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Cursed: I Married the Don in My Sister's Place - Full Short Drama
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00:01I was dark-natured and born a cursed living voodoo doll.
00:04At birth, my father's mole tried to strangle me.
00:07Her face went blue and she choked to death.
00:09While I emerged completely unhurt, servants, kapos, and rogues,
00:12all those who wanted to harm me died the way they wanted me to die.
00:15Annie harm inflicted upon my body will be reflected back onto others.
00:19Everyone believed I was a monster.
00:20My father wanted to throw me to the public sea,
00:23but my guileless sister Isabella saved me from drowning.
00:25But fate played a cruel trick on my innocent sister.
00:28She was sent by our heartless father to wed the brutal underworld padrino,
00:31the godfather Don Alessandro Greco.
00:33Chained and awake, she was slit on command at regular intervals,
00:36so the godfather's mistress could live off her blood.
00:38The godfather later slaughtered our family and I, alone and hopeless.
00:42Died with Isabella tragically.
00:43When I opened my eyes, I was back on the night of the Alliance betrothal gala.
00:47I swear I shall avenge us in this life.
00:49In my past life, it was a pity that I married the gentle city counselor Mateo,
00:53also the vital heir.
00:54The godfather and I would have been a perfect match in hell.
00:56I would only be a thousand times more evil than him.
00:59So when Don the godfather and the vital's heir stood in front of me and Isabella at the same time,
01:03I walked towards Don without hesitation.
01:05Isabella still clutched my hand, tears welling in her eyes.
01:09Valentina, you'll die there.
01:10I'll go in your place.
01:12I shook my head and clutched the marriage contract and laughed.
01:15This time, neither of us will die.
01:18Three days later, two weddings were held in the cathedral at once.
01:21Mateo Vitale came to collect Isabella himself.
01:23He arrived in a white and gold suit that made ceremonial dress look effortless.
01:27I watched him help Isabella into the limo.
01:29Be good to her, I thought.
01:30She deserves your love.
01:32Then I turned and stepped into my own.
01:33Don Alessandro had not come to meet me.
01:35He'd spent last night at a brothel house with his mistress.
01:38I'd fucked that woman all night.
01:40Seven times.
01:42I needed to catch up on sleep.
01:44Just go have your wedding with it for now.
01:51Is the Padrino really doing this?
01:53A bride from a minor family, bound to a dog.
01:56How fitting.
01:56If I were her, I'd hang myself.
01:58What's left to preserve?
02:00Signora, this is his most prized companion.
02:03He felt it appropriate that it stand in his place for the ceremony.
02:06The Padrino despises me.
02:08Even his capos don't bother hiding it.
02:10I said nothing.
02:11I looked past him to the Mama Greco seated on the main chair.
02:14She didn't rebuke him.
02:15My boy just came back from business, exhausted.
02:17You're his wife.
02:18Show him some grace.
02:20The guests are waiting.
02:21Finish the ceremony.
02:23This was what Isabella had endured in our past life.
02:25She never told me.
02:27Valina, stop stalling.
02:29You're asking me to complete the ceremony with a bitch?
02:32So your boy is equivalent to this bitch?
02:35How dare you!
02:36I dare nothing.
02:37I came here to wed the Padrino.
02:39Not a bitch.
02:40Silence.
02:41Then scattered laughter.
02:42Nervous.
02:43Surprised.
02:43Quickly smothered.
02:44The Mama Greco's composure cracked at the edges.
02:47The pit bull snarled at the change in the room.
02:49It lunged.
02:50Teeth bared.
02:51I sidestepped and fired my revolver once.
02:53Clean through its shoulder.
02:54Blood sprayed across the stone.
02:56A dark red smear fanned out from the wedding nave.
02:58Droplets dotted the front of my white dress.
03:00Crimson.
03:01Deliberate like I'd meant it.
03:02She killed it.
03:03She killed the Don's dog.
03:06You.
03:06It attacked me.
03:11What would you have had me do?
03:12Grab her!
03:13Someone get the Don!
03:15The doors swung open.
03:16The floor seemed to shift as Don Alessandro walked in.
03:19He moved in a dark suit.
03:21Calm as a man used to having rooms fall silent.
03:23His eyes swept the crowd and landed on me.
03:25On the crushed animal.
03:26You killed my dog.
03:28His voice was quiet.
03:29That was worse than shouting.
03:30I met his gaze.
03:31It started first.
03:33I'm going to kill you.
03:34I smiled.
03:35I knew he'd come eventually.
03:37Don Alessandro crossed the hall in a few strides and beckoned.
03:40A line of capos moved forward.
03:41Guns leveled.
03:42The metal glinting in the torchlight.
03:46Don Alessandro.
03:47Kill me.
03:48And you'll die.
04:01What did you do to me?
04:10Nothing, I said coldly.
04:11Remember, I was born evil and cursed.
04:15I am more monstrous than you.
04:17Any harm done to my body can be transferred to others.
04:20Don Alessandro signaled and his capos fell back.
04:22Guns lowered.
04:23The dog was just a dog, he said flat.
04:26Voice calm.
04:26I won't hold it against you.
04:28Generous.
04:29I let the word sit.
04:30We still haven't finished the marriage pact.
04:32You killed my dog and you want to-
04:34He stopped, stared.
04:35The pact isn't finished.
04:37Then it stays unfinished.
04:39Be grateful I'm not having you tossed out.
04:41I smiled and turned to the crowd.
04:42My eyes landed on Il Medico Carlo by the far pillar Yang, slick in his white coat, watching
04:46like he hated every second.
04:48I walked to him.
04:48In the last life, it was him who cut Isabella open and kept her alive.
04:51If Don Alessandro won't finish this reach, I said calm.
04:56Perhaps you'd like to stand in.
04:57Carlo went pale.
04:58He looked to Don Alessandro, horror on his face.
05:00The insult stung deeper for being indirect.
05:03Don Alessandro pointed at Carlo without a tremor.
05:05Execute him.
05:06Any man suspected of betraying the Don doesn't walk away.
05:09Carlo knew it.
05:09He was dragged off pleading, eyes on me.
05:12Don Alessandro's jaw tightened.
05:13He turned back to the dais, face like a storm.
05:15All right.
05:16He said through his teeth.
05:17Fine.
05:18He completed the wedding ceremony.
05:20I did not make it easy for him.
05:22That night, he didn't come to the room.
05:24In the last life, Isabella had sat up until Don in her dress, waiting.
05:28I gave Don Alessandro exactly one hour.
05:31Pack his things.
05:32Everything.
05:33I told my people.
05:33If he won't share the room, we won't make space for his things here.
05:36They did it without question.
05:38By the time Don Alessandro stormed into the courtyard, I was already asleep.
05:42My father's men, my goons, stood at the door, faces hard and loyal.
05:46Valentina.
05:46He said my name, like it was a pistol shot.
05:49Open this door.
05:50I stayed silent.
05:51He slipped into the room like a shadow.
05:53All sharp angles and quiet menace, he closed the door behind him.
05:56Suddenly, I felt something warm wrapped around me.
05:59He leaned in close.
06:00Do you know how the last woman who crossed me ended up?
06:03He asked, low.
06:04If you want to kill me, it won't be tonight.
06:06You still need the docks my family runs.
