hale
00:44:06i placed it on the mahogany table in the foyer
00:44:08that table was cassidy's housewarming gift three years ago
00:44:12i went downstairs
00:44:14henry was arranging a bouquet in the living room
00:44:18when he saw me carrying my suitcase
00:44:20he froze completely
00:44:23mrs hale
00:44:24henry
00:44:25i pointed to the envelope for him
00:44:27when mr hale comes back please hand this to him personally
00:44:29i'll be returning to san francisco shortly
00:44:31henry's lips moved but no sound came out
00:44:34he had been the hale family's butler for 20 years
00:44:36he had seen everything
00:44:39seven years
00:44:41every time i waited until late at night and trevor never came home
00:44:45he was the one who brought me soup
00:44:47every time cassidy unintentionally stabbed me in this house
00:44:51he silently pulled me away
00:44:53at last he spoke in a low voice
00:44:55you won't be coming back this time
00:44:57i didn't answer
00:44:59i took a white sheet of paper from my handbag
00:45:02wrote several lines
00:45:04and handed it to him
00:45:06henry
00:45:07at 2 40 this afternoon
00:45:09mr hale
00:45:10miss cassidy lambert
00:45:11and adeline hale
00:45:12had lunch together at mistral
00:45:14i was originally scheduled to attend
00:45:20plaintiff was not present
00:45:21please sign by hand later as a witness
00:45:23amelia m vos
00:45:24after henry finished reading it
00:45:26his hand trembled
00:45:27he looked up at me
00:45:28just sign your name
00:45:29if this matter goes to court
00:45:31your name will appear on exhibit c
00:45:32if you don't want to sign
00:45:34you can tear it up
00:45:34i won't force you
00:45:35henry was silent for five seconds
00:45:37then he signed his name
00:45:38at the very bottom of the paper
00:45:39he wrote slowly
00:45:41each stroke heavy
00:45:42henry coleman the 14th of march
00:45:43i took the paper
00:45:44folded it
00:45:45and put it into my kelly bag
00:45:46henry
00:45:47mrs dr voss
00:45:48it was the first time he called me that
00:45:50thank you for these seven years
00:45:51he lowered his head
00:45:53i failed you
00:45:53by the time the car pulled out of beacon hill
00:45:55it was already three in the afternoon
00:45:57i didn't look back at that house again
00:45:59in the car i sent zara three messages
00:46:01that postnup can be used now
00:46:03i am on my way to the airport
00:46:04five o'clock flight to sfo
00:46:06charles will pick me up
00:46:07i'll go straight to bishop and cole after landing
00:46:09she replied instantly
00:46:10waiting for you sis
00:46:11the car entered the approach ramp to logan airport
00:46:13i rested my hand on my belly
00:46:15the two children moved
00:46:16i said to them
00:46:17mommy is taking you home
00:46:18to our real home
00:46:19before the plane took off
00:46:20the cabin announcement told us to turn off our phones
00:46:22before switching mine to airplane mode
00:46:24i opened my alarm list
00:46:25there were 17 alarms in total
00:46:27the one at the top was set for six o'clock every morning
00:46:30the alarm title read
00:46:31call addy boston time
00:46:32seven years
00:46:33no six years
00:46:34since addy turned one
00:46:35every morning at six
00:46:36whether i was in california
00:46:38boston
00:46:38new york
00:46:39tokyo
00:46:40london
00:46:40at a prenatal checkup
00:46:41in a meeting
00:46:42or just finishing overtime
00:46:43in the middle of the night
00:46:44when the alarm rang
00:46:46i called her
00:46:47mommy
00:46:48she spent more and more time in boston with trevor
00:46:50she answered the phone less and less
00:46:51finish breakfast
00:46:53go to school
00:46:54bye mommy loves you
00:46:55starting this year
00:46:56she stopped letting henry answer for her
00:46:57she simply stopped answering
00:46:59i had never deleted that alarm
00:47:01i told myself
00:47:02what if one day she remembered mommy
00:47:03what if one day she was willing to answer again
00:47:05i had to be online at that moment
00:47:07at six this morning
00:47:08i was on the first floor of the old beacon hill house
00:47:10that alarm rang too
00:47:15at that moment
00:47:15i was standing beside the foyer table
00:47:18placing the envelope there
00:47:19i stared at the phone screen
00:47:22she was upstairs
00:47:24she didn't hear it
00:47:25before seven o'clock
00:47:26she and henry said all of that in the kitchen
00:47:28i stared at that alarm for a long time
00:47:30i deleted it
00:47:31the plane taxied down the runway
00:47:33the engine noise grew louder and louder
00:47:35i closed my eyes
00:47:36i said one thing to myself
00:47:39you've done everything you needed to do
00:47:42i opened my eyes
00:47:43and took article 8 of the postnote from my handbag
00:47:45the clause trevor had personally added seven years ago
00:47:48if either spouse commits public humiliation
00:47:51deprivation of parental rights
00:47:52or economic coercion
00:47:53the other spouse shall have the right to sole custody of minor children
00:47:56and 75 percent of marital assets
00:48:01back then the hale family's chief attorney smiled at me
00:48:04mrs hale
00:48:05this clause is absolutely in your favor
00:48:07see how much trevor protects you
00:48:10i was only 24 then
00:48:11newly pregnant with adeline
00:48:13it was my first time stepping into a century-old family
00:48:16like the hales
00:48:17and i was so nervous my hand shook
00:48:19when i signed
00:48:21i signed
00:48:22trevor signed too
00:48:23he even wrote one sentence in his own hand
00:48:25to keep my wife safe from my own family
00:48:28to protect my wife from being hurt by my own family
00:48:31reading that sentence again today i nearly laughed out loud
00:48:34he had hardly protected me at all
00:48:36but he had indeed left me a gun
