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00:01I can't believe it finally happened.
00:03After three years, she just called it off.
00:06Come on, or we'll miss it.
00:09Steady.
00:11Did he tell you what happened, Serena?
00:13No, he said he'd explain later.
00:15Didn't want to be a drag before the trip.
00:16But three years, Marco.
00:18Don't you want to know?
00:19Um, sure.
00:21This line, let's go.
00:22Marco.
00:23What?
00:24Three.
00:24Years.
00:25I know, it's bad.
00:27She was crying in his room.
00:28I don't know why, but it's painful for both.
00:30Are you sure we should go?
00:31Of course we should.
00:32It's our senior trip.
00:33I just know you'll worry.
00:34He'll be fine.
00:35Five days, no parents, his drama can wait.
00:37Last boarding call for flight 714 to Cancun.
00:41If we run!
00:54Hi.
00:55Oh my god, he did it?
01:00It's going to be a long flight.
01:05I wish life came with a mute button.
01:07Better yet, a whole remote control so I could rewind the last month and see if I just wasn't paying
01:11attention to the signs.
01:15Are you okay?
01:16Yeah.
01:17Just a little hot.
01:18They never have the air on.
01:25Stupid small space.
01:26Who is bringing all this?
01:27It's a beach town.
01:28I've got it.
01:35Thanks.
01:35No problem.
01:40Did you want to trade seats?
01:41I don't mind if you want Tara to-
01:43No.
01:46Sorry.
01:48It's fine.
01:49That's some pretty interesting fabric.
01:51If you squint, you can almost see a unicorn jumping over a pot of gold.
01:54Really?
01:55No.
01:56But sometimes it's fun to be distracted.
02:04Yeah.
02:05Let's hope for a lot of distractions.
02:10Do boys ever really take those quizzes?
02:12I never have.
02:14But aren't you dying to know your sexual IQ?
02:17I didn't even know that was a thing.
02:19But what the hell?
02:20Let's test yours.
02:21I'll do it if you will.
02:22Fair enough.
02:23Question one.
02:23Who fantasizes more during sex?
02:24Men or women?
02:25Men, right?
02:26Don't guys love porn for that reason?
02:27No.
02:28We watch porn when we can't have sex with real women.
02:30When we're with real women, we watch them.
02:31No fantasizing needed.
02:32That can't be true.
02:36Damn it.
02:37Easiest test I've ever taken.
02:38Don't get cocky yet.
02:39Question two.
02:40If not the bedroom, where do people most likely have sex?
02:42The kitchen.
02:43The kitchen?
02:43Like with the food?
02:44You put your food on the counter?
02:46It's romantic.
02:47Haven't you seen those ads?
02:48I'm going with car.
02:50Car?
02:50With clear windows, people could see you.
02:52And people can't see you on the kitchen counter?
02:55It's still gross.
02:56It's practically a teenage route of passage.
02:58Just read the next question.
03:00Question three.
03:01Most popular sexual position.
03:03Missionary.
03:04Of course.
03:05So they can gaze into each other's eyes.
03:08Nothing wrong with being romantic.
03:11Told you.
03:17What percentage of women lost their virginity by age 16?
03:2010, 40, or 70 percent?
03:22Maybe 10 percent?
03:23How old are you?
03:2518?
03:26Exactly.
03:27And I'm 18 too.
03:28And I've been with more than one girl.
03:30The math doesn't add up.
03:31You can't tell who's had sex just by looking at them.
03:33Correct.
03:33But I can make unfair assumptions based on what I do know.
03:36Those are the band kids.
03:37And trust me, crazy stuff goes down at band camp.
03:39Fine.
03:3940 percent.
03:40Could be 70.
03:41Think about it.
03:41How many couples are on this trip?
03:42Take you and your boyfriend.
03:43You've been together since freshman year.
03:45Boyfriend?
03:45What boyfriend?
03:46Wait.
03:47That guy.
03:48Marco?
03:50That's not his name?
03:51Yes.
03:51That's his name.
03:52No.
03:52He's not my boyfriend.
03:53Really?
03:54You guys aren't together?
03:55No.
03:56Hooked up?
03:57Friends with benefits?
03:58No.
03:59Boys and girls can be friends without doing that.
04:01I get it.
04:01But why?
04:02For conversation.
04:04Companionship.
04:05Someone to talk to.
04:06Okay.
04:06Okay.
04:06Friend zoned.
