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00:00:28Stop it!
00:00:40hey hey how's everything going yeah fine yeah yeah good i just thought i'd call actually mom
00:00:48i'm about to head out so i better go oh just wait can you just hang on a minute
00:00:53mom has something happened mom oh i fractured my leg oh god i know do i need to come home
00:01:29hello mum
00:01:58mom
00:02:21mom
00:02:36shit mom are you okay oh dee darling hello you're here yeah mom should you be doing that
00:02:42yes let me help i can jump in there it's okay i've got it i've got it i'm injured but
00:02:46i'm
00:02:46not useless no i didn't mean that you were you're early if i'd known i would have changed
00:02:51done made something for tea oh dear look well thank you thank you thank you for coming
00:03:15i know it's been a bit of a drama no it's all good i got some time at work so
00:03:24how's the leg still attached that's good
00:03:30i brought you this oh no i can't because i'm the painkiller so but then again could help
00:03:49what's with that uh um i don't know just an old house i guess yeah it's all looking a bit
00:03:55sad
00:03:57hmm well um i do try my best no i of course you do i just i meant that i'm
00:04:05here now
00:04:06and i can help but whatever you need yeah um okay well i'm gonna put this in the fridge
00:04:14and why don't you um do you want to put your stuff away in your room yeah
00:04:23it's still i haven't changed it
00:04:33so
00:04:39so
00:04:42so
00:04:43so
00:05:42Yeah, I'm in here time.
00:05:45Has someone been staying in my old room?
00:05:48What?
00:05:50No.
00:05:51Well, actually, no, sometimes I do because my windows rattle when it's windy, so.
00:05:58Why is all my old stuff out then?
00:06:01I can barely hear you, darling.
00:06:05Just come in.
00:06:09There's nothing you haven't seen before.
00:06:12Mum, if you want to have a bath you should have told me.
00:06:14I could have helped you in.
00:06:17I can get in the bath.
00:06:21You can get in too if you want.
00:06:24I used to love having a bath with me when you were little.
00:06:27Splash all the water out.
00:06:36I just wasn't expecting you to come back so grown up.
00:06:41Being stuck in this house, it feels like nothing has changed at all.
00:06:46Mum, you tell me if something was wrong.
00:06:49Right?
00:06:51Mm-hmm.
00:06:51Yep.
00:06:54Mum.
00:06:56We've got...
00:06:57We've got plenty of time to talk about everything.
00:07:01Let me help.
00:07:09Thanks.
00:07:14I'm really not sure who you look like now.
00:07:26You look like me, Mum.
00:07:30Oh, I'm...
00:07:32I'm sorry.
00:07:37Fuck.
00:07:58I think...
00:08:18Mum?
00:08:22Mum, are you alright?
00:08:23Alright?
00:08:57Food.
00:09:02Don't get away from me.
00:09:03I'm just gonna try it!
00:09:05Dean?
00:09:07Dean, where are you going?
00:09:10Dean, wait!
00:09:12No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no!
00:09:16What the fuck?
00:09:27Finally someone else can see me and I still can't leave the property.
00:09:30Aw, honey.
00:09:32We talked about not getting your hopes up.
00:09:35What is this?
00:09:37I mean, what is she?
00:09:40Um, she's right here.
00:09:43I think we settled on...
00:09:45Ghost.
00:09:46Spirit.
00:09:47Unresolved drama.
00:09:49Picky fave.
00:09:51So she's...
00:09:52I'm you.
00:09:53Obviously.
00:09:54From before.
00:09:55Before you left.
00:09:57I think I was feeling sad and lonely and then strange things started happening.
00:10:04Fuses blowing and lights flickering and...
00:10:07Not super original, I know.
00:10:09And then one day, Dee just appeared in the dam while dripping with mud.
00:10:14Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:10:15How long ago did this happen?
00:10:18Couple of years.
00:10:19721 days.
00:10:20And you're only just telling me this now.
00:10:23Okay, when would she have told you?
00:10:24You haven't been home in, like, ages.
00:10:26Tea.
00:10:27It's a lot to take in.
00:10:28Sorry, she's...
00:10:29Do not apologise to him.
00:10:31He comes back and I'm still stuck here.
00:10:33Look, he won't even look at me.
00:10:34Deanna, calm down.
00:10:35Do not tell me to calm down.
00:10:37He dumped his stuff in my room.
00:10:39In my room?
