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00:00Previously on I Kissed A Girl, there were some big conversations.
00:05I want to speak to Kayla, I don't want to speak to Kayla.
00:07It makes me feel like shit and that's why I'm leaving you to do your thing.
00:11My head is more like with Nikita.
00:14Sex is like a big part of my life.
00:16I'm kind of on that celibacy journey.
00:20And a whole lot of romantic options.
00:23I just don't know if there's enough of that like spark.
00:26What do you switch with Elmira?
00:27We're very very different, like are we too different?
00:30My brain feels like it might explode.
00:32Like I am physically very attracted to you.
00:35Likewise, yeah.
00:39Which all led up to a well-timed kiss off.
00:42Oh that was a kiss!
00:45With Ebony, she is such a difficult person to read.
00:49Please explain.
00:50She wanted to have a cake and eat it.
00:52Leaving us with a tasty slice of anticipation.
00:55I would like to kiss myself.
00:59Ebony, reveal the name of the person you want to kiss.
01:03Somebody else has called me I.
01:06Welcome to I Kissed A Girl.
01:23I think I've been put in a bit of a sticky situation.
01:27But me and Ebbs do have a connection.
01:29So it's definitely been confusing.
01:32I'm a little bit of a people pleaser.
01:34But I've really got to do it for myself.
01:36And not worry about the repercussions of how a lot of people are going to feel.
01:41Ebony, reveal the name of the person you want to kiss.
01:44I can't hurt myself.
01:46I can't hurt myself.
01:54Myself as well.
01:55Whoa!
01:57I've learned to trust and listen to my God.
02:04I think Kayleigh, I really got on with her.
02:07In another life, things might have went different.
02:11How did you come to this decision?
02:14Well, I've been with Imogen since day one.
02:18Feelings don't just go away overnight.
02:20Obviously, I've had conversations with Kayleigh.
02:22But I don't think it's been enough to probably pursue something.
02:28Imogen, what have you learned since you've been here?
02:35Erm...
02:35I can't believe what you've done to me.
02:41I think that, for me, even standing up here and being vulnerable is a massive thing.
02:46And also, I've learned that I need to take accountability for my actions.
02:51And that, yeah, maybe there are situations that I can handle better.
02:54And that's something that, obviously, I can take into, like, the real world.
02:59Are you going to make me?
03:01Stop!
03:03Ebony, what have you learned since you've been here?
03:07Probably embrace me feminine side.
03:09Really?
03:10Erm...
03:11I don't think I've ever felt so confident in it.
03:14It's because of all yous and you.
03:25Well, I hope that you, like, keep that in your heart
03:29and just know that you've got this new strength that you didn't know about.
03:34For now, can you step back to the line?
03:36Cheers.
03:37I've got so much love for Ebony.
03:39And some things just don't work out,
03:41and I think we've both, like, come to terms with that.
03:43It's bittersweet.
03:45In everybody's eyes, I could have done stuff different,
03:48but in my heart, I've done what's felt right.
03:52OK.
03:54Ashley, please join me here.
04:01Reveal the name of the person you want to kiss.
04:05Now.
04:12I've saved my kiss for Sophie.
04:16What is it about Sophie?
04:18She's just got a nice energy about her
04:20and it's interesting to get to know on a deeper level.
04:23If she wants to kiss you back, you'll be forming a new couple.
04:27If she's chosen to kiss someone else,
04:30you will be leaving the Masseria.
04:33Please step back to the line.
04:39I took a leap of faith.
04:41Like, I'm not 100% sure if Sophie will be saving her kiss for me tonight.
04:45I think this would be a good time to hear from the newbies.
04:50So, Sophie and Josie, I think we'll get them down to the kiss off.
04:54Mm, mm, mm.
04:55Why are we all watching you?
04:58Why are we all watching you?
04:59I have to do what's right by me right now
05:03and what's right by Ash as well.
05:07Everybody's got to know.
05:08I do have to trust my instincts and be true to myself tonight.
05:15Josie and Sophie, welcome to the kiss off.
05:21Josie, please step forward.
05:29Josie, reveal the name of the person you want to kiss.
05:34Now.
05:35Your eyes are home and everything.
05:42Amara.
05:43There's nothing to say.
05:45Talk me through it.
05:47I think I just want more time to get to know Amara.
05:50I think that her brain is very interesting
05:52and I've really been enjoying getting to know her over the last few days.
