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00:00I was reborn, back to the night I unbond my chest before the Alpha here, thank the moon goddess, I
00:07still had not told him my secret, Cassian's death was spread with portraits of the finest women in all of
00:12Silver Air Pack, just like in my last life he waved me over, Saren look at these, who would be
00:17my future Luna?
00:19In my last life, I was so jealous that I confessed everything, born with the moon curse, I became male
00:26by day, female by night, my wolf was chained deep inside, no shifting, no mate bond, only the mark of
00:35my true mate could break the curse, the moment Cassian learned the truth, he swore I was the woman he
00:41loved most, I got what I wanted, he marked me,
00:46From that day on, I stayed in my female body, and I thought the curse was gone for good, I
00:52happily took my place as his future Luna, my wolf stayed silent, I brushed it off as fallout from the
00:59curse, but later, he fell for another woman, ten years he froze me out, our pups didn't survive the pack's
01:05struggle for power, in this life, I refused to mate with him, never, so I pointed to Alora Ashfield, the
01:12woman he later favored most,
01:14Her, Alora Ashfield, she's your best move, Cassian went still, he hadn't expected me to choose Alora, that woman's too
01:23rigid, every talk with her feels like a council meeting, I won't like her, that didn't matter, he would, later,
01:31on the day I died in the Luna's tower, he told me,
01:33If I could live this again, I'd rather never have known what you are, then I would have married Alora,
01:41I came back to myself and spoke,
01:44Lord Ashfield is head counsellor of the council of the pack council, if you marry Alora, the whole pack council
01:50stands with you, your claim to the throne will hold,
01:55Cassian looked up, his eyes locked onto mine, after a long silence, he said,
02:00I see, I knew my words sank in, even in my past life, he had meant to marry Alora anyway,
02:07after weighing his options, tonight was only his way of testing my reaction, he wanted to see if I still
02:13cared,
02:15I served as his beta for 5 years, shared the same tower, I ate at the same table, he knew
02:23nothing about my curse, he thought I was just a man,
02:26beneath the disguise I was a woman, one who often helped him with strategy, over time, I fell for him,
02:33even he started to feel something different for me,
02:36but in his eyes, I was still a man, as the alpha hare, he needed pups to carry on the
02:42Valamont bloodline, so whatever he felt for me, he could only bury it,
02:46he would never get the chance to say it out loud, just before I walked out, Cassian let out a
02:52sigh,
02:52Saren, if only you had a twin sister, if she were anything like you, I'd find a way, whatever the
02:58cost,
02:58Under the moonlight, I saw the look in his eyes, it was dark, heavy, and dripping with regret, his jaw
03:05clenched tight, his Adam's choggle bobbed, I smiled,
03:10Too bad she doesn't exist,
03:12I knew how he operated, once the marriage was locked in, he would cut me out of his life, if
03:18anyone found out the alpha hare fell for a man who couldn't give him an heir,
03:22the pack council would dethrone him, the pack would shake, the Valamont family would be ruined by his scandal,
03:27A future king, could not afford to hesitate, a king who hesitates, is already dead,
03:34I stood outside the iron gates of Blackthorn Manor, looking up at the carved family crest, my heart mummered against
03:41my ribs,
03:42During my ten years as his Luna, Cassian claimed the Blackthorns held too much power in the pack council, said
03:48we threatened the crown's independence,
03:50He issued a pack dissimilation order, stripped our titles, and exiled us to the borderlands,
03:56My father, Lord Gregor Blackthorn, was a fierce warrior his whole life, his dying words burned with hatred,
04:02I spent seventeen years forging you into something that could sit at the highest table,
04:06and you threw it all away, for a man who will never choose you over his crown,
04:11From that day on, I lived with regret, thank the moon goddess, she had given me one more chance,
04:17I sat in my study all night, by dawn, the news broke, the Alpha King issued a royal decree,
04:24Cassian and Alera Ashfield were officially engaged, at the same time, my own order arrived,
04:30Cassian pulled strings for me, in two months, I was departing for the south,
04:35My new title was Territorial Warden of Ashenmore, I marched to the Hare's Tower at once,
04:40But Cassian shut me out, he sent a messenger instead, I'd been looking forward to seeing him,
04:46We're Blood Oath brothers, my closest ally, looking out for you is part of the deal, no thanks needed,
04:52He called me his closest ally, no thanks needed, but he didn't know,
04:56In my past life, I was his Luna for a decade, and taking me out, was the only thing on
05:02his mind,
05:02Ashenmere was rich and laid back, far from Silvercrest's power games, for me, that was all upside,
05:09Even my father downed a few extra shots at the family dinner, he raised a toast,
05:13Two years governing your own territory, that'll prove to everyone what you're capable of,
05:17By this time in my last life, I had already survived my mating night with Cassian,
05:21The curse shattered, I was fully female again, snow dumped from the sky,
05:25Cassian stood outside the Alpha King's hall, he used his raw Alpha bloodline to block a king's command,
05:30Never backing down, the Alpha King was furious, he would not accept a moon bound,
05:36A cursed woman who could not shift, as his son's future Luma,
05:40The throne or a woman, tell me you can see the difference,
05:44Cassian dropped to one knee, he never let anyone see his emotions,
05:47His face always showed nothing, but at that moment, a tear slipped out,
05:51Father, if I can't have Saren Blackthorn, the crown means nothing to me,
05:56In the end, the Alpha King gave in, but after that day, they bled my father's power dry in the
06:01shadows,
06:01In just a few months, his hair turned grey, now, none of that would happen,
06:08From that day forward, I threw myself into preparing for my post,
06:12As for Cassian, he was busy locking down his future Luna,
06:16He stopped calling for me,
06:18Kael Valamont, the second prince, and I knew each other fairly well,
06:22He was notoriously idle, never took anything seriously,
06:26But out of nowhere, he showed up at my door to question me,
06:30You two were inseparable, he personally arranged the Ashmore post for you,
06:34I'm genuinely jealous, so why haven't I seen you together lately?