00:10:40What, you're gonna sleep in my bed too?
00:10:41Okay.
00:10:42This can't be real.
00:10:43You're.
00:10:44Not.
00:10:44Real.
00:10:45Yes, I am!
00:10:47Okay, everyone, bed now.
00:11:12It's all right.
00:11:14Yeah.
00:11:18I don't know.
00:11:21Look, we got off to a bit of a turbo start, but Mum said that we should, you know, get
00:11:26to know each other.
00:11:27So, uh, tell me, what do we do?
00:11:33Like for work?
00:11:38Okay then.
00:11:46So do we have a girlfriend?
00:11:50Wait, are we still gay?
00:11:59Wow. 24 and no partner.
00:12:04Sad.
00:12:07You know this is like big shit for me too, right?
00:12:10I mean, I knew that you'd become a guy or whatever.
00:12:15I found photos.
00:12:17There's still a lot seeing you up close.
00:12:20And I have some questions.
00:12:23Like when did we become such an arsehole?
00:12:25Okay.
00:12:26Look, I don't know how this whole ghost thing works.
00:12:29But you can cross over now.
00:12:30Or vanquish yourself.
00:12:31Or whatever it is you do.
00:12:33I'm here now.
00:12:34Alright?
00:12:40You're right.
00:12:42You're right.
00:12:42You really have no idea how this works.
00:12:53Hello?
00:12:59Anyone home?
00:13:04George?
00:13:06Holy shit.
00:13:09Dude!
00:13:10Dude!
00:13:11Dude, your face!
00:13:12Look at your beard!
00:13:16What are you doing here?
00:13:17I was just passing and I saw your car.
00:13:20You still live here?
00:13:22In Tewoo?
00:13:23Yeah, of course.
00:13:24Right.
00:13:25I mean, I just didn't think that you would stay and-
00:13:27Man!
00:13:28Look at you!
00:13:29Oh my god!
00:13:31So, what do I call you now?
00:13:35Darcy.
00:13:37Darcy.
00:13:39I like it.
00:13:41Thanks.
00:13:42I chose it from a list.
00:13:44Jesus!
00:13:46What the heck?
00:13:49What are you looking at?
00:13:50Oh my god.
00:13:51Are you okay?
00:13:52Yeah, I'm fine.
00:13:53What was that?
00:13:55Nothing.
00:13:55Let's just catch up.
00:14:01Good morning.
00:14:02Did you just try to kill George with a drain pipe?
00:14:04Wait, what?
00:14:06George?
00:14:06George Maynard, from school.
00:14:09George was here?
00:14:10Yes.
00:14:12Oh.
00:14:16Well, it was probably just an accident.
00:14:18Well, does that happen every time someone comes over?
00:14:21Well, we don't really have visitors anymore.
00:14:24But there are always people at this house.
00:14:27Neighbours.
00:14:28Or art club kids.
00:14:29I mean, you're still doing art club, right?
00:14:31Things have changed.
00:14:33Did she do this?
00:14:35No!
00:14:36I fell off a chair.
00:14:37Don't be so dramatic.
00:14:38Mum!
00:14:39She's out of control.
00:14:40Yes.
00:14:41Yes.
00:14:42Things are hard.
00:14:43With D.
00:14:44They're great, but also hard.
00:14:47She's stuck.
00:14:48She's just so frustrated.
00:14:49She doesn't mean it.
00:14:50You remember what you were like?
00:14:52I'd hoped that with you being here would help her process her emotions.
00:14:56And then what are we supposed to do?
00:14:58Just walk around and play happy families?
00:14:59You said you wanted to help.
00:15:01That is what I am trying to do, Mum.
00:15:03She needs to go.
00:15:04She is ruining your life.
00:15:06You don't know what our life is like.
00:15:07How could you know?
00:15:08You're the one that cut me out.
00:15:23I'm sorry about before.
00:15:26With George?
00:15:29I know I can be...
00:15:31too much.
00:15:49Cool potty trick, huh?
00:15:52Hmm.
00:16:03Tastes like shit.
00:16:04Yeah, Rosé's gonna grow on you at about 21.
00:16:08I'm listening.
00:16:11I work in a call centre.
00:16:13I live in a house with two housemates.
00:16:15And no, I do not have a partner.
00:16:18So we live a life that's boring?
00:16:20It's not boring.
00:16:23I'm 17.
00:16:24No one can see me.
