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00:00I had a family of four and a boyfriend, yet I was entirely alone.
00:06To my parents and brother, I was just a tool to pave the way for my pampered twin sister.
00:12To my fiancƩ, I was just a shadow while he showered my sister with the love and gifts that belonged
00:18to me.
00:19I thought the Columbia acceptance letters was to be the moment Lucas slipped a ring onto my finger
00:23and my parents, for once, actually acknowledged my existence.
00:26However, on the day college acceptance letters were released, I clutched my laptop and rushed into the living room.
00:33Mom! Dad! I got into Columbia!
00:35I'm actually going to New York with Ethan and Lucas!
00:40The living room was completely empty.
00:43My parents, my brother, and my fiancƩ secretly jetted off to New York to celebrate my twin sister's fake success,
00:51leaving me behind without a word.
00:53A glossy Columbia muck on the count sat, a gift from Lucas last year.
00:58His voice echoed in my head.
01:00Get into Columbia, babe, and I'll take you to every single romantic spot this city has to offer.
01:06I had made those words, my entire world, surviving countless all-nighters,
01:11but now that mug was shoved aside.
01:14Beneath it, three printed flight confirmations.
01:16My mother, my father, and my twin sister, Chloe, ate at Tamsin, JFK, New York.
01:24My fingers went totally numb as I opened Instagram.
01:28Ethan, my older brother, had just posted a reel.
01:31He was wheeling Chloe's suitcase through the terminal, grinning at the camera.
01:35Welcome to NYC, princess.
01:37Time to go conquer your pre-college program.
01:40Lucas was standing right there beside them,
01:42handing massive bouquet of blush pink ponies.
01:45Chloe looked up at him through her lashes, biting her lip.
01:47Do you think Claire's gonna hate us for leaving her behind?
01:51Claire's fine. Missing one trip isn't gonna kill her.
01:56A sick chill seeped straight into my bones.
01:59The city I had ruined my health to reach, and they had already shut me out.
02:04Right then, my phone buzzed.
02:06My mother had finally realized she had another daughter.
02:10Keep your Columbia news out of the family chat group.
02:13Chloe is finally happy.
02:15Don't ruin it by making it all about you.
02:18Before I could even catch my breath, and another text flashed across the screen.
02:22Babe, you already got into your dream school.
02:24Don't start drama and steal her spotlight over this.
02:27My hand shook, knocking the Columbia mug off the counter.
02:30It shattered against the tile.
02:32I crouched down and picked up the shards.
02:34I didn't cry.
02:36Suddenly, New York felt miles away.
02:39Far enough that I didn't want to go anymore.
02:43Ethan's voice cut through the phone, backed by the noisy hum of the airport terminal.
02:47Claire, what's the code to the pink suitcase?
02:490-5-2-1.
02:52May 21st.
02:53Chloe's birthday.
02:55Mine too.
02:56But in our house, that date had only ever belonged to one person.
03:00Over the line, a sharp click signaled the lock giving way,
03:04followed instantly by Chloe's whining voice.
03:06Ugh, Ethan!
03:07My sunscreen literally exploded everywhere!
03:10My whole bag is ruined!
03:11Relax, sweetie.
03:13I'll just get Luke's to take you to replace it.
03:15Ethan soothed her over the line,
03:17his tone sickeningly indulgent.
03:19Suddenly, the phone was ripped away.
03:21Claire, why are you ignoring my FaceTimes?
03:24Look, Chloe's doing her prep program here,
03:26and New York rents are insane.
03:27Sign over that $20,000 check you got?
03:29I needed to lock down a luxury apartment for her.
03:31I walked to the bathroom and turned the fauceter on full blast,
03:34letting the creasing water numb my fingers.
03:37I already spent it on tuition.
03:39The line fell completely silent.
03:41When Lucas spoke again, his voice had dropped to absolute zero.
03:45Claire, pick a better lie.
03:47Columbia hasn't even billed you yet.
03:51We all know you're just holding on to that check.
03:53He spoke with the absolute arrogance
03:55of a guy who genuinely thought he owned my entire life.
03:59Chloe is fragile, Claire.
04:00You've always been the strong one.
04:02Columbia's dorms are amazing anyway,
04:04so it's not like you're going to suffer.
04:05Can't you just let your sister have this one thing?
04:07I grabbed a towel, slowly drying my hands.
04:10I spent it, Lucas.
04:13Spent it on what?
04:16Shopping.
04:18Claire!
04:20Lucas snapped, his composure completely evaporating over the line.
04:24Since when did you get this selfish?
04:27Chloe didn't get accepted,
04:28and she's been crying for days.
04:31As her sister, instead of showing some compassion,
04:34you're seriously being this petty over a check?
04:36I looked at my reflection in the mirror.
04:38My expression was dead calm.
04:41So you all just left for New York without telling me.
04:46I spoke softly, but Lucas heard me anyway.
04:50He let out a sigh.
04:51We didn't tell you because we knew you'd totally overreact.
04:55Look, you got into Columbia.
04:56You're the pride of the family.
04:58Chloe is just really insecure right now,
05:00and we wanted to give her some support.
05:03You're strong.
05:05What's the big deal about staying home alone for a few days?
05:08I just listened.
05:09So that was it.
05:11In their eyes, my success was a sin.
05:14Because I was strong,
05:15I didn't deserve to be coddled.
05:17I didn't deserve to be celebrated.
05:20I didn't even deserve the grant I had worked so hard to earn.
05:23I get it.
05:25Lucas took my quiet tone as instant compliance,
05:28his voice softening into a low purr.
05:30Good girl.
05:31Just transfer the money to your mom.
05:32She stops stressing about the apartment.
05:34I gotta go.
05:35Chloe wants to grab cupcakes at Magnolia Bakery.
05:37Bye, babe.
05:41The line went totally dead.
05:44I didn't send the money.
05:45Instead, I walked back to my bedroom,
05:49opened my laptop,
05:50and logged into the application portal.
05:53Aside from Columbia,
05:55another official acceptance was sitting in my private inbox
05:57from a top architecture school in California.
06:02It was over 2,000 miles away.
06:04No Manhattan luxury.
06:06No Lucas.
06:08I clicked open the page.
06:10The cursor hovered between decline for Columbia and accept for California.
06:13Holding the mouse,
06:14I declined Columbia without hesitation,
06:16chose the West Coast school,
06:18and secured my design grant safely inside a personal account completely out of their reach.
06:22Click.
06:23Confirm.
06:23I closed the laptop.
06:25I turned around,
06:26opened the wardrobe,
06:27and pulled out my suitcase.
06:28I began packing my clothes piece by piece.
06:30The outfits I had bought specifically New York
06:32were shoved right back into the deepest corner of the closet.
06:35California would be warm.
06:36I wouldn't be needing them anyway.
06:38My phone buzzed on the bed.
06:40Mom had sent a photo.
06:42Chloe was wearing a new necklace from Lucas,
06:44a radiant smile on her face.
06:46The caption read,
06:47Chloe is much happier today.
06:49I didn't reply.
06:50I just put the chat on Do Not Disturb.
06:54Three days later,
06:56the front door was pushed open.
06:57The living room was instantly filled with the sound of laughter.
07:01New York is so muggy and hot right now.
07:04The pollution completely ruined my skin.
07:07I'm breaking out already.
07:08Mom complained,
07:09kicking off her shoes.
