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00:30I was 16. I got lost in the mountains. They were the ones who found me in the pouring rain.
00:34They all insisted on being the one to carry me down the mountain.
00:37Back then, they all said the same thing.
00:39No matter what happens, we'll always pick you first.
00:43Second round. My turn to ask. I looked at them and smiled as I read the question off the card.
00:47If only four of us could go to college together, which one of us would you leave behind?
00:50The private room went dead silent.
00:52Mia bit her lip and flipped her whiteboard first.
00:54She'd written her own name. The other three boards flipped over.
00:57All three had my name on them.
00:58Grayson Hale, who'd always been the most protective of me, spoke first.
01:02It's just a game. You're not actually taking this seriously, right?
01:04Mia isn't exactly in the best health. She shouldn't have to go to a strange city alone.
01:07You applied to the local school anyway.
01:10Even if one of us doesn't go to college with the others, you'll still be home every day.
01:12It's not like we're leaving you behind.
01:14I looked at the four boards. They had no idea I'd never even put that school on my college application.
01:19That night, Julian messaged me privately.
01:21Don't get worked up over again. The five of us are going to be together forever.
01:25I didn't answer. I stared at the screen for a long moment.
01:28At the name of the school, 1700 miles away.
01:30Then I clicked submit.
01:34I stared at the Common App confirmation page for a long time.
01:38I didn't cry. I wasn't as devastated as I'd expected to be.
01:41My phone buzzed.
01:42In our group chat, Grayson posted a picture.
01:44Mia stood in front of a cake, wearing a paper crown.
01:47The caption read,
01:48Congrats to Mia, tonight's queen of mind reading.
01:51Then locked my phone.
01:53Tonight wasn't just graduation.
01:55It was also my 18th birthday.
01:56Mia and I were born three days apart.
01:59She said having everyone come to two birthday parties in a row would be too much.
02:03She suggested we combine them.
02:04I agreed.
02:05But the strawberry cake Grayson ordered only had Mia's name on it.
02:08The paper crown Ethan made was one crown.
02:11Even the flowers Julian brought were her favorite pink roses.
02:14It wasn't that they'd forgotten today was my birthday, too.
02:17They just assumed I was mature enough not to make it into anything.
02:22The door swung open.
02:24Julian walked in and set a velvet box on my desk.
02:28Happy 18th.
02:29Inside was a silver four-leaf clover bracelet.
02:32The style looked familiar.
02:33At the party, Mia had been wearing an almost identical one on her wrist.
02:37The three of us picked hers out together.
02:38I like the design, so I grabbed one for you while I was at it.
02:41I closed the box.
02:44Thanks.
02:45Don't hold the game against anyone.
02:46Mia's insecure.
02:47If none of us had picked her, she'd have spiraled all night.
02:49So the answer was to throw me under the bus.
02:52Come on, you've never cared about stuff like this.
02:54Because I didn't cry.
02:55I could be discarded.
02:56Because I didn't make scenes.
02:57They never had to think about my feelings.
02:59You're right.
03:00Tomorrow.
03:00Send Mara your ID info.
03:02I'm compiling everything for the trip.
03:03Mia wants to take our graduation photos in the Rockies.
03:05You're the best photographer.
03:06It works out.
03:08Suit yourself.
03:09Julian ruffled my hair, pleased, and left.
03:11Once the door shut,
03:12I pulled up the itinerary he'd shared that afternoon.
03:15The Airbnb confirmation page listed the guests.
03:17My name was on the last page, not as a traveler, as the emergency contact.
03:24The next morning, I asked Julian to meet me at the coffee shop on the corner, not to finalize
03:29the trip.
03:30To back out in person, when I pushed the door open.
03:32The four of them were already there in the window booth.
03:35Mia was cutting a hot latte, discussing lodging with Julian.
03:40The mountaintop cabin only has two rooms left.
03:42One double, one queen.
03:44If all five of us stay, someone has to take the pullout in the living room.
03:49Chloe sleeps like a rock.
03:51Let her take the couch.
03:52It gets cold up there.
03:54The living room doesn't have heat.
03:55I looked at him, surprised.
03:56The next second...
03:57Doesn't Chloe love photography?
03:59She could stay in the town at the base of the mountain and drive up before dawn to catch
04:01the sunrise for us.
04:02Way more efficient.
04:03That's not okay.
04:04It's a group trip.
04:04We can't leave Chloe down in the town by herself.
04:07She hesitated.
04:09How about Chloe and I share the queen?
04:12The three of you take the other room.
04:13You're a light sleeper.
04:14Sharing a bed will wreck you.
04:16And Chloe kicks in her sleep.
04:18What if she catches you?
04:19They remembered Mia was a light sleeper.
04:21They'd forgotten I had an old knee injury that flared up in the cold.
04:23The same injury I got that night in the mountains, when I was 16.
04:26I slid my hand out from under hers.
04:28There's nothing to figure out.
04:30I'm not going.
04:31All four of them went quiet.
04:36Mia's eyes welled up.
04:38Is it about the room?
04:39I'll take the couch.
04:39Really?
04:41No.
04:42I held up my phone.
04:45I got a summer job.
04:46Schedule conflicts.
04:48I told you she wouldn't actually be upset over something this small.
04:51You spent an hour babying her for nothing.
04:54Only Julian kept his eyes on me.
04:55You're really not coming?
04:57Really.