00:48:39seven years later
00:48:40he walked himself right into the barrel
00:48:42seven years ago
00:48:43he wrote that clause because he feared the hale family would hurt me
00:48:47seven years later
00:48:48the person who hurt me the deepest was himself
00:48:50the hails the cabin announcement told us we could unbuckle our seatbelts
00:48:54clouds spread out beyond the wing
00:48:55sunlight poured in harsh and blinding
00:48:58i closed the forder
00:48:59i told myself
00:49:01amelia you don't love him anymore
00:49:05it wasn't something that happened overnight
00:49:07i'm in a meeting
00:49:08again and again he said
00:49:10she needs me
00:49:11again and again he said
00:49:12your hormones are unstable
00:49:14again and again he said
00:49:15cassidy has it hard
00:49:16he wore away what little love i had
00:49:18bit by bit
00:49:19until it turned to ash
00:49:20when the wind blew
00:49:21nothing was left
00:49:22i closed my eyes
00:49:23one of the two children in my belly moved
00:49:25and the other moved with them
00:49:27i smiled
00:49:28i said to them
00:49:29your mother is not mrs hale
00:49:31your mother's name is amelia m voss
00:49:34starting today
00:49:44i flew back to boston pregnant with twins just to confirm trevor wouldn't be home tonight
00:49:48today was my 31st birthday it was also our seventh wedding anniversary the doctor told me not to fly
00:49:54i flew anyway not because of love because after seven years i was still waiting for him to give me
00:50:00one reason not to leave i told the babies in my belly this is the last time after this we
00:50:04stop waiting for him he thought what he'd lost was a wife throwing a tantrum tomorrow morning at nine he
00:50:09would find out what he'd lost was someone he had never deserved in his life
00:50:12by the time i landed at logan airport it was already past nine at night
00:50:16i thought that if only for the sake of these seven years he should come home tonight
00:50:21when i walked out of the airport my phone was full of birthday wishes from colleagues and old classmates
00:50:26there was nothing from trevor
00:50:30by the time i reached the old house on beacon hill it was almost 10 30
00:50:33henry opened the door for me
00:50:35mrs hale you what brings you here
00:50:38where's trevor and oddy
00:50:40mr hale hasn't returned yet
00:50:41mrs upstairs playing with that box of shells
00:50:46i nodded handed him my coat and went upstairs with one hand supporting my belly
00:50:50the hallway was very quiet
00:50:52adi's bedroom door was half open a warm little lamp glowing inside
00:50:56i pushed the door open and went in
00:50:58she was wearing pink pajamas sitting cross-legged on the carpet focused on stringing a shell necklace
00:51:05my footsteps were light
00:51:06she looked up her eyes lighting up
00:51:09then she lowered her head again and went back to fiddling with the beads
00:51:13i crouched down held my belly pulled her into my arms and kissed her
00:51:18mom don't bother me i'm busy
00:51:20i hadn't seen her in more than two months no number of kisses would have been enough but she had
00:51:24already wriggled out of my arms
00:51:25is adi making a shell necklace
00:51:28mmm in one week it'll be aunt cassidy birthday this is the birthday present dad and i are making for
00:51:34aunt cassidy dad and i polished every one of these shells with tools aren't they pretty
00:51:42she held the necklace up in front of me that box of shells was the one i had taken her
00:51:46to collect on beach at big sun last year
00:51:48my throat tightened sharply before i could speak she added happily dad also ordered other custom gifts for aunt cassidy
00:51:54tomorrow she didn't finish i looked at the necklace in her hands and remembered something
00:51:58this time last year it had been a night just like this
00:52:00the charity gala for children's hospital
00:52:03trevor personally auctioned off the copy of california rare birds field guide
00:52:07i had given him for our sixth anniversary
00:52:09one of only three out of print copies the one i had found among my late father's belongings
00:52:13the hammer price was four hundred twenty thousand dollars
00:52:16donated to set up a trust for the child
00:52:19cassidy had left from cold
00:52:20i sat in the third row at the time
00:52:22smiling and applauding
00:52:25i thought i could endure one more year
00:52:27lady mommy wants to ask you something
00:52:30she looked up
00:52:34do you remember mommy's birthday
00:52:35she furrowed her little brows and thought very seriously
00:52:39for five seconds
00:52:41mommy's birthday
00:52:42she looked up at me and blinked as if asking for help
00:52:47mom is your birthday the one in summer
00:52:52she lowered her head again and started counting the beads
00:52:54mom don't talk to me you're messing up the order
00:52:58i didn't speak again
00:53:00i let go of the arm i had around her
00:53:06when i went downstairs
00:53:07henry was waiting in the living room
00:53:09mrs hale
00:53:10i called mr hale just now
00:53:13he said he has something to do tonight
00:53:15and asked you to rest first
00:53:16i see
00:53:17i answered softly
00:53:18after thinking for a moment
00:53:20i still called trevor
00:53:21the phone rang for a long time before he answered
00:53:24his voice was faint
00:53:25i'm busy tomorrow
00:53:28from the other end of the phone came another woman's voice
00:53:31soft natural
00:53:32as if she had been by his side all night
00:53:34who is it this late
00:53:35it was cassidy
00:53:36i tightened my grip on the phone
00:53:38trevor paused then said to me
00:53:40nothing
00:53:41before i could speak
00:53:42he hung up
00:53:43i sat on the sofa for a long time
00:53:46the two children in my belly moved