06:08The night stretched long and slow.
06:10Before Don, the Mama Greco's aide came for me.
06:12The aide said,
06:14You will come with me.
06:15No softness.
06:16No invitation.
06:17They led me to the Mama Greco's private suite.
06:19The room smelled of starch and hot metal linen piled, a heavy cast iron iron on the board.
06:23The Mama Greco sat at her dressing table, loose robe, a cigarette smoldering between two fingers.
06:28She said without looking up,
06:29Valentina, you iron my things.
06:32Of course.
06:33I answered.
06:34She tapped ash into the tray and watched me tie the apron around my waist.
06:37You will not eat before the clothes are pressed.
06:40She added,
06:41No food until noon if it takes that long.
06:43You understand how discipline works here?
06:46Yes.
06:46I said.
06:47I pressed the iron over a sleeve.
06:49Heat hissed.
06:50Starch browned the fabric.
06:51In a past life, I noticed that every time Isabella came home,
06:54her hands were covered in blisters, her face pale and emaciated.
06:57So that's how it was.
06:58The Mama Greco said,
07:01You shall learn your place here.
07:05Hurry up, girl, or you prefer to starve.
07:07I waited until she had finished dressing.
07:09Until she was standing in her finest robes, silver-threaded.
07:12I picked up the iron.
07:13I did not touch the fabric, but pressed the hot plate hard against the inside of my left arm.
07:17With a blood-curdling scream, blisters instantly broke out all over the Mama Greco's arm.
07:22Her shriek brought Don Alessandro through the door in under a minute.
07:25He stood in the doorway and looked at his mother, shocked, furious, extensive burns on one arm.
07:29And then at me, standing beside her with a provocative expression.
07:32Throw her out!
07:34Void the contract.
07:34She's a devil!
07:36We can't.
07:37Don Alessandro's voice was very flat.
07:39We need the dock.
07:41Worthless!
07:42The Mama Greco slammed her teacup into Don Alessandro's chest and shrieked.
07:46Good for nothing, brat!
07:49Coward!
07:50She was right.
07:51Don Alessandro had cut a deal with Don Vittorio Marconi, the most powerful boss on the coast.
07:56He needed the shipping lanes, open gates, and compliant nobles.
08:00My family held the eastern docks.
08:01His consigliere had made sure he understood that before the marriage contract was signed.
08:06In the last life he broke my sister Isabella slowly and on purpose.
08:09Once he realized she carried no leverage, this time he knew exactly what he was getting.
08:14I made sure of it.
08:15I left the Mama Greco to her collapse and walked beside Don Alessandro into the cold corridor outside
08:20her suite.
08:20Three days later was the customary return to my family's waterfront.
08:24Don Alessandro hadn't meant to come.
08:25He'd been spending his nights at a private flat in the lower town with his first woman,
08:29waiting for the right season to bring her to the compound and make her as his favorite mole.
08:33In the old life he never returned to Isabella.
08:36She went alone.
08:37Her mother called her useless for failing to control her husband.
08:40Isabella stood with her eyes down and took every insult in silence.
08:43No one knew what she endured in those rooms.
08:45I found Don Alessandro before he could slip away and had my men escort him into the car.
08:49He did his best to keep his fury in check.
08:53Valentina, have I been too patient with you?
08:55If you don't show at my family's docks, it's my family who'll take the shame.
08:58That's not my problem.
09:00I've got business tonight.
09:01Of course, Julia's birthday.
09:03His secret lover.
09:04Then stay.
09:05And I'll make sure to have that whore killed before evening bells.
09:08You wouldn't.
09:09I held his gaze until he understood I was not performing.
09:12I didn't smile.
09:13Senora Julia, Lucio Ferri's girl.
09:16Did you really think you could sweep her past the gates and call her a sweetheart?
09:20If I have her disappeared, your people will thank me for it.
09:23Don Alessandro went very still.
09:24He had not known I had gone that deep.
09:26A tainted lineage like Ferri's was trouble.
09:28He could not afford right now.
09:30Lucio Ferri betrayed Don Vittorio Marconi and murdered his brother in a gunfight.
09:34Don Alessandro wouldn't step on another Don's toes.
09:37The air in the car dropped.
09:39Sit quiet, come with me, and Julia lives another day.
09:44If you step out of this car, she's dead.
09:47Don Alessandro looked like he wanted to put his hands around mine.
09:50Viper.
09:51You absolute viper.
09:53He came unwillingly.
09:54When we arrived, my sister Isabella was already there with her husband, Mateo, the city counselor.
09:59She had brought half a cartload of gifts, luxury watches, a custom gold medallion and
10:03vintage wines pulled from the cellar.
10:05My mother received them with polite indifference.
10:07How thoughtful.
10:08And handed everything to the aide without looking.
10:10Isabella's expression did not change.
10:12She had long since learned to carry disappointment without showing it.
10:15But Mateo noticed.
10:16He reached over and covered her hand with his.
10:19Tenderly.
10:22Valentina, my dear sister.
10:24Isabella saw me and smiled.
10:26She inspected me carefully and then exhaled when she found me safe and sound.
10:30Have they treated you badly?
10:31Before I could answer, Don Alessandro stepped forward.
10:34Who'd have the nerve?
10:35She's turned the whole household inside out.
10:38Threatened to kill me before we were even married.
10:40He was still furious about it.
10:42Isabella blinked at him.
10:43In the past life, he had not come here.
10:44His presence surprised her and scared her.
10:46She flinched.
10:47Mateo noticed her fear.
10:49Come.
10:49Let's walk the docks.
10:51They left together.
10:52Don Alessandro watched her go.
10:53Something shifted in his expression.
10:55Your sister.
10:56She's soft.
10:58Measured.
10:59Knows how to hold herself.
11:00You and she.
11:01Same blood and yet you're a different animal.
11:03How does that happen?
11:04I should have taken her instead of you.
11:06In the past life, he had taken Isabella and he had unmade her, piece by piece, season
11:11by season, until there was nothing left that resembled the girl who had once circled me
11:14in the courtyard checking for bruises.
11:16Even his stable men could land a hand on her.
11:18He had used her as a blood vessel to sustain that Julia's life.
11:22Regrets?
11:23Say her name once more and I'll have Judah's tongue cut out.
11:26Don Alessandro's face drained.
11:28I misspoke.
11:29Don't touch her.
11:30Then go.
11:31I need to settle with my mother.
11:32I left him there and went inside.
11:34We were back at the family compound by late afternoon.
11:37Don Alessandro still had business that night.
11:39He went down to Julia's flat in the lower row.
11:42She rose when he came in, eyes already wet.
11:44Don, I thought you'd forgotten.
11:46I got held up.
11:48That viper made me stay.
11:49She pushed my hand.
11:50Of course.
11:51I knew it was she.
11:53Good girl.
11:54Don Alessandro's hand slid under her dress and the two became entwined.
11:57After the tenderness subsided, Julia held on to Don Alessandro.
12:01Her eyes and cheeks still flushed with the afterglow of passion.
12:04Our son is old enough to find a tutor.
12:06Could I not bring him to your household?
12:08Pack.
12:09I'll have a car.
12:10In two days, you move up.
12:11You come to my place.
12:13Thank you, Don.
12:14And behind the smile, behind the downcast lashes, emerged the calculating slyness.
