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Tied Hearts
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00:02Okay, did I accidentally post a naked pic on Snapple site or something?
00:05What? No! Sadie!
00:07Your Celsius addiction has gotten way out of control.
00:09You were way too peppy for 8 a.m., even for a cheerleader.
00:12Why are you still jumping?
00:13Why aren't you jumping?
00:16Oh, my God. You don't know, do you?
00:18Know what?
00:19Where's your phone?
00:20In my locker.
00:22No, stop it. What are you doing?
00:23My dad's going to be fine, so I'm using it at school.
00:24He'll ground me.
00:26God, why are there, like, ten people staring at me right now?
00:29Ten people. Try ten million!
00:33Holy crap.
00:49I know you're more of an English and poetry person than a math and physics girlie,
00:53but do you really think that guitar is going to fit into that locker?
00:56I booked a practice room for study hall, and I just don't want to take it to class and then
01:00have everybody...
01:00Look at you for once?
01:02Ha-ha. But, yes, actually.
01:05Then they can look at me.
01:07They already do. You're hot. I'm...
01:10Gorgeous!
01:10CD Sky, listen to me. We are halfway through senior year, and all you spent your time doing is writing
01:15songs alone in your bedroom that you don't let anyone listen to.
01:18Check the Berklee College of Music admission stats page, like, every hour, and obsess over...
01:25Oh, Garcia.
01:38What's up, Berklee?
01:39Don't jinx it. I'm not in yet. My audition tape is due on...
01:42Saturday night.
01:43You remembered. They said the pot fried your brain.
01:47My 5.0 GPA says otherwise, miss. I almost feel pre-algebra as a sophomore.
01:51Oh, okay. Well, at least I didn't almost sleep through the AP Lit test.
01:55Welcome you to class, Garcia.
01:57Hey, Bea.
01:59Okay, so do you think they're, like, dating, dating, or just checking out...
02:02Girl...
02:03That's not a word, Anya.
02:11Say it.
02:35Hey, that's more like it.
02:37I will never get another B again. Can I have my phone back, please?
02:42If I hear that it's out of school, it's gone again. For a month, this time.
02:47Yes, sir.
02:47Sadie, you have to understand why I punished you. I'm the mayor of Seaview. You can't make this family look
02:52bad.
02:53By getting a B on a physics test? Are you kidding me, Dad? Mom would have never treated me like
02:58this.
02:58Don't talk to me about your mother, Sadie. I know you want to be an artist just like her, but
03:02look how that turned out.
03:05Look, you need to get serious about school. College applications are due this month.
03:10And if I find out that your little music dreams are deterring you from our plan...
03:14You won't pay for college, I know.
03:15If you don't get serious, you won't be going to college. You'll be staying home, interning for my company.
03:21Does that mean you'll be spending more than five minutes with me? Didn't think so.
03:43God, why are there like ten people staring at me right now? Try ten million.
03:49We are, but it feels like the end.
03:54Oh my gosh, everyone's going to see her video now. Maybe Ariana Grande saw it.
03:56Maybe she's going to invite you to perform with her at the Grammys. Everyone's going to be there and everyone's
04:00going to watch it.
04:00And then you're going to be in her music video. Everyone's going to see you, Sadie. Everyone!
04:05Is it going viral for being a badass singer-songwriter? Like a dream?
04:09For some people, I guess, but you know my dream has always been...
04:12Berklee.
04:13Sadie, I know, but this is a good thing.
04:16Come on, let's see how many hot, famous people have slid into your DMs.
04:20I hope it's Timothee Chalamet. Or Zendaya. Or both!
04:23Well, what does it say?
04:25Crap. Kid Havoc? You know who that is?
04:29Yeah, of course. You know who that is? He's like a sick music producer.
04:32Of course. He's like a totally hot e-boy influencer.
04:36What does it say?
04:38Sick song. Call me. A disco ball emoji, then his phone number.
04:43Well? Call him.
04:44No, no, wait. No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
04:47I'm gonna kill you. Hi.
04:51Who is this? Just text me like a normal person.
04:54Wait, this is Sadie. Sadie Sky. You said you liked my song and to call you?
04:58Oh, for sure, Sadie. Oh, I love your sound.
05:02Listen, I think you're hype and we could be lit together.
05:04You're in Cali, right? Look, there's this event this afternoon in L.A.,
05:08and I think you would really vibe with my people.
05:11Big names and pop. I'll text you to Addie.
05:13Yeah? Yes. Um, is it like after school or like... Hello? He hung up.