00:53:48i lowered my head and gently patted my stomach
00:53:50i said to them
00:53:51mommy understands now
00:53:54mommy thought seven years was long enough that
00:53:57one year
00:53:58he would remember to come home
00:54:00tonight was the last time
00:54:02mommy won't wait for him anymore
00:54:08at 6 30 the next morning
00:54:10i went downstairs
00:54:11henry was making breakfast in the kitchen
00:54:14i didn't go in
00:54:15halfway there
00:54:16i heard oddy's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
00:54:19she was talking to henry
00:54:20her voice wasn't loud
00:54:22but she was still little
00:54:23she didn't understand what lower your voice meant
00:54:25henry i'm not happy that mom came
00:54:26miss why would you be unhappy
00:54:29dad and i already promised we'd take aunt
00:54:31aunt cassidy to kid cod tomorrow
00:54:33if mom suddenly comes and insists on going with us
00:54:36aunt cassidy will feel so awkward
00:54:38miss
00:54:38madam is your mother
00:54:39you can't say things like that
00:54:41it will hurt her heart
00:54:42understand
00:54:43i know
00:54:43but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in her voice
00:54:46but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better
00:54:49can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy
00:54:50i slipped the foot of the stairs unable to move even half a step
00:54:53my daughter was my own flesh and blood
00:54:55i had spent 22 hours in the delivery room alone
00:54:58trevor was in europe that day negotiating an acquisition
00:55:02cole is gone
00:55:03i have to go to cassidy right away
00:55:05cole had died in a car accident the night before
00:55:08cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time
00:55:10after that night
00:55:11the two of them were never truly apart again
00:55:14henry said nothing more
00:55:15i walked back to my room and closed the door
00:55:17i sat down by the bed
00:55:18i didn't cry
00:55:20i only lowered the hand resting on my belly
00:55:22i opened my phone
00:55:23i sent trevor a text
00:55:25trevor let's have lunch together today
00:55:27just the three of us
00:55:28ad wants mistral's lobster ravioli
00:55:30i'll fly back to san francisco this afternoon
00:55:32he replied about 20 minutes later
00:55:35got it
00:55:35you set the time
00:55:36looking at that got it
00:55:37i nearly laughed out loud
00:55:40seven years ago
00:55:41when he was pursuing me
00:55:42he wrote 15 love letters
00:55:43every one of them ended with yours
00:55:45trevor
00:55:47seven years later
00:55:48his reply to me had fewer words than yours
00:55:49plus trevor
00:55:50i wrote back
00:55:5312 30 mistral
00:55:54got it
00:55:55i washed up did my makeup
00:55:56and changed into a pale beige maternity dress
00:55:58i had picked it out myself last year
00:56:00trevor had never seen it once
00:56:01at 11 40 i drove to back bay
00:56:03halfway there my phone buzzed
00:56:04it was trevor
00:56:05something urgent came up at noon
00:56:07lunch is cancelled
00:56:08next time
00:56:08i pulled over onto a small road
00:56:10beside starro drive
00:56:10and stared at that text for a long time
00:56:16if it had been before
00:56:17i would have immediately replied
00:56:19okay
00:56:19or when you're done
00:56:20should i wait for you
00:56:21i would have waited
00:56:23i would have sat alone at mistaro
00:56:24until two in the afternoon
00:56:25drink two glasses of lemon water
00:56:27then drive home
00:56:27dad is busy today
00:56:29it isn't easy for him
00:56:30but today
00:56:31i didn't reply
00:56:32i started the car again
00:56:34and drove toward back bay
00:56:35i wasn't acting out of spite
00:56:36i just suddenly wanted to take a look
00:56:38i wanted to see what his so-called urgent matter actually was
00:56:42i parked across the street from mistral
00:56:44i didn't go in right away
00:56:46i stood outside the glass window for about 10 seconds
00:56:48inside
00:56:49at the old table by the window
00:56:51the three of them were sitting there
00:56:52cassidy and oddie sat close together on the same side
00:56:55oddie tilted her head up telling her jokes
00:56:57her shoulders shaking with laughter
00:56:58cassidy fed her a piece of little cake
00:57:00taking a bite herself first before handing it over
00:57:02oddie opened her mouth and ate it
00:57:03trevor sat across from them
00:57:05he was wearing the dark gray cashmere coat
00:57:07i had picked out for him last christmas
00:57:09he was smiling
00:57:10the kind of smile i hadn't seen in a very long time
00:57:12he placed a piece of fish on cassidy's plate
00:57:15then one for oddie
00:57:16his eyes stayed on cassidy's face the whole time
00:57:18as if in the entire restaurant
00:57:20she was the only person left
00:57:21i stood outside the glass window
00:57:23carrying two unborn children in my belly
00:57:25his wife
00:57:26his childhood friend's widow
00:57:27his daughter
00:57:28three people at one table
00:57:30the seat that should have been across from him was empty
00:57:32i didn't go in
00:57:33i turned around and walked back to the car
00:57:36i started the engine
00:57:38the windshield wiper swept across the glass
00:57:40wiping away two drops of water
00:57:41it wasn't rain
00:57:42even i didn't know when they had fallen
00:57:45i smiled a little
00:57:46i said to myself
00:57:47amelia
00:57:48do you see it clearly now
00:57:49i see it clearly
00:57:50i drove away
00:57:51i didn't look back at mistral once
00:57:53when i returned to beacon hill
00:57:54it was 1 30 in the afternoon
00:57:56only henry was in the old house
00:57:57when he saw me
00:57:58he froze
00:57:59mrs hale aren't you at mistral
00:58:00mr hale had something come up
00:58:01henry opened in his mouth
