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The Blackmailed Bride - Falling in Love With a Criminal Boss
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00:00:00I once read that the most dangerous thing a woman can do is save a man's life.
00:00:04I didn't believe it.
00:00:05I was 22, idealistic, and three semesters short of a nursing degree.
00:00:11When I found a man bleeding out in an alley behind a fast food restaurant,
00:00:14I didn't think about danger.
00:00:16I just pressed my hands to the wound.
00:00:18I didn't know his name.
00:00:19I didn't know that the blood soaking through my uniform
00:00:22belonged to the most feared cartel boss on the East Coast.
00:00:25I didn't know that behind those dark half-conscious eyes
00:00:27was a man who would remember everything I did.
00:00:30Every word, every touch, every desperate instruction I gave him in the dark.
00:00:34I didn't know he would come back for me.
00:00:36Three months later, a man named Emilio Reyes walked into my life
00:00:40and told me I had inherited a fortune from my late aunt on one condition.
00:00:44Marriage.
00:00:45To him.
00:00:46Immediately.
00:00:47No.
00:00:48I said no.
00:00:49He smiled like I hadn't spoken at all.
00:00:52This is the story of how I married a criminal.
00:00:55How I hated him, feared him.
00:00:57And somewhere in the middle of all the lies he built our life on,
00:01:00fell desperately, irreversibly in love with him.
00:01:03I want to tell you I fought it.
00:01:05I want to tell you I was smarter than this.
00:01:07But the truth is,
00:01:08the moment I pressed my hands to his chest in that alley,
00:01:11I was already his.
00:01:13I just didn't know it yet.
00:01:15The alley behind the shop smells like grease and rain.
00:01:19I take the trash out at midnight
00:01:22because Miguel never does
00:01:24and I'm too tired to fight about it.
00:01:30That's when I hear it.
00:01:32A shuffle.
00:01:33A grunt.
00:01:34The unmistakable sound of someone about to do something terrible.
00:01:38I peek my head out.
00:01:40First mistake of the night.
00:01:41First mistake of the night.
00:01:45Hello?
00:01:48You men immediately pin me against the wall.
00:01:51I open my mouth to scream.
00:01:53Someone beats me to it.
00:01:54He steps out of the dark like he owns it.
00:01:56Tall, jaw tight.
00:01:58One hand pressed to his ribs.
00:02:00He's bleeding.
00:02:01I can see it soaking through his shirt
00:02:03in a dark, spreading stain.
00:02:06He shouldn't be standing.
00:02:07Standing anyway.
00:02:08Let her go.
00:02:11The men charge.
00:02:13He moves.
00:02:14Fast.
00:02:15Precise.
00:02:16Brutal.
00:02:17And it's over in seconds.
00:02:20One man clutches his arm, screaming.
00:02:22The other is already gone.
00:02:27And then the stranger folds like paper.
00:02:29Fitting the wet pavement before I can catch him.
00:02:33I drag him inside.
00:02:35I don't know why.
00:02:40I'm a nursing school dropout
00:02:42with shaking hands
00:02:44and no business saving anyone.
00:02:47But I press gauze to his chest
00:02:49and count his breaths
00:02:51and tell him to stay with me.
00:02:53And somewhere between one breath and the next,
00:02:56I start to believe he might actually listen.
00:02:58He opens his eyes,
00:02:59grabs my wrist hard enough to bruise.
00:03:03No one has ever seen me like this.
00:03:06You're dead.
00:03:08Stop moving or you'll bleed more.
00:03:10He lets go.
00:03:12He passes out.
00:03:14I keep working.
00:03:16By the time I come back with antibiotics,
00:03:18he's gone.
00:03:20The room is empty except for the bloody gons
00:03:23and the faint smell of something expensive,
00:03:26cologne,
00:03:26maybe,
00:03:27or power.
00:03:31I stand in the doorway
00:03:33and feel something I can't name
00:03:35settle into my chest.
00:03:39Hope you make it, stranger.
00:03:46The days pass.
00:03:48My life goes on.
00:03:50The midnight shifts blur into each other
00:03:52and I almost convince myself
00:03:55the whole thing
00:03:56was a fever dream.
00:03:58The blood.
00:03:59The alley.
00:04:00The man who threatened to kill me
00:04:02while I was saving his life.
00:04:04Almost.
00:04:07It isn't until three months later
00:04:10that I understand the mistake
00:04:11I made that night.
00:04:12It wasn't peeking my head out
00:04:14into that alley.
00:04:15It was pulling the stranger
00:04:17back from the edge.
00:04:19I'm wiping down the counter
00:04:20when his face fills the TV screen
00:04:23above the register.
00:04:26Emilio Reyes.
00:04:27East Coast Cartel King.
00:04:29Dangerous.
00:04:31Untouchable.
00:04:32The customers are whispering.
00:04:34The word monster
00:04:36drifts past my ear like smoke.
00:04:39I stare at the screen
00:04:41and the memory hits me
00:04:42like a cold wave.
00:04:44His hand locked around my wrist.
00:04:46Even through the blood loss.
00:04:50No one has ever seen me like this.
00:04:54You're dead.
00:04:57Shit.
00:04:58I set down the tray.
00:05:00I turn for the door.
00:05:01A black bag drops over my head.
00:05:04The last thing I hear
00:05:05before the world goes dark.
00:05:07You're coming with us.
00:05:15They take the bag off
00:05:16in a room that costs more
00:05:17than my entire life.
00:05:18He's standing by the window
00:05:20with his back to me
00:05:21and even from behind
00:05:22I can feel the weight of him.
00:05:24The absolute, unharried certainty
00:05:26of a man who has never once
00:05:28been told no.
00:05:30He turns around slowly
00:05:32like he has all the time
00:05:33in the world.
00:05:35Like I'm not hyperventilating
00:05:37in the middle of his Persian rug.
00:05:38He looks at me the way
00:05:40you look at something
00:05:40you already own.
00:05:42Hello wife.
00:05:43Wife?
00:05:44He pulls out a file
00:05:46and slides it across the desk.
00:05:48Leticia Verito,
00:05:50my aunt,
00:05:51who I barely knew,
00:05:52who apparently knew him very well.
00:05:54She raised him.
00:05:55He called her family.
00:05:56And when she died,
00:05:58she left everything to me.
00:06:00One million dollars.
00:06:03I stare at the number
00:06:04until the zeros blur.
00:06:07You're handing out
00:06:08one million dollars to me?
00:06:09Just like this?
00:06:11Of course not.
00:06:13Your inheritance
00:06:14comes with a condition.
00:06:16Marry me for one year.
00:06:17Part of me wants to laugh.
00:06:18The part that's been eating
00:06:20ramen for six months.
00:06:22Drowning in debt.
00:06:23Too proud to ask for help.
00:06:24One million dollars.
00:06:26I could breathe again.
00:06:27I could actually breathe.
00:06:29But then,
00:06:30the other part of me
00:06:31gets up.
00:06:32The part that recognizes
00:06:33his face
00:06:34from every news broadcast.
00:06:36Every whispered warning.
00:06:37Every story
00:06:38that ends badly.
00:06:40Marry a mafia king
00:06:41with a promise
00:06:42of one million dollars?
00:06:43Is this Watt Mac novel
00:06:44really happening to me?
00:06:45Me?
00:06:46I set down the file.
00:06:48What do you get out of this?
00:06:51I...
00:06:51I'm a nobody.
00:06:53He steps closer.
00:06:54Close enough
00:06:55that I have to tilt
00:06:55my head back
00:06:56to hold his gaze.
00:06:57And I hate that I do it.
00:07:00You're not a nobody.
00:07:04Don't ever say that again.
00:07:07He says it quietly.
00:07:09Too quietly.
00:07:10Too gently.
00:07:11Like he means it.
00:07:13Like he's been
00:07:14thinking about it.
00:07:15Then the words land
00:07:16somewhere soft
00:07:17and unprotected
00:07:18before I can get
00:07:19my guard back up.
00:07:22I don't know
00:07:23what to do with them.
00:07:24So I look away
00:07:25down at the floor
00:07:26and that's when I see it.
00:07:28A dark stain
00:07:29in the carpet.
00:07:30Old and brown
00:07:31at the edges.
00:07:32Blood.
00:07:33Someone's blood.
00:07:34Soaked into the fibers
00:07:35and never fully
00:07:36cleaned away.
00:07:37The word yes
00:07:38dies in my throat.
00:07:40No.
00:07:42Then you just made
00:07:43your first mistake
00:07:44as my future wife.
00:07:50His hand moves
00:07:51toward his hip.
00:07:52My survival instincts
00:07:53shoot up.
00:07:56Wait!
00:07:57I...
00:07:57I didn't mean no.
00:07:58I just...
00:07:59I need time.
00:08:00To think.
00:08:03I'm allowed
00:08:03to think, right?
00:08:04A beat.
00:08:05His hand stills.
00:08:07Of course.
00:08:08I try the door.
00:08:12Locked.
00:08:13Of course
00:08:14it's locked.
00:08:15My heart hammers
00:08:16against my ribs
00:08:17as his footsteps
00:08:18cross the room
00:08:19behind me.
00:08:20Quiet.
00:08:20Unhurried.
00:08:21Inevitable.
00:08:23His hand covers
00:08:24mine on the knob.
00:08:25His mouth is close
00:08:26enough to my ear
00:08:27that I feel the warmth
00:08:27of his breath.
00:08:28And every rational
00:08:30thought I have
00:08:30dissolves.
00:08:31I'm a king, Mia.
00:08:34Don't even think
00:08:35about running.
00:08:37I'll see you
00:08:38at the altar.
00:08:39He twists the knob.
00:08:41The door spins open.
00:08:42I don't walk out.
00:08:43I flee.
00:08:45I nearly collide
00:08:46with a man in the hallway.
00:08:47Younger than Emilio.
00:08:49Easier to read.
00:08:50With a smile
00:08:50that doesn't reach his eyes.
00:08:52He watches me
00:08:53scramble past
00:08:54and says nothing.
00:08:55Behind me,
00:08:56I hear him say something
00:08:57to Emilio
00:08:57in a low voice.
00:08:58I don't stop to listen.
00:09:00Back in my apartment,
00:09:01Serena screams at me
00:09:02through the phone
00:09:03for ten solid minutes.
00:09:04I hold it away
00:09:05from my ear
00:09:06and stare at the ceiling.
00:09:07You should have left him
00:09:08bleeding in that alley!
00:09:10I know.
00:09:10He's a monster!
00:09:11My food's here.
00:09:13Talk later.
00:09:17I open the door
00:09:18expecting delivery.
00:09:20A gun barrel,
00:09:21cold metal,
00:09:22pointed at my face.
00:09:24Behind it,
00:09:25a man I've never seen before,
00:09:27silver-haired
00:09:28and soft-voiced,
00:09:29with the calm of someone
00:09:31who has done terrible things
00:09:32for a very long time.
00:09:34And at his feet,
00:09:35crumbled,
00:09:36bleeding,
00:09:36reaching for my ankle,
00:09:37a boy I've never met,
00:09:39but somehow,
00:09:41recognizing the shape
00:09:41of his jaw,
00:09:42the curve of his nose,
00:09:45a stranger smiles.
00:09:48Mia Espinosa,
00:09:50we need to talk.
00:09:55His name is Franco Palacio.
00:09:57I am Franco.
00:09:58He says it like a title,
00:10:00like something I should
00:10:01already know and fear.
00:10:02He says it while one
00:10:03of his men
00:10:03pins my arms behind me,
00:10:06and another kicks
00:10:07the boy hard enough
00:10:08to crack ribs.
00:10:10Tomas,
00:10:11your cousin,
00:10:13Leticia's only son.
00:10:14I didn't even know
00:10:15I had a cousin.
00:10:18I'm Emilio Reyes's
00:10:20worst nightmare.
00:10:21I don't know,
00:10:22Emilio.
00:10:23That's a lie.
00:10:25Of course I lied.
00:10:26I would say
00:10:27anything to get out of this.
00:10:31This gangster war
00:10:32I've somehow wandered into,
00:10:34dragging a cousin
00:10:35I've never met
00:10:35along with me.
00:10:37Maybe I really shouldn't
00:10:38have saved Emilio
00:10:39that night.
00:10:44He ignores me
00:10:45and crouches beside Tomas,
00:10:47dragging a knife
00:10:47down his cheek
00:10:48so slowly,
00:10:49so precisely,
00:10:51that the line of red
00:10:52it draws
00:10:53looks almost surgical.
00:10:55Tomas makes a sound
00:10:56I'll hear in my sleep
00:10:57for years.
00:10:58You're gonna marry
00:10:58Emilio Reyes.
00:11:00You're gonna give him
00:11:00an heir.
00:11:05And that child
00:11:06will be born
00:11:07under my command.
00:11:10What?
00:11:11A wife.
00:11:12A baby.
00:11:14That's all it takes
00:11:15to ruin a man like him.
00:11:19You're gonna be
00:11:19my weapon, sweetheart.
00:11:21He stands,
00:11:22moves back to Tomas,
00:11:24and presses the flat
00:11:25of the blade
00:11:25against his eyelid.
00:11:27One month.
00:11:28Get pregnant.
00:11:33Or your cousin
00:11:34loses more than an eye.
00:11:36I can't breathe.
00:11:38I can't think.
00:11:39The room has shrunk
00:11:40to the size of that knife.
00:11:41That eye.
00:11:42That terrible,
00:11:43soft sound Tomas
00:11:44makes when the blade
00:11:45presses harder.
00:11:47Stop!
00:11:48Left eye?
00:11:50Or right?
00:11:52Stop!
00:11:52I'll do it!
00:11:54The blade lifts.
00:11:56Franco smiles
00:11:57like I've given him
00:11:57a gift.
00:11:58Then the front door
00:11:59sweener splinters
00:12:00off its hinges.
00:12:04Emilio doesn't come in
00:12:06like a rescue.
00:12:07He comes in like
00:12:08weather.
00:12:08Sudden,
00:12:09total,
00:12:09impossible to argue with.
00:12:11His men fan out
00:12:12behind him.
00:12:15Franco's men scatter.
00:12:16And then it's just
00:12:17the two of us.
00:12:18And Tomas is gone.
00:12:20Dragged out in the chaos.
00:12:22And I'm on the floor.
00:12:24With my knees
00:12:25pulled to my chest.
00:12:27And my whole body
00:12:29shaking so hard
00:12:30my teeth click together.
00:12:31I don't hear him
00:12:31cross the room.
00:12:32I just feel the air change.
00:12:35Mia.
00:12:36His voice is different.
00:12:37Softer than I've heard it.
00:12:39I look up.
00:12:40And something in his face
00:12:41does thing I don't expect.
00:12:43It cracks.
00:12:45Just at the edges.
00:12:46Just for a second.
00:12:48I don't decide to move.
00:12:49I just do it.
00:12:51I throw myself at him.
00:12:55And his arms close around me
00:12:57before I can second guess it.
00:12:59And I press my face
00:13:00into his chest.
00:13:01And cry in a way
00:13:02I haven't cried
00:13:03since I was a little girl.
00:13:06Ugly and desperate
00:13:07and completely undignified.
00:13:11He holds me
00:13:12like he means it.
00:13:14He doesn't speak.
00:13:16Doesn't ask questions.
00:13:18Just keeps one hand
00:13:19on the back of my head.
00:13:20And breathes slowly.
00:13:22Steadily.
00:13:23Like he's trying
00:13:24to teach me how.
00:13:26And gradually
00:13:26my shaking slows.
00:13:27When I finally pull back
00:13:29his expression
00:13:30has closed again.
00:13:31But his eyes haven't.
00:13:33You're my woman, Mia.
00:13:36Your tears belong to me.
00:13:39I should have a response to that.
00:13:41I don't.
00:13:42I just look at him
00:13:43and feel the words settle
00:13:45somewhere deep
00:13:46and permanent.
00:13:47Like a key
00:13:48turning in a lock
00:13:49I didn't know I had.
00:13:51He wipes my face
00:13:52with his thumb.
00:13:54Gentle.
00:13:54Careful.
00:13:55Like I'm something
00:13:56worth being careful with.
00:13:58I'm not your woman.
00:14:00I haven't agreed
00:14:02to anything yet.
00:14:04I know.
00:14:05We should talk.
00:14:07He says it quietly.
00:14:08He doesn't push.
00:14:09He just looks at me
00:14:11like he's already decided
00:14:12and he's willing to wait.
00:14:14That might be the most
00:14:15frightening thing
00:14:16he's done yet.
00:14:18The next morning
00:14:19we sit on opposite sides
00:14:21of a conference table
00:14:22with a contract
00:14:23between us
00:14:23sick enough
00:14:24to stop a bullet.
00:14:25Our marriage contract.
00:14:29Read it.
00:14:32Terms and conditions.
00:14:34We'll discuss today.
00:14:40I keep my spine straight
00:14:42as I flip through the pages.
00:14:44I try very hard
00:14:46to absorb
00:14:46what I'm about
00:14:47to sign my life onto.
00:14:49But not a single word
00:14:50makes it to my brain.
