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Stolen Princess and Her Wolf Daughter EP
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00:03my mother was a gorgeous madwoman
00:07made it to the ugliest lowest ranked wolf in the pack
00:10with yellow teeth and nothing to his name
00:14everyone in the pack praised my father
00:22ugly and low ranking but what a devoted mate
00:25then one day a band of rogues crossed into the house
00:30they tore my father open and killed him brutally
00:33my mother stood beside them and clapped her hands with joy
00:37she walked away with the rogues and never looked back
00:39the whole pack called her cold-blooded they said she was a curse
00:43a bad omen what they didn't know was this
00:46i an eight-year-old girl had hired those rogue wolves to kill my monster father
00:52he was never a good mate never a good father
00:56through the crack in the door i watched brett sander out of the bedroom
01:01adjusting his belt with that look of dark satisfaction on his face
01:07i scrambled back onto my pile of flour sacks
01:11a second later he kicked me
01:13go heat some water for your mother
01:15i didn't say a word
01:16i crawled up and went to the kitchen to start the fire
01:19the smell drifting from my parents room was thick and nauseating
01:23my mother lay on the tangled bedding
01:25naked and still
01:27staring straight up at the ceiling
01:29someone who didn't know better would have thought she was dead
01:36brett would never let anyone see what he did to her in there
01:41i drew hot water from the basin
01:43mixed it carefully with cold until the temperature was right
01:47then worked a rough cloth through it and gently cleaned her body
01:50the moment i touched the bruising on her inner thighs
01:53she seemed to snap awake
01:55she screamed and curled into herself and wouldn't let me near her
02:00her screaming carried through the walls
02:02i pressed my hands together frantic trying to signal her
02:05don't don't if you keep screaming he'll come back
02:09from the yard came the steady rhythm of an axe splitting wood
02:13one strike after another
02:17my mother went silent immediately
02:20the front gate creaked open
02:22it was mrs harrow from next door
02:26brett how's clara doing
02:30he gave a sad little laugh
02:31she's having one of her days
02:33wanted to wash her up and she threw a fit
02:35mrs harrow sighed
02:37you really have it hard you know that
02:39then she asked what he was building
02:41his voice came back slow and simple
02:44she won't sit stilly for a bath so i'm making her a special chair
02:47makes it easier on both of us
02:48brett you are something else
02:51that woman is lucky to have you
02:52shame she doesn't understand it
02:54inside the room my mother and i both went cold at the same time
02:58it wasn't a regular chair the arm rests in the back were fitted with locking clamps
03:03we had several things like that in the house
03:05brett called them gifts he made for her
03:36he kept them in the back room
04:07no sound could get out he would laugh while he did it
04:07the pack said the pack said she had earned good fortune in a past life
04:10to have a mate like him
04:11i knew from early on that brett was not good enough for my mother
04:14she was soft and warm and something in the way she held herself had always felt like
04:18it belonged somewhere else somewhere finer
04:20when she wasn't lost in her own mind her face was so calm and beautiful
04:23her face was so calm and beautiful it hurt to look at
04:49he said he went without food so we could eat
04:51but i caught him alone in the back room more than once working through a roasted chicken
04:55and a cup of ale he didn't seem to care that i saw he'd grab me by the hair and
05:00put his
05:00face close to mine he'd say say one word and i'll break your legs
05:06with his clean reputation even if he hit me once in a while people would take his side
05:11they'd say i was the difficult one that the two of us were a weight he carried
05:16so he kept doing it nothing to fear
05:18when i was older i started to notice things that didn't add up
05:22brett barely scraped by selling firewood
05:25so where was the money coming from for all his private meals and drink
05:28then one night i climbed the crooked tree in the backyard and finally saw what he'd been hiding
05:35he crept out of the house and dug up a wooden box from the base of the wall
05:40in the moonlight i could see the gold inside it
05:46he lifted a coin turned it over in his palm and then tucked it away and buried the box again
05:52like it had never moved i was stunned a bundle of firewood was worth almost nothing
05:58when did brett ever saved up that much gold coins the next day the moment he left for town
06:03i dug up the box and brought it inside
06:08mom we have money i can get us out of here right now
06:11my mother saw the box and froze her pupils went small
06:14her whole body locked up i grabbed her arm
06:17come on we have to go before he gets back
06:20she gave me a sharp look and for just a moment i thought she was really seeing me
06:24then she snapped back
06:26she laughed and knocked the box out of my hands and gold coins scattered across the floor
06:31while i scrambled to collect them she picked up the box and started turning it over found
06:35a hidden latch and out slid a small pendant
06:37pack pressed old design the markings intricate and worn
06:42she pressed it to her cheek and rocked back and forth making soft sounds
06:46i felt something twist hard in my chest
06:49she recognized it i eased it out of her hands and looked it over carefully
06:53then the gate rattled my heart stopped i shoved the coins back into the box and kicked it under the
