00:00Oh my god, no, we've been together for 20 years and I think I was one of those very complacent,
00:06you know, what's the Bridget Jones phrase, married, smug marriage or something.
00:13And I think, I think these are things that, just like other things one can go through, like, you know,
00:21loss of a parent or infertility, just you don't know what it's like until it happens to you.
00:25And I thought it was never going to happen to me. So the first few months when he was behaving,
00:30he told me within the first few days, I just don't love you anymore, which was, and look, I'm not
00:37questioning his right to feel that.
00:38I'm not bashing him. But it was so out of the blue. And then for about four months, we just
00:46continued here and he kept, he just kept saying, I'm sorry, I don't feel the same way for you anymore.
00:53I might leave, I might not leave. And I eventually got to the point where I've been on my own
01:00for the whole pandemic with my two kids.
01:03I've looked after them for 10 years when he's mostly filmed for the past 10 years outside of Los Angeles.
01:10So I was here and he was here, but he wouldn't talk to me, wouldn't look at me, wouldn't, didn't
01:17sleep, went to sleep in the spare room.
01:20Eventually I, I thought I might do myself harm because I, I did, my friends just, I spoke to my
01:26friends and they kept saying, this is not like him.
01:29This is not, this is just doesn't sound right. And I think I just, I bored that, but my friends
01:35just didn't know what to say to me.
01:36And one point I just thought, I'm going to lose my mind. And I just tweeted, he's leaving us.
01:42And then all hell broke loose.
Comments