00:14:55Instead,
00:14:56Franco's voice echoes
00:14:57like a curse on a loop.
00:14:59Marry Emilio.
00:15:01Baby.
00:15:02One month.
00:15:05My weapon.
00:15:08To save a cousin
00:15:09I barely know
00:15:10in a gangster war
00:15:10I never asked
00:15:11to be part of?
00:15:12I'm going to lie
00:15:13to a cartel king
00:15:14sitting right across
00:15:16from me
00:15:16expecting a real marriage.
00:15:19Of course I'll sign
00:15:20this contract.
00:15:21But it's not my choice.
00:15:22It was never my choice.
00:15:25I am completely,
00:15:26utterly out of control
00:15:27of this situation
00:15:28and I have to pretend
00:15:30otherwise.
00:15:31Perfectly.
00:15:31Or Thomas pays for it.
00:15:34Everything okay?
00:15:36Okay?
00:15:37I startle.
00:15:39I startle.
00:15:39He's watching me.
00:15:41Of course he's watching me.
00:15:43Men like him
00:15:44watch everything.
00:15:48I need to smooth this over.
00:15:50For my cousin.
00:15:52The contract doesn't mention
00:15:54sleeping arrangements.
00:15:56He goes very still.
00:15:59Sleeping arrangements.
00:16:03We'd be married.
00:16:07It would be natural
00:16:09that we...
00:16:10The chair scrapes back.
00:16:12He's in front of me
00:16:13in two steps
00:16:14leaning over the table
00:16:16with both hands
00:16:17planted on either side
00:16:19of the contract
00:16:19close enough
00:16:20that I can smell his cologne
00:16:21and feel the warmth
00:16:22radiating off his skin.
00:16:25It's natural we fuck.
00:16:28My breath stops.
00:16:33Do you want me to fuck you?
00:16:37There is no good answer
00:16:38to that question.
00:16:44There is only the truth.
00:16:46Yes.
00:16:47Obviously.
00:16:48Embarrassingly.
00:16:50Inconveniently yes.
00:16:51And the reason behind it
00:16:53which I can never tell him.
00:16:58That's what husbands
00:16:59and wives do.
00:17:01We're not real husband and wife.
00:17:04This is a contract.
00:17:08You're attractive and rich.
00:17:11Any woman would want you.
00:17:16He tilts his head.
00:17:18Something dangerous
00:17:19flickering in his eyes.
00:17:21You think I'm attractive?
00:17:26Yes.
00:17:27Are you lying to me?
00:17:32No.
00:17:34I'm not lying.
00:17:35That's the problem.
00:17:38I'm not lying at all
00:17:39and he can see it.
00:17:40and the slow curve of his mouth
00:17:43tells me he's been able
00:17:44to see it this whole time.
00:17:46He lifts me onto the table
00:17:48in one motion.
00:17:49I gasp.
00:17:51Not in fear,
00:17:52which would make sense,
00:17:54in something that runs
00:17:55hotter than fear.
00:17:57He nudges my knees apart.
00:17:59Not roughly,
00:18:00just firmly,
00:18:01with the uncurried confidence
00:18:03of a man who already knows
00:18:04the answer.
00:18:08You can lie with words,
00:18:10not with your body.
00:18:12His hand slides up
00:18:13my inner thigh.
00:18:19Tell me you want me.
00:18:20Tell me it's not just
00:18:21the contract.
00:18:22And God help me,
00:18:23I do.
00:18:31She's sitting on my
00:18:32conference table
00:18:33with her knees apart
00:18:35and her eyes blown wide
00:18:37and I have never wanted
00:18:38to ruin someone
00:18:39so completely in my life.
00:18:44I pull my hand back slowly,
00:18:46letting her watch
00:18:47her own wetness
00:18:48dripping on my fingers.
00:18:51Her breath stutters.
00:18:53Is this for me?
00:18:58Do I get you this wet
00:18:59just by talking to you?
00:19:05Yes.
00:19:06Her voice comes out
00:19:07wrecked and small
00:19:08and honest
00:19:10and it pulls me back
00:19:12from the edge
00:19:12of something I can't afford.
00:19:15That voice.
00:19:17That lying,
00:19:18beautiful voice.
00:19:20I know something happened
00:19:21between her and Franco.
00:19:22I've known since
00:19:24the moment I walked
00:19:24into her apartment
00:19:25and found her on the floor
00:19:27because I wasn't there
00:19:28to rescue her.
00:19:29I was there to make her talk.
00:19:33Franco's men
00:19:33were already scattering
00:19:34when I kicked the door in.
00:19:36I had my gun up,
00:19:38finger on the trigger,
00:19:39Franco in my sights.
00:19:41And then I saw her.
00:19:43I curled on the floor,
00:19:45shaking.
00:19:47small in a way
00:19:48that hit me somewhere
00:19:48I don't let things hit me.
00:19:50I lowered the gun.
00:19:52I crossed the room.
00:19:54And the second she threw herself
00:19:56against
00:19:57it's my chest.
00:19:59I let out a breath
00:20:00I hadn't known
00:20:01I was holding.
00:20:05The will I showed her,
00:20:07I fabricated it.
00:20:09My nanny,
00:20:10Letrisha,
00:20:11was a kind woman,
00:20:12not a wealthy one.
00:20:14She didn't leave
00:20:16a million dollars.
00:20:17I forged every page.
00:20:20I needed a reason
00:20:21to keep Mia close.
00:20:24Somewhere I could watch her.
00:20:27Pull the truth
00:20:28out of her slowly.
00:20:29But that day,
00:20:30with her crying
00:20:32in my arms,
00:20:33I stopped caring
00:20:34about the plan.
00:20:36I decided I had
00:20:37to have her.
00:20:38One way or another,
00:20:40I never expected
00:20:41the other way
00:20:42to involve this many lies.
00:20:44I hate lies.
00:20:49Mia.
00:20:51You have no idea
00:20:52I'm going to torture
00:20:53the truth out of you.
00:20:54I shove my hand
00:20:56back between her legs.
00:20:58Fingers flying
00:20:59to my shoulders.
00:21:03Tell me to stop
00:21:04if you don't want this.
00:21:09She doesn't stop me.
00:21:11Good.
00:21:12I push her panties aside
00:21:13and press one finger
00:21:15inside her.
00:21:15She moans,
00:21:16hips rolling forward
00:21:17instinctually.
00:21:21Hands gripping my shoulders
00:21:22like she needs something
00:21:23to hold on to.
00:21:27Emilio.
00:21:28God.
00:21:30My name in her mouth
00:21:31like that.
00:21:34I add a second finger
00:21:36and move faster.
00:21:37Watching her come undone.
00:21:39And I am aching
00:21:40with how much
00:21:41I want her.
00:21:43But I have a mission.
00:21:44I need her confession.
00:21:47If I handed you
00:21:48the inheritance right now,
00:21:49no strings,
00:21:51no cracks,
00:21:51would you still want me?
00:21:53Emilio.
00:21:54Answer me!
00:21:56Yes!
00:21:57More lies.
00:21:59Oh, you little liar.
00:22:01You have no idea
00:22:02what you just walked into.
00:22:06He stops.
00:22:07The absence of his touch
00:22:08is so sudden
00:22:09it punches the air
00:22:10out of me.
00:22:10I look at him,
00:22:11chest heaving,
00:22:12completely undone,
00:22:13and his face
00:22:14has already closed.
00:22:15Composed.
00:22:16Cool.
00:22:17Like none of it happened.
00:22:21You're hiding something
00:22:22from me.
00:22:23Bad girls
00:22:24don't get to come.
00:22:25Sign the contract.
00:22:27Diego will help you
00:22:27move in tomorrow.
00:22:28I sit on the edge
00:22:29of the conference table
00:22:30with his handkerchief
00:22:31in my hands
00:22:31and the ghost
00:22:32of his touch
00:22:32still burning
00:22:33under my skin.
00:22:35And I stare
00:22:36at the closed door
00:22:37and try to remember
00:22:38who I am
00:22:39and why I'm here.
00:22:40Stay focused,
00:22:41Mia.
00:22:42Toas.
00:22:42One month.
00:22:43That's all that matters.
00:22:45His mansion is the size
00:22:46of my entire neighborhood.
00:22:47I drag my suitcase
00:22:48through the front door
00:22:49and try not to look like
00:22:50I've never seen
00:22:50marble floors before.
00:22:51The staff lines up
00:22:52to greet me.
00:22:53I shake everyone's hand
00:22:54and smile until my face hurts.
00:22:55And somewhere in the middle of it,
00:22:56Emilio appears from a hallway
00:22:58and I make the mistake
00:22:59of asking if I'll be
00:22:59staying in his room.
00:23:00We don't sleep
00:23:01in the same room.
00:23:04He gives me a guest room
00:23:06with a bed too big
00:23:06for one person
00:23:07and curtains the color
00:23:08of champagne.
00:23:09He drops a ring box
00:23:10into my palm
00:23:10without ceremony
00:23:11or eye contact.
00:23:12Wear it in public.
00:23:14It fits perfectly.
00:23:15I don't know why
00:23:15that makes my chest ache.
00:23:17Why are you so cold today?
00:23:18I thought we...
00:23:19Do you know what I do
00:23:19to people who betray me?
00:23:20No.
00:23:21I kill them.
00:23:22Every single one.
00:23:24Betrayal doesn't exist
00:23:25in my world.
00:23:26Are you keeping something
00:23:27from me, Mia?
00:23:28Tell him.
00:23:28Just tell him.
00:23:29The words crowd my throat.
00:23:30Franco Tomas,
00:23:31the knife,
00:23:32the deadline.
00:23:34When I look up,
00:23:35Emilio is gone.
00:23:36I need to get pregnant.
00:23:37I need to do something.
00:23:43This will have to do.
00:23:47I carry a plate of cookies
00:23:48down the hall
00:23:49like an offering,
00:23:50which, honestly,
00:23:50is exactly what it is.
00:23:52This is the plan.
00:23:52This is the whole plan.
00:23:54I push open the study door.
00:23:55Fifteen men look up
00:23:56at me simultaneously.
00:23:58Leave.
00:23:59Not you.
00:24:03I stand there
00:24:04tugging the hem
00:24:05of my shorts down
00:24:06and trying to look like
00:24:06I haven't just made
00:24:07a catastrophic mistake.
00:24:08You didn't just bring me
00:24:09cookies dressed like this.
00:24:10I didn't know
00:24:11you were in a meeting.
00:24:11I'm half-mined to shoot
00:24:12every man who was
00:24:13just in this room.
00:24:14Please don't.
00:24:15What do I do to a bad girl
00:24:16who interrupts my meeting?
00:24:17Do I bend you over this desk
00:24:18and spank your pretty little ass?
00:24:20I shiver.
00:24:20I should not shiver.
00:24:21I shiver anyway.
00:24:22Or do I force you down
00:24:23on your knees
00:24:23and make you take my cock?
00:24:24Or you could take me.
00:24:26I can give you an air.
00:24:32No.
00:24:33No condoms.
00:24:34You're not on birth control.
00:24:36I know.
00:24:36Something shifts
00:24:37in his expression.
00:24:38The heat drains out of it
00:24:39replaced by something
00:24:40colder and more careful.
00:24:41You want my baby.
00:24:42Why?
00:24:43Because your biggest enemy
00:24:44has my cousin
00:24:44and gave me a deadline
00:24:45and I have no other options
00:24:47and I'm terrified
00:24:48and I'm sorry
00:24:49because you're handsome
00:24:50and I'd really love to
00:24:52Get out.
00:24:53What?
00:24:54Get out.
00:24:56I slide to the floor
00:24:56and stand there
00:24:57for one horrible second
00:24:58completely exposed.
00:24:59The cookies,
00:25:00the shorts,
00:25:00the desperate transparent
00:25:01wanting of all of it
00:25:02and then I turn
00:25:03and walk out
00:25:04with whatever dignity
00:25:04I have left
00:25:05which is not much.
00:25:07I need a new plan.
00:25:10Serena,
00:25:10can you meet me?
00:25:11I need to tell you everything.
00:25:13Outside my window,
00:25:14the city hums and glitters
00:25:15like it doesn't know
00:25:15anything is wrong.
00:25:16Like the world
00:25:17is perfectly ordinary
00:25:18and I haven't spent
00:25:19the last week
00:25:19tangled up in a cartel king
00:25:21who sees straight
00:25:21through every lie I tell
00:25:23except the one
00:25:23that might get us both killed.
00:25:25What did I get myself into?
00:25:31Thank God!
00:25:32Are you okay?
00:25:33He didn't chain you up somewhere?
00:25:34He's not.
00:25:35No.
00:25:35No dungeons.
00:25:37I'm fine.
00:25:38You don't look fine.
00:25:39She's right.
00:25:40I don't feel fine.
00:25:41I feel like I'm playing
00:25:41three different chess games
00:25:42at once
00:25:43and losing all of them.
00:25:44I start to tell her
00:25:45about Franco,
00:25:45about Tomas,
00:25:46about the deadline.
00:25:47But before I can get past
00:25:48the first sentence...
00:25:49Are you okay?
00:25:50You seem terrified of him.
00:25:51Of course I'm terrified.
00:25:52His men run the entire
00:25:53East Coast.
00:25:54He could be listening
00:25:54to us right now, Mia.
00:25:55Serena, you're not making sense.
00:25:57Why do you even know
00:25:57so much about him?
00:25:58Who's your dad?
00:25:59Something shifts
00:25:59in her expression.
00:26:01Something serious
00:26:01and old and tired
00:26:02like she's been waiting
00:26:03for this question
00:26:04and dreading it
00:26:04at the same time.
00:26:06Mia, it's time
00:26:06you know who I am.
00:26:07The door exploding open.
00:26:08A masked man with a gun raised
00:26:10screaming at everyone
00:26:11to get on the floor.
00:26:12The cafe erupts into chaos.
00:26:13I freeze.
00:26:15I stand in the middle of it all
00:26:16and my body simply refuses
00:26:17to move like it's deciding
00:26:18whether any of this is real.
00:26:20Mia!
00:26:21Get down.
00:26:21I can't move.
00:26:23You deaf!
00:26:24I said down!
00:26:25The robber spots me.
00:26:26Move!
00:26:27Why can't I move?
00:26:35For one second,
00:26:36I think it's over.
00:26:37Marco, put it down.
00:26:39Please.
00:26:45I stand there
00:26:46with a stranger's arm
00:26:46around neck
00:26:47and think absurdly
00:26:48about the alley
00:26:48three months ago.
00:26:49About how I peeked my head out
00:26:51and said hello
00:26:51and said hello like an idiot.
00:26:52About how that one bad decision
00:26:53led to every bad decision
00:26:54after it.
00:26:55A chain of dominoes
00:26:56I set off the moment
00:26:57I dragged a bleeding cartel king
00:26:58off the pavement.
00:26:59I really shouldn't have saved him.
00:27:00Then the door opens again.
00:27:01Emilio walks in
00:27:02like he has nowhere else to be.
00:27:03Like this is a meeting
00:27:04he's scheduled.
00:27:05Gun raised,
00:27:06jaw set,
00:27:06eyes finding me
00:27:07in under a second.
00:27:08Oh yeah?
00:27:09Who's she?
00:27:09The president's wife?
00:27:10Emilio shoots him in the arm.
00:27:11The arm around my throat
00:27:12goes slack.
00:27:13I drop.
00:27:14Serena catches me.
00:27:16No you're fucking not.
00:27:17I don't see what happens next.
00:27:19The world tilts,
00:27:20goes soft at the edges
00:27:21and I stop being able
00:27:22to hold myself up.
00:27:23The last thing I feel
00:27:24before I feign
00:27:24is someone lifting me.
00:27:26His arms,
00:27:27his cologne,
00:27:27that particular steadiness
00:27:28that shouldn't feel like safety
00:27:30but does.
00:27:33I wake up in a bed
00:27:34that isn't mine.
00:27:34It's too big,
00:27:35too soft,
00:27:36smells too expensive.
00:27:37The ceiling is high
00:27:38and unfamiliar
00:27:38and for a disoriented moment
00:27:40I have no idea
00:27:40where I am
00:27:41or what year it is.
00:27:42Then I remember the gun,
00:27:43the arm around my throat,
00:27:44the sound of a shot.
00:27:45I sit up too fast.
00:27:46My head swims.
00:27:47Are you okay?
00:27:48He's still in his suit.
00:27:49He's looking at me
00:27:50with an intensity
00:27:51that doesn't belong
00:27:52on a face
00:27:52pretending not to care.
00:27:54I think so.
00:27:54Where am I?
00:27:55My bedroom.
00:27:57Your bedroom?
00:27:58I thought we had
00:27:59separate rooms.
00:27:59You also walked
00:28:01into my meeting
00:28:01in a pair of shorts
00:28:02and asked me
00:28:02to get you pregnant.
00:28:03The rules are flexible.
00:28:05Does that mean
00:28:06I can stay in your room now?
00:28:08Do you want to sleep
00:28:09with me that badly?