05:55So, I just need more time to explore that for sure.
05:59Josie, if Amara doesn't want to kiss you back,
06:01you will be leaving the mass area tonight.
06:04For now, please step back to the line.
06:07When it comes to Amara, I do see that there could be something that could grow between us.
06:12I am taking a little risk and putting myself out there.
06:18Elmara and Kaylee, please step forward.
06:22I'm kind of weighing out what I've already got with Kaylee and this new possible connection with Josie.
06:29I just have to really find which one I'm more drawn to, I guess.
06:35Please stand back to back. Take a moment.
06:38I said we were opposite lovers.
06:41This is definitely the most intense kiss off.
06:43I follow my heart more than my brain.
06:45I'm very big on instinct, so if something feels right, I do tend to go for it.
06:50So you ran away with your heart.
06:55If you want to stay with your girl, then turn and kiss her.
07:01But if you're saving your kiss for someone else, then don't turn.
07:07Reveal your decision now.
07:25Hey, how are you feeling?
07:29Are you feeling good?
07:30Yeah, I'm feeling good.
07:31I'm feeling good.
07:32Yeah?
07:32Yeah.
07:33I feel safe around her, so.
07:34Safe.
07:35That is a good word.
07:37That's a good word for a relationship.
07:39I want that.
07:41Tonight's really affirmed our connection and how we feel about each other.
07:44You know, there's still so much to know about Kaylee and it entices me every day.
07:49You know, the more I talk to her, the more I want to know about her.
07:52So, yeah.
07:53Josie, I'm so sorry.
07:55This means you'll be going home.
07:56It was a short stay at the Masseria.
08:00For real.
08:00How are you feeling?
08:01They said they're both happy and that's what really matters and it's good.
08:05It's time to get over there.
08:10I had the strongest connection with Almara, but Almara saying, like, we're both happy,
08:15like, that's all I need to hear at the end of the day.
08:19All that there is left to do now is to hear from Sophie.
08:24Please step forward.
08:26It always was Pippa and Ash and I think now I've got that clarity with Pippa.
08:30I know where they're at.
08:31It comes down to, do I save my kiss for Ash or do I save my kiss for myself?
08:37God, I don't know.
08:38This is a tricky one.
08:40Sophie, I can tell you that Ashley has saved her kiss for you.
08:46How do you feel about Ashley?
08:49I have so much love for Ashley and she's just hilarious.
08:54She just lifted my mood, like, yeah.
08:56Okay, Sophie, if you want to kiss her back, you will be forming a new couple.
09:02Sophie, it's time to turn around.
09:08I am conflicted with Ash because, like, we had that initial attraction to each other,
09:12but I just don't know if there's enough of that, like, spark connection butterflies to build on.
09:18Sophie, reveal the name of the person you want to kiss.
09:26Now.
09:27I can't be your midnight love.
09:33Myself.
09:36When your silver is my gold.
09:40Sorry.
09:42Sophie, do you want to explain to Ashley how you came to this decision?
09:47I just think, like, although we had an amazing time and, like, I think we both were, like, initially really
09:55attracted to each other, which was so nice.
09:57But right now, the connection just doesn't feel strong enough for me to stay.
10:04Sorry.
10:05That's okay.
10:06I love you, though.
10:08Ashley, do you want to say anything to Sophie?
10:10Um, that's a fair and valid point.
10:13It's obviously really, really early between us both, so there's a risk picking Sophie.
10:19Sophie, this does mean that you and Ashley will be leaving the Masseria unkissed.
10:25For now, go back to the line. Thank you.
10:29You know, if it's not meant to be, it's not meant to be, but I completely respect her decision.
10:33There's no bad blood there at all, and it's, yeah, it's all love.
10:36At the end of the day, the one thing that I listened to was just my gut, and it's amazing
10:42to be leaving on such good terms with Ash.
10:44Like, I'm so incredibly grateful for that. Like, what a woman.
10:47I'm so sorry for the ones leaving the Masseria that the path here has not led to love.
10:55Mother wants love for you all, so keep your hearts open.
11:00You never know who's going to be around the corner.
11:02All right, now it is time to bring the teary eyes and all the big hugging arms over here and
11:09bring it in, and give them all a lot of love.
11:12I wanna be the one to walk in the sun. Oh, girls, we wanna have fun. Oh, girls, just wanna
11:23have fun.