06:59bed
07:00aria you and your mother okay in there
07:04it was mrs harrow
07:06we're fine she knocked over a bowl i cleaned it up
07:09i kept my voice steady
07:12i waited until i heard her footsteps move away
07:14then i grabbed what i could and hauled my mother toward the door
07:17but when i pushed the gate open
07:19mrs harrow was right there
07:21so were three other women from the pack
07:23she hadn't left at all
07:25where do you think you're taking her aria
07:27just for some air
07:29down by the creek
07:31they closed in
07:33you're too young to be out alone with her
07:34wait for your father go back inside
07:36my stomach dropped
07:39my mother had no idea what was happening
07:42she stood there playing with a wild flower laughing quietly to herself
07:46i turned us around
07:48behind me i heard them whispering
07:51no wonder brett worries
07:52stepping out for an hour and this girl nearly runs off with the poor woman
07:56he's lucky he asked us to keep watch
07:58those two are nothing but trouble for him
08:00he had set watchers on us
08:02we couldn't get out
08:03when he came back his face was iron
08:05he went to the yard first to check the box
08:08i had buried it exactly where it was
08:10he came inside
08:11he locked the doors and the windows
08:13and dragged out the chair from the back room
08:15doesn't matter whose idea it was
08:17you don't listen there are consequences
08:19he patted my cheek
08:21don't worry
08:22i won't mark you
08:23can't have the pack asking questions
08:25then he grabbed my mother by the hair
08:28stuffed something in her mouth
08:29and strapped her into that chair
08:35her legs were forced apart
08:36he pulled down her clothes in front of me
08:38and beat her thighs with a cane
08:39she was shaking sweat running down her face
08:41tears she couldn't wipe away
08:42i threw myself at his legs
08:44stop
08:45please
08:46i'll never do it again
08:48he shook me off
08:49i hit the floor
08:50and tried to press my head down
08:52try anything else and she pays for it
08:55if she doesn't survive it
08:57that's on you
08:58he caught my arm before i could
09:00every time you hurt yourself
09:02she gets another strike
09:05go ahead
09:06try it
09:08i went completely still
09:11that night i lay in the back room
09:13with my hands over my ears
09:15and cried until the flower sacks were soaked
09:18brett kept us locked in for seven days
09:20when he was finally sure my mother was no different than before
09:23he took me out with him
09:24brett
09:25bringing your girl along today
09:26he put on his tired
09:28long-suffering face
09:29she's getting older
09:30living around her mother like this
09:32what's she gonna learn
09:33i want to get her set up with something useful
09:35isn't that thoughtful
09:37aria's lucky to have a father like you
09:38i kept my eyes on the ground
09:40he was going to sell me
09:42he wanted me far away
09:43so i couldn't try to run again
09:44in wolftown
09:45he handed me to a black market dealer
09:47he told the man to sell me as far away as possible
09:49lots of demands
09:50didn't leave a single coin extra
09:51cheap bastard
09:53so they weren't friends
09:56that was useful
09:57i know how to get you twice the price
10:00i sketched a design on a scrap of paper
10:02sell me to someone with this crest on their coat
10:06their vehicles
10:07their estate gates
10:08you'll get double the standard rate
10:11guaranteed
10:14what is that
10:17i made up a story on the spot
10:19i found an injured alpha's son in the woods once
10:23his pendant had this crest
10:27he told me he'd repay whoever helped him
10:31why didn't your father mention this
10:33if my father knew would you be involved at all
10:35he hits me every day
10:37i'm not giving him the satisfaction
10:38the dealer turned it over in his mind
10:40then shrugged
10:41fine
10:41i'm heading north anyway
10:43i'll take the gamble
10:45but if you've lied to me
10:46you've got my life in your hands
10:47i'm not stupid enough to lie
10:49so we traveled north
10:51one by one the other children with us were sold
10:53we kept moving
10:54we finally reached where the alpha king lived
10:56i still hadn't seen the crest anywhere
10:58the dealer was watching me with darker and darker eyes
11:02i was starting to doubt myself
11:03then a convoy swept through the road ahead of us
11:06and nearly upended a stall at the roadside
11:08the dealer cursed the dust out of his mouth
11:10looked up and saw me staring at the vehicles with everything i had
11:13there
11:13finally
11:14there it was
11:15those vehicles were covered in the exact crest
11:18i had memorized and drawn from the pendant
11:20you're sure that's the one
11:21the pack you saved someone from
11:22we just walked into the territory of rogue alpha riker
11:25i stepped straight into the road
11:27and planted myself in front of the lead vehicle
11:29the driver hadn't seen me coming
11:30the whole convoy launched to a stop
11:32he yelled at me
11:33a guard grabbed me by the collar and swung me toward
11:35rogue alpha
11:36i have something that belongs to you
11:39silence from inside
11:43years ago
11:44the pureblood daughter of the shen pack was taken by rogues
11:47they searched everywhere and found nothing
11:50riker never stopped looking
11:51he had worn the matching half of the pendant on his belt every single day
11:55waiting for the moment he could use it to find his sister
12:07get the horses
12:08we ride for the border pack now
12:13hold on
12:15hooves mammered the road
12:16wind screamed past my ears
12:20mom
12:21wait a little longer
12:23i'm coming
12:25three days
12:25no real sleep
12:27we finally reached the outskirts of the border pack where i'd grown up