04:59Then what about the graduation photos?
05:04Hire a local photographer.
05:06His brow creased.
05:07He wasn't used to me saying no.
05:09Mia suddenly clutched her chest.
05:11Grayson dug through her bag for her medication.
05:13Ethan uncapped a water bottle.
05:15Julian crouched in front of her and told her to breathe slowly.
05:18I got up alone and walked to the counter.
05:19I pulled a thick album out of my backpack.
05:21Three years of work.
05:22I flipped it open now.
05:24And it hit me for the first time.
05:25I was barely in any of it.
05:26I was the one behind the camera.
05:28I was the one always cropped out of the group shots.
05:30I carried the album back.
05:32Sat down across from them.
05:33And slid the printed Airbnb receipt in front of Julian.
05:36Explain.
05:37Chloe, let me talk.
05:38The $3,000 you gave me two weeks ago, I'll pay you back.
05:41He paused.
05:42He pressed his lips together.
05:45Mia kept saying she wanted the mountaintop cabin.
05:47The budget for four just didn't stretch far enough.
05:49So I used your money to upgrade their trip first.
05:52So I paid.
05:53But I wasn't booked in.
05:55I was going to bring it up before the trip.
05:56I was going to ask if you'd cover the difference so all five of us could go.
05:58I just hadn't found the right moment.
06:00That $3,000 he'd told me it was for my 18th birthday surprise.
06:04I thought he was finally following through on the promise he made in the mountains when
06:07we were 16 to take me to the Rockies to see the stars.
06:11Instead, it had gone toward upgrading someone else's vacation.
06:13Was that ring also paid for with my money?
06:17Chloe, I didn't know it was your money.
06:19They just said they wanted something to remember our friendship by.
06:22How much?
06:23I'll Venmo you right now.
06:24Leave Mia out of this.
06:24Sure.
06:27Add up four years of shoots, edits, and album production.
06:30$5,000.
06:30He froze.
06:32What photography fee?
06:33If I'm not the friend coming along, just the person taking your pictures, then let's
06:36do this at market rate.
06:37The booth went silent.
06:40I gathered up the invoice and picked up the album with no version of myself in it.
06:44Julian used my full name for the first time.
06:46Chloe Sinclair.
06:47I didn't turn around.
06:48Do you really have to keep such a careful tally?
06:51Yes, I did.
06:53Because from now on, tallies were the only thing left between us.
06:58Three days after they left for the Rockies, Mia posted a graduation trip video on Instagram.
07:02At the end of the video, Mia smiled into the camera and said,
07:06From high school to college, we're the luckiest four friends in the world.
07:10Someone in the comments asked if the fifth friend was the one filming.
07:13Mia replied,
07:14There's no fifth.
07:15It's always been just the four of us.
07:17I stared at it for a few seconds, then closed the app.
07:19Ten minutes later, the video was gone.
07:21Julian called.
07:24You saw the video?
07:25Yeah.
07:26Mia messed up the caption.
07:27She meant to write five.
07:28But since you didn't come, she was worried people would be confused, so she changed it
07:31last minute.
07:33Got it.
07:34A shriek cut through the line on his end, then a scramble of footsteps.
07:37Gotta go.
07:39Not long after, the group chat exploded.
07:42Mia had slipped while posing for a photo, tumbled down a snowbank, and sprained her ankle.
07:46The trip was over.
07:47Grayson asked why I wasn't picking up.
07:49Ethan told me to pull up the earliest flights back.
07:51I read it, baffled.
07:52You're at the airport.
07:53You can't check for yourselves.
07:55Grayson fired back.
07:56You've always handled this stuff.
07:58Mia's in tears.
07:59We can't deal with flights right now.
08:00So this was how it worked.
08:01They only remembered I existed when there was a mess to clean up.
08:04Every trip we'd ever taken, I was the one booking the tickets.
08:09Organizing the documents.
08:10Planning the itinerary.
08:12Packing the medicine.
08:13They'd gotten so used to my planning, they'd stopped seeing it as effort at all.
08:16I closed the chat.
08:18I didn't look up flights.
08:19Half an hour later, my mother pushed my door open.
08:21Mia's hurt.
08:22How can you just sit there?
08:24They've already taken her to the hospital.
08:27Go clear out your room.
08:30Clear it for what?
08:32She's hurt.
08:33She can't manage the second floor alone.
08:34Your room is on the ground floor.
08:36She'll stay there for two months.
08:38Where do I sleep?
08:40There's a pullout in the study.
08:41You're leaving for college soon anyway.
08:43You'll be in a dorm.
08:44Don't make it a thing.
08:44I sat in silence for a beat.
08:46Then opened my closet.
08:47She nodded, satisfied.
08:49That's my girl.
08:50Mia's always been fragile.
08:52You have to be the bigger person.
08:53I didn't explain.
08:54I just started folding my clothes into the suitcase.
08:56One piece at a time.
08:57Three suitcases in.
08:58The room was mostly empty.
09:03Mom came back and finally noticed the luggage on the floor.
09:05Why are you packing everything?
09:07For school.
09:10You're staying local.
09:11You don't need this much.
09:14I'd rather have it all packed.
09:16Save the hassle later.
09:18Are you sure you'll actually get in?
09:20Mika's SATs are lower than yours, and even she's confident.
09:23Don't cry to me if you get rejected.
09:25She had no idea what my SAT score was.