00:16:25And I spend every second in a house with my mum.
00:16:29I know boring.
00:16:31I just wish I could see it.
00:16:34The city.
00:16:35A night out.
00:16:37A job.
00:16:40I'd even go feral for hot chips from Harry's.
00:16:43I can get you some.
00:16:45With gravy.
00:16:46With gravy.
00:16:46My...
00:16:57przezivio.
00:17:03Was it scary, changing that way?
00:17:08It was scary, but it was right.
00:17:18Let's try this again
00:17:35Oh, God
00:17:37Sorry
00:17:39I was gonna tell you, I just
00:17:44When did you do?
00:17:46It's okay
00:17:47Really, it's not a big deal
00:17:54There was nothing wrong with your body
00:17:58You were so beautiful
00:18:08Sorry
00:18:09Oh, shit
00:18:30I look down in my body
00:18:34It doesn't feel my own
00:18:39Like clothing unclean
00:18:43Oh, can we?
00:18:44Oh, something like that
00:18:49Wanted to take it off
00:18:54Take off my body
00:18:59Wanted to take it off
00:19:03Oh, shit
00:19:12I waited
00:19:14I was angry
00:19:17I was bad
00:19:19And I sent this in forever
00:19:22And I've been by the road
00:19:25And I've been mad till I joke
00:19:29I'm gone, I'm gone
00:20:04Dee?
00:20:11Dee?
00:20:13Dee?
00:20:14Dee? Honey, where are you?
00:20:16Dee?
00:20:28Morning!
00:20:32What the hell is going on?
00:20:35I've looked all over the house and I can't find her anywhere
00:20:38I don't know
00:20:40Last time I saw her she was with you
00:20:42And you just decided to burn all the things
00:20:44Why would you do that?
00:20:46I just...
00:20:48I needed to cleanse
00:20:50She never disappears like this
00:20:55Oh my god
00:20:57The fire!
00:20:59What?
00:21:00The fire!
00:21:01It's done something to Dee
00:21:03Well how would the fire affect her?
00:21:05I don't know but she was fine before and now she's gone
00:21:08And you know she can't leave
00:21:10Oh my god, why would you do something like this?
00:21:13Why did you have to mess with everything?
00:21:15I didn't mean to
00:21:16It was just my old things
00:21:18I was upset okay, I didn't think that it would
00:21:21It's not like there's some rule book on this stuff
00:21:25Is there?
00:21:41I brought you a tea
00:21:45It's this smoked black tea that my housemate buys
00:21:48It's kind of intense but I got you a pack
00:21:50I know that you like it before bed so I thought that you could have some and you could drink
00:21:56Look I know that you're upset about Dee and I am really sorry I didn't mean for anything to happen
00:22:01to her
00:22:01But I'm here now and maybe it's for the best
00:22:08Seriously mum can you just look at me when I'm trying to
00:22:10Ow!
00:22:10Mum!
00:22:11Shit!
00:22:12Oh what?
00:22:13Mum, it's okay I've got it
00:22:17Oh fuck
00:22:21That looks deep mum, you might need stitches
00:22:37Don't
00:22:38Don't
00:23:00Don't
00:23:01Hello
00:23:02I'm Nora, sorry for waiting
00:23:04Hi
00:23:04Hi Brian, thank you so much
00:23:05Oh my pleasure
00:23:06You're fitting me in again, another emergency
00:23:07Oh absolutely
00:23:08In the last minute
00:23:09That's wonderful
00:23:10My pleasure
00:23:11Very grateful
00:23:12Hi, how are you, Brian?
00:23:15Oh, sorry, you didn't remember
00:23:18It's...
00:23:19Deanna
00:23:19It's Darcy
00:23:21Actually
00:23:22Oh, yes, hi
00:23:24Sorry
00:23:26Didn't recognise you all
00:23:27Grown up
00:23:28Yeah
00:23:29Sorry
00:23:30Neither do I
00:23:30She's my daughter
00:23:32Mum
00:23:34But um, you know, I'm very happy for the help, the support
00:23:37She's got food
00:23:38And everything
00:23:40I know
00:23:41What an idiot
00:23:42Deanna
00:23:43Is my...
00:23:44Sorry
00:23:45Hi
00:23:45She's my...
00:23:46Daughter
00:23:49I don't recognise her either
00:23:52Oi, slow down
00:23:54Hey, stop
00:23:56Hello
00:23:57Leg
00:23:58I'm sorry
00:23:59I'm sorry, did you even hear yourself in there?