07:10Ethan followed right behind her,
07:12loaded down with shopping bags.
07:13As long as Chloe had a good time, Mom.
07:15Honestly,
07:15she's been in such better spirits since we got there.
07:17I sat on the sofa,
07:18holding a book.
07:20The moment their eyes landed on me,
07:21the laughter died instantly.
07:23The entire living room turned ice cold.
07:25Mom frowned,
07:27her gaze sweeping over the clean coffee table.
07:29Claire,
07:29we're exhausted from the flight and starving.
07:31You didn't even bother to have dinner ready for us?
07:33I closed the book and stood up.
07:35There's food in the fridge.
07:37Mom glared at me and walked past me.
07:39Chloe peeked out from behind Ethan,
07:40decked out in freshness,
07:41signer dress and rare limited edition sneakers.
07:44The ultimate New York trophies.
07:45She lowered her head,
07:47her voice cracking with unshened tears.
07:50Claire,
07:50please don't be mad at Mom and Ethan.
07:53I'm the one who begged them to come to New York with me.
07:56If you're going to hate anyone,
07:58hate me.
08:00Why are you apologizing,
08:01Chloe?
08:02Who does she think she is to be mad at you?
08:04He turned to me,
08:05his gaze sharp.
08:06Lose the attitude,
08:07Claire.
08:07She's about to start a pre-college program
08:09and she's already under so much pressure.
08:10Can't you be a supportive sister for once in your life?
08:13I looked at my own brother.
08:14Since we were kids,
08:15it was always the same.
08:17The moment Chloe cried,
08:18I was automatically the one in the wrong.
08:20Mom walked over,
08:22holding her glass of water.
08:23Then where is the money,
08:25Claire?
08:26Lucas told you to transfer the money for Chloe's apartment.
08:30Why haven't you done it?
08:32Chloe literally cried herself to sleep last night
08:34because she missed out on that beautiful place.
08:38I looked at my mother's entitled face.
08:41I bled for that grant.
08:42I spent countless all-a-nights drafting and trashing designs
08:45until my hands bled.
08:47Why the hell should I just hand it over to her?
08:50Mom slammed the glass down hard onto the coffee table.
08:54Because she's your sister.
08:56You got into an Ivy League.
08:58You'll have no problem making money down the road.
09:01But Chloe doesn't have it as easy as you do.
09:04She needs a head start.
09:06Is it really so much to ask for you to help your own sister?
09:10Right then, Lucas walked in.
09:12He was holding a Sikh silver box.
09:14It was the latest drawing tablet,
09:15one I'd been eyeing for six months
09:17but couldn't bring myself to buy.
09:19I was a design major.
09:20I needed it.
09:21Lucas had promised it to me as a graduation gift
09:24if I got into Columbia.
09:25Chloe, here's the tablet you wanted.
09:28Oh my god, Lucas!
09:30You are literally the best!
09:32Lucas ruffled her hair,
09:33his eyes full of affection.
09:35I stood there,
09:36staring at the silver box.
09:38Lucas turned to look at me.
09:40Claire, your old tablet still works fine
09:42and I just started at the firm
09:43so cash is a little tight right now.
09:45Don't be petty.
09:46I'll get you a new one next year with my bonus.
09:48He always had a way of delivering
09:50the cruelest blows
09:51and the gent gentlest tones.
09:52I just nodded calmly.
09:54Okay, I won't be petty.
09:56Lucas paused.
09:58In the past,
09:59I would have fought him through tears.
10:00He thrived on my jealousy,
10:02loved seeing me hurt over him
10:04just so he could toss me a bone
10:06and pretend to be the savior.
10:07But today, I said nothing.
10:09I just turned and walked toward my bedroom.
10:18Well, at least she's finally learning to shut up
10:21and know her place.
10:23Leaning against the closed door,
10:24I looked down at my packed suitcase.
10:27Inside were only a few old clothes
10:30and my old tablet,
10:32its screen already covered in cracks.
10:34It didn't matter.
10:35California is bathed in sunshine.
10:39I no longer needed their artificial light.
10:43The celebration dinner was set for the weekend.
10:46They booked the entire ballroom
10:48at the city's most exclusive country club.
10:51The welcome sign at the entrance
10:52read an elegant creole.
10:54Congratulations, Chloe,
10:55Columbia University Prep Program.
10:57And at the very bottom,
10:59my name was squeezed into the corner
11:00like an afterthought.
11:01And congrats it to Claire.
11:03The font was so small,
11:05it was barely legible.
11:06The relatives streamed in one after another.
11:09My parents stood at the entrance,
11:11their faces glowing with pride.
11:14Aunt Beatrice walked over,
11:16holding Chloe's hand
11:18and praising her endlessly.
11:20Oh, Chloe, sweetie,
11:22I'm just thrilled for you.
11:24You know how impossibly hard it is
11:26to get into that Lumbia Prep Program.
11:29But of course,
11:31with Lucas pulling strings for you,
11:33nothing is impossible.
11:35Turning around,
11:36she spotted me sitting in the corner
11:38and offered a dismissive smile.
11:40Oh, and good job to you too, Claire.
11:43Now that you'll both be in New York,
11:45remember you're the older sister.
11:47It's your job to look after Chloe
11:48and make sure she has everything she needs.
11:51I looked down at the ice water in front of me
11:53and said nothing.
11:54The banquet ticked off.
11:56Dad stepped to the front,
11:57clinking his champagne glass
11:59to command the room
11:59before opening with a toast.
12:01Chloe glided onto the stage,
12:03soaking in the attention
12:04the stunning designer dress
12:05Luca had bought her.
12:06Thank you, Mom, Dad, Ethan,
12:08and most of all, Lucas.
12:11She blushed,
12:12looking at Lucas at the main table.
12:14I honestly wouldn't be standing here today
12:16without Lucas' encouragement.
12:17He never stopped believing in me,
12:19even when I wanted to give up.
12:21The room erupted into thunderous applause.
12:26Knowing glances passed among the guests,
12:29shifting between the two of them.
12:31Lucas sat at the main table,
12:33a slight smile on his face.
12:35I sat at a side table on the very edge.
12:37My table mates were distant relatives
12:39who rarely visited.
12:41They sipped champagne
12:42and lowered their voices in discussion.
12:45It's so weird.
12:47Claire got a full ride
12:48to an actual Ivy League school
12:50and they barely blink an eye,
12:52but they throw this massive party
12:54for Chloe's prep program.
12:58Oh, please.
13:00Chloe is the pretty, sweet one.
13:03With her looks,
13:04she's guaranteed to land a millionaire
13:06down the road.
13:07I think Lucas definitely
13:09has feelings for her.
13:10Right.
13:11We might share the exact same face,
13:13but I'll always be the spare.
13:15I took a bite of smoked salmon
13:17from the buffet plate.
13:20Very salty.
13:22The club servers wheeled out
13:24a three-tier cake.
13:25Lucas walked up to the stage
13:27and took the knife.
13:28He took Chloe's hand
13:30and together they sliced the first piece.
13:33Plate in hand,
13:34he walked straight over
13:35and looked down at me.
13:36Claire,
13:37Chloe insisted you get the first slice.
13:40She feels bad
13:41because you've been throwing
13:42a tantrum all week.
13:43Just take it.
13:46Everyone is watching,
13:47so don't ruin her night.