06:37I smiled, but said nothing, but I knew it,
06:40From here on out, Cassian and I were only going to drift apart, that was all,
06:47Not long after, Kael told me,
06:50Cassian and Allura were making a public appearance at the Lakeside party for the Moonfire Festival,
06:54He pushed me to tag along,
06:57And watch,
06:59Honestly, Saren, is something wrong with your head?
07:01You've been icing Cassian out for way too long,
07:04If you don't show your face soon, he's going to forget you,
07:08That was exactly what I wanted, I turned him down,
07:12I'm not going, I'm departing for Ashenmore in two months,
07:16I've got too much to do,
07:17Kael backed off at the time,
07:20But on Moonfire Festival night, he sweet-talked me out of my tower,
07:24Cassian has never, not once, been close to a woman,
07:27Aren't you the least bit curious what he's like with Allura?
07:30Honestly, I was not curious, because I had already seen her,
07:33He would neglect everyone for her, she was frail and could not carry pups,
07:37Until the day I died in my last life, the royal family had only the son and daughter,
07:41I gave him back when he still loved me,
07:43He would sneak her out of the palace at midnight,
07:45Just to watch plays,
07:47For ten years, every noblewoman in Silverhouse learned to ride,
07:50Only because Allura thought it was fun,
07:52A dull ache hit me deep under my ribs,
07:54My pups,
07:56Forget it,
07:57I would not be having pups in this life anyway,
07:59With that, I turned to leave,
08:01Kael grabbed my arm,
08:02And waved at someone in the distance,
08:05Cassian!
08:06I froze in my tracks,
08:08Wasn't he supposed to be at the lake now?
08:10How the hell had we run into him halfway there?
08:13Then I felt a gaze land on me,
08:15Heavy,
08:16Burning,
08:17And gone just as fast,
08:19The crowd was packed,
08:20Silver bonfires lit up every maskin in the square,
08:23On Moonfire Festival night,
08:25The air was thick with the scent of unmated wolves,
08:28All of them chasing,
08:29And testing one another,
08:31I turned around,
08:33Met Cassian's eyes,
08:35He had no intention of speaking to me,
08:37Instead,
08:38He started talking to Kael,
08:40They walked ahead,
08:42Leaving me,
08:42Half a block behind in a blink,
08:45I noticed Allura,
08:46Was not at his side,
08:49Later,
08:49I learned this appearance had been arranged by the Alpha King and Luna Queen,
08:53But at the last minute,
08:55Cassian had stood Alina up,
08:59I had no interest in tailing them,
09:02So I turned the other way,
09:03Back in the day,
09:05Cassian never let me me,
09:06Out of his sight,
09:07Now,
09:08He would not care whether I stayed,
09:10Or went,
09:11He had Kael now,
09:12Allura too,
09:14And one day,
09:15He would have his pups,
09:17Still thank the moon goddess,
09:19I was no longer that jealous and neglected Luna,
09:22I wandered deep into the festival,
09:24Played a couple of street games,
09:27On the way,
09:28I happened to save a girl from a few rogues,
09:31She wore a silver mask,
09:33Her hood pulled low,
09:34Her voice cheeky with sobs,
09:36Hard to hear clearly,
09:38I was supposed to meet someone tonight,
09:39He didn't come,
09:40I did not think much of it,
09:42Tossed her a few comforting words,
09:44Thank you,
09:45But the second we parted ways,
09:47Someone slammed into me,
09:49Kael bear hugged me,
09:50Pounding his fist into my back,
09:52I quickly grabbed his wrist,
09:54What happened?
09:55Kael gave a huff,
09:56You impossible creature,
09:57You vanished on us,
09:58We've been tearing this place apart looking for you,
10:00I laughed,
10:01It's not like we never got separated before,
10:03I'm a blackthorn,
10:04What's gonna happen to me?
10:05I told him the same thing,
10:07But you know Cassian,
10:08He heard about the rogues and nearly lost his mind,
10:11He stepped aside,
10:13Cassian was standing behind him,
10:15He just stared at me,
10:16Unmoval,
10:17I noticed his eyes,
10:18The color was darker,
10:20His wolf was on the razor's edge of shifting,
10:22The way Kael was holding me,
10:24It looked way too intimate,
10:26Kael,
10:27Of course noticed nothing,
10:29His arm tightened around me,
10:30And his voice turned teasing,
10:32I've seen the finest women in the velvet den,
10:34And your waist is narrower than any of theirs,
10:37It's a damn shame you're not a woman,
10:39The moment the words left his mouth,
10:41My body went stiff,
10:43Damn it,
10:44It was night time,
10:46I was back in my female body,
10:48The moonstone pendant held the illusion in place,
10:50The wolf's babe scent blocker suppressed my pheromones,
10:53But physical contact this close,
10:55His hand was on my waist through my thin shirt,
10:58He could feel it,
11:00The curves were all wrong for a man,
11:02I prayed,
11:04He wouldn't notice,
11:05Cassia suddenly let out a cold laugh,
11:07He stared at me,
11:08His eyes had fully shifted to deep amber,
11:13Saren Blackthorn as a woman,
11:15No one in Silverest would dare take her,
11:18Then he turned,
11:20And strode away,
11:22Without a glance back,
11:26I knew Cassian inside out,
11:28He was furious,
11:30Good,
11:31That was exactly how it should be,
11:33It pushed us back to where we belonged,
11:35A prince and his beta,
11:37Nothing more,
11:37Before all this,
11:39We had played chess and traded letters,
11:41I was smaller than the other men,
11:42The noble brads picked on me,
11:43He was the only one who ever protected me,
11:45We were young,
11:46Too close for our own good,
11:48We were the only ones who truly knew each other,