12:19When we returned to the compound before the gate, I heard shouting.
12:22A kid barreled toward me, face red, hands flailing.
12:25It's because of you my mother can't come home.
12:27I'll kill you.
12:28I'll kill you.
12:29A woman came scrambling after him, snatching at his collar, her face white with terror.
12:33It was Julia.
12:35She hauled him back and turned to leave, the boy still thrashing in her arms, still screaming.
12:39Wait.
12:40She stopped then.
12:41Slowly, she sank to her knees with the child still clutched against her chest.
12:45Senora, he's just a child.
12:47Kids say stupid things.
12:48He means nothing by it.
12:50What do you call him?
12:51The Don's boy.
12:52My man quickly stepped forward and struck Julia across the face.
12:55Witch!
12:56You hit my ma!
12:58I'll have my old man kill you!
12:59I'll have you all killed!
13:01In the past life, this same child had put snakes in Isabella's bed.
13:04Slipped them into her shoes.
13:06He terrorized her until she was too frightened to stand.
13:08Not this time.
13:09I watched him a moment, then closed the space between us and slapped him hard.
13:13I didn't want to do it.
13:15But he raised his hand in my house first.
13:17And in my house, that is a line you don't cross.
13:19How dare you touch my boy!
13:21He's the Don's heir!
13:23You are confused.
13:24There is no heir yet.
13:26There is no legitimate son.
13:27Everyone calls him that!
13:28Even the Mama Greci never objected!
13:30Everyone was sloppy with their facts.
13:34An heir is born of a wife and the Don.
13:36You are neither his wife nor officially recognized.
13:40Your boy is a bastard.
13:42Because he carries the Don's blood informally,
13:45he'll live in my wing, under my roof and my rules.
13:48Julia snapped.
13:49She lunged at me, hands like paws.
13:52If you so much as lay a finger on my son, I'll kill you!
13:55In the scramble, she found my dagger.
13:57She grabbed it from my belt in the struggle.
13:59She forced it into her own right shoulder with a scream,
14:02blood gushing to make the scene convincing.
14:04By the time Don Alessandro crossed the courtyard,
14:06weapon in hand,
14:07Julia's face was already wet with tears.
14:09He had closed the distance in four long strides,
14:12jaw working with a look that emptied the air.
14:14Gun leveled.
14:17The moment he saw her thrown into his arms sobbing,
14:20pity flickered across his face.
14:22Then he looked up and his eyes cut to me,
14:24hard and furious.
14:26Valentina.
14:27You touched Julia and my boy.
14:29Your boy.
14:30Charged at me in my own hall and threatened to kill my men.
14:33I taught him a lesson.
14:35That is my right.
14:36Apologize to my son.
14:38I almost laughed.
14:39Or I will end you for this.
14:41He's your bastard.
14:42No title,
14:44no standing,
14:44no right to parade in my courtyard without my say.
14:47He's here only because I allow it.
14:50While this bitch,
14:52she deserves to die.
14:54In the past life,
14:54this Julia set a trap for my sister,
14:57staged wounds,
14:58cried for sympathy.
14:59Although the wound looked scary,
15:00it was only a superficial injury.
15:02But she'd bled Isabella while everyone looked away.
15:05Don Alessandro had let it happen.
15:07Don Alessandro.
15:09Don Alessandro, please.
15:11She is the donna of the house.
15:13You cannot.
15:13But I could tell she wasn't using much force.
15:16He shook her off easily and kept walking.
15:18I glanced at her.
15:19Julia, do you really want me to die?
15:21Julia lowered her head,
15:22pretending not to dare to see what would happen next.
15:25But her eyes betrayed an uncontrollable, triumphant smile.
15:28Don Alessandro's hand moved.
15:29A gun came up,
15:31steady and cold.
15:32The muzzle rested an inch from my chest,
15:34the metal reflecting the courtyard lights.
15:36For one breath, the world narrowed.
15:37I lunged.
15:38I grabbed the barrel and the gun like it was a hot brand.
15:41There was a shock,
15:41a clean, horrible sound.
15:47A blood-curdling scream rang off the walls.
15:50Not mine, but Julia's.
15:51Blood gushed from Julia's chest like a fountain, pale-faced.
15:54She pressed her hand against the wound,
15:56only to find the blood flowing faster and faster.
15:59Don Alessandro and the boy rushed over to Julia at the same time.
16:02Julia!
16:03Mother!
16:05Fetch il medical!
16:07He looked at me as if his eyes were about to shoot fire.
16:10Man!
16:11Cut this woman into pieces!
16:13The Greco's goons after witnessing all this.
16:16None of them dared to touch me.
16:17Kalo was executed.
16:19In your hands.
16:20The look on his face suddenly changed into disbelief and fear.
16:24So it was you all along?
16:26You planned this from the very beginning.
16:29Looks like you're not all that dumb after all.
16:33But why?
16:34Why are you doing this to me?
16:36We had no history of conflict before we met!
16:38No conflict?
16:39You seem to have no recollection of how you mistreated my sister.
16:43That really is a bit unfair.
16:45Here's the deal.
16:46If you want to save this woman,
16:47come with me to the Vitali's annual countryside shooting weekend.
16:51He had no reason to object.
16:53Vitale family organized these congregations every year.
16:55A two-day riding and shooting affair out in the hills
16:57that looked like sport but ran on politics.
17:00Every major family showed.
17:01Every old score and new favor played out on that guest list.
17:04The moment Isabella and I appeared, the whispers started.
17:07Isn't that the Dawn's woman?
17:08The one who was paired with his dog?
17:10She still shows her face.
17:12Remarkable.
17:12He doesn't even treat her as a person.
17:14I'd have drowned myself.
17:15The last came from Donna Lucia of the fairy line.
17:18An old enemy who loved a sharp word.
17:20She and her cliques stood near the tree line
17:22and didn't bother to lower their voices.
17:24She'd never needed a reason to look at me with contempt.
17:26Today she thought she had plenty.
17:28Isabella's eyes went red.
17:30My sister has done nothing wrong.
17:32The fault lies with the Dawn.
17:34Not with her.
17:35I squeezed her hand.
17:36In the past life, they had said these things to Isabella.
17:39I only learned later,
17:40Isabella walking alone through the snow while they called after her.
17:42No one standing beside her.
17:44No one speaking.
17:45I miss you, sister.
17:47I crossed the grass toward Donna Lucia.
17:49She didn't step back.
17:50She thought I wouldn't dare out here, in front of everyone.
17:52I slapped her.
17:54The crowd went quiet.
17:55Somewhere in the trees, a bird startled and fled.
17:58She pressed a hand to her cheek, eyes wide.
18:00She said,
18:01You hit me!
18:02Do you know who my father is?
18:04I know exactly who your father is.
18:05And when Dawn's wife is present, you bow.
18:08You don't perform for your pals at her expense.
18:12Your old man failed to teach you that.
18:14Consider this a correction.
18:16You think you're untouchable?
18:18My cousin is Dawn's favorite.
18:20She will discipline you and your familia.
18:23Voice rising.
18:24She had been rattled into saying something she couldn't take back.
18:27You mean Giula?
18:29What's so funny?
18:30I called my man, and he came in carrying a tray.