09:28Mia was always the focus.
09:30Because Mia was the daughter of my mother's first love.
09:32I'd learn to give in.
09:33I'd learn to be Mia's shadow, even though I was the one she'd actually given birth to.
09:37The only person who asked me anything real was Julian.
09:40You're staying local with us, right?
09:43I didn't answer.
09:46That evening, they finally came back.
09:49Three of them took turns carrying Mia through the front door.
09:51Grayson hauled her luggage.
09:52Ethan carried her medication.
09:54Julian cradled her injured foot like it was made of glass.
09:57They deposited her in my room.
09:59Mom had already changed the sheets and brought in a plate of sliced mango.
10:02Mia.
10:03Treat this place like home.
10:05Chloe's leaving for college anyway.
10:07The room's just going to sit empty.
10:08Nobody noticed that every photo of me had been taken off the walls.
10:11Nobody noticed that the three suitcases by the door contained everything I owned that
10:15was worth keeping.
10:16Once Mia moved in, Grayson and the others were over every day.
10:19Grayson brought meals.
10:22Ethan organized her college prep materials.
10:24Julian bought a projector and mounted it on my wall himself while calibrating it.
10:28He finally noticed the half-empty bookshelf.
10:31Where's all your stuff?
10:32Packed away.
10:34He glanced at the suitcases outside the door.
10:37Starting on move-on prep already?
10:39Hmm.
10:41School's local.
10:41You can come back for anything you forget.
10:43No need to overpack.
10:45Chloe, do I not belong here?
10:47I can go back to my own house.
10:49She lifted the blanket.
10:50I don't want to put Chloe in a bad spot.
10:52Pretending to get up.
10:54Her toes hadn't touched the floor before all three boys were on him.
10:57Grayson pressed her back down by the shoulder.
10:59Ethan tucked the blanket around her.
11:00Julian turned to me.
11:01It's only two months.
11:03Do you have to make that face?
11:05Forehead creased.
11:06I paused.
11:06Apparently not smiling was making a face now.
11:09I didn't say anything.
11:11No, but you scared her.
11:13I'm the one who told Chloe to move out.
11:15Don't blame her.
11:19Mia's sensitive.
11:20Be careful with what you say and how you say it.
11:23I looked at the mango and said nothing.
11:25I'd been allergic to mango since I was a child.
11:27Mom used to keep it out of the house entirely.
11:31Then Mia mentioned she liked it.
11:33And suddenly, there were three cartons in the fridge at all times.
11:36It wasn't that Mom had a bad memory.
11:38She remembered what Mia loved.
11:39She just didn't remember what could hurt me.
11:42I stepped out and dragged the last suitcase into the study.
11:47A few days later, their acceptance letters started rolling in.
11:50Unsurprisingly, all four of them got into the same local university.
11:54Mia squeaked into the tourism management program.
11:56When the news came through, Mom booked a celebratory dinner on the spot.
12:00At the restaurant, Grayson pulled out a Polaroid camera.
12:02He said he wanted to document the next four years with it.
12:05The first photo, Mia in the middle, the three boys behind her.
12:08The film developed slowly.
12:09Then she looked up and pointed the camera at me.
12:11Chloe, let's do a group of five.
12:12I hadn't even stood up before Grayson took the camera out of her hand.
12:15There's barely any film left.
12:16Save it for move-in day.
12:17Mia looked let down.
12:18But we never took a graduation photo of all five of us.
12:21Ethan checked the pack of Polaroid film.
12:22We're all going to be in the same city.
12:24There's plenty of time.
12:25The freshly developed picture.
12:26You're the best at keeping things safe.
12:27Julian handed me.
12:28Hold on to it for us.
12:29Four bases beaming in the frame.
12:30I took it and slipped it into my bag.
12:32They kept saying there would be more chances.
12:34They didn't know we were out of chances.
12:36Halfway through dinner, Mia suggested to Chloe Miss the Rockies.
12:38Beach trip before school.
12:39She has to come this time.
12:40Grayson agreed immediately.
12:41I'll drive.
12:41Ethan started pulling up hotels.
12:42September 3rd work, right before move-in.
12:44Julian looked at me.
12:45Don't bail this time.
12:46Bring the camera.
12:47We want real graduation photos.
12:49I did the math in my head.
12:50By September 3rd, I'd already be 1,700 miles away.
12:53Sure.
12:54They dove into planning the route.
12:55None of them ever asked which school I'd gotten into.
12:58Late that night, I put the four-person Polaroid in the bottom drawer of my desk, right on top
13:03of the three whiteboards with my name written on them.
13:05I would leave, just like they wanted.
13:07From now on, it would just be the four of them.
13:09The next morning, I put on my backpack and walked out.
13:12The three suitcases had already been shipped ahead.
13:14Nothing of mine was left in the study.
13:15I didn't say goodbye.
13:16I didn't leave a note.
13:17My phone buzzed the whole ride to the airport.
13:20Mia asked if I could stop by the pharmacy to pick up her prescription.
13:23Grayson sent a long list of household items he needed me to grab on the way to their apartment.
13:27Ethan asked me to organize everyone's enrollment paperwork, especially Mia's immunization
13:31records.
13:32The last one was from Julian.
13:33Why aren't you answering?
13:34Still upset over a game.
13:36The boarding announcement came over the intercom.
13:37I turned off my phone and walked down the jet bridge.