04:07Poor guy.
04:09Jesus.
04:10So someone else then?
04:13Wait.
04:14Are you saying you've never had sex?
04:16Shh.
04:16You don't have to announce it to the entire plane.
04:18Sorry.
04:19My mind is blown.
04:20Can we just go with 40 percent?
04:22My mind is literally blown.
04:25How long does the average female orgasm last?
04:285 seconds?
04:2920 seconds?
04:30Or 1 minute?
04:34I think you might be the expert on this one.
04:36I don't know about expert.
04:37What would you guess?
04:38I've read the male orgasm lasts less than 7 seconds.
04:41That doesn't seem fair.
04:42Women are superior in many ways.
04:43It's only fair.
04:45If it's a minute, I'm doing something wrong.
04:4920 amazing seconds.
04:54Next question.
04:55How often do men think about sex?
04:567 seconds?
04:577 minutes?
04:57Or 7 hours?
04:58I think you're the expert on this one.
04:59Don't think about it all the time.
05:00But when the timing is right, it's almost consuming.
05:02Thinking about sex isn't a bad thing?
05:03Every 7 minutes?
05:04Seconds.
05:05Every 7 seconds.
05:05Seriously?
05:06That often?
05:07Yes.
05:07I bet it's almost the same for women.
05:10Lily.
05:10Be honest.
05:11You're thinking about sex right now.
05:13Dean!
05:15Can we talk?
05:15Um, sure.
05:16Now?
05:17If you don't mind.
05:18I'll give up my seat for you.
05:21Not helping.
05:24How are you doing?
05:26You don't really care.
05:28Dean.
05:29I do care.
05:30I still love you.
05:32No, you don't.
05:34If you loved me, you wouldn't have done this.
05:35Don't say that.
05:37I just need time to figure everything out.
05:39So your plan is I sit around waiting to see if you choose me?
05:42No.
05:43I just want to think about things.
05:46Oh, now you want to think about things.
05:47Life hack, Tara.
05:48You should think about things before you do them.
05:51Like how it would feel to destroy a relationship with someone who'd do anything for you.
05:54This is the problem.
05:55You don't understand me.
05:57You're right.
05:57I don't understand you.
05:58I can't wrap my head around the idea that these actions are yours.
06:00Who are you?
06:02I grew up.
06:03You grew up.
06:03We aren't the same people anymore.
06:05I'm the same guy.
06:06Are we done here?
06:07Can't we still be friends?
06:08One day.
06:09Last night I cried for the first time in years.
06:11Right now I'm trying to walk as if nothing hurts.
06:13When I can't feel anything but my heart breaking.
06:15So there's a trick.
06:16A trick?
06:17It turns out men can have multiple orgasms, but it takes a super power.
06:21That's a pretty specific super power.
06:23So do you want to hear the trick or not super oh man?
06:25Now that's a super hero I can get behind.
06:37We made it.
06:38Can you smell that?
06:39That's freedom.
06:41That's jet fuel, Marco.
06:43Same thing.
06:44Listen up.
06:45Rooms are pre-assigned.
06:46Two to a room.
06:47Your keys are at the front desk.
06:48Dinner is at seven.
06:49Don't be late.
06:49Don't be stupid.
06:50Inspiring leadership.
06:56Since when are you and Dean Kennedy friends?
06:59We're not.
06:59We just sat together on the plane.
07:01For six hours.
07:02It was assigned seating.
07:04Uh-huh.
07:17So, have you thought about Caleb?
07:21What about him?
07:22You know what about him.
07:24He's single.
07:25He's single.
07:26He's single.
07:26You've been in love with my brother since the fifth grade.
07:29Keep your voice down.
07:31Nobody's listening.
07:31Look.
07:32He's hurting right now.
07:34When we get back, maybe just be there for him.
07:36See what happens.
07:37You'd be okay with that?
07:38Me and your brother?
07:39I'd rather it be you than anyone else.
07:41Just don't make it weird.
07:42I won't make it weird.
07:46You'll definitely make it weird.
07:52Room 412?
07:54Roommate Tara Mitchell?
07:58You've gotta be kidding me.
08:04Oh, hey.
08:05Lily, right?
08:06Yeah, hi.
08:07Cool room.
08:08I call the bed by the window.
08:11I was all ready.
08:13Thanks, babe.
08:17Of all the people on this trip, I'm rooming with her.
08:20Tara?