11:23I don't need to walk for somebody, and I don't need somebody, and, um, I can be so content and
11:29happy with myself and just my friends, and when the time's right, they'll find me, cos I'm not finding anyone.
11:40I don't graft. They'll find me.
11:41That's all they really want.
11:43The biggest thing that I've took from here is accepting me femininity. I can be a mask and be feminine
11:50at the same time.
11:51You don't have to put yourself in this box that I've done for years and feel like I have to
11:56put a front on in front of people.
11:58Pull me out of you. Don't cry.
12:03Yeah, I am proud of myself.
12:08I've come, I've conquered, I've kissed some fucking amazing girls, and just have learnt so much incredible things about myself.
12:15Lately, I've been singing girls songs by myself.
12:19I think I'm gonna go out into the world, having had this experience in Masseria, with so much confidence in
12:25who I am, what my sexuality is.
12:26I know my gay awakening was Zoe Kravitz, but really, it was here. It was here.
12:31I came on I Kissed a Girl, and did I get a snog from a girl? No.
12:36But I've actually been really privileged to have this experience in this beautiful queer group.
12:40Those of you remaining here as a couple, I can reveal that the next kiss-off will be the final
12:47one.
12:50And you'll be doing it in front of your friends and family.
12:54Use your remaining time here wisely.
12:57Ask yourselves this important question.
13:02Can you build on the foundations you've made for a lasting relationship?
13:09On that note, I think it's margarita time for me and this gang.
13:14Ciao!
13:15Be good!
13:16I love you!
13:21It's drink time.
13:24Five people.
13:25We were not meant to lose five people tonight.
13:28It's so sad for Ebony, you know.
13:30She spent a lot of time with Imogen in the beginning and maybe cut herself off from finding new connections
13:35too early.
13:36And maybe that's something that she regretted.
13:43While Danny whips up some spicy marks for our fallen divas, the group reflects on tonight's dramatic kiss-off.
13:51Well, then they were right.
13:53It's getting serious.
13:55It's not early days anymore.
13:56No, it's not early days.
13:59Obviously, the final kiss-off is you turn and you commit to each other.
14:03That's why I think, obviously, it's such a big decision.
14:05Yeah, it's a lot because, like, obviously you're meeting each other's families.
14:09That's a very big decision.
14:11Yeah, it's a major decision.
14:12And that's not, like, that's not a light thing for me.
14:14Oh, child.
14:15Like, my mother is coming.
14:17Literally.
14:17My mother is, like, my mum doesn't meet people, like, she doesn't meet people.
14:21No.
14:23Things are getting serious.
14:25And I don't know about you lot, but I am seriously shattered after such a huge night.
14:30I think it's time to get some shut-eye, don't you?
14:36We would never have met on the outside.
14:38And, like, we've all connected so much on a deep, spiritual level.
14:42Like, to the point where, like, we're interconnected for life.
14:53Goodnight, guys.
14:54Love you guys.
14:55Love the energy, guys.
14:57Yeah, big up.
15:06It's another gay day in Italy, and after last night's intense kiss-off, can you believe five people have gone?
15:13I can't believe five people left yesterday.
15:15I know, that was brutal.
15:18I've lost my two best friends in here, so I think I feel really weird today.
15:23I keep thinking Imogen and Ebony are just making a really long toll steep.
15:26I can't even process it.
15:28The way that they left just so quickly just feels like a fever dream.
15:32Literally.
15:33Yeah, I guess we just have to have these deep, hard conversations now and be completely honest with each other
15:39about whether we will work on the outside, because that's the next step now.
15:43Things are getting serious.
15:54You know how you're quite, like, a flirty person?
15:58Yeah, naturally.
15:59And, like, sexual?
16:01Yeah.
16:01Does that scare you, like, getting in a relationship because of that side of you?
16:07I think more so than the, not freedom, but the freedom of being able to, like, be how I want
16:14to be.
16:15Yeah.
16:16Is scaring me.
16:17Yeah, I feel the same.
16:18I love a flirt, like, I love doing that, but I'd also never want to be with someone if we
16:23weren't being completely respectful of each other.
16:25Like, I just wouldn't be in a relationship, but I just, like...
16:30Does the fear of losing the freedom to do what you want, like, override the fear of losing that person
16:36in that context?
16:37Yeah, 100%.
16:38Because this is a lovely bubble, but this isn't real life.
16:41No, it's not.
16:43So...
