00:00They did everything. They, they popped my water and she went into distress and they gave me
00:06epidurals and, you know, it didn't work. And she was still like in distress from all the stuff they
00:13did. They told me that my baby was going to die if I didn't go along with a C-section.
00:19They destroyed my birth. And so I ended up with a C-section. The C-section was very violating.
00:25They like had me strapped to the table. There was a student there like mimicking the surgeon and I
00:32just felt like no one was advocating for me. I was having a panic attack and I was obviously afraid
00:37for my baby's life. They didn't show me her when she was born. It was very fast. And I was
00:44like on
00:45so much different types of like, like they were throwing everything at me. It was all a blur until
00:51I remember them saying, you know, Oh, your baby's going to go to the NICU. And I didn't see her
00:56until
00:56like later that day. I went down there and she looked like a normal baby, but she just had all
01:04these tubes connected to her. And it was really scary.
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