08:21Dean's Tara?
08:22She's not Dean's anything anymore, apparently.
08:26Wait, they broke up too?
08:27What is happening?
08:28I don't know the details.
08:33Hey.
08:34How's your room?
08:35My roommate is Tara.
08:37Shit.
08:37I'm sorry.
08:38It's fine.
08:38How's yours?
08:39I'm with some guy named Trevor from Westlake.
08:40He's already tried to sold me protein powder.
08:42Marco, Lily's best friend.
08:44Dean, Lily's seatmate for six hours.
08:46Felt like 20 minutes.
08:55You look like you're solving world peace over here.
08:57Just thinking.
08:58About?
08:59Honestly, about how weird it is that 24 hours ago I was at home stressing about packing,
09:04and now I'm on a beach in Mexico sitting next to you.
09:07Is the sitting next to me part weird?
09:09A little.
09:10We've gone to the same school for four years and barely spoken.
09:13I know.
09:14That's on me.
09:15I was always with-
09:15You don't have to explain.
09:17Can I ask you something?
09:18Sure.
09:19On the plane?
09:21On the plane?
09:21The quiz?
09:22Did that feel different to you?
09:24Different how?
09:25Like maybe we should have been talking a long time ago.
09:28Yeah.
09:30It felt different.
09:33I'm not in a good place right now.
09:34I want to be honest about that.
09:35I know.
09:36And I'm not trying to be anything other than-
09:39A friend?
09:40Something like that.
09:42I could use one of those.
09:44Non-alcoholic, before you ask.
09:46The chaperones are actually watching.
09:47Sort of.
09:48So, Dean.
09:49What's your plan for the week?
09:50Survive?
09:51Solid plan.
09:52Lily's plan is to read three books on the beach.
09:53That is a perfectly good plan.
09:55I've never read a book on a beach.
09:56Then you haven't lived?
09:57Maybe you can fix that.
10:06You left early?
10:07I was tired from the flight.
10:10You were talking to Dean?
10:12Yeah.
10:13We sat together on the plane.
10:15I know.
10:16I saw.
10:22He's not as put together as he looks, you know?
10:25He's a mess right now.
10:27Everyone's allowed to be a mess sometimes.
10:29I'm not the villain here.
10:30I know that's what everyone thinks, but relationships are complicated.
10:34I didn't say you were a villain.
10:36You didn't have to.
10:38The whole school is going to take his side.
10:40The guy always gets the sympathy.
10:42I don't know what happened between you two.
10:44It's none of my business.
10:46But I'm not taking sides.
10:48You really mean that?
10:50I really mean that.
10:52He's a good person.
10:53I want you to know that.
10:54I didn't leave because he wasn't good enough.
10:57Then why did you leave?
10:59Because I finally figured out who I am.
11:02And it didn't match who he needed me to be.
11:07That sounds brave.
11:08It doesn't feel brave.
11:10It feels terrible.
11:17You've got it backwards.
11:19I do not.
11:21You do?
11:25Thanks.
11:29Have you ever snorkeled before?
11:31Once.
11:32Family trip when I was 12.
11:34I panicked when a fish touched my leg and swallowed half the ocean.
11:37Seriously?
11:38Dead serious.
11:39My dad had to drag me back to the boat.
11:41It was humiliating.
11:42The great Dean Kennedy defeated by a fish.
11:45Don't tell anyone.
11:46I have a reputation.
11:48Had a reputation?
11:49Fair point.
11:55You okay?
12:00Get in there.
12:02Buddy system.
12:03Grab a partner.
12:04Nobody drowns on my watch.
12:06Lily, you're with me.
12:07I'll find someone.
12:08You could come with us.
12:09Three's allowed, right?
12:10Fine.
12:11But I'm not sharing my snorkel.
12:12Why would I want your snorkel?
12:14Just establishing boundaries.
12:39That was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.
12:42You cried into your mask.
12:45It was emotional.
12:47I saw a turtle.
12:48An actual sea turtle.
12:50No fish touched my leg.
12:53Growth.
12:56Massive growth.
13:02It's Caleb.
13:04What did he say?
13:08Hope you guys are having fun.
13:10Miss you.
13:10Tell Lily I said hi.
13:14Who's Caleb?
13:15My brother.
13:16The soccer player?
13:17He graduated two years ago, right?
13:19Yeah.
13:19He and his girlfriend just broke up.
13:21Rough.