05:22Holy crap. You have to go.
05:24What? No. L.A. is like over two hours away. I have class. No.
05:27So?
05:30Sadie, I say this with all the love in the world, but you're gonna have to start living more life
05:36if you're gonna be writing music about it.
05:38Go to L.A. Go.
05:42Okay.
05:44Wait. We have to switch office first.
05:49Freaking on ya.
06:05What the hell are you doing?
06:07Ditching class, duh.
06:08You don't ditch class.
06:10Okay, fine. I don't, but you do. And I need your help. I need to get to L.A.
06:13L.A.? Now.
06:14Yeah, you said you go there all the time to visit your brother.
06:19Um...
06:19Kinda. Yeah.
06:21Okay, so are you down?
06:24Do you have plans with Bia? Will she be mad?
06:27What? Why would Bia get mad? It's not like she's my girlfriend.
06:30And you have no reason to say no to me. Now, come on. Come on.
06:36Okay. Um...
06:37Like, I know we've known each other for, like, forever.
06:39And I usually wouldn't ask you this, but Anya isn't here and she made me borrow her stupid dress and...
06:43Yes. You look okay.
06:45More than okay, Berkeley.
06:47Thanks.
06:49Okay, are you ready to go in?
06:51Oh, um...
06:52Actually, I have something I have to deal with.
06:54Will you be okay in there by yourself?
06:56Yeah. Yeah, totally.
06:59Okay. Just text me if you need me. And we'll meet back here to ride back together.
07:09Okay. Got this. Just gonna go in. Just a little music industry thing. No big deal.
07:28Hey, girly. Oh my gosh. You are so pretty in, like, such a real way.
07:33But if you want my med spa girl hookup, just let me know.
07:35She does free filler in exchange for a story. You don't even have to grid post it.
07:40Yeah, yeah. What does that mean, though?
07:43How many followers do you have?
07:45Oh, I don't know. I just started posting, so it's...
07:49OMG, Sadie's guy? You're seriously blowing up. I love your song, girl.
07:55Oh my god.
07:56Yeah, totally. We should make a TikTok.
07:59Sadie, do you know the milkshake you dance?
08:01Um, I don't know.
08:14Yo, Sadie. What's up?
08:19How you holding up? This scene can be a lot for a newcomer.
08:24No, I'm good. I definitely party, so...
08:28Oh, yeah?
08:29Here.
08:33What? You need me to get you a gluten-free one, or are you Cali sober?
08:39No, this is great. This is good. Thank you.
08:44Yeah, it's good.
08:45It's crap, but they're sponsors, so it's free.
08:50The alcohol?
08:51And the house.
08:52What's up, dude? How's it going?
08:54It's good, what's good?
08:54Have you a chance to listen to the tape?
08:56Nah, nah, nah, nah, not yet, not yet.
08:58What's up, what's up?
08:59You know, sorry, sorry, I gotta show my girl around, but I'll be back.
09:03Come on.
09:05You have a studio in your house. I would kill for that.
09:09Yeah, I mean, music is legit everything to me, so it's cool.
09:14But, you know, it's not cool when you can't tell who likes you for you and who just wants to
09:19party at your house and post vids from it.
09:22It's like I'm always surrounded by people, but I'm also always feeling alone.
09:26Hmm. I live in, like, a really small town, and I kind of keep to myself so I can focus
09:33on music, so I'm kind of always actually alone, but it doesn't really feel, like, lonely.
09:40Damn. You're hella deep. Yo, I love that one lyric. You're always meeting me halfway, leaving me hanging in the
09:48dark.
09:49I wish you'd stay and hold me the way that you're holding my guitar. I mean, that is such a
09:55sick metaphor.
09:56Yeah. Metaphor. Totally.
09:59Look, I don't really get to meet people like you, Sadie. You're not here to post vids and get followers,
10:06are you? You're here to make art.
10:09That's why I came out here, too. I didn't know if I was any good at it, but, I mean,
10:14hell, look at us now. It's crazy.
10:19Look, I know that we're hella different, but I think something in us is the same.
10:29Oh, dude, I'm sorry. I did not mean to be so forward right there.
10:33I swear, I swear, I was just trying to connect. And even if I was trying to, I'm sure you
10:38got a boyfriend.
10:39I don't. I don't have a boyfriend. And I don't mind making music's all about connecting, right?
10:48Damn, Skye. You're going to be the next pop star, aren't you?
10:55Okay, sorry. Let's focus on music. Let's focus on music. Music, music, music.
11:00Let's hear your viral song.