16:44I think it's just, like, having to fully deep, like, is it actually fully going to work in real life?
16:51And are we ready for it to fully work in real life?
16:54We really don't have long left, and I feel like we've still got some hard chats to have.
17:00We've got to fully work it out before we declare our love in front of our friends and family.
17:06We had the sun on our skin, your hand was eating mine.
17:10And with that stark reminder, Kayleigh has something on her mind.
17:14How are you feeling?
17:16Have you spoken to Amira?
17:17I do want to have, like, more serious conversations now.
17:20Yeah.
17:20Because I feel like the main thing is obviously, like, the difference in lifestyles,
17:25because that's the kind of concern that I have for us.
17:27Yeah.
17:27And maybe just be a bit more honest about the fact that it is quite, like,
17:33maybe that is a bigger deal to me than I've anticipated.
17:37Either way, if you two are meant to be, we'll figure it out.
17:40100%.
17:40How far do you both live from each other?
17:43Like, two and a half hours.
17:44Oh, that's fine.
17:45Like, I wouldn't class that as long distance.
17:46No, I'm not.
17:47In the lesbian world, that's literally you're down the road.
17:49Yeah, yeah.
17:51You're basically in the same house.
17:53How far are you and Elise from each other?
17:54Like, four hours.
17:56Shh.
17:56She's quite far away.
17:58With all the best intentions, but you turn away.
18:03Elise might live far away, but in a mass area full of sapphics,
18:06I tell you what's never too far away, star sign chat.
18:10I don't know how much you'll know about this, but I checked my Uranus.
18:14Oh, yeah.
18:14Which is Aquarius, but it's in 28 degrees.
18:16Told you.
18:17Yeah.
18:18Within Islam, a lot of the Muslims wouldn't agree with star signs.
18:25They literally say it's like, that's forbidden, it's not allowed.
18:28People see things a certain way, like even with being gay as being a sin.
18:33I almost didn't believe that I could be both queer and Muslim,
18:37and it was something that I battled with.
18:42But once I started to understand my religion better,
18:44I understood that you can coincide with the two.
18:49I love being Muslim, but also I'm very proud of who I am as a lesbian.
18:53Whenever you're thinking about, like, the rules that you've been given,
18:57you have to see it through love.
18:59So, for example, sex before marriage,
19:02I feel like I could fall in love and then my heart could be broken.
19:06Do you know what I mean? It's to protect your heart.
19:07Yeah.
19:08With abstinence, you know, I can tie it down with my religion,
19:11because I'm giving them a piece of myself every time we are so intimate together.
19:16But, yeah, it really comes down to, like, not wanting to share that with just anybody.
19:20I want it to be with somebody that I know that I will be in my life for a long
19:25time,
19:25and maybe even eventually, like, get married to or something.
19:29It's a personal perspective. Yeah.
19:31Like, you know, regardless of religion or people around you, like,
19:34you need to stop letting people cloud, like, what you want to do.
19:38Facts.
19:38I just really respect Almyra, and I love how honest she can be with me,
19:43and I'm so grateful that she's my person in here.
19:53The summer of love is nearly over, but there's just time for one final chemistry test.
20:00I wish you well.
20:04Possibly the most important one yet.
20:06I wish you well.
20:10Our Dani has brought a bucket full of mystery with her.
20:13Oh, my God, Dani looks amazing.
20:15Look at the dress!
20:16Which could leave this lot with, well, plenty to think about.
20:21This is my first chemistry test, so I'm excited to see what happens.
20:25A little bit nervous as well.
20:27Don't know what is coming our way, to be honest.
20:31Buongiorno! Buongiorno!
20:32We're now moving to the end of your summer of love,
20:36and today is your final chemistry test.
20:42Wow.
20:43Welcome to Wish You Well.
20:46I wish you well.
20:47You excited?
20:49Yes.
20:50I am.
20:51I've filled the wishing well with hopes and dreams about your futures,
20:56but these wishes haven't come from me.
21:00What?
21:00They've been written by your loved ones.
21:04Oh, my God!
21:05Oh, no!
21:07Oh, my God!
21:07Oh, no!
21:10The last thing I was expecting was, like, a letter from our loved ones.
21:14Yeah.
21:15That was a big, big shock.
21:17Inside the bucket will be a letter from the person who knows you best.
21:22Their deepest desire for the type of partner they hope you've found
21:28and what they think you do not need in a partner.