13:22I know the feeling.
13:23And Lily knows Caleb.
13:25How?
13:26She's been in love with him since she was ten.
13:27Marco!
13:28What?
13:28It's not a secret.
13:29It was literally a secret.
13:31Good for you.
13:32Going after what you want?
13:33Go, go, go, do you find a secret?
13:47Yeah!
13:59The� glue on the cabinet!
14:03friend end of story it's not the end of the story he's single now and i'm here and he's there
14:09and
14:09by the time i get back he'll probably have moved on or maybe he won't maybe he's been waiting to
14:13notice you why are you encouraging this because you deserve to be happy and because i know what
14:19it's like to want someone who doesn't see you clearly is that what happened with tara tara
14:26saw me perfectly she just didn't like what she saw anymore team it's fine come on i smell tacos
14:42okay hot take best movie of all time go the shawshank redemption pride and prejudice
14:49you're both wrong it's obviously jurassic park in what universe the universe where dinosaurs eat
14:55lawyers that's cinema
14:59did you just snort
15:03no she did she always does it's her signature move
15:08i hate both of you
15:14i haven't laughed like that in weeks the snort wasn't that funny it wasn't the snort it was
15:19all of it you marco just being normal i forgot what that felt like tara and i were together for
15:24two years i thought i knew everything about her turns out i didn't know the most important thing
15:28what was that that she was unhappy sometimes people hide the hardest things i should have seen it maybe
15:33she didn't want you to you're really easy to talk to you know that it's because i have zero social
15:37status there's no risk that's not why
15:57what's that nothing just a souvenir that's from dean
16:03how do you because i know him he does things like that grand gestures makes you feel like the
16:08center of the universe tara nothing is happening between us i know but it will he doesn't know how
16:14to be alone he'll find someone to fill the space and right now that someone is you maybe he just
16:17wanted to be nice maybe just be careful with him and with yourself
16:26you didn't have to do this i wanted to it's too much it's a bracelet lily not a car
16:32thank you you're welcome now eat something we have cliff jumping today and i need you alive
16:39cliff jumping did you not read the itinerary i thought it was optional everything's optional
16:44but where's the courage if you don't jump fine but if i die i'm haunting you deal
17:01absolutely not come on i'll go first
17:07it's amazing
17:10your turn
17:12i can't you can look at me
17:15it's 30 feet the water is deep you're gonna scream the whole way down and then you're gonna come up
17:20laughing i promise
17:22what if i don't come up laughing
17:23then i'll be right behind you
17:25together
17:28together
17:31oh god
17:31on three
17:33one
17:34two
17:41i hate you
17:43you love me
17:45that was incredible lily you actually did it
17:49he didn't say three
17:50three is overrated
17:58chocolate or vanilla
18:02chocolate
18:03always
18:05what are you writing
18:07just thoughts
18:08i've kept a journal since i was 12
18:11about what
18:12everything
18:13school
18:14feelings
18:15caleb
18:16do you write about this trip
18:19yeah
18:19am i in it
18:21maybe
18:22good things
18:23mostly
18:26i found out what happened
18:27with tara
18:28you don't have to tell me
18:29i know
18:30but i want to
18:31because you're the only person who hasn't asked
18:33and that makes me want to tell you
18:34she met someone
18:35at a party three weeks ago
18:36she says she didn't cheat
18:37but she felt something for this person
18:39that she says she stopped feeling for me a long time ago
18:41i'm sorry
18:42the worst part isn't that she fell for someone else
18:44the worst part is she said she'd been pretending for months
18:46months lily
18:47every kiss
18:48every i love you
18:48i don't know which ones were real anymore
18:50the ones that felt real to you were real to you
18:52nobody can take that away
18:53how are you this wise and you've never even been kissed
18:56who told you that
18:57nobody
18:58i just
18:59figured it out
19:00on the plane
19:02great
19:03so you think i'm pathetic
19:04i think you're waiting for it to mean something
19:06that's the opposite of pathetic
19:15i called caleb today
19:17yeah
19:18how was that
19:18awkward
19:19i couldn't think of anything to say
19:21i just told him the snorkeling was cool
19:22and then panicked and hung up
19:24smooth
19:24i've been rehearsing conversations with him in my head for eight years