18:35Donna Lucia left, quickly and without her friends.
18:38The tray held a hand, a woman's hand, still adorned with a signet ring.
18:42It was Julia's.
18:44That's gruesome even for you, Valentina.
18:46A gentle but calm voice rang at my ear.
18:49I looked over my shoulder and saw a handsome man wearing dark Figaro riding gear.
18:53Lorenzo, the heir of the Greco family, Don Alessandro's nephew.
18:56I stood there for a moment, genuinely caught off guard.
18:59In another life, when Dawn's coup collapsed and my father was swept up in the wreckage,
19:03it had been Lorenzo who stepped forward.
19:04He had argued my father's case before the commission.
19:06He had taken 30 lashes for it, and 30 lashes had nearly killed him.
19:10I had never thanked him.
19:11I hadn't known.
19:14Lorenzo, thank you.
19:15I only said you're gruesome.
19:16What are you thanking me for?
19:17I caught his sleeve.
19:19You ran.
19:20When I told you I wanted to marry you, you actually ran.
19:22He looked mildly startled.
19:25Senora, I would strongly advise against pursuing this particular...
19:28I licked his hand.
19:29He froze like a stone.
19:31Then he pulled his hand back and stared at me.
19:33You were...
19:33We're outside.
19:34There are people.
19:35You can't just...
19:35Lorenzo.
19:35There are horses.
19:36They can see.
19:37I know.
19:38Culler climbing steadily up the back of his neck, and then turned and walked away with
19:42tremendous dignity, and absolutely no idea where he was going.
19:45Don Alexandra and I never finished the wedding roults.
19:48We never slept together.
19:49By any strict reading, we're not married.
19:52Whatever is between you and the Don, it's none of my business.
19:55You shouldn't...
19:56Mustn't...
19:56This is...
19:57I called after him.
19:58He kept walking.
19:59If you're willing, once I dissolve the arrangement with Don Alessandra, I'd take you.
20:05Coward.
20:06Utter coward.
20:09You viper.
20:11Don Alessandro stepped out of the crowd on my left, materializing from the riding party
20:14like a shadow arriving in sunlight.
20:16He set his jaw and closed the distance.
20:18I'm not dead yet.
20:20You'd like to dissolve our arrangement and marry Lorenzo over my living body.
20:24He had come after all.
20:26Some belated instinct about appearances, most likely.
20:28And he had arrived at exactly the wrong moment.
20:30I'm considering my options.
20:32I'm considering finding a convenient moment to have you removed.
20:39Are you?
20:40Yes.
20:41That would be...
20:43a miscalculation.
20:45He stared at me.
20:46His jaw worked.
20:47He knew I was right.
20:47He couldn't touch me without consequences he wasn't prepared to face.
20:51He couldn't risk to lose my father's support.
20:53And Julia's fate lies in my hands.
20:55You asked me to come here with you.
20:57Was it just so I could watch you cheat on me?
21:00Not entirely.
21:02Isabella.
21:03Bring the trophy.
21:04She feared Don Alessandro deep to bone, holding the sacred Vitale stag antler in her hands.
21:09It was no ordinary trophy.
21:10It was the family relic, carved and kept for rights.
21:12The old story said blood on that antler pulled secrets out of men.
21:15I picked up the antler and stabbed Don Alessandro with its sharpest point.
21:24Don Alessandro's eyes widened.
21:26You want to kill me?
21:28That would be too easy for you.
21:30The antler is a relic of the Vitale's last prophet.
21:33When it come into contact with blood, they reveal the truths of past lives.
21:37You should repent for everything you did to my sister.
21:39Don Alessandro, remember this.
21:40It's a fight to the death between us.
21:42And of course you're the one who's going to die.
21:44But I won't let you die easily.
21:46Don Alessandro left ladder.
21:47Someone told me he had spent the ride home in uncharacteristic silence.
21:50I was told he kept reaching up to touch the back of his neck,
21:53as though feeling a draft from somewhere he couldn't locate.
21:55Good, I thought.
21:56He should start getting used to that feeling.
21:59Julia's boy, the Don's bastard, was dragged into my courtyard shouting threats.
22:03You're going to throw me out?
22:04My father will come for revenge.
22:06You'll regret this.
22:08When his lungs gave up, I crouched.
22:10Took him by the throat.
22:11Not hard enough to kill.
22:13His screams died.
22:14Listen to me carefully.
22:16You are not what you think you are.
22:17You have no title.
22:18No protection that I cannot remove.
22:19I could end you and call it a household matter,
22:21and no one with any authority would tell me I was wrong.
22:23He stared at me.
22:24His lip was trembling.
22:25If she ever sets foot in this compound again,
22:27has no standing to raise you.
22:29That right belongs to me.
22:30By every rule that matters in this quarter,
22:32I am the closest thing to a mother you've got.
22:34You're not my mother.
22:37No, I'm not.
22:38But you'll address me like you mean it.
22:40Or you'll kneel in this yard until you do.
22:43He was not stupid.
22:44He could feel my grip.
22:45He went limp.
22:46I released him.
22:47Of course I wouldn't really kill him.
22:48He's just a kid.
22:49I just wanted to make his mother submit.
22:51I kept my promise and spared Julia's life.
22:54But she wasn't satisfied.
22:55She still wanted to be the wife of Don Alessandro.
22:58Julia curtsied,
22:59holding her hand over the wound on her chest,
23:01which still ached faintly.
23:02I sipped my wine.
23:03In the past life,
23:04Isabella had stood where Julia stood.
23:06Julia had Don Alessandro to lean on.
23:08This life.
23:09With me occupying this position,
23:11Don Alessandro didn't dare move against me openly,
23:13which meant Julia had no lever to pull.
23:15Except me.
23:16So here she was.
23:17Please.
23:18She said finally.
23:19I am asking for a way forward.
23:21We are both women.
23:24You know what it is to have no ground beneath you.
23:27If I am not brought into the fortress properly.
23:30She let her voice break on the last word.
23:32She was playing the sympathy card with both hands.
23:34I had no sympathy for Julia.
23:36She had watched Isabella being bled on a schedule
23:38and called it none of her business.
23:39She had benefited from every drop.
23:41She can find no soft feeling in me.
23:43You may stay.
23:45I said.
23:45She exhaled.
23:46As a chambermaid.
23:49The exhale stopped.
23:51Signora Greccio!
23:54Being a fairy girl, you ought to count yourself lucky to still be breathing.
23:58I bore him a son.
24:01I know what has really an eye.
24:03The softness had thinned at the edges now.
24:05Something harder showing through.
24:06That counts for something.
24:08It counts for the boy's existence.
24:10It does not count for yours.
24:12You produced an illegitimate child outside of any formal arrangement and called it a service.
24:19In most households, that gets you killed.
24:21She stood there, not quite able to speak.
24:23In truth, I didn't particularly care what she was called.
24:26What I cared about was Isabella.
24:27And the years Julia had spent comfortable while Isabella bled.
24:31Let her kneel for a while.
24:32Let her learn the texture of the floor.
24:33I understand.
24:34She said at last, she bowed her head and went down.
24:37After that, she fell into a routine.
24:39She laundered shirts at dawn, polished boots at noon.
24:42And every night she went to whisper to Don Alessandro about how I'd made her life hard.
