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The Shadow She Shed AI DRAMA
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00:10Oh my God, my girlfriend.
00:22I'm only a girl from the Bajos Barrio.
00:25But somehow, I became a black man from the elite.
00:28What a desperdicio.
00:30Una belleza así, y le quedan menos de tres días de vida.
00:32Tres, una bestia como Cyrus quizás solo le dé una noche.
00:35Este es el hombre que me obligó a venir aquí.
00:38El hombre más poderoso del mundo, y el más despiadado.
00:43Por favor perdone mi rey Alfa, ¡no!
00:53Se acabó el tiempo. Mi novia no va a esperar a nadie.
01:01Música
01:09Chamos, rep clever boat.
01:12Música
01:13Música
01:14Ría Alfa.
01:17This night I'm going to take care of my virginity, like a depredator who was destroying his presa.
01:25Three days ago, I was looking for trash.
01:30Like every other day.
01:36Oh no, Dad told me that I could never take care of it.
01:58Oye, pequeña, ¿por qué hueles tan rico?
02:14El olor.
02:22No hace falta buscar más.
02:23Ya encontré a mi novia.
02:31¡No me acerquen!
02:43Arrodillense.
02:47Él es el Rey Alfa.
03:07Hueles delicioso.
03:09Desde hoy, eres mía.
03:11No es un monstruo despiadado.
03:19¡Qué valiente!
03:21Esa es mi chica.
03:26Manden un batallón completo al Sector 11.
03:29Rastrillen cada rincón.
03:30Encuéntrenla.
03:32Papá.
03:33Ya volví.
03:38Papá.
03:39¿Estás bien?
03:40Ya no más pretextos.
03:41A papá le está fallando el corazón.
03:48No.
03:49¿Cómo puede ser?
03:55¿Dónde está el dinero?
03:56¡El dinero para el implante de mi papá estaba en el cajón!
03:58¡Maldita sea!
03:59¡Devuélveme mi dinero!
04:00¡Tu papá se está muriendo!
04:01Pues sí, me voy a comprar ropa nueva.
04:03Tengo que verme en el cajón.
04:04Tengo que verme bien para mi próximo esposo.
04:05¡Quítate!
04:06Tu madre ya se murió.
04:08Tu papá es el siguiente.
04:10Y tú te vas a pudrir en este hoyo mientras nosotras subimos.
04:22¡Papá!
04:23¡Papá!
04:23¡Respira!
04:24¡Necesita el oxígeno!
04:26¡Se va a morir en minutos!
04:28Ups.
04:29Ve por él.
04:34¡No!
04:34¡No puede ser!
04:39¡Atención!
04:40¡Sector 11!
04:41¡Todas las mujeres afuera!
04:43¡El Rey Alfa busca a su novia!
04:45¿El Rey Alfa?
04:47¡Si me elige a mí!
04:48¡Salgo de este basurero y vivo en lujo!
04:50¡Allá en Cloudfall!
04:51¿Para qué perder el tiempo aquí?
04:53¡Vámonos!
04:55¡Está aquí!
04:56¡El Rey!
04:57¡Mando a-!
04:59Las mujeres del sector 11 ya están reunidas.
05:01¡Mi novia!
05:02Voy por ti.
05:08¡Ella no está aquí!
05:11¡Abran paso! ¡Abran paso!
05:12¡Ya llegamos!
05:15¡Viene por mí!
05:17¡Puede que sea!
05:18¡Tú traes su aroma!
05:19¿Dónde está?
05:26¡Hija!
05:26Me estoy muriendo.
05:28¡No, no, no!
05:30¡Papá!
05:31Prométeme que siempre usarás tu collar.
05:33¡Si no, te van a destruir!
05:35¡Las mujeres del lado de tu mamá!
05:36¡Su olor volvió a locos a los hombres!
05:38¡Eres la última!
05:39¿Qué?
05:42¡No voy a dejar que te mueras!
05:44¡Voy a encontrar la forma!
05:48¡Perdóname, papá!
06:14¡Perdóname, papá!
06:16¡Perdóname!
06:18¡Perdóname, papá!
06:18¡Perdóname, papá!
06:20¡Perdóname, papá!
06:23¡No, no te acerques!
06:32Este aroma,
06:34de ahora en adelante,
06:35es solo mío.
