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00:03Ethan and I dated in secret for three years but at our grad party he told everyone we're just
00:08friends I'm not into her he matched with another girl 180 and 182 the whole class started shipping
00:16them his text popped up babe let's go on a break just two months we'll be back together once
00:21college starts I hadn't even told him yet I got into a school in Paris now I don't need to
00:26it
00:27was our first post-grad party we can play heart rate challenge if a guy and a girl both hit
00:32over
00:32150 BPM they had to fake date for two months in the first round I got paired with Ethan my
00:41childhood
00:41friend I was too nervous to even look at him my heart rate spiked to 160 Ethan stayed at 80
00:49he
00:49looked at me like I was a stranger the timer went off the room exploded no way you've known her
00:56since
00:56cleaner got her and there's zero spark girl you've throwing yourself at him like that embarrassing
01:02I didn't say a word they had no idea we'd been together for three years I thought we'd finally
01:07go public tonight instead he drew the line next round Ethan got paired with Harper Wells our class
01:14president everyone knew they were sworn enemies but the second they locked eyes Harper's heart rate
01:21shot to 180 Ethan hit 182 total chaos they glared at each other demanding a do-over once again everyone
01:31kept hyping them up until they caved a two-month fake relationship my phone buzzed Ethan's text babe
01:38let's go on a break just two months we'll be together in college I am NOT losing this dare to
01:43Harper I
01:44stared at the screen then just typed okay all summer I dreaded telling him I was leaving now I don't
01:50have to
01:52the party was loud the guys shoved Ethan and Harper into the middle of the room chanting I put my
01:59phone
01:59down and looked up these two supposedly despised each other but both were flushed Ethan pulled Harper in
02:06warning in his voice back off guys it hasn't even been a day Harper turned bright red it's just a
02:14fake
02:15date two months and we're done yo Ethan you're with Harper now so what about Mia she hit 160 just
02:21below YouTube every single person turned to me Ethan barely glanced at me his voice flat we're just
02:28friends I'm not into her just friends two words to wipe out our entire history I was a joke to
02:34them
02:34again oh my god they grew up together and he feels absolutely nothing a basic girl obsessing over the
02:40golden boy she is so delusional I've been hearing this crap for three years I couldn't hide my
02:47feelings the whole school knew I liked him but Ethan he always kept his distance at school he pretended I
02:57didn't even exist whenever people made jokes about us he didn't even bat an eye off campus he'd hold my
03:03hand walking me home but in the alley he'd pin me to the wall and kiss me when I was
03:09upset he'd pull
03:10me in and soothe me Mia Carter likes Ethan Shaw that was the school's favorite joke Ethan Shaw is Mia
03:17Carter's boyfriend that was my secret as the room laughed I started taking shots one after another my
03:30phone buzzed again Ethan you can't hold your liquor stop drinking cut it out I looked right at him he
03:36stood there taking Harper's shots one arm wrapped around her the whole time his feelings for her he
03:42wasn't hiding them anymore the party wrapped up around 1 a.m. it was pouring rain outside right in
03:50front of everyone Ethan offered to walk Harper home he ripped my umbrella right out of my hand Mia
03:56neither of us brought an umbrella we're gonna take this one you can just get a ride from someone
04:01else be safe Mia I'll give it back tomorrow Ethan pulled her away don't let it go to your head
04:07Harper
04:07it's a fake date two months and we're done fine by me I seriously can't stand you anyway they kept
04:14bickering as they walked into the rain disappearing into the dark but I noticed something Ethan tilted the
04:19entire umbrella over Harper his own shoulder was getting completely soaked everyone else cleared
04:25out one by one not a single person asked how I was getting home I stood there as rain mixed
04:32with my
04:32tears Ethan knew I didn't have any other friends in that group he knew nobody was going to offer me
04:38a
04:38ride he took my umbrella left me stranded we swore we'd go public after graduation instead I got dumped and
04:48he ended up with someone else my phone rang it was my mom calling from Paris Mia if you really
04:53want
04:53to you can stay in the States for college we trust Ethan if you two are together your dad and
04:59I won't
04:59stop you I squeezed my eyes shut mom I've made up my mind you can start the paperwork for me
05:04to study
05:05abroad I got home soaked to the bone my phone buzzed Ethan never posted on social media but he just
05:13uploaded a picture caption meet my girlfriend at Harper Wells in the photo his arm was wrapped around
05:20her he was smiling like he had the whole world Harper had her arms crossed glaring at him fierce but
05:26adorable the comments were blowing up called it three years ago enemies to lover is real Ethan went public
05:34so fast his childhood biddy must be sobbing right now why would she cry besides daddy's money what does