12:31riker had the horses hidden in the tree line
12:34he took a small unit of enforcers and followed me on foot through the edge of the settlement
12:40it was dusk
12:43cooking smoke drifted up from the houses
12:48everything looked quiet
12:51nobody knew what was about to hit them
12:54our house was at the far eastern edge
12:56from a distance i could already see brett sitting in the yard splitting wood
13:00humming something tuneless
13:01that easy humble look on his face
13:03nothing like the thing he became at night
13:05i dug my nails into my palm
13:07the hatred came up slow and thick
13:12do we move
13:14the lead enforcer asked quietly
13:16ryerga's eyes were cold
13:18check on clara first
13:21we circled around to the back of the yard
13:23and looked over the low fence
13:25my mother was sitting on the doorstep with a wildflower in her hand smiling at nothing
13:30her hair was loose and tangled
13:32her clothes were patched all over
13:35even so
13:36there was something in the way she held herself that none of it could touch
13:40but brett finished with the wood and walked over to her
13:43he brushed a hand over her hair soft and easy
13:46clara
13:47hungry
13:48i'll get dinner started
13:51anyone watching would have called him a good man
13:53i knew exactly what lived behind that voice
13:55sure enough
13:56my mother flinched away from his hand
13:58fear flashed through her eyes
14:00quick as a spark
14:01brett's face went flat
14:02he caught himself
14:03aware the neighbors might be watching
14:05and turned back toward the house without a word
14:07riker's voice was ice
14:08take him
14:09the enforcers went over the fence like water
14:12brett didn't have time to react
14:13they had him pinned to the ground before he could shout
14:16he struggled and yelled
14:18who are you
14:19get off me
14:20you've got the wrong house
14:22riker walked into the yard
14:23and looked down at him
14:24he didn't bother hiding what was in his eyes
14:31brett
14:33do you know who i am
14:42brett blinked up at him
14:44then his eyes caught the half pendant on ryer's belt
14:46and his face went white
14:47i don't know you
14:50you've got the wrong guy
14:55you tortured my mother for over a decade
14:58and now you want to say wrong man
14:59my mother startled at the noise
15:01the flower fell from her hand
15:02she looked between us
15:03confused
15:04then her eyes landed on riker's face
15:06her lips moved
15:07clara
15:08she made a small broken sound
15:10riker crossed the yard fast
15:12and crouched in front of her
15:14his voice cracked
15:15it's me
15:16it's reich
15:16your brother
15:17i'm here to take you home
15:19she stared at him for a long time
15:20then two tears ran down her face
15:22she reached toward him
15:23fingers shaking
15:24and pulled her hand back
15:25like she was afraid to touch him
15:27in case he disappeared
15:28i paid for clara
15:29she's mine
15:29what business is it of yours
15:30what i do with her
15:31brett saw it all
15:32and knew it was over
15:33he still pushed
15:36paid for her
15:44she is the pure blood daughter of the shen pack
15:47you think coin changes that
15:50you know where that money came from
15:53rogue raids
15:55trafficking
15:56that's your coin
15:57here is what actually happened
16:01brett had known exactly who my mother was from the start
16:05he wanted the shen pack's wealth
16:07and he wanted her
16:08so he worked with the rogues who took her
16:11then he played the part of the simple woodcutter
16:14who bought a mad woman for almost nothing
16:17locked her in this backwater settlement
16:19and told everyone she'd lost her mind
16:22the coin he buried
16:24part of it was cut from the rogues
16:26part of it from selling off her jewelry piece by piece
16:31the neighbors had heard the commotion
16:33they gathered at the fence
16:36mrs harrow and the other women were among them
16:40nobody spoke
16:44then rikers enforcers dragged out the back room restraints
16:47the chair with the locking clamps
16:49the wooden horse
16:50all of it and set it in the yard
16:53the crowd went silent
16:54then the murmuring started
16:55i never would have thought it
16:57he seemed like such a decent man
16:58no wonder she lost her mind
17:00anyone would
17:01mrs harrow's face cycled through several colors
17:04she stepped forward and bowed her head toward ryok and my mother
17:07i'm sorry
17:07i believed him
17:09i helped him watch them
17:10i owe you both more than i can say
17:12the other women who had kept guard for brett came forward too
17:15some of them were crying
17:16i watched them and felt nothing
17:18their gossip and their blind trust
17:20had been part of the weight pressing down on us all those years
17:23an apology didn't change that
17:28riker had brett bound and the back room cleared out completely
17:32when the enforcers carried the restraints into the yard
17:34the crowd made a sound all at once
17:37everyone staring at brett with disgust
17:39take him to the capital pack dungeon
17:41full interrogation
17:43i want him to answer for every single thing he's done
17:45riker's voice was flat and final
17:47as they dragged brett away he turned and fixed me and my mother with a stare full of poison
17:51i'll come back for you too
17:52dead or alive
17:53i looked back at him and didn't blink
17:57good riddance
17:58riker helped my mother to her feet and gently smoothed back her hair
18:01clara
18:03we're going home
18:04no one is ever going to hurt you again
18:06she looked at him
18:07then she broke
18:08she pressed her face against his shoulder and sobbed
18:10and through it she was saying brother over and over
18:12muffled and raw
18:13i knew in that moment she was truly back