06:39Me iré contigo,
06:42pero tienes que salvar a mi papá.
06:45Llévalo a CloudFull.
06:59Eres mía.
07:40La vida de mi papá.
07:41Cualquier mujer en esta ciudad mataría por estar en tu lugar, por compartir mi cama, por darme herederos, y me
07:48dices que no lo quieres.
07:50Yo solo quería darle mi virginidad a alguien que amara.
07:58Tu terquedad te hace todavía más hermosa.
08:13La vida de mi papá.
08:30La vida de mi papá.
08:33Caelan feeds on primal souls and hunts everywhere.
08:36We must attack first.
08:51La vida de mi papá.
09:03La vida de mi papá.
09:05La vida de mi papá.
09:08La vida de mi papá.
09:12La vida de mi papá.
09:13You never see it.
09:14Trash.
09:15Elemental resonance, huh?
09:199 layers to Sol Bond.
09:21Blood Marks make Elder, Star Speech makes Guardian, Wild Will makes Clan Chief.
09:25if I'm taking apprentices I need a nice gift haven't had meat in ages wonder if
09:32the little Thunderbirds in the prime and wilds have fattened up
09:55little fun long you're so useless I raided you for 10 years and you've only
09:59Gustrona where did this Le Manon come from how dare you trust the simping
10:05Quandias is this my backyard this is my forbidden wilderness trespassers die
10:23to deal with you 2,000 bludgeon marks funk race now you you are the invincible of continent
10:41it's time to go to the apprentice trial ceremony
10:58primal totem shard
11:13I see my bloodline marks are at the peak I need five apprentice with special totem
11:18attributes alera represents the fire totem I only need four more
11:25time to deal with this phoenix my apprentice is in for a treat
11:37shut up when you're dead what are you yelling about I am the immortal phoenix you can't destroy
11:42my soul I will burn your wilderness will to ashes still struggling even after death
11:50your feathers will make a flame whisper whip to temper my apprentice your bones will be phoenix sacred
11:56bones for her soul bond little phoenix be my apprentice wedding dress she'll be shocked
12:02this phoenix sacred bone is the most powerful soul bond item in the world
12:09if my apprentice use it for soul bond they'll be second only to me in the future
12:30I transformed I transformed in three seconds that primal oil awakened my primal earth ant bloodline
12:46thunder thunder thunder tribulation
12:51I just transformed I can't survive this
12:56where did this thunder come from get out
13:04bullshit heavenly laws next time you dare appear here I'll pierce the sky
13:08is this the power of a primal giant soul
13:12thank you watcher I will guard watchers blithe
13:15for the rest of my life gave you primal oil
13:24oh it's the thunderbird oil my apprentice threw away
13:27fine you can have it go stay in my yard by the sun eye lake don't run around
13:30yes sir my chicken isn't even finished yet
13:43this is a primordial sanctuary fragment I never thought I'd step into a sanctuary
13:47from now on this sanctuary belongs to me
13:50the primordial earth ant little brother what did you just say
13:57guess who ate your kind to extinction
13:59we don't dare dominate here where do you get the courage
14:02ancient river brine waste one shadow wolf rock giant turtle
14:07the master keeps primal giant salts as pets
14:19it's getting dark I have to go and teach the apprentice
14:21this wind whisper whip is made from phoenix tail feathers
14:24it lets you master the wilderness laws
14:25kid you lucked out joining watchers blump
14:27just kick back and let your mentor carry you
14:34excuse me do you have any soul bond items here
14:36yes low grade soul bond sursa 10 gold coins medium grade 100 high grade 1000
14:40which do you want
14:42do you have any soul bond sacred bones
14:43soul bond sacred bone that's a rare item
14:45I don't have any here
14:46I heard only the rude warroth of iron tooth fortress has one
14:48rude warroth of iron tooth fortress
14:50damn that useless cailin why did you take an apprentice if you're so useless
14:52you're ruining my daughter's future
14:53if my daughter had joined iron tooth fortress
14:55she wouldn't be worrying about a soul bond sacred bone
15:01oh warlord darian what a rare honor
15:03what can I get for you
15:04get out of my way
15:06you're alera's mother right
15:08I heard you're looking for a soul bond sacred bone
15:11yes my daughter was out to form her soul bond
15:13but we don't have a soul bond item
15:14she asked me to buy a soul bond sacred bone
15:15but where can amino like I get one
15:16bye do you know how precious a soul bond one hunt thou gold is
15:19oh my god that much
15:20even if I sold everything I own I couldn't afford that
15:23since alera sacred bone I'll give you one
15:24this is the small lake snake bone
15:26it'll make your soul bond unstoppable
15:28our lord of iron flying kate killed a star level lake snake to make this
15:31it's top tier worth a million gold coins minimum
15:34I can't take this
15:35madam I really care about Alera
15:37this is a gift for her
15:39thank you so much
15:40I'll definitely persuade Alera to go to iron throat fortress with you
15:42that watcher's crypt isn't even fit for wild animals
15:45no problem
15:46anyway watcher's crypt will change hands in three days
16:03greetings watcher Kaelin
16:04who are you?