21:32I'm excited, but also, like, a bit nervous, apprehensive,
21:36to see what's about to come.
21:37This is scary.
21:39Elmira and Kayleigh, please come up to The Wishing Well.
21:53a letter from your mum Trish dear chicken sorry I need like a minute it's okay okay
22:05oh my god get me my mother right now her just calling me chicken just tore me into a million
22:13pieces to be honest my wish is for you to find someone who's kind funny clever and motivated
22:20wants to settle down and start a family ideally you would be with a free spirit as they need to
22:32match your energy with love big Trish that was emotional yeah do you think Elmira matches up to
22:42what your mum wants for you my mum saying that I need a free spirit has made me question things
22:52just because I don't really get the vibe from my mind that she is a free spirit so more things
22:59to
22:59think and more things to talk about Elmira it's your turn she's a letter from your twin Iman what's up
23:11twin my wish for you is that you found a partner who is sarcastic and funny to match your goofiness
23:20even
23:21if it does make you stutter when you talk to buddies you love it really what are the chances this
23:28is
23:28insane when it comes to shared interests a party girl would not be right for you
23:36this is the bit where it all starts to go a little bit downhill I'm a party girl I am
23:44that is what I am the
23:46things that I like she's definitely got right okay talk us through the things that might be a sticking
23:51point yeah I mean I know Kaylee's a party girl and I'm very much a homebody we're getting into that
23:58phase
23:59where if we're going to go through with it we're taking this relationship seriously you know I'd see
24:05where the priorities are next up Lindsay and blessing a letter from your sister Serena take your time I miss
24:24my
24:24sister dearly she's raw she's honest she's amazing she's hilarious I love her so much she is genuinely
24:30my soul mate my wish for you is to find someone sweet caring and funny you need a smart diva
24:36who is
24:37also a listener when it comes to the future it's important to align on things that are important to
24:42you like adoption and spirituality oh okay I also think you would be incompatible with a Pisces Gemini Capricorn or
24:52Aquarius never make the same mistake those triggers star signs for you yeah yeah definitely even that
25:01mix yeah yeah right two of them unfortunately I am a Capricorn Sun and the Aquarius stellium sue me even
25:11worse would be someone who doesn't like Beyonce would you say blessing is the smart diva that your sister
25:18is hoping for for you blessing is definitely a smart diva for sure she's definitely somebody that calms me
25:25um definitely someone that's patient yeah I guess most importantly do you like Beyonce I sure do yeah a lot
25:34of my exes have been Capricorns and the one issue that we have always had was communication and because
25:41me and blessing have had issues with communication in the past it is something that I am worried about
25:47blessing it's not your time it's harder to see the further you dive in a letter from your mom joy
25:57my
25:58wishes for you is that your partner will have a great sense of humor I would hate for you to
26:04be with
26:04someone who's attention-seeking it would also be hard if your partner could express their feelings and
26:14avoided dealing with conflict as arises you need to be able to trust your partner in order for the
26:25relationship to blossom because without trust you will never really feel comfortable I love you so
26:32much ma'am what are the take-home things from this letter feels like trust has come up that's something
26:39from the past yeah people from the past have really destroyed my trust and it's taking me a lot
26:50to build that back up in the past I've been too trusting and people have taken advantage of it trust
26:58has
26:58to be built it has to be earned and I feel like how can I put trust in someone that
27:06I don't even really
27:07know next up to the wishing well Nikita and Pippa a letter from your mom Nisha my wish for you
27:19is
27:19that you found a partner who is a deep thinker because you love a deep conversation you'd love
27:23somebody who keeps active enjoys the outdoors walking cooking bouldering I don't think you'd be
27:30compatible with someone who is stubborn or goes cold during a disagreement since you don't like to be
27:34given the silent treatment lots of love mom people have you ever tried bouldering yeah yeah yeah I've
27:43been going recently oh yeah we've actually spoke good and stubborn was a big no in that context that
27:53you know someone that goes cold and silent that's like the opposite I want to talk about it straight
27:57away like I'm the most open so not stubborn happy to talk things out to be fair you're taking a
28:04lot of
28:04these boxes as I was reading I was like oh my god this is actually so Pippa and I think
28:09that's