11:01You want to hear it right now?
11:02Yeah.
11:04Go on, you said you wanted to connect, right? This is how we do it. Let's see if your song
11:08can connect with me the same way it did through a phone.
11:10Okay.
11:29You really don't have a boyfriend?
11:33No.
11:35Good to know.
11:38What's the song about then?
11:41I don't know.
11:42I'm so close to getting everything that I want.
11:45It's like my dreams are on the edge of this cliff, and I don't want to go too far and
11:50then fall off the edge.
11:51But I also know that if I don't jump, if I don't, like, go for it, then I'll just be
11:56hanging there forever, just taunting me.
12:00You're the real deal, Sadie.
12:05Yo, I just got a sick idea. Get on the mic. I'm gonna produce your song. And I'll tease it
12:11on my account.
12:11Are you sure you have, like, 15 million followers?
12:14Get in there. Let's do it. Come on.
12:16Okay.
12:19Let's take the sad out of Sadie.
12:21What do you mean?
12:23I mean you're hot. Let's lean into that. Let's make something that people want to move to.
12:28You know, what about something like, um, you turn heads when you're walking through the room.
12:35My cherry lipstick. My miniskirt.
12:39Boy, I put it on for you.
12:41Center of attention. I know it makes you mad.
12:45I forgot to mention that...
12:47I like when you play me back.
12:50Yes! All eyes on me, but I'm on you. Come on. Can you keep a secret?
12:55I can keep it too.
12:57Dude, this is fire. This is fire. Let's lay down a track. You ready?
13:01Yeah.
13:01Let's go.
13:01I see you looking at me up and down when I walk in the room, the room, the room.
13:11My cherry lipstick, miniskirt, boy, yeah, I do it just for you, for you, for you.
13:19You are my affection, yeah, I know you want it bad.
13:24Bet you think you're the exception till I go and tell you back.
13:29All eyes on me, all I'm on you. Can you keep a secret? I can keep it too.
13:38All eyes on me, all eyes on me.
13:42I told y'all she's amazing, huh?
13:45Yes!
13:46Oh my God.
13:48Oops! OMG, Havoc, you're so talented. I want to get in the booth with you next.
13:54Yo, chill, okay? Tonight is about me and Sadie.
13:57Oh my gosh, Sadie, your voice is crazy, it's beautiful.
14:03You gotta come perform at my warehouse show I'm hosting next weekend.
14:06Hell yes, Max, he is the hottest DJ in LA right now. You gotta pull up today.
14:12Hey, thank you guys so much for watching us live tonight.
14:16I'm here with my boy Ghost Montana and Tessa Habib.
14:21This girl right here, she's the next star.
14:23I'm calling it right here.
14:25It's speaking facts.
14:27You all right, y'all.
14:28I am absolutely in love with this new hit record that me and Sadie are cooking up.
14:34What do y'all think, huh?
14:35Wait, what are they saying?
14:38Oh God, they love you, superstar. Oh my God.
14:41Hey, you good? You want me to keep streaming? Or what?
14:59Dude, there's a line.
15:00I'm not waiting in that stupid line.
15:04Typical name.
15:05I'm not on the list.
15:06All right, show me your profile.
15:08What?
15:09Your followers, dummy.
15:11I don't have an Instagram.
15:14Sadie Sky, she invited me, she needs me.
15:16Who?
15:18You're not getting in here, buddy.
15:20Unless, um, you want to slight me some cash.
15:24Let's call it a band.
15:26Just a band?
15:27Okay, sure.
15:36Where is this?
15:48Sadie?
15:54Sadie!
16:05Whoa, what the hell, man? We are live. Get out!
16:10Yeah, not anymore.
16:11All right, bro. I can't deal with another headline, so no.
16:16You okay? You good?
16:18You know this guy?
16:20What are you doing, Nico?
16:21What are you doing? Acting all sexy to sell a song?
16:26Are you drunk?
16:27Did you get her drunk?
16:29Chill.
16:29Chill.
16:30She is an independent woman.
16:32And besides, she said she didn't have a boyfriend.
16:34I don't, Nico.
16:35Would never be my boyfriend.
16:38Come on, Sadie.
16:39We're going.
16:42What are you doing?
16:44I was networking.
16:44Where are you taking me?
16:46Networking?
16:47I'm taking you home, Sadie.
16:48No.
16:49No way, no.
16:51Those people don't care about you.
16:52And you do?
16:55Sadie.
16:55I didn't think so.
16:57Okay, just go home, Nico.