18:16it wasn't a sudden recovery
18:17it was that seeing someone who loved her cracked open everything she had held locked inside for over a decade
18:21and all of it came flooding out at once
18:23riker had someone gather the few things my mother used daily
18:26then he picked her up and looked at me
18:28aria
18:28let's go
18:29i nodded
18:31i followed him out of that yard
18:33one step at a time
18:36at the edge of the settlement i looked back once
18:39the house sat small and gray in the last of the light
18:41every bad thing that had ever happened to me lived in that house
18:44i was never coming back
18:46but it wasn't over yet
18:47we hadn't gone far when a message reached ryer
18:50brett had tried to run during transport and been restrained on the spot
18:53riker didn't want to risk anything overnight
18:55he decided to lock brett in the local pack cells in the nearest town and move out in the morning
19:00that night i lay on an actual bed in the inn and stared at the ceiling
19:03brett's voice kept running in my head
19:05i'll come back for you too
19:07i knew what he was
19:08even if the pack court dealt with him that wouldn't be enough
19:12not for what he did to her
19:13not for what he did to me
19:14everything came back in flashes
19:16every night
19:17every sound from that back room
19:18just past midnight i got up quietly
19:20slipped past the enforcers and walked out of the inn
19:23i remembered the cells were at the west end of town
19:25i made my way there by memory
19:27staying in the shadows
19:28the streets were empty
19:29a few lanterns swaying
19:34i had a handful of sharp stones in my sleeve that i'd picked up on the road
19:37just in case i ran into a patrol
19:39the cell block wasn't heavily guarded
19:41two old pack warriors were dozing by the front
19:44i held my breath and worked my way around to the backyard
19:47low wall there
19:48i climbed it slowly using the weeds along the base for footing
19:51and dropped down on the other side
19:54the yard was still
19:55just leaves moving in the wind
19:57i found brett's cell from the direction i'd clocked earlier that day
20:00he was in the last section
20:02curled in the corner snoring
20:03i pulled out the wire i'd had since the dealer
20:06littered it from his pack during the journey north
20:08thinking it might come in useful
20:09turned out i was right
20:11i worked it into the lock carefully and turned it slow
20:14a soft click
20:15the door swung open
20:16i pushed it just enough to get through
20:19brett stirred
20:20his eyes opened
20:24he looked at me
20:25first confused
20:26then a slow grin spread across his face
20:29well
20:30are you here to break me out or finish me off
20:32finish you off
20:33i said it without feeling anything
20:35the grin stopped
20:36his eyes went uncertain
20:37you wouldn't dare
20:38i'm your father
20:40you were never a father
20:42i didn't raise my voice
20:43you remember what you did to her
20:46what you did to me
20:47every night of it
20:48i pulled out the knife
20:50i'd lifted it off one of riker's enforcers
20:52during the afternoon when he was reorganizing his gear
20:55and wasn't watching his belt
20:56i'd seen it and made my decision right then
20:59today i collect for her
21:01and for myself
21:02brett started backing towards the corner
21:05he was begging
21:07aria
21:07i'll change
21:08i swear it just let me walk
21:11let you walk
21:11i thought of her bruises
21:13i thought of the flower sacks
21:15i thought of every locked door
21:17and every stuffed scream
21:19and every night i spent with my hands over my ears
21:24did you ever think about letting her go
21:28i didn't stop walking toward him
21:34he lunged for the knife
21:37i was ready
21:38i stepped aside and drove the blade into his chest
21:41with everything i had
21:45brett's eyes went wide
21:46he looked at me like he still couldn't believe it
21:48blood came up into his mouth
21:50he got out one sentence
21:52you
21:54you'll regret this
21:56then he went down and didn't move again
21:59i looked at the blood on my hands
22:01no fear
22:02just a stillness i hadn't felt in years
22:05it was done
22:06i wiped the blade
22:08tucked it away
22:09and slipped back out of the cell
22:14back through the yard
22:15back to the inn before first light
22:18i lay down on the bed
22:19and stared at the ceiling again
22:21sleep didn't come
22:23the image of it kept repeating in my head
22:26i didn't regret it
22:27not once
22:30he had destroyed her life
22:31and taken my childhood
22:32and he had never lost a single night's sleep over it
22:35he deserved what he got
22:37by morning brett's body had been found
22:39word moved fast through the town
22:41some said he took his own life out of guilt
22:44others said a rival had settled a score
22:51riker ordered an investigation
22:55the cell had left nothing behind
22:58and with my mother needing urgent care
23:00he didn't press it long
23:03he had brett's body disposed of in the creek
23:06at the edge of the old settlement
23:08the pack members there found it
23:10and assumed he'd brought it on himself
23:12they stood by the water and cursed him
23:14said he'd gotten what came to a man
23:16who treated his maid that way
23:19none of them knew it was me
23:20who had actually done it
23:23the girl he had treated
23:24like something that didn't matter
23:28we rode north toward the capital pack
23:33my mother leaned against riker
23:35for most of the journey
23:36but she was clearer now
23:39occasionally she surfaced
23:41and said a few words to us
23:43riker said he had the best pack healers waiting
23:46he would get her well
23:48he promised it
23:51i sat by the window
23:53and watched the landscape change