24:46Don Alessandro caught between two immovable objects, eventually lost patience and snapped at her.
24:52She is the Donna of the family.
24:55Serving her is not beneath you.
24:57I was told Julia did not speak to him for three days after that.
25:00I set to work unraveling the household.
25:02Move the ones who could be turned.
25:04Exile the ones who wouldn't.
25:05Watch how loyalty shifted.
25:07And I watched Don Alessandro.
25:08Meetings ended when I entered rooms.
25:10Letters arrived sealed with unfamiliar marks.
25:13Men showed up in the compound with no announced purpose.
25:16A coup moves like bad weather.
25:17First it smells like thunder.
25:19I needed proof.
25:20Which meant staying close to Don Alessandro.
25:22Close enough to search.
25:23Close enough to be seen.
25:24And there was Lorenzo as my ally.
25:27Don Alessandro got a summons to the coast boss.
25:29Lorenzo and I arrived together.
25:31The show of it mattered.
25:32And while Don Alessandro sat in that meeting, Lorenzo came to my side.
25:36Since when have you and the Don been chummy?
25:39Since it suited me.
25:41Don't stay too close to him.
25:43Go back to your docks for a while.
25:45Say you're ill.
25:46Lay low.
25:46He wasn't asking.
25:47He was warning.
25:48He knew there was a move coming.
25:50Lorenzo, if I dissolved my arrangement with Don Alessandro formally,
25:54Legally, would you marry me?
25:57He went still.
25:59You have been married.
26:00No one ever broke the oath made on the wedding nave.
26:03The roults were never completed at the wedding nave.
26:06Technically-
26:06Valentinta.
26:07Is it because I've been another man's wife?
26:10Even in name only?
26:14That is not the reason.
26:16I don't care about titles.
26:18I watched him a long beat and then smiled.
26:20If a devil like me could be worth someone trying to be better, it would be for him.
26:24I handed him the folder ledgers, letters, names, dates.
26:28Then come for me when you can.
26:29And walked away before he could answer.
26:31Don Alessandro was waiting when I returned to the compound.
26:34Who were you with?
26:36Lorenzo?
26:38When I get what I'm owed, when the neighborhood is settled, he'll be the first I cut down.
26:43Then I'll look forward to that day.
26:44He stared.
26:45I went inside.
26:46Two weeks later, Don Alessandro and his allies moved on the city's administration,
26:50the customs house, and the docks that run the trade.
26:53They never reached the inner gates.
26:54I had given Lorenzo everything.
26:56The papers.
26:57The correspondence.
26:58The ledgers.
26:59Lorenzo took them to Don Vittorio Marconi, the coast boss.
27:02Don Vittorio took them straight to my father.
27:05My father showed up in the dark with 50 men at his back.
27:08When Don Alessandro's column hit the cordon, they were surrounded.
27:12The whole thing was over in about an hour.
27:15Don Alessandro's household was seized three days later.
27:17He looked at me across the vestibule he no longer owned,
27:20and his expression dimmed like a smoldering candle.
27:22You gave the things all to Lorenzo.
27:25You were going to destroy my family.
27:28I wasn't going to let that happen twice.
27:30Don Alessandro Greco was stripped.
27:31The household condemned.
27:33Those who had served the coup were dealt with according to the code.
27:35Marconi's code.
27:36Julia ran.
27:37She took the boy and tried for the East Lane.
27:39They were caught before nightfall.
27:40She had miscalculated.
27:41As people often do when they have spent too long believing themselves protected.
27:45She had spent years cultivating Don Alessandro as her shelter.
27:48In the end, he could not shelter even himself.
27:50Don Vittorio Marconi took me in himself.
27:53My father had held the docks.
27:55I'd given the intelligence that let them stop the move before it began.
27:58By every account, I'd been on the right side from the start.
28:01Within a week, the city talked about me again.
28:03The tone had changed.
28:04Less sneer.
28:05More a careful kind of interest.
28:06I'm sorry.
28:07This should have been me.
28:09If I'd been the one, you wouldn't have had to.
28:12Nothing to apologize for.
28:13You and Mateo are safe.
28:15That's enough.
28:16She looked at me a long time, then rested her head on my shoulder and stayed there,
28:19saying nothing.
28:20A fortnight passed, Lorenzo didn't show.
28:22I sat with that for days.
28:24Maybe he liked the idea of me more than the thing itself.
28:27Better admired from afar.
28:32Ma, I'm heading south.
28:34The car waited at dawn.
28:35I had one foot on the running board when a motor cut through the morning.
28:38A black sedan slid up.
28:40Lorenzo killed the engine and climbed out, looking down at me from the driver's side.
28:43You.
28:44Do you always move people like pieces?
28:46You didn't come.
28:48I waited.
28:49A fortnight.
28:51You waited a fortnight and then decided I wasn't coming.
28:55It seemed like a reasonable conclusion.
28:57I had to call my folks.
28:59Protocol.
29:00Families talk.
29:01A betrothal isn't something you rush.
29:04Valentina.
29:05I've been waiting for you for ten years.
29:08The morning held its breath.
29:10The morning was very quiet around us.
29:12You were fifteen the first time I saw you at your father's winter party.
29:15You hit three clay pippers with one shot.
29:17And I thought there was someone I'd like to have.
29:19I said.
29:20You never said.
29:21You were promised a way.
29:23Then you were married.
29:23I was trying to stop the city from burning while you were dismantling a coup.
29:26He looked at me.
29:27I'm saying it now.
29:28I stepped down from the car.
29:30How long before your parents arrive?
29:31A week.
29:32Maybe ten days.
29:33Then you have ten days.
29:34Make them worth the wait.
29:36He smiled.
29:37I've had ten years of practice.
29:38I held up my head and reached out to pinch his chin, smiling.
29:42Had you?
29:43His face blushed instantly.
29:45I said.
29:46You should know I'm a voodoo doll.
29:47A teasing smile deepening.
29:48So the heat you're feeling right now?
29:50I'm feeling it too.
29:51I barely felt myself grow lighter before he wordlessly swept me up into the car.
29:56We should have had the wedding first, but since you want it this way.
29:59His warm lips met mine.
30:01I stared into his deep eyes and kissed him harder.
30:03The road should have been empty, but a shout cut through the valley.
30:06Men came out of the trees like a net, shots slamming into the air.
30:09A planted charge blew a wheel apart.
30:10The sedan lurched, throwing Lorenzo into the cushions.
30:13Men went down.
30:14We closed like a well-drilled crew.
30:15Return fire! Form a box! Get the driver out!
30:21I moved with them.
30:22Every step measured.
30:22One man took a round and went rigid.
30:24Pupils gone wide, foam at his mouth.
30:26He was dead in breaths.
30:27The smell of the toxin was sharp, metallic.
30:29The wound had a black smear at the edge.
30:31The mark of rounds laced for more than blood.
30:33Pietro looked at me.
30:36Who'd do this?
30:36I clenched my fists.
30:38His household might have been broken.
30:39And Alexandro.
30:40But his reach hadn't died.
30:41He's still breathing.
30:42Two of the attackers broke off and tried to run.
30:45We caught one young, hair matted with blood.
30:47Eyes too bright with fear.
30:48I leaned in.
30:49Who sent you?
30:50He spat a curse.