28:10obviously a good sign because nobody else in here would have much this letter like Pippa does
28:17Pippa it's your turn now oh it's a letter from my best mate Jack oh wow
28:30take a minute nothing can hold me can hold me like you do nothing this lonely without you
28:37it's a lot to take in any minute now I swear I'm gonna lose my we don't write each other
28:43big paragraphs
28:44or deep letters or really always say how much we we love each other and appreciate each other um it
28:51just just really meant a lot to me my wish for you would be to find your dream person they
28:57should
28:57share your energy and passion and love you for you they would also need to be a good communicator okay
29:03right well this isn't good but you can be a stubborn bastard why I didn't know that lots of love
29:12Jack I
29:13have not seen the stubborn side to Pippa yet but clearly there is one right okay stubborn came up
29:20there let's start with stubborn in what sense like if everyone's like going on a night and I don't want
29:26to go I'm not gonna go on that night out or something like that I'm just quite independent okay
29:31the stubborn bastard one is it just looks so bad because I've just been going on about how I'm not
29:36stubborn but I like to do things my way finally Alicia and the lease come up to the wishing well
29:44Elise you're first up I guess it's really important to hear what the person you love
29:54most wants in someone that you're going to be with they obviously only want the best for you
29:59I'm nervous a letter from your mum Lisa my wish for you would be to have found a partner who
30:07is
30:08loyal adventurous and funny I hope they're a good listener affectionate and patient my biggest fear
30:14is if your partner asks you to move away from us your family love mum wow distance is a big
30:26worry
30:26from mum you should have seen her when I was coming here honestly you think I was going for
30:30like three months oh wow Alicia's from Wales obviously that is a bit of a trek from Essex but I
30:36adore her
30:37and I would travel to Timbuktu Alicia are you ready oh I don't know a letter from your cousin Libby
30:50my
30:50wish for you Alicia would be for you to have found a kind and funny partner who makes you laugh
30:55and keeps
30:55you smiling I'd hate for you to be with someone who is scared of commitment they need to show up
31:00and
31:00not disappear when things get hard or when difficult conversations need to be had an absolute deal
31:05breaker for you would be a long-distance relationship oh god the words absolute deal-breaker I was like
31:13bloody Nora I know that Alicia's done long-distance before and it hasn't worked but she hasn't done it
31:18with me you need presence and availability to build intimacy and share life's moments together I love
31:27love love you Libby what stood out for you um well I don't know what she's on over the long
31:33distance
31:34because every relationship that's what stood out to me so she wants something different for yeah I think
31:41that's the way she's looking at it so obviously things haven't worked out before and obviously every
31:44relationship yeah she said deal-breaker so yeah and Libby said she doesn't want anyone who's scared of
31:51commitment I'll say I might have things up my sleeve anyway so yeah I'm not scared of a commitment no
32:01my
32:02cousin is my best friend she knows me better than I know myself so I think her opinion genuinely means
32:08the most and you know things are always harder to communicate when you're long-distance so I think
32:13all of like the uncomfortable conversations I think we need to start to have I know this has been
32:19emotional I hope that hearing from that special person in your life helps you delve a little bit
32:24deeper into your relationship when you reach the end of your summer of love it will be time for you
32:31to
32:31make your wish for your future whether that's to build a relationship outside the masseria with
32:38your partner or without them time will tell farewell for now farewell indeed Danny get it but how do our
32:53couples feel after getting so deep she knows other things that I've struggled with in the past
33:05trust is a big one for me I used to be too trusting I always give everyone the benefit of
33:10the doubt
33:11that they always had the right intentions and it bit me in the ass and a big thing she didn't
33:17mention
33:17it's the deep thinking I feel like the one thing that I really wanted to have with you more is
33:23more
33:23deep conversations having deep conversation is another thing I really really enjoy and I'm pretty
33:29sure Lindsay's capable of it we just haven't done it as much as I'd like to what does even a
33:34relationship look like for you we haven't really talked about that I mean I haven't been in a
33:37relationship since I was like in university and that was only five years ago five years I don't get
33:42into relationships just to feel comforted mm-hmm I get into a relationship because I'm like okay