23:57i had come such a long way
23:59from that border settlement
24:01from everything that had happened there
24:04i knew our lives were about to become
24:06something completely different
24:10but the damage that had been done
24:12didn't just disappear
24:14you carry it
24:16you learn to carry it differently
24:22a few days later
24:23we reached the capital pack
24:27riker's estate was large
24:29and well fortified
24:30nothing like the crumpling house
24:32i had grown up in
24:34my mother took it all in
24:35with wide uncertain eyes
24:40the space seemed to confuse her
24:45rike put us in the best suite
24:47in the east wing
24:49it had a small garden
24:50and pond
24:55he sent for the pack healer immediately
24:57the healer examined my mother
24:59and shook his head
25:02alpha rider
25:03she has sustained serious psychological trauma
25:06over a long period
25:07prolonged fear and abuse
25:10recovery is possible
25:11but it will take time
25:12you cannot rush it
25:15riker told him to spare nothing
25:18he arranged daily treatment
25:21had someone tend to her meals personally
25:25kept her routine as calm and consistent as possible
25:31i had my own room
25:33soft clothes
25:36food i had never seen before
25:38i still couldn't fully relax
25:41it felt like a dream i might wake up from
25:44and find myself back on the flower sacks
25:47riker noticed
25:48he made time for me
25:49he told me about my mother when she was young
25:51said she had been bright and full of life
25:53talented at everything she put her hands to
25:55well known across the capital for it
25:57her name clara he said
25:58was meant to mean something clear and untroubled
26:00a life without hardship
26:02then things went the way they went
26:03aria
26:04he said
26:05resting a hand on my head
26:06his voice was gentle
26:07this is your home now
26:09i'm your uncle
26:09and nobody is going to hurt you or your mother again
26:12whatever you want to learn i'll find you the best teacher for it
26:14i looked at him
26:15he meant every word
26:16i had never had that before
26:18someone who meant it
26:23i said
26:24i want to learn to read
26:25and i want to learn to fight
26:27so i can protect her
26:31done
26:34he smiled
26:34i'll have a teacher here tomorrow
26:36the days passed
26:38my mother got better slowly
26:40she was lucid for longer stretches
26:42she started to remember things
26:44one afternoon she looked at the flowers in the garden and said quietly
26:47we had flowers like these at home
26:50my mother planted them
26:52i went still for a moment
26:53then cried
26:54it was the first time she had clearly reached back into her past and found something real
27:00reicher heard about it
27:01and had flowers brought from the old shen family home and replanted in the garden
27:06i threw myself into learning
27:08up before light to study
27:10practicing by lamp after dark
27:12i knew that being strong
27:13was the only way to never be at someone else's mercy again
27:16then
27:17just as things were starting to settle
27:19bad news came in from the capital
27:24someone had filed a formal complaint
27:26reicher had abused his authority by privately imprisoning a pack member
27:30and had mobilized enforcers for personal matters
27:32the alpha king was furious
27:34he ordered a full investigation
27:36it was the work of slade
27:38a senior pack official
27:39who had been looking for a way to bring reichen down for years
27:43the two had always been enemies
27:46slade had seized on the brett situation
27:48and shaped it into a weapon
27:50reicher was summoned before the alpha king
27:53and dressed down in front of the court
27:55the alpha king didn't strip him of everything
27:57his past record carried weight
28:00but reicher lost a portion of his command authority
28:02and was ordered to stand down
28:04while the investigation continued
28:06the atmosphere in the estate shifted
28:09immediately
28:10pack members who had been warm to us
28:13cooled off
28:14some of the staff got lazy
28:16stopped looking after my mother
28:18as carefully as they had before
28:20i watched reicher
28:22wearing down under the pressure
28:23and didn't know how to help him
28:25my mother felt the change in the house too
28:28her episodes came back
28:30she would shout
28:32that people were coming for her
28:36i stayed with my mother around the clock
28:39keeping her calm
28:40it's okay
28:40i'm right here
28:42nobody is getting to you
28:43i held her close
28:45and kept my voice steady
28:46she shook in my arms
28:48and kept whispering
28:49they're coming
28:50they're going to take me
28:51i rubbed her back
28:53and let the tears run
28:54without wiping them
28:55i made myself a quiet promise
28:58i would find a way to help reichen
29:00i was not going to let slade win
29:02then it hit me
29:04the wooden box from brett's hiding spot
29:06under the wall
29:06there had been letters in it
29:08not just coin and the pendant
29:10letters
29:11i had been too focused on running
29:12to read them properly
29:13but now i thought
29:14those letters recorded brett's dealings
29:16with the rogues
29:17and if slade was connected to any of it
29:19they might be the thread that unraveled him
29:22i told reicher
29:26his expression shifted
29:29he sent a unit back to the border settlement
29:31that same day
29:37the letters came back
29:39and they were exactly what we needed
29:41brett had kept detailed records
29:43his arrangement with the rogues
29:45his correspondence with people working under slade
29:48trafficking extortion payments
29:50the rogues who had taken my mother
29:53had been operating under slade's protection the whole time
29:59slade used them to take the family members of officials who wouldn't cooperate