13:40I wasn't upset.
13:41We just weren't going to see each other again.
13:43For the next month, they kept scheduling my life inside the group chat.
13:45Run Mia's prescription, redo the trip plan, head to the apartment early to sort out the
13:49storage room.
13:50I never replied.
13:51Not one of them actually came looking for me.
13:53Until September 3rd, the morning of the beach trip.
13:556 a.m.
13:56Julian parked outside my house.
13:57Grayson pinged the chat, telling me to hurry.
13:59Ethan reminded me to bring the camera.
14:01Mia sat in the passenger seat, holding a bag of snacks they'd brought for me.
14:04Ten minutes passed.
14:05I didn't come down.
14:06Julian got out and went up to knock.
14:08My mother opened the door in her robe, still half asleep.
14:11Chloe left.
14:12Didn't you know?
14:15The day they figured out I was gone, I was at a freshman stargazing event.
14:19The campus sat on a high plateau.
14:21Huge temperature swings between day and night.
14:23The sky had been clear all afternoon.
14:25Once the sun went down, wind swept across the ridge.
14:28With an edge to it, I pulled my jacket tighter and helped my roommate set up a telescope.
14:34My phone came back to life, and dozens of missed calls flooded in at once.
14:39Mom.
14:39Grayson.
14:40Ethan.
14:41Julian.
14:41The group chat had gone from irritated to panicked.
14:44Grayson wanted to know where I was hiding.
14:45Ethan told me if I was just throwing a tantrum, I could still make it back.
14:49Julian just sent one line.
14:51Send me the address.
14:52Like all he had to do was open his mouth, and I'd hand over my schedule, my mood, my secrets.
14:58I left the chat, and deleted all three of them.
15:01Seconds later, Mom called.
15:02I hesitated, then answered.
15:05Chloe Sinclair.
15:07Where are you?
15:08School.
15:10What school?
15:11I told her the name.
15:14Why are you all the way out there?
15:16Didn't you apply to the one down the street?
15:20I never applied to it.
15:22But Mia and the boys said you did.
15:24They said you'd all agreed.
15:26They agreed, among the four of them.
15:28It had nothing to do with me.
15:33You changed your entire college plan and didn't say a word to me?
15:37Did you ever ask?
15:39The line went dead silent.
15:44The week the applications were due, Mom went with Mia to three college counselors and pulled
15:49admissions data on more than a dozen schools.
15:51She helped Mia pick a major.
15:52She compared rankings.
15:53She hired the counselor to help revise Mia's essays.
15:56I sat at the same table filling out my common app alone.
15:58Mom passed by, glanced at my screen, and told me to hurry up because Mia needed to research
16:02too.
16:02It wasn't that she didn't understand how important college applications were.
16:06She just didn't think mine were important.
16:07Chloe, I've been slapped with Mia's stuff.
16:10I know I've been neglecting you.
16:12But you can't gamble with your future to make a point.
16:14This isn't a point.
16:16They have the best research telescopes in the country.
16:19This is where I've always wanted to be.
16:20She seemed to remember, only now, that I'd loved astronomy since I was a child.
16:24When I was little, I begged her to buy me a telescope.
16:26Then Mia moved in next door and said photos of the universe scared her.
16:29Mom put the telescope away in the garage.
16:31Later, she sold it off with the rest of the old stuff.
16:33She would never know that from that point on.
16:35I saved every dollar of allowance until I could buy a used one myself.
16:38But who's going to look out for you all the way out there?
16:41I'm 18.
16:42I can look out for myself.
16:43You still can't just disappear.
16:45I spent all morning looking for you.
16:47We almost called the police.
16:49I've been gone for a month.
16:50Nothing but heavy breathing on the other end.
16:52Their all morning was really just the moment they needed me.
16:55And realized I wasn't there.
16:56Her voice saw.
16:56Come home.
16:57Let's talk this through.
16:58We can look into transferring back.
17:00No.
17:01And there's no need.
17:02Chloe Sinclair.
17:04Mom, my class is about to start.
17:06Anything else can wait until Christmas break.
17:08I hung up and put my phone on silent.
17:10Chloe.
17:11Come here.
17:12She said we can see Jupiter tonight.
17:14I jogged over and pressed my eye to the eyepiece.
17:16Jupiter's bands came into focus.
17:17A few pale specks of light circled it.
17:19Moons.
17:20When I was 16 and got lost in those mountains,
17:22it was because I wanted to find a spot free of light pollution to watch a meteor shower.
17:26The three of them had found me in the rain that night.
17:28I swore they'd never leave me alone again.
17:30Only now did I understand.
17:31Being alone wasn't the frightening part.
17:33The frightening part was standing surrounded by people and having none of them ever really see you.
17:39After the event, Julian texted from a number I didn't recognize.
17:43I bought a flight for tomorrow.
17:44Chloe, wait for me.
17:45I read it and turned my phone off.
17:47He didn't get it.
17:48This time, I wasn't waiting in place for anyone.
17:50The next afternoon, I saw him downstairs from my dorm.
17:52He looked like he hadn't slept.
17:54Purple circles under his eyes.
17:55His shirt wrinkled.
17:56I'd known Julian for 18 years, and I'd never seen him look this rough.
17:59He walked over quickly, reaching for my bag.
18:01I stepped aside.
18:02His hand hung in the air.
18:03Something flickered in his eyes.
18:04Why didn't you pick up?