00:58:03then said nothing
00:58:03i went upstairs and entered the study
00:58:05i opened the computer and connected to the home network
00:58:08on the desktop was a folder
00:58:10password locked and hidden for seven years
00:58:12folder
00:58:13amv only
00:58:14i opened it
00:58:15there were four things inside
00:58:16a pdf of the postnup from seven years ago
00:58:19the version i had personally scanned and archived
00:58:26a record of every major decision
00:58:28trevor had made over the past seven years
00:58:30i had attended every viridian labs board meeting remotely
00:58:33and he didn't know
00:58:34a copy of delivery room footage from the day adeline
00:58:37was born proof that trevor had been absent
00:58:39a full set of evidence i had obtained two years ago
00:58:42showing hale trust's forged documents for cassidy's identity
00:58:46as cole's widow
00:58:52from that folder i pulled up the divorce agreement template
00:58:56it was the version zara had sent me half a year ago
00:59:00sis here
00:59:01in case you need it someday
00:59:03i won't need it
00:59:04she wrote back
00:59:05sis stop lying to yourself
00:59:14two o'clock this afternoon
00:59:16i needed it
00:59:17i copied article eight of the postnip
00:59:19into the first page of the agreement
00:59:20word for word
00:59:21i attached the email dr masson had sent trevor
00:59:24about adeline's psychological evaluation
00:59:26to the second page
00:59:28i placed the photo of that table for three
00:59:30at mistrawl this morning on the third page
00:59:33i had taken the photo outside the glass window with my phone
00:59:36i looked at it for a long time
00:59:39i wasn't reluctant to let go
00:59:41i simply added one line of caption to that photo
00:59:45exhibit c
00:59:47defendant dined with a third party and daughter
00:59:49at mistrawl 47 minute
00:59:51during which defendant did not contact placeneff
00:59:53this date was planta's birthday
00:59:55and seventh wedding anniversary
00:59:57print
00:59:59sign
01:00:00amelia m voss
01:00:02not hail
01:00:03voss
01:00:04i hadn't used that surname in seven years
01:00:06after signing
01:00:08i folded the agreement
01:00:09and placed it in a craft envelope
01:00:11on the front of the envelope
01:00:13i wrote three words
01:00:14to trevor hail
01:00:17i placed it on the mahogany table in the foyer
01:00:20that table was cassidy's housewarming gift three years ago
01:00:23i went downstairs
01:00:26henry was arranging a bouquet in the living room
01:00:29when he saw me carrying my suitcase
01:00:31he froze completely
01:00:34mrs hale
01:00:35henry
01:00:36i pointed to the envelope for him
01:00:38when mr hale comes back
01:00:39please hand this to him personally
01:00:41i'll be returning to san francisco shortly
01:00:43henry's lips moved
01:00:44but no sound came out
01:00:45he had been the hale family's butler for 20 years
01:00:47he had seen everything
01:00:51seven years
01:00:52every time i waited until late at night
01:00:55and trevor never came home
01:00:56he was the one who brought me soup
01:00:59every time cassidy unintentionally stabbed me in this house
01:01:02he silently pulled me away
01:01:04at last he spoke in a low voice
01:01:06you won't be coming back this time
01:01:08i didn't answer
01:01:10i took a white sheet of paper from my handbag
01:01:14wrote several lines
01:01:15and handed it to him
01:01:18henry
01:01:18at 2 40 this afternoon
01:01:20mr hale
01:01:21miss cassidy lambert
01:01:23and adeline hale
01:01:24had lunch together at mistral
01:01:25i was originally scheduled to attend
01:01:31plaintiff was not present
01:01:33please sign by hand later as a witness
01:01:35amelia m voss
01:01:36after henry finished reading it
01:01:37his hand trembled
01:01:38he looked up at me
01:01:39just sign your name
01:01:40if this matter goes to court
01:01:42your name will appear on exhibit c
01:01:44if you don't want a sign
01:01:45you can tear it up
01:01:46i won't force you
01:01:47henry was silent for five seconds
01:01:48then he signed his name
01:01:49at the very bottom of the paper
01:01:51he wrote slowly
01:01:52each stroke heavy
01:01:53henry coleman the 14th of march
01:01:55i took the paper
01:01:56folded it
01:01:56and put it into my kelly bag
01:01:58henry
01:01:58mrs dr voss
01:01:59it was the first time he called me that
01:02:01thank you for these seven years
01:02:03he lowered his head
01:02:04i failed you
01:02:05by the time the car pulled out of beacon hill
01:02:07it was already three in the afternoon
01:02:08i didn't look back at that house again
01:02:10in the car i sent zara three messages
01:02:12that postnup can be used now
01:02:14i am on my way to the airport
01:02:15five o'clock flight to sfo
01:02:17charles will pick me up
01:02:18i'll go straight to bishop and cole after landing
01:02:20she replied instantly
01:02:21waiting for you sis
01:02:22the car entered the approach ramp to logan airport
01:02:25i rested my hand on my belly
01:02:26the two children moved
01:02:28i said to them
01:02:28mommy is taking you home
01:02:29to our real home
01:02:30before the plane took off
01:02:32the cabin announcement told us to turn off our phones
01:02:34before switching mine to airplane mode
01:02:35i opened my alarm list
01:02:37there were 17 alarms in total
01:02:38the one at the top was set for six o'clock every morning
01:02:41the alarm title read
01:02:42call addy boston time
01:02:43seven years
01:02:44no six years
01:02:45since addy turned one
01:02:46every morning at six
01:02:48whether i was in california
01:02:49boston
01:02:50new york
01:02:50tokyo
01:02:51london
01:02:51at a prenatal checkup
01:02:52in a meeting
01:02:53or just finishing overtime
01:02:54in the middle of the night
01:02:55when the alarm rang