16:59I'm not leaving you alone here.
17:00I want to be here.
17:01You never give me what I actually want.
17:03Just let me have this.
17:04You want this?
17:06What about Berklee?
17:07Hmm?
17:07Going to music school?
17:09Your dream.
17:09It may not be my dream anymore.
17:12Your audition tape is due this weekend.
17:13I'll submit a song.
17:15That song?
17:16What happened to making music that actually meant something?
17:19Why do you care all of a sudden?
17:21Somebody else finally likes me and now you do too?
17:26Just go home, Nico.
17:28Go.
17:28Please.
17:29Go.
17:33You seriously want to stay here?
17:36With that guy?
17:37That guy actually likes me.
17:39And he's going to help my career.
17:41Okay, so just go back to Seaview and sit in a skate park and smoke a joint by yourself
17:46and brewed about nothing because it's frickin' Seaview.
17:56No.
17:57Screw that.
17:58Get in the car.
17:59I'm not leaving you here.
18:00No.
18:00Sadie?
18:01No.
18:02Get in.
18:03No.
18:06No, Nico.
18:08Stop.
18:08Put me down.
18:09Put me down.
18:11Stop, Nico.
18:12Stop.
18:13Stop.
18:14I'll do it myself.
18:15Stop it.
18:16I'll do it myself.
18:18Pun.
18:53You are so lucky I saw the livestream in Noodle Eye to your dad.
18:56I told him you were sleeping at mine.
18:58Here.
19:01Okay.
19:02Now, spill.
19:03It was great, honestly.
19:06I mean, Nico, he just gets me.
19:08You mean, Havoc?
19:10Yeah.
19:11Havoc.
19:12Sorry.
19:13But how is Nico?
19:15He kinda went MIA last night after he dropped me off.
19:18I think I saw him with Bia.
19:20God, I can't believe we used to be best friends with her.
19:23Yeah, before she decided we weren't artsy and cool enough for her.
19:26Yeah.
19:27Well, look who the real artist is now.
19:31Gosh, I can't believe that live got you over half a million followers last night.
19:35Am I really up to 500k?
19:38Mm-hmm.
19:39Ugh.
19:40How did that bell get louder?
19:54Your dad is gonna kill you if you get in trouble for texting during an exam.
19:59Miss Skye?
20:07Seriously?
20:08Detention?
20:10That's not like you at all.
20:11You know me so well.
20:14You know my parents took away my car last night because of our little stunt?
20:17I didn't ask you to wait for me.
20:18Don't get out of my way, Nico, unless you want me to be late for choir and get another detention.
20:22Come on, Brooklyn.
20:23Stop calling me that.
20:24Yeah?
20:25Make me.
20:28Are you gonna see that guy again?
20:30You shouldn't go back to LA.
20:32You need to stay at Seaview.
20:34Yeah?
20:35Make me.
20:40I don't know what I'm gonna do with you, Sadie.
20:42Ground me.
20:43Take away my phone.
20:44Keep me in Seaview forever.
20:45I know the drill.
20:47What happened to you?
20:48It's like some switch flips and you went from being determined and dedicated to-
20:52A teenage girl?
20:54I can want and be a lot of things at once.
20:59And what do you want, Sadie?
21:02Mom.
21:05I want Mom.
21:14I'm worried about you, sweetie.
21:17We need to have a serious talk about your future.
21:19Because you want to keep me here.
21:20Because I want to keep you safe.
21:23But yes, until then, you're grounded.
21:37Havoc?
21:38I'm grounded and I don't have a ride to LA and Ubers are like $400.
21:41Oh, no surge pricing.
21:42Sweet.
21:43I'll send one now.
21:44Just share your location.
21:45Be outside in five, okay?
21:58I cannot believe that I found you and that we're doing this together, you know?
22:02As a producer, I got such a sensitive ear.
22:05And hearing you just makes me excited to make music again.
22:11My little muse.
22:13I don't know.
22:14I don't know.
22:14You don't think it sounds like a little generic?
22:17Like any teen girl trying to be sexy so she can pop off on TikTok?
22:21No.
22:21Because you're not trying to be sexy.
22:24You just are.
22:26Look, that stuff, it works.
22:28You know?
22:28It'll make you millions.
22:30It'll get you record deals.
22:31And speaking of, I heard back from a label.
22:34You did?
22:36Siren Sound Records wants to meet you.
22:38They do?
22:39Of course they do.
22:40I mean, how many followers did you get after posting our song?
22:43I don't know.
22:44Let's look.
22:47Oh, my God.