16:05watcher Kaelin
16:06at the last apprentice for ceremony Darian spoke out of turn
16:08I have come to apologize on his behalf
16:10it's fine I watcher I don't mind
16:11even the watcher bull gate but there was Florence I'd be apologize
16:13there's the calming gray sound so they ochron no its breast and knees
16:15continue the aliquor Kaelin
16:16just sweet movies hall sem down dust elephants in ten breaths
16:18less than you could true the answer recipe
16:20this incense
16:22this incense is great
16:23it smells like the wind whisper tribe
16:27refreshing
16:27your thoughtful servant you know I like this
16:30this is impossible
16:31how is he fine?
16:35I don't believe you can withstand this one
16:41watcher try this big one
16:42whoa there's such a big incense
16:45of course
16:45I'll light it for you
16:46when the beast soul peak had a beast rylot
16:48this sounds knocked out ten one allepsins and hundred thousand yerbo
16:50I don't believe it can't knock you out
16:51even with my protectin rumen
16:53I can only withstand ten breaths
16:54and you a junior element resonizer
16:56will never wake up after one breath
16:57this is the life
16:58enjoy your death
17:02servant
17:04servant
17:05do you have more of this incense?
17:07I'll buy some from you
17:12this
17:13this is impossible?
17:14that was it
17:14ten years of training for this day
17:16Vanessa
17:17you told me our swim class was rescheduled today
17:19where's everyone else?
17:21this is UCLA swim team tryout
17:22she's the reason I lost
17:24if you still want UCLA you have one last chance
17:27Eve
17:28you'll be his tutor
17:29what?
17:30no way
17:31Patrick will teach you how to swim
17:32in return you will tutor Patrick academically
17:34no fucking way
17:35I refuse
17:36then neither of you is going to college
17:39rule number one
17:40I make the rules
17:41why should I listen to you?
17:43because
17:43I lost the game I prepared ten years for
17:46this is your retaliation
17:47bingo
17:53Patrick love you!
17:55you're the best!
18:04on your mark
18:05ready
18:17oh my god Eve
18:18what are you wearing?
18:20are you here for a children's swim show?
18:23Vanessa
18:23Vanessa
18:24you told me our swim class was rescheduled today
18:26where's everyone else?
18:28what are you talking about?
18:29this is UCLA swim team tryout
18:32she even brought a floaty
18:33what is that? a duck?
18:35guess it matches you
18:35ugly duckling vibes
18:46keep swimming! the UCLA scouts are watching!
19:02stay still for fuck's sake!
19:07congratulations to Adam Diaz
19:09winner of today's event
19:10the young man just secured his early admission to UCLA
19:22thank you
19:23thank my ass you fucking psycho!
19:26what the fuck are you doing here?
19:27that was it
19:28ten years of training for this day
19:30i'm sorry
19:31i didn't know
19:32you didn't know?
19:34girls like you?
19:35i've seen plenty
19:37oh please just save it
19:39i know you're kind
19:40this is how you want to get my attention huh?
19:42fucking pathetic
19:44hey! this is an accident!
19:46it wasn't my fault
19:46i demand a rematch
19:47Patrick
19:47there'll be other chances
19:49you can try again next year
19:50i'm sorry man you're just too slow
19:54this bitch just cost Patrick his dream
19:55and you couldn't do anything?