01:02:57i called her
01:02:58mommy
01:02:59she spent more and more time in boston with trevor
01:03:01she answered the phone less and less
01:03:03finish breakfast
01:03:04go to school
01:03:05bye
01:03:05mommy loves you
01:03:06starting this year
01:03:07she stopped letting henry answer for her
01:03:09she simply stopped answering
01:03:10i had never deleted that alarm
01:03:12i told myself
01:03:13what if one day she remembered mommy
01:03:14what if one day she was willing to answer again
01:03:16i had to be online at that moment
01:03:18at six this morning
01:03:19i was on the first floor of the old beacon hill house
01:03:22that alarm rang too
01:03:26at that moment i was standing beside the foyer table
01:03:29placing the envelope there
01:03:31i stared at the phone screen
01:03:33she was upstairs
01:03:35she didn't hear it
01:03:36before seven o'clock
01:03:37she and henry said all of that in the kitchen
01:03:39i stared at that alarm for a long time
01:03:41i deleted it
01:03:42the plane taxied down the runway
01:03:44the engine noise grew louder and louder
01:03:46i closed my eyes
01:03:48i said one thing to myself
01:03:50you've done everything you needed to do
01:03:53i opened my eyes and took article eight of the postnote from my handbag
01:03:57the clause trevor had personally added seven years ago
01:03:59if either spouse commits public humiliation
01:04:02deprivation of parental rights
01:04:03or economic coercion
01:04:04the other spouse shall have the right to sole custody of minor children
01:04:07and 75% of marital assets
01:04:12back then the hale family's chief attorney smiled at me
01:04:15mrs hale
01:04:16this clause is absolutely in your favor
01:04:18see how much trevor protects you
01:04:21i was only 24 then
01:04:23newly pregnant with adeline
01:04:25it was my first time stepping into a century-old family
01:04:27like the hales
01:04:28and i was so nervous my hand shook
01:04:30when i signed
01:04:32i signed
01:04:34trevor signed too
01:04:35he even wrote one sentence in his own hand
01:04:37to keep my wife safe from my own family
01:04:39to protect my wife from being hurt by my own family
01:04:43reading that sentence again today
01:04:44i nearly laughed out loud
01:04:45he had hardly protected me at all
01:04:48but he had indeed left me a gun
01:04:50seven years later
01:04:51he walked himself right into the barrel
01:04:54seven years ago
01:04:55he wrote that clause because he feared the hale family would hurt me
01:04:58seven years later
01:04:59the person who hurt me the deepest was himself
01:05:01the hails the cabin announcement told us we could unbuckle our seatbelts
01:05:05clouds spread out beyond the wing
01:05:07sunlight poured in harsh and blinding
01:05:09i closed the forder
01:05:10i told myself
01:05:12amelia you don't love him anymore
01:05:16it wasn't something that happened overnight
01:05:18i'm in a meeting
01:05:20again and again he said
01:05:21she needs me
01:05:22again and again he said
01:05:23your hormones are unstable
01:05:26again and again he said
01:05:27cassidy has it hard
01:05:28he wore away what little love i had
01:05:29bit by bit
01:05:30until it turned to ash
01:05:32when the wind blew
01:05:33nothing was left
01:05:34i closed my eyes
01:05:35one of the two children in my belly moved
01:05:36and the other moved with them
01:05:38i smiled
01:05:39i said to them
01:05:40your mother is not mrs hale
01:05:43your mother's name is amelia m voss
01:05:45starting today
01:05:55i flew back to boston pregnant with twins
01:05:58just to confirm trevor wouldn't be home tonight
01:06:00today was my 31st birthday
01:06:01it was also our 7th wedding anniversary
01:06:03the doctor told me not to fly
01:06:05i flew anyway
01:06:06not because of love
01:06:07because after 7 years
01:06:09i was still waiting for him to give me one reason not to leave
01:06:12i told the babies in my belly
01:06:14this is the last time
01:06:15after this we stopped waiting for him
01:06:16he thought what he'd lost was a wife throwing a tantrum
01:06:19tomorrow morning at 9
01:06:20he would find out
01:06:21what he'd lost was someone he had never deserved in his life
01:06:24by the time i landed at logan airport
01:06:26it was already past 9 at night
01:06:28i thought that
01:06:29if only for the sake of these 7 years
01:06:31he should come home tonight
01:06:32when i walked out of the airport
01:06:33my phone was full of birthday wishes from colleagues and old classmates
01:06:37there was nothing from trevor
01:06:41by the time i reached the old house on beacon hill
01:06:44it was almost 10 30
01:06:45henry opened the door for me
01:06:46mrs hale you
01:06:48what brings you here
01:06:50where's trevor
01:06:50and oddy
01:06:51mr hale hasn't returned yet
01:06:53mrs upstairs playing with that box of shells
01:06:58i nodded
01:06:59handed him my coat
01:07:00and went upstairs with one hand supporting my belly
01:07:02the hallway was very quiet
01:07:04adi's bedroom door was half open
01:07:06a warm little lamp glowing inside
01:07:08i pushed the door open and went in
01:07:10she was wearing pink pajamas
01:07:12sitting cross-legged on the carpet
01:07:13focused on stringing a shell necklace
01:07:16my footsteps were light
01:07:18she looked up
01:07:19her eyes lighting up
01:07:21then she lowered her head again
01:07:22and went back to fiddling with the beads
01:07:24i crouched down
01:07:25held my belly
01:07:26pulled her into my arms
01:07:28and kissed her
01:07:29mom don't bother me i'm busy
01:07:31i hadn't seen her in more than two months
01:07:33no number of kisses would have been enough
01:07:35but she had already wriggled out of my arms
01:07:37is adi making a shell necklace
01:07:39mmm
01:07:40in one week it'll be aunt cassidy birthday