00:28:10Yes,
00:28:11says every nerve
00:28:11in my body.
00:28:12Yes,
00:28:12but not for the reason
00:28:13you think,
00:28:14says the part of me
00:28:14that remembers Tomas
00:28:16and Franco
00:28:16and the deadline
00:28:17that is still ticking.
00:28:18What if I say yes?
00:28:20His eyes darken.
00:28:21For one suspended second
00:28:22I think he's going
00:28:22to close the distance
00:28:23between us
00:28:24and my heart rate
00:28:25does something embarrassing.
00:28:26He stands instead.
00:28:27Adjust his jacket.
00:28:28Rest.
00:28:29Tomorrow's a big day.
00:28:30What's tomorrow?
00:28:31The engagement party
00:28:32where I tell the world
00:28:33you're mine.
00:28:33Am I falling for him?
00:28:34No.
00:28:35Focus.
00:28:35Tomas.
00:28:36One month.
00:28:39The next morning
00:28:40a small army arrives
00:28:41at my door.
00:28:42They work on me
00:28:42for two hours.
00:28:43I sit in the chair
00:28:44and let them
00:28:45and feel like a doll
00:28:46being dressed
00:28:46for a party
00:28:47I didn't ask to attend
00:28:48which is technically
00:28:49exactly what's happening.
00:28:51I slip out
00:28:51when they're arguing
00:28:52about earrings.
00:28:53Down the hall
00:28:53through the tall
00:28:54living room windows
00:28:55I spot Emilio
00:28:56outside with Diego.
00:28:57He's in a sharp suit
00:28:58and he's furious.
00:28:59Jaw tight,
00:29:00gesturing hard,
00:29:00words muffled
00:29:01through the glass
00:29:01but unmistakably sharp.
00:29:03He's beautiful
00:29:03when he's angry.
00:29:04I noticed this
00:29:05and immediately
00:29:05wish I hadn't.
00:29:09You're gonna tell me
00:29:10why you want my baby
00:29:11and what it'd have
00:29:11to do with Palacio?
00:29:13Who?
00:29:14The man at your apartment.
00:29:15He knows.
00:29:16He's known.
00:29:16The realization
00:29:17lands slowly
00:29:18and then all at once
00:29:19and I think about
00:29:19every moment
00:29:20since he showed up
00:29:20at my door.
00:29:21The conference table,
00:29:22the handkerchief,
00:29:23the drawer full of condoms
00:29:24and understand that
00:29:25he has been pulling
00:29:25at this thread
00:29:26the entire time.
00:29:27I don't know
00:29:27what you're talking about.
00:29:29Do you know
00:29:29what happened
00:29:29to the last person
00:29:30who lied to me?
00:29:32I cut out their tongue.
00:29:34and made them eat it.
00:29:35I hate them.
00:29:36I blink hard.
00:29:37He's a monster,
00:29:37I tell myself.
00:29:38Remember that.
00:29:39This isn't over.
00:29:40I know.
00:29:41It's never over.
00:29:42That's the problem.
00:29:45I walk in on Emilio's arm
00:29:47in a dress that cost
00:29:48more than three months
00:29:49of my old salary.
00:29:50Diamonds at my throat
00:29:51and I feel like
00:29:51a very convincing fake.
00:29:53Emilio greets people
00:29:54with a smile
00:29:55that doesn't touch his eyes
00:29:56and steers me through the room
00:29:57with a hand at the small
00:29:58of my back
00:29:58that feels like
00:29:59both a claim
00:30:00and a warning.
00:30:01Stay close.
00:30:02Don't talk to anyone.
00:30:03I'm not allowed
00:30:04to talk to people?
00:30:05You've caused enough
00:30:06trouble on your own.
00:30:07That wasn't in the contract.
00:30:08I'm a cartel boss,
00:30:09Mia.
00:30:10The contract won't stop me
00:30:11from doing whatever I want.
00:30:13I don't see Franco
00:30:14until his hand closes
00:30:15around my arm
00:30:16and yanks me
00:30:17into the shadows.
00:30:18Hello, little Mia.
00:30:19You didn't forget our deal?
00:30:21What are you doing here?
00:30:22Emilio invited.
00:30:23We go way back.
00:30:24Emilio invited him.
00:30:25The information sits
00:30:25in my chest like a stone.
00:30:27I think about the look
00:30:27on Emilio's face
00:30:28through the window.
00:30:29Furious.
00:30:29Deliberate.
00:30:30I think about this isn't over.
00:30:31You've been living with him
00:30:32for three weeks, little Mia.
00:30:34Why aren't you pregnant yet?
00:30:43What did you do to her?
00:30:44Nothing.
00:30:44We were just talking.
00:30:46Why don't you ask her?
00:30:47This is his land
00:30:48between us like a grenade.
00:30:49I watch Emilio's grip loosen,
00:30:51just slightly,
00:30:52just for a moment
00:30:53and see it on his face,
00:30:54the recalculation,
00:30:55the betrayal
00:30:55trying to find its shape.
00:30:57Our eyes meet
00:30:57and I have never felt
00:30:58so exposed in my life.
00:31:00Then Delion is there,
00:31:01murmuring something
00:31:02about engagement photos
00:31:03and Emilio exhale
00:31:04through his teeth
00:31:05and goes.
00:31:05I watch him walk away
00:31:07with his shoulders set
00:31:07and his jaw tight
00:31:08and something aching
00:31:09and hollow opens up
00:31:10in the middle of my chest.
00:31:12You know something's wrong.
00:31:13Tell him yourself
00:31:14before this ends badly.
00:31:15I can't.
00:31:17Under the bright lights
00:31:18of the photo area,
00:31:19Emanio and I stand
00:31:20six inches apart
00:31:21like strangers.
00:31:22The photographer
00:31:23keeps asking us
00:31:23to move closer.
00:31:24We comply in small,
00:31:26miserable increments.
00:31:26Is it that unborable
00:31:27standing next to me?
00:31:28Only when you're mad at me.
00:31:29I'm mad because
00:31:30you're hiding something.
00:31:31I can't.
00:31:31Perfect.
00:31:32Now give each other
00:31:33a little kiss.
00:31:34The silence that follows
00:31:35is approximately
00:31:36a thousand years long.
00:31:37Then Emilio grabs my chin
00:31:38and kisses me.
00:31:39It's not gentle.
00:31:40It's a question with teeth.
00:31:41Demanding and frustrated
00:31:42and searingly humiliatingly
00:31:44effective.
00:31:44The camera flashes
00:31:45go off like a small storm.
00:31:47That was my first kiss.
00:31:48That was my first kiss
00:31:49and he used it
00:31:50like propuntuation.
00:31:53His mouth was just there.
00:31:55Angry and warm
00:31:56and nothing like I'd imagined
00:31:57and I have absolutely
00:31:58been imagining it
00:31:59and that is a problem
00:32:00I don't have time for
00:32:01right now.
00:32:02He was furious
00:32:03and I still got turned on.
00:32:05What is wrong with me?
00:32:08Did you sleep with him?
00:32:09Who?
00:32:10Franco Palazzo.
00:32:10Is that what you're hiding?
00:32:11Is that why you wouldn't kiss me?
00:32:12No, I didn't sleep with him.
00:32:13You shoved me away
00:32:14like I was contagious.
00:32:14Because I couldn't breathe.
00:32:15I've never, I haven't.
00:32:16The fury in his expression
00:32:17shifts slowly
00:32:18like a tide going out.
00:32:20It gives way to something
00:32:20quiet and more careful.
00:32:22Breathe through your nose.
00:32:22He presses his lips to mine
00:32:24and this time
00:32:24it's nothing like before.
00:32:26Soft, slow,
00:32:27like he's asking
00:32:27instead of taking.
00:32:28Like he has all the time
00:32:29in the world
00:32:30and intends to use it.
00:32:31One more.
00:32:32I don't say no.
00:32:33I don't say anything.
00:32:34He kisses me again,
00:32:35deeper,
00:32:36one hand sliding
00:32:36to the back of my neck
00:32:37and I stop being able
00:32:38to think in anything
00:32:39but sensation.
00:32:40Warmth and the smell
00:32:41of his cologne
00:32:41and the ridiculous
00:32:42inconvenient certainty
00:32:43that I am in
00:32:43very serious trouble.
00:32:45Say yes, ma'am.
00:32:46Yes.
00:32:50Then he stops.
00:32:51Not all at once.
00:32:51He trails his lips
00:32:52down my throat
00:32:53unhurried while I'm still
00:32:54trying to remember
00:32:54what air is for.
00:32:55His hands are at my waist,
00:32:56mine are in his hair.
00:32:57The whole world
00:32:58has narrowed down
00:32:58to this locked bathroom,
00:32:59this basin,
00:33:00his mouth.
00:33:00But I don't think
00:33:01you deserve it yet.
00:33:02What?
00:33:02You're still hiding
00:33:03something from me.
00:33:04You and my worst enemy.
00:33:05I can't tell you.
00:33:06I'm sorry.
00:33:06He drops to his knees
00:33:07in front of me,
00:33:08parting my legs
00:33:09and I barely have time
00:33:10to process what's happening
00:33:11before his mouth is on me
00:33:13and my head snaps back
00:33:14and I forget every coherent
00:33:15thought I've ever had.
00:33:16You'll tell me eventually
00:33:17before it's too late.
00:33:19He's using this against me.
00:33:20I know he's using this against me.
00:33:22I can't make myself care.
00:33:24A security guard
00:33:25threatening to break it down.
00:33:26Promise me you'll tell me the truth
00:33:28or that guard walks in
00:33:29and finds you like this.
00:33:30That's...
00:33:30You can't.
00:33:31That's blackmail.
00:33:32Yes, I promise.
00:33:33I'll tell you everything.
00:33:34Turns back to me,
00:33:35eyes dark.
00:33:37Remember your promise.
00:33:40He leaves.
00:33:41I sit on the basin
00:33:42in the sudden quiet,
00:33:43chest heaving,
00:33:44ring glittering on my finger
00:33:45and press my hands to my face.
00:33:46He used pleasure as a weapon.
00:33:48And the worst part,
00:33:49the part I can't stop thinking about
00:33:51as I swipe off the basin
00:33:52and fix my lipstick
00:33:52and walk back out
00:33:53into the party
00:33:54is that I would let him do it again.
00:33:58Sleep well?
00:34:00Hmm.
00:34:01You don't look like you slept well.
00:34:03I can arrange a sleep therapist.
00:34:05You used sex to blackrail me?
00:34:06No, I don't need a therapist.
00:34:08I need a cop.
00:34:08You think a cop would help?
00:34:09No, because you're the cartel king
00:34:11and you do whatever you want.
00:34:13Not everything I want.
00:34:15Not when it comes to you.
00:34:16I don't know what to do with that.
00:34:17I look at my hands.
00:34:19I don't like being lied to, Mia.
00:34:20I grew up in this world.
00:34:22Betrayal is the worst and there is.
00:34:23But I'll wait.
00:34:24Tell me when you're ready.
00:34:25Something in my chest
00:34:26loosens just slightly.
00:34:28The first millimeter of relief in weeks.
00:34:30I'll tell you.
00:34:31At the right time.
00:34:32I need to think it through.
00:34:33That's all I need.
00:34:35I have money.
00:34:36You have peanuts.
00:34:37Buy whatever you want.
00:34:38I'll see you tonight, fiance.
00:34:40I look up from five credit cards
00:34:41and the ring on my finger
00:34:42and the ghost of his mouth on mine
00:34:43and I think about Tobos
00:34:45and Franco's deadline
00:34:46and the promise I made
00:34:47in a locked bathroom.
00:34:48I'll tell him.
00:34:49At the right time.
00:34:50My phone buzzes.
00:34:51It's a message from an unknown number.
00:34:53A photo.
00:34:53Tobos.
00:34:54Beaten.
00:34:54Barely consciousness.
00:34:55A map pin.
00:34:56One line of text.
00:34:57Come alone.
00:34:58I'm running some errands today.
00:35:00You can come along.
00:35:01Let's see how long you last.
00:35:05I know that's what it was.
00:35:06A list of errands Emilio
00:35:08had quietly arranged.
00:35:09A list of things
00:35:10I was supposed to need.
00:35:11A list of reasons
00:35:12to stay close to the house.
00:35:13I ditched them
00:35:14at the corner of Fifth and Carator.
00:35:15Slipped into a doorway
00:35:45while they ran past
00:35:46people.
00:35:47I'm not talking about that.
00:35:47I'm talking about
00:35:48why you're not pregnant yet.
00:35:49He looked up when he heard me.
00:35:50My stomach turned.
00:35:51He started pulling
00:35:52one of the women closer,
00:35:53making a show of it,
00:35:54watching my face.
00:35:57When something slammed
00:35:58into the building
00:35:59from the back,
00:36:00a sound like the world
00:36:01rearranging itself.
00:36:08Franco got one hand
00:36:09on my hand on my arm
00:36:09before a gunshot
00:36:10punched through the air
00:36:11and he dropped.
00:36:17Emilio stood in the doorway,
00:36:18guns still raised,
00:36:20still smoking.
00:36:21He looked at Franco
00:36:22on the floor
00:36:23for exactly one second.
00:36:26Then he looked at me.
00:36:28You okay?
00:36:28Did he hurt you?
00:36:29I couldn't make words happen.
00:36:31I just shook my head
00:36:32against his chest
00:36:33and kept shaking.
00:36:34Take care of the rest.
00:36:36We're leaving.
00:36:37Then he lifted me,
00:36:38literally lifted me,
00:36:39and carried me out
00:36:40of that building
00:36:41like I weighed nothing,
00:36:42like it was the most
00:36:42natural thing in the world,
00:36:44like he'd been doing it
00:36:44his whole life.
00:36:46Outside,
00:36:46the afternoon light
00:36:47was so ordinary
00:36:48it almost hurt.
00:36:51I kept waiting for him
00:36:52to put me down
00:36:53to say something cold,
00:36:54to remind me
00:36:55that this was a contract
00:36:56and feelings weren't included.
00:36:58He didn't.
00:36:59He just held me
00:36:59against his chest
00:37:00in the back seat
00:37:01while Diego drove
00:37:01and the city slipped
00:37:02past the windows
00:37:03like a film
00:37:03I wasn't part of.
00:37:04He set me
00:37:05on the living room sofa,
00:37:06carefully, gently,
00:37:08and told the staff
00:37:08to leave with a single look.
00:37:10The room emptied
00:37:10in seconds.
00:37:11It was just us
00:37:12and the afternoon quiet
00:37:14and the weight
00:37:14of everything
00:37:15that had happened
00:37:15in that filthy room.
00:37:16He threatened my cousin.
00:37:18He wanted me
00:37:19to have your baby
00:37:19so he could use
00:37:20the child as leverage
00:37:21against you.
00:37:22Why didn't you come to me?
00:37:23He said he'd kill
00:37:24Tomas if I did.
00:37:25Your cousin was
00:37:26looking at Galadio.
00:37:27He owed him money.
00:37:28They built this trap
00:37:29together for you.
00:37:31The word together
00:37:31landed like a storm.
00:37:36He gambled himself
00:37:37into a grave
00:37:38and Galadio owned him.
00:37:39I stared at my hands.
00:37:41The whole architecture
00:37:42of the past
00:37:42rearranged itself
00:37:43in my head.
00:37:44Toa sweeping
00:37:44on my floor.
00:37:45The threats,
00:37:46all of it planned.
00:37:47All of it aimed at me.
00:37:48Sorry isn't gonna cut it.
00:37:52I thought he was going
00:37:53to be cold about it.
00:37:54That's what I braced for.
00:37:56The cartel king voice.
00:37:57The gun on the table voice
00:37:58that I told you so
00:38:00wrapped in ice.
00:38:01Instead he said something
00:38:02I didn't expect at all.
00:38:04You own me.
00:38:06I dropped meetings
00:38:06to pull you out
00:38:07of that coffee shop.
00:38:08I kissed you
00:38:08at our engagement party
00:38:09when I should have been
00:38:10shaking hands.
00:38:10I couldn't kill you
00:38:11when you lied to my face
00:38:12three times
00:38:13and I tried.
00:38:14I sat there
00:38:14and I tried
00:38:15and I couldn't do it.
00:38:16Don't quote that stupid
00:38:17contract to me
00:38:17when you own me
00:38:18Mia Espinosa.
00:38:19body and soul
00:38:20as much as I own you.
00:38:23Kiss me like you own me.
00:38:25His jaw worked.
00:38:26He said something
00:38:27about not being able
00:38:28to stop once he started.
00:38:29I didn't let him finish.
00:38:30I grabbed his collar
00:38:31and pulled him down to me
00:38:32and for one second
00:38:33he went still
00:38:34with pure shock
00:38:35and then he took over
00:38:36kissing me like
00:38:37he'd been keeping it
00:38:37locked up for months
00:38:38which I think he had.
00:38:40Yes.
00:38:41Do whatever you want to me.
00:38:43Punish me.
00:38:44Fuck me like you own me.
00:38:45He looked at me
00:38:46for a long moment.