13:49I looked at the cream-covered
13:51slice of cake on the plate.
13:52On stage,
13:53Chloe was watching me expectantly.
13:55I didn't pick up the fork.
13:57I don't like sweets.
13:58Lucas's jaw tightened instantly.
14:00Do you really have to do this
14:02right now?
14:04Just then,
14:05Chloe ran over,
14:06holding up the hem of her dress.
14:09Claire,
14:09please don't be mad at me
14:10about the drawing tablet.
14:12I didn't know Lucas bought it
14:14for you first.
14:16I'll give it back to you,
14:17I promise.
14:18Please just don't hate me.
14:20As she leeched for my hand,
14:22her elbow violently clipped
14:23the table edge,
14:24the plate tipped it,
14:25and the frosted cake
14:27splattered brutally
14:28across the pristine white dress.
14:30I'm sorry, Claire!
14:32She covered her mouth,
14:33stepping back.
14:34Ethan rushed over instantly
14:36and shoved me away,
14:38shielding Chloe in his arms.
14:40She was just trying to do
14:41something nice for you,
14:42pushed her?
14:43I stumbled back,
14:44a dull ache.
14:46I didn't even touch her.
14:48Cut the crap, Claire!
14:50It's just a stupid dress!
14:52Chloe didn't mean to do it!
14:54Mom hurried over too,
14:56glaring at me fiercely.
14:58You just couldn't let her
15:00have one good day,
15:01could you?
15:02You...
15:04You always defined a way
15:05to ruin everything!
15:07Looking at the ruined dress
15:08and the permanent stain,
15:10I felt the final string
15:11snap inside me.
15:12None of this mattered anymore.
15:14I didn't go to the restroom.
15:16Instead,
15:16I picked up my canvas toad bag
15:18from the back of the chair.
15:20Don't worry,
15:20I won't ruin your precious
15:21family moment anymore.
15:23I'm leaving.
15:29Claire!
15:30Lucas' voice came from behind.
15:31I didn't stop,
15:32walking straight out
15:33the club doors.
15:34Lucas caught up
15:35and grabbed my wrist.
15:36Get back inside, Claire.
15:37Don't do this.
15:39Everyone is looking at us.
15:41You are not going to ruin
15:41Chloe's night over a little drama.
15:43I stopped and turned
15:44to look at him.
15:45His shirt was slightly
15:47disheveled,
15:48messed up from when
15:49he was protecting
15:49Chloe just now.
15:51My dress
15:53is ruined, Lucas.
15:54So go sponge it off
15:55in the bathroom.
15:56It's not the end of the world.
15:57When did you become
15:58so bitter and vindictive?
15:59As it turned out,
16:00I wasn't even allowed
16:01to be upset over
16:02my own ruined dress.
16:03I'm not washing it.
16:05In fact,
16:06you can keep the dress.
16:09I'm done with it.
16:11I'm done with all of you.
16:13I pried his fingers away,
16:14one by one.
16:15Lucas stared at his
16:16empty palm,
16:17his brow fertling deeper.
16:19Where are you going?
16:21Home.
16:22I raised my hand,
16:24flagging down
16:24a passing yellow cab.
16:25As the car pulled away,
16:28Lucas' figure grew
16:29smaller and smaller
16:30in the rearview mirror.
16:31Two days later,
16:32moving day arrived.
16:33From the crack of dawn,
16:34the entire house
16:35was turned upside down.
16:36A small mountain
16:37of Chloe's luggage
16:38blocked the living room.
16:39At least seven or eight
16:40oversized suitcases.
16:41Ethan meticulously
16:42cross-checked
16:43her packing list.
16:44Did you grab your winter coat?
16:46New York winters are no joke.
16:47Yeah, yeah.
16:48I got it.
16:50I walked out of my bedroom,
16:52dragging a small suitcase.
16:53No one noticed me.
16:54Lucas pulled up out front
16:55and immediately came up to help,
16:57making trips back and forth
16:58with Chloe's bags
16:59until the trunk and back seats
17:01were packed with Chloe's things.
17:02I stood at the foyer.
17:03Lucas wiped the sweat
17:04from his forehead,
17:05walked over,
17:06and looked at my luggage.
17:09Claire,
17:10the car's completely packed
17:11and you barely have anything anyway.
17:14Just catch an Uber to the airport
17:16and grab the next flight.
17:18Text me when you land
17:20and I'll pick you up
17:21once everything's all settled,
17:22alright?
17:22Ethan chapped in from the driveway,
17:24crossing his arms.
17:25Yeah, Claire.
17:27You've always been independent.
17:28Not like Chloe.
17:29She gets totally lost
17:30without a GPS.
17:31My fingers tightened
17:32around the handle
17:33of my suitcase.
17:34Then,
17:35slowly,
17:35I let go.
17:37Okay.
17:38Lucas gave my hair
17:39a patronizing ruffle,
17:40looking pleased.
17:41Good girl.
17:43I'll make it up to you
17:44with a nice dinner
17:44once you get to the city.
17:45They crowded around Chloe
17:47and went downstairs.
17:49The house fell
17:50completely quiet.
17:51I checked my phone screen.
17:53On the app,
17:54my digital ticket gleamed.
17:56A one-way flight to California,
17:58boarding in two hours.
17:59At 3 p.m.,
18:00the gates of Columbia University
18:02were bustling.
18:03He looked down at his phone.
18:05No new message.
18:08Frowning,
18:09he dialed my number.
18:11Your call has been forwarded
18:13to an automated
18:13voice editing system.
18:15Lucas kicked a pebble
18:16on the ground
18:17in frustration.
18:20Claire's still not here?
18:22Straight to voicemail.
18:24Lucas schnaffed.
18:25She's definitely throwing a fit
18:27and screening my calls.
18:28She's being completely
18:29impossible lately.
18:30Honestly,
18:31just ignore her.
18:32Once she gets lost
18:33in the city,
18:33trying to haul all her luggage
18:35by herself,
18:35she'll come crawling back
18:36to us,
18:37crying.
18:38Lucas stared at the passing crowd.
18:40His gaze locked onto
18:42every single girl
18:43stepping out of a taxi.
18:45Meanwhile,
18:463,000 miles away,
18:48California was bathed
18:49in brilliant golden sunshine.
18:51Dragging my small suitcase,
18:53I stood in the orientation
18:54center for an his top
18:55heart artist me of school.
18:57Welcome to Califere.
18:58Go ahead and sign
18:58the welcome wall
18:59right over there.
19:00Under the freshman section,
19:02architect texture to design,
19:04I signed my name.
19:07Claire.
19:10I held out my phone
19:11for the orientation volunteer
19:12to scan my UR code,
19:14trading it from dorm key
19:15and student ID.
19:16The volunteer flashed
19:17a bright smile.
19:18Hey,
19:19need a luggage cart
19:20to haul your stuff
19:20to your dorm?
19:21No, thank you.
19:22I can manage.
19:23Pulling my suitcase
19:24down the shaded walkway,
19:25I turned my phone on.
19:26The screen was instantly
19:27flooded with missed calls
19:28and message notifications.
19:30On iMessage,
19:31Lucas had sent over
19:31a dozen urgent texts.
19:33The first one was
19:34relatively calm in tone.
19:35Did you land yet?
19:37I'm going to the airport
19:38to pick you up.