05:41she even have further down someone dug up an awful picture of me from last year's track meet they turned
05:47it into a meme I locked my screen collapsed onto the couch not good enough that phrase had haunted me
05:54since
05:54the day I met Ethan he was the golden boy the best at everything I was ordinary practically invisible at
06:02school he never came near me but whenever someone messed with me he was the first to show up once
06:07he
06:07fought a whole group of guys to protect me he almost got suspended after that we started dating in
06:15secret I actually thought I was special to him senior year Harper transferred in gorgeous and smart
06:29she instantly took his spot at the top he wasn't having it he started picking fights with her
06:37fighting over grades over competitions the loser had to do what the winner said the whole school ship
06:46Ethan always complained loudly about it I had never seen him like that later I figured it out that's
06:54what a teenage boy looks like when he really likes someone picking fights was just to get her
07:00attention when she gave a speech his eyes never left her when she had cramps he secretly brought her
07:08painkillers and chocolate when she failed a test he pushed her to study harder I was truly scared after
07:17our first midterms Harper's rank dropped way down Ethan got first place but he didn't brag this time
07:27he canceled our dates spent all his free time tutoring Harper for months before finals I barely saw him
07:35I begged him to let me tag along Ethan patted my head Mia you can't keep up just study at
07:41home we'll go
07:42public after graduation you can't keep up he drew a hard line right between us but the words go public
07:48kept me waiting like a fool nothing else mattered as long as he came back to me but today it
07:55hit me
07:57the kids at school weren't the only ones looking down on me Ethan was one of them
08:03I cried myself to sleep on the couch when I woke up the rain had stopped the doorbell rang
08:09I opened it Ethan stood there his tone impatient I deleted those nasty comments that post was fake
08:15my mom asked you to come over for dinner let's go Mia can you believe it this kid has been
08:21hiding
08:21his girlfriend for this long thanks for the umbrella Ethan left in such a hurry last night he forgot to
08:26return it to you you two are absolutely perfect together my son should be with a girl this
08:32outstanding oh please don't say that my hand froze on my fork I applied to Columbia University what about
08:39you Harper Columbia no way I'm losing to you Mia where did you apply Mia's grades are average Columbia
08:46might be a stretch but she can pick a safety school in the same city before we broke up that
08:52was exactly my
08:53plan but not anymore I'll think about it later Ethan's face darkened my phone buzzed under the table I didn't
09:00text back after dinner Linda gave Ethan some cash Harper called out to me come along we're all friends here
09:07you
09:08coming you guys go ahead I'm not feeling very well he looked relieved grabbed Harper's hand and walked out maybe
09:16I had
09:16lost this game before it even started I got home and crashed woke up to non-stop buzzing
09:24Ethan and Harper both posted pictures from the amusement park the comment section was flooded with hearts
09:30then he posted something else suddenly I don't want this to end I wasn't even surprised I knew it before
09:38he did next morning Ethan showed up at my door brought over soup and meds you're still sick take your
09:47medicine I'm fine he stuck his foot in the door how long are you going to keep this up we're
09:52already
09:53broken up go find Harper Harper and I are just pretending the one I want is you
10:05you say you want me but you posted never let go about her that post you saw it yeah I
10:14saw it
10:16the umbrella always tilted toward her you threw that exam so she could take first if you want her so
10:23bad
10:23why did you even bother with me confirmation email my one-way ticket to Paris was booked
10:35Ethan stopped coming by after that he and Harper went everywhere posting pictures every day I stayed
10:41home prepping for my APs and my French proficiency exam admissions results came out Ethan was valedictorian
10:48Harper was salutatorian both got into Columbia I overachieved broke into the top 10 my counselor
10:55pushed me to take a full ride to a top 20 school down south drop the attitude we're going to
11:00New York
11:00together I'll handle your enrollment we're done where I go to college is none of your business
11:10a few days later I got two acceptance letters one from Paris the other from a no-name safety school
11:16in New York Ethan had logged into my student portal he changed my enrollment I called him he picked
11:22up on the first ring I didn't want us to be too far apart it's still a college degree he
11:28knew that
11:28school was a joke next to the offers I'd earned he did it anyway is my entire future just a
11:34joke to you
11:35Mia your grades were a fluke you've always been average that school is fine once we're married I'll provide for
11:42you
11:44one sentence that's all it took to erase everything I worked for
11:49I studied myself to the bone just to be worthy of him I clawed my way from the bottom to