00:38:47Something fierce
00:38:48and half undone
00:38:49in his face.
00:38:51Don't say I didn't warn you
00:38:52Mia.
00:38:58There's a mirror
00:38:58above the dresser
00:38:59in his bedroom.
00:39:00I didn't notice it
00:39:01until he bent me
00:39:01over the drawers
00:39:02and his mouth
00:39:03found my neck
00:39:03and I looked up
00:39:04and saw us.
00:39:05His hands in my hair
00:39:06my face flushed
00:39:07his eyes burning
00:39:08into mine
00:39:08through the glass.
00:39:09Look in the mirror.
00:39:11Look how slutty
00:39:12you get from me.
00:39:13I couldn't look away.
00:39:14I'm the only one
00:39:15who gets to see you
00:39:16like this.
00:39:17Do you understand?
00:39:18Yes.
00:39:19Lift your dress.
00:39:21Watch when I take you.
00:39:23What followed
00:39:23I will not describe
00:39:24in detail
00:39:24because there are
00:39:25no adequate words
00:39:26for it.
00:39:26I'll say that
00:39:27every time my eyes
00:39:28dropped
00:39:28he cupped my chin
00:39:29and brought my gaze
00:39:30back to the mirror.
00:39:31Mine.
00:39:31Every time he said mine
00:39:33I believed him
00:39:33more completely
00:39:34than I've believed
00:39:35anything in my life.
00:39:36Mine.
00:39:38Mine.
00:39:41Mine.
00:39:42Afterward we lay
00:39:43in the dark
00:39:43his arm across my waist
00:39:45his breath slow
00:39:46and even.
00:39:47I stared at the ceiling
00:39:48and felt the particular
00:39:49silence of someone
00:39:50who has crossed a line
00:39:51they can't cross back over.
00:39:52You own me
00:39:53Mia Espinoza.
00:39:54I pressed my face
00:39:55into his shoulder
00:39:56and tried not to feel
00:39:57how much I wanted
00:39:57that to be true.
00:39:58Don't fall
00:39:59I told myself
00:40:00I was already falling.
00:40:04One week later
00:40:05I came home to flowers.
00:40:06That's not quite accurate.
00:40:08I came home
00:40:08to an abundance
00:40:09of flowers.
00:40:10A proliferation.
00:40:11A situation
00:40:11that had clearly escalated
00:40:12well beyond
00:40:13what any reasonable person
00:40:14would call a floral arrangement.
00:40:16Every surface
00:40:16in the living room
00:40:17held a different vase.
00:40:18The whole space
00:40:19smelled like a greenhouse
00:40:20had moved in
00:40:20while I was out.
00:40:21Standing in the middle of it
00:40:22introducing herself
00:40:23with a warm professional smile
00:40:24was a woman named Ollie.
00:40:26She was in her 30s
00:40:27polished
00:40:28very pretty
00:40:28and she was looking
00:40:29at the door behind me
00:40:30in a way
00:40:30that told me
00:40:31exactly who
00:40:32she was waiting for.
00:40:33Emilio came in
00:40:3330 seconds later.
00:40:34He stopped
00:40:35swept his eyes
00:40:36across the flowers
00:40:36then across me
00:40:37and something in his face
00:40:38went immediately soft
00:40:39and that way
00:40:39it only does
00:40:40when it's just us.
00:40:41Hello wife
00:40:42I missed you.
00:40:44He dropped kisses
00:40:44on my forehead.
00:40:45I held his forearms
00:40:47and forgot for a moment
00:40:48that there was
00:40:49a third person
00:40:49in the room.
00:40:51You must be Mr. Reyes?
00:40:52I'm Ollie.
00:40:53I'm helping Mrs. Reyes
00:40:54with the wedding florets.
00:40:55Emilio looked
00:40:56at all the flowers again.
00:40:57How many flowers
00:40:58does a wedding need?
00:40:59As many as I like.
00:41:00You told me
00:41:01I could have
00:41:02whatever I wanted.
00:41:03He leaned in close
00:41:04eyes warming.
00:41:06I was thinking
00:41:07of something else
00:41:08entirely when I said that.
00:41:09I shoved his chest.
00:41:10He laughed
00:41:11and pulled me
00:41:12into his side.
00:41:13I didn't notice
00:41:14Ollie's expression yet.
00:41:16I would.
00:41:19The roses
00:41:20were imported
00:41:21from Bulgaria
00:41:22apparently.
00:41:23Perfect for expressing
00:41:24passion.
00:41:25A good fit
00:41:26for your character, sir.
00:41:27I looked at Emilio.
00:41:29He was looking
00:41:30at me.
00:41:31What do you think?
00:41:32They look pretty.
00:41:33Ollie pivoted
00:41:34to Lily's
00:41:34before I finished
00:41:35the sentence.
00:41:36They open
00:41:37with just a little
00:41:38attention.
00:41:38And her eyes
00:41:39lingered on Emilio
00:41:41the way eyes linger
00:41:42when they're not
00:41:43really looking
00:41:43at flowers.
00:41:44They look cheap.
00:41:46Then orchids.
00:41:48High maintain
00:41:48to them.
00:41:49But a man like you
00:41:50can definitely
00:41:51afford to spoil
00:41:52someone.
00:41:53Stop.
00:41:54Both of them
00:41:54looked at me.
00:41:55I know what
00:41:56you're doing
00:41:57and I don't
00:41:59like it.
00:42:00Ollie gave me
00:42:00a polished
00:42:01innocent smile.
00:42:03Mrs. Reyes
00:42:04I assure you
00:42:04It's Mrs. Reyes.
00:42:06You're flirting
00:42:07with my man
00:42:07in my house.
00:42:09I don't like that.
00:42:11Emilio made a sound
00:42:12that was almost
00:42:12a laugh.
00:42:13He lowered his
00:42:14mouth to my ear.
00:42:15You're about to
00:42:15become a mob queen.
00:42:17Show her your claws.
00:42:18I turned back
00:42:19to Ollie.
00:42:20You're fired.
00:42:21You heard my wife.
00:42:22Security came.
00:42:23She went.
00:42:25The door closed.
00:42:26Emilio was grinning.
00:42:28You called me
00:42:28your man.
00:42:29Because you are.
00:42:32I told him
00:42:33he was sleeping
00:42:33on the couch.
00:42:34In respect
00:42:35this was optimistic
00:42:36of me.
00:42:37For what sin
00:42:38exactly?
00:42:38You didn't
00:42:39shut her down.
00:42:40You just
00:42:41stood there.
00:42:42I was looking
00:42:42at you the whole
00:42:43time.
00:42:43I didn't hear
00:42:44a word she said.
00:42:45That's not the
00:42:46point.
00:42:47Couch.
00:42:47I turned
00:42:48to walk away.
00:42:49He caught my wrist.
00:42:50I had about
00:42:51one second
00:42:51of thinking
00:42:52I'd won
00:42:52before he
00:42:53lifted me
00:42:53over his
00:42:54shoulder
00:42:54like I
00:42:54was a bag
00:42:55he was
00:42:55rearranging.
00:42:58I squealed.
00:42:59I couldn't
00:42:59help it.
00:43:00Put me
00:43:01down.
00:43:02You'll be
00:43:03down when
00:43:03I decide
00:43:04you're down.
00:43:04He carried
00:43:05me out of
00:43:05the room
00:43:06while I
00:43:06laughed and
00:43:07hit his
00:43:07back and
00:43:08told him
00:43:08he was
00:43:08ridiculous.
00:43:09he ignored
00:43:10all of
00:43:10it with
00:43:10complete
00:43:11serenity.
00:43:12On the
00:43:12other side
00:43:12of the
00:43:12city
00:43:13in the
00:43:13abandoned
00:43:13house
00:43:14where Franco
00:43:14had died
00:43:15Damien moved
00:43:16through the
00:43:16filthy rooms
00:43:16alone.
00:43:17He stopped
00:43:18at the
00:43:18body
00:43:18crouched
00:43:19down
00:43:19studied
00:43:20what was
00:43:21left of
00:43:21the man
00:43:21who had
00:43:21been
00:43:22his
00:43:22instrument.
00:43:22He stood
00:43:23up slowly
00:43:26he looked
00:43:27around at
00:43:27the decay
00:43:28the silence
00:43:29the ruined
00:43:30plan
00:43:32then he
00:43:32pulled out
00:43:33his phone
00:43:34guess I'm
00:43:35on my
00:43:35own now.
00:43:38The letter
00:43:39appeared with
00:43:40breakfast
00:43:41morning wife
00:43:42you got a
00:43:43letter
00:43:45I read the
00:43:46first line
00:43:46and went
00:43:46completely
00:43:47still
00:43:47it was an
00:43:48admission
00:43:48letter
00:43:49nursing
00:43:49school
00:43:49I never
00:43:50applied for
00:43:51this
00:43:51I did
00:43:51he said
00:43:52it casually
00:43:53like it
00:43:53was obvious
00:43:54like the
00:43:54most natural
00:43:55thing in
00:43:55the world
00:43:56was for a
00:43:56cartel
00:43:56boff to
00:43:57submit
00:43:57nursing
00:43:57school
00:43:58applications
00:43:58on behalf
00:43:59of a
00:43:59woman
00:43:59he'd
00:43:59coerced
00:44:00into a
00:44:00contract
00:44:00marriage
00:44:01how did
00:44:01you even
00:44:02know I
00:44:02wanted to
00:44:02go back
00:44:03he stopped
00:44:04moving
00:44:05turned to
00:44:05look at me
00:44:06with an
00:44:06expression
00:44:07I'd never
00:44:07seen on
00:44:08him
00:44:08before
00:44:09completely
00:44:09serious
00:44:10completely
00:44:10open
00:44:11the night
00:44:12you saved
00:44:12me
00:44:13you said
00:44:13you were
00:44:14a nursing
00:44:14school
00:44:14dropout
00:44:15the
00:44:15storage
00:44:16room
00:44:17the
00:44:17blood
00:44:19his
00:44:19voice
00:44:19fading
00:44:20in and
00:44:20out as
00:44:20I pressed
00:44:21gauze to
00:44:21his chest
00:44:22trying to
00:44:23keep him
00:44:23here
00:44:24I'm a
00:44:25nursing
00:44:25school
00:44:25dropout
00:44:27you'll
00:44:27survive
00:44:28he'd been
00:44:29carrying that
00:44:30for months
00:44:30I listened
00:44:31to everything
00:44:31you say
00:44:32he took
00:44:33my hand
00:44:33and kissed
00:44:33the back
00:44:33of it
00:44:34told me
00:44:34the semester
00:44:34started on
00:44:35the 18th
00:44:35two weeks
00:44:36he'd arranged
00:44:36bodyguards
00:44:37I started
00:44:37to object
00:44:38he said
00:44:38two
00:44:39not a
00:44:39convoy
00:44:39and I
00:44:40let it
00:44:40go
00:44:40then I
00:44:41sat
00:44:41very still
00:44:42looking at
00:44:42the letter
00:44:43the 18th
00:44:44my period
00:44:45was late
00:44:46more than
00:44:47late
00:44:47I thought
00:44:47about the
00:44:48soreness
00:44:48I'd been
00:44:49ignoring
00:44:49for a week
00:44:49and a cold
00:44:50plerry moved
00:44:51through me
00:44:51fast
00:44:52and certain
00:44:54bathroom
00:44:56I was already
00:44:57gone
00:45:00I sat
00:45:01on the
00:45:01bathroom floor
00:45:02for a long
00:45:02time
00:45:04the test
00:45:05was in
00:45:05my hand
00:45:06two lines
00:45:07unmistakable
00:45:08sitting there
00:45:09in the morning
00:45:09light
00:45:10like the
00:45:10simplest
00:45:11and most
00:45:11complicated
00:45:12fact
00:45:12in the
00:45:13world
00:45:14pregnant
00:45:14I pressed
00:45:15my palm
00:45:16flat
00:45:16against
00:45:16my
00:45:17stomach
00:45:17nothing
00:45:18felt
00:45:18different
00:45:18yet
00:45:19the same
00:45:19body
00:45:20the same
00:45:20skin
00:45:21but somewhere
00:45:21in there
00:45:22something had
00:45:22started
00:45:23something that
00:45:24was half me
00:45:25and half the
00:45:25man in the
00:45:26kitchen
00:45:26who had kissed
00:45:26the back
00:45:27of my hand
00:45:27and said
00:45:27I listen
00:45:28to everything
00:45:28you say
00:45:29the man
00:45:30who had
00:45:30carried me
00:45:30out of that
00:45:31building
00:45:31who said
00:45:32you own
00:45:32me
00:45:33and meant
00:45:33it with
00:45:33his whole
00:45:34body
00:45:34the man
00:45:35I needed
00:45:35to tell
00:45:36I thought
00:45:37about what
00:45:37it meant
00:45:37to be
00:45:38pregnant
00:45:38with the
00:45:38cartel
00:45:39king's
00:45:39child
00:45:39the leverage
00:45:40of it
00:45:40the danger
00:45:41of it
00:45:41the way
00:45:42a baby
00:45:43becomes a
00:45:43weapon
00:45:43in this
00:45:44world
00:45:44whether you
00:45:44want it
00:45:44to or not
00:45:45I thought
00:45:46about Tomos
00:45:47about all
00:45:48the traps
00:45:48I'd walked
00:45:49into already
00:45:50and then I
00:45:51stopped thinking
00:45:52about danger
00:45:52and just
00:45:53felt it
00:45:54I'm going
00:45:55to be a
00:45:55mother
00:45:55Emilio
00:45:56is going
00:45:57to be a
00:45:57father
00:45:57I wiped
00:45:58my face
00:45:59stood up
00:46:00opened the
00:46:01door
00:46:02Diego
00:46:02was in
00:46:03the hall
00:46:03where's
00:46:04Emilio
00:46:05meeting
00:46:06miss
00:46:06with
00:46:07Damian
00:46:07take me
00:46:08to him
00:46:09please
00:46:11it's
00:46:11important
00:46:12the boss
00:46:13doesn't like
00:46:13to be
00:46:14disturbed
00:46:15but something
00:46:16in my face
00:46:16must have
00:46:17convinced him
00:46:17he nodded
00:46:20I followed
00:46:21him out
00:46:21the test
00:46:22folded in
00:46:22my palm
00:46:23my heart
00:46:23running
00:46:23ahead of
00:46:24my feet
00:46:28Diego
00:46:28walked me
00:46:29to the
00:46:29study door
00:46:30and left
00:46:30I could
00:46:31hear voices
00:46:31inside
00:46:32Emilio
00:46:33and Damrian
00:46:33low and
00:46:34urgent
00:46:35I raised
00:46:35my hand
00:46:36to knock
00:46:36and stopped
00:46:37the test
00:46:38was still
00:46:38in my palm
00:46:39two lines
00:46:40the most
00:46:40important
00:46:41thing
00:46:41I'd
00:46:41ever
00:46:42held
00:46:42then
00:46:43Imadio's
00:46:43voice
00:46:43cut
00:46:44through
00:46:44the
00:46:44door
00:46:47my hand
00:46:48dropped
00:46:48I stood
00:46:49very still
00:46:50I knew
00:46:51I should
00:46:51walk away
00:46:52I knew
00:46:52that
00:46:53eavesdropping
00:46:53on the
00:46:53cartel
00:46:54king's
00:46:54private
00:46:55meetings
00:46:55was the
00:46:55kind
00:46:56of
00:46:56thing
00:46:56that
00:46:56ended
00:46:56badly
00:46:57in this
00:46:57world
00:46:57I pressed
00:46:58my ear
00:46:59to the
00:46:59door
00:46:59anyway
00:46:59he could
00:47:00have been
00:47:01useful
00:47:02he's
00:47:03Mia's
00:47:03only
00:47:03blood
00:47:04relative
00:47:04tied
00:47:05to
00:47:05Palosio's
00:47:06mob
00:47:07he was
00:47:08leverage
00:47:09what the hell
00:47:10is going on
00:47:11with you
00:47:12I'm just
00:47:12saying
00:47:13as the
00:47:13east coast
00:47:13cartel
00:47:14king
00:47:15you could
00:47:15play more
00:47:16strategically
00:47:16like not
00:47:17shooting your
00:47:18cousin-in-law
00:47:18in the head
00:47:19my blood
00:47:20went cold
00:47:24I couldn't
00:47:25move
00:47:26what I have
00:47:27with Mia
00:47:27is none
00:47:28of your
00:47:28fucking
00:47:29business
00:47:29Damien said
00:47:30something else
00:47:31something about
00:47:32fixing things
00:47:32with her
00:47:33keeping Tomas
00:47:34alive as a
00:47:35peace offering
00:47:35but the words
00:47:36were coming
00:47:37through water
00:47:37now
00:47:38muffled
00:47:38and distant
00:47:39shooting your
00:47:40cousin-in-law
00:47:41in the head