11:50But I had lived one life more than he had,
11:52I understood now,
11:54Being with him meant ten years of ice,
11:56Endless blood and tears,
11:57I had no power now,
11:59All I could do was stay far away from him,
12:01If the chance ever came,
12:03And my blade was sharp enough,
12:04I would kill him,
12:05But that afternoon,
12:07A clerk from the steward's office came to me,
12:09My appointment to Ashenmere was still missing one final formality,
12:13The heir's seal,
12:14Without his highness's heir's seal,
12:16The office cannot release the final transfer papers,
12:18I ran into an obstacle,
12:20But then I got lucky,
12:21Ashford Hall was throwing a feast,
12:23To celebrate Lord Ashford's achievements in the pack council,
12:25I got the wax-sealed invite in my past life too,
12:28Back then I was waiting to marry Cassian,
12:29Rumors about me were everywhere,
12:31At the time I had not wanted to go out and face any of it,
12:34But this time my eyes lit up,
12:35If Ashford was hosting a feast,
12:37Cassian would be there,
12:39At the feast,
12:41I saw Alara,
12:42She sat beside Cassian,
12:44She already had that graceful,
12:46Untouchable posture,
12:47Of the future Luna,
12:49I sat across from them,
12:51Just watching them cozy up,
12:53It was like a glimpse of a past life,
12:54The alpha king and his precious Luna,
12:58Madly in love,
12:59Halfway through the feast,
13:01I lifted my glass and walked toward them,
13:04Your highness,
13:04Cassian kept his eyes on the stage,
13:07He ignored me,
13:08Your highness,
13:09He glanced sideways,
13:10He finally turned his head,
13:12What is it?
13:13I laid out my request,
13:15This is a feast for my fiancé's father,
13:17I don't want to deal with this now,
13:19Catch me another day,
13:20I took a breath and was about to press the matter,
13:22Suddenly,
13:23A mind controlled,
13:25Poisoned rogue lunged from the shadows,
13:27And instinctively reached for me,
13:29I saw his move,
13:30And dodged away at once,
13:31I shoved Alara beside him,
13:33But I wasn't fast enough,
13:34I collapsed on the floor,
13:36He let out a cold laugh,
13:38Loyal to a fault,
13:40You'd rather get hurt yourself,
13:42To save my future Luna,
13:44That's a baiter's duty,
13:46I thought he was losing his mind,
13:48In front of the whole court,
13:50He ignored his future Luna,
13:52Trying to save me instead,
13:54If word reached the pack council,
13:57What would the elders think of him?
13:59Hunt the assassin down,
14:00A second later,
14:02Cassian barked orders to hunt the assassin down,
14:05Then,
14:05He unclipped his heir's seal from his belt,
14:07He handed it to a nearby guard,
14:09Go to the healer's wing,
14:11Bring every royal healer here,
14:12No,
14:12Cassian looked down at me,
14:15And said coldly,
14:16You're bleeding out,
14:17And you're still playing tough,
14:18Or do you want me to do it myself?
14:22The healers couldn't come,
14:24It was night time,
14:25If they treated the wound,
14:26My female body would be exposed,
14:28The moonstone pendant could only fool the eye,
14:31If someone touched my skin,
14:33The illusion would crack,
14:35And Cassian definitely could not touch me either,
14:38My finger pointed at Kale,
14:39He stood nearby with panic all over his face,
14:42Kale knows battlefield first aid,
14:44Let him do it,
14:45Cassian's face dartened,
14:47After a long silence,
14:48He sneered,
14:50Guess I'm just in the way,
14:51I was taken to a guest room in Asheville hall,
14:54Kale carried me through the door,
14:55I only had the strength for one sentence,
14:58Don't let anyone else in except you,
15:01When I woke up,
15:01Hours had passed,
15:03The alpha king had summoned Cassian,
15:04He was already gone,
15:06Kale sat at the table,
15:07Sipping tea,
15:08He heard me move,
15:10And slowly spoke,
15:11So,
15:12Are you a man or a woman?
15:14I was born under the moon curse,
15:16Male by day,
15:17Female by night,
15:18My wolf is chained,
15:19Only a mate's mark can break it,
15:21You're not gonna tell my brother?
15:23I always knew something didn't add up,
15:26Now it does,
15:27Tell him,
15:28And the Luna's crown will be yours,
15:30Not in this life,
15:31In my last life,
15:33I had already tasted the price of that choice,
15:36Hadn't I?
15:37Kale fell silent for a moment,
15:39Oh,
15:40Right,
15:40Allura came by earlier,
15:42He tossed a jar of healing salve to me,
15:45She told me to give this to you,
15:47I had never expected this,
15:49I fought her my whole past life,
15:51Now,
15:52I had saved her life,
15:54Sleepiness washed over me,
15:56I fell back asleep,
15:57Later that night,
15:58My father sent a carriage for me,
16:00The carriage rolled over the cobblestone streets,
16:03The carriage rolled over the cobblestone streets,
16:06I pulled back the curtain,
16:08Coachman had been knocked unconscious,
16:12I stepped out of the carriage,
16:15Cassian stood not far away,
16:16His voice was low,
16:18Saren,
16:19Didn't you say you needed my hair's seal?
16:22I nodded quickly,
16:23Taking that hit was worth it,
16:25He had come to bring it up himself,
16:27Leave by the end of the month,
16:29What?
16:31He had come just to kick me out early,
16:33He stayed silent for a moment,
16:36Gave me a slight sideways glance,
16:38Saren,
16:38I'll arrange a marriage alliance for you,
16:41The mating ceremony is on the 17th,
16:43Once it's done,
16:44You take her,
16:45And leave,
16:45Get far away from Silverhead,
16:47I was already injured,
16:49Hearing that nearly made me pass out on the spot,
16:51Do I have to?