19:57my dad is a member of the board
19:59you are fired
20:04pack up your shit and go home
20:13if you still want UCLA you have one last chance
20:16eve
20:18you'll be his tutor
20:19what?
20:20no way!
20:22you expect that psycho to tutor me?
20:25she's the reason i lost
20:26tutor this idiot!
20:28his brain capacity is small as a raisin!
20:30as what?
20:31my goal is Stanford
20:33i don't have time to waste on someone with the intelligence of an amoeba
20:38miss lewis
20:39i can tutor patrick instead
20:40i got straight a's on my last exams
20:42yeah about that vanessa
20:44i was actually looking for you
20:46we found out that you cheated on the exam
20:48you're suspended from school for one week
20:50effective immediately
20:52no miss lewis it's a misunderstanding
20:53i absolutely did not
20:55eve
20:56your grades are beautiful
20:58but Stanford values well rounded applicants
21:00you could use a shine up with sports
21:02Patrick will teach you how to swim
21:04in return you will tutor Patrick academically
21:06you guys are now UNIAC buddies
21:07no fucking way!
21:09i refuse!
21:10then neither of you is going to college
21:12if you don't follow my instructions
21:15i won't write a recommendation letter for either of you
21:18your choice
21:22get in
21:26rule number one
21:27i make the rules
21:29rule number two
21:29you shut up and follow my rules
21:32why should i listen to you?
21:34because
21:34i lost the game i prepared ten years for
21:37to save you!
21:41tighten your core
21:42right here
21:46don't touch me
21:47why are you so tense?
21:54wait is it because you haven't been held by a guy like this before?
22:00or
22:00or
22:00are you picturing something funny in your head?
22:02i said
22:03let go
22:04now
22:10you're the one who told me to let go
22:12you're not teaching me anything
22:13this is your retaliation
22:15bingo
22:17okay i'm done
22:18tomorrow i'll practice on my own
22:19i don't need you
22:22good students don't decide when class ends
22:24i see you've forgotten my rules already
22:26did i say class dismissed?
22:31now learn to tread water
22:33kick your legs down
22:35you bastard!
22:39don't touch there!
22:41don't touch there!
22:41where?
22:41here?
22:42or here?
22:43you pervert!
22:45how are you this bad?
22:50you're an asshole!
22:51did i take it too far?
22:54hey eve!
22:57why are you running?
22:59maybe i should apologize
23:01patrick if you're trying to kill me
23:02you really don't have to be this creative
23:04i told you
23:05i wasn't going to make this easy for you
23:07it's over!
23:08starting tomorrow i'll train on my own
23:09you don't need to teach me anymore
23:10hey!
23:11you still owe me tutoring!
23:12that's not fair!
23:16why are you so obsessed with stanford?
23:19what's it to you?
23:21because i want to know why you were there that day
23:26Vanessa tricked me into it
23:31shhh
23:34admit it
23:34you just wanted my attention
23:37are you always this narcissistic?
23:41what are you doing?
23:54hey! give that back!
23:56you want it back?
23:57don't skip my swim classes then!
24:03get in
24:07rule number one
24:08i make the rules
24:10rule number two
24:11you shut up
24:12and follow my rules
24:13why should i listen to you?
24:15because
24:16i lost the game
24:17i prepared ten years for
24:18to save you!
24:22tighten your core
24:23right here
24:27don't touch me
24:28why are you so tense?
24:31you
24:36wait! is it because you haven't been held by a guy like this before?
24:41or are you picturing something funny in your head?
24:43i said
24:44let go
24:45now
24:51you're the one who told me to let go
24:53you're not teaching me anything!
24:55this is your retaliation!
24:57bingo
24:58okay i'm done
24:59tomorrow i'll practice on my own
25:00i don't need you
25:03good students don't decide when class ends
25:05i see you've forgotten my rules already
25:08did i say class dismissed?
25:12now learn to tread water
25:14kick your legs down
25:16you bastard!
25:20don't touch there!
25:22where?
25:23here?
25:23or here?
25:25you pervert!
25:26how are you this bad?
25:31you're an asshole!
25:33did i
25:33take it too far?
25:36hey eve!
25:39why are you running?
25:40maybe
25:41i should apologize
25:42patrick if you're trying to kill me
25:43you really don't have to be this creative
25:45i told you
25:46i wasn't gonna make this easy for you
25:48it's over
25:49starting tomorrow i'll train on my own
25:50you don't need to teach me anymore
25:51hey!
