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My Unexpected Summer 🧑🍏 πŸ”₯ Episode
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00:01I can't believe it finally happened after three years she just called it off come on or we'll
00:07miss it did he tell you what happened Serena no said he explained later didn't want to be a drag
00:16before the trip but three years Marco don't you want to know um sure this line let's go Marco
00:23what three years I know it's bad she was crying in his room I don't know why but it's painful
00:30for
00:30both are you sure we should go of course we should it's our senior trip I just know you'll worry
00:35he'll
00:35be fine five days no parents his drama can wait last boarding call for flight 714 to Cancun if we
00:41run
01:05I wish life came with a mute button better yet a whole remote control so I could rewind the last
01:11month and see if I wasn't paying attention to the signs are you okay yeah just a little hot
01:19they never have the air on stupid small space who is bringing all this it's a beach town I've got
01:30it
01:35thanks no problem
01:41did you want to trade seats I don't mind if you want Tara to no
01:48sorry it's fine that's some pretty interesting fabric if you squint you can almost see a unicorn
01:53jumping over a pot of gold really no but sometimes it's fun to be distracted
02:05yeah let's hope for a lot of distractions
02:11do boys ever really take those quizzes I never have but aren't you dying to know your sexual IQ
02:18I didn't even know that was a thing but what the hell let's test yours I'll do it if you
02:22will
02:22fair enough question one who fantasizes more during sex men or women men right don't guys
02:27love porn for that reason no we watch porn when we can't have sex with real women when we're with
02:31real women we watch them no fantasizing needed that can't be true damn it easiest test I've ever
02:38taken don't get cocky yet question two if not the bedroom where do people most likely have sex
02:43the kitchen the kitchen like with the food you put your food on the counter it's romantic
02:47haven't you seen those ads I'm going with car car with clear windows people could see you
02:53and people can't see you on the kitchen counter it's still gross it's practically a teenage route of
02:58passage just read the next question question three most popular sexual position missionary
03:04of course so they can gaze into each other's eyes nothing wrong with being romantic told you
03:18what percentage of women lost their virginity by age 16 10 40 or 70 percent maybe 10 percent how old
03:25are
03:25you 18 exactly and I'm 18 too and I've been with more than one girl the math doesn't add up
03:32you can't
03:32tell who's had sex just by looking at them correct but I can make unfair assumptions based on what I
03:36do
03:36know those are the band kids and trust me crazy stuff goes down at band camp fine 40 could be
03:4170
03:41think about it how many couples are on this trip take you and your boyfriend you've been together
03:44since freshman year boyfriend what boyfriend wait that guy Marco Marco that's not his name yes that's
03:52his name no he's not my boyfriend really you guys aren't together no hooked up friends with benefits
03:58no boys and girls can be friends without doing that I get it but why for conversation companionship
04:05someone to talk to okay okay friend zoned poor guy Jesus so someone else then
04:14wait are you saying you've never had sex you don't have to announce it to the entire plane
04:19sorry my mind is blown can we just go with 40 percent my mind is literally blown
04:26how long does the average female orgasm last five seconds 20 seconds or one minute
04:34I think you might be the expert on this one I don't know about expert what would you guess
04:39I've read the male orgasm lasts less than seven seconds that doesn't seem fair women are superior
04:43in many ways it's only fair if it's a minute I'm doing something wrong 20 amazing seconds
04:55next question how often do men think about sex seven seconds seven minutes or seven hours I think
04:59you're the expert on this one don't think about it all the time but when the timing is right
05:02it's almost consuming thinking about sex isn't a bad thing every seven minutes seconds every seven
05:06seconds seriously that often yes I bet it's almost the same for women Lily be honest you're thinking
05:12about sex right now Dean can we talk um sure now if you don't mind I'll give up my seat
05:20for you not