00:24:01Oh
00:24:01Do you have any idea how hard it is for me to be back here?
00:24:04And you can't even...
00:24:06Are you ashamed of me?
00:24:07No
00:24:07Or is that what this is?
00:24:08No, no, no
00:24:09I was trying to help
00:24:11You can't expect Brian to understand all that gender stuff
00:24:15Right, Mum
00:24:16A doctor
00:24:17Yeah, but he's old fashioned
00:24:19It'd just be awkward
00:24:20Mum, awkward for who?
00:24:22Come on
00:24:23No
00:24:23No
00:24:24You're always choosing someone else instead of me
00:24:26I'm here
00:24:28I'm real
00:24:30And you wonder why I don't come home
00:24:44I don't recognise her either
00:24:46I don't recognise her either
00:25:08Hey
00:25:09Hey
00:25:10Hey
00:25:11You still work here?
00:25:13Uh, actually I run it
00:25:15A couple of years now
00:25:16Yeah?
00:25:18Yeah
00:25:19Thanks
00:25:24The place looks, um
00:25:28Different
00:25:29Different
00:25:31Gee, thanks
00:25:32No, I didn't mean that
00:25:34I mean, it looks
00:25:34It looks good
00:25:36I think it looks good
00:25:36Do you?
00:25:37Yeah, I like it a lot more than
00:25:39More than
00:25:40Uh
00:25:41Didn't
00:25:43On the house, obviously
00:25:47Oh, wait, almost forgot
00:25:52It's square night
00:25:53Oh
00:25:58Oh
00:26:03I mean, it's
00:26:04Never exactly a packed house
00:26:06But
00:26:07The locals still come
00:26:08Everyone's actually been great
00:26:11Really open, you know
00:26:17Is that?
00:26:23Pretty wild, huh?
00:26:27God, we look so
00:26:28Different?
00:26:32Yeah
00:26:33Can't believe you kept all this stuff
00:26:35Of course, dude
00:26:37Can't just erase our history
00:26:45Yeah
00:26:46Yeah
00:26:48Just a bit of home to take with you
00:26:56You look better now
00:27:01You look like you
00:27:07Hello
00:27:08Hello
00:27:09I found you
00:27:12Anora
00:27:23So, um
00:27:30About
00:27:31Earlier
00:27:31Mum, we don't have to talk about it
00:27:33Yes
00:27:33I mean
00:27:34I know we don't
00:27:35I mean
00:27:35I mean
00:27:37No
00:27:39We do need to talk about it
00:27:43The way I handled today
00:27:45I didn't realise
00:27:46Um
00:27:47I should've
00:27:48But I'm
00:27:51I'm still learning
00:27:53And we didn't talk about it
00:27:55After that dinner
00:27:55And
00:27:57But
00:27:58I'm sorry
00:28:02Really, I'm sorry
00:28:06I just think sometimes
00:28:10I truly miss my daughter
00:28:13Sorry
00:28:15Am I allowed to say that?
00:28:30Here
00:28:32Shall we?
00:28:34Today
00:28:36Yeah, well
00:28:37She'd expect it, wouldn't she?
00:28:39Bloody diva
00:28:47Thanks
00:28:47That
00:28:48That
00:28:49That
00:28:49That
00:28:50The
00:28:50You know
00:28:54Ah
00:28:56Ah
00:28:57Ah
00:28:57Ah
00:29:00Ah
00:29:01Ah
00:29:03No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:29:37What the hell?
00:29:39Is he burning my shit?
00:29:45I'm outside the fence.
00:29:50I'm free!
00:30:04Oh, darling, don't be mean.
00:30:07You know you mean so much to me.
00:30:13Still don't know what I'm waiting for.
00:30:16Everywhere I look is open door.
00:30:21Yeah!
00:30:23I'll meet you someday.
00:30:26Give me a little bit of my mind.
00:30:30Give me a little bit of my mind.
00:30:31Give me a little inspiring.
00:30:38No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:30:41When did this happen?
00:30:49What the hell, Harry?
00:30:59Can't let me do it.
00:31:01It's too fast.
00:31:02I can't even see it.
00:31:03It's so fast.
00:31:05It's so fast.
00:31:07All right, now I'm going to get stripes, hey?
00:31:12Good job.
00:31:13All right, come on, sweetheart.
