00:00yeah it's it's it's it's i mean it's so many things and of course as the partner of somebody
00:07that is suffering like that like it is awful i'm not gonna lie it's horrendous i you know
00:14i go off to lose women i'm smiling i'm don't know and inside i there was a number of times
00:22that i was really scared um and and and it is really really scary when you i mean you talk
00:41about
00:41how you weren't deep enough to not feel the numbness but also witnessing that i mean really
00:54witnessing like that like a number of times coming in and you're just sitting just emptied out but
01:01just i mean it's just petrifying absolutely petrifying because nothing can work to show you
01:10any light you know i can't bring any light into the room
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