22:49You'll be at a milli soon enough.
22:50Not if we don't get our butts back in the studio.
22:53Okay, well, we were in there for hours.
22:56It's okay, the song's great.
22:58You gotta live to have life that's worth writing about, you know?
23:01It can't all just be work, work, work.
23:04You know, my best friend always says the same thing.
23:06Really?
23:07Your music should be a reflection of your life and of your soul.
23:14And it should be like ripping yourself open and saying,
23:19Here I am!
23:21Here I am!
23:22Come on!
23:23Come on!
23:24Your turn!
23:24Come on!
23:25Good.
23:26People want to hear you.
23:27Come on!
23:28Come on!
23:28Do it!
23:31Here I am!
23:32No!
23:32Sadie, you gotta scream it.
23:34You gotta scream it.
23:38Here I am!
23:40Sadie Skye is here, baby!
23:43Sadie Skye is here!
23:50You got a little...
23:57Was sneaking out worth it?
23:59Yeah.
24:00My dad is like so strict, he's literally gonna kill me when he finds out.
24:06You know, I've...
24:08I've been an influencer or whatever since I was 13.
24:13And...
24:14Well, I've also been supporting my entire family since then too.
24:18And...
24:18They made me drop out of school to focus on posting and...
24:22And...
24:22Oh my God.
24:23Havoc.
24:23I'm so sorry.
24:24Hey, at least your dad wants you to be safe and cares.
24:28Right?
24:30Besides, he'll be proud when he sees that you're gonna be a star.
24:35Look, I...
24:36I see you.
24:38Sadie Skye.
24:39Stick with me.
24:41And everyone else will too.
24:47God, is there another party here tonight?
24:51There's always another party.
24:53Huh?
24:53I think I'm still reeling from my first hangover.
24:57Well, then let me take you somewhere quiet then.
25:01Okay.
25:02Okay?
25:03Let's go.
25:06Man, I hate those parties.
25:10But I love talking with you, Sadie.
25:12I could do that all night.
25:13Hmm.
25:14Me too.
25:15Really?
25:16Hmm.
25:18Oh.
25:23Yo, what's up with you and that guy anyway?
25:26Nico?
25:27Yeah.
25:28I don't know.
25:29He's...
25:30Always brooding about something.
25:33Even though everything comes, like, so easy to him.
25:36And he teaches me guitar, but then he pretends I don't exist in front of girls at school.
25:41Well, he's an idiot.
25:43To pretend like you don't exist?
25:46That's crazy.
25:48Well, when you're a superstar, you won't be able to.
25:54Forget about it.
25:56You all right?
25:58Mm-hmm.
25:58He's forgotten.
25:59Boom.
26:05My turn, I guess.
26:19Who is it?
26:23It's just the label saying how excited they are to meet you.
26:25Can I see?
26:26Sadie?
26:26You know what?
26:27I think we have something more important to do.
26:29First.
26:30Huh.
26:31Sadie?
26:32I would never pretend like you don't exist.
26:45Is that guy interrupting us again?
26:46Oh, no, no.
26:47My, my, my dad found out that I stuck out even though I'm already grounded.
26:50I'm dead.
26:51I'm so dead.
26:54When you're a superstar making bank, you won't worry about it.
27:05Oh, this is cute.
27:07Well, that Kelsk girl hit a million subs, so.
27:13I thought you said you wanted to stay up here and talk to me only.
27:17Oh, I totally do.
27:18I, I, I just thought my friends are down there and I, I don't want to be rude.
27:23You should probably head back to Ocean Town.
27:26See if you?
27:26Exactly, yes.
27:28Um.
27:31I'm gonna go, but I will text you whenever you need to come back to LA for the record label
27:36meeting or whatever.
27:37But take your time in here.
27:38No rush.
27:56Let's go.
27:57Kids, dads.
27:59This time is great.
28:01I'm sad.
28:10No rush.
28:25Doesn't come back from you.ource
28:26.com but if you don't have that document ascend, who hasragical core anyone's birth.
28:31Sadie, what happened?
28:33Are you okay?
28:42Here you go.
28:43Thanks for getting back safe.
28:45Thank you, buddy.
28:45Yeah, really appreciate it.
28:49Now that we're here, can you please talk to me?
28:52Yeah, but thank you for paying the cab driver.
28:55I'll pay you back.
28:56Sadie, I don't care about that.
28:58What the hell happened to you?
29:00Are you okay?
29:02No, I thought he liked me.
29:06He opened up to me and he told me things about himself and he said he thinks I'm sexy.