01:07:42this is the birthday present dad and i are making for aunt cassidy
01:07:46dad and i polished every one of these shells with tools
01:07:48aren't they pretty
01:07:54she held the necklace up in front of me
01:07:55that box of shells was the one i had taken her to collect on beach at big sum last year
01:07:59my throat tightened sharply
01:08:01before i could speak
01:08:02she added happily
01:08:03dad also ordered other custom gifts for aunt cassidy
01:08:05tomorrow
01:08:06she didn't finish
01:08:07i looked at the necklace in her hands and remembered something
01:08:09this time last year it had been a night just like this
01:08:12the charity gala for children's hospital
01:08:14trevor personally auctioned off the copy of california rare birds field guide
01:08:18i had given him for our sixth anniversary
01:08:21one of only three out of print copies
01:08:23the one i had found among my late father's belongings
01:08:25the hammer price was four hundred twenty thousand dollars
01:08:28donated to set up a trust for the child
01:08:30cassidy had left from cold
01:08:32i sat in the third row at the time
01:08:33smiling and applauding
01:08:37i thought i could endure one more year
01:08:39adi
01:08:40mommy wants to ask you something
01:08:41she looked up
01:08:45do you remember mommy's birthday
01:08:47she furrowed her little brows and thought very seriously
01:08:50for five seconds
01:08:52mommy's birthday
01:08:54she looked up at me and blinked as if asking for help
01:08:58mom is your birthday the one in summer
01:09:03she lowered her head again and started counting the beads
01:09:06mom don't talk to me
01:09:08you're messing up the order
01:09:09i didn't speak again
01:09:11i let go of the arm i had around her
01:09:17when i went downstairs
01:09:18henry was waiting in the living room
01:09:20mrs hale
01:09:22i called mr hale just now
01:09:24he said he has something to do tonight
01:09:26and asked you to rest first
01:09:27i see
01:09:28i answered softly
01:09:30after thinking for a moment
01:09:31i still called trevor
01:09:32the phone rang for a long time before he answered
01:09:35his voice was faint
01:09:36i'm busy tomorrow
01:09:40from the other end of the phone came another woman's voice
01:09:42soft natural
01:09:43as if she had been by his side all night
01:09:45who is it this late
01:09:46it was cassidy
01:09:47i tightened my grip on the phone
01:09:49trevor paused then said to me
01:09:51nothing
01:09:52before i could speak
01:09:53he hung up
01:09:54i sat on the sofa for a long time
01:09:57the two children in my belly moved
01:09:59i lowered my head and gently patted my stomach
01:10:01i said to them
01:10:03mommy understands now
01:10:05mommy thought seven years was long enough that
01:10:09one year
01:10:10he would remember to come home
01:10:11tonight was the last time
01:10:13mommy won't wait for him anymore
01:10:20at 6 30 the next morning
01:10:21i went downstairs
01:10:23henry was making breakfast in the kitchen
01:10:25i didn't go in
01:10:26halfway there
01:10:27i heard oddy's voice drifting over from the other side of the kitchen
01:10:30she was talking to henry
01:10:32her voice wasn't loud
01:10:33but she was still little
01:10:34she didn't understand what lower your voice meant
01:10:36henry i'm not happy that mom came
01:10:38miss why would you be unhappy
01:10:40dad and i already promised we'd take aunt
01:10:42aunt cassidy to kid cod tomorrow
01:10:44if mom suddenly comes and insists on going with us
01:10:47aunt cassidy will feel so awkward
01:10:49miss
01:10:49madam is your mother
01:10:51mother you can't say things like that it will hurt her heart understand
01:10:54i know
01:10:55but there wasn't the slightest hesitation in her voice
01:10:57but dad and i both like aunt cassidy better
01:11:00can i let aunt cassidy be my mommy
01:11:02i skipped the foot of the stairs unable to move even half a step
01:11:05my daughter was my own flesh and blood
01:11:06i had spent 22 hours in the delivery room alone
01:11:09trevor was in europe that day negotiating an acquisition
01:11:13cole is gone
01:11:14i have to go to cassidy right away
01:11:16cole had died in a car accident the night before
01:11:19cassidy wasn't pregnant yet at the time
01:11:22after that night the two of them were never truly apart again
01:11:25henry said nothing more
01:11:26i walked back to my room and closed the door
01:11:28i sat down by the bed
01:11:30i didn't cry
01:11:31i only lowered the hand resting on my belly
01:11:33i opened my phone
01:11:35i sent trevor a text
01:11:36trevor let's have lunch together today
01:11:38just the three of us
01:11:39ad wants mistral's lobster ravioli
01:11:41i'll fly back to san francisco this afternoon
01:11:43he replied about 20 minutes later
01:11:46got it
01:11:47you set the time
01:11:47looking at that got it
01:11:49i nearly laughed out loud
01:11:51seven years ago
01:11:52when he was pursuing me
01:11:53he wrote 15 love letters
01:11:55every one of them ended with yours
01:11:57trevor
01:11:58seven years later
01:11:59his reply to me had fewer words than yours plus trevor
01:12:01i wrote back
01:12:0412 30 mistral
01:12:05got it
01:12:06i washed up did my makeup
01:12:07and changed into a pale beige maternity dress
01:12:09i had picked it out myself last year
01:12:11trevor had never seen it once
01:12:12at 11 40 i drove to back bay
01:12:14halfway there my phone buzzed
01:12:16it was trevor
01:12:16something urgent came up at noon
01:12:18lunch is cancelled
01:12:19next time
01:12:19i pulled over onto a small road beside staro drive
01:12:22and stared at that text for a long time
01:12:27if it had been before i would have immediately replied
01:12:30okay
01:12:30or when you're done should i wait for you