33:49this is the person I'm gonna marry yeah you know yeah and it really is something that I don't take
33:54lightly either but it's hard to know when you're really ready for it as well yeah that's definitely
34:00the decision we need to make it's crunch time yeah time in the masseria may be running out but that
34:08doesn't mean fairy godmother Danny can't work her magic and grant a wish for one couple
34:24oh lovely Danny has sorted a date for me and my leash we are surrounded by people all the time
34:30and we
34:30me and Elise haven't had time just with us two this whole experience I'm really excited I think I'm a
34:36bit
34:36nervous like I've got butterflies she doesn't miss a trick that Danny there is something burning on
34:42the tip of my tongue I am very nervous oh oh first date vibes your head stop you have done
35:00how you feeling anyway I have actually been thinking quite a lot about our journey
35:06ever since we had our first conversation by the pool I feel like my eyes just haven't looked in
35:10any other direction well I love how magical is that I hope they stay on me for a very long
35:15time if not
35:16forever does the lung doesn't scare you truth no it doesn't scare me because I haven't done it
35:23it's not easy it does make every time you do spend with each other a lot more like valuable so
35:34that's what I'm really excited about I think it will be so precious to have those times to be like
35:39just us and just have time to ourselves I feel like in my brain now the next step is like
35:46I want to
35:46like navigate it like on the outside world and like start that whole new journey do you know what I
35:53mean
35:53yeah while Elise and Alicia are busy picturing their future Pippa and Nikita are writing their own story
36:05how are you feeling I liked what my mum wrote in my letter and I do feel like she's right
36:11like all
36:12the stuff she said is what I'm looking for in a person yeah yeah definitely yeah I feel like and
36:20then
36:20obviously what Jack wrote for you it was kind of similar like kind of weirdly similar and then
36:26stubborn getting brought up on both sides but like yeah I don't know how you would feel about it if
36:33they mean stubborn is in like in what you want to do in a day that's fine but if it's
36:38in like a
36:38conflict or in like parts of the relationship like isn't like it not taking accountability for
36:43stuff no then then that's the issue yeah I'm not stubborn in like that communication sense
36:49anyway so they've said that they are communicative in conflict but until it actually happens
36:56I can't really know if they're like that or not like you're the mask right now well can we not
37:03switch up the rules yeah we can I like it it's cute it is so scary but at the same
37:08time it's so
37:09exciting I came in here for a connection and the connection's right in front of me I need to just
37:13let my go down well Nikita smooching is certainly one way to do it now let's get back to that
37:19deleted
37:19scene from Gavin and Stacey the final kiss off is sort of I don't want to say a ceremony because
37:26we're
37:26not getting married but you wish maybe I'm a bit scared but you ready yeah
37:37oh my angel oh my god don't I'm gonna cry I think I left you before
37:42back when we were dinosaurs I want to stay in love in this life and the next time
37:48oh my god can't read my letters I can't say that okay
37:51I want to stay in love in this life and the next time
37:56you said no you're the one that asked um we are girlfriends and girlfriends
38:10oh you said it Queen even the Italian sky's an ally now get back to the masseria and share the
38:22good news
38:41our first girlfriend proposal stunning now time to celebrate with something I made earlier
38:48leather and chains divas it's a strap-on party oh oh sorry I mean strapping
38:54I am buzzing to strapping so we're gonna wear minimal clothes chains and straps and whips and
39:03oh my god we're gonna look thick slimy I think my mom might actually have a hernia if she sees
39:10me
39:10like this my mom would faint to the floor my mom would be here for it here doggie come here
39:16naughty
39:16girl let's go I am absolutely ecstatic this is what I was put on the earth to do you actually
39:28love it as far
39:29what do I strap in ladies and gentleness
39:45I don't know where to look I'm looking everywhere
39:49what a way to christen the relationship um same evening then she was calling to me on the floor and
39:55I literally had her on a leash I did never ever thought that sentence would come out of my mouth
40:04oh my god blessing and Lindsay it was turning me the fuck on the spicy
40:12I'm glad that she can secure the wine because I got a lot of ass
40:19the plea was calling to me
40:24yeah feeling like my final form
40:27Nikita's yeah she's looking fucking sexy
40:29definitely got some ideas for what I'm gonna be doing after I get out
40:37oh god everyone just looks so thin like
40:41I just want to eat them all but mostly a leash