05:22helping how are you doing you don't really care Dean I do care I still love you no you don't
05:34if you
05:35loved me you wouldn't have done this don't say that I just need time to figure everything out so your
05:41plan is I sit around waiting to see if you choose me no I just want to think about things
05:46oh now you
05:47want to think about things life hack Tara you should think about things before you do them like how it
05:52would feel to destroy a relationship with someone who'd do anything for you this is the problem you
05:56don't understand me you're right I don't understand you I can't wrap my head around the idea that these
06:00actions are yours who are you I grew up you grew up we aren't the same people anymore I'm the
06:06same guy
06:06are we done here can't we still be friends one day last night I cried for the first time in
06:12years
06:12right now I'm trying to walk as if nothing hurts when I can't feel anything but my heart breaking so
06:16there's a trick a trick it turns out men can have multiple orgasms but it takes a superpower that's a
06:22pretty specific superpower so do you want to hear the trick or not super oh man now that's a superhero
06:27I
06:27could get behind we made it can you smell that that's freedom that's jet fuel Marco same thing
06:45listen up rooms are pre-assigned two to a room your keys are at the front desk dinner is at
06:49seven don't
06:50be late don't be stupid inspiring leadership since when are you and Dean Kennedy friends we're not
07:00we just sat together on the plane for six hours it was assigned seating uh-huh
07:18so have you thought about Caleb
07:22what about him you know what about him he's single he's single you've been in love with my brother
07:28since the fifth grade nobody's listening look he's hurting right now when we get back maybe just
07:36be there for him see what happens you'd be okay with that me and your brother I'd rather it be
07:41you
07:41than anyone else just don't make it weird I won't make it weird you'll definitely make it weird
07:54room 412 roommate Tara Mitchell
07:59you've got to be kidding me
08:05oh hey Lily right yeah hi cool room I call the bed by the window
08:12I was already thanks babe
08:18of all the people on this trip I'm rooming with her Tara Dean's Tara she's not Dean's anything anymore
08:25apparently wait they broke up too what is happening I don't know the details
08:34hey how's your room my roommate is Tara shit I'm sorry it's fine how's yours I'm with some guy
08:40named Trevor from Westlake he's already tried to sold me protein powder Marco Lily's best friend
08:45Dean Lily's seatmate for six hours felt like 20 minutes
08:56you look like you're solving world peace over here just thinking about honestly about how weird
09:01it is that 24 hours ago I was at home stressing about packing and now I'm on a beach in
09:06Mexico
09:07sitting next to you is the sitting next to me part weird a little we've gone to the same school
09:12for
09:13four years and barely spoken I know that's on me I was always you don't have to explain can I
09:18ask you
09:18something sure on the plane the quiz did that feel different to you different how like maybe we
09:27should have been talking a long time ago yeah it felt different I'm not in a good place right
09:35now I want to be honest about that I know and I'm not trying to be anything other than a
09:40friend
09:41something like that I could use one of those non-alcoholic before you ask the chaperones are actually
09:48watching sort of so Dean what's your plan for the week survive solid plan Lily's plan is to read
09:53three books on the beach that is a perfectly good plan I've never read a book on a beach then
09:58you
09:58haven't lived maybe you can fix that you left early I was tired from the flight you were talking
10:12to Dean yeah we sat together on the plane I know I saw
10:23he's not as put together as he looks you know he's a mess right now everyone's allowed to be a
10:29mess sometimes I'm not the villain here I know that's what everyone thinks but relationships are
10:34complicated I didn't say you were a villain you didn't have to the whole school is going to take
10:40his side the guy always gets the sympathy I don't know what happened between you two it's none of
10:46my business but I'm not taking sides you really mean that I really mean that he's a good person
10:54I want you to know that I didn't leave because he wasn't good enough then why did you leave
11:00because I finally figured out who I am and it didn't match who he needed me to be