01:12:32i would have waited
01:12:34i would have sat alone at mistaro until two in the afternoon
01:12:37drink two glasses of lemon water
01:12:38then drive home
01:12:39dad is busy today
01:12:40it isn't easy for him
01:12:41but today
01:12:42i didn't reply
01:12:44i started the car again
01:12:45and drove toward back bay
01:12:46i wasn't acting out of spite
01:12:48i just suddenly wanted to take a look
01:12:50i wanted to see what his so-called urgent matter actually was
01:12:53i parked across the street from mistral
01:12:55i didn't go in right away
01:12:57i stood outside the glass window for about 10 seconds
01:13:00inside
01:13:00at the old table by the window
01:13:02the three of them were sitting there
01:13:04cassidy and oddie sat close together on the same side
01:13:06oddie tilted her head up
01:13:07telling her jokes
01:13:08her shoulders shaking with laughter
01:13:09cassidy fed her a piece of little cake
01:13:11taking a bite herself first before handing it over
01:13:13oddie opened her mouth and ate it
01:13:15trevor sat across from them
01:13:17he was wearing the dark gray cashmere coat i had picked out for him last christmas
01:13:20he was smiling
01:13:21the kind of smile i hadn't seen in a very long time
01:13:23he placed a piece of fish on cassidy's plate
01:13:25then one for oddie
01:13:27his eyes stayed on cassidy's face the whole time
01:13:30as if in the entire restaurant
01:13:31she was the only person left
01:13:32i stood outside the glass window
01:13:34carrying two unborn children in my belly
01:13:36his wife
01:13:37his childhood friend's widow
01:13:38his daughter
01:13:39three people at one table
01:13:41the seat that should have been across from him was empty
01:13:43i didn't go in
01:13:44i turned around and walked back to the car
01:13:47i started the engine
01:13:49the windshield wiper swept across the glass
01:13:51wiping away two drops of water
01:13:53it wasn't rain
01:13:54even i didn't know when they had fallen
01:13:56i smiled a little
01:13:57i said to myself
01:13:58amelia do you see it clearly now
01:14:00i see it clearly
01:14:01i drove away
01:14:03i didn't look back at mistral once
01:14:04when i returned to beacon hill
01:14:05it was 1 30 in the afternoon
01:14:07only henry was in the old house
01:14:08when he saw me
01:14:09he froze
01:14:10mrs hale aren't you at mistral
01:14:11mr hale had something come up
01:14:13henry opened in his mouth
01:14:14then said nothing
01:14:15i went upstairs and entered the study
01:14:17i opened the computer and connected to the home network
01:14:19on the desktop was a folder
01:14:21password locked and hidden for 7 years
01:14:23folder
01:14:24amv only
01:14:25i opened it
01:14:26there were 4 things inside
01:14:28a pdf of the postnup from 7 years ago
01:14:30the version i had personally scanned and archived
01:14:37a record of every major decision
01:14:39trevor had made over the past 7 years
01:14:41i had attended every viridian labs board meeting remotely
01:14:44and he didn't know
01:14:45a copy of delivery room footage from the day adeline
01:14:48was born proof that trevor had been absent
01:14:50a full set of evidence
01:14:52i had obtained 2 years ago
01:14:54showing hale trust's forged documents
01:14:56for cassidy's identity as cole's widow
01:15:04from that folder
01:15:05i pulled up the divorce agreement template
01:15:07it was the version zara had sent me half a year ago
01:15:12sis here
01:15:12in case you need it someday
01:15:14i won't need it
01:15:15she wrote back
01:15:17sis stop lying to yourself
01:15:252 o'clock this afternoon
01:15:27i needed it
01:15:28i copied article 8 of the postnip
01:15:30into the first page of the agreement
01:15:31word for word
01:15:32i attached the email dr masson had sent trevor
01:15:35about adeline's psychological evaluation
01:15:37to the second page
01:15:39i placed the photo of that table for three
01:15:41at mistral this morning on the third page
01:15:44i had taken the photo outside the glass window
01:15:47with my phone
01:15:48i looked at it for a long time
01:15:50i wasn't reluctant to let go
01:15:53i simply added one line of caption to that photo
01:15:56exhibit c
01:15:58defendant dined with a third party and daughter
01:16:00at mistral 47 minute
01:16:02during which defendant did not contact placeneff
01:16:05this date was planta's birthday
01:16:07and 7th wedding anniversary
01:16:09print
01:16:11sign
01:16:11amelia m voss
01:16:13not hale
01:16:14voss
01:16:15i hadn't used that surname in 7 years
01:16:18after signing
01:16:19i folded the agreement
01:16:21and placed it in a craft envelope
01:16:23on the front of the envelope
01:16:24i wrote three words
01:16:26to trevor hale
01:16:28i placed it on the mahogany table in the foyer
01:16:31that table was cassidy's housewarming gift
01:16:33three years ago
01:16:34i went downstairs
01:16:37henry was arranging a bouquet in the living room
01:16:40when he saw me carrying my suitcase
01:16:42he froze completely
01:16:46mrs hale
01:16:47henry
01:16:47i pointed to the envelope for him
01:16:49when mr hale comes back
01:16:51please hand this to him personally
01:16:52i'll be returning to san francisco shortly
01:16:54henry's lips moved
01:16:55but no sound came out
01:16:56he had been the hale family's butler for 20 years
01:16:59he had seen everything
01:17:02seven years
01:17:04every time i waited until late at night
01:17:06and trevor never came home
01:17:07he was the one who brought me soup
01:17:10every time cassidy unintentionally stabbed me in this house
01:17:13he silently pulled me away
01:17:15at last he spoke in a low voice
01:17:18you won't be coming back this time
01:17:20i didn't answer
01:17:22i took a white sheet of paper from my handbag