40:59and if that strapping party wasn't revealing enough Danny's lined up a game set to explore their relationships
41:07Oh Cosmic
41:16I love crystals so I was actually really excited but then I saw the little envelopes and I got scared
41:22again
41:23the rules are simple pick a crystal and gift it to the person you think needs it most
41:29everyone listen lapis lazuli enhances intuition and promotes good communication gift this crystal to the person who could improve on
41:39their communication
41:40gift this crystal to the person who could improve on their communication
41:40oh that is messy
41:43who are you gonna pick
41:44I'll give this to
41:46this lady it's you
41:48Omar
41:49you guys have been doing a great job so far
41:53thank you thank you
41:54and I think in the future will be really important for you guys
41:58you'll have to communicate
41:59whenever
42:01Kaylee has a little party
42:03yeah we gonna be in constant communication
42:06no offence taken with blessing
42:07I don't think she meant any harm by it
42:09red jasper
42:10stimulate sexual energy
42:13gift these crystals to the couple who have the least sexual chemistry
42:27I can't lie I think this one's mine and Kaylee's
42:31I was thinking that
42:34you know with my like abstinence I feel like it's very different to Kaylee's
42:41um
42:42um
42:43dynamic and sex and stuff
42:45I completely agree
42:46so yeah
42:47yeah yeah yeah yeah
42:48ugh
42:49you know I'm very much in my celibacy era
42:53and
42:55Kaylee's very much not
42:56I would agree
42:58but
42:59yeah
43:00bit orcs actually
43:03Amethyst
43:04associated with crystal clear clarity
43:06gift this crystal to the person who's not being clear with their partner
43:11oh my god
43:13that's true
43:14wow
43:14you have to pick somebody
43:20I'll give it to you
43:22I love it
43:22yes I'm not mad at that
43:23okay
43:24um
43:25I feel like we were both just having our little moment together this morning
43:28so just it might not be as clear
43:30do you know what I mean?
43:31oh my god
43:32is that okay?
43:33very shady boots
43:34very shady boots
43:38yes
43:38how can I give clarity to somebody else when I don't really have that much in my own mind
43:43up until tonight I felt like all the problems we had spoken about were just
43:50I don't know
43:51maybe I'm just overthinking our interactions too much
43:54I don't know
43:55Garnet
43:56associated with passion and sexual confidence
43:58gift this crystal to the person who you think is the sexiest
44:03oh
44:03oh
44:04oh
44:05okay
44:08well
44:08Nikita
44:09no I'm joking
44:09I'm gonna give it to you
44:11I'm gonna give it to my babe
44:12yeah
44:13yeah
44:13give it to Garnet
44:14that's your crystal you don't give one
44:16it's okay
44:18awww
44:19obviously she's my babe and I think she's the hardest in here you know
44:25Lindsay thinks I'm the sexiest person in here that's great
44:29but in the past she did say that there was no sexual chemistry
44:33I know I'm sexy
44:35but she's never used the word sexy to describe me
44:39I feel like I'm missing a key part of all of this
44:44to the happy couple
44:57the crystals have created an energy that's for sure but for blessing it seems it's more than just a game
45:03I think tonight I was fine until I started looking at these and I was like you know what
45:09ah
45:10I'm spiraling
45:12the sexual one
45:13if she didn't give it to anyone else it would have looked weird at this point right
45:16yeah
45:17yeah is it so what do you think about it
45:19remember when I told you that we had a chat in the bedroom and she was like
45:24the sexual attraction's not there
45:26yeah I remember
45:27she never called me sexy
45:30the time is coming to make a decision and I just don't want to be lying to myself
45:35the sexual thing
45:36yeah
45:37it just doesn't add up
45:48she was the one I put it forward and said I'm not really feeling my sexual attraction
45:53clearly she's going a little bit back and forth
45:55I don't feel desired and that's just the truth
45:59I'm gonna tell you something you don't want to hear
46:05I really just want clarity and reassurance
46:10the pressure is on and the final kiss off is coming soon
46:14am I fooling myself again and again
46:17I'm giving you a night for to tell you how I feel
46:27and how I feel
46:33next time on I Kissed a Girl
46:35your friends and family are on their way
46:39I'll do something else I want to talk about first
46:41oh my God
46:42it's so much like pressure it's like a wedding
46:45every time
46:46they live in Wales
46:47no
46:48why
46:51fuck it
46:52she's my girlfriend and I couldn't be more happy about it
46:54you don't want this relationship to slip out of your finger
46:57decision looming and I have to shit or get off the pot really
47:01I'm just thinking like what the hell have they spoke about
47:03today is judgement day
47:07every single person is spiralling
47:11it's like
47:12oh my God
47:12if you're ready to commit
47:14then seal it with a kiss
47:18now
47:21we can
47:37we can
47:39we can
47:41we
47:42we
47:44We are my family, our kids.