16:52He nodded and said calmly,
16:54Yes,
16:55You have to,
16:56Why?
16:57He didn't answer,
16:59I watched him in silence,
17:00After a long time,
17:01He stepped closer,
17:03He walked right up to me,
17:04He didn't stop,
17:05I stumbled back two steps,
17:07Before my waist nearly hit the carriage wall,
17:10He slid his hand behind me to cushion the impact,
17:13He didn't pull his hand away,
17:15He leaned in close to my ear,
17:17I caught his scent,
17:19Cedar,
17:20Storms,
17:21And campfire smoke,
17:23It was so strong,
17:24It felt like an invasion,
17:26He lowered his voice,
17:28You're too smart,
17:29Saren,
17:31You figured it out a long time ago,
17:33Didn't you?
17:33My wolf won't let me touch Alara,
17:35It never has,
17:37It only wants you,
17:38How absurd,
17:39The alpha heir,
17:41In love with a man who can't even give him pups,
17:43I stopped breathing,
17:45He actually said it,
17:47Today,
17:47I chose you over her,
17:49Tomorrow I'd do it again,
17:51Every time,
17:53The night wind howled,
17:55His words struck like thunder,
17:58My heart pounded wildly,
17:59In my last life,
18:01He fell for Alara barely six months after marking me,
18:04He clearly didn't love me that much,
18:06So why now?
18:07Why was he saying this?
18:09Thought I was a man?
18:10At last,
18:11He said,
18:12So yes,
18:13You have to marry,
18:15He needed me to have a wife,
18:17That way,
18:18He could kill his own hope,
18:23Cassian moved fast,
18:25He picked a bride for me in record time,
18:28Her family,
18:29Looks and bloodline,
18:32Every one of them was top tier,
18:34Kale tracked me down,
18:35He flashed a wicked smirk,
18:38So what's the plan?
18:39Bait each other's hair and pretend nothing's weird?
18:42I rolled my eyes,
18:43If you won't help,
18:44At least don't mock me,
18:45He raised a brow,
18:47Hypothetically,
18:47If someone who wasn't your fated nightmare,
18:50Happened to fall for you,
18:51Would that count?
18:52Asking for a friend?
18:54I grabbed an inkwell off the desk,
18:56Smashing it at his feet,
18:57Shut up,
18:58But it triggered a memory,
19:00In my past life,
19:01After I became Luna,
19:02I had seen Kyle once,
19:04He told me he was going to work at the Northwand frontier,
19:07Not long after that,
19:09I heard news of his death,
19:11Are you planning to join the army at the Northford frontier?
19:14You need to think that through,
19:15Absolutely not,
19:16I'm not setting foot in that frozen hell,
19:18Over my dead body,
19:19Well,
19:19In my last life,
19:20You did go,
19:21And you really did die,
19:22But he was driving me insane,
19:25Sticking to me like glue lately,
19:27Maybe I should beg my father too,
19:29Get me a post in Ashen Mall,
19:31If I go there,
19:32We can keep being brothers,
19:34If he didn't know my secret,
19:35I swear I would have cut him off forever,
19:37But soon enough,
19:38An idea came to me,
19:39I had kale spread word outside,
19:41I suffered from mate bond rejection syndrome,
19:44A super rare condition,
19:46That meant I could never form a bond with anyone,
19:48The rumor blew up for two days,
19:50That omega bride got scared,
19:52I might cling to her,
19:53Before long,
19:54She locked down another marriage to escape me,
20:00Kale and I were both pleased,
20:03He said he wanted to buy me a drink,
20:05I could hold my liquor,
20:07I considered him a friend,
20:09So I said yes,
20:11Halfway through the night,
20:13He threw his arm around my shoulder,
20:15Just like always,
20:17His lips brushed dangerously close to my face,
20:21Siren,
20:22I really do want to go to Ashen,
20:25Through the alcohol haze,
20:26I saw who it was,
20:28Cassian,
20:29His face dark,
20:30He seized kale by the throat,
20:32And slammed him to the floor,
20:34I froze in shock,
20:36I could not say a word,
20:37Cassian kicked the table,
20:39Glasses shattered,
20:40He glared at me coldly,
20:42I hand you a perfect marriage,
20:44And you throw it away,
20:46Just to fool around with him,
20:48I did everything for you,
20:50And this is what I get,
20:52He scooped me off my feet,
20:54When he threw me into his carriage,
20:56I realized he had cleared out the whole tavern,
21:00Kale stormed out after us,
21:02What the hell is this, Cassian,
21:04Since when is having a drink with Siren a crime,
21:08Cassian scoffed,
21:09His eyes flashed,
21:11Almost shifting,
21:12Get the hell out,
21:14Kale didn't flinch,
21:16His eyes flashed too,
21:19In the next second,
21:20Cassian shifted first,
21:22From the shell of his human body,
21:23A black giant wolf tore its way free,
21:25Fur the color of a starless knight,
21:27Eyes molten gold with rage,
21:28His body far larger than any ordinary alphas,
21:31Kale shifted right after him,
21:32His wolf didn't back down,
21:33Cold, silver gray fur,
21:35Leaner, faster,
21:36Like a drawn blade,
21:37The two wolves crashed into each other in front of the tavern,
21:40Cassian snapped his jaws at Kale's throat,
21:42Kale dodged,
21:44His fangs ripped into Cassian's shoulder,
21:46Blood splattered the cobstone,
21:48Their roars were forced every wolf within a mile to stumble back on instinct,
21:52I ran between them,
21:53And shouted for them to stop,
21:56Afraid they might hurt me,
21:58They shifted back to human after a tense standoff,
22:00I looked at Kale,
22:03Kale,
22:04Cassian and I need to talk,
22:05We'll drink tomorrow,
22:06Kale grabbed my hand,
22:08He stared right into my eyes,
22:09I don't say things I don't mean,
22:10If you need me,
22:11I'm here,
22:12I'll prove it,
22:14Cassian lost his mind again,
22:15I quickly agreed with Kale,
22:17Then pulled Cassian into the carriage,
22:18Go!