19:27and the one time i actually call my brain empties
19:29maybe that's a sign
19:30a sign of what
19:32that the version of him in your head might be different from the real thing
19:36or maybe i'm just terrible on the phone
19:38also possible
19:41can i tell you something weird
19:43always
19:44i keep thinking about that quiz on the plane
19:45not the questions
19:46the way it felt
19:47like i could say anything to you and it would be okay
19:49you can that's dangerous lily
19:51why
19:52because i'm the guy who just got his heart broken
19:54and you're the girl waiting for someone else
19:55and this
19:56this feels like something that could hurt us both
19:59or maybe it's the thing that helps us both
20:04lily come sing
20:05i learned a chord
20:08i should
20:09yeah go
20:13dean
20:13yeah
20:15for what it's worth
20:16this doesn't feel dangerous to me
20:17it feels brave
20:20brave
20:29boy trouble
20:30is it that obvious
20:31you've been staring at your phone for 10 minutes
20:33either boy trouble or you're diffusing a bomb
20:34can i ask you something personal
20:36sure
20:37lily
20:37how did you know
20:39that what you felt for dean had changed
20:40i started dreaded the things i used to look forward to
20:43date nights felt like obligations
20:45his texts felt like pressure
20:47and then i met someone who made me feel
20:49light
20:50and i realized i'd been carrying something heavy for a long time
20:54do you regret it
20:55every day
20:55and never
20:56both at the same time
20:58is that possible
21:00i think so
21:00who's the boy
21:03there might be two
21:04oh honey
21:07you're quiet today
21:08caleb texted
21:09he wants to talk tonight
21:10that's good that's what you wanted
21:13is it
21:13what do you mean
21:14i don't know
21:15a week ago i would have been over the moon
21:16now i'm confused
21:18about what
21:21lily
21:22i know
21:22bad timing
21:23wrong circumstances
21:24you just broke out
21:25i've liked caleb forever
21:26all the reasons
21:27those are real reasons
21:28i know they are
21:29talk to caleb tonight
21:30see how it feels
21:31and if it doesn't feel right
21:33then we'll figure it out
21:34but you owe it to yourself to find out
21:37courage remember
21:42hey lily
21:42hey caleb
21:43how are you
21:44i'm okay
21:45better than last week
21:46how's mexico
21:47it's beautiful
21:47we went cliff jumping yesterday
21:49you cliff jumping
21:51the girl who's afraid of the hydrant
21:52someone pushed me
21:53marco
21:54no
21:55a friend
21:56dean
21:57dean kennedy
21:58the baseball guy
22:00yeah
22:01he's been
22:04nice
22:04we've been hanging out
22:07that's cool
22:08listen lily
22:09marco mentioned that you might want to
22:11i mean he said i should
22:12i'm gonna kill my brother
22:14what did he say
22:15he said i should stop being blind
22:16and take you to dinner when you get back
22:17i'm gonna kill him too
22:19look
22:20i've always thought you were great lily
22:21i just never
22:22you were marco's friend
22:23you were always around
22:24and i guess i never thought about it differently
22:25and now
22:27now i'm thinking about it differently
22:29can i think about it
22:30the dinner
22:31yeah
22:31of course
22:32no pressure
22:33thanks caleb
22:34i'll call you when i'm back
22:35sounds good
22:36have fun lily
22:37you deserve it
22:41why doesn't this feel like i thought it would
22:47you're gonna drown yourself
22:49that's the idea
22:50want to talk about it
22:51no
22:51cool
22:52i'll just sit here then
22:52she talked to your brother last night
22:54i know
22:55caleb called me after
22:56and
22:56he asked her to dinner
22:57she said she'd think about it
22:58good for her
22:59is it
22:59what do you want me to say marco
23:00i've known her for five days
23:01she's had feelings for your brother for eight years
23:02i just got out of a relationship
23:03i'm a mess
23:04all true
23:04and yet here you are swimming like you're trying to outrun something
23:06i swim every morning
23:07not like that you don't
23:08look caleb is my brother and i love him
23:10lily is my best friend and i love her
23:11but i've never seen her light up the way she does around you
23:13not even when she talks about caleb
23:15she barely knows me
23:16sometimes that's how it works
23:17the people who see you clearly are the ones who haven't decided who you're supposed to be yet
23:20that's annoyingly wise
23:21i have my moments
23:25hi
23:25hi
23:27i talked to caleb
23:29i heard
23:29he asked me to dinner
23:31i heard that too
23:32i said i'd think about it