30:51You voodoo bitch.
30:53I stepped back and picked up the spent cartridge that had fallen near him, turning it in my
30:56hand like a question.
30:57Don Alessandro, isn't it?
31:00He barked a brittle laugh.
31:01You think taking out the Don stops it?
31:03His crew will swear blood for blood.
31:05I pulled a knife and cut my palms slow and clean.
31:07The kid's chest and arms welted where my blade had bitten dark blood rising along his
31:11skin.
31:11He clenched his teeth and didn't cry out.
31:13A tough nut.
31:14I said.
31:15I raised the knife to my throat.
31:16If I can make you bleed, I can make your boss bleed.
31:19Speak.
31:20Or I'll make sure he understands what pain tastes like.
31:23The captive's laugh died.
31:24He swallowed.
31:25He said hoarsely.
31:26He's at the Taverina de la Luna by the goldsmith.
31:29I let the knife fall and sneered.
31:30The trick worked.
31:31My touch only carries when the target is in my sight.
31:34But I got what I needed.
31:35I looked at Lorenzo sitting in the broken car, his hand bleeding where a splinter had pressed.
31:39He met my eyes.
31:40The questions in his face were all about me.
31:42His voice was clearly tinged with jealousy.
31:44You're going to see him yourself?
31:45You're welcome to go with me.
31:47On the way back, I sent a runner to the dockside watch.
31:49The Taverina de la Luna was filthy and loud.
31:52Don Alessandro was easy to find.
31:53He'd taken hits in the retreat.
31:55A scar split his lip.
31:56He sneered when they dragged him out.
31:58When he saw me, his face brightened for a heartbeat and then went flat.
32:00He turned his cheek away, the scar sliding into shadow.
32:03I crouched until I was level with him.
32:05I said,
32:06Seeing me again, you must hate me.
32:08You're in this mess because of me.
32:09If you want to kill me, I won't pretend I don't understand.
32:11He turned his head farther, as if to hide.
32:13I grabbed his chin and forced him to look at me.
32:15His eyes held anger, refusal, and something like a thin, fossilized affection.
32:19You should hate me.
32:20My breath stopped for a fraction.
32:22But I won't let you die that easily.
32:23I told him.
32:24I ordered the men around us.
32:25Find him.
32:26From now on, he doesn't leave my sight.
32:27There was time.
32:28I needed names, routes, the small details that turned a conspiracy into a machine.
32:32I closed my hand around Don Alessandro's wrist and let the old reflex take hold.
32:36Mercy wasn't on my mind.
32:38Only leverage.
32:39Don Alessandro's breath hitched.
32:40His face tightened as if someone had punched him in the gut.
32:43He went rigid for a beat, alive, but holding himself like a man who'd just been reminded
32:46how fragile skin is.
32:48That night, I spread the maps on the table.
32:50Lorenzo sat close, his hand finding mine.
32:52He asked, the edge of something close to jealousy in his voice.
32:55I heard you didn't let him leave your side for a second.
32:59I stroked his cheek.
33:01He's just a prisoner.
33:03Don't worry.
33:04I never had any feelings for him.
33:07But he does for you.
33:08Eyes don't lie.
33:09I looped my arms around his neck and laughed.
33:11Then we can make very good use of that.
33:13He grabbed me, reckless, and kissed me hard enough to mark me.
33:45Don't lie.
33:46I kept my eyes on hands.
33:48Don Alessandro stood at the edge of the room like a taut wire.
33:52Halfway through the night, an attendant screamed.
33:57The singer on the stage took a sip and folded.
34:00Another guest plodded his throat.
34:02Panic split the room.
34:05Pietro moved before anyone else did.
34:07He crossed the hall in two long strides and slammed a cloth over the nearest cup.
34:11This wasn't the crude stuff they use in ambushes.
34:13The powder that kills by choking.
34:14This was clinical.
34:15A nerve cut.
34:16Muscles seizing in a spasm.
34:17The cold slid down my spine.
34:19It wasn't random.
34:20It was timed and poured.
34:21The cup the singer touched had been set out for me.
34:23I don't drink wine.
34:23The cup had been switched at the last minute.
34:25Someone had aimed for me.
34:27I saw Don Alessandro move like a shadow at the edge of the room.
34:31He looked like the obvious hand behind it.
34:33He came close enough that I felt the warmth of his breath.
34:42His face went bright red in a single flash.
34:44There is one way to prove a thing like this.
34:46To prove he hadn't been carrying it.
34:47He'd have to strip down in front of everyone.
34:49For a man of his pride, being stripped in public was worse than death.
34:56Lorenzo walked up to the pillar where Don Alessandro stood.
34:59Don Alessandro stiffened.
35:00He looked at Lorenzo, then at me.
35:03You're gonna strip me in front of all these people?
35:05If you wanna clear your name, do it.
35:07Lorenzo's eyes were flat.
35:09Refuse, and you'll look guilty.
35:11Don Alessandro laughed once hollow.
35:13He undid his outer cloak and lifted his shirt slowly.
35:15The hall watched him.
35:16He exposed his body without flinching.
35:18The belt marks and old scars showed.
35:21Lorenzo and two guards inspected him.
35:23There was no sign of a venom sack or recent injections.
35:26Don Alessandro turned his face away, and red came to his neck.
35:31So what? I'm clearing you.
35:33The cup was switched.
35:36Someone knew the seating arrangement and my habits.
35:38This was premeditated.
35:40Don Alessandro's gaze met mine just once.
35:43There was something like accusation in it, and something else.
35:46Relief that the indignity had been born.
35:48We pulled the cups and the servants out of the room.
35:51Piatro and two men tore through the steward's pantry.
35:54Under a tray damp with wine, they found a scrap of cloth.
35:56Piatro held it up.
35:57This was used to wipe a cup.
35:59The steward went white and shook.
36:00We kept him under watch in the hall until night.
36:03Later, I sat with him alone.
36:04Who told you to swap the cups?
36:07I was paid.
36:09Silver coins under the tray.
36:10A woman.
36:11She wore fox fur.
36:13Fox fur?
36:14I repeated.
36:15Said she served Donna Lucia.
36:17Gave me the coin and told me which goblet to swap.
36:19Who saw you?
36:21Lorenzo pressed his thumb into the steward's wrist.
36:23The steward whispered two names, two serving girls, and a runner.
36:26Don Alessandro watched from the doorway the whole time.
36:29He didn't speak.
36:30He loomed in the room like a shadow you could cut your hand on.
36:32We rounded up the girls, Marta, the runner.
36:34I swapped the cup.
36:36I didn't know who it was, Beau.
36:37Cracked when Piatro shoved her into the lockup.
36:39Who paid you?
36:40Who ordered it?
36:41A woman with a clam-out hat.
36:43She gave me a silver coin and said,
36:45Serve this to the guest at the lion's table.
36:47But it somehow went to the singer.
36:48Lorenzo's mouth tightened.
36:49He'd seen Donna Lucia sneer at the hunt.
36:52I walked to Donna Lucia's pavilion.
36:53She sat under a tent, swirling wine like nothing had happened.
36:58Did you send a runner tonight?
37:00Donna Lucia gave her a polite smile.
37:01I sent no one.
37:02Why would I?
37:03Because someone wanted me dead, then planned to pin it on Donna Lucia.