00:47:43Tomas
00:47:43was dead
00:47:45Emilio
00:47:46had killed
00:47:46him
00:47:46my cousin
00:47:48the only
00:47:49blood family
00:47:49I'd left
00:47:50the person
00:47:50whose life
00:47:51I'd accepted
00:47:51a mob marriage
00:47:52to save
00:47:52and Emilio
00:47:53had shot him
00:47:54while Tomas
00:47:55was under
00:47:55his roof
00:47:56while I was
00:47:57sleeping down
00:47:58the hall
00:47:58thinking I'd
00:47:59kept him safe
00:47:59Damien said
00:48:00something about
00:48:01the forged will
00:48:02next
00:48:02lying about
00:48:03her inheritance
00:48:04just to marry
00:48:05her
00:48:05a sound at
00:48:06the door
00:48:07Emilio's
00:48:08voice sharpened
00:48:09who's there
00:48:14I turned
00:48:15and ran
00:48:18I was packing
00:48:19before I
00:48:19fully decided
00:48:20to pack
00:48:21the suitcase
00:48:21was open
00:48:22on the bed
00:48:22and my hands
00:48:23were moving
00:48:24and the test
00:48:25was still in
00:48:25my fist
00:48:26I don't know
00:48:26why I kept
00:48:27holding it
00:48:28and Emilio
00:48:29came through
00:48:29the door
00:48:3020 seconds
00:48:30later
00:48:31face pale
00:48:32wait
00:48:32what are you
00:48:34doing
00:48:34what does
00:48:35it look
00:48:35like
00:48:35Mia
00:48:36let's talk
00:48:37I don't
00:48:38negotiate
00:48:38with the
00:48:38devil
00:48:39I tried
00:48:39to pass
00:48:40him
00:48:40he grabbed
00:48:41my arm
00:48:41stop
00:48:43let's talk
00:48:44I jerked
00:48:45free
00:48:45you lied
00:48:46you killed
00:48:47my cousin
00:48:47then you lied
00:48:48again
00:48:49there's nothing
00:48:50left to say
00:48:50he exhaled
00:48:51sharp and frustrated
00:48:53is killing your
00:48:54scumbag cousin
00:48:54really that big
00:48:55of a deal
00:48:55I stared at him
00:48:56I waited for a
00:48:57moment to feel
00:48:58shocked
00:48:58but there was
00:48:58none left
00:48:59of course he
00:48:59said that
00:49:00of course
00:49:00he was a
00:49:01criminal boss
00:49:01who ran an
00:49:02empire built
00:49:02on violence
00:49:03and I had
00:49:03somehow convinced
00:49:04myself that
00:49:05the version of
00:49:05him who kissed
00:49:06my forehead
00:49:06and listened
00:49:06to everything
00:49:07I said
00:49:07was the real
00:49:08one
00:49:08does a human
00:49:09life mean
00:49:10anything to you
00:49:11I'm a criminal
00:49:12boss
00:49:13you knew that
00:49:14when you signed
00:49:15the contract
00:49:17which you forged
00:49:19my aunt never
00:49:20wanted me to
00:49:21marry you
00:49:21did she
00:49:24a long silence
00:49:25he didn't deny
00:49:27it
00:49:27you added the
00:49:28marriage clause
00:49:29to trap me
00:49:30so what
00:49:30I run a mob
00:49:32be grateful
00:49:33I didn't take
00:49:34you by force
00:49:35the words
00:49:36landed like a
00:49:36slap
00:49:37grateful
00:49:37he wanted me
00:49:38to be grateful
00:49:38so grateful
00:49:39grateful
00:49:40grateful you
00:49:41dragged me
00:49:41into this hell
00:49:42got my cousin
00:49:43killed and got
00:49:44me
00:49:44the test was
00:49:45still in my
00:49:46hand
00:49:46I looked down
00:49:47at it
00:49:47the two lines
00:49:48looked back
00:49:49you'll never
00:49:50know I thought
00:49:51you don't
00:49:51deserve to
00:49:53I zipped the
00:49:54suitcase shut
00:49:57just let me go
00:49:58Emilio
00:49:58you know I can't
00:50:00in one motion
00:50:01I reached across
00:50:02him and grabbed
00:50:02the gun from
00:50:03his hip
00:50:03I had it pressed
00:50:05against myself
00:50:05before I thought
00:50:06about what I was
00:50:06doing
00:50:07the barrel cold
00:50:08against my ribs
00:50:08my hand shaking
00:50:09tears running
00:50:10down my face
00:50:11Mia
00:50:13his voice had
00:50:14changed completely
00:50:15all the cold
00:50:16stripped out of it
00:50:17either you let me
00:50:18walk out
00:50:19or I pull this
00:50:20trigger
00:50:23he went very
00:50:24still
00:50:25then he extended
00:50:26his hand
00:50:26palm up
00:50:27the way you'd
00:50:28extend a hand
00:50:29to a frightened
00:50:30animal
00:50:30give me the gun
00:50:31and I'll let you
00:50:32leave
00:50:33just like that
00:50:35yes
00:50:37you know I can't
00:50:38say no to you
00:50:39just give me the
00:50:40gun
00:50:41please
00:50:42the please
00:50:43undid something
00:50:44in my chest
00:50:45I hated that it
00:50:46did
00:50:47after a long
00:50:48moment I laid
00:50:49the gun in his
00:50:49palm
00:50:51he tucked it
00:50:52away without
00:50:52breaking eye
00:50:53contact
00:50:53we can fix
00:50:54this
00:50:54we can pretend
00:50:55none of this
00:50:56happened
00:50:57I can't pretend
00:50:59everything between
00:51:00us was built
00:51:01on lies
00:51:01he stepped
00:51:02closer
00:51:02his voice
00:51:03dropped
00:51:04thick with
00:51:04something he
00:51:05was fighting
00:51:05to contain
00:51:06my feelings
00:51:07for you
00:51:07aren't lies
00:51:08a tear ran
00:51:09down my face
00:51:10I looked at
00:51:11his face
00:51:11really looked
00:51:12at it
00:51:13this man
00:51:14who had
00:51:14saved me
00:51:14and lied
00:51:15to me
00:51:15and killed
00:51:16my cousin
00:51:16and kissed
00:51:17my forehead
00:51:17in the morning
00:51:18all of it
00:51:19true at the
00:51:19same time
00:51:20none of it
00:51:21simple
00:51:21I took his
00:51:22hand
00:51:22I placed
00:51:23the ring
00:51:23in his palm
00:51:24goodbye
00:51:25Emilio
00:51:25he stood
00:51:26frozen
00:51:26fist
00:51:27closing
00:51:27around
00:51:28the ring
00:51:28as I
00:51:29walked
00:51:29out
00:51:29the
00:51:30door
00:51:33I went
00:51:33to Serena's
00:51:34she opened
00:51:35the door
00:51:36before I
00:51:36finished
00:51:37knocking
00:51:37took one
00:51:37look at
00:51:38my face
00:51:38and pulled
00:51:39me inside
00:51:39without asking
00:51:40any questions
00:51:41she made
00:51:42tea
00:51:42she handed
00:51:43me tissues
00:51:43she sat
00:51:44with me
00:51:45on the
00:51:45sofa
00:51:45and let
00:51:46me cry
00:51:46until there
00:51:47was nothing
00:51:47left
00:51:47then she
00:51:48waited
00:51:48he killed
00:51:50my cousin
00:51:52he lied
00:51:53about the
00:51:54inheritance
00:51:56everything from
00:51:57the beginning
00:51:58was fabricated
00:51:59to get me
00:52:00into that
00:52:00house
00:52:01Serena
00:52:01was very
00:52:02quiet
00:52:02she handed
00:52:03me another
00:52:04tissue
00:52:07too quiet
00:52:10I looked
00:52:11at her
00:52:12Serena
00:52:14he killed
00:52:15my cousin
00:52:16why aren't
00:52:16you shocked
00:52:18she couldn't
00:52:19meet my
00:52:19eyes
00:52:19Serena
00:52:22why do
00:52:23you look
00:52:23like you
00:52:23already knew
00:52:24a long
00:52:25silence
00:52:25the kind
00:52:26that means
00:52:26the answer
00:52:27is going
00:52:27to change
00:52:28things
00:52:28I brought
00:52:29Thomas to
00:52:29him
00:52:30the room
00:52:31tilted
00:52:32what
00:52:33what
00:52:36my dad
00:52:37is a mafia
00:52:37don
00:52:40I heard
00:52:40the words
00:52:41I process
00:52:42them in a
00:52:42very distant
00:52:43clinical way
00:52:45the way
00:52:46you process
00:52:46information
00:52:47that is
00:52:48too large
00:52:48to fit
00:52:49into the
00:52:49ordinary
00:52:50world
00:52:51you lied
00:52:52to me
00:52:54for five
00:52:55years
00:52:56I hid it
00:52:57to protect
00:52:58you
00:52:58so you'd
00:52:59never get
00:53:00dragged into
00:53:00this mob
00:53:01world
00:53:02but then
00:53:03Emilio showed
00:53:03up and
00:53:04did you know
00:53:04he killed
00:53:05my cousin
00:53:06the silence
00:53:07that followed
00:53:07was the worst
00:53:08silence of my
00:53:09life
00:53:09yes
00:53:12Emilio shot
00:53:12your cousin
00:53:13in front of
00:53:13me
00:53:13I pulled
00:53:14away from
00:53:15her
00:53:15she reached
00:53:16for my
00:53:16arm
00:53:18Mia
00:53:18please
00:53:19my family
00:53:20doesn't change
00:53:21who I am
00:53:22what you mean
00:53:22to me
00:53:25you sound
00:53:26just like him
00:53:26I lied
00:53:27to protect
00:53:28you
00:53:30you watched
00:53:31him die
00:53:31and you didn't
00:53:32tell me
00:53:33I stood up
00:53:34she scrambled
00:53:35after me
00:53:36saying my
00:53:37name
00:53:37reaching for
00:53:38my arm
00:53:39I got
00:53:39to the
00:53:40door
00:53:41Mia
00:53:41wait
00:53:41we're done
00:53:42Serena
00:53:43I ran
00:53:46the street
00:53:47was cold
00:53:49Serena chased
00:53:50me for half
00:53:51a block
00:53:51before her
00:53:51phone rang
00:53:52and she
00:53:52stopped
00:53:52I didn't
00:53:53look back
00:53:53I just
00:53:54walked
00:53:54arms wrapped
00:53:55around myself
00:53:56no destination
00:53:56no plan
00:53:57just moving
00:53:58because stopping
00:53:59felt like
00:53:59drowning
00:53:59I thought
00:54:00about my
00:54:00mother
00:54:01who had
00:54:01died
00:54:01and left
00:54:02me in
00:54:02a world
00:54:02I didn't
00:54:02understand
00:54:03I thought
00:54:04about
00:54:04Toas
00:54:04who had
00:54:04sold me
00:54:05to a
00:54:05monster
00:54:05for gambling
00:54:06debts
00:54:06I thought
00:54:07about the
00:54:07ring I'd
00:54:08left in
00:54:08Emilio's
00:54:08hand
00:54:09and the
00:54:09test still
00:54:09folded in
00:54:10my pocket
00:54:10and the
00:54:11fact that I
00:54:11was pregnant
00:54:12and alone
00:54:12in the dark
00:54:13with nowhere
00:54:13to go
00:54:13the city
00:54:14moved around
00:54:15me
00:54:15indifferent
00:54:16a car
00:54:17slowed
00:54:17alongside me
00:54:18I squinted
00:54:20Emilio
00:54:20the door
00:54:21opened
00:54:22not Emilio
00:54:23Damien
00:54:28relax
00:54:29I'm not dragging
00:54:30you anywhere
00:54:31then what do you
00:54:32want
00:54:33I have orders
00:54:34to stay with
00:54:34you
00:54:35but
00:54:36I can
00:54:37take you
00:54:37to a
00:54:37safe
00:54:37house
00:54:38Emilio
00:54:39won't
00:54:39know
00:54:39he
00:54:40watched
00:54:40my
00:54:40face
00:54:41patient
00:54:41almost
00:54:42gentle
00:54:43I
00:54:43can
00:54:43even
00:54:44get
00:54:44you
00:54:44out
00:54:44of
00:54:44the
00:54:44country
00:54:47I
00:54:48stared
00:54:48at him
00:54:48Damien
00:54:49was
00:54:49smiling
00:54:50that
00:54:50easy
00:54:50smile
00:54:51hands
00:54:51in his
00:54:51pockets
00:54:52like he
00:54:52was offering
00:54:53him a ride
00:54:53to the
00:54:53airport
00:54:54nothing in
00:54:54his face
00:54:55looked
00:54:55wrong
00:54:55why
00:54:56would
00:54:56you
00:54:56help
00:54:57me
00:54:57you're
00:54:57his
00:54:57brother
00:54:58I'd
00:54:58like
00:54:59to
00:54:59balance
00:54:59out
00:54:59some
00:54:59of
00:55:00the
00:55:00bad
00:55:00I've
00:55:00done
00:55:00I'll
00:55:01handle
00:55:01your
00:55:01phone
00:55:02he
00:55:02put
00:55:03a
00:55:03tracker
00:55:03on
00:55:03it
00:55:03even
00:55:04works
00:55:04when
00:55:04it's
00:55:05off
00:55:05I
00:55:06looked
00:55:06down
00:55:06at
00:55:06my
00:55:06phone
00:55:07then
00:55:08at
00:55:08him
00:55:09then
00:55:09at
00:55:09the
00:55:09dark
00:55:10street
00:55:10stretching
00:55:10in both
00:55:11directions
00:55:11with nowhere
00:55:12to go
00:55:12I handed
00:55:13him the
00:55:13phone
00:55:14he
00:55:14took
00:55:14it
00:55:14and I
00:55:15climbed
00:55:15into
00:55:15the
00:55:15back
00:55:16seat
00:55:17I
00:55:17was
00:55:17so
00:55:17tired
00:55:18I
00:55:18was
00:55:19so
00:55:19tired
00:55:19of
00:55:19being
00:55:19afraid
00:55:20of
00:55:20running
00:55:20of
00:55:21trying
00:55:21to
00:55:21stay
00:55:21one
00:55:22step
00:55:31I
00:55:32reached
00:55:32for
00:55:32the
00:55:32bottle
00:55:33opened
00:55:34it
00:55:34took
00:55:35a
00:55:35long
00:55:35drink
00:55:36thank
00:55:36you
00:55:36Damien
00:55:36you're
00:55:37a
00:55:37good
00:55:37man
00:55:37he
00:55:38watched
00:55:39me
00:55:39in
00:55:39the
00:55:39rearview
00:55:39mirror
00:55:40and
00:55:40something
00:55:40moved
00:55:41across
00:55:41his
00:55:41face
00:55:41that
00:55:42I
00:55:42didn't
00:55:42have
00:55:42time
00:55:42to
00:55:42read
00:55:45the
00:55:46water
00:55:46tasted
00:55:47like
00:55:47water
00:55:48that
00:55:49was
00:55:49the
00:55:49last
00:55:49thing
00:55:49I
00:55:49registered
00:55:50clearly
00:55:50then
00:55:51the
00:55:51edges
00:55:52of
00:55:52the
00:55:52window
00:55:52started
00:55:52to
00:55:53blur
00:55:53the
00:55:53street
00:55:54light
00:55:54smeared
00:55:54into
00:55:55long
00:55:55yellow
00:55:55streaks
00:55:56my
00:55:56hand
00:55:57felt
00:55:57very
00:55:59bottle
00:55:59in
00:56:00my
00:56:00lap
00:56:00and
00:56:00thought
00:56:00distantly
00:56:01that
00:56:02something
00:56:02was
00:56:02wrong
00:56:03what
00:56:06the
00:56:07thought
00:56:07didn't
00:56:07finish
00:56:09I
00:56:09slumped
00:56:10sideways
00:56:10and the
00:56:10world
00:56:11went out
00:56:11like a
00:56:11light
00:56:13in
00:56:13the
00:56:13front
00:56:14seat
00:56:14Damien
00:56:15watched
00:56:15me
00:56:15through
00:56:15the
00:56:16mirror
00:56:16his
00:56:17easy
00:56:17smile
00:56:17had
00:56:18changed
00:56:18into
00:56:18something
00:56:19else
00:56:19entirely
00:56:21something
00:56:21that
00:56:21had
00:56:21been
00:56:22waiting
00:56:22behind
00:56:22it
00:56:23all
00:56:23along
00:56:23sweet
00:56:24little
00:56:24Mia
00:56:25you
00:56:26have
00:56:26no
00:56:26idea
00:56:26what's
00:56:26coming
00:56:27for
00:56:27you
00:56:28or
00:56:28for
00:56:28my
00:56:29arrogant
00:56:29brother
00:56:33we're
00:56:34on
00:56:34our
00:56:34way
00:56:34have
00:56:35the
00:56:35island
00:56:35ready
00:56:35outside
00:56:36the
00:56:37city
00:56:37light
00:56:37slid
00:56:37past
00:56:38and
00:56:38fell
00:56:38behind
00:56:38us
00:56:39and
00:56:39Emilio's
00:56:39mansion
00:56:40disappeared
00:56:40into
00:56:40the
00:56:41dark
00:56:41and
00:56:42I
00:56:42was
00:56:42gone
00:56:42before
00:56:42I
00:56:43knew
00:56:43I'd
00:56:43been
00:56:43taken
00:56:46I
00:56:46woke
00:56:47up to
00:56:47the
00:56:47sound
00:56:47of
00:56:47ocean
00:56:48that
00:56:49was
00:56:49wrong
00:56:49I