25:52you still owe me tutoring!
25:53that's not fair!
25:58why are you so obsessed with stanford?
26:00what's it to you?
26:02because i wanna know why you were there that day
26:07Vanessa tricked me into it
26:12shhh
26:15admit it
26:15you just wanted my attention
26:18are you always this narcissistic?
26:23what are you doing?
26:36hey!
26:36give that back!
26:37you want it back?
26:38don't skip my swim classes then!
26:43suddenly her iCloud photos synced right in front of me
26:46the screen exploded with photos
26:48my half sister and my fiance were sitting together
26:50she took my place on every single date i missed
26:53a synced iMessage voice note popped up
26:55Damon's voice came through
26:56deep and full of laughter
26:58she's got three surgeries tonight and won't be home
27:00bring a few extra boxes of condoms when you come over baby
27:03i kicked the front door open
27:05you might as well know
27:06she's pregnant
27:07and it's mine
27:08three months
27:08my mind went completely numb
27:10that baby?
27:11the one i hadn't even told anyone about yet?
27:13that was when they got pregnant
27:14i built my half sister from the ground up
27:16turning a farm fruit picker into a registered nurse
27:18look at her now
27:19she's glowing and confident
27:20no one would ever guess her past
27:22five years ago she was picking fruit in california
27:24but she was still so frugal
27:25her favorite excuse was always
27:27money doesn't just grow on trees
27:28so whenever i was drowning in work
27:30i tossed everything her way
27:31those luxury trips i booked with credit card points?
27:34hers
27:34extra movie tickets and fancy dinner reservations?
27:36all hers
27:37my fiance Damon Blackwood
27:39never complained about my cancelled dates
27:41he promised to support my career forever
27:44he even swore to wait patiently
27:45until my last surgery was done
27:47then one day
27:48i took a six month leave to plan our wedding
27:51i was fixing Amber's laptop on the side
27:53suddenly her iCloud photos synced right in front of me
27:56the screen exploded with photos
27:58my half sister and my fiance were sitting together on a ski lift
28:02another pic showed her leaning on his shoulder at a late night movie
28:06they were even making out during a tropical sunset
28:08turns out she took my place on every single date i missed
28:12a synced iMessage voice note popped up
28:14Damon's voice came through
28:15deep and full of laughter
28:16she's got three surgeries tonight and won't be home
28:19bring a few extra boxes of condoms when you come over baby
28:25my hands were shaking as i shut the laptop
28:28i grabbed my keys and walked to my car one step at a time
28:31i floated it all the way to the house we'd bought for our wedding
28:33i kicked the front door open
28:35the stink of smoke and sex hit me in the face the second i stepped inside
28:38wearing a super trashy nurse outfit
28:40condoms were scattered everywhere
28:41i froze in pure shock
28:43Amber spotted me first
28:44and let out a piercing scream
28:45i stared at what was left of that nurse uniform
28:49Ashley!