00:31:13We're going to go to the shop.
00:31:15Quickly.
00:31:18Hey, come in.
00:31:22Hey, wait!
00:31:23Wait!
00:31:50Hey, please.
00:31:51Uh-huh.
00:31:51Hey.
00:31:56That was a very quick exit.
00:31:57Are you...
00:31:58You okay?
00:31:59Yeah, fine.
00:32:02All right.
00:32:03You've got everything you need.
00:32:04So, um...
00:32:05I'll see you in the morning.
00:32:07Wait, wait.
00:32:14Is that what...
00:32:16you and Dee were reading?
00:32:18Yeah.
00:32:22It hasn't really hit me that she's gone.
00:32:33It's for the best, though, right?
00:32:35Yeah.
00:32:37Right.
00:32:45The love, respect, and confidence of my children...
00:32:48was the sweetest reward I could receive...
00:32:54for my efforts to be the woman I would have them copy.
00:33:17Oh, yeah.
00:33:19Yeah.
00:33:21I've been thinking.
00:33:24I've been thinking.
00:33:25control. You remember what you were like. You really have no idea how this works.
00:34:01You alright mate? Who's this flowing? I've never seen them before.
00:34:33Hey. Hey wait. Get away from me. Stop. You stop. You tried to get rid of me. I didn't try
00:34:43to do anything. Dude you literally burnt all my stuff. No it's my stuff. I just thought that maybe we
00:34:47were good. But like you liked me. Just please. Alright I need you to get in the car so I
00:34:53can sort this mess out. I'm not going anywhere with you. Okay we can.
00:34:55You can't just be out here can you? Clearly I can. There can't be two of us walking around. Why
00:34:59not? Because this is my life. So it's just you or me? No you cannot just erase me. I'm finally
00:35:09out. I am not giving that up. Okay what's your big plan then huh? You got no money. No one
00:35:16can actually see you. I'm gonna leave just like you did. I'm gonna go to Sydney and steal your fucking
00:35:24life.
00:35:26Get off me. Get off me. Oi. Get off her you perv. Holy shit. Let her go asshole. You can
00:35:34see her?
00:35:34I don't know. I don't know. No no no no no.
00:35:59So they just took off with your car. Like how did they even get the keys?
00:36:03They must have grabbed him while we were fighting or something.
00:36:05Jesus. What did they look like? I probably know them.
00:36:08Didn't really see their faces. I just want to go home.
00:36:13Darcy someone fully punched you in the face. Like what is going on?
00:36:16Can you just stop asking? Please?
00:36:21I'm just trying to help you.
00:36:23Actually just stop the car.
00:36:24What?
00:36:24I'd like you to pull over please. I want to get out.
00:36:26Okay.
00:36:30It's okay.
00:36:31Don't tell me that it's okay.
00:36:34You don't understand what any of this is like for me.
00:36:37You don't even know me.
00:36:39I don't know you.
00:36:41Okay.
00:36:42Yeah I guess I don't know you.
00:36:46Enjoy your walk.
00:36:51Okay.
00:37:08Oh god.
00:37:18This is awful.
00:37:20Oh, let's take this off.
00:37:22All right.
00:37:28It doesn't look broken.
00:37:29Looks like it's probably bruised.
00:37:36Dee did this.
00:37:39I saw her last night outside the pub.
00:37:41She's out there.
00:37:43And people can see her.
00:37:44And she's taken my car and she's gone to Sydney.
00:37:46And I don't know how to fix it, Mom.
00:37:47I'm sorry.
00:37:48Shh, shh, shh.
00:37:48Okay.
00:37:49It's okay.
00:37:49It's okay.
00:37:50It's okay.
00:37:50I'm here.
00:37:52We're going to figure this out.
00:37:54Shit.
00:38:01What the fuck?
00:38:13Come on!
00:38:36Oh, are you fucking kidding me?
00:38:57Give it a try.
00:39:04Dee couldn't leave the property line, so...
00:39:16Okay, so I'm not stuck.
00:39:19Yet.
00:39:21What the hell is happening to me?
00:39:23Maybe the longer that she's out there, the more you become...
00:39:27What?
00:39:28Like trading places.
00:39:30Oh my God, am I going to disappear?
00:39:32Hey.
00:39:32I just cease to exist while she gets to be out there and I'm just stuck in here, just trapped.
00:39:36Stop.