11:08that sounds brave it doesn't feel brave it feels terrible
11:19you've got it backwards I do not you do
11:26thanks
11:30have you ever snorkeled before once family trip when I was 12
11:34I panicked when a fish touched my leg and swallowed half the ocean
11:38seriously dead serious my dad had to drag me back to the boat it was humiliating
11:43the great Dean Kennedy defeated by a fish don't tell anyone I have a reputation
11:49had a reputation fair point
11:56you okay
12:01getting there
12:03buddy system grab a partner nobody drowns on my watch
12:07Lily you're with me I'll find someone
12:09you could come with us three's allowed right
12:11fine but I'm not sharing my snorkel
12:13why would I want your snorkel just establishing boundaries
12:40that was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen you cried into your mask
12:46it was emotional
12:48I saw a turtle an actual sea turtle no fish touched my leg
12:54growth
12:57massive growth
13:03it's Caleb
13:05what did he say
13:09hope you guys are having fun miss you tell Lily I said hi
13:15who's Caleb my brother the soccer player he graduated two years ago right
13:20yeah he and his girlfriend just broke up
13:22rough I know the feeling and Lily knows Caleb
13:26how she's been in love with him since she was 10
13:28Marco
13:29what it's not a secret
13:30it was literally a secret
13:32good for you
13:33going after what you want
13:45find anything good
13:47this bracelet
13:48the stones are supposed to represent courage
13:51do you need courage
13:54everyone needs courage sometimes
13:59can I ask about the Caleb thing
14:00there's nothing to ask
14:02I've had a crush on him forever
14:03he sees me as his little brother's friend
14:05end of story
14:05it's not the end of the story
14:07he's single now
14:08and I'm here
14:09and he's there
14:10and by the time I get back
14:11he'll probably have moved on
14:12or maybe he won't
14:13maybe he's been waiting to notice you
14:16why are you encouraging this
14:18because you deserve to be happy
14:20and because I know what it's like
14:21to want someone who doesn't see you clearly
14:24is that what happened with Tara
14:27Tara saw me perfectly
14:28she just didn't like what she saw anymore
14:30Dean
14:31it's fine
14:32come on
14:32I smell tacos
14:43okay
14:44hot take
14:44best movie of all time
14:46go
14:47The Shawshank Redemption
14:48Pride and Prejudice
14:50you're both wrong
14:51it's obviously Jurassic Park
14:53in what universe
14:55the universe where dinosaurs eat lawyers
14:57that's cinema
15:00did you just snort
15:04no
15:05she did
15:05she always does
15:06it's her signature move
15:10I hate both of you
15:15I haven't laughed like that in weeks
15:17the snort wasn't that funny
15:18it wasn't the snort
15:19it was
15:20all of it
15:20you Marco
15:21just being normal
15:22I forgot what that felt like
15:24Tara and I were together for two years
15:26I thought I knew everything about her
15:27turns out I didn't know the most important thing
15:29what was that
15:30that she was unhappy
15:31sometimes people hide the hardest things
15:33I should have seen it
15:34maybe she didn't want you to
15:35you're really easy to talk to
15:36you know that
15:37it's because I have zero social status
15:38there's no risk
15:39that's not why
15:58what's that?
16:00nothing
16:00just
16:01a souvenir
16:02that's from Dean
16:04how do you
16:05because I know him
16:06he does things like that
16:07grand gestures
16:08makes you feel like the center of the universe
16:11Tara
16:11nothing is happening between us
16:13I know
16:13but it will
16:14he doesn't know how to be alone
16:15he'll find someone to fill the space
16:16and right now that someone is you
16:18maybe he just wanted to be nice
16:19maybe
16:21just
16:21be careful with him
16:22and with yourself
16:27you didn't have to do this
16:28I wanted to
16:30it's too much
16:31it's a bracelet Lily
16:32not a car
16:34thank you
16:36you're welcome
16:37now eat something
16:38we have cliff jumping today
16:39and I need you alive
16:40cliff jumping?
16:42did you not read the itinerary?
16:43I thought it was optional
16:44everything's optional
16:45but where's the courage
16:47if you don't jump?
16:49fine
16:49but if I die
16:51I'm haunting you
16:52deal
17:02absolutely not
17:03come on
17:04I'll go first
17:09it's amazing
17:11your turn
17:13I can't
17:14you can
17:15look at me
17:17it's 30 feet
17:18the water is deep
17:19you're gonna scream the whole way down
17:20and then you're gonna come up laughing
17:22I promise
17:23what if I don't come up laughing?