28:50i spent five years getting her into those scrubs
28:52it took her exactly five seconds to turn them into cheap lingerie and screw my fiance
28:59Damon walked her out
29:00literally shielding her with his own body
29:02i hadn't even done anything yet
29:03but he acted like i was some crazy bitch about to attack her
29:06then it was just the two of us standing in the room
29:09i stared at the face i grew up with
29:12childhood sweethearts
29:12twenty damn years together
29:14he used to swear he'd be my shadow
29:16that he'd follow me everywhere
29:18but right now
29:18i didn't recognize him at all
29:21don't look at me like that
29:22you only have yourself to blame
29:24you're always busy
29:25you always have another surgery
29:28i ask you to dinner you have rounds
29:30i ask you to a movie you're on call
29:32even if i want to pick a fight with you
29:33i have to schedule it three days in advance
29:35he actually sounded like the victim here
29:37like i was the one who screwed up
29:39like i was the cheating one
29:40then he claimed amber was different
29:42he said she actually cared about his feelings
29:43she actually went with him to ski in aspen
29:45and try new mission starred restaurants
29:47his voice literally softened
29:49when he talked about their dates
29:51every single date you bailed on
29:52she was there for me
29:55every single word felt like a knife twisting in my chest
29:58i was so hurt i went completely numb
30:01i took a deep breath and walked right up to him
30:03then i slapped him hard across the face
30:04he didn't even flinch
30:05his cigarette dropped from his fingers
30:07and sparks flew onto the bedsheets
30:09he looked up at me
30:10i finally saw a flicker of emotion in his eyes
30:13got that out of your system
30:14good
30:15now leave amber alone
30:16i opened my mouth to say something back
30:18but my phone suddenly went off
30:20it was the hospital
30:21i had another surgery in 30 minutes
30:23damon let out a sudden dry laugh
30:25it was quiet
30:26but it felt like needles stabbing right into my ears
30:29go on dr reynolds
30:30your fiancee just slept with your half sister
30:33and you still have to go scrub in
30:34i gripped my phone and just walked away
30:36terrified the tears were gonna spill
30:39the surgical lights were absolutely blinding
30:41i swallowed my tears
30:42and kept a rock solid grip on that scalpel
30:49congratulations on finally getting your six months off for the wedding
30:54for months i burned through all my peo for this break
30:57i packed my schedule with every single surgery i could take in advance
31:01my blood sugar dropped so low i actually passed out in the locker room once
31:06i just chugged a gatorade and went right back to work
31:10damon picked me up that day
31:11he saw my pale lips and hugged me like he was so heartbroken
31:16don't work so hard
31:16let's just get married sooner so you can rest at home
31:18looking back now
31:19his hands had already been all over someone else
31:22the second that door clicked shut
31:24i just collapsed onto the floor
31:25tears finally started pouring through my fingers
31:27go away
31:27growing up i could never shake damon off
31:29then at 18 he handed me a note
31:31i'll follow you anywhere
31:32i don't want to be a shadow anymore
31:33i want to stand right beside you
31:35that was the start of us
31:37from 18 to 28
31:38for 10 whole years
31:40he kept every single promise
31:42he always picked me up after late night shifts
31:44everyone swore we were absolute couple vows
31:47i'm grateful for you but i hate you even more
31:50i pulled out my phone and saw a new text from amber
31:52you pulled me out of the dirt
31:54and showed me how good life could actually be
31:56a respected doctor beach resorts and a man who loves you
31:59but why do you get all that
32:02we share the exact same father
32:03why do you get to live like a princess
32:06while i have to kneel in the mud and thank you for scraps
32:09i couldn't steal the rest of your perfect life
32:11so i just took your man instead
32:14i stared at that text and just had to laugh
32:16amber totally forgot how she crawled her way out of those strawberry fields
32:19i still remember that scorching day in the strawberry fields
32:22her nails were caked in dirt and her hands were cracked open with bloody scabs
32:25i cried until my eyes were swollen
32:27my only goal was to pull her out of that dirt and give her a good life
32:30first we cleaned up those cuts and bought her brand new clothes
32:34her nursing school tuition was completely on me
32:36those late nights were spent drilling for the nckel together
32:39my only goal was to pull her out of that dirt and give her a good life
32:43she used to tell me i was her only family and the best sister ever
32:48never ever betray
32:51she swore i was the one person she would never ever betray
32:54my phone screen blurred
32:56i wiped my eyes and got ready to stand up
32:58the er just got a pregnant patient who started bleeding out after having rough love manning
33:01i heard some nurses chatting outside my door
33:04her guy looks super rich
33:05he came in threatening to sue everyone in this hospital into bankruptcy
33:08luckily the baby is fine
33:09but i swear that guy looks exactly like dr reynolds fiance
33:12is dr reynolds the side girl or something
33:14the footsteps slowly fade down the hall
33:16i heamed back against the door
33:17my whole body turning ice cold
33:19i finally stood up