11:54the top 10
11:55Ethan only ever looked at the top 5 to him I was still just average you're a psycho
12:01I hung up called admissions to report the tampering then finalized everything for Paris
12:11last day of school Mia Carter is such a loser turned down a full ride for a trash school just
12:18to chase a guy someone had covered it in red sharpie slut homewrecker desperate
12:24the whole class was laughing hysterically Ethan and Harper walked in they froze when they saw my desk
12:30who did this clean it up right now it was the first time he ever lost his cool in public
12:38it's just a joke she asked for it don't you hate her anyway no I don't wait Ethan you like
12:44Mia Carter
12:45everyone stared at him I waited too if he just admitted it all the rumors would die right there like
12:51her not a chance
12:52I have a girlfriend stop making things up the class erupted again I ran out in tears the sharp laughter
13:00echoed
13:01behind me my phone buzzed text from Ethan every time he played it cool he was twisting a knife in
13:07my chest
13:09the day I left for Paris Ethan found me where are you going school his eyes lit up he immediately
13:17grabbed my suitcase
13:18your school starts this early let me drive you to the airport
13:22toss them in his trunk before I could even object
13:27drop the attitude we agreed to get back together this fall
13:34be good at school I'll come see you in a few days
13:36after security I didn't head for the domestic terminal I turned and walked toward international departures
13:43I pulled out my phone text from Ethan I stared at it for two seconds
13:49then I blocked his number
13:50goodbye Ethan we're done
13:54right before takeoff a link popped up in the class group chat
13:59someone was on Instagram live
14:02Harper's birthday party
14:04thank you all for coming to my birthday party
14:06happy birthday
14:08make a wish Harper
14:09my birthday wish is to be with Ethan forever
14:12Ethan I like you
14:14not because of that bet
14:15I've had feelings for you ever since our first fight
14:19I thought about that night
14:21the night I told Ethan how I felt
14:24I... I like you
14:26then I ran
14:28he caught up to me
14:29eyes burning
14:30I like you too Maya
14:33he kissed my forehead
14:34we're going to be together forever
14:36back then I really thought forever meant something
14:41now boarding flight to Paris
14:45I hope you'll be happy
14:48I turned off my phone
14:49that wish wasn't for them
14:52it was for me
14:56I didn't find out what happened at the party until much later
14:59the room went completely quiet
15:01everyone was waiting for Ethan's answer
15:03Harper looked up at him
15:04her cheeks burning
15:05she let go of all her pride
15:07Ethan said nothing
15:08the silence dragged on
15:10Harper I'm sorry
15:11the fake dating ends here
15:13let's call it off early
15:15everyone froze
15:16a tear slipped down her face
15:18why?
15:20I can't say yes to you
15:22did you ever even like me?
15:24Ethan looked down
15:25no response
15:26Harper's expression shifted
15:29is it because of Mia Carter?
15:31at the sound of my name
15:34I knew it
15:36you love her don't you?
15:37the entire room held its breath
15:39Ethan clenched his fists
15:41both hands were shaking
15:42he wanted to deny it
15:43but this time
15:44he couldn't get the words out
15:45I love her
15:48I love Mia Carter
15:50I always have
15:52I was attracted to you sure
15:54but Mia
15:56she became part of my life
15:57a long time ago
15:58I can't be without her
16:01Ethan Shaw
16:02you are an absolute bastard
16:04she turned and walked out
16:06slammed the door behind her
16:11the second Harper walked out
16:12Ethan texted me on iMessage
16:15the message turned green
16:17not delivered
16:18he hit resend
16:19not delivered again
16:20he called
16:2010 times
16:2115 times
16:22straight to voicemail
16:24texts
16:24calls
16:25all social media
16:26I blocked him on everything
16:28he drove to my house
16:29it was pitch black
16:30and completely empty
16:31he sat on the porch
16:32typing non-stop
16:33from then on
16:35he texted me
16:35every single day
16:38on the first day of college
16:40Ethan went straight
16:40to that no-name university
16:41in New York
16:42hello
16:43may I ask if there is a new
16:44student named Mia registered
16:46had no student by that name
16:48he flipped through the freshman
16:49directory from A to Z
16:50no Mia Carter
16:52I never enrolled there
16:54years later
16:55his mom filled in the blanks
16:56he completely broke down
16:58tried everything to find me
17:00finally a teacher told him
17:01I went to Paris
17:02Mia said stop calling
17:04she doesn't want to see you
17:05Ethan I watched you grow up
17:07I always thought you were a good kid
17:09but this time
17:10you really broke her
17:11if you care about her
17:12let her go
17:12Linda told me he hung up the phone
17:15and he cried
17:16for the very first time
17:23when I first got here
17:25I couldn't understand anything
17:27every lecture sounded like noise to me
17:29I ordered food in the dining hall
17:32by pointing through the glass
17:33but it slowly got better
17:35my French improved every day
17:37I started raising my hand in class
17:39the first time I nailed a full presentation