17:25then I'll be right behind you
17:27together?
17:29together
17:32oh god
17:33on three
17:34one
17:35two
17:42I hate you!
17:45you love me!
17:47that was incredible!
17:49Lily you actually did it!
17:51he didn't say three!
17:52three is overrated
18:00chocolate or vanilla?
18:04chocolate
18:04always
18:06what are you writing?
18:08just
18:09thoughts
18:09I've kept a journal
18:11since I was 12
18:12about what?
18:14everything
18:14school
18:15feelings
18:16Caleb
18:18do you write about this trip?
18:20yeah
18:21am I in it?
18:23maybe
18:24good things?
18:25mostly
18:27I found out what happened
18:29with Tara
18:30you don't have to tell me
18:31I know
18:31but I want to
18:32because you're the only person who hasn't asked
18:34and that makes me want to tell you
18:35she met someone
18:36at a party three weeks ago
18:38she says she didn't cheat
18:39but she felt something for this person
18:40that she says she stopped feeling for me a long time ago
18:42I'm sorry
18:43the worst part isn't that she fell for someone else
18:45the worst part is she said she'd been pretending for months
18:48months Lily
18:48every kiss
18:49every I love you
18:50I don't know which ones were real anymore
18:51the ones that felt real to you were real to you
18:53nobody can take that away
18:55how are you this wise and you've never even been kissed?
18:58who told you that?
18:59nobody
18:59I just
19:01figured it out
19:02on the plane
19:04great
19:04so you think I'm pathetic?
19:06I think you're waiting for it to mean something
19:08that's the opposite of pathetic
19:17I called Caleb today
19:19yeah?
19:19how was that?
19:20awkward
19:21I couldn't think of anything to say
19:22I just told him the snorkeling was cool
19:24and then panicked and hung up
19:25smooth
19:26I've been rehearsing conversations with him in my head for eight years
19:29and the one time I actually call
19:30my brain empties
19:31maybe that's a sign
19:32a sign of what?
19:33that the version of him in your head
19:35might be different from the real thing
19:37or maybe I'm just terrible on the phone
19:39also possible
19:43can I tell you something weird?
19:45always
19:45I keep thinking about that quiz on the plane
19:47not the questions
19:48the way it felt
19:49like I could say anything to you and it would be okay
19:51you can
19:51that's dangerous Lily
19:53why?
19:54because I'm the guy who just got his heart broken
19:55and you're the girl waiting for someone else
19:57and this
19:57this feels like something that could hurt us both
20:01or maybe it's the thing that helps us both
20:05Lily
20:05come sing
20:06I learned a chord
20:09I should
20:10yeah
20:11go
20:14Dean
20:15yeah
20:16for what it's worth
20:17this doesn't feel dangerous to me
20:19it feels brave
20:22brave
20:30boy trouble?
20:31is it that obvious?
20:33you've been staring at your phone for 10 minutes
20:34either boy trouble or you're diffusing a bomb
20:36can I ask you something personal?
20:38sure
20:38Lily
20:39how did you know
20:40that what you felt for Dean had changed?
20:42I started dreaded the things I used to look forward to
20:45date nights felt like obligations
20:47his texts felt like pressure
20:49and then I met someone who made me feel
20:51light
20:52and I realized I'd been carrying something heavy for a long time
20:55do you regret it?
20:56every day
20:57and never
20:58both at the same time?
21:00is that possible?
21:01I think so
21:02who's the boy?
21:04there might be two
21:06oh honey
21:09you're quiet today
21:10Caleb texted
21:11he wants to talk tonight
21:12that's good
21:13that's what you wanted
21:14is it?
21:15what do you mean?
21:16I don't know
21:17a week ago I would have been over the moon
21:18now I'm confused
21:19about what?
21:23Lily
21:23I know
21:24bad timing
21:25wrong circumstances
21:26you just broke out
21:27I've liked Caleb forever
21:28all the reasons
21:29those are real reasons
21:30I know they are
21:31talk to Caleb tonight
21:32see how it feels
21:33and if it doesn't feel right?