19:39By the third text,
19:40he was growing impatient.
19:41I didn't reply.
19:42Instead,
19:43I unlocked my dorm door,
19:44started carefully wiping
19:45down the desk and chairs,
19:47and made my bed.
19:48It wasn't until
19:49eight that evening,
19:50after a shower,
19:50that I sat at my clean desk
19:52and finally dialed
19:53Lucas's number.
19:54So you finally
19:55remembered a call?
19:55Where the hell are you?
19:56I checked the arrivals board
19:58and that flight landed
19:58an hour ago.
19:59You're not at the terminal.
20:00Did you even get
20:01on the damn plane?
20:02In the background,
20:03I could hear Chloe crying.
20:04Lucas,
20:05is Claire doing this
20:06because of me?
20:07I held the phone
20:08a little further away.
20:09After he finished yelling,
20:11I spoke calmly.
20:12I'm not in New York,
20:13Lucas.
20:14Dead silence
20:14on the other end.
20:15When Lucas spoke again,
20:17his voice dropped
20:17to a mannosing hiss.
20:19Are you kidding me?
20:19You applied to Columbia.
20:21If you're not in New York,
20:22where are you?
20:22You think you own
20:23the university?
20:24You can just decide
20:25not to go?
20:25I rejected Columbia
20:26and accepted an offer
20:28in California.
20:29I already finished orientation
20:30at three o'clock
20:31this afternoon.
20:32I looked at the brilliant
20:33California night view
20:34outside my window.
20:35my tone completely unruffled.
20:37Impossible!
20:38Lucas blurted out,
20:39his tone full of disbelief.
20:41How many all-nighters
20:42did you pull for New York?
20:44How could you possibly
20:44go to California?
20:46Stop lying, Claire.
20:47Are you hiding out
20:48some sketchy New York hotel
20:50playing hard to get
20:51just so we'll come
20:52begging for your forgiveness?
20:53He was still absolutely
20:54certain I was playing
20:55hard to get.
20:57Before I could even
20:58open my mouth,
20:59Ethan tore the phone
21:00from Lucas,
21:01his fury exploding
21:02through the speaker.
21:03Claire,
21:04have you completely
21:05lost your mind?
21:06Are you throwing away
21:07your future just to
21:08compete with Chloe?
21:09California is halfway
21:10across the country.
21:11You are dropping out
21:12right now,
21:12packing your bags,
21:13and reapplying to
21:14transfer back here
21:15next year.
21:16Listening to his
21:16arrogant commands,
21:18I couldn't help but
21:19find the whole thing
21:19utterly hilarious.
21:21Drop out?
21:22Reapply?
21:23Ethan,
21:23this school's
21:24architecture program
21:25is top three
21:25are nationwide.
21:26The degree carries
21:27just as much weight
21:28as Columbia's.
21:29Why should I drop out?
21:30Didn't you all accuse me
21:31of stealing Chloe's spotlight?
21:32Well,
21:32now I'm 3,000 miles away.
21:34She can shine
21:35all she wants.
21:36There's no one left
21:36to compete with her.
21:37It's nice.
21:38Peaceful,
21:39even.
21:39You.
21:40Ethan was choked up,
21:41unable to speak.
21:42The phone went back
21:43to Lucas.
21:44He seemed to finally realize
21:45I wasn't joking.
21:46His breathing grew heavy.
21:48Claire,
21:48do you have any idea
21:49what you're doing?
21:50Are you treating your future
21:51like a joke
21:52just to spite us?
21:53Do you think
21:54if you go to California,
21:55we'll feel sorry for you?
21:57In his coldest tone,
21:59he delivered
21:59his final ultimatum.
22:01I'm telling you,
22:02get your ass back here
22:03right now
22:04and I'll let this slide.
22:05But if you insist
22:06on staying in California,
22:07don't you dare
22:08come crawling back to me
22:09when you crash and burn.
22:10I lowered my eyes,
22:11looking at the brand new
22:12textbook on my desk.
22:13Fine, I won't.
22:15I pulled up his contact
22:16and hit block,
22:17cutting him out of my life
22:18in a single tap.
22:19The motion was fluid,
22:21without a shred of hesitation.
22:22Next was Ethan,
22:23then my parents,
22:24and finally Chloe.
22:25I erased every single way
22:27they could ever reach me.
22:28Done with it all,
22:29I let out a long breath.
22:30New York was freezing anyway.
22:32I didn't want it anymore.
22:34Three months passed
22:35in a flash
22:36under the warm California sun.
22:38Without the endless
22:39criticism and toxic comparisons,
22:41I felt lighter
22:43than I ever had before.
22:44I joined the department's
22:45design studio
22:46and ranked first
22:47in my major
22:48among the freshmen.
22:49My advisor recognized
22:50my potential early on
22:52and put me in charge
22:53of a major
22:54corporate-sponsored project.
22:56Between the studio
22:57and the library,
22:58my days were packed.
22:59but deeply fulfilling.
23:01On weekends,
23:02I would grab coffee
23:03in the neighborhood
23:03with my roommates
23:04and watch the sunset
23:05at the beach.
23:06The names Lucas
23:07and Chloe
23:08no longer existed
23:09in my world.
23:10Meanwhile,
23:11in distant New York,
23:12life didn't seem so easy.
23:13At least,
23:14that was the gossip
23:15trickling down
23:16from my old high school
23:17Cosmakes.
23:18Chloe's pre-college life
23:19was a disaster.
23:20Pampered her whole life,
23:21she lacked basic
23:22survival skills,
23:23she was constantly
23:24at war with her roommates.
23:26and academically,
23:27she was dead last,
23:29completely failing
23:30to keep up
23:31with her classes.
23:32At first,
23:33Lucas and Ethan
23:33patiently cleaned up
23:34after her,
23:35doing her homework
23:36and bribing her roommates
23:38with designer bags
23:39to keep the peace.
23:41But over time,
23:42Chloe's tantrums
23:43only escalated.
23:44Between her demands
23:45and his own crushing workload,
23:48Lucas' patience
23:48was wearing paper thin.
23:51The first snow
23:52of the New York winter
23:53fell heavily.
23:54Lucas had a high fever.
23:56Lying in his apartment bed,
23:57he hibbitually
23:58called out toward the door.
24:01Claire,
24:01get me some water.
24:03The room was dead silent.
24:04There were no footsteps,
24:06no glass of water
24:07at just the right temperature,
24:08and no girl
24:09who would stay
24:10by his bed aside all night,
24:11reminding him
24:12to take his medicine on time.
24:14Lucas snapped his eyes open,
24:15looking at the empty room
24:17with a splitting headache.
24:18He reached for his phone,
24:19subconsciously clipped on my number
24:21and sent a text.
24:22I have a fever.
24:23A stark red exclamation mark
24:25popped up next to the bubble.
24:27Beneath it,
24:27the words read,
24:28Not Delivered.
24:29Lucas stared at the red icon,
24:31his heart skipping a violent beat.
24:33A sudden,
24:34suffocating mix of irritation
24:35and panic
24:36tightened around his chest.
24:37Three months.
24:39He genuinely believed
24:41Claire was just throwing a tantrum
24:42to get his attention,
24:43that once reality hit her
24:45and she couldn't hack it on her own,
24:46she'd come crawling back.
24:48But she hadn't.
24:49Not only was she not back,
24:50she had erased herself
24:51from his world completely.
