00:00the hardest part was feeling deceitful because i've always felt like that's not who i am as a
00:07person to the core but i just fell in love with a person who told me that i was amazing
00:13and beautiful and talented and funny and you know what we all want to be told um the hardest part
00:19was her you know knowing that you're doing something to someone else i think that's why
00:25going this is so this is not me i can't do this and yeah when she came to me and
00:32it was the worst
00:33day of my life it was freaking horrible can you take me back to the moment you decided to leave
00:38or that you it completely ended yeah well i've got pregnant to him and um i did not want the
00:45baby
00:45i was like oh my god i'm a child you know 20 21 yeah and he was he did i
00:51think he'd been trying
00:52with his wife before and that didn't happen and i said yes okay so we went down that track but
01:00as
01:00soon as i said yes he wasn't very nice to me like he didn't really he wasn't the same it
01:06was very odd
01:06it was like almost like great i've got you now it was like that um
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