30:03then held those people as leverage
30:08reicher brought everything before the alpha king in person
30:11he laid out the full picture
30:13and named slade for what he was
30:16the alpha king read through the letters
30:19and understood
30:19he had been wrong about reicher
30:22he reinstated reicher's full command
30:25on the spot
30:25and ordered slade
30:27and everyone connected to him brought in
30:30every person who had worked to bring reicher down
30:33got what they deserved
30:36the crisis was finished
30:38the estate went quiet again in the best way
30:46my mother continued to improve
30:48she could hold a full conversation now
30:51most of her memory was back
30:53one afternoon she took my hand and said
30:57aria
30:57thank you
30:58without you i would have stayed in that place forever
31:02and never found my way out
31:04i shook my head
31:05my throat was tight
31:06mom
31:08i should be thanking you
31:09you protected me just by still being there
31:12you gave me a reason to keep going
31:14reicher walked over and looked at us both with something quiet and satisfied in his face
31:18clara
31:19aria
31:20this family stays together from here on out
31:22i looked at the two of them and felt the warmth of it settle in my chest
31:25the dark days were behind us
31:27whatever came next
31:29we would face it together
31:30reicher gave me a new name
31:32aria shen
31:33he said he wanted me to carry the past with me
31:35not as a wound
31:36but as something that had made me who i was
31:39i liked it
31:40it felt like starting over
31:42it felt like hope
31:46my mother made a full recovery
31:48she picked up everything she had loved before
31:50music
31:51painting
31:52writing
31:53she filled her days and was happy
31:54she taught me too
31:55said a woman needed her own strength and her own voice
31:59not just someone else to rely on
32:00i didn't slow down either
32:02beyond my studies i trained with the estate's combat instructor every day
32:06i knew that real protection came from real ability
32:10the instructor saw i was serious and pushed me hard
32:14i got good fast
32:15in quieter moments my mother told me more about what had happened
32:19she said the rogues had taken her because slade wanted to force my grandfather into surrendering his command authority over
32:26the pack
32:27my grandfather refused
32:28so slade took her as a threat
32:30my grandfather had protected the family and kept searching for her in secret all
32:35those years
32:36when he found out i was safe he couldn't sleep for days
32:40she smiled but her eyes were wet
32:44he's old now and not well
32:46he can't make the trip to the capital
32:48when things settle
32:49we'll all go to him
32:52i nodded
32:53i had never met him but i already felt something for him
32:56a man who had spent years quietly looking and never stopped
33:04time passed
33:05i grew up
33:06alpha hairs and high-ranking sons from across the capital made their interest known
33:11i turned them all down
33:12i could see what most of them were after
33:15riker's standing
33:16the shen name
33:17not me
33:18riker understood without me having to explain
33:21he said
33:23aria
33:25i'm not looking for a powerful match for you
33:28i just want you to find someone who's genuinely in your corner
33:33whatever you decide
33:34i'm behind you
33:37i was grateful every time he said something like that
33:41having him was the luckiest thing that had ever happened to me
33:44then riker brought me and my mother to a formal gathering at the royal estate
33:48that was where i met prince caden
33:51he was the alpha king's younger brother
33:53known for being fair capable and well respected across the pack hierarchy
33:58when he saw me he didn't look at me the way most men did
34:02no calculation in it
34:05he just greeted me and asked how i was doing
34:08we talked for a while
34:10he was sharp
34:11and he actually cared about the lower-ranked wolves in the pack
34:15when he heard a little of what my mother and i had been through
34:18he said simply
34:20if you ever need help
34:21come find me
34:28after that
34:29prince caden came by riker's estate regularly
34:31sometimes to talk strategy with riker
34:33sometimes just to sit with me and my mother and spend time
34:36he was always respectful
34:38never pushed anything
34:39it was the first time i had been around a man and felt completely at ease
34:43i started to like him
34:44then i started to feel guilty about liking him
34:48i was the daughter of a criminal
34:49what brett had done wasn't my fault
34:51but i was still his daughter
34:53my mother and i had that past all of it
34:57my mother saw what was happening
35:00she took my hand
35:05aria
35:07none of what happened to you is your fault
35:09you are brave
35:11and you are good
35:12and you deserve someone who sees that
35:16prince caden is a good man
35:20if you feel something for him
35:21don't talk yourself out of it
35:24riker said the same
35:26i trust your instincts
35:28he's the kind of man you can count on
35:31if you want this
35:33i'll stand behind you
35:36with the two of them backing me
35:38i finally said what i felt out loud
35:44prince caden smiled when i told him
35:46he took my hand
35:48aria
35:49i've known for a while
35:50i love how strong you are
35:52i love how kind you are
35:54i don't care about your past
35:56i want to spend the rest of my life with you
35:59the alpha king gave his blessing
36:04the ceremony was held at riker's estate
36:07and the whole place was lit up
36:09and loud with celebration
36:12i sat in the carriage on the way to my new home
36:16and felt something i hadn't felt in a very long time
36:24uncomplicated happiness