23:33i heard that three
23:36are you okay
23:37why wouldn't i be
23:38dean
23:39i'm fine lily really
23:40i want you to be happy
23:41you keep saying that
23:43but you never say what would make you happy
23:46i don't think i'm allowed to answer that right now
23:54everyone inside
23:55tropical storm warning
23:56move it
23:59where's dean
24:00i don't know
24:01he went for a walk an hour ago
24:03which direction
24:04lily we need to go inside
24:05dean
24:12dean
24:12dean
24:13there's a storm coming
24:14i see it
24:15then why are you sitting here
24:16dean please
24:17come inside
24:18i just need a minute
24:21then i'll wait with you
24:22you'll get drenched
24:23so will you
24:24she told me she'd been pretending
24:26for months
24:27every time i held her hand
24:28every time i said i loved me
24:29she was already gone
24:30how do you trust anything after that
24:31i don't know
24:32how do you believe someone when they say they care about you
24:34i don't know that either
24:36but i'm sitting in a storm with you
24:38so maybe that counts for something
24:39you're insane
24:42probably
24:44let's go before we get struck by lightning
24:47now that would be a story
24:54this is either the best night of the trip or the worst
24:57depends on what happens next
24:59someone suggest something
25:00i'm going stir grunty
25:02truth or dare
25:03what are we 12
25:04do you have a better idea
25:06fine
25:07but nothing that gets us kicked off the trip
25:08lily
25:09truth or dare
25:10truth
25:11if you could go back to the beginning of this trip
25:13knowing what you know now
25:14would you change anything
25:15no
25:16i wouldn't change anything
25:17interesting
25:18dean
25:19truth or dare
25:20dare
25:20i dare you to tell lily one thing you've never told anyone
25:23that's a truth not a dare
25:24it's a dare to be honest
25:25hardest dare there is
25:26i'm scared that tara was right
25:27that i'm not enough
25:28that no matter how hard i try
25:31people will always leave
25:33that's not true
25:34you don't know that
25:35i know i'm still here
25:38i'm gonna call caleb
25:39give you guys a minute
25:43your turn
25:44truth or dare
25:45truth
25:46what are you most afraid of
25:48that i'll spend my whole life wanting something
25:50and when i finally get it
25:51i'll realize it's not what i actually needed
25:59you're up early
26:02couldn't sleep
26:04me either
26:04last full day
26:05i know
26:06what do you want to do
26:08something i'll remember
26:12lily
26:12i need to say something before we go home and everything gets complicated
26:16okay
26:17five days ago i got on that plane thinking my life was over
26:20not literally but the life i knew the one i'd planned was gone
26:23and then you couldn't reach the overhead ball and you told me to look for unicorns in seat fabric
26:26and you said ejaculate like it was a vocaculary word
26:29oh my god
26:29and somehow in the middle of the worst week of my life you became the best part of it
26:34dean
26:34i'm not asking for anything
26:36i know you have caleb to figure out
26:37i know i need time to heal
26:38i know the timing is terrible
26:39the timing is terrible
26:41but i needed you to know
26:42before we go back to being people who pass each other in hallways
26:44i needed you to know that you matter to me this week
26:46that you matter to me
26:48you matter to me too
26:49more than i expected
26:50more than i was ready for
26:51so what do we do
26:52i don't know
26:53but i don't want to pretend this didn't happen
26:55then we won't
26:56whatever happens
26:57caleb, college, life
26:58i'm glad i sat next to you on that plane
27:00me too
27:04a toast
27:05it's a surviving senior trip without anyone getting arrested
27:09cheers
27:11can i talk to you for a second
27:18i owe you a real apology
27:20not the kind i gave on the plane
27:22okay
27:23i was selfish
27:24i should have told you the truth months ago
27:26instead of pretending
27:26you deserved honesty
27:27and i gave you performance
27:28i'm sorry
27:29thank you
27:31she's good for you
27:32lily
27:32we're not
27:33i know
27:34but she will be
27:35she sees you dean
27:36the real you
27:37i stopped looking
27:38and that's on me
27:39i hope you find what you're looking for tara
27:42i hope i already found it
27:48that's the best part
27:49of the whole thing
27:54i made a decision
27:56about
27:57caleb
27:58i'm going to tell him no
27:59about the dinner
27:59lily don't do that because of me
28:02i meant what i said
28:04i want you to be happy
28:05i'm not saying we have to be anything right now