22:19I ordered the coachman to whip the horses,
22:21The carriage instantly rolled away,
22:23Did you misunderstand something?
22:25Cassian's face twisted,
22:27I know exactly how he looks at you,
22:29That's not how a man looks at another man,
22:31The alpha heir of the pack,
22:32In this moment,
22:34All his royal grace was gone,
22:36Replaced by pure paranoia,
22:38His eyes kept flashing between human and wolf,
22:41I opened my mouth,
22:43No sound came out,
22:45He leaned back against the carriage wall,
22:47Rubbing his brow,
22:49After a long while,
22:50He finally spoke with exhaustion,
22:53What am I supposed to do with you?
22:55I stared at him,
22:56Marielara,
22:57She's good,
22:59You'll learn to love her,
23:01Cassian didn't look at me,
23:02He looked out the window,
23:04His voice choked,
23:06I won't,
23:10Cassian saw me back to Blackthorn Manor,
23:13Marriage is a big deal,
23:15It's not a game,
23:16I'll scrub those rumors clean,
23:18I'll find you another bride,
23:20Can't I decide this for myself?
23:22He looked at me calmly,
23:24Saren Blackthorn,
23:25Don't forget,
23:26You picked my Luna for me,
23:28So I'm picking your wife,
23:30I could feel it,
23:31He was hanging on by his thread,
23:33After that day,
23:33Kale locked himself away,
23:35But I knew the truth,
23:36He was badly hurt,
23:37Afterward he and Cassian fought again,
23:40Wolf against wolf,
23:41They tore into each other with murder intent,
23:43Nobody knew why,
23:44The pack just assumed the brothers were fighting over the throne,
23:46I didn't visit either of them,
23:48Not until the end of the month,
23:50The blood hunt,
23:51I saw Kale again,
23:52He arched a brow at me,
23:55Heartless,
23:55Truly heartless,
23:56You haven't spared me a single glance,
23:59I had nothing to say,
24:01Once inside the hunting grounds,
24:02My mind was elsewhere,
24:04I shot a few rabbits and a deer,
24:06I packed up my bow,
24:07Ready to leave early,
24:08But I forgot something,
24:09I had no sense of direction,
24:11In the past,
24:12I always just followed Cassian,
24:14So the more I walked,
24:15The farther in I went,
24:16By the time I realized it,
24:18A feral blocked my path,
24:20Huge,
24:22Red eyed,
24:23And mindless,
24:24In both my last life and this one,
24:27I had never faced anything like it,
24:29I drew the silver dagger at my waist,
24:31Cassius gave it to me for protection,
24:33I slashed once,
24:35The blade cut the feral's front leg,
24:37But it wasn't a kill shot,
24:38It roared and lunged again,
24:40I thought I was dead,
24:42But someone rushed in front of me,
24:45He took the hit,
24:46He was thrown to the ground,
24:48Coughing up blood,
24:48He shot me one look,
24:51Then pushed himself back up,
24:53And charged in again,
24:54A second later,
24:55He shifted,
24:56A giant black wolf erupted,
24:58He tackled the feral in mid-air,
25:00His fangs ripped its throat out,
25:02I watched him tear the feral to pieces,
25:04Cassian Valamont,
25:05Who had always been controlled,
25:06Cold,
25:07And perfect,
25:07Had never looked so broken,
25:09Yet so savage,
25:12Cassian blacked out,
25:13His wounds were still bleeding,
25:15He shifted back to human,
25:17Covered in blood,
25:18His clothes shredded from the shift,
25:20I patched him up the best I could,
25:22I stared at his face,
25:23It suddenly hit me,
25:24This was the man who wiped out my entire bloodline in my past life,
25:28He had treated me zorgly too,
25:30Since I woke up in this life I forced myself to forget,
25:33If I couldn't get revenge I had to let it go,
25:35But now he lay there before me,
25:37Almost fragile,
25:38My hand moved on its own,
25:39I pulled the silver dagger at my waist,
25:42Cassian gave it to me himself,
25:44Told me to use it for protection,
25:46But now,
25:47I was going to use it to kill him,
25:50Everything from my last life flashed before my eyes,
25:53I saw my son and daughter,
25:55They were born into pack politics and died in the end,
25:58When he issued the pack disovelation order,
26:01I ran to him crying,
26:02I told him I regretted everything,
26:04I wanted nothing,
26:05Only that he spare my family,
26:07No,
26:07The day I died was my pup's death anniversary,
26:10I went to find him,
26:11His guards locked me out,
26:13I saw him walking side by side with Alara in the royal gardens,
26:16My beautiful Luna,
26:17He picked a winter rose for her,
26:18Called her beautiful Luna,
26:20I finally lost my mind and cursed Cassiel out in front of everyone,
26:23And then Cassian said to me,
26:25If I could live this again,
26:27I'd rather never have known what you are,
26:30Something hollowed out inside me,
26:32Life had no meaning anymore,
26:34That night,
26:35I tried to force my chained wolf awake,
26:39It was a forbidden rate,
26:42Backfiring from within,
26:43Tearing my body apart,
26:46I died,
26:48I snapped back to the present,
26:51Looking at the man before me,
26:53Pure hatred boiled in my chest,
26:55It swallowed me whole,
26:57I raised my hand to drive the silver blade toward his chest,
27:02Before it could sink in,
27:03A hand caught my wrist,
27:05Cassian was awake,
27:06His eyes were open now,
27:08Calm as he looked at me,
27:10Saren,
27:10What do you think you're doing?