00:56:50lived
00:56:50in
00:56:50the
00:56:50city
00:56:51the
00:56:51city
00:56:52didn't
00:56:52sound
00:56:52like
00:56:52that
00:56:53steady
00:56:53and
00:56:54vast
00:56:54and
00:56:54indifferent
00:56:55like
00:56:55breathing
00:56:56from
00:56:56a long
00:56:56way
00:56:56away
00:56:57I
00:56:57lay still
00:56:58for a
00:56:58moment
00:56:58with
00:56:59my
00:56:59eyes
00:56:59closed
00:56:59waiting
00:57:00for the
00:57:01world
00:57:01to
00:57:01reassemble
00:57:02itself
00:57:02into
00:57:02something
00:57:03familiar
00:57:03it
00:57:04didn't
00:57:04I
00:57:05opened
00:57:05my
00:57:05eyes
00:57:06an
00:57:06unfamiliar
00:57:06room
00:57:07whitewashed
00:57:08walls
00:57:08wooden
00:57:09shutters
00:57:09light
00:57:09coming
00:57:10in
00:57:10sideways
00:57:10and
00:57:11gold
00:57:11not
00:57:11a hotel
00:57:12not
00:57:12anywhere
00:57:13I'd
00:57:13ever
00:57:13been
00:57:14I
00:57:14got
00:57:15up
00:57:15and
00:57:15went
00:57:15to
00:57:15the
00:57:15window
00:57:17trees
00:57:18ocean
00:57:18nothing
00:57:19else
00:57:19in
00:57:19any
00:57:20direction
00:57:20the
00:57:21door
00:57:21opened
00:57:21behind
00:57:21me
00:57:22good
00:57:23you're
00:57:23awake
00:57:24I
00:57:25turned
00:57:25around
00:57:27he
00:57:28was
00:57:28standing
00:57:28in
00:57:29the
00:57:29frame
00:57:29hands
00:57:30in
00:57:30his
00:57:30pockets
00:57:31looking
00:57:31pleased
00:57:31with
00:57:31himself
00:57:32in
00:57:32that
00:57:32particular
00:57:33way
00:57:33that
00:57:33meant
00:57:33something
00:57:34had
00:57:34gone
00:57:34exactly
00:57:35according
00:57:35to
00:57:36plan
00:57:36where
00:57:36am
00:57:36I
00:57:37somewhere
00:57:38no one
00:57:38can
00:57:38find
00:57:38you
00:57:39not
00:57:40even
00:57:40my
00:57:40brother
00:57:40the
00:57:41memory
00:57:42came
00:57:42back
00:57:42all
00:57:43at
00:57:43once
00:57:44the
00:57:45car
00:57:45the
00:57:45water
00:57:46the
00:57:46bottle
00:57:46in
00:57:47my
00:57:47hand
00:57:47the
00:57:47edges
00:57:48of
00:57:48the
00:57:48window
00:57:48blurring
00:57:50you
00:57:50kidnapped
00:57:51me
00:57:51smart
00:57:52girl
00:57:53I
00:57:53see
00:57:54why
00:57:54Emilio
00:57:54kept
00:57:54you
00:57:55around
00:57:56but
00:57:57not
00:57:57smart
00:57:57enough
00:57:58he
00:57:59moved
00:57:59into
00:57:59the
00:57:59room
00:58:00and
00:58:01I
00:58:01stepped
00:58:01back
00:58:01until
00:58:02the
00:58:02wall
00:58:02found
00:58:02me
00:58:06he
00:58:07told
00:58:07me
00:58:07about
00:58:07Palacio
00:58:08not
00:58:09the
00:58:09way
00:58:09I
00:58:09understood
00:58:10it
00:58:10Franco
00:58:10as
00:58:10Emilio's
00:58:11enemy
00:58:11using
00:58:11me
00:58:12as
00:58:12a
00:58:12pawn
00:58:12Damian
00:58:13had
00:58:13been
00:58:13behind
00:58:13Franco
00:58:14the
00:58:14whole
00:58:14time
00:58:14he
00:58:15found
00:58:15my
00:58:15cousin
00:58:16the
00:58:16moment
00:58:16he
00:58:16ran
00:58:16my
00:58:16background
00:58:17check
00:58:17he
00:58:17built
00:58:18the
00:58:18trap
00:58:18handed
00:58:18Tomas
00:58:19to
00:58:19Franco
00:58:19and watched
00:58:19the
00:58:20whole
00:58:20thing
00:58:20play out
00:58:20from
00:58:20inside
00:58:21Emilio's
00:58:21house
00:58:21Franco
00:58:22Polano
00:58:23was
00:58:23a
00:58:23fucking
00:58:24idiot
00:58:24but
00:58:25he
00:58:25was
00:58:25a
00:58:25useful
00:58:25one
00:58:26until
00:58:26your
00:58:27cartel
00:58:27king
00:58:27shot
00:58:28him
00:58:28in
00:58:28the
00:58:28head
00:58:29my
00:58:30cousin
00:58:30died
00:58:31because
00:58:31of
00:58:31you
00:58:31his
00:58:32expression
00:58:33didn't
00:58:33change
00:58:33I
00:58:34slapped
00:58:34him
00:58:35his
00:58:36head
00:58:36snapped
00:58:36sideways
00:58:37a beat
00:58:38of
00:58:38absolute
00:58:38silence
00:58:39then
00:58:39he
00:58:39turned
00:58:40back
00:58:40and
00:58:41the
00:58:41easy
00:58:41smile
00:58:41was
00:58:41gone
00:58:42replaced
00:58:43by
00:58:43something
00:58:43that
00:58:43had
00:58:43always
00:58:44been
00:58:44underneath
00:58:44it
00:58:46he
00:58:47grabbed
00:58:47my
00:58:47throat
00:58:47and
00:58:48slammed
00:58:48me
00:58:48into
00:58:48the
00:58:48wall
00:58:50you're
00:58:50lucky
00:58:50I
00:58:51need
00:58:51you
00:58:52or
00:58:53I
00:58:53choke
00:58:53the
00:58:53life
00:58:54out
00:58:54of
00:58:54you
00:58:54right
00:58:54now
00:58:55his
00:58:56eyes
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00:58:56over
00:58:56me
00:58:56in
00:58:57a
00:58:57way
00:58:57that
00:58:57made
00:58:57my
00:58:57skin
00:58:58crawl
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00:58:59brother
00:58:59is
00:59:00obsessed
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00:59:00you
00:59:01there
00:59:01must
00:59:02be
00:59:02something
00:59:02worth
00:59:02exploring
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00:59:04leaned
00:59:04in
00:59:06I
00:59:06bit
00:59:06him
00:59:07hard
00:59:11he
00:59:11pulled
00:59:11back
00:59:12with a
00:59:12snarl
00:59:12and I
00:59:13saw
00:59:13his
00:59:13arm
00:59:13draw
00:59:14back
00:59:14don't
00:59:15please
00:59:15I'm
00:59:15pregnant
00:59:16his
00:59:16fist
00:59:16stopped
00:59:17the
00:59:18room
00:59:18went
00:59:18very
00:59:18quiet
00:59:19Damien
00:59:20stared
00:59:20at
00:59:20me
00:59:20the
00:59:21fury
00:59:21draining
00:59:21out
00:59:21of
00:59:22his
00:59:22face
00:59:22and
00:59:22being
00:59:23replaced
00:59:23by
00:59:23something
00:59:23more
00:59:24dangerous
00:59:24calculation
00:59:25you're
00:59:26pregnant
00:59:27with
00:59:27Emilio's
00:59:28baby
00:59:29I
00:59:29nodded
00:59:30my
00:59:30throat
00:59:30ached
00:59:30where
00:59:31his
00:59:31hand
00:59:31had
00:59:31been
00:59:31he
00:59:32stepped
00:59:32back
00:59:32then
00:59:33he
00:59:33started
00:59:33laughing
00:59:34really
00:59:34laughing
00:59:35the
00:59:35kind
00:59:35that
00:59:35fills
00:59:36a
00:59:36room
00:59:36and
00:59:37I
00:59:37stood
00:59:37against
00:59:37the
00:59:38wall
00:59:38and
00:59:38watched
00:59:38him
00:59:38and
00:59:38felt
00:59:39a
00:59:39cold
00:59:39creeping
00:59:40dread
00:59:40oh
00:59:41this
00:59:41is
00:59:41gold
00:59:41Palami
00:59:42actually
00:59:42pulled
00:59:43it
00:59:43off
00:59:43I
00:59:43thought
00:59:43his
00:59:43plan
00:59:44to
00:59:44knock
00:59:44you
00:59:44up
00:59:44was
00:59:44ridiculous
00:59:45Emilio
00:59:45would
00:59:46never
00:59:46never
00:59:46what
00:59:46there's
00:59:47a
00:59:47rumor
00:59:47he's
00:59:48infertile
00:59:48maybe
00:59:49it's
00:59:49real
00:59:49maybe
00:59:49he
00:59:50spread
00:59:50it
00:59:50so
00:59:50women
00:59:50wouldn't
00:59:51chase
00:59:51him
00:59:51either
00:59:51way
00:59:52you
00:59:52and
00:59:52that
00:59:52baby
00:59:53just
00:59:53changed
00:59:53everything
00:59:53he
00:59:54headed
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00:59:54the
00:59:54door
00:59:54still
00:59:55grinning
00:59:56what
00:59:57are
00:59:57you
00:59:57going
00:59:57to
00:59:57do
00:59:57to
00:59:57me
00:59:57he
00:59:58turned
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01:00:12me
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01:00:13the
01:00:13island
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01:00:18army
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01:00:19buried
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01:00:20all
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01:00:21the
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01:00:22enough
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01:00:25detonator
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01:00:26kept
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01:00:26his
01:00:26person
01:00:26if
01:00:27Emilio
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01:00:28anything
01:00:28boom
01:00:29then
01:00:30he
01:00:30left
01:00:30me
01:00:30there
01:00:31I
01:00:31slid
01:00:32down
01:00:32the
01:00:32wall
01:00:32and
01:00:33sat
01:00:33on
01:00:33the
01:00:33floor
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01:00:34tried
01:00:34to
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01:00:36ocean
01:00:36kept
01:00:36making
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01:00:37vast
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01:00:38myrient
01:00:38sound
01:00:38outside
01:00:38the
01:00:39shuttered
01:00:39window
01:00:40you're
01:00:41on
01:00:41a
01:00:41private
01:00:41pacific
01:00:42island
01:00:43surrounded
01:00:43by a
01:00:44full
01:00:44army
01:00:44with
01:00:45bombs
01:00:45underneath
01:00:46you
01:00:47I
01:00:47pressed
01:00:48both
01:00:48hands
01:00:48flat
01:00:48against
01:00:49my
01:00:49stomach
01:00:49I'm
01:00:50going
01:00:50to
01:00:50get
01:00:50us
01:00:51out
01:00:51of
01:00:51here
01:00:51I
01:00:52didn't
01:00:52know
01:00:52if
01:00:53that
01:00:53was
01:00:53true
01:00:53I
01:00:54said
01:00:54it
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01:00:55someone
01:00:55had
01:00:55to
01:00:56I
01:00:57thought
01:00:57about
01:00:57the
01:00:57note
01:00:58Emilio
01:00:58had
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01:00:58into
01:00:59a
01:00:59nursing
01:00:59school
01:01:00envelope
01:01:01I
01:01:01listened
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01:01:02say
01:01:02I
01:01:03thought
01:01:04about
01:01:04the way
01:01:04he'd
01:01:04lifted
01:01:04me
01:01:05out
01:01:05of
01:01:05Franco's
01:01:05building
01:01:06like
01:01:06I
01:01:06was
01:01:06something
01:01:06worth
01:01:06carrying
01:01:08I
01:01:08thought
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01:01:09his
01:01:09fist
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01:01:10my
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01:01:10find
01:01:11me
01:01:11I
01:01:11thought
01:01:11please
01:01:12find
01:01:13me
01:01:14the
01:01:15door
01:01:15stayed
01:01:15closed
01:01:16the ocean
01:01:17kept
01:01:17breathing
01:01:18I
01:01:19stayed
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01:01:19floor
01:01:19and I
01:01:20waited
01:01:22on
01:01:23the
01:01:23third
01:01:23night
01:01:24a
01:01:24hand
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01:01:25shoulder
01:01:25I
01:01:25jolted
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01:01:26already
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01:01:29hand
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01:01:30it
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01:01:31familiar
01:01:31smell
01:01:32Mia
01:01:32it's
01:01:33me
01:01:33a
01:01:34voice
01:01:34in
01:01:34my
01:01:35ear
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01:01:35a
01:01:36breath
01:01:36I
01:01:37collapsed
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01:01:37him
01:01:38he
01:01:38held
01:01:38me
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01:01:39seconds
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01:01:41his
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01:01:43of
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01:01:48way
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01:01:49the
01:01:49warehouse
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01:01:49months
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01:01:51frantic
01:01:52at the
01:01:52same
01:01:52time
01:01:52are
01:01:53you
01:01:53hurt
01:01:53no
01:01:54how
01:01:55did
01:01:55serena
01:01:55and
01:01:56your
01:01:56mafia
01:01:56princess
01:01:57friend
01:01:57has
01:01:57a
01:01:57helicopter
01:01:58he
01:01:58pressed
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01:01:59lips
01:01:59to
01:01:59my
01:01:59forehead
01:01:59quick
01:02:00and
01:02:00fierce
01:02:00follow
01:02:01my
01:02:01lead
01:02:01we're
01:02:01heading
01:02:01to
01:02:01the
01:02:01chopper
01:02:02stay
01:02:02close
01:02:02stay
01:02:02quiet
01:02:03he
01:02:03had
01:02:04a
01:02:04gun
01:02:04in
01:02:04his
01:02:04hand
01:02:15like
01:02:15he'd
01:02:16been
01:02:16waiting
01:02:16since
01:02:17when
01:02:17does
01:02:17the
01:02:18cartel
01:02:18king
01:02:18use
01:02:19knockout
01:02:19drugs
01:02:19to
01:02:20sneak
01:02:20in
01:02:21Emilio
01:02:21stopped
01:02:22gun
01:02:22raised
01:02:23since
01:02:24when
01:02:24do
01:02:24you
01:02:24skip
01:02:24dinner
01:02:28Damien
01:02:28stepped
01:02:29out
01:02:29of the
01:02:29shadows
01:02:30in
01:02:31his
01:02:31hand
01:02:31raised
01:02:32between
01:02:32two
01:02:32fingers
01:02:33like
01:02:33a
01:02:33cigarette
01:02:33was
01:02:34the
01:02:34detonator
01:02:36since
01:02:37the
01:02:37day
01:02:37dad
01:02:38handed
01:02:38you
01:02:38the
01:02:38cartel
01:02:39his
01:02:40thumb
01:02:40hovered
01:02:40over
01:02:41the
01:02:41button
01:02:42Emilio
01:02:42moved
01:02:43in
01:02:43front
01:02:43of
01:02:43me
01:02:43without
01:02:43thinking
01:02:44about
01:02:44it
01:02:44blocking
01:02:45me
01:02:45with
01:02:45his
01:02:45body
01:02:46drop
01:02:46the
01:02:47gun
01:02:47brother
01:02:52Emilio
01:02:52dropped
01:02:52it
01:02:53you
01:02:54want
01:02:54the
01:02:54cartel
01:02:55fine
01:02:55I'll
01:02:56give
01:02:56it
01:02:57to
01:02:57you
01:02:57I
01:02:57don't
01:02:57want
01:02:57the
01:02:58stupid
01:02:58mob
01:02:58it's
01:02:59you
01:02:59it's
01:03:00always
01:03:00been
01:03:01you
01:03:01his
01:03:01voice
01:03:02had
01:03:02broken
01:03:02open
01:03:02and
01:03:03underneath
01:03:03the
01:03:03ease
01:03:04and
01:03:04the
01:03:04planning
01:03:04and
01:03:04the
01:03:05long
01:03:05patient
01:03:05game
01:03:05was
01:03:06something
01:03:06rawer
01:03:06something
01:03:07that
01:03:07had
01:03:08been
01:03:08sitting
01:03:08in
01:03:08that
01:03:08house
01:03:08for
01:03:09years
01:03:09growing
01:03:10in
01:03:10the
01:03:10dark
01:03:10then
01:03:10take
01:03:10me
01:03:11do
01:03:12whatever
01:03:12you
01:03:12want