18:06Didn't hear it.
18:06The text?
18:07Saw them.
18:08He stared at me, like he couldn't wrap his head around the fact that I'd known he was coming,
18:11and hadn't gone to meet him at the airport.
18:13Before, whenever any of the three of them traveled, I checked their flights in advance.
18:17I'd be waiting at arrivals with a bottle of water and a jacket.
18:19Julian used to laugh and say the second he saw me, he knew he was home.
18:23Now he'd landed in a strange airport, and waited a long time for someone who was never coming.
18:27It was my first time here.
18:28I didn't know how to get around.
18:30Your phone has maps.
18:31The line broke something in him.
18:32Chloe Sinclair.
18:33His eyes went red.
18:34Are you really going to talk to me like this?
18:36What would you rather I do?
18:37Julian went quiet.
18:39Maybe he finally understood.
18:40Without our shared history to lean on, we didn't have much to say to each other.
18:44He pulled the four-leaf clover bracelet out of his bag.
18:46I'd left it in a drawer with the rest of the gifts before I moved.
18:49I know you didn't like the design.
18:51I can get you a different one.
18:53It's not about the design.
18:54Because Mia has one too.
18:56Grayson picked hers.
18:57I just thought it would be sweet if you two matched.
18:59Like sisters.
19:00Hers was from all three of you.
19:03Mine was a while.
19:03I was at it.
19:05Julian went pale.
19:06Fine.
19:07I didn't think it through that day.
19:09But it's just a bracelet.
19:11It doesn't mean anything.
19:12You're right.
19:12It doesn't.
19:13I looked at him.
19:14Neither does the game.
19:15Or the trip.
19:16Or making me sleep in the storage room.
19:18Any one thing on its own, it's small.
19:20Not worth caring about.
19:21But Julian, put them all together and the pattern is you picking her.
19:24His lips parted.
19:25We did not want you.
19:26You just assumed I'd never actually leave.
19:28I'd hit it dead on.
19:29The color drained from his face.
19:30After a long silence, he spoke low.
19:32If it's about the game, I can apologize.
19:34We all wrote you because we knew you wouldn't actually be the one left behind.
19:37The three of us talked about it.
19:38Mia's health is bad.
19:40Mia's in cure.
19:41She needed us more than you did.
19:42Exhaustion washed over me.
19:44Even now, he was still telling me Mia needed them more.
19:46Then me leaving worked out perfectly.
19:48The four of you can keep looking out for each other.
19:50No more agonizing over who gets picked.
19:54Julian grabbed my wrist without thinking.
19:56I looked down at his hand.
19:57He let go like he'd touched a hot stove.
19:58Chloe, I didn't think you'd actually leave.
20:00We were supposed to go to college together.
20:02You also said no matter what, you'd pick me first.
20:06He froze.
20:07Anyone can throw a promise back in someone's face.
20:09He was just the one who forgot he'd made it.
20:11Other students kept walking past the dorm entrance.
20:14Nina stood off to the side, watching with worry.
20:16I shook my head at her.
20:17Julian followed my gaze.
20:19His voice dropped.
20:19Come back with me, please.
20:22I know about the room.
20:23Grayson and Ethan said they'll give you the biggest one.
20:27If you come back, everything can go back to how it was.
20:29Apparently, they thought swapping rooms could swap me back into their lives.
20:32But I don't want it to go back to how it was.
20:34I looked him full in the face.
20:36I have a major here.
20:37Friends.
20:38A life.
20:39Nobody assumes I'm tough enough to be ignored.
20:40Nobody decides I don't need comfort just because I'm not crying.
20:44Julian.
20:45I'm doing well.
20:46That sentence hit him harder than anything I could have accused him of.
20:50He stood there for a long time before slipping the bracelet back into its box.
20:54I'm not giving up.
20:55You just haven't gotten used to it yet.
20:57Once you get used to life without me, you'll give up.
20:59I turned and walked into the dorm.
21:00I didn't hear his footsteps follow.
21:02That night, Mia sent a long voice message.
21:05Julian had canceled their welcome dinner to fly out looking for me.
21:09But Grayson and Ethan had turned on each other over you leaving.
21:12Chloe, do you have to see all four of us miserable before you'll come home?
21:16I finished listening and blocked her, too.
21:19Whether they were miserable was never my responsibility.
21:23A month into the semester, I joined the Astronomy Club on our first field observation.
21:28The faculty advisor put me on data.
21:30I photographed the Orion Nebula and organized every reading into clean spreadsheets.
21:34Working past midnight,
21:36Caleb Race,
21:36the club president, handed me a hot coffee.
21:38You're good at this.
21:39You've done it before?
21:41Used to plan trips for other people?
21:42He tilted his head, confused.
21:44Other people?
21:44I smiled.
21:45I didn't explain.
21:46Skills that had once been taken as a given were being noticed for the first time.
21:50I could take photos.
21:51I could edit video.
21:52I could plan routes.
21:53I could remember what every person needed.
21:55Around Mia, those skills had just been tools to help everyone take care of her.
21:59Here, they belonged to me.
22:00After the observation,
22:01I got a package from my mother,
22:03stuffed with clothes,
22:04snacks,
22:05vitamins,
22:05and a thick letter.
22:06She wrote that she'd put my room back the way it was.
22:08The projector was down.
22:10Mia had moved back home.
