00:00She left her diary, still waiting in the call
00:05Discord, discord, discord
00:08Ringing in my head at 3am
00:10I don't sleep, I just wait for you again
00:13Tabs open, heart open
00:16Scream, grow pain
00:20I stepped up with kudos, no post-a-derm to love
00:23Just hoping you'll come a-line even for a second shot
00:26Watch together links, twitch streams in the dark
00:30I replay every message like it's written in my heart
00:33Instagram stories fading like a dream I chase
00:36This voice calls glitching when I hear your name
00:39We talk in pixels and laughs in broken time
00:43You feel so close, but still not mine
00:46Every world's Minecraft, guys, old Facebook chat
00:50We grow up online, but I still want you back
00:53Late-late night laughter, sending memes and songs
00:56Send this digital love where I always belong
01:00I build a world in every app you're in
01:03But silence, it's different when you don't log in
01:07I-I-I-I thought I needed you to breathe and feel
01:10But maybe I forgot what's actually real
01:13She left her diary open on my screen
01:17Every page says, I wish you'd see me
01:20Love ain't control
01:22It's not a cage, it's not a storm
01:25It's not a rage
01:27If you're cold, I learn to step back slow
01:29If you don't stay, I'll still let you go
01:33Because I don't want love that breaks my soul
01:37I want something gentle that makes me whole
01:40I used to think obsession and I care
01:43Like chasing shadows just to feel you there
01:46But every mirror broke inside my mind
01:50To show me I was lost the whole time
01:53Voices in the call, turn into noise and fear
01:56So, so unmute the chaos just to make it clear
01:59Love, love shouldn't hurt like a knife in the chest
02:02It should feel like rest
02:04Like soft, you're the best
02:07I imagine movie strips to seaside air
02:10Lying small things just to show I care
02:13But real love doesn't beg or chase or plead
02:16It grows in freedom, not in me
02:20Curtain falls, I see the stage was mine
02:23I was both the actor and the design
02:26No roses drawn, no knives in the end
02:29Just me, learning how to love again
02:32The broken ear turns into light
02:36Every crack becomes a way to survive
02:39I stop chasing ghosts in a glowing screen
02:43And stop becoming someone I've never been
02:46She left a diary, but I learned to read
02:50Not his obsession, but what I need
02:53To love myself before I love someone else
02:56Stop turning pain into a spell
02:59If love is real, it won't make me drown
03:02If it won't break me when you're not around
03:05So I close the apps, let silence grow
03:08I finally learned to let go
03:12After the devil and lost, but wanna build inside
03:16I've got no more chasing shadows
03:18I used to call life reborn in the quiet
03:21No need to pretend
03:22I am my beginning
03:26And I am my end
03:35I am my end
03:38I am my end
03:40I am my end
03:41I am my end
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