17:42the whole room applauded
17:43I never felt that way back in my hometown
17:45back home I was just the invisible nobody
17:48the basic girl who wasn't nearly good enough for Ethan
17:50standing next to Ethan I disappeared
17:52next to him I faded into the background
17:53it took me a long time to realize
17:55I was never as average as they said
17:59Mia I came looking for you
18:01I'm standing right outside your campus
18:03just see me one last time
18:11I never thought he'd actually fly halfway across the world for me
18:15two months apart he looked completely different
18:18and exactly the same
18:19I'm sorry I know it's too late
18:22but I need you to hear it
18:24I'm in love with you
18:25a confession that came way too late
18:27if he had said this before we broke up
18:30it might have actually worked
18:31but we were done
18:35okay I hear you
18:36now what
18:41come back no more breaks
18:43the second we get back
18:44we go public
18:46these past two months
18:48I've missed you every single day
18:50you asked for this break
18:53now you're begging to fix it
18:54you tell me you love me
18:56but you told the whole world I meant nothing
18:58you made me wait for three years
19:02know how that felt
19:04hearing I'm not into her broke me
19:06I pushed myself to the lip trying to reach you
19:08and you called it a fleek
19:10you never cared
19:11you always look down on me
19:13I swear I can be better
19:14I'll do whatever it takes
19:16this is as far as you go
19:18we're done here
19:19go home Ethan
19:23Ethan didn't stop
19:24he somehow got my email address
19:27after flying back
19:28he emailed me every single day
19:30it's raining in New York
19:31do you have your umbrella
19:33today is our anniversary
19:34I ordered cake and flowers
19:37I never replied to a single one
19:39he sent a massive email
19:41saying how much he regretted everything
19:43saying he finally made up for every public denial
19:47on Instagram online
19:49in front of everyone
19:50claiming me as his girlfriend
19:52the class group chat had 99 plus notifications
19:55someone took a screenshot of his Instagram post
19:58an old picture of us
20:00he wrote
20:00Mia Carter
20:01I owe you a public apology
20:03you spent years chasing me
20:04now it's my turn
20:05I'll wait
20:06if you ever look back
20:07I'll be here
20:08the comments were blowing up
20:10Ethan replied to every single one
20:12with the exact same sentence
20:13I like Mia Carter
20:15I always have
20:15three years later
20:16he finally said it in front of the whole world
20:19but it was way too late
20:23time flew by
20:24I truly came into my own in Paris
20:26that relationship was like a violent summer storm
20:29the rain stopped
20:30and it was over
20:32sometimes I still dreamed about home
20:34waking up still stung a little
20:36but only sometimes
20:38I started dressing for me
20:39and got asked out by quite a few guys
20:43I stayed in the top 3 of my major
20:45a professor even asked me to be his research assistant
20:48I made a solid group of friends
20:50we traveled every single break
20:52on my birthday
20:54my friend grabbed my hand
20:55Mia you are incredible
20:57you deserve the world
20:58I broke down and hugged her
21:00because no one had ever said that to me before
21:03it took me a long time to tell myself
21:06Mia Carter you are brilliant
21:09and you are more than enough
21:10in my final year
21:12I applied for my masters
21:13when the email dropped
21:14my hands shook
21:15I saw it and broke down
21:16all those years of being ignored
21:18being laughed at
21:19being told I wasn't good enough
21:20all of it
21:21just gone
21:24before the semester
21:25I flew home with my parents
21:27three years later
21:28I was standing in Ethan's house again
21:30his parents were exactly the same
21:31Linda fussed at me for disappearing
21:33saying she was worried sick
21:35she said if she had known Ethan and I were together
21:37she never would have pushed Harper onto him
21:39she told me Ethan never moved on
21:41all through college
21:43no girlfriends
21:44none after taking over the family business either
21:46we talked for a long time that afternoon
21:49when I walked out of his house
21:50it was raining
21:51I was digging in my bag for cover
21:52when an umbrella blocked the rain
21:54Ethan
21:54three years
21:55he looked exactly the same
21:57except for something quiet behind his eyes
21:59he had rushed back so fast
22:01his tie was crooked
22:02he insisted on walking me back
22:03our houses were barely a minute apart
22:05but he insisted
22:06a path we had walked a million times before
22:14congratulations on the master's program
22:18thanks
22:18a one minute walk
22:19it took us ten
22:21neither of us said a word
22:22right by my front door
22:23he called my name
22:25Mia Carter
22:25he looked at me
22:26his eyes heavy with something
22:28I couldn't even name
22:29I'm sorry
22:31and
22:31I'm going to keep waiting
22:33I knew he wouldn't back down
22:35stop waiting Ethan
22:36I've let it go
22:38it's time for you to move on too
22:39I said my last words
22:41and shut the door
22:42through the door
22:42I heard him sobbing
22:44choked
22:44muffled by the rain
22:50but my life
22:51it would never be trapped in that storm again
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