33:20through the glass window of the patient room
33:23i saw damon gently comforting amber
33:25i pushed the door open
33:27don't blame me ashley
33:28you gave me a taste of the good life
33:32so don't be mad that i want more
33:34just let me have damon
33:36i froze right there in my tracks
33:38my eyes fell on her small baby hump
33:42you might as well know
33:44she's pregnant and it's mine
33:46she's three months along
33:47three months my mind went completely numb
33:49three months ago damon went on a business trip right when a sudden earthquake hit
33:53every call and text i sent went unanswered
33:55i got emergency time off that night and drove straight there
33:59halfway there and after the self hit
34:00the impact threw me forward and my stomach slammed into the steering wheel
34:04that baby the one i hadn't even told anyone about yet
34:09i'm so sorry baby
34:11that was the first time i ever saw him cry
34:13we'll have another baby i promise we will
34:15i stroked his hair my heart aching for him
34:17but he was never on a business trip
34:19he was screwing around with amber
34:21that was when they got pregnant
34:23and i lost hours on the highway trying to save him
34:25you might be better than me
34:27but my baby is way luckier than yours ever was
34:35Ashley Reynolds enough if you have a problem take it out on me
34:40three years ago on the night of our proposal a ring went onto my finger
34:45then he pressed this exact pocket knife into my hand
34:50Ashley Reynolds you are the only one for me
34:53if i ever betray you take this knife
34:55a wave of pure rage and heartbreak suddenly exploded in my chest
34:59tears stung my eyes
35:00the urge to actually stab him was overwhelming
35:02i wanted to press the tip against his chest and scream
35:04why how could you
35:05he needed to feel my pain
35:06he needed to know what a backstab from your favorite person felt like
35:10Ashley i'm the one who messed up leave him out of this
35:13i gripped the knife and took one step forward
35:15just one step
35:17Damon's eyes went cold
35:18he yanked amber behind him and shoved me so hard i flew backwards
35:22the back of my head slammed against the hard tile floor
35:24my ears rang violently
35:25once my vision finally focused i saw him holding amber
35:29did you bump your stomach
35:30it absolutely wrecked me
35:31the hallway was packed with onlookers
35:33i had never been so humiliated in front of my call works in my entire life
35:36once a confident top-tier surgeon i was now sprawled on the floor like a hysterical lunaturk
35:41a dull throbbing pain spread through my skull
35:43when i was eight my dying mother held my hand
35:46she told me not to cry because she was going to heaven
35:48but her lifeless arm dropped anyway
35:50i collapsed onto my knees and sobbed until i passed out
35:53my child's mind believed it was my fault
35:55i thought she died because i didn't listen to her
35:57after that day tears became a thing of the past
35:59i didn't cry when i failed to match into residency
36:01i didn't cry after a failed surgery
36:03not even when i lost my baby
36:04i grew up knowing her death wasn't my fault
36:06but that deep insecurity it never left
36:08some twisted part of me always believed my mother left
36:10because i wasn't away at that shell
36:12twenty years went into making me believe i deserved to be cherished
36:15and he was also the one who turned me back into someone i didn't even recognize
36:18i pushed myself up from the cold floor and walked straight out of the room
36:21back in my office my approved leave form sat on my desk
36:24right next to it was the application for the prestigious fellowship program
36:27my department chair offered me this fellowship two months ago
36:30it was a massive deal
36:31coming back guaranteed a promotion to head of general surgery
36:36i still remember telling damon about the opportunity
36:40he was so gentle
36:42promising to support my career and wait for me forever
36:45the thought of leaving him after all his waiting was too painful
36:49so i submitted my leave request
36:51ten years is a long time
36:52choosing marriage over a fellowship is a solid move
36:55but i just hope he deserves you
36:56it turned out her warning was spot on
36:58the approved leave form got torn to shreds
37:00and tossed right into the trash
37:02then my signature went straight onto the fellowship application
37:06the moment the pen lifted
37:08a sudden wave of relief washed over me
37:10i could finally breathe
37:12amber's laptop was still open on the desk
37:14so i logged into her instagram
37:15her feed was packed with posts
37:17the two of them posing in the snow
37:19holding hands in the theater
37:21sharing romantic dinners
37:22every single update was manually hidden from my view
37:32i was the only idiot kept completely in the dark
37:36i was a total joke
37:38and everyone was laughing at me
37:40my mouse kept scrolling through the photos
37:42suddenly
37:46i thought i'd changed her
37:47she was out of the strawberry fields finally an independent professional
37:50but deep down
37:51she was still cheap trash
37:52her only talent was using her body to please men
37:54she forgot that it came with strict rules
37:56the california board of nursing can permanent revake licenses for workplace sexual misconduct
38:00and she was laying in the middle of the forest
38:00so that she was all the best
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