29:12Oh God, I'm such an idiot.
29:13No, you're not.
29:15That guy's just a poser.
29:17He's a liar.
29:18Of course he is.
29:19I know that I'm not like sexy or what.
29:22No, no, not about that.
29:24And I have to meet with this record label in havoc, but I have less than 24 hours to
29:28submit my Berklee audition and I don't even know what song to record or if I even want
29:31to go to school at all anymore.
29:33You've always dreamt about Berklee.
29:35Yeah, and maybe I want Berklee, but maybe I want this new dream too.
29:39You know, I just want everything and I want it now because what if I don't go for it?
29:45What if I don't grab it and then it's just gone?
29:48You know, I can't keep missing things.
29:50It's right there, Nico.
29:52It's right there.
29:52Like, I can feel it on the tips of my fingers and I can't just let this opportunity pass
29:58me by and then sit around missing something else that could have been.
30:01You're not running out of time, Sadie.
30:03You're not missing out on anything.
30:05That's my mom.
30:08I know.
30:11I know you.
30:12You do know me.
30:13And so how is it possible that I know next to nothing about you?
30:17I don't know where you want to go to college.
30:19I don't know if you're dating Bia or how you feel about me.
30:22I don't even know where you went when we were in L.A.
30:25You really want to know?
30:28Fine.
30:29I'll tell you.
30:31I was visiting my brother.
30:33Why couldn't you just say that then?
30:36In rehab, Sadie.
30:38After his little stint in jail.
30:41Jail?
30:43He overdosed this summer.
30:46He almost died.
30:48Right around when I got so...
30:50How'd you put it?
30:52Rooting?
30:57I live right next door to your family.
31:00Why didn't I know?
31:01My parents didn't want anyone to find out.
31:04They said it would be shameful for the family.
31:09I can't even talk to him anymore.
31:12Diego was the best, though.
31:15He taught me how to skate.
31:17He taught me how to play guitar.
31:20That's why I stopped playing the violin.
31:25Every time I play the guitar, I just feel more connected to him.
31:31But he was always getting into trouble.
31:35And then he got into the party scene, and he just couldn't kick the drugs.
31:42I don't even know who he is anymore.
31:46I just...
31:49I just want my brother back.
31:51And that's why I was so worried about you at that party.
31:55I don't want anything like that to happen to you.
31:57You had to keep your grief a secret this whole time.
32:02If I couldn't talk about my mom, I would explode.
32:04I'm so sorry, Anika.
32:05I obviously care, Sadie.
32:07I care so much.
32:09Sometimes too much.
32:12And no, Bia and I aren't dating.
32:17Just...
32:18Just promise me you won't go see Havoc.
32:21He's not a good guy.
32:23I know.
32:25Do you ever think that's maybe what I deserve?
32:28Don't say that.
32:29What about you?
32:31Are you a good guy?
32:35Didn't think so.
32:38No, maybe we deserve each other.
32:39No, we don't.
32:41Because you deserve someone so much better than me.
32:44Better than you?
32:45Anika, I've liked you since we were kids.
32:47And don't say you couldn't tell.
32:50Okay, fine.
32:51I could.
32:52Okay?
32:53But only when you were singing.
32:56That's when I feel like I can truly see who you are.
32:59Now, I don't want to drag you into my crap.
33:02What did you say in that song?
33:04That you feel like I'm leaving you in the dark.
33:07I'm not with you in it.
33:11You're so close to finding yourself, Sadie.
33:13Like, you're on the edge and I just don't want to slow you down.
33:17Wait.
33:18Wait.
33:19That's it.
33:21That's it.
33:21That's it.
33:22That's it.
33:22Nico, you're brilliant.
33:23You're brilliant.
33:23That's it.
33:27Okay, um...
33:29Right when it hurts, I feel it again.
33:35I'm losing myself, but I find her again.
33:42I'm on the edge.
33:45I'm on the edge.
33:50That's it.
33:53That's you.
33:55That's what I've been saying this whole time.
33:56That whole thing of this has to come from the heart.
33:59That's what it feels like.
34:01The world's going to see how bright you shine,
34:03and then everyone's going to fall in love with you too,
34:05and then after that, you're just going to get more...
34:09Did, um, what did you say?
34:13Um, Nico, I, um...
34:18I've been meaning to tell you that I feel the same way,
34:21and I don't know, I just, like...
34:36Sorry.
34:37Sorry.
34:38No.
34:38Oh, no, it's, it's good.
34:39It's okay.