21:34then we'll figure it out
21:35but you owe it to yourself to find out
21:38courage remember?
21:43hey Lily
21:44hey Caleb
21:45how are you?
21:46I'm okay
21:46better than last week
21:47how's Mexico?
21:49it's beautiful
21:49we went cliff jumping yesterday
21:51you?
21:51cliff jumping?
21:52the girl who's afraid of the hydrant?
21:54someone pushed me
21:55Marco?
21:56no
21:57a friend
21:58Dean
21:59Dean Kennedy?
22:00the baseball guy?
22:02yeah
22:03he's been
22:05nice
22:06we've been hanging out
22:09that's cool
22:10listen Lily
22:11Marco mentioned that you might want to
22:13I mean he said I should
22:14I'm gonna kill my brother
22:15what did he say?
22:17he said I should stop being blind
22:18and take you to dinner when you get back
22:19I'm gonna kill him too
22:20look
22:21I've always thought you were great Lily
22:23I just never
22:24you were Marco's friend
22:25you were always around
22:26and I guess I never thought about it differently
22:27and now?
22:28now I'm thinking about it differently
22:31can I think about it?
22:32the dinner?
22:33yeah
22:33of course
22:34no pressure
22:35thanks Caleb
22:36I'll call you when I'm back
22:37sounds good
22:38have fun Lily
22:38you deserve it
22:43why doesn't this feel like I thought it would?
22:49you're gonna drown yourself
22:51that's the idea
22:51wanna talk about it?
22:53no
22:53cool
22:53I'll just sit here then
22:54she talked to your brother last night
22:56I know
22:56Caleb called me after
22:58and?
22:58he asked her to dinner
22:59she said she'd think about it
23:00good for her
23:00is it?
23:01what do you want me to say Marco?
23:02I've known her for five days
23:03she's had feelings for your brother for eight years
23:04I just got out of a relationship
23:05I'm a mess
23:06all true
23:06and yet here you are
23:07swimming like you're trying to outrun something
23:08I swim every morning
23:09not like that you don't
23:10look Caleb is my brother
23:11and I love him
23:11Lily is my best friend
23:12and I love her
23:13but I've never seen her light up
23:14the way she does around you
23:15not even when she talks about Caleb
23:16she barely knows me
23:17sometimes that's how it works
23:18the people who see you clearly
23:20are the ones who haven't decided
23:21who you're supposed to be yet
23:22that's annoyingly wise
23:23I have my moments
23:26hi
23:27hi
23:29I talked to Caleb
23:30I heard
23:31he asked me to dinner
23:32I heard that too
23:34I said I'd think about it
23:35I heard that three
23:38are you okay?
23:39why wouldn't I be?
23:40Dean
23:40I'm fine Lily
23:42really
23:42I want you to be happy
23:43you keep saying that
23:45but you never say
23:46what would make you happy
23:48I don't think I'm allowed
23:49to answer that right now
23:55everyone inside
23:56tropical storm warning
23:58move it
24:01where's Dean?
24:02I don't know
24:03he went for a walk an hour ago
24:04which direction?
24:06Lily we need to go inside
24:07Dean!
24:13Dean!
24:14there's a storm coming
24:15I see it
24:16then why are you sitting here
24:18Dean please
24:19come inside
24:20I just need a minute
24:23then I'll wait with you
24:24you'll get drenched
24:25so will you
24:26she told me she'd been pretending
24:28for months
24:29every time I held her hand
24:30every time I said I loved me
24:31she was already gone
24:32how do you trust anything after that?
24:33I don't know
24:34how do you believe someone
24:35when they say they care about you?
24:36I don't know that either
24:37but I'm sitting in a storm with you
24:39so maybe that counts for something
24:41you're insane
24:43probably
24:46let's go before we get struck by lightning
24:49now that would be a story
24:56this is either the best night of the trip
24:57or the worst
24:59depends on what happens next
25:01someone suggest something
25:02I'm going stir grunty
25:03truth or dare
25:04what are we 12?
25:06do you have a better idea?