28:08but i'm saying i don't want to chase a dream
28:09when something true is right in front of me
28:11you're sure
28:12i'm terrified
28:14but i'm sure
28:28so
28:28different flight home
28:29same seats
28:32actually i think dean and i are in the same row again
28:35of course you are
28:37take care of her
28:38she doesn't need taking care of
28:39but i'll be there
28:41he's alright
28:44worst roommate i ever had
28:45right back at you
28:48text me sometime
28:49for real
28:50i will
28:52look
28:53same pattern
28:54see any unicorns
28:56not yet
28:58we never finished the quiz
28:59we absolutely did not
29:01want to
29:02more than anything
29:29so
29:30this is it
29:31back to reality
29:32reality doesn't have to mean the end
29:34i know
29:34it's just
29:35at the resort
29:36it was easy
29:36no school
29:37no history
29:38no labels
29:39we don't need labels
29:39people will talk
29:41prom king
29:42and the girl nobody notices
29:43i notice you
29:47i have to go
29:48can i call you tonight
29:49you better
29:54thank you for not saying three
30:01hi
30:02how does it feel to be home
30:03weird
30:04weird
30:04my room feels smaller
30:05everything feels smaller
30:06after mexico
30:07dean
30:08i called
30:09caleb
30:09and
30:10i told him i was flattered
30:12but that my heart is somewhere else right now
30:13how did he take it
30:14he said
30:15it's the baseball guy isn't it
30:16marco has a big mouth
30:18was he okay
30:19he was gracious
30:20he said he wants me to be happy
30:21smart guy
30:23must run in the family
30:24marco picked you after all
30:26good night lily
30:26good night dean
30:32is it true
30:32lily quincy and dean kennedy
30:34no way
30:34he was just with tara
30:35like two weeks ago
30:37so on a scale of one to ten
30:38how bad is it
30:39the whispers solid eight
30:40give it a week
30:41someone will get caught
30:41cheating on a test
30:42and they'll forget about you
30:43encouraging
30:45hey
30:46hey
30:48you'd think we were zoo animals
30:49we kind of are right now
30:51want to give them something to talk about
30:53please don't
30:53you left this on the seat
30:54i finished it
30:55you read it
30:56cover to cover
30:57the ending wrecked me
31:00and
31:01what did you think
31:02i think everyone should read it
31:04i think the part where she finally says what she's been holding back is the bravest thing i've ever read
31:11and on that note we have ap history in four minutes
31:14move it
31:30we do now
31:40you brought me lunch
31:43i remembered you said you forget to eat when you're stressed
31:46that was one conversation
31:48on one night
31:49and you remembered
31:50i remember everything you've said to me
31:52tara texted me this morning
31:53yeah
31:55she asked how i was doing
31:56i think she actually meant it
31:58she's not a bad person
31:59she just made a bad choice
32:01that's generous of you
32:01it took me a while to get there
32:04yo kennedy
32:06downgrade much
32:08don't
32:10he can't talk about you like that
32:11he can say whatever he wants
32:13it doesn't change what i know is true
32:14and what's that
32:15that you chose to sit with me
32:16that's all that matters
32:18i want to do this right lily
32:20not a rebound
32:21not because i'm lonely
32:22because you're you
32:25i know
32:26so can we take it slow
32:29i'd like that
32:30i've never done any of this before remember
32:33no kitchen counters
32:34no cars
32:35absolutely
32:35missionary only
32:36very romantic
32:37i cannot believe you just said that in the school courtyard
32:41every seven seconds lily
32:42i can't control it
32:58did you win
32:59seven to three
33:00hit a double in the seventh
33:03my hero
33:04what are you reading
33:05new book
33:06it's about two people who meet on a plane and fall in love
33:08sounds far-fetched
33:10completely unrealistic
33:13i brought you something
33:16what is this
33:16what is this
33:17i started writing
33:17i started writing
33:18after the trip
33:18you inspired me with your journal
33:19i wrote down everything i remember from mexico
33:21every conversation
33:22every moment
33:23the quiz
33:23she told me to look for unicorns in seat fabric
33:25and i knew my life was about to change
33:28dean
33:28there's something else i wrote
33:29on the last page
33:31i want to be her first kiss
33:32not because i want to be first
33:34because i want to be the one that makes you kiss after feel like it has something to live up
33:36to
33:38every seven seconds
33:39every single one
33:42never
33:46is that okay
33:48that was 20 amazing seconds
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