27:14Answer me,
27:15I wanted to kill him,
27:16But was caught in the act,
27:18Murdering the alpha hare,
27:20Ten lives wouldn't be enough to pay for that,
27:22I bit my lip,
27:24I just wanted to see if your wounds were getting better,
27:26It was a terrible lie,
27:27I dropped the silver blade,
27:29But he bought it,
27:30He let out a breath,
27:31My life is yours then,
27:32He closed his eyes,
27:33I didn't dare try again,
27:35I had been too reckless before,
27:36Only we remained,
27:37His death here,
27:38No matter how it happened,
27:39Would be laid on me,
27:40Too heavy to carry,
27:41I could only wait,
27:42Not long after,
27:43The royal guard tracked us down,
27:44I followed them back to the heir's tower,
27:47Cassian was badly hurt,
27:48The alpha king and luna queen were frantic,
27:52Alara came too,
27:54I couldn't shake the feeling,
27:55She kept glancing at me in secret,
27:58The luna queen wiped her tears and said to me,
28:01Cassian values you most,
28:03Stay here and watch over him,
28:05I quickly agreed,
28:07Guilt swallowed me,
28:09I didn't leave his bedside all day,
28:11I meant to keep watch,
28:13But sleep crept up and took me,
28:15In that hazy half sleep,
28:17I felt someone lift me onto the bed,
28:19Someone parted my lips,
28:22A soft bite,
28:26I woke up,
28:28Cassian sat nearby,
28:29Reading a stack of papers,
28:31He wore only a loose shirt,
28:33The collar open wide,
28:35His whole posture lazy and careless,
28:37He didn't look like a man,
28:39Who almost died yesterday,
28:40All at once,
28:41I remembered,
28:42Right after our mating night in my past life,
28:44He wouldn't wake me,
28:45He sat just like this,
28:47Reading beside me and waiting,
28:48He saw that I was awake,
28:50Hungry?
28:50I was about to shake my head,
28:52My stomach growled first,
28:53Cassian smiled,
28:54He had the maid bring in a bowl of venison broth,
28:57One bite in,
28:58I knew,
28:59Cassian made this himself,
29:01Too much salt,
29:02The meat was tough as leather,
29:04The same taste as the first meal he cooked for me after we mated,
29:07I stopped eating,
29:08Pushed the bowl aside,
29:10I'm leaving,
29:11Disappointment flashed in his eyes,
29:13But he still nodded,
29:14I turned for the door,
29:16He suddenly called my name,
29:18Ren,
29:18I looked back,
29:20He stared at me,
29:21Confusion twisted his face,
29:23I was hurt this badly,
29:24You've been awake this whole time,
29:26And you haven't asked how I am feeling,
29:27And in the woods,
29:29You hate me,
29:30He sounded sure of it,
29:31It was the first time I'd ever seen that look on him,
29:34The alpha aura,
29:35The prince's mask,
29:37All gone,
29:38He just looked lost and broken,
29:42I've never done anything to hurt you,
29:44Not once,
29:45Not in this life,
29:46Adele ache struck me under my ribs,
29:48Yeah,
29:48I always wanted to ask the past life Cassian the same thing,
29:51Cassian in front of me loved me so much,
29:53Even believing I was a man,
29:55He had saved me over and over again,
29:57So how did the old Cassian throw me away so easily?
29:59In the end,
30:00Neither of us had the answer,
30:01You're overthinking it,
30:06Soon,
30:07The date was set for Cassian and Alara's mating ceremony,
30:10First day of next month,
30:11Ivy and white roses crawled up the castle walls,
30:14The air was heavy with sweet floral scents,
30:16It was the best time of the year,
30:17Naturally,
30:18Cassian paid no mind to my marriage alliance,
30:20To avoid more trouble,
30:21I locked myself in Blackthorn Manor,
30:23But Kale came to see me,
30:25He said his birthday was coming,
30:26He asked if I could grant him one wish,
30:28Cassian tore him up over me,
30:29And he spent three weeks in bed,
30:31I felt a little guilty,
30:32What do you want?
30:33Just a heads up,
30:33I don't have much money,
30:35Relax,
30:35I don't want your money,
30:36Just one day,
30:37That's all I'm asking,
30:38As luck would have it,
30:40His birthday,
30:41Fell on the eve of Cassian's mating ceremony,
30:44Cassian gets married,
30:46Then I ship off to Ashenmore,
30:48Everyone would get what they wanted,
30:50That night,
30:50I stepped out as we had agreed,
30:52But Kale didn't show,
30:53Alara did,
30:54She looked at me as if she burned all her bridges,
30:57To stand here,
30:58If I could find a way out of this,
30:59Would you take me with you?
31:01I stared at her,
31:02Why?
31:03Cassian doesn't want me,
31:04His heart belongs to someone else,
31:06And mine belongs to,
31:07Did you forget?
31:08You saved me twice,
31:09My mind went blank,
31:10The masked girl I saved from the rogues at the festival,
31:13It was Alara,
31:13I was completely flattered,
31:15The person she liked,
31:16Could it really be me?
31:17What a mess,
31:18A total mess,
31:19In this second life,
31:20Cassian will love you later,
31:21You two are a perfect match,
31:23Trust me,
31:24Are you really going to reject me?
31:26She bit her lip,
31:27I nodded,
31:28She pressed her lips together and studied me,
31:30Then gave a relieved smile,
31:32Are you scared I'll care about that mate bond rejection rumor?