00:39:36We will fix this.
00:39:38Okay?
00:39:39We're going to fix it.
00:39:41We will.
00:39:46Well, your bonfire set it free, so if we want to undo whatever's happening between you two, maybe we start
00:39:53by undoing this.
00:39:56Okay.
00:39:58It could be about putting things back where they were.
00:40:08Okay.
00:40:10Right, here's...
00:40:11Here, here's a bit of diary.
00:40:15Oh, here, look.
00:40:17Lucky charm.
00:40:18Lucky charm bracelet thing.
00:40:19I think it's a hair clip.
00:40:22Well, it's hers.
00:40:25Oh, a bit of trophy.
00:40:27That's significant.
00:40:28Okay.
00:40:38God, it looks like a shrine.
00:40:41Do you feel anything?
00:40:42Something?
00:40:46Still nothing.
00:40:47Shit.
00:40:49Maybe this is done.
00:40:51Maybe there's no way we can fix it.
00:40:52Maybe we won't.
00:40:53Shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:40:53No.
00:40:54We will fix it.
00:40:55We will.
00:40:57I think we just have to make it feel a bit more lived in.
00:40:59A bit more welcoming.
00:41:01Oh, and, of course, yes.
00:41:05Music.
00:41:06What's that song that Dee loves?
00:41:07The one we heard on the radio.
00:41:09Oh, Mum, are you serious?
00:41:14I don't think this is going to do anything.
00:41:15I don't think.
00:41:18Yeah.
00:41:20Come on.
00:41:20Come on.
00:41:21We need to change the energy in here.
00:41:23Come on.
00:41:24Come on.
00:41:30Is this just because you miss her?
00:41:32What?
00:41:34She comes back and I go and that's what you want, right?
00:41:39No.
00:41:40I want...
00:41:40I'm trying to help you.
00:41:41It's not working.
00:41:42I mean, the flowers, the music, the burnt crap.
00:41:46It's not about what I did at the bonfire.
00:41:48It's...
00:41:50It's about you.
00:41:51You're the reason she's here.
00:41:54So what did you do?
00:41:56How did it happen, Dee turning up?
00:42:00Um...
00:42:00I didn't...
00:42:01Mum, come on.
00:42:02This is serious.
00:42:03Please.
00:42:05I didn't do anything.
00:42:06I was sad.
00:42:07I was missing you and she just...
00:42:11appeared.
00:42:14Come on.
00:42:15You must have done something.
00:42:18Chants.
00:42:19Prayers.
00:42:20Crystals.
00:42:21I don't know.
00:42:22Did you light some candles and try and turn me back into a girl?
00:42:25Don't you dare joke about me.
00:42:27You had no idea what I went through.
00:42:29What you went through.
00:42:32Actually, I've got a pretty good idea.
00:42:34Me being a man is so painful, so horrible,
00:42:38you've had to go and conjure the ghost of my teenage self
00:42:41to replace me.
00:42:43Not replace.
00:42:44Not replace.
00:42:45You're obsessed with her.
00:42:45Look at this house.
00:42:46All the photos.
00:42:47All the sculptures you've gone and made with her.
00:42:50You just want me to pretend that she never existed.
00:42:54That that life never happened.
00:42:57I can't do that.
00:42:59You were gone.
00:43:00I was grieving.
00:43:02I'm sorry, but I was...
00:43:03So was I.
00:43:05I lost my mum.
00:43:07No.
00:43:08You never lost me.
00:43:10I love you.
00:43:12I love you.
00:43:19The way you looked at me that day.
00:43:23The way that you still look at me.
00:43:27Mum, I feel like my whole life,
00:43:30you have never seen me.
00:43:33Your whole life.
00:43:37That's...
00:43:38Wow.
00:43:39I guess I've really screwed up.
00:43:42Tell me,
00:43:44how am I meant to see you
00:43:46when you won't even pick up the phone?
00:43:49I barely get a reply on your birthday.
00:43:52You have stopped coming home for Christmas.
00:43:54I even called a support line
00:43:57for parents of trans kids
00:43:59so that they could tell me what to do.
00:44:02Really?
00:44:03Yes, and I booked in a session,
00:44:05but then...
00:44:08I...
00:44:09Right.
00:44:12Dee.
00:44:13Yes, Dee.
00:44:15She came,
00:44:16and it felt good.
00:44:17It felt good to be wanted like that again.