36:26caden treated me well every single day after that
36:29he never brought up my past
36:31and he didn't allow anyone else to either
36:34he was good to my mother too
36:35he spent time with her
36:37walked with her
36:38made her feel like she had gained a son
36:41my mother's health stayed strong
36:44she started visiting the local pack temple regularly
36:49lighting candles for everyone she loved
36:52she also used her own savings to open a shelter for orphaned girls in the capital
36:58a place where they could learn and eat and be safe
37:01so they wouldn't have to grow up the way i did
37:04i stayed busy alongside her
37:06i followed caden's lead in paying attention to the lower-ranked wolves
37:10helping where we could
37:11and i used what i had learned in training to watch over the girls in the shelter
37:15and make sure no one came near them with bad intentions
37:22one day a letter arrived from the old border settlement
37:26it was from mrs harrow
37:27she said everyone there now knew the full truth about brett
37:31they knew what had been done to me and my mother
37:34she said people were ashamed they hadn't seen it and hadn't helped
37:37she said the settlement had a lot of respect for us now
37:40and hoped we might visit someday
37:42i held the letter and sat with it for a while
37:44they had finally understood
37:46i didn't go back
37:47the hurt ran too deep and i had no desire to walk back into those memories
37:51but i wrote her a reply
37:52i told her that my mother and i were well
37:55that i had forgiven the people there
37:57that i hoped they would live clearly from now on and not be fooled by appearances again
38:02years went by
38:04caden and i had a daughter
38:05we named her nora
38:07we wanted her to have a life that was steady and safe
38:11my mother lit up every time she saw her granddaughter
38:13rika was still protecting the pack's borders
38:18i thought about the border settlement sometimes
38:21about brett and what he had done
38:24there was still a thread of anger when i did
38:27but mostly what i felt was release
38:30the suffering had made me harder in the places that needed to be hard
38:36i was grateful for the life i had now because i knew exactly what the other kind looked like
38:42the secret of what i had done to brett would stay buried in me forever
38:47i didn't regret it
38:49it was the right ending for the life he had chosen to live
38:52from here forward all i wanted was this
39:04bring light in the courtyard warm and clear
39:08my mother sat in the garden teaching noah a song
39:11the melody drifting out across the yard
39:13caden stood beside me and held my hand
39:17look at all of this
39:18i looked
39:19i smiled
39:20i know
39:21everything that had broken us had turned into something else in the end
39:26fuel
39:27armor
39:28foundation
39:30as long as we moved forward with good hearts
39:33we would be fine
39:34i believe that
39:35few more years passed
39:37nora grew up steady and bright with caden's calm and my stubbornness in equal measure
39:41she loved sitting with my mother and asking for stories
39:44my mother gave her the good ones
39:46the old shen family home
39:47the history of the pack
39:49things that made nora laugh or ask questions
39:51she never told her about the border settlement
39:55i understood why
39:56she wanted nora to grow up inside something clean
40:01that autumn rica came back to the capital from the front with news
40:08the rogue threat at the border had been broken
40:11the territory was secure
40:13families out there could finally stop looking over their shoulders
40:16the alpha king held a formal celebration
40:19and caden's household was invited
40:21at the gathering the alpha king looked at me and caden
40:25and then at nora beside us
40:27and said to raya
40:28your niece has built herself quite a life
40:32good mate
40:33good family
40:34good daughter
40:35reich said
40:37she did it herself
40:39caden just had the good sense to recognize it
40:43caden squeezed my hand
40:46having aria is the lucky part
40:47that's all mine
40:49later in the evening
40:50an older council member brought up slade's case
40:54a lot of good families had been hurt by that man
40:57and it was a relief that at aria shin had come through it
41:01everyone looked at me
41:02i stood and raised my glass
41:08the pain was real
41:10but it taught me that justice takes its time and then it arrives
41:13we have peace now and the people i love are safe
41:17that is everything
41:19the room responded warmly
41:21the alpha king nodded
41:23i had learned to wear what had happened to me as strength instead of shame
41:30we went back to rikers estate after the gathering
41:32all of us together
41:34late that night
41:35my mother and i sat in the garden looking at the flowers
41:39she was quiet for a long time
41:41then she said
41:43aria
41:44brett wasn't always the way he became
41:47i looked at her
41:48we had never spoken his name
41:50i had assumed she had put him behind her completely
41:53when i first arrived at that settlement
41:55he was just an ordinary man
41:57not kind
41:58but not what he turned into either
42:00her eyes went somewhere distant
42:03the rogues came back for him later
42:05threatened to kill everyone he knew if he let me go
42:08he was weak by nature and greedy on top of it
42:11he just kept choosing wrong until there was nothing decent left in him
42:14i sat with that
42:16i still hated what brett had done
42:18every bit of it
42:19but what my mother said reminded me that people make choices
42:23and then more choices
42:24and eventually there's nothing left of whoever they started as
42:29that still doesn't make any of it acceptable
42:31i said