22:11She wrote that she'd only realized afterward,
22:13standing in my empty room,
22:14that there was almost no trace of me left in it.
22:16My awards were gone.
22:18My photos taken down.
22:19The closet held nothing but Mia's new dresses.
22:21She kept circling the same question in the letter.
22:23When did I start planning to leave?
22:25I didn't reply.
22:26I split the snacks with my roommates.
22:28Winter came,
22:28and Grayson and Ethan showed up next.
22:30I just walked out of the lab when I saw them under the streetlight.
22:33Grayson holding a boxed pumpkin cake.
22:35Ethan holding the photo album.
22:37The two of them stood there staring at me.
22:38Neither knew how to start.
22:40Grayson finally held out the cake.
22:42They got a little smashed on the flight.
22:44I don't like pumpkin anymore.
22:47I'd stopped liking pumpkin when I was 12.
22:49They'd never noticed.
22:50I went through it.
22:52Why are there so few pictures of you in it?
22:53I looked at him.
22:54Because I took them.
22:55A simple answer.
22:56It felt like they were only just now hearing it.
22:58Ethan's eyes dropped.
22:59We put together a new one.
23:01We pulled photos from the chat.
23:03Grayson tracked down other classmates.
23:04First page.
23:05Me on stage at my elementary school graduation.
23:08Little me in a red hair clip smiling stiffly.
23:11Second page.
23:12Middle school field day.
23:13I'd just crossed the finish line.
23:14The three of them were huddled around me with water.
23:16Then Mia appeared.
23:17My position slid from the center toward the edge.
23:20Page by page.
23:21Then I was gone entirely.
23:23They didn't need to explain anything.
23:25The album told the whole story.
23:26How did I not see it?
23:28Grayson's eyes went red.
23:30Because you didn't care.
23:31His mouth opened.
23:32He couldn't argue.
23:34There's 7,000 on it.
23:36Three for the trip.
23:37Five for the album and the photos over the years.
23:39The extra is interest.
23:41Take the card as a make-up birthday gift.
23:44I don't need it.
23:45Then what do you need?
23:46People on the sidewalk turned to look.
23:48He dropped his head fast like he was fighting to keep it together.
23:51Chloe.
23:52We apologized.
23:53We paid you back.
23:54Your room is ready.
23:54The master bedroom and the apartment is still empty.
23:56Just tell us what you want.
23:57Say it.
23:58I thought of the game.
23:59The love and preference they gave Mia.
24:01She'd never had to ask for any of it.
24:02But me?
24:03I had to make a list.
24:04Prove I was worth compensating.
24:07I don't want anything.
24:08I just want you to stop showing up.
24:10Not even friends?
24:12No.
24:13I didn't leave them a crack of hope this time.
24:16Grayson stared at me for a long moment.
24:18Then chucked the cake in the trash.
24:20He turned to leave.
24:21Made it a few steps and stopped.
24:24Mia was right.
24:25You're doing this to punish us.
24:28Grayson.
24:29When you all wrote my name on that board,
24:31you called it a game.
24:32Now I'm walking away from you and it's punishment?
24:35He didn't turn around.
24:36He didn't move.
24:37I didn't wait for his answer.
24:39I walked off into the falling snow.
24:44Before Christmas, my research project hit a milestone.
24:47My advisor put my name on the report
24:48and recommended me for the undergraduate research program the following year.
24:52When the news dropped into the family group chat,
24:54my mother sent a string of congratulatory emojis.
24:57My father, who never called, called.
24:59He wanted to throw me a celebration dinner.
25:01After my parents' divorce, he'd quickly built a new family.
25:04For years, he'd sent an occasional transfer for expenses
25:07and rarely asked about my life.
25:09Now that I'd made a prestigious research program,
25:11he suddenly remembered he had a daughter worth being proud of.
25:13I turned down the dinner.
25:14I didn't go home for the holiday.
25:16Mom asked if I was still angry.
25:17I said the observation project needed people over break.
25:20I'd rather sit in a freezing observatory
25:21than walk back into that house,
25:23full of old memories.
25:24New Year's Eve, fireworks started going off in the valley below.
25:28A few of us who'd stayed on campus
25:29made a pot of stew in the lab.
25:31Everyone's fighting for the meat and you're eating vegetables.
25:34Take some.
25:34We've got plenty.
25:35I paused, then took a bite.
25:38The five of us used to eat out together.
25:40Mia couldn't handle spicy food,
25:41so we always defaulted to bland restaurants.
25:44She liked steak.
25:45Grayson would save the last piece for her.
25:46Ethan remembered she didn't eat cilantro.
25:48Julian remembered cold drinks upset her stomach.
25:51I don't think anyone ever asked what I liked.
25:53Being seen doesn't take a decade of history.
25:55The people who actually care see you in a fraction of the time.
25:58At midnight, my phone lit up with messages.
26:00Julian sent one, too.
26:04My phone lit up with messages.
26:06Julian sent one, too.
26:07Happy New Year.
26:08We didn't do fireworks together this year.
26:10I didn't respond.
26:11Half an hour later, he sent a photo.
26:14The three of them on the corner where we used to hang out.
26:16There was an empty space between them.
26:18Mia wasn't in the picture.
26:19Later, from my mother, I learned what had happened.
26:22Grayson had dug back into the video Mia had posted from the trip.
26:25She'd insisted it was a typo,
26:27but Ethan had recovered her deleted draft from the back end.