25:07fine
25:08but nothing that gets us kicked off the trip
25:10Lily
25:11truth or dare?
25:12truth
25:13if you could go back to the beginning of this trip
25:15knowing what you know now
25:16would you change anything?
25:17no
25:18I wouldn't change anything
25:19interesting
25:20Dean
25:21truth or dare?
25:22dare
25:22I dare you to tell Lily one thing
25:24you've never told anyone
25:24that's a truth not a dare
25:26it's a dare to be honest
25:27hardest dare there is
25:27I'm scared that Tara was right
25:29that I'm not enough
25:30that no matter how hard I try
25:33people will always leave
25:35that's not true
25:36you don't know that
25:37I know I'm still here
25:40I'm going to call Caleb
25:41give you guys a minute
25:45your turn
25:45truth or dare?
25:47truth
25:47what are you most afraid of?
25:50that I'll spend my whole life
25:51wanting something
25:52and when I finally get it
25:53I'll realize it's not what
25:54I actually needed
26:01you're up early?
26:03couldn't sleep
26:06me either
26:06last full day
26:07I know
26:08what do you want to do?
26:10something I'll remember
26:14Lily
26:15I need to say something
26:16before we go home
26:16and everything gets complicated
26:18okay
26:19five days ago
26:20I got on that plane
26:20thinking my life was over
26:22not literally
26:22but the life I knew
26:23the one I'd planned
26:24was gone
26:25and then you couldn't reach
26:26the overhead ball
26:26and you told me to look
26:27for unicorns in seat fabric
26:28and you said ejaculate
26:29like it was a vocaculary word
26:30oh my god
26:31and somehow
26:32in the middle of the worst week
26:33of my life
26:34you became the best part of it
26:36Dean
26:36I'm not asking for anything
26:37I know you have Caleb
26:38to figure out
26:39I know I need time to heal
26:40I know the timing is terrible
26:41the timing is terrible
26:43but I needed you to know
26:44before we go back to being people
26:45who pass each other in hallways
26:46I needed you to know
26:47that you matter to me this week
26:48that you matter to me
26:49you matter to me too
26:51more than I expected
26:52more than I was ready for
26:53so what do we do?
26:54I don't know
26:55but I don't want to pretend
26:56this didn't happen
26:57then we won't
26:58whatever happens
26:59Caleb, college, life
27:00I'm glad I sat next to you
27:01on that plane
27:02me too
27:06a toast
27:07it's a surviving senior trip
27:08without anyone getting arrested
27:11cheers
27:13can I talk to you for a second?
27:20I owe you a real apology
27:22not the kind I gave on the plane
27:24okay
27:25I was selfish
27:26I should have told you the truth
27:27months ago
27:28instead of pretending
27:28you deserved honesty
27:29and I gave you performance
27:30I'm sorry
27:31thank you
27:33she's good for you
27:34Lily
27:34we're not
27:35I know
27:36but she will be
27:37she sees you Dean
27:38the real you
27:39I stopped looking
27:40and that's on me
27:41I hope you find
27:42what you're looking for Tara
27:44I hope I already found it
27:50that's the best part
27:51of the whole thing
27:56I made a decision
27:58about
27:59Caleb
28:00I'm going to tell him no
28:01about the dinner
28:01Lily
28:02don't do that because of me
28:04I meant what I said
28:06I want you to be happy
28:07I'm not saying we have to be anything right now
28:09but I'm saying I don't want to chase a dream
28:11when something true is right in front of me
28:13you're sure?
28:14I'm terrified
28:16but I'm sure
28:30so
28:30different flight home
28:31same seats?
28:34actually
28:35I think Dean and I
28:36are in the same row again
28:37of course you are
28:39take care of her
28:40she doesn't need
28:41taking care of
28:41but I'll be there
28:43he's alright
28:46worst roommate I ever had
28:47right back at you
28:49text me sometime
28:51for real
28:52I will
28:54look
28:55same pattern
28:56see any unicorns?
28:58not yet
28:59we never finished the quiz
29:01we absolutely did not
29:03want to?