34:40It's good.
34:41You've had a, you've had a long night.
34:44It's good.
34:46I should go.
34:48Wait, um, will you stay with me?
34:52Just for tonight.
34:53I just don't want to be, like, alone.
35:01I just want to be short.
35:02Mm-hmm.
35:04Mm-hmm.
35:33Hello.
35:35Hello. Havoc? Showcase? Noon? Today? I only have a few hours, but the label's gonna be there. Yeah, no, it's,
35:48I'll, I'll make it work. Yeah. Yeah, I'm excited to see you too. Bye.
35:58What about your Berkeley audition? I can do both. Um, my audition's not due till this evening, so I'll just
36:06submit it before then. Do you want to come to L.A. with me? I know that your dad took
36:10your car, but we could find a ride or...
36:12to L.A.? It's just, it's just hard being out there right now. Of course, I'm so sorry for good
36:20I asked.
36:23What the hell is going on here? Dad, it's not what it looks like. Oh, good, because it looks like
36:27my teenage daughter is having sex with our pothead neighbor after sneaking out. Out!
36:34You didn't have to do that, and we didn't have sex. Are you kidding me? What the hell is wrong
36:40with you, Sadie? This is my house, and you better get very familiar with it, because you're not leaving home
36:45until after graduation.
36:54Sadie! Sadie, I am talking to you.
36:56You couldn't keep Mom here, so what makes you think you're gonna keep me here?
36:59Don't! You know I tried everything to help Mom.
37:01You weren't here!
37:03You weren't here, and I was just a little girl, and I needed you, and you weren't here!
37:11You know, Mom was the only person in the entire world who actually saw me.
37:17And now, that's not true anymore, because Nico does, but you just drove him away.
37:23Just because you're alone doesn't mean that I have to be.
37:27And for somebody who's so passionate about his career, I'm shocked that you don't understand my passion for mine.
37:34I am a musician, Dad.
37:37Like, most people need water. I need to sing.
37:40And I don't care if you don't believe in me, because I believe in myself.
37:50Sadie, there's no doubt in my mind you will make it as a singer.
37:54It's just, it is a harsh world out there.
37:56I know that.
37:58You can't keep me here forever.
38:02I already lost Mom. I just don't want to lose you, too.
38:05If you make me give up on my dreams, then I'm already gone.
38:09Sadie.
38:11Sadie!
38:20Sadie!
38:34Heard you need a ride to L.A.?
38:36Anya, how did you know?
38:42Hey, um, I feel like you might need this.
38:52All right, let's go.
38:55Are you sure you're going to be okay?
38:57Okay, I'm sorry.
38:58I should probably get back before my step monster notices I took the car from her.
39:02But you're going to be amazing.
39:08Let's do this.
39:12Yeah, baby.
39:13Listen, I don't care.
39:14I asked for Lemon LaCroix.
39:17Lemon.
39:19Look, I'm sorry to ask you this, but Anya left, and I'm just really nervous.
39:23You look amazing.
39:24Thanks.
39:25There she is!
39:26My superstar!
39:28How are you feeling?
39:30A little bit nervous, but ready to perform.
39:33Y'all do great.
39:35What the hell is he doing here?
39:37He's here to support me and to film my performance.
39:40I have to submit an original song to Berklee by the deadline tonight.
39:44Screw college.
39:46You're going to be a star, baby.
39:48You're going to be living the dream.
39:49Her dream is Berklee.
39:51It's what she's always wanted.
39:53Yeah, well, maybe she wants something new.
39:55Okay.
39:56It's enough.
39:57I'm going to go warm up, get my mouth ready to sing.
40:03Last night I learned how good she is with that mouth.
40:19Stop it!
40:20What are you doing?
40:21Stop!
40:26Sadie.
40:26No, just don't.
40:28Yeah, dude, get the hell out of here.
40:30Get out!
40:31This is my event.
40:32Your band.
40:33Get out.
40:36Screw that guy, man.
40:39When he sees how viral your performance of Eyes on Me goes, he's going to regret the
40:43hell out of that.
40:44I can't record it, by the way.
40:45I'm going to be busy live streaming, but I'm sure a fan will post it or something.
40:51Hey, Javi.
40:52The cater's pulling up.
40:54About the performance, I don't want to perform Eyes Without Changes.
41:00My original song, I've been working on it and it just feels really fresh and authentic.
41:04What?
41:04No, no, no, no, no, no.
41:06You're doing the sexy song.
41:08I know what works, Sadie.
41:11Don't you trust me?
41:12You know what?