24:54The door was pushed open
24:55and Chloe walked in,
24:57bringing a wave of cold air with her.
24:59She held a cup of iced milk tea
25:00in her hand.
25:01Lucas, are you feeling any better?
25:04My roommates were being
25:05total bitches to me again today.
25:07Can you go give them
25:08a piece of your mind tomorrow?
25:10She didn't even notice
25:11how pale he was,
25:13too wrapped up
25:13in her own whining.
25:14Looking at her,
25:15a memory of how Claire
25:16used to take care of him
25:18suddenly flashed through Lucas's mind.
25:20Quiet, meticulous,
25:21never complaining.
25:22Get out.
25:23What?
25:23Chloe froze.
25:24I said get the hell out!
25:26Lucas roared,
25:27shocked and terrified.
25:28Tears welled up in Chloe's eyes.
25:30She slammed the door
25:31and fled.
25:33Forcing himself to sit up,
25:35Lucas opened a booking app
25:36and bought the earliest flight
25:38to California.
25:39I'm just going to see
25:40how miserable she is.
25:41As long as she swallows her pride
25:43and apologizes,
25:44I'll throw her a bone
25:45and bring her back to New York.
25:47He still genuinely believed
25:48he held all the cards.
25:50The winter sun in California
25:51still carried a gentle warmth.
25:53With no classes in the afternoon,
25:54Ryan, my project partner,
25:56walked beside me,
25:58helping me carry a heavy box
25:59of model-making supplies.
26:00He smiled brightly.
26:02Claire, your design idea
26:03for the building facade
26:04is brilliant.
26:06Seriously, we have to celebrate.
26:08Dinner's on me tonight.
26:09Sure, but it's a deal.
26:11Next time is on me.
26:12We headed together
26:12towards the campus gates,
26:14discussing the modeling details.
26:16The moment we stepped outside,
26:18the smile froze on my face.
26:20Lucas stood under a tall tree.
26:22He wore a thin black overcoat.
26:23He looked like a completely different person
26:26from the perfectly groomed,
26:27arrogant Ivy League elite
26:28he used to be.
26:30When he saw me,
26:31his eyes lit up instantly
26:32and he strode towards me.
26:34His gaze locked onto the scant inches
26:36between Ryan and me,
26:38his brow furrowing deeply.
26:39He stepped forward,
26:40habitually reaching out
26:41to grab my wrist.
26:42Claire,
26:43are you finally done
26:45throwing your little tantrum?
26:46Pack up your things.
26:47We're heading back to New York.
26:49His tone was still
26:50that of a master giving orders,
26:51as if I were a lost pet
26:53and all he had to do
26:54was snap his fingers
26:55for me to wag my tail
26:57and crawl back in gratitude.
26:58I took a step back,
26:59calmly evading his hand.
27:01Lucas's hand froze midair.
27:03He looked at me,
27:04a flicker of disbelief
27:05passing through his eyes.
27:07Claire,
27:08what the hell is this?
27:09I looked at him,
27:10my gaze like that of someone
27:11looking at a complete stranger
27:13on the street.
27:14Sir,
27:15you've got the wrong person.
27:17Lucas's face contorted with rage.
27:19His voice boomed
27:20as he pointed
27:21an accusing finger at Ryan.
27:22The wrong person?
27:23Stop playing games, Claire.
27:26Did you throw away
27:27your entire future
27:28and come to this garbage school
27:30just for some guy?
27:31Do you have any idea
27:33how much the family
27:34is suffering because of you?
27:36Chloe cries herself
27:37to sleep every night.
27:38How can you be
27:39so damn heartless?
27:41Ryan stepped up,
27:42completely body blocking
27:43me from Lucas.
27:44Look, man,
27:45I don't give a shit
27:46who you think you are.
27:47Lower your voice
27:47and back the hell off.
27:49Right now.
27:50Blinded by fury,
27:51Lucas lodged forward
27:53and shoved Ryan's chest.
27:54Get the fuck
27:55out of my face.
27:56This is none of your business.
27:59I grabbed Ryan's arm
28:00and pulled him back,
28:01stepping directly
28:02into Lucas's line of sight.
28:04His face was contorted
28:05with rage.
28:06Lucas Vance.
28:07Chloe is crying
28:08because her live-in maid
28:09walked out
28:10and she has no one left
28:11to clean up after her.
28:12Mom and dad
28:13are tearing each other apart
28:14because they finally realize
28:15their precious little princess
28:16is completely useless,
28:18right?
28:18And you?
28:19I looked him up and down.
28:20You flew across the country
28:22because the moment
28:22you got a fever,
28:23you realized there was
28:24no one left
28:25to fetch you a glass of water?
28:26Am I right?
28:27Lucas froze,
28:28looking as if I'd just
28:29ripped the air
28:30right out of his lungs.
28:31His lips opened,
28:32but he couldn't form
28:32a single word.
28:33He thought I knew nothing.
28:35In reality,
28:35I saw through everything.
28:36Claire,
28:37I didn't...
28:38His voice suddenly turned dry,
28:40the anger in his eyes
28:42replaced by a tress of panic.
28:43Keep it that way.
28:44Go back to New York, Lucas.
28:46Don't ruin California for me.
28:47Let's go.
28:48I brushed past him
28:49without another glance.
28:49Lucas just stood there,
28:51staring after me
28:52as I walked away.
28:53In that moment,
28:54the truth finally sank in.
28:55My eyes held no bitterness,
28:57no anger,
28:57and no regret,
28:58only pure,
28:59unadulterated indifference.
29:00I was truly,
29:02completely done with him.
29:03News of Lucas's
29:05miserable failure
29:05in California
29:06made its way back
29:07to New York,
29:08but my family
29:09barely had time
29:10to process it.
29:10A much bigger disaster
29:12had just exploded
29:13right on their doorstep.
29:14Chloe had been caught
29:15flagantly plaitorizing
29:16her final portfolio
29:17for the pre-college program.
29:19She hadn't just stolen
29:20a classmate's design blueprints.
29:22She'd outsourced
29:22her entire physical model
29:24to a paid freelancer.
29:25Instead of apologizing,
29:27Chloe threw a fit
29:27in the dean's office
29:28and physically assaulted
29:29a pregnant professor.
29:31She was arrested
29:32on the spot.
29:33Columbia kicked her
29:34out of the program
29:34instantly,
29:35and the entire meltdown
29:36was posted on Sidechat,
29:38making her a campus-wide
29:39laughing-stote.
29:40She was now facing
29:41a felony trial.
29:42My family's golden child
29:44was officially a criminal.
29:45My parents and Ethan
29:46were in a complete panic.
29:48They pulled every string
29:49and sought every connection
29:50they could,
29:51only to hit dead ends
29:52everywhere.
29:53Desperate and out of options,
29:55they finally remembered
29:56my existence.
29:57Their disposable
29:58biological daughter
29:59was suddenly valuable
30:00now that I was
30:01the star student
30:02of a top-tier program
30:03in California.
30:04Two days later,
30:05my parents and Ethan
30:06showed up at a diner
30:07across from my campus,
30:08looking hammy
30:09and exhausted
30:10after a panicked
30:11cross-country flight.
30:13Having not seen them
30:14for three months,
30:15I noticed they looked
30:15ten years older.