01:03:13but
01:03:13let
01:03:14Mia
01:03:14go
01:03:14don't
01:03:15drag
01:03:15her
01:03:15into
01:03:16this
01:03:18it
01:03:19happened
01:03:19in less
01:03:19than a
01:03:19second
01:03:20Emio
01:03:20crossing
01:03:21the
01:03:21corridor
01:03:21in
01:03:21two
01:03:21strides
01:03:22shoulder
01:03:22dropping
01:03:22crashing
01:03:23into
01:03:23his
01:03:23brother
01:03:23the
01:03:24deconator
01:03:24flew
01:03:25from
01:03:25Damian's
01:03:25hand
01:03:26but
01:03:26Damian's
01:03:26smile
01:03:27came
01:03:27back
01:03:27colder
01:03:28than
01:03:28before
01:03:28no
01:03:30your
01:03:31offspring
01:03:31isn't
01:03:32getting
01:03:32out
01:03:32today
01:03:32either
01:03:34he
01:03:34turned
01:03:35to
01:03:35me
01:03:35slowly
01:03:36and
01:03:36in
01:03:36that
01:03:36moment
01:03:37nothing
01:03:37in
01:03:37his
01:03:37face
01:03:37was
01:03:38the
01:03:38cartel
01:03:38king
01:03:38nothing
01:03:39was
01:03:39the
01:03:40man
01:03:40who
01:03:40made
01:03:40rooms
01:03:40go
01:03:41silent
01:03:41and
01:03:41had
01:03:41people
01:03:42removed
01:03:42he
01:03:43just
01:03:43looked
01:03:43at
01:03:44me
01:03:44like
01:03:44I
01:03:44was
01:03:44the
01:03:44only
01:03:45thing
01:03:45in
01:03:45the
01:03:45room
01:03:45that
01:03:45mattered
01:03:46you're
01:03:47pregnant
01:03:48I
01:03:48nodded
01:03:49his
01:03:49jaw
01:03:50set
01:03:50he
01:03:51turned
01:03:51back
01:03:51to
01:03:52Damian
01:03:54not
01:03:54happening
01:03:57then
01:03:58we
01:03:58all
01:03:58die
01:03:59his
01:04:00thumb
01:04:00moved
01:04:01Emilio
01:04:01lunged
01:04:02he
01:04:03of
01:04:03them
01:04:03hit
01:04:03the
01:04:03window
01:04:03behind
01:04:04them
01:04:04and
01:04:04went
01:04:04through
01:04:05it
01:04:05in
01:04:05a
01:04:05shower
01:04:05of
01:04:06glass
01:04:06and
01:04:06frame
01:04:07and
01:04:07night
01:04:07air
01:04:11Emilio
01:04:13silence
01:04:15then
01:04:15the
01:04:16night
01:04:16outside
01:04:16was
01:04:16just
01:04:17the
01:04:17ocean
01:04:17and
01:04:18the
01:04:18dark
01:04:18and
01:04:19the
01:04:19sound
01:04:19of
01:04:19my
01:04:19own
01:04:19breathing
01:04:20ragged
01:04:21and
01:04:21desperate
01:04:22I
01:04:23ran
01:04:23for
01:04:23the
01:04:23door
01:04:26they
01:04:26were
01:04:26both
01:04:26on
01:04:27the
01:04:27ground
01:04:27outside
01:04:29unconscious
01:04:30not
01:04:31moving
01:04:31Damian
01:04:32face
01:04:32down
01:04:32in
01:04:33the
01:04:33dirt
01:04:33Emilio
01:04:34on
01:04:34his
01:04:34back
01:04:34with
01:04:35his
01:04:35eyes
01:04:35closed
01:04:35and
01:04:35one
01:04:36arm
01:04:36thrown
01:04:36wide
01:04:37and
01:04:37glass
01:04:37in
01:04:37his
01:04:38hair
01:04:38I
01:04:39heard
01:04:39voices
01:04:39Serena
01:04:40Marco
01:04:41running
01:04:41toward
01:04:41me
01:04:42I
01:04:42dropped
01:04:43to
01:04:43my
01:04:43knees
01:04:43beside
01:04:44Emilio
01:04:47Emilio
01:04:48Emilio
01:04:49wake
01:04:49up
01:04:49we
01:04:50have
01:04:50to
01:04:51go
01:04:51Mia
01:04:53Marco
01:04:54was
01:04:54already
01:04:54beside
01:04:54me
01:04:55hands
01:04:55on
01:04:55Emilio's
01:04:56chest
01:04:56pressing
01:04:57and
01:04:57counting
01:04:58I
01:04:59sat
01:04:59there
01:04:59and
01:04:59held
01:04:59Emilio's
01:05:00hand
01:05:00and
01:05:01watched
01:05:01Marco's
01:05:02face
01:05:02and
01:05:02couldn't
01:05:03breathe
01:05:04come
01:05:05back
01:05:05come
01:05:06back
01:05:06come
01:05:07back
01:05:11Emilio
01:05:12coughed
01:05:12his chest
01:05:14heaved
01:05:14his eyes
01:05:15opened
01:05:16everyone let
01:05:17out a breath
01:05:18at the same
01:05:18time
01:05:19I'm okay
01:05:22we need to
01:05:23move
01:05:23he started
01:05:24to get up
01:05:24I helped
01:05:25him my hands
01:05:26shaking
01:05:26choppers ready
01:05:27this way
01:05:28Emilio stood
01:05:30unsteady
01:05:31and looked
01:05:32at Damien's
01:05:32limp
01:05:33body
01:05:35you go
01:05:36ahead
01:05:37I need
01:05:37to finish
01:05:38him
01:05:41I'm not
01:05:42leaving
01:05:42you
01:05:42you want
01:05:43to watch
01:05:44me shoot
01:05:44my own
01:05:44brother
01:05:46I don't
01:05:47care
01:05:48you're
01:05:49pregnant
01:05:49Mia
01:05:51go
01:05:51his voice
01:05:52was gentle
01:05:53but final
01:05:53the voice
01:05:54that meant
01:05:54he'd already
01:05:55decided
01:05:55promise
01:05:56you'll
01:05:57come
01:05:58I promise
01:05:59Serena
01:05:59took my
01:06:00arm
01:06:00I let
01:06:01her pull
01:06:01me away
01:06:01looking back
01:06:02over my
01:06:02shoulder
01:06:03at Emilio
01:06:03standing over
01:06:04his brother
01:06:04in the dark
01:06:05he didn't
01:06:05look back
01:06:06at me
01:06:06he was already
01:06:07somewhere else
01:06:07somewhere cold
01:06:08and necessary
01:06:09he's going to be
01:06:10fine
01:06:10he's Emilio
01:06:11Reyes
01:06:12we were 20
01:06:12yards from the
01:06:13house
01:06:13then 30
01:06:14the helicopter
01:06:16was somewhere
01:06:16ahead
01:06:16its blades
01:06:17beginning to
01:06:18turn
01:06:18I kept
01:06:18walking
01:06:19he promised
01:06:20he promised
01:06:21he promised
01:06:25the world
01:06:25turned white
01:06:26the sound
01:06:27hit me a full
01:06:28second after
01:06:28the light
01:06:29a wall
01:06:29of pressure
01:06:30and noise
01:06:31that knocked
01:06:31me sideways
01:06:32Serena's grip
01:06:33tearing loose
01:06:34I turned around
01:06:35the house
01:06:36was on fire
01:06:37not catching fire
01:06:39already fire
01:06:40instant and total
01:06:41a column of flame
01:06:42reaching up into
01:06:43the dark sky
01:06:44the windows gone
01:06:45the roof already
01:06:46folding
01:06:46the air tasted
01:06:47like smoke
01:06:50I couldn't move
01:06:51Serena was saying
01:06:52something
01:06:53Marco was saying
01:06:54something
01:06:54the helicopter blades
01:06:55were louder now
01:06:56someone was pulling
01:06:57at my arm
01:06:58and I couldn't
01:06:59move
01:06:59because Emilio
01:07:00was in that
01:07:00house
01:07:00and he had
01:07:01promised
01:07:01and he was
01:07:02in that
01:07:02house
01:07:02the word
01:07:05came out of
01:07:05me like
01:07:05something being
01:07:06torn out
01:07:08Serena had
01:07:08both arms
01:07:09around me
01:07:09from behind
01:07:10holding me
01:07:10back
01:07:10I fought her
01:07:11I don't remember
01:07:12deciding to
01:07:13fight her
01:07:13my body
01:07:14just refused
01:07:15to go anywhere
01:07:15without him
01:07:20Marco was
01:07:21already running
01:07:21back toward
01:07:21the burning
01:07:22house
01:07:22calling into
01:07:23his radio
01:07:24I stopped
01:07:25fighting
01:07:25I just stood
01:07:27there in
01:07:27Serena's arms
01:07:28and watched
01:07:28the fire
01:07:29eat the house
01:07:29and felt
01:07:30the heat
01:07:30on my face
01:07:31and thought
01:07:31about a man
01:07:32in a study
01:07:32saying
01:07:33I listened
01:07:34to everything
01:07:34you say
01:07:35and a man
01:07:35in a corridor
01:07:36with his shoulder
01:07:37dropping
01:07:37and his body
01:07:37going through
01:07:38glass
01:07:38going through
01:07:39glass
01:07:40to keep
01:07:40a detonator
01:07:41out of his
01:07:41brother's hand
01:07:42going through
01:07:42glass for me
01:07:43the flames
01:07:44climbed higher
01:07:45the night
01:07:46was orange
01:07:46and black
01:07:47I pressed
01:07:48both hands
01:07:49over the small
01:07:50life inside me
01:07:51and I waited
01:07:51and I waited
01:07:53and I waited
01:07:54and no one
01:07:55came
01:07:57five months
01:07:58later
01:07:59that's what the
01:08:00subtitle would say
01:08:00if my life
01:08:01were a movie
01:08:02five months
01:08:03later
01:08:04a neat
01:08:04jump cut
01:08:06all the grief
01:08:07and the waiting
01:08:08and the nights
01:08:08I lay awake
01:08:09with one hand
01:08:10on my stomach
01:08:10and the other
01:08:11pressed to my
01:08:11mouth to keep
01:08:12quiet
01:08:12compressed into
01:08:13three words
01:08:14and a hard cut
01:08:15to a woman
01:08:15on a street
01:08:16corner in
01:08:16white gloves
01:08:18me
01:08:18I'm eight months
01:08:19pregnant
01:08:20and I'm wearing
01:08:21white gloves
01:08:21and I'm standing
01:08:22on a sidewalk
01:08:23watching a homeless
01:08:24man run
01:08:24he thinks he's
01:08:25running from the
01:08:26two cars that
01:08:27boxed him in
01:08:29he's not
01:08:30he's running
01:08:31from me
01:08:32the car door
01:08:34opens
01:08:35I step out
01:08:36Damien stops
01:08:38he looks older
01:08:39thinner
01:08:40five months
01:08:41on the street
01:08:41will do that
01:08:42five months
01:08:43knowing that
01:08:43the woman
01:08:44whose house
01:08:44you burnt out
01:08:45is carrying
01:08:45the air
01:08:46to the
01:08:46Ray S cartel
01:08:47and is looking
01:08:47for you
01:08:48that will
01:08:49do it
01:08:49too
01:08:49I pull
01:08:50off one
01:08:51gloves
01:08:51finger
01:08:52by finger
01:08:53hello
01:08:54brother-in-law
01:08:57my men
01:08:58take him
01:08:58before he
01:08:59can speak
01:09:01wait
01:09:02Mia
01:09:03we should
01:09:04talk
01:09:04yes
01:09:05we should
01:09:09the basement
01:09:10of the
01:09:10Reyes mansion
01:09:11is very quiet
01:09:12I had Diaz
01:09:13repaint it
01:09:14new lighting
01:09:15a good chair
01:09:16for me to sit
01:09:17in
01:09:17positioned at
01:09:18exactly the
01:09:18right distance
01:09:19I learned
01:09:20from the best
01:09:20after all
01:09:21I watched
01:09:22Emilio run
01:09:22this house
01:09:23for months
01:09:23I know
01:09:24how it's
01:09:24done
01:09:24I sit
01:09:25with my
01:09:26legs
01:09:26rapes
01:09:26crossed
01:09:27and my
01:09:27hands
01:09:28folded
01:09:28over my
01:09:29stomach
01:09:29and I
01:09:30watched
01:09:30two of
01:09:30my
01:09:30men
01:09:31work
01:09:32Damien
01:09:32screams
01:09:33he begs
01:09:34he says
01:09:35my name
01:09:35like it's
01:09:36a password
01:09:36that will
01:09:37open a
01:09:37door
01:09:37like some
01:09:38part of
01:09:38him still
01:09:38believes
01:09:39I'm the
01:09:39nursing
01:09:39student
01:09:40from the
01:09:40fast food
01:09:41restaurant
01:09:41who cried
01:09:42on a
01:09:42sofa
01:09:42and couldn't
01:09:43look Emilio
01:09:43in the
01:09:43eye
01:09:44I'm not
01:09:44her anymore
01:09:48I give
01:09:49the men
01:09:49a look
01:09:50they hit
01:09:50harder
01:09:51after a
01:09:52while I
01:09:52raise a
01:09:52hand
01:09:53and they
01:09:53stop
01:09:53the basement
01:09:54goes quiet
01:09:54except for
01:09:55Damien's
01:09:56raggled
01:09:56breathing
01:09:56and the
01:09:57distant
01:09:57sound
01:09:57of the
01:09:57city
01:09:58outside
01:09:59I stand
01:09:59up and
01:10:00walk over
01:10:00to him
01:10:04tell me
01:10:05where he
01:10:05is
01:10:05Damien
01:10:06looks up
01:10:07at me
01:10:07through
01:10:08blood
01:10:08his smile
01:10:09is still
01:10:10there
01:10:10somehow
01:10:11cracked
01:10:11and
01:10:11terrible
01:10:12come
01:10:13closer
01:10:14I'll tell
01:10:15you
01:10:18I
01:10:18leaned
01:10:19down
01:10:20his mouth
01:10:20was near
01:10:21my ear
01:10:21and I
01:10:22stayed
01:10:22perfectly
01:10:22still
01:10:23and waited
01:10:24he's
01:10:25rotting
01:10:25in hell
01:10:26just like
01:10:27you will
01:10:27be
01:10:28you
01:10:28stupid
01:10:28I
01:10:29straightened
01:10:29up
01:10:31I pulled
01:10:31the gun
01:10:32from the
01:10:32back
01:10:32of my
01:10:32waistband
01:10:35the
01:10:35one
01:10:36Diego
01:10:36had
01:10:36started
01:10:37leaving
01:10:37on my
01:10:37night
01:10:37state
01:10:38three
01:10:38months
01:10:38ago
01:10:38after
01:10:39the
01:10:39first
01:10:39two
01:10:39attempts
01:10:40on my
01:10:40life
01:10:40after
01:10:41I'd
01:10:41started
01:10:41running
01:10:41this
01:10:42operation
01:10:42alone
01:10:43and I
01:10:44shot
01:10:44Damien
01:10:44once
01:10:45he
01:10:46slumped
01:10:46I stood
01:10:47there for
01:10:47a moment
01:10:47and looked
01:10:48at him
01:10:49Emilio's
01:10:49brother
01:10:49the man
01:10:50who had
01:10:50built
01:10:50every trap
01:10:51I'd
01:10:51walked
01:10:51into
01:10:52the man
01:10:53who had
01:10:53burned
01:10:53down
01:10:53the house
01:10:54with Emilio
01:10:54inside
01:10:55it
01:10:55then I
01:10:56peeled
01:10:56off
01:10:56the other
01:10:57glove
01:10:57folded
01:10:58both of
01:10:58them
01:10:59together
01:10:59and walked
01:11:00out
01:11:03Diego
01:11:03was waiting
01:11:04in the
01:11:04Rorto
01:11:04with a
01:11:04package
01:11:05mail
01:11:06address
01:11:06to your
01:11:06name
01:11:07ma'am
01:11:07he held
01:11:08it out
01:11:08the label
01:11:09read
01:11:09Mia
01:11:10Espinoza
01:11:10I
01:11:11frowned
01:11:12I thought
01:11:13I changed
01:11:13my last
01:11:14name
01:11:14on
01:11:14everything
01:11:14could
01:11:15be
01:11:15from
01:11:16before
01:11:19I
01:11:19took
01:11:19it
01:11:23I
01:11:23opened
01:11:23it in
01:11:24the
01:11:24study
01:11:26a
01:11:26file
01:11:27legal
01:11:28documents
01:11:28a
01:11:29will
01:11:29notarized
01:11:30witness
01:11:31dated
01:11:31three
01:11:31months
01:11:32before
01:11:32Leshea
01:11:32died
01:11:33I
01:11:33read
01:11:34the
01:11:34first
01:11:34page
01:11:34and
01:11:34had
01:11:35to
01:11:35sit
01:11:35down
01:11:36100
01:11:36million
01:11:37dollars
01:11:38her
01:11:38actual
01:11:38inheritance
01:11:39not the
01:11:40fabricated
01:11:40claws
01:11:40Amicio
01:11:41had
01:11:41invented
01:11:41to get
01:11:41me
01:11:42into
01:11:42his
01:11:42house
01:11:42the
01:11:43real
01:11:43thing
01:11:43the
01:11:44money
01:11:44she'd
01:11:44spent
01:11:44her
01:11:45life
01:11:45accumulating
01:11:45and had
01:11:46always
01:11:46meant to
01:11:47give to
01:11:47the
01:11:47niece
01:11:47she wrote
01:11:48letters
01:11:48to
01:11:48and
01:11:48called
01:11:48her
01:11:49girl
01:11:49where
01:11:49it
01:11:49all
01:11:49started
01:11:50I
01:11:50thought
01:11:51Diego
01:11:52stood
01:11:52near
01:11:52the
01:11:52door
01:11:54Mr.