01:17:25wrote several lines
01:17:27and handed it to him
01:17:29henry
01:17:30at 2 40 this afternoon
01:17:32mr hale
01:17:33miss cassidy lambert
01:17:34and adeline hale
01:17:35had lunch together at mistral
01:17:36i was originally scheduled to attend
01:17:43plaintiff was not present
01:17:44please sign by hand later as a witness
01:17:46amelia m vos
01:17:47after henry finished reading it
01:17:48his hand trembled
01:17:49he looked up at me
01:17:50just sign your name
01:17:51if this matter goes to court
01:17:53your name will appear on exhibit c
01:17:55if you don't want to sign
01:17:56you can tear it up
01:17:57i won't force you
01:17:58henry was silent for five seconds
01:18:00then he signed his name
01:18:01at the very bottom of the paper
01:18:02he wrote slowly
01:18:03each stroke heavy
01:18:04henry coleman the 14th of march
01:18:06i took the paper
01:18:07folded it
01:18:08and put it into my kelly bag
01:18:09henry
01:18:09mrs dr voss
01:18:11it was the first time he called me that
01:18:13thank you for these seven years
01:18:14he lowered his head
01:18:15i failed you
01:18:16by the time the car pulled out of beacon hill
01:18:18it was already three in the afternoon
01:18:20i didn't look back at that house again
01:18:21in the car i sent zara three messages
01:18:24that postnup can be used now
01:18:25i am on my way to the airport
01:18:27five o'clock flight to sfo
01:18:28charles will pick me up
01:18:30i'll go straight to bishop and cole after landing
01:18:31she replied instantly
01:18:33waiting for you sis
01:18:34the car entered the approach ramp to logan airport
01:18:36i rested my hand on my belly
01:18:38the two children moved
01:18:39i said to them
01:18:40mommy is taking you home
01:18:41to our real home
01:18:42before the plane took off
01:18:43the cabin announcement told us to turn off our phones
01:18:45before switching mine to airplane mode
01:18:47i opened my alarm list
01:18:48there were 17 alarms in total
01:18:50the one at the top was set for six o'clock every morning
01:18:52the alarm title read
01:18:53call addy boston time
01:18:55seven years
01:18:55no six years
01:18:56since addy turned one
01:18:58every morning at six
01:18:59whether i was in california
01:19:00boston
01:19:01new york
01:19:02tokyo
01:19:02london
01:19:03at a prenatal checkup
01:19:04in a meeting
01:19:04or just finishing overtime
01:19:06in the middle of the night
01:19:07when the alarm rang
01:19:08i called her
01:19:10mommy
01:19:10she spent more and more time in boston with trevor
01:19:12she answered the phone less and less
01:19:14finish breakfast
01:19:15go to school
01:19:16bye mommy loves you
01:19:18starting this year
01:19:18she stopped letting henry answer for her
01:19:20she simply stopped answering
01:19:22i had never deleted that alarm
01:19:23i told myself
01:19:24what if one day she remembered mommy
01:19:26what if one day she was willing to answer again
01:19:28i had to be online at that moment
01:19:29at six this morning
01:19:30i was on the first floor of the old beacon hill house
01:19:33that alarm rang too
01:19:37at that moment
01:19:38i was standing beside the foyer table
01:19:40placing the envelope there
01:19:42i stared at the phone screen
01:19:44she was upstairs
01:19:47she didn't hear it
01:19:48before seven o'clock
01:19:49she and henry said all of that in the kitchen
01:19:50i stared at that alarm for a long time
01:19:53i deleted it
01:19:53the plane taxied down the runway
01:19:55the engine noise grew louder and louder
01:19:58i closed my eyes
01:19:59i said one thing to myself
01:20:01you've done everything you needed to do
01:20:05i opened my eyes
01:20:06and took article eight of the postnote
01:20:07from my handbag
01:20:08the clause trevor had personally added
01:20:10seven years ago
01:20:11if either spouse commits public humiliation
01:20:13deprivation of parental rights
01:20:14or economic coercion
01:20:16the other spouse shall have the right
01:20:17to sole custody of minor children
01:20:18and 75 percent of marital assets
01:20:23back then the hale family's chief attorney
01:20:25smiled at me
01:20:26mrs hale
01:20:27this clause is absolutely in your favor
01:20:29see how much trevor protects you
01:20:32i was only 24 then
01:20:34newly pregnant with adlin
01:20:36it was my first time
01:20:37stepping into a century-old family
01:20:38like the hails
01:20:40and i was so nervous
01:20:41my hand shook
01:20:42when i signed
01:20:43i signed
01:20:45trevor signed too
01:20:46he even wrote one sentence
01:20:47in his own hand
01:20:48to keep my wife safe
01:20:49from my own family
01:20:50to protect my wife
01:20:52from being hurt
01:20:52by my own family
01:20:54reading that sentence again today
01:20:55i nearly laughed out loud
01:20:56he had hardly protected me at all
01:20:59but he had indeed left me a gun
01:21:01seven years later
01:21:03he walked himself right into the barrel
01:21:05seven years ago
01:21:06he wrote that clause
01:21:07because he feared the hale family
01:21:08would hurt me
01:21:09seven years later
01:21:10the person who hurt me the deepest
01:21:12was himself
01:21:13the hails the cabin announcement
01:21:14told us we could unbuckle our seatbelts
01:21:16clouds spread out beyond the wing
01:21:18sunlight poured in
01:21:20harsh and blinding
01:21:21i closed the forder
01:21:22i told myself
01:21:24amelia you don't love him anymore
01:21:28it wasn't something that happened overnight
01:21:29i'm in a meeting
01:21:31again and again he said
01:21:32she needs me
01:21:33again and again he said
01:21:35your hormones are unstable
01:21:37again and again he said
01:21:38cassidy has it hard
01:21:39he wore away what little
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