37:07You accuse me?
37:09Ridiculous.
37:09Stop making stuff up and freaking out.
37:11The argument had no smoking gun.
37:13Marta had small coins with a fox stamp hidden in her hair.
37:16The stamp matched a merchant family known to trade with Donna Lucia.
37:19It was circumstantial, but enough to raise the alarm.
37:22That night, I called Lorenzo and Don Alessandro out to the courtyard.
37:26A single lamp burned over us.
37:28Lorenzo looked at Don Alessandro with cold in his voice.
37:30What's he doing here?
37:32He said.
37:32I smiled, quiet.
37:33There was special venom in my cup.
37:36Don Alessandro's people know that poison.
37:38Lorenzo snorted.
37:40Viper tricks.
37:42If someone set this up, they want to split us.
37:44I said.
37:45We won't let that happen.
37:47We?
37:48Not including him, surely.
37:50Don Alessandro's voice was low.
37:51If Donna Lucia arranged it, she answers to someone higher.
37:55They're stirring unrest.
37:56Then follow Donna Lucia's merchants.
37:59Follow the money and tell me who pays them.
38:01Don Alessandro hesitated, then gave a short nod.
38:05I will look.
38:07Lorenzo's hand squeezed mine, possessive.
38:09Don't trust Don Alessandro without proof.
38:12I won't.
38:14But if you're cleaning up more blood, show me what you find.
38:18Do it where I can see it.
38:19He didn't like the demand, but he agreed.
38:21He left with that thin bruise of regret across his face.
38:25Don Alessandro's men tailed the merchant wagons until they found a tent with a ledger spread on a stump.
38:30Payments, dates, terse notes.
38:32A few entries carried the fox stamp cash paid to runners for special placements.
38:36Pietro read in the dim light.
38:37Paid for Table of the Lion, coin drawn third night.
38:41Names followed, one read Marco.
38:42Marco was a minor capo with debts and a grudge against Lorenzo's family over the river crossing.
38:47Motive enough.
38:48We moved fast.
38:48When they hauled Marco in, he wore anger on his face like a mask.
38:52You can't touch me.
38:53You've no cause.
38:54You bought death.
38:55You paid to swap a cup and try to cut a life.
38:57Why?
38:57Marco spat.
39:00Valolina and Lorenzo together tips the balance.
39:02I wanted the council to think twice.
39:04I didn't mean to kill, just scare.
39:07The poison man clipped it harder.
39:09He named a doctor I'd heard of, trafficked in powders and secret methods.
39:13Someone who'd once worked with Don Alessandro's camps.
39:15They dragged her out of a low tent that stank of vinegar and drying herbs small, bent paper-thin.
39:20You sold the poison formula.
39:22You plotted to poison Signora Valentina and Lorenzo.
39:25She didn't flinch.
39:26I did it.
39:27A small bitter laugh escaped her.
39:29I won't deny it.
39:30Lorenzo stepped up.
39:31Why sell to men who kill?
39:34Why help them?
39:35The apothecary fixed him with a hard, sudden look.
39:37Because I was afraid.
39:39Then she pointed at me.
39:41Her voice snagged on the next word.
39:43Don Alessandro stood in the doorway, silent.
39:45His fingers flexed.
39:47Explain yourself.
39:50I was the midwife when your mother gave birth.
39:53You didn't breathe.
39:55Your mother begged me to do anything to bring you to life.
39:58I made a choice I thought would save you.
40:01Save me?
40:02You turned me into what I am?
40:06You were not born whole.
40:08I put life back on a thread.
40:10I made a binding so the soul could find its body if the body was taken or broken.
40:16I used a pin.
40:17I used a charm.
40:19It was desperate.
40:20Your mother wanted you to live.
40:22His jaw moved once like someone biting down.
40:24You call that saving?
40:26At first, yes.
40:27It returned you when you died.
40:29Short returns.
40:31Easy ones.
40:32I thought it was a mercy.
40:33Then you began to come back with memories.
40:35Each time your power woke stronger.
40:37Each time you walked more dangerous.
40:39Her eyes flicked to Don Alessandro and then away.
40:42I watched you grow a thing that could twist fates and send it back through time.
40:47I felt it in the air.
40:50After deaths, you did not stay gone.
40:52I heard you move in the world when you were not meant to.
40:54It made men hungry to use you and terrified to lose you.
40:57Don Alessandro flinched as if struck.
41:01So you tried to murder in a hall full of witnesses?
41:04The murderer was caught and we went back to the villa.
41:07The courtyard was colder than I expected.
41:09Moonlight lay flat across flagstones and the rose beds.
41:12I stood with my back to the wall and watched the moon till the memory of my birth and the
41:16black pin crawled under my skin again.
41:18The past kept knocking.
41:19The present felt brittle in my hands.
41:21A rustle in the roses broke the quiet.
41:23Someone moved among the bushes.
41:25Deliberate.
41:25I stepped forward without thinking and found him half-crouched, one hand in a tangle of
41:30thorns, the other holding a single rose.
41:32Don Alessandro looked up at me as if he'd been caught doing something petty.
41:36For a second, the moonlight softened him in a way it never did in daylight.
41:39You shouldn't be here.
41:41He straightened slowly.
41:42Neither should you.
41:43His tone was low, almost amused.
41:45I closed the distance in two long steps and seized his arm.
41:49He didn't resist.
41:50He looked surprised at my boldness.
41:52And then something like pleasure passed through his expression.
41:54An old habit of being the one who provoked.
41:57Before I could speak, he covered my mouth with his hand.
41:59His palm was warm.
42:00His fingers firm.
42:02The motion was possessive in the old way.
42:04The way men who think in ownership move.
42:06Shh.
42:07Don't shout.
42:09His nearness was a provocation.
42:11I did not struggle at first.
42:12When I realized what that softness did to the memory of every wound, I wrenched my jaw free
42:16and pushed his hand down.
42:20Don't.
42:20He stayed close enough that I could see the fine line at his jaw.
42:23He half-bowed, plucked a rose from his fist, and tucked it at my temple where a curl would hide
42:28it.
42:29You always liked roses.
42:32His fingers lingered on my skin.
42:34He looked at me like a man looking at a map he remembered from long ago.
42:37I remember you.
42:40Not in one life.
42:42In every life I saw pieces, glimpses.
42:46Sometimes I think those pieces line up and make the same person again.
42:50You remember me?
42:52He searched my face.
42:54Yes.
42:55I remember.
42:57I remember more than I should.
43:00In every life I have lost you.
43:03I won't let you go this life.
43:05The rose was heavy at my hair.
43:07The scent was sharp.
43:08For a moment the courtyard narrowed to two people and one small bloom.
43:11I don't want your memories.
43:13I pushed the rose down and the thorn pricked my palm.
43:15I dropped it at my feet and slammed my heel down on it.
43:18You should know.
43:19My voice clear in the hush.
43:20I will never forgive you.
43:22You hurt Isabella.
43:23In the last life you torn her to pieces.
43:25Now you're circling Giolia just like before, leaving bloodstains on the same land.
43:30I won't pretend not to know what your hands are capable of.
43:32His face changed when I said Isabella's name.
43:35There was an instant of pain that did not look like pretense.
43:38You can't blame everything in the past on me.