42:32no
42:33she nodded and held my hand
42:36it doesn't
42:37i'm not defending him
42:38i just don't want you carrying the weight of it anymore
42:41you killed him to protect us
42:43i have never blamed you for that
42:45put it down at aria
42:46we have too much good in front of us
42:48i felt the tears before i realized they were there
42:50all these years i had thought i was over it
42:52but there were still nights when it came back
42:54her words cut through the last of it
42:56i hear you mom
42:57i held on to her
42:59no more looking back
43:00we just live
43:03she pressed her hand against my back
43:07yes
43:09we just live
43:11then winter brought word from the old shen family home
43:14my grandfather was failing
43:16and wanted to see us one last time
43:22reigen arranged everything immediately
43:24we set out that same night
43:26all of us together
43:27the shen family home sat deep in the countryside
43:30old stone and quiet water
43:32and everything exactly as my mother had described it
43:35across all those years of telling me stories
43:37my grandfather was in bed and very weak
43:40when he saw my mother walk through the door
43:42something came back into his eyes
43:44clara
43:45my clara
43:47he reached for her hand and held it and cried
43:50my mother pressed her face close to his
43:54i'm sorry it took so long
43:56i'm so sorry
43:58you're here
43:59that's all that matters
44:01he looked past her at me and kade and little nora
44:04this is my granddaughter
44:05and my great-granddaughter
44:08my mother introduced us
44:10i came forward and knelt by the bed
44:14grandfather
44:14nora followed
44:16great-grandfather
44:20he smiled
44:22then he looked at reicher
44:23you never stopped looking
44:25i knew you wouldn't
44:27thank you son
44:29reicher's jaw was tight
44:31that's what i was supposed to do
44:32we stayed for two weeks
44:34he slipped away quietly near the end
44:40after the funeral we stayed on at the old house for a while
44:42my mother walked through every room in every corner of the garden
44:45remembering
44:46some of it made her laugh
44:47some of it made her cry
44:49the day we left
44:50she stood at the front gate for a long moment and then bowed her head low
44:57i'm going now
44:59i'll come back and visit
45:01i knew she had made her peace with it
45:03all of it
45:04back in the capital things returned to their steady rhythm
45:06nora was in lessons
45:08kaden was busy with pack matters
45:10i managed the household and looked after my mother and made regular visits to the shelter
45:14one afternoon a new girl arrived
45:16her name was petra
45:17something about the way she held herself reminded me of my mother when she was young
45:21in old portraits i'd seen petra had been trafficked and had gotten out
45:25her family was gone
45:26i saw myself in the way she kept her eyes down
45:29i brought her close
45:31taught her to read
45:33taught her to fight
45:34i told her
45:36you are allowed to be soft
45:38you are not allowed to be helpless
45:40whatever comes
45:42stand up
45:43protect yourself
45:47petra was sharp and she worked hard
45:49she came out of her shell faster than i expected
45:51the wariness in her face started to soften into something more open
45:55i knew helping her was also finishing something for that younger version of me
45:59who had no one
46:00another decade went by
46:02nora married a young enforcer from a good family
46:04steady and honest
46:05they were happy together
46:06petra became one of the lead teachers at the shelter
46:08passing along everything i had given her to the next round of girls who came through the doors
46:12my mother was still strong
46:14she visited the shelter every week
46:16sometimes teaching music
46:17sometimes just sitting with the younger ones
46:21reicher had retired from active duty at last
46:23he bought a place outside the capital and was by all accounts enjoying doing almost nothing
46:28that winter we all gathered at the estate for the new year celebration
46:32nora came with her mate and their children
46:34petra brought several of the shelter girls
46:37the courtyard was full of noise and warmth
46:39i looked at all of it and felt something settle deep in my chest
46:45the little girl who used to sleep on flower sacks and dream of nothing bigger than one day
46:49getting her mother out
46:50she could never have imagined this
46:52the children fell asleep eventually
46:55the yard went quiet
46:57caden stood with me and we watched the lights going off across the sky
47:01what are you thinking about
47:03he asked
47:04i think about where we'd be without that pendant
47:06without reicher
47:08he took my hand
47:09no
47:10that's not what got you here
47:12you were already on your way
47:13you would have found another path
47:14you always would have
47:17i leaned into him and let that land
47:19the lights kept bursting open above us
47:21bright and then gone and then bright again
47:24the secret of what i had done to brett would stay in me until the end
47:27but it wasn't a shadow anymore
47:29it was just part of the story
47:30a reminder to hold tight to what i had
47:33to guard the people around me
47:34that was enough
47:35that was everything
47:37all i wanted for whatever time remained was this
47:40my mother well
47:42riger at peace
47:43caden beside me
47:45nora and her family
47:46petra and her girls
47:49the hard years had become light i could see by
47:51and i believed with everything in me
47:54keep moving
47:55keep loving
47:56keep your eyes forward
47:57there is always a way through
48:00there is always something worth reaching for on the other side
48:04you
48:05you
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