29:05more than anything
29:31so
29:32this is it
29:33back to reality
29:34reality doesn't have to mean the end
29:36I know
29:36it's just
29:37at the resort
29:38it was easy
29:38no school
29:39no history
29:40no labels
29:41we don't need labels?
29:42people will talk
29:43prom king
29:44and the girl nobody notices
29:45I notice you
29:49I have to go
29:50can I call you tonight?
29:52you better
29:56thank you for not saying three
30:03hi
30:04how does it feel to be home?
30:05weird
30:06weird
30:06my room feels smaller
30:07everything feels smaller
30:08after Mexico
30:09Dean
30:10I called Caleb
30:11and?
30:12I told him I was flattered
30:14but that my heart is somewhere else right now
30:15how did he take it?
30:16he said
30:17it's the baseball guy isn't it
30:18Marco has a big mouth
30:20was he okay?
30:21he was gracious
30:22he said he wants me to be happy
30:23smart guy
30:25must run in the family
30:26Marco picked you after all
30:28good night Lily
30:28good night Dean
30:33is it true?
30:34Lily Quincy and Dean Kennedy?
30:36no way
30:36he was just with Tara
30:37like two weeks ago
30:39so on a scale of one to ten
30:40how bad is it?
30:41the whispers solid eight
30:42give it a week
30:43someone will get caught
30:43cheating on a test
30:44and they'll forget about you
30:45encouraging
30:47hey
30:49hey
30:50you'd think we were zoo animals
30:51we kind of are right now
30:53want to give them something to talk about?
30:55please don't
30:55you left this on the seat
30:56I finished it
30:57you read it?
30:58cover to cover
30:59the ending wrecked me
31:02and?
31:03what did you think?
31:04I think everyone should read it
31:06I think the part where she finally says
31:08what she's been holding back
31:08is the bravest thing I've ever read
31:13and on that note
31:14we have AP history
31:15in four minutes
31:16move it
31:32we do now
31:43you brought me lunch?
31:45I remembered
31:46you said you forget to eat
31:47when you're stressed
31:48that was one conversation
31:50on one night
31:51and you remembered
31:52I remember everything
31:53you've said to me
31:54Tara texted me this morning
31:55yeah
31:57she asked how I was doing
31:59I think she actually meant it
32:00she's not a bad person
32:01she just made a bad choice
32:03that's generous of you
32:03it took me a while to get there
32:06yo Kennedy
32:08downgrade much?
32:10don't
32:12he can't talk about you like that
32:13he can say whatever he wants
32:15it doesn't change what I know is true
32:16and what's that?
32:17that you chose to sit with me
32:19that's all that matters
32:20I want to do this right Lily
32:22not a rebound
32:23not because I'm lonely
32:24because you're you
32:27I know
32:28so can we take it slow?
32:31I'd like that
32:32I've never done any of this before
32:34remember?
32:35no kitchen counters
32:36no cars
32:37absolutely
32:37missionary only
32:38very romantic
32:39I cannot believe you just said that
32:41in the school courtyard
32:43every seven seconds Lily
32:44I can't control it
33:00did you win?
33:02seven to three
33:03hit a double in the seventh
33:05my hero
33:05what are you reading?
33:07new book
33:08it's about two people
33:09who meet on a plane
33:10and fall in love
33:11sounds far-fetched
33:12completely unrealistic
33:15I brought you something
33:18what is this?
33:19I started writing
33:20after the trip
33:20you inspired me with your journal
33:21I wrote down everything
33:22I remember from Mexico
33:23every conversation
33:24every moment
33:25the quiz
33:25she told me to look for
33:26unicorns in seat fabric
33:27and I knew my life
33:29was about to change
33:30Dean
33:30there's something else I wrote
33:31on the last page
33:33I want to be her first kiss
33:35not because I want to be first
33:36because I want to be the one
33:37that makes a kiss after
33:37feel like it has something
33:38to live up to
33:40every seven seconds
33:41every single one
33:43never
33:49was that okay?
33:50that was 20 amazing seconds
33:51I love you

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