00:44:20Look,
00:44:21I know that I screwed up in Sydney,
00:44:23and I...
00:44:23And I'm sorry.
00:44:26But I was scared.
00:44:28I know.
00:44:28I'm not perfect.
00:44:30But you just didn't even give me a chance to understand.
00:44:33You just shut me out,
00:44:35and now you're telling me that
00:44:36I can't see you?
00:44:39No.
00:44:41No.
00:44:43No.
00:44:44It's you.
00:44:46It's you who's been hiding from me.
00:45:07I knew it.
00:45:10I knew something like this would happen if you moved.
00:45:14I guess I just needed the space.
00:45:16So is it...
00:45:17Is it just the hand?
00:45:18Or is it just the clothes?
00:45:21Or are you going to change?
00:45:38I'm just really worried about this path that you're taking.
00:45:40I don't understand it.
00:45:43I'm trying,
00:45:44but it's just going to impact your whole life.
00:45:46It's going to impact your work,
00:45:47your family,
00:45:48your...
00:45:50your whole future.
00:45:56I mean,
00:45:57you're going to have a really hard life if you do this.
00:45:59No.
00:46:01I'm going to have a great life.
00:46:04Great life.
00:46:18Let's try this again.
00:46:25No.
00:46:26It's still gross.
00:46:30Do you ever feel like...
00:46:33Like a dude?
00:46:38I mean, when Mum first told me, I guess I did wonder.
00:46:44But didn't all that stuff start in Sydney?
00:46:48I discovered it in Sydney.
00:46:52But...
00:46:55I just wanted to say,
00:46:58if you ever did feel...
00:47:01things...
00:47:04you'll be okay.
00:47:10So long as you sort out your music taste.
00:47:12Hey, I have amazing taste, thank you very much.
00:47:16As you would know.
00:47:23We used to love it here.
00:47:26Do you remember?
00:47:29In our bodies.
00:47:30He's totally feral and just, like...
00:47:33Free.
00:47:41There's a big strike crossing through my old life.
00:47:49Better pay for midwives.
00:47:54Hear my mother cry.
00:47:58You were resting passion fruit before spring.
00:48:06Too green for picking.
00:48:10Peaceful on the vine.
00:48:14Hello there.
00:48:14Like water rushed into your daughter.
00:48:20Okay, I'm watching.
00:48:22I'll give a flow in.
00:48:26No one dare to dance.
00:48:32There's a long peace when I hear my dad speak.
00:48:38Weaving comedy through his teacher's eyes.
00:48:48There's a feeling gravity is pooling.
00:48:55Photos with the family might be the last time.
00:49:22Oh, my god.
00:49:24What are you doing?
00:49:24It's you or me.
00:49:37Let's just talk.
00:49:39Let's just talk.
00:49:40Dave!
00:49:42Dave!
00:49:48What are you doing?
00:49:53Why don't you stop it?
00:49:56Stop it!
00:50:07Where's she gone?
00:50:10What's happened to her?
00:50:11I don't know.
00:50:16Wait, wait, wait, wait.
00:50:18I can't leave her.
00:50:20Be careful.
00:50:45Oh my god.
00:50:55Oh my god.
00:50:57Oh my god.
00:50:58Dave!
00:51:00Dave!
00:51:02Dave!
00:51:03What do we do, Mum?
00:51:17She's still unconscious.
00:51:19I mean, can we take her to the hospital?
00:51:22And say what?
00:51:23Oh, Jesus Christ!
00:51:26Are you okay?
00:51:28What just happened?
00:51:30You tried to kill me.
00:51:31I'm sure no one meant to hurt anyone.
00:51:34No, I did.
00:51:36What the hell?
00:51:36You fully lost your mind.
00:51:40I guess I just thought it was the only way for me to, you know, like, keep existing.
00:51:48Oh, darling.
00:51:54Actually, Mum, could you get us a hot water bottle, please?
00:51:58Oh.
00:52:00We'll be fine.
00:52:02Well, yeah, as long as you don't try and kill each other again.
00:52:05Yes, Mum.
00:52:22You really scared me.
00:52:24I know.
00:52:25I'm sorry.
00:52:27I scared me.
00:52:33The last thing I remember, I was falling in and then...
00:52:39I pushed you.
00:52:41And you hit your head.
00:52:44Sorry.
00:52:47You could have left me down there.
00:52:50Why didn't you?
00:52:53I don't know.