31:34Don't worry,
31:35I don't care about that,
31:36If I marry you,
31:37We'll figure it out,
31:37In my past life,
31:38Alara was the poster child for royal perfection,
31:40I never knew she had this wild,
31:42Reckless side when she was young,
31:43It's not about that,
31:45Being Luna is your best move,
31:47Trust me,
31:48Your mate will love you,
31:50Alara left,
31:51I finally let out a breath,
31:53Then a voice cut through the dark,
31:55Bad timing,
31:56I see,
31:58Yeah,
31:59Bad timing,
32:01You two should be preparing for your mating ceremony,
32:03So what are you both doing here?
32:05Cassian walked toward me,
32:07His black eyes unreadable,
32:09I just realized something,
32:11What?
32:12He gave a slow smile,
32:13His eyes were screaming with Bokduk insanity,
32:15Kale a waste of Valamont blood gets to sling an arm around you and look at you like that,
32:19Alara,
32:20Born to the most powerful Nabal house,
32:22Was trained from childhood to be flawless,
32:24She will be the future Luna,
32:25And she asks you to run away with her,
32:27I spoke before thinking,
32:28Don't get the wrong idea about Alara,
32:30She didn't mean it that way,
32:31I don't care about her,
32:33They can have you,
32:34Why can't I?
32:36His words hung in the air,
32:37A bad feeling slammed into me,
32:41But my vision went black,
32:43His raw alpha aura crushed me like a tidal wave,
32:46My legs gave out,
32:47I collapsed into his arms,
32:50He locked me up in the air's tower,
32:53The next day,
32:54Cassian and Alara held their mating ceremony,
32:56I sat in my room,
32:58Listening to the bells and horns outside,
33:02I really should have killed Cassian that day,
33:05That night,
33:06After the ceremony,
33:07Cassian walked in,
33:08He wore his black and silver ceremonial mating robes,
33:11The Valamont crust on his chest,
33:13Cold,
33:13Chiseled,
33:14Impossibly perfect,
33:15I remembered it clearly,
33:17In my last life,
33:18He had worn the same thing,
33:20He stared down at me,
33:21Take it off,
33:28No,
33:29Then I'll do it myself,
33:32I backed up fast,
33:34I don't feel that way about you,
33:35You know we could never work,
33:36Cassian,
33:37Don't throw your whole future away from me,
33:40So what?
33:40He didn't care,
33:41He leaned in,
33:43Reached for my shirt without hesitation,
33:45Alpha strength was not something I could resist,
33:48Cassian!
33:48I swung my hand,
33:50Slapped him hard across the face,
33:52Hmm,
33:52He was not angry in the least,
33:54But in the next second,
33:55His fingertips touched something,
33:57His hand froze midair,
33:58He stared at me blankly,
33:59He had touched my chest,
34:01The moonstone pendant flickered,
34:03His touch shattered the illusion,
34:04The moonlight was too bright tonight,
34:06It poured through the window,
34:08Lit up the shock on his face,
34:09It took him a long time to process it,
34:11Then,
34:11He laughed,
34:12A deep breathless laugh,
34:13The laughter faded,
34:15His eyes turned red,
34:16His wolf howled from deep inside him,
34:18No anger,
34:18No pain,
34:19Desperate relief,
34:20Like finding water in a desert,
34:22You're a woman,
34:23My lips trembled as I pulled my shirt together over my chest,
34:25In my last life,
34:26When I had confessed my female body to Cassian,
34:28He was happy,
34:29But the Cassian in this life,
34:30He was happier than he had ever been before,
34:32He paced the room over and over,
34:34Ran his hands through his hair,
34:35He didn't know what to do with himself,
34:36Finally,
34:37He stopped in front of me,
34:38I'm going to marry you,
34:39I'm going to my father right now,
34:41Cassian,
34:41You already have a Luna,
34:43Cassian froze,
34:45I can still break the bond,
34:46I never marked Alara,
34:48The mating bond isn't active,
34:50I had already guessed as much,
34:52He never marked her,
34:54But breaking the ceremony could never be that simple,
34:56It involved the pack council,
34:57The dignity of House Ashvid,
34:59And the political balance of the entire pack,
35:01If it were easy,
35:02Then in my last life,
35:03He would have kicked me out of Luna's tower long ago,
35:05You know it's impossible,
35:06Cassian fell silent for a long time,
35:08I'll find a way,
35:09He glared at me,
35:10His voice shook with fury,
35:12Why didn't you tell me,
35:14Even last night,
35:15I could have stopped this,
35:16But you just watched me,
35:18Watched me struggle and break,
35:19Over and over again,
35:21You're cruel,
35:22You know that,
35:23I spoke,
35:25You've already given up too much for me,
35:28Let me go,
35:30Then who do you want,
35:32Kale,
35:32I took a deep breath,
35:35Looked up at him,
35:38Cassian,
35:40Haven't you always wanted to know why I hate you?
35:43I lived a life before this one,
35:45Cassian,
35:46And in that life,
35:47You destroyed me,
35:49That's not possible,
35:51You ordered the slaughter of my bloodline,
35:53My son and daughter died in pack politics,
35:57I would never do that to you,
35:58I wasn't even 27 when I died,
36:00By then you had already fallen for someone else,
36:03You walked with her in the gardens,
36:04You picked a winter rose for her,
36:06And called her beautiful Luna,
36:08Cassian froze,
36:09He didn't say a word for a long time,
36:11He looked at me,
36:12His eyes unreadable,
36:14I've seen that in my dreams,
36:15I looked up,
36:16He gave a broken smile,
36:17Since the hunt,
36:18I've seen it in dreams on full moon nights,
36:20A woman's blurry face,
36:22I couldn't see it clearly,
36:23I always thought it was you,
36:25I didn't know it actually happened,
36:27Blood echoes,
36:29The royal Valamont bloodline,
36:31Could sense fragments of their destiny,
36:34I lost my voice,
36:36I could only be grateful,
36:37He had not recovered those memories in full,
36:39After a very very long time,
36:42He finally spoke,
36:44Don't come back,
36:46Don't ever come back,
36:50Shortly after,
36:51I said goodbye to my parents,
36:53I left Silvercroast,
36:54On the road,
36:55I heard travelers talk about the alpha hare,
36:57And his luna,
36:58Said they were a perfect match,
37:00A golden couple,
37:01Or so everyone believed,
37:03I had been a luna too,
37:05But in my past life,
37:07They tore me to shreds,
37:08The pack council spat on me,
37:10The alpha king and luna queen despised me,
37:13The commoners called me the cursed she-wolf,
37:15Who bewitched the alpha heir,
37:16To abandon his throne,
37:18Not to mention this body of mine,
37:19That could never shift,
37:20Not long after I arrived in Ashenmore,
37:22Cals followed me there,
37:24You left in such a rush,
37:25Didn't even say goodbye,
37:26I came looking for you that day,
37:27And couldn't find you anywhere,
37:29I was losing my mind,
37:30You know that?