30:17Mom's hair was a mess,
30:18her eyes red and swollen.
30:19Ethan had lost every ounce
30:21of his usual arrogant swagger,
30:23looking utterly defeated.
30:24Claire, you have to save Chloe.
30:26She's just a child.
30:27She didn't mean it.
30:28You're the top student here.
30:30You must have connections.
30:31Pull some strings, please.
30:33I coldly pulled my hand back,
30:35pulled out a tissue,
30:36and wiped the spot
30:37she had touched.
30:38I'm just a student.
30:39I don't have that
30:40kind of ability.
30:41Ethan grew anxious
30:42and slammed his hand
30:43onto the table.
30:44Stop playing dumb, Claire!
30:46The assistant dean
30:46she pushed?
30:47She was your lead professor
30:48during the Columbia
30:49Summer Studio, right?
30:50She adored you.
30:52Go apologize to her
30:53and take the fall for Chloe.
30:54Looking at Ethan's
30:55self-righteous face,
30:56I couldn't help
30:56but laugh out loud.
30:58Take the fall for her?
30:59Ethan, are you out of your mind?
31:00She's an academic fraud
31:02and a criminal.
31:03She broke the law,
31:04she committed academic misconduct,
31:05and you want me to take the blame?
31:08Claire, we're family.
31:09If Chloe is ruined,
31:10our whole family is finished.
31:12You've always been
31:13the responsible one, Claire.
31:14I am begging you
31:15as your father,
31:15just make this one sacrifice
31:18for the family.
31:19Suffer a little?
31:19The smile completely faded
31:21from my face.
31:21I pulled out my phone
31:22and hit play on an audio file,
31:24one I'd recorded
31:25outside their bedroom
31:26the day college decisions dropped.
31:27Mom's voice cut through the cafe,
31:29crystal clear.
31:30Since Claire got a full
31:31Ivy League ride,
31:32she'll survive just fine.
31:34Poor Chloe is so far behind,
31:36only getting into the prep program.
31:37Once they're in New York,
31:39we'll make Claire look after her
31:40and hand over her scholarship money
31:42to Chloe.
31:42Claire's tough anyway,
31:44it won't hurt her
31:45to struggle a little.
31:46The recording finished playing,
31:47and a dead silence
31:48fell over the cafe.
31:49The exact second you booked
31:51those flights to New York
31:52and left me behind,
31:52you ceased to be my family.
31:54Chloe is a monster
31:55of your own making.
31:56You brewed this poison?
31:57Now choke on it.
31:59Never look for me again.
31:59I turned on my heel
32:01and walked out.
32:01Behind me,
32:02Mom disrupted
32:03into hysterical sobs
32:04while Ethan screamed profanities,
32:06but I didn't look back once.
32:08With steady, unyearling steps,
32:10I walked out
32:11into the bright California sun.
32:14The Sinclair family
32:15completely fell into chaos.
32:17The professor refused
32:18to drop the civil suit.
32:20Facing catastrophic damages
32:22and astronomical legal fees,
32:24my parents had no choice
32:26but to short-sale
32:27their suburban home
32:28for pennies on the dollar
32:29just to stay out of bankruptcy.
32:31Unable to breathe
32:32in the suffocating ruins
32:33of their home,
32:34Ethan had an explosive blowout
32:36with our parents.
32:37He dropped out of college
32:38and fled out of state,
32:39working dead-end jobs
32:41just to survive.
32:42As for Lucas,
32:43he completely broke down.
32:44He returned to New York
32:46only to find he could no longer
32:47focus on anything.
32:49He went back to our old neighborhood,
32:51trying to find some trace
32:52of the past in my old room.
32:55But he found the room
32:56completely empty.
32:57Except for a bed
32:59and a desk,
32:59there was nothing left.
33:01A few days later,
33:02he received a large FedEx box.
33:04The sender was Claire
33:05from California.
33:06With trembling hands,
33:07he opened the box.
33:08Inside was everything
33:09he had given me
33:10over the years.
33:11Cheap hair clips,
33:12plush toys he had bought
33:13on a whim,
33:14and that old drawing tablet
33:15he had used
33:16to brush me off.
33:17At the very bottom
33:18of the box
33:18lay an envelope.
33:19Lucas opened it,
33:20and a pile of shredded
33:22paper pieces fell out.
33:23It was a note
33:24he had written to me
33:25in high school.
33:26When you get into Columbia,
33:27we'll get married.
33:28Lucas dropped to his knees,
33:30staring at the remnants
33:31of his own empty promises.
33:33He covered his face
33:34and broke down
33:35into violent,
33:36shaking sobs.
33:37He finally understood.
33:38What he had lost
33:39was a girl
33:40who would never look back.
33:42The heaviest rainstorm
33:43of the year
33:44was battering California.
33:45Inside the studio,
33:46I had just put
33:47the finishing touches
33:48on my final design blueprints.
33:50My phone rang.
33:51It was the RA on duty
33:52at the front desk.
33:54Claire,
33:55there's a guy
33:55outside the main entrance,
33:57standing dead
33:58in the pouring rain
33:59demanding to see you.
34:00Honestly,
34:00he looks like
34:01he's about to collapse.
34:02Do you want to come down?
34:03I sighed,
34:04grabbed a black umbrella,
34:06and went downstairs.
34:08I stepped outside
34:10to find Lucas
34:11soaked to the bone.
34:12Rainwater streamed
34:13down his face
34:13and into his eyes,
34:15but he didn't even blink.
34:16His gaze entirely fixed on me.
34:18The moment he caught sight of me,
34:20he lunged forward.
34:22Claire,
34:23you're finally willing
34:24to see me.
34:25His eyes were red,
34:27his voice sounding
34:28utterly broken
34:29in the rainstorm.
34:30I was wrong, Claire.
34:31God,
34:31I was so wrong.
34:32I should have protect you.
34:35I'll cut Chloe
34:36out of my life permanently.
34:37I'll do whatever it takes
34:39to treat you right.
34:40Please,
34:42just come home with me.
34:43He tried to reach out
34:44and grab the hem
34:45of my clothes.
34:46I stood under the umbrella,
34:48not a single drop
34:49of rain touching me.
34:51Looking at his wretched state,
34:53I didn't even feel
34:54a trace of pleasure
34:55from revenge.
34:56I only felt
34:57a sense of pity.
34:58Lucas,
34:59you're too little,
35:00too late.
35:01Your regret means
35:02less than nothing
35:03to me now.
35:04I handed him an umbrella,
35:05dropping it at his feet.
35:07Save the tears
35:07for someone who cares.
35:09Because right now,
35:10you just disgust me.
35:13With that,
35:14I turned around
35:14to go back,
35:15without a shred
35:16of hesitation.
35:17Lucas stared
35:18at the black umbrella
35:19on the pavement
35:20before collapsing
35:21into the mud,
35:22utterly broken.
35:23The terrestrial rain
35:24poured down,
35:25drowning out
35:26his desperate sobs.
35:28With that,
35:29I closed the door,
35:30permanently shutting him
35:31and his rotting world
35:32out of my life.
35:34Three years later,
35:35early summer in California
35:36brought a gentle breeze.
35:37Wearing a well-tailored
35:39business suit,
35:40I stood in front of
35:40the city's largest
35:41landmark building.
35:43This was the first
35:44completed project
35:45I had helped design.