26:30The original caption read,
26:31Finally, it's just the four of us.
26:33No misunderstanding.
26:35No slip of the finger.
26:36She'd been hoping I'd fall away for a long time.
26:38The second round of that game.
26:40She'd rigged it.
26:41She'd known the three boys would write my name.
26:43She'd asked each of them separately before the game started.
26:45If Chloe doesn't want to stay in the area,
26:47will you guys stay with me?
26:48They'd all said yes.
26:50So she'd asked that question in front of everyone,
26:52just to watch me get discarded in real time.
26:54My mother's voice trembled with fury as she told me.
26:57She fooled us all!
26:58I couldn't help laughing.
27:00She didn't force any of you to treat me the way you did.
27:02That shut her up.
27:03Mia had absolutely pushed the wheel.
27:06But my mother chose to give up my room herself.
27:08Julian chose to take my money.
27:09Ethan chose to hand me the storage room.
27:11The whiteboards with my name on them were in the boys' hands.
27:14Mia had done wrong.
27:15But she wasn't the reason all of them hurt me.
27:17Rushing to blame her was just their way of making the regret easier to carry.
27:21Chloe, she's moved out!
27:23The boys don't talk to her anymore!
27:26Come home!
27:27Everything can go back to how it was!
27:28Back to how it was.
27:30Like removing Mia was all it took to make me climb happily back to the table.
27:34What broke wasn't the five of us.
27:36It was every ounce of trust I had left in them.
27:38Mom, I'm not coming back.
27:40Then what do you want us to do?
27:42The voice caught.
27:44I looked out at the fireworks bursting over the mountains and answered calmly.
27:48Nothing.
27:49Just accept that I don't want to be close to you anymore.
27:51The way I once accepted that you loved her more than me.
27:54I hung up and opened the lab door.
27:57Nina waved to me from the snow.
27:59Caleb handed me a lit sparkler.
28:00Make a wish.
28:01I closed my eyes.
28:02This time, none of the old people were in my wish.
28:05Junior year, I got a joint research placement at Cambridge.
28:08Before I left, my mother came to visit alone.
28:10First time in three years.
28:11She didn't try to talk me into coming home.
28:13She didn't bring up Mia or the boys.
28:15She just trailed me through the lab, letting me show her the instruments.
28:18The projects.
28:19At the wall of honors, her eyes went straight to my photo.
28:22Me in the middle of my team.
28:24Holding a competition trophy.
28:25She stared for a long time.
28:27When you were little, you always liked standing in the middle for awards.
28:30Why did you stop?
28:32I hadn't expected her to remember.
28:34Because I had to make room.
28:35That night, she helped me pack.
28:37Near the end, she pulled a box from her bag.
28:40Inside was the model of telescope she'd sold when I was a kid.
28:43Not the same unit, of course.
28:45Just the same model.
28:46It's discontinued.
28:47I hunted for months.
28:49I got this from a collector.
28:50I ran my hand along the scuffed tube and shook my head.
28:53I have better equipment now.
28:54I just wanted to tell you that I remember now.
28:56I looked at her red-rimmed eyes.
28:58In the end, I didn't push the box back at her.
29:00But I also didn't hug her the way she was clearly hoping I would.
29:03A late apology isn't meaningless.
29:05It proves she finally understands where she went wrong.
29:11At the airport, we ran into Julian.
29:13He looked steadier than before.
29:15He had a suitcase in one hand, like he was seeing someone off too.
29:17My mother made an excuse and stepped aside to give us space.
29:20Julian didn't try to block my path this time.
29:22I heard you're going abroad for two years.
29:24Yeah.
29:24Congratulations.
29:25Thanks.
29:26A few short exchanges, then silence.
29:28He pulled a neatly folded piece of paper from his pocket.
29:31It was one of the whiteboard sheets from the game.
29:32My name was still on it.
29:33For three years, I've wanted to change my answer.
29:35I didn't take it.
29:36But I realized eventually, the second you write it down, it's already done.
29:39Julian gave a tired half-smile.
29:41Chloe, I used to think you were the toughest of us.
29:43So you didn't need looking after.
29:45It took losing you for me to understand that strong and doesn't need anything are two different things.
29:50I'm not asking you to forgive me.
29:52I just wanted to tell you, face to face, I know now.
29:55He tore the sheet in half and dropped it in the trash beside him.
29:57Take care of yourself out there.
29:59I nodded.
29:59You too.
30:00Before I turned, he asked one more thing.
30:02If all three of us had written Mia that day, would you have stayed?
30:05We thought about it for a while.
30:06Maybe.
30:07What made me leave wasn't a single question in a game.
30:09It was finally seeing that the game was just the tip of six years of the same choice, being made
30:14over and over.
30:15Even without the game, there would have been another graduation trip, another storage room, another moment where letting me down
30:20was assumed.
30:21Julian's eyes went red.
30:22He smiled anyway and took a step back.
30:24Goodbye, Chloe.
30:26Goodbye.
30:26This time, he didn't make me wait for him, and I didn't look back.
30:30After the two years abroad, I stayed on for my doctorate.
30:34Grayson took over his family's company.
30:36Ethan became an architect.
30:37Julian moved to a different city.
30:39Occasionally, I'd see one of them in a mutual friend's post.
30:41They didn't try to reach me anymore.
30:43The four who used to be inseparable had become four names in each other's contacts, names that stayed silent.