01:11:54Reyes
01:11:54would have
01:11:55found
01:11:55you
01:11:55regardless
01:11:55of
01:11:56the
01:11:56inheritance
01:12:00sounds
01:12:01like him
01:12:01I
01:12:02turned
01:12:02to
01:12:02the
01:12:03last
01:12:03page
01:12:03and
01:12:03a
01:12:04small
01:12:04piece
01:12:04of
01:12:04paper
01:12:04fell
01:12:05out
01:12:05folded
01:12:05once
01:12:06the
01:12:06size
01:12:07of
01:12:07a
01:12:07fortune
01:12:07cookie
01:12:07slip
01:12:08I
01:12:08picked
01:12:08it
01:12:08up
01:12:08the
01:12:09handwriting
01:12:09was
01:12:09Emilio's
01:12:10I'd
01:12:10seen
01:12:10it
01:12:11on
01:12:11a
01:12:11hundred
01:12:11things
01:12:11notes
01:12:12contracts
01:12:13the
01:12:13margin
01:12:13of
01:12:13a
01:12:13book
01:12:14he'd
01:12:14left
01:12:14open
01:12:14on
01:12:14the
01:12:14kitchen
01:12:15counter
01:12:15I'd
01:12:15have
01:12:15known
01:12:15it
01:12:16anywhere
01:12:16it
01:12:16said
01:12:17love
01:12:17at
01:12:17first
01:12:18sight
01:12:18I
01:12:19sat
01:12:19there
01:12:19holding
01:12:19that
01:12:19small
01:12:26wherever
01:12:27you
01:12:27are
01:12:30he
01:12:30was
01:12:30in
01:12:31Sicily
01:12:31I
01:12:32didn't
01:12:32know
01:12:32that
01:12:32yet
01:12:33I
01:12:33knew
01:12:34it
01:12:34the
01:12:34way
01:12:34you
01:12:34know
01:12:34things
01:12:35when
01:12:35you've
01:12:35been
01:12:35running
01:12:35someone's
01:12:36empire
01:12:36for
01:12:36five
01:12:36months
01:12:37and
01:12:37you've
01:12:37learned
01:12:37to
01:12:37read
01:12:38Diego's
01:12:38face
01:12:38there
01:12:39was
01:12:39somewhere
01:12:40he
01:12:40wouldn't
01:12:40look
01:12:40some
01:12:41piece
01:12:41of
01:12:41information
01:12:42that
01:12:42lived
01:12:42just
01:12:43behind
01:12:43his
01:12:43careful
01:12:44professional
01:12:44expression
01:12:45but
01:12:45he
01:12:45wouldn't
01:12:46tell
01:12:46me
01:12:46and
01:12:47I
01:12:47understood
01:12:47why
01:12:48Emilio
01:12:49had
01:12:49told
01:12:49him
01:12:50not
01:12:50to
01:12:50so
01:12:51I
01:12:56watch
01:12:56the
01:12:56ocean
01:12:57he'd
01:12:57been
01:12:58watching
01:12:58it
01:12:58for
01:12:58weeks
01:12:58the
01:12:59light
01:13:00changed
01:13:00the
01:13:01water
01:13:01changed
01:13:02he
01:13:02watched
01:13:03it
01:13:03all
01:13:03with
01:13:03the
01:13:03patience
01:13:04of
01:13:04someone
01:13:04who
01:13:04has
01:13:04decided
01:13:05not
01:13:05to
01:13:05go
01:13:05anywhere
01:13:06until
01:13:06they're
01:13:06ready Serena
01:13:08flew
01:13:08to Sicily
01:13:09on
01:13:09a
01:13:09Tuesday she
01:13:10found
01:13:11him
01:13:11on
01:13:11the
01:13:11balcony
01:13:11thinner
01:13:12than
01:13:12she'd
01:13:13left
01:13:13him
01:13:13the
01:13:13ocean wind
01:13:14moving
01:13:14through
01:13:14his
01:13:15hair
01:13:15she
01:13:16dropped
01:13:16a
01:13:16photograph
01:13:16on
01:13:17his
01:13:17lap
01:13:17without
01:13:17greeting
01:13:18him
01:13:18first
01:13:18in
01:13:19the
01:13:19photo
01:13:19Damien
01:13:20dead
01:13:22Emilio
01:13:22picked
01:13:22up
01:13:22the
01:13:22photo
01:13:23looked
01:13:23at
01:13:23it
01:13:24for
01:13:24a
01:13:24long
01:13:24moment
01:13:24that's
01:13:25my
01:13:26girl
01:13:29she's
01:13:29gonna
01:13:29be
01:13:29pissed
01:13:29if
01:13:30you're
01:13:30not
01:13:30there
01:13:30when
01:13:30she
01:13:30gives
01:13:31birth
01:13:32I
01:13:33can't
01:13:33see
01:13:33her
01:13:33like
01:13:34this
01:13:34you
01:13:35could
01:13:35show
01:13:35up
01:13:35as
01:13:36a
01:13:36worm
01:13:36and
01:13:36she'd
01:13:36still
01:13:37love
01:13:37you
01:13:37I'm
01:13:38tired
01:13:38of
01:13:38lying
01:13:39to
01:13:39my
01:13:39best
01:13:39friend
01:13:39again
01:13:42she'll
01:13:42forgive
01:13:43you
01:13:43Serena
01:13:44ground
01:13:44and sat
01:13:45down
01:13:45on
01:13:45the
01:13:45low
01:13:45wall
01:13:46beside
01:13:46his
01:13:46chair
01:13:47the
01:13:47mediterranean
01:13:48was
01:13:48the
01:13:48specific
01:13:48blue
01:13:49it
01:13:49gets
01:13:49in
01:13:49the
01:13:49late
01:13:50afternoon
01:13:50almost
01:13:51violet
01:13:51at
01:13:51the
01:13:51edges
01:13:52come
01:13:53back
01:13:53with
01:13:53me
01:13:53tomorrow
01:13:54I'm
01:13:54flying
01:13:54out
01:13:54in
01:13:54the
01:13:54morning
01:13:55no
01:13:57Emilio
01:13:58I'll
01:13:58return
01:13:58when I
01:13:59can
01:13:59stand
01:13:59on
01:13:59my
01:13:59own
01:14:00feet
01:14:01I
01:14:01want
01:14:01her
01:14:02to
01:14:02know
01:14:02I'm
01:14:02still
01:14:02the
01:14:02man
01:14:02who
01:14:03can
01:14:03protect
01:14:03her
01:14:04and
01:14:04our
01:14:04baby
01:14:05Serena
01:14:06stared
01:14:06at
01:14:06him
01:14:06for
01:14:07a
01:14:07long
01:14:07moment
01:14:07toxic
01:14:08masculinity
01:14:08from
01:14:09a
01:14:09cartel
01:14:09king
01:14:16he
01:14:17helps
01:14:17me
01:14:17to
01:14:17the
01:14:17bathroom
01:14:18Serena
01:14:18laughed
01:14:19a
01:14:19real
01:14:19laugh
01:14:20surprised
01:14:20out
01:14:20of
01:14:21her
01:14:21she
01:14:21stood
01:14:21up
01:14:21and
01:14:22kissed
01:14:22the
01:14:22top
01:14:22of
01:14:22his
01:14:22head
01:14:23don't
01:14:23take
01:14:23too
01:14:23long
01:14:25she
01:14:25walked
01:14:25out
01:14:27Emilio
01:14:28stayed
01:14:28on the
01:14:28balcony
01:14:29until
01:14:29the
01:14:29light
01:14:30was
01:14:30gone
01:14:32he
01:14:33reached
01:14:33into
01:14:33his
01:14:34pocket
01:14:34the
01:14:35ring
01:14:35was
01:14:35small
01:14:36and
01:14:36cold
01:14:36and
01:14:36familiar
01:14:38Mia's
01:14:38engagement
01:14:39ring
01:14:39the
01:14:40one
01:14:40she'd
01:14:40placed
01:14:40in
01:14:40his
01:14:41palm
01:14:41in
01:14:41the
01:14:41bedroom
01:14:41and
01:14:42walked
01:14:42away
01:14:42from
01:14:43he'd
01:14:43been
01:14:43carrying
01:14:44it
01:14:44since
01:14:44that
01:14:44night
01:14:45through
01:14:45the
01:14:45crash
01:14:46through
01:14:46the
01:14:46window
01:14:46through
01:14:47however
01:14:47many
01:14:47surgeries
01:14:48he
01:14:48didn't
01:14:48fully
01:14:49remember
01:14:49through
01:14:49the
01:14:50months
01:14:50of
01:14:50physical
01:14:50therapy
01:14:51on
01:14:51this
01:14:51balcony
01:14:52overlooking
01:14:52the
01:14:52sea
01:14:53he
01:14:53turned
01:14:53it
01:14:54in
01:14:54his
01:14:54fingers
01:14:54he
01:14:55thought
01:14:55about
01:14:55the
01:14:55night
01:14:55in
01:14:56the
01:14:56alley
01:14:56when
01:14:56he'd
01:14:56looked
01:14:56up
01:14:56from
01:14:57the
01:14:57pavement
01:14:57and
01:14:57seen
01:14:57a
01:14:58woman
01:14:58he'd
01:14:58never
01:14:58met
01:14:58pressing
01:14:59gons
01:14:59to
01:14:59his
01:14:59chest
01:14:59and
01:15:00telling
01:15:00him
01:15:00to
01:15:00stop
01:15:00moving
01:15:12had
01:15:12her
01:15:13mother's
01:15:13stubbornness
01:15:14and
01:15:14her
01:15:14own
01:15:14fierce
01:15:15particular
01:15:15kindness
01:15:16he'd
01:15:17carried
01:15:17the
01:15:17shape
01:15:17of
01:15:17her
01:15:17before
01:15:18he
01:15:18knew
01:15:18her
01:15:18face
01:15:19he
01:15:19closed
01:15:19his
01:15:20hand
01:15:20around
01:15:20the
01:15:20ring
01:15:21the
01:15:23ocean
01:15:23was
01:15:24dark
01:15:24now
01:15:24the
01:15:25stars
01:15:25were
01:15:26coming
01:15:26out
01:15:26one
01:15:26by
01:15:26one
01:15:27over
01:15:27Sicily
01:15:29I'm
01:15:29coming
01:15:30back
01:15:33two
01:15:34months
01:15:34later
01:15:34I thought
01:15:35giving
01:15:35birth
01:15:36at
01:15:36home
01:15:36would
01:15:36be
01:15:36easier
01:15:37I
01:15:37was
01:15:37wrong
01:15:38it's
01:15:39never
01:15:39easy
01:15:39I
01:15:40hate
01:15:40you
01:15:41I
01:15:41hate
01:15:42you
01:15:42Emilio
01:15:42Reyes
01:15:43almost
01:15:43there
01:15:44one
01:15:44more
01:15:44push
01:15:45I
01:15:46hate
01:15:46you
01:15:47I
01:15:47pushed
01:15:48the
01:15:49world
01:15:49split
01:15:49open
01:15:50and
01:15:50then
01:15:50there
01:15:50was
01:15:50a
01:15:50sound
01:15:51small
01:15:51and
01:15:52indignant
01:15:52and
01:15:53completely
01:15:53certain
01:15:53of
01:15:54itself
01:15:54and
01:15:55the
01:15:55doctor
01:15:55was
01:15:56saying
01:15:56something
01:15:56I
01:15:56couldn't
01:15:57hear
01:15:57and
01:15:58someone
01:15:58was
01:15:58crying
01:15:58and
01:15:59I
01:15:59thought
01:15:59it
01:15:59might
01:15:59be
01:15:59me
01:16:00ma'am
01:16:00you
01:16:01need
01:16:01to
01:16:01stay
01:16:01with
01:16:01us
01:16:01you
01:16:02haven't
01:16:02seen
01:16:02your
01:16:02baby
01:16:03but
01:16:04I'm
01:16:04just
01:16:04so
01:16:04tired
01:16:05I
01:16:05was
01:16:05tired
01:16:06in
01:16:06a
01:16:06way
01:16:06I
01:16:06had
01:16:06never
01:16:07been
01:16:07tired
01:16:07before
01:16:07down
01:16:08into
01:16:08the
01:16:08marrow
01:16:09my
01:16:09body
01:16:09suddenly
01:16:10hollow
01:16:10and
01:16:10enormous
01:16:11at
01:16:11the
01:16:11same
01:16:11time
01:16:12stay
01:16:12stay
01:16:13you
01:16:13have
01:16:13to
01:16:13stay
01:16:14my
01:16:14eyes
01:16:15closed
01:16:15someone
01:16:16said
01:16:16my
01:16:16name
01:16:16I
01:16:17tried
01:16:17to
01:16:17hold
01:16:18on
01:16:18then
01:16:18at
01:16:19the
01:16:19edge
01:16:19of
01:16:19the
01:16:19light
01:16:20a
01:16:20silhouette
01:16:21appeared
01:16:21in
01:16:21the
01:16:21doorway
01:16:22not
01:16:23Diego
01:16:23not
01:16:24Serena
01:16:24not
01:16:25a
01:16:25doctor
01:16:26a
01:16:26silhouette
01:16:27that
01:16:27moved
01:16:27the
01:16:27way
01:16:28only
01:16:28one
01:16:28person
01:16:28in
01:16:29my
01:16:29life
01:16:29had
01:16:29ever
01:16:30moved
01:16:32he
01:16:33was
01:16:33standing
01:16:33on
01:16:33his
01:16:33own
01:16:34feet
01:16:34that
01:16:34was
01:16:35the
01:16:35first
01:16:35thing
01:16:35I
01:16:35registered
01:16:36not
01:16:36that
01:16:36he
01:16:36was
01:16:36there
01:16:37not
01:16:37even
01:16:37that
01:16:37he
01:16:37was
01:16:37alive
01:16:38but
01:16:38that
01:16:38he
01:16:38was
01:16:38standing
01:16:38on
01:16:39his
01:16:39own
01:16:39two
01:16:40feet
01:16:40in
01:16:40the
01:16:40doorway
01:16:41of
01:16:41my
01:16:41hospital
01:16:41room
01:16:42wearing
01:16:42clothes
01:16:42that
01:16:42I
01:16:43didn't
01:16:43recognize
01:16:43thinner
01:16:44than
01:16:44I
01:17:00he
01:17:00dropped
01:17:00to
01:17:00his
01:17:00knees
01:17:01beside
01:17:01the
01:17:01bed
01:17:01he
01:17:02took
01:17:02my
01:17:02face
01:17:02in
01:17:02both
01:17:02hands
01:17:03and
01:17:03pressed
01:17:03his
01:17:03forehead
01:17:03to
01:17:03mine
01:17:04I
01:17:04felt
01:17:04him
01:17:04shaking
01:17:04this
01:17:05man
01:17:05who
01:17:05never
01:17:05shook
01:17:05who
01:17:05never
01:17:06showed
01:17:06anything
01:17:06who
01:17:06had
01:17:06spent
01:17:0732
01:17:07years
01:17:07building
01:17:07a wall
01:17:08around
01:17:08himself
01:17:08and
01:17:08had
01:17:08spent
01:17:09six
01:17:09months
01:17:09tearing
01:17:09it
01:17:09down
01:17:10for
01:17:10me
01:17:10he
01:17:11was
01:17:11shaking
01:17:11somewhere
01:17:12behind
01:17:12him
01:17:12a baby
01:17:12was
01:17:12crying
01:17:13our
01:17:13our
01:17:13our
01:17:14you
01:17:15outside
01:17:17the
01:17:17hospital
01:17:17window
01:17:18the
01:17:18city
01:17:18was
01:17:18beginning
01:17:19its
01:17:19ordinary
01:17:19morning
01:17:19entirely
01:17:20aware
01:17:20that
01:17:20something
01:17:21fundamental
01:17:21had
01:17:21just
01:17:22changed
01:17:22inside
01:17:23I
01:17:23closed
01:17:23my
01:17:23eyes
01:17:24and
01:17:24held
01:17:24on
01:17:24to
01:17:24him
01:17:24and
01:17:25listened
01:17:25to
01:17:25the
01:17:25small
01:17:25indignant
01:17:26perfect
01:17:26sound
01:17:27of
01:17:27our
01:17:27daughter
01:17:27announcing
01:17:27herself
01:17:28to
01:17:28the
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