35:46As the youngest lead designer
35:47at a premier architectural firm,
35:49I had just bagged
35:50the industry's most
35:51prestigious rising star award.
35:53Next month,
35:54I'd be heading to Europe
35:55on a highly coveted
35:56research fellowship.
35:58Before leaving,
35:59I returned to my hometown
36:00one last time
36:01to finalize
36:02the financial severance
36:03and sign the legal documents
36:05that would permanently
36:06untangle me
36:07from them.
36:09The streets of my hometown
36:10were still run down.
36:12I walked out of City Hall,
36:14holding the notarized
36:15independent legal documents
36:16in my hand.
36:18From now on,
36:19I had absolutely
36:20no legal connection
36:21to that family anymore.
36:23As I walked to the corner
36:24of the street,
36:25I stopped in my tracks.
36:27Near the entrance
36:28of a budget dollar store,
36:29I spotted three people
36:30who were at once
36:32intensely familiar
36:33and entirely unrecognizable.
36:35My parents' hair was gray,
36:37their backs hunched,
36:38arguing with the shop owner
36:40over a difference
36:41of a few cents.
36:42Chloe was blowed
36:43and unrecognizable
36:44in cheap, ragged clothes.
36:46She dragged
36:47a dirty toddler along,
36:48her expression
36:49completely vadent
36:50as she watched
36:51the cars pass.
36:52I heard that she later
36:53hooked up with a street thug,
36:54got pregnant out of wedlock,
36:56and the man ran off,
36:57leaving her to be supported
36:58by her parents.
36:59And on the other side
37:01of the street,
37:02a man in a yellowed,
37:03white shirt
37:04was leaning against
37:05a Wittility pole,
37:06smoking.
37:08It was Lucas.
37:09He didn't graduate.
37:11Due to chronic treancy
37:12and failing grades,
37:13he was expelled
37:14by Columbia University.
37:16The former golden boy
37:18now had nothing left his eyes,
37:19but a hollow,
37:20lifeless void.
37:21He seemed to sense something
37:23and turned his head
37:24in my direction.
37:25The moment our eyes met,
37:27the hand Lucas held
37:28his cigarette with
37:29shook violently.
37:30The cigarette slipped
37:31from his trembling fingers,
37:32burning right through
37:33his worn-out shoe.
37:34He didn't even flinch.
37:35He wanted to look away
37:37in a panic,
37:38yet couldn't help
37:39but stare at me.
37:42My parents and Chloe
37:43followed his gaze
37:44and looked over.
37:45They saw me.
37:46They saw my exquisite makeup,
37:48my expensive watch,
37:49and the confidence
37:50and composure
37:51radiating from me.
37:52It was the very brilliance
37:54they had exhausted themselves
37:55trying to give Chloe,
37:56yet had personally
37:57stolen from me.
37:58Mom's cracked lips moved
38:00as if she wanted
38:00to call my name.
38:02Chloe instinctively
38:03hid her hands
38:03behind her back,
38:05trying to cover
38:05her rough skin.
38:06Lucas took a step forward
38:08but stopped dead
38:09in his tracks,
38:10his eyes instantly
38:11turning red.
38:12Regret,
38:13despair,
38:14and pain
38:14intertwined into
38:15a comical picture
38:16on their faces.
38:17I looked at them.
38:18There was not a single
38:19ripple in my heart
38:20if I were looking
38:21at underrated strangers.
38:23I didn't gloat
38:24and I didn't say
38:25a single word.
38:25I simply turned away,
38:27stepping into the car
38:28waiting for me
38:28at the curb.
38:29As the car door closed,
38:30I heard a deeply
38:31earth-pressed sob
38:32from behind,
38:33but I didn't look back.
38:34As the car pulled away
38:35smoothly,
38:36the run-down scenery
38:37of my old hometown
38:38flashed the window
38:39fading into irrelevance.
38:41My phone vibrated.
38:43It was a message
38:44from Ryan.
38:45Claire,
38:46the celebration dinner
38:47for tonight is ready.
38:48Everyone is waiting
38:49for you.
38:49Staring at the message,
38:50I couldn't help
38:51but smile.
38:52Sunlight poured
38:53through the window,
38:54spilling over the back
38:54of my hand,
38:55pleasantly warm.
38:56I replied with a smiley face,
39:00On my way.
39:02Ahead was a vast,
39:03clear sky
39:04that belonged
39:04entirely to me.
39:06The restaurant downtown
39:08was warm and lively.
39:09The firm's partners
39:10raised their glasses,
39:11celebrating my upcoming
39:12European fellowship.
39:14Sitting among people
39:15who genuinely valued
39:16my work,
39:17I finally felt like
39:18I belonged.
39:19To our newest design partner
39:20and fellowship recipient.
39:22Cheers, Claire.
39:23You earned this.
39:24Thanks, Ryan.
39:27Honestly,
39:27it still feels a bit surreal.
39:29I took a sip of my wine.
39:30For the first time,
39:32a celebration felt
39:33entirely real.
39:34There was no hidden agenda,
39:36no guilt trips,
39:37and no family drama
39:38hanging over my head.
39:40Here,
39:40my hard work
39:41was met with respect,
39:42not resentment.
39:45Ryan slid a small,
39:46heavy box across
39:47the white tablecloth.
39:49A little parting gift
39:50for your travels.
39:51Open it.
39:53Inside was a sleek,
39:54matte black fountain pen
39:56with my initials
39:58neatly grecked
39:58near the clip.
39:59To sketch your masterpieces
40:01with while you're over there.
40:02Just don't forget about us
40:04back in California
40:05when you make it big.
40:07Never.
40:08You're stuck with me
40:09as a partner, remember?
40:11We laughed,
40:13the sound easy and light.
40:14Later that night,
40:15I took a break
40:16from finishing my packing
40:17and stepped out
40:18onto the balcony.
40:20My luggage didn't feel
40:21like an afterthought anymore.
40:23It was packed
40:24with blueprints,
40:25tools,
40:25and a future
40:26I had built myself.
40:28I looked out
40:28at the dark horizon.
40:30The girl who used to cry
40:31over a shattered
40:32Columbia mug
40:33was gone.
40:35I had built
40:35my own foundation
40:36and this time,
40:38it was rock solid.
40:40Six months later,
40:42London was cool
40:43and overcast.
40:43My fellowship
40:44at the Royal Institute
40:45was demanding,
40:46but every hour spent
40:47at the draft table
40:48felt incredibly fulfilling.
40:49The professors treated me
40:50with professional respect,
40:51taking an interest
40:52in my concepts
40:53for urban housing.
40:54One evening,
40:55my laptop buzzed
40:55with an e-drift
40:56unknown address.
40:57I clicked it open.
40:58It was from Ethan.
40:58He must have made
40:59a new account
40:59to get past my block.
41:01Claire,
41:01please don't delete this.
41:02Mom is sick
41:03and the medical bills
41:04are getting out hand.
41:06Chloe's baby needs
41:07basic supplies
41:07we can't dream of affording.
41:09I'm pulling 12-hour shifts
41:10of warehouse
41:10and my back
41:11is completely shot.
41:12Just send whatever cash
41:13you can spare, Claire.
41:14We're still family.
41:16I stared at the screen,
41:17waiting to feel
41:18that old, familiar wave
41:19of panic or guilt,
41:20but nothing happened.
41:22I felt completely detached.