00:52:55I guess in that moment, you weren't just this crazy thing that was happening to me.
00:53:02You were me.
00:53:07Like...
00:53:07Who would I even be without you?
00:53:11No one interesting anyway.
00:53:19For saving me.
00:53:24You look like shit.
00:53:26Do you want to lie down?
00:53:27Ow.
00:53:29I was trying to do something nice.
00:53:31Can you move your elbow?
00:53:32Move your elbow?
00:53:33Yeah, well, technically my elbow is your elbow, so...
00:53:42Maybe that's it.
00:53:45Maybe it's not...
00:53:47you or me.
00:53:48Maybe it's just...
00:53:49What?
00:53:51Us?
00:53:55Oh, that's so cringy.
00:53:58Ugh.
00:54:04Do you think Mum's okay?
00:54:07Yeah.
00:54:10She will be.
00:54:16We should totally do, like, some pottery together or something tomorrow.
00:54:19She would lose her shit.
00:54:21She totally would.
00:54:23She'd make us do some, like, group sculpture or something.
00:54:26Some, like, big artsy piece for the living room.
00:54:30Yeah, she'd love that.
00:54:32She's like, what?
00:54:38I'm gonna do it, she's like, full skin.
00:54:40She's like, you're going to get off.
00:54:41She's like, you know, you're like a little girl.
00:54:41You're like a little girl, you know?
00:54:46That we are.
00:54:53You're like, okay.
00:54:57I'm not going to Moses.
00:54:58I'm gonna make us, I'm going to get you and I'm not going to get you.
00:54:58You're gonna get me.
00:54:58Do you like me?
00:55:54Good morning, you two.
00:56:00Where's Dee?
00:56:02I think she's gone.
00:56:05Like, really gone this time.
00:56:18I thought the house felt different.
00:56:28I'm sorry you didn't get to say goodbye.
00:56:33Maybe that's okay.
00:56:36Maybe it's for the best.
00:56:40You know, I thought that she was here for you.
00:56:44I wanted to believe that.
00:56:48But I think she was actually here for me.
00:56:51I denied that part of myself for so long.
00:56:55And then this morning, for the first time in ages, I woke up and I felt like everything was...
00:57:06Right.
00:57:11Well, that's good.
00:57:14So I'm off the hook?
00:57:16I just want to see you how you see yourself, Darcy.
00:57:42I don't want to see you.
00:57:52Don't.
00:57:53No, I won't.
00:57:55Do it.
00:57:55I don't want to see you.
00:57:57And...
00:57:59I really am sorry.
00:58:02I...
00:58:03You do know me.
00:58:05And I want you to keep knowing me.
00:58:13And I think you're really great
00:58:31Mom oh my god, what are you doing there? I'm not looking I I just brought you these
00:58:41Hi, George, darling. Hi. Say hello to her. Hi, I love her. Don't encourage her
00:59:21Hey, it's me. What's happened? What's happened? Can't I just call my mum? Oh god, you only left 20 minutes
00:59:28ago. I thought something was wrong
00:59:30Well, I do have a very important question for you
00:59:34Do you miss me?
00:59:38God, you're clingy
00:59:40What are you up to?
00:59:42I'm back in the studio. I'm gonna finish up a few pieces and I thought I'd um, I thought I'd
00:59:47get art club started again
00:59:49Really? Yeah, be nice to have people over again. I'm gonna start with the pinch pots. Oh, we always used
00:59:54to start with those
00:59:55We did, yes. Um, let me know when you get to the highway. Yes. Have you filled up with petrol?
01:00:00Yes
01:00:01I owe you this stuff for snacks
01:00:03Snacks? I just gave you breakfast
01:00:04I wanna take you dancing, I wanna drive you home
01:00:15I'm placing all my chances
01:00:17I'm making you feel whole
01:00:18Cause it's all for your love
01:00:20All for your love
01:00:22All for your love
01:00:26Keep pushing me away
01:00:28I'm trying to hold you close
01:00:30I know you need this space
01:00:31But it's holding on my own
01:00:33Cause it's all for your love
01:00:35All for your love
01:00:37All for your love
01:00:41And now
01:00:43And now
01:00:44And now
01:00:44To see
01:00:45The dawn's on me
01:00:53Make a vacation
01:01:03I, I, I, I
01:01:06Don't worry
01:01:08I, I, I, I, I
01:01:09I, I, I, I
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