30:48My mother messaged me now and then.
30:50She stopped asking when I'd come home.
30:51Instead, she sent photos of the flowers in the garden or asked about the weather where I was.
30:56I answered when I had time.
30:57There was still an ocean of distance between us, but we'd stopped pulling at each other across it.
31:01Maybe that was all I had left to give her.
31:04Not forgiveness.
31:05Not revenge.
31:06Just an acceptance that some things can't be returned to the beginning.
31:09At 26, the deep space observation project I'd worked on officially released its findings.
31:14After the press conference, a reporter asked why I'd gone into astrophysics.
31:18I looked back at the nebula projected behind me and remembered a rainstorm the year I turned 16.
31:22I hadn't run up that mountain to punish anyone.
31:24I wasn't being spoiled.
31:25I just heard there'd be an unusually vivid meteor shower.
31:28The storm hit, and I got stranded at an old lookout.
31:31When the three of them found me, they were soaked to the bone.
31:33Grayson carried me down.
31:35Ethan held the umbrella over me.
31:36Julian gripped my hand and swore, again and again, that he'd choose me first from then on.
31:41At 16, I took that promise as being more permanent than the stars.
31:45Later, I understood.
31:46Stars burn out.
31:47Promises change.
31:48Because I love looking up.
31:50I smiled at the reporter.
31:51The universe doesn't erase a star just because another one is more fragile.
31:56After the interview aired, my mother sent me a voice message.
31:59She said the courtyard had been renovated.
32:01She'd set aside a stargazing room for me.
32:03If I had time, I could come see it.
32:05I didn't reply right away.
32:06The project gave me an extended leave.
32:08In the end, I bought a ticket home.
32:10Not to reconcile with anyone.
32:11Just because after all these years, the city no longer scared me.
32:15My mother met me at the airport.
32:16She stood by the exit and didn't rush over to hug me.
32:18She just asked if I was tired.
32:19On the drive back, we passed the old street.
32:22Half the shops had turned over.
32:23The stationery store I used to love had become a coffee shop.
32:26Mom told me,
32:27Grayson had gotten engaged.
32:28Ethan lived out of state.
32:29He only came back for holidays.
32:30Julian had never married.
32:32After that last line, she glanced at me carefully.
32:34I watched the roads slide by and didn't respond.
32:37Whether anyone was still waiting had stopped being my concern a long time ago.
32:40At the house, my old room was still in the same place.
32:43The walls had been repainted.
32:44The bookshelf was stacked with astronomy books.
32:46A new telescope sat by the window.
32:48The photo album was on the desk.
32:50I flipped it open.
32:51They'd added a lot of pictures after I left.
32:52On the pages where I used to be missing,
32:54someone had written a single apology at a time.
32:57In the empty white space,
32:58Grayson wrote he shouldn't have mistaken my patience for weakness.
33:01Ethan wrote he'd finally understood what a room with no window meant.
33:04Julian wrote the fewest words.
33:06Just one line.
33:07The person who was left behind doesn't owe anyone forgiveness.
33:11Tucked into the last page were five faded whiteboard sheets.
33:14Mine had a name on it too.
33:15Julian.
33:16Nobody had asked me that night who I'd written.
33:19The truth is, in the second round, I wasn't just the one asking.
33:23I was playing two.
33:24If we could only keep four out of five, I would have given up Julian.
33:27Because right before the party started, I'd seen him take the birthday crown I'd prepared
33:31and place it on Mia's head.
33:32Back then, I still had one last drop of hope for him, so I never flipped my board.
33:37Turns out, before they gave up on me, I had already considered giving up on one of them.
33:41In the end, I chose to leave all three of them in the past instead.
33:44I closed the album and set it back on the shelf.
33:46My mother asked softly,
33:48What do you want for dinner?
33:50Fried rice with egg.
33:51She paused, then smiled.
33:52Alright, I'll go get eggs.
33:54When I was little, her fried rice with egg was my favorite.
33:57Then Mia said she didn't like scallions, and the fried rice never had scallions in it again.
34:01That night, when the plate came out, the rice was flecked with green scallion.
34:05I ate quietly.
34:07I didn't say it was good, and I didn't say it wasn't.
34:09Early the next morning, I took my telescope up the mountain.
34:12Mom didn't ask to come along.
34:13She just handed me a jacket on the way out.
34:15The lookout that had once trapped me had been rebuilt.
34:18A handful of people were already at the railing, waiting for the sunrise.
34:21I set up my equipment.
34:23Just before the sun broke the horizon, a meteor cut across it.
34:26Short, bright.
34:28People around me gasped and closed their eyes to make a wish.
34:30I didn't make one, because everything I once wanted, the freedom, the respect, the wide
34:35open world, my phone buzzed.
34:37Mom asked when I'd be back for breakfast.
34:39I typed back after sunrise.
34:41I looked up.
34:42Morning light climbed over the ridge and settled softly on my face.
34:45For years, I believed that being chosen by everyone was what happiness meant.
34:49I'd walked 1,700 miles alone to finally understand.
34:53Real happiness has nothing to do with waiting for someone to write my name on a board.
34:57It's having the courage to walk away from a table that was never mine.
35:00The wind lifted the edge of my coat.
35:02I hoisted the equipment onto my back and started up the sunlit path.
35:06This time, no one was walking beside me, and I didn't feel alone anymore.
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