41:24I didn't fire off
41:25a furious reply,
41:26nor did I waste
41:27an ounce of energy
41:28feeling angry.
41:29I simply right-clicked,
41:31hit block sender,
41:33and purged
41:34the message permanently.
41:38Right after my phone
41:39buzzed with a text
41:40from Ryan,
41:41showing the latest updates
41:42on our project
41:42in California.
41:43The foundation
41:44is poured, Claire.
41:45It looks fantastic.
41:46When you heading back?
41:47I smiled,
41:48typing a quick response.
41:50Next month,
41:51get the coffee ready.
41:52I closed my laptop
41:53and looked out
41:54the window at the city.
41:56They wanted me
41:57to fix the mess
41:58they made,
41:59but I was focused
42:00on my own life now.
42:03Back across the ocean,
42:05a cold rain
42:06beat against the windows
42:08of a cramped
42:09two-bedroom apartment.
42:11My mother sat
42:12at the kitchen table,
42:13her hands worn
42:14from her shifts
42:15at the local grocery store.
42:17My father sat opposite her,
42:19staring at an architecture journal
42:20a neighbor had passed along.
42:22On the center spread
42:23was a feature article
42:24about my work,
42:25titled
42:26Claire Sinclair,
42:27Redefining Urban Design.
42:29Mom's voice trembled
42:31as she stared
42:31at the photos.
42:32Look how elegant
42:33she is, Arthur.
42:34She looks so genuinely happy.
42:36We exiled
42:37our only successful child,
42:39all to cater
42:40to a giant mistake.
42:42Right then,
42:43the bedroom door
42:43flew open.
42:45Mom!
42:48The baby won't stop crying
42:50and we're out of formula.
42:52Why haven't you
42:53gone to the store yet?
42:54And why is it
42:55so cold in here?
42:56Turn the heat up!
42:57Mom looked up,
42:58her expression
42:59completely exhausted.
43:03because we don't
43:04have the money
43:04for it, Chloe.
43:09Then get a hold
43:10of Claire!
43:11She's swimming
43:12in cash now!
43:13Force her to give us
43:14a handout!
43:16Dad slammed
43:17his palm onto the table,
43:18sending the magazine
43:19fluttering to the floor.
43:22Shut the hell up, Chloe!
43:27She is never going to help us
43:28and she is never
43:30coming back.
43:31The apartment fell
43:32completely silent,
43:34heavy with the realization
43:35of the choices
43:36they had made.
43:38On the other side of town,
43:39the neon sign
43:40of a quiet dive bar
43:41flickered against
43:42the wet pavement.
43:44Lucas sat at the counter,
43:45staring into his glass.
43:47He looked haggard,
43:48a far cry from the confident,
43:50sharp Ivy League golden boy
43:52he used to be.
43:53The door opened
43:54and Ethan walked in,
43:55looking worn out
43:56after a long day
43:57at the warehouse.
43:58He sat down on the stool
44:00next to Lucas.
44:01You look exhausted, man.
44:02Lucas let out a quiet sigh,
44:04taking a drink.
44:08I saw her, Ethan,
44:09a few months ago,
44:10right before she left
44:11for Europe.
44:12She looked right through me.
44:14It was like I didn't
44:15even exist.
44:16Ethan stared at his hands,
44:18his voice dropping.
44:20I emailed her last week,
44:21begged her to help
44:22mom out with the bills.
44:23She blocked the new
44:24account within minutes.
44:26Lucas swirled
44:27his drink slowly.
44:29Remember when we left
44:30her behind for New York?
44:33We told her she was
44:34strong enough to handle
44:35it on her own.
44:36Ethan rubbed his face.
44:40Don't do this now, Lucas.
44:41She took us literally, Ethan.
44:43She became so independent
44:44that she completely
44:45outgrow us.
44:46We built the armor
44:47she's using to shut us out.
44:48He pulled a faded photo
44:49from his wallet,
44:50a picture of them
44:51from high school,
44:52back before everything
44:53fell apart.
44:54She's really gone, Ethan.
44:57Ethan remained silent.
44:58He just stared at the photo,
45:00finally accepting
45:01that the sister
45:02they had cast aside
45:03had built a life
45:04light years out of
45:05their miserable reach.
45:07The next two years
45:08passed in a rewarding
45:09routine of hard work
45:11and monumental growth.
45:12I finally returned
45:13to California,
45:14stepping off the plane
45:15into the warm sunshine.
45:17Our firm had expanded
45:18significantly,
45:20and my name was now
45:21etched on the glass doors
45:22of our office.
45:23Ryan met me in the lobby,
45:25holding two iced coffees
45:26and a set of finalized prints.
45:28Welcome back, partner.
45:30Ready to see
45:30the finished project?
45:34Let's go.
45:37We drove down to the coast
45:39where the new
45:39cultural center stood.
45:41It was exactly
45:42what I had envisioned,
45:44a clean,
45:45modern structure
45:46of steel and glass
45:47looking out
45:49over the Pacific.
45:51I stood in the main atrium,
45:53looking up at the skylight
45:54as the afternoon sun
45:55poured through.
45:57Ryan walked up beside me,
45:59handing me my coffee.
46:01The city is thrilled
46:02with the result, Claire.
46:03You did an incredible job
46:05on this design.
46:07We did it together.
46:09I smiled,
46:10taking a sip.
46:11There was no anxiety
46:12left in my chest,
46:14no lingering bitterness
46:14about the past.
46:16My life was stable
46:17and fulfilling.
46:18I had built a career
46:19through my own effort,
46:20surrounded by people
46:21who respected me.
46:22The family drama
46:23that once consumed me
46:24now felt like a story
46:25about a complete stranger.
46:27I had left their
46:27broken choices in the dust,
46:29finally free to live
46:30the beautiful,
46:31real life I had built
46:32for myself.
46:33The grand opening
46:34of the cultural center
46:35was an absolute triumph.
46:37The room was filled
46:38with clients,
46:39city representatives
46:40and colleagues,
46:41all raising their glasses
46:42to toast the completion
46:43of the project.
46:43I stood at the microphone,
46:45keeping my remarks brief.
46:47Good architecture
46:48is about building spaces
46:50that last.
46:51thank you all
46:52for trusting the design
46:53and making this project possible.
46:56The room applauded
46:57as I stepped down.
46:59After speaking
47:00with a few clients,
47:01I walked out
47:02onto the quiet terrace
47:03to look at the city lights.
47:06Ryan joined me.
47:09Excellent turnout tonight.
47:11You're going to be very busy
47:13with new projects after this.
47:15That's exactly
47:16what I'm hoping for.
47:17I pulled out my phone
47:18to check the time,
47:19my eyes briefly catching
47:20a glimpse of an old,
47:21archived folder
47:21in my cloud storage.
47:22I realized I hadn't thought
47:23about Lucas, Chloe
47:24or my parents in months.
47:25Their choices no longer
47:26had any impact on my life.
47:28They were stuck living out
47:29the consequences
47:29of their broken choices.
47:31While my eyes were fixed
47:32firmly on the horizon,
47:33Ryan raised his glass to me
47:34under the clear night sky.
47:36To the next project, Claire.
47:38I clinked my glass to his,
47:40a profound sense of peace
47:41settling over me,
47:42to the next project.
47:44The path ahead was wide open
47:46and it belonged entirely to me.
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