37:32I'm standing right here,
37:33Aren't I?
37:34You impossible creature,
37:35In my second year in Ashenmore,
37:37A silver vein plague broke out in the city,
37:40It chewed through a wolf's essence,
37:42Killed your shifting,
37:44Drained your life,
37:45My wolf was already chained,
37:47The plague nearly took me out completely,
37:50Kale stayed by my side day and night,
37:52Never once closing his eyes,
37:54One night,
37:55The fever spiked,
37:56A cold hand brushed my forehead,
37:57The scent on that hand,
37:59Cedar,
37:59Storms,
38:00Campfire smoke,
38:01At dawn I heard the news,
38:02Cassian was here,
38:03He brought the royal cure and stayed for two weeks,
38:05The day he left,
38:07I went to see him off,
38:08I poured him a cup of wine,
38:09His hand hung in the air,
38:11Finally,
38:12He took it and drank,
38:13I drank too much,
38:14Passing out on the table,
38:15Just before I faded out,
38:17I felt his lips press gently against mine,
38:19Take care of yourself,
38:21Next spring,
38:22Cassian took a fatal hit in a rebel uprising,
38:24He died,
38:27Allura remarried,
38:28Miles away in Ashenmore,
38:30I finally let myself cry,
38:32Touching my lips,
38:34I could still feel the ghost of his kiss,
38:36Soon after,
38:37I moved my parents down to Ashenmore,
38:40Kale never marked anyone,
38:42I patrolled my borders,
38:44He watched my back,
38:46I signed paperwork,
38:48He read books beside me,
38:51At 32,
38:53I made the first move,
38:54I kissed him,
38:56His eyes lit up,
38:57A quiet,
38:58Deep joy,
38:59Of a love that had waited,
39:01And was finally met,
39:02He kissed me back for a long time,
39:04We had our mating ceremony,
39:06When he marked me,
39:07It was different from Cassian,
39:09The moment his fangs sank in,
39:10I felt invisible chains all over my body shattering,
39:13The moon curse broke completely,
39:14My wolf tore out of the deep binding,
39:16Silver white fur,
39:17Fast as lightning,
39:19It was my first shift in two lifetimes,
39:21Tears streamed down my face,
39:23Kale,
39:24The man who died alone in my past life,
39:26He was my fated mate too,
39:28Did the curse demand marks from both mates to finally break?
39:32Their love gave me my body back,
39:34And for the first time,
39:36I was whole,
39:38That same year,
39:39I met Alara again,
39:41Hello again Luna,
39:42How do you know,
39:43I only remembered in the second year after he died,
39:45But I never expected to fall for you in this lifetime,
39:47He was never happy after he came back,
39:49Not long after,
39:50He died in misery,
39:52She kept talking,
39:53Actually after you died in the last life,
39:54Cassian arranged everything,
39:55And then he died of a broken heart too,
39:57I froze,
39:58How could that be?
40:00Saren,
40:00Do you know why I never had pups?
40:02He simply never touched me,
40:03You know how many blades he caught for you in those ten years?
40:07He stopped loving you because it was the only way to keep you alive,
40:10And me?
40:11I was just the decoy,
40:12But my pups,
40:13They didn't die in political and fighting,
40:15Cassian hid them away,
40:16They watched you from the shadows,
40:18Kept asking when they could come home to mom,
40:19Her words were a sledgehammer,
40:21Smashing every truth I thought I knew,
40:23Your people weren't exiled either,
40:25She smiled,
40:26He smuggled them all to safety,
40:28The truth is,
40:29If you had held on a little longer in that life,
40:31He would have finished off every enemy threatening him,
40:35But back then,
40:36No one had told me any of this,
40:38Still in this life his side really had been dangerous,
40:40I knew of several assassination attempts all on me,
40:42A dull heavy pain crushed my chest,
40:44I thought it over in silence,
40:46When Cassian died in this life he had not yet reached 19,
40:48I was 32 now,
40:50Everything,
40:50Everything was over,
40:51Thanks for telling me,
40:52But for me it doesn't change anything,
40:54Not anymore,
40:55Kale was waiting for me nearby,
40:57Alara saw him,
40:58Something clicked in her head,
41:00She chuckled,
41:00In our past life,
41:02The first year Cassian pushed you away,
41:05Kale fought him,
41:05I had never seen either of them that mad,
41:07They nearly killed each other,
41:09Once Kale healed,
41:10He shipped out to the Northfield frontier,
41:12He said he'd fight Cassian again when he got back,
41:15And then,
41:15I knew,
41:17Kale never came back from the Northfield frontier,
41:20What about that?
41:21Does that change anything?
41:23Bells rang in the distance,
41:25The sunset painted the harbor lake in amber and rust,
41:31It was beautiful,
41:33And it was over,
41:35Yes,
41:35Yes,
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