43:41Enough!
43:42No more excuses.
43:44You had a choice and you made it.
43:46He took a step forward as if to close the space between reproach and understanding.
43:50I was wrong.
43:50Not everything I did was by choice and not everything was my fault.
43:54But I...
43:55He stopped, the words hanging.
43:57Save your justifications.
43:58They mean nothing once the damage is done.
44:01What about Lorenzo?
44:02He looked past me, as if the thought of Lorenzo had a shape he could avoid staring at,
44:06and then returned his gaze to me.
44:08You are betrothed to him.
44:09Yes.
44:10I've made my promise.
44:12I've my Tavari.
44:13I've chosen a life that protects more people.
44:15It matters more than our quarrels.
44:17He watched me like a man counting losses.
44:19A slow, almost bitter smile touched his mouth.
44:21You chose him.
44:22I will not.
44:23Don't speak to me of love,
44:25as if one apology can make up for all the blood you've spilled.
44:29The moon caught his profile and made his face look very old.
44:33I'm not asking for forgiveness.
44:35His hand found the rose crushed under my boot and closed over its stem.
44:38I want you to know.
44:40The things I remember are enough to keep me awake at night.
44:43I looked at him.
44:44He was telling the truth, the unmistakable melancholy.
44:47Then remember this.
44:48I remember what you've done too.
44:51Next time you think about crossing that line that ruins people,
44:54think of this.
44:56Lorenzo's steps came quick on the flagstones.
44:58He had circled the courtyard and stopped when he saw us.
45:01The two of us faced each other by the crushed rose.
45:03His face went closed, then raw.
45:06Valentina.
45:06He did not call like a friend.
45:08The name came out like a claim.
45:09He pushed between us without waiting for permission and took my hand.
45:13His fingers hard and hot around mine.
45:15What is he doing here?
45:16Don Alessandro did not move back.
45:18He kept his hands loose at his sides,
45:19but his eyes found Lorenzo and folded inward like a blade being softened.
45:23You promised me some privacy.
45:26Privacy.
45:27There's no such thing when a strange man stands alone with you face to face.
45:30I felt Lorenzo's grip tighten.
45:32He pulled me a fraction closer as if proximity could be a barricade.
45:35Lorenzo.
45:36He's here to talk.
45:38Lorenzo's look said he did not believe it.
45:40Talk.
45:41Or conspire.
45:43Don Alessandro's face changed then.
45:45You always imagine me to be something I'm not.
45:47Lorenzo's hand left mine and went to the pommel at his hip.
45:49The motion was a warning, but the air altered.
45:52I watched Don Alessandro's eyes.
45:54They were the same green-gray I had stared into once before,
45:56in a life that felt both distant and sharp.
45:58I was a child then, and a small snake had slithered from under a stone in the courtyard.
46:02It had been hurt, one side of its face torn.
46:04I had cupped it in my palms and held it while it stilled.
46:07And when it looked up the light caught its eyes and they were exactly like Don Alessandro's now,
46:11slow, wet, aware in a way that was neither animal nor human.
46:14I had fed it milk and wrapped it in linen until the wound closed.
46:17Its gaze had stayed on me the way this man's did now, like a debt unpaid.
46:20The memory slid through me and softened something I had bolted shut.
46:23But it did not make me to forgive him.
46:25It complicated the shape of my anger.
46:27Lorenzo saw the change in me and his face shifted.
46:29Confusion.
46:30Then a flash of hurt.
46:32You're looking at him like you remember him.
46:34His voice was sharp enough to cut through the moonlight.
46:37You're not supposed to be looking at him.
46:39Don Alessandro's mouth thinned.
46:40I never wanted you to be torn.
46:43Lorenzo laughed, but it had no joy.
46:45You have torn people since you learned to keep a blade.
46:47Stop, I said.
46:48My voice was steady.
46:49We are not settling this with blades in the moonlight.
46:52Lorenzo would not let go at once.
46:54He kept a grip on me as if my being there proved something.
46:56Softer now.
46:57Falling to leave.
46:57Don Alessandro looked at me as if asking permission.
47:00Not with words, but with the whole tilt of his head.
47:02For a second.
47:03His sorrow was a question.
47:04Would I send him away or let him stay and make some further claim?
47:07I thought of the snake, of its patient eyes, of the smell of milk and linen.
47:11I choose Lorenzo.
47:12I thought of Isabella and all the reasons I had closed my hand against him before.
47:16I thought of Lorenzo's steady warmth and the life we were building that was not scraped
47:19from violence.
47:20Don Alessandro's face did not harden into anger, but grief.
47:23He bowed his head very slightly.
47:25Wait.
47:26The rose still crushed under our feet and stepped back into the shadowed bushes as silently as
47:30he had come.
47:31I hesitated a beat.
47:32The moon sharp on the stones.
47:33Don Alessandro had already stepped into shadow when I called him back.
47:36He paused, one hand still in the rose bush.
47:38When he turned, his face was a study and calm.
47:40I'll make you an offer.
47:41You can stay here, in my house.
47:43But if you want to stand in my courtyard and plant flowers at my feet, you will do it as
47:47my slave.
47:48You will serve me to repay what you've done.
47:50You will answer to my will.
47:52Publicly, you will undo what your name has set loose and you will submit to my terms.
47:56A single invisible line had been drawn.
47:58The three of us held our breaths.
47:59Don Alessandro's eyes widened.
48:01For a moment he looked almost stunned, as if the words had landed on him like a physical
48:04blow.
48:05Then something moved through him.
48:06Surprise.
48:06Then a very small, almost childlike joy.
48:09His voice was rough.
48:10You mean, you mean you would have me stay and bow?
48:13Yes.
48:14You will be seen.
48:15You will confess your deeds.
48:17You will work under my command.
48:18You will atone publicly every sunrise for a season.
48:22If you refuse, you leave and never return.
48:24I let the words sit there.
48:25I was not bargaining for love.
48:27I was bargaining for safety and for repair.
48:29He took a step forward, and in that step his composure broke into something wrong.
48:33And if I accept?
48:34I repeated harsher.
48:35You will do as I say.
48:36No tricks.
48:38No secrecy.
48:38You will be watched.
48:40You will answer me.
48:42To refuse is to choose the road you have walk.
48:45Don Alessandro's breath came out like steam.
48:47He swallowed as if to steady himself.
48:49He looked at Lorenzo, then back at me.
48:50For the first time he seemed small in the way guilt makes a man small.
48:53If service keeps me near you, if kneeling at your feet is the price for seeing you breathe
48:58in the same air, then I will take it.
49:00I will be yours.
49:01He said finally, voice low.
49:02There was a wobble in his voice I had not expected.
49:04It sounded like relief, and something else relief laced with hunger.
49:08He bowed his head a fraction.
49:09Lorenzo's face changed the way thunder changes the sky.
49:12He moved in between us with an impatient, raw force.
49:14Without hesitation, in front of Don Alessandro, and the moon and the crushed rose at our feet.
49:19He seized me and kissed me, pardoned claiming right where we had stood arguing.
49:22The kiss was sudden, fierce.
49:24Lorenzo's hands were heavy at my waist.
49:26His mouth left no doubt.
49:27It was a mark and a warning.
49:28The courtyard held its breath.
49:30Even the wind broke.
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