41:14No.
41:15Actually, I don't.
41:17At all.
41:21Sadie.
41:23Sadie.
41:27Hey, excuse me.
41:28Do you know where Harold is?
41:31Harold?
41:31Oh, she probably knows him by Kid Havoc.
41:34It is so hard to call my son by that stupid nickname, but whatever pays the bills.
41:40Have you seen him?
41:41Yeah, I think he's in the green room.
41:43And catering just got theirs.
41:44Oh, God.
41:45He sure does think he's fancy, doesn't he?
41:47Come on.
41:48Good luck, sweetie.
41:49Thanks.
41:51Yeah, I'm going to need it.
41:53Nico!
41:54He waited for me.
41:56Of course.
41:57I'm not going anywhere.
42:00But, um, can I ask, did you and, did you and that guy hook up?
42:06What?
42:07No.
42:08What?
42:08He had just said something, and, um...
42:12Is that why you hit him?
42:13You were defending me?
42:15And you were just so upset last night.
42:17No, Nico, I'm done with Havoc.
42:19I'm not going to sell out on my real self before I've even given her a shot.
42:24You don't need to.
42:26But Berkeley is so soon.
42:28What am I going to do?
42:30I've got an idea.
42:32But first, let's get the hell out of here.
42:35Where are we going?
42:36Just wait.
42:37You'll see.
42:39Right here.
42:48Where did you take me?
42:50It's an open light.
42:53Um, one second.
42:56Hey, um, isn't it cool if we just borrow this just for one song?
43:00Yeah, yeah.
43:02You ready?
43:04Will you go with me?
43:05You don't need me.
43:06You know, but I want you.
43:08You got this.
43:10Okay.
43:22Hi.
43:24Um, I'm Sadie.
43:26Sadie Sky.
43:30I'm a senior in high school, and I always thought I'd find myself when I got to college,
43:35but I found myself before I even got there, so, yeah.
43:52Can I ask a question, baby?
43:55Do you know the color of my eyes?
43:58Cause I know yours better than I know the color of the sky.
44:04And when you're close to me, I swear that you can read my mind.
44:10God, I wish you could.
44:12The night when it fades, I feel it again.
44:18It's on the tip of my tongue and in the back of your head.
44:23That look in your eyes, I knew what it meant.
44:28I don't know where we are, but it feels like the end.
44:35It feels like the end.
44:40It feels like the end.
44:45Look in your eyes, I knew what it meant.
44:51I don't know where we are, but it feels like the end.
45:06That was perfect.
45:08You're perfect.
45:16Oh, my God.
45:18I'm sorry.
45:19No, Sadie.
45:21Wait!
45:23I'm sorry.
45:24Okay, I shouldn't have kissed you in front of all of those people.
45:27I know I'm not your girlfriend, and we're going to college next year, and we're probably
45:30going to be really far apart, and you might not even want to be close together, and I'm
45:33just so embarrassed.
45:34Sadie, no.
45:35Okay, I just, I feel like I'm going to let you down.
45:39You saying it yourself, you don't know what you want.
45:43Nico, you've helped me figure out who I am and what I want, but who I want, that's never
45:49changed.
45:49It's always been you.
45:52We'll work on ourselves together, just like we work on those songs together.
45:58Shoot.
45:59That was my Berklee audition deadline.
46:01It's over.
46:02Not quite.
46:07You submitted my Berklee audition.
46:10Why do you think I was so shocked when you kissed me?
46:13I don't think the Berklee admissions office wanted to see that.
46:36What up, singer girl?
46:39Perfect timing.
46:40I just got off the phone with my record label, and my new song is trending.
46:43Of course.
46:44You know, now that we're in the dorms, you can actually use the door.
46:48Yeah, but then I wouldn't be able to see that surprised look on your face.
46:51And you know how cute I think it is.
46:53Aw.
46:55I cannot believe your dad let you come to school here.
46:57Yeah, well, after our performance, he, dad too, he just wants what's best for me.
47:03Yeah.
47:04Did you know that Harvard is a 12-minute skate from Berklee?
47:08I do now, nerd.
47:10Nerd?
47:11What happened to a brooding, hot neighbor boy?
47:14Oh, he went pre-med.
47:16Nico Garcia, future surgeon.
47:18I had to put these talented hands to use.
47:22Or you could just keep playing guitar with me.
47:26Always Berklee.
47:28Yeah, but there's something else I think we could do first.
47:32Yeah.
47:36That's all I think we could do first.
47:37Bye.
47:39Bye.
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