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00:00I once read that the most dangerous thing a woman can do is save a man's life.
00:04I didn't believe it. I was 22, idealistic, and three semesters short of a nursing degree.
00:10When I found a man bleeding out in an alley behind a fast food restaurant, I didn't think about danger.
00:15I just pressed my hands to the wound. I didn't know his name.
00:19I didn't know that the blood soaking through my uniform belonged to the most feared cartel boss on the East
00:24Coast.
00:25I didn't know that behind those dark half-conscious eyes was a man who would remember everything I did.
00:30Every word, every touch, every desperate instruction I gave him in the dark.
00:34I didn't know he would come back for me.
00:36Three months later, a man named Emilio Reyes walked into my life and told me I had inherited a fortune
00:41from my late aunt on one condition.
00:44Marriage. To him. Immediately.
00:47No. I said no.
00:49He smiled like I hadn't spoken at all.
00:51This is the story of how I married a criminal.
00:54How I hated him. Feared him.
00:56And somewhere in the middle of all the lies he built our life on, fell desperately, irreversibly in love with
01:02him.
01:03I want to tell you I fought it.
01:05I want to tell you I was smarter than this.
01:07But the truth is, the moment I pressed my hands to his chest in that alley, I was already his.
01:13I just didn't know it yet.
01:15The alley behind the shop smells like grease and rain.
01:19I take the trash out at midnight, because Miguel never does, and I'm too tired to fight about it.
01:29That's when I hear it.
01:31A shuffle. A grunt.
01:33The unmistakable sound of someone about to do something terrible.
01:37I peek my head out.
01:39First mistake of the night.
02:06Let her go.
02:10Let her go.
02:11The men charge.
02:12He moves.
02:13Fast.
02:14Precise.
02:16Brutal.
02:17And it's over in seconds.
02:19One man clutches his arm, screaming.
02:22The other is already gone.
02:26And then the stranger folds like paper.
02:29Bing the wet pavement before I can catch him.
02:33I drag him inside.
02:35I don't know why.
02:40I'm a nursing school dropout, with shaking hands and no business saving anyone.
02:46But I press gauze to his chest, and count his breaths, and tell him to stay with me.
02:52And somewhere between one breath and the next, I start to believe he might actually listen.
02:57He opens his eyes, grabs my wrist hard enough to bruise.
03:02No one has ever seen me like this.
03:06You're dead.
03:07Stop moving or you'll bleed more.
03:09He lets go.
03:11He passes out.
03:13I keep working.
03:15By the time I come back with antibiotics, he's gone.
03:19The room is empty, except for the bloody gons, and the faint smell of something expensive, cologne, maybe, or power.
03:31I stand in the doorway, and feel something I can't name settle into my chest.
03:38Hope you make it, stranger.
03:45The days pass.
03:47My life goes on.
03:49The midnight shifts blur into each other,
03:52and I almost convince myself the whole thing was a fever dream.
03:57The blood.
03:58The alley.
03:59The man who threatened to kill me while I was saving his life.
04:03Almost.
04:06It isn't until three months later,
04:09that I understand the mistake I made that night.
04:12It wasn't peeking my head out into that alley.
04:14It was pulling the stranger back from the edge.
04:18I'm wiping down the counter,
04:19when his face fills the TV screen above the register.
04:25Emilio Reyes.
04:26East Coast Cartel King.
04:28Dangerous.
04:30Untouchable.
04:31The customers are whispering.
04:33The word monster drifts past my ear like smoke.
04:38I stare at the screen,
04:40and the memory hits me like a cold wave.
04:42His hand locked around my wrist,
04:45even through the blood loss.
04:48No one has ever seen me like this.
04:52You're dead.
04:56Shit.
04:57I set down the tray.
04:59I turn for the door.
05:00A black bag drops over my head.
05:03The last thing I hear before the world goes dark.
05:06You're coming with us.
05:13They take the bag off in a room that costs more than my entire life.
05:17He's standing by the window with his back to me,
05:20and even from behind I can feel the weight of him.
05:23The absolute, unharried certainty of a man who has never once been told no.
05:29He turns around slowly,
05:30like he has all the time in the world.
05:34Like I'm not hyperventilating in the middle of his Persian rug.
05:37He looks at me the way you look at something you already own.
05:41Hello, wife.
05:42Wife?
05:43He pulls out a file and slides it across the desk.
05:47Leticia Verito, my aunt, who I barely knew,
05:51who apparently knew him very well.
05:52She raised him.
05:54He called her family.
05:55And when she died, she left everything to me.
05:59One million dollars.
06:01I stare at the number until the zeros blur.
06:06You're handing out one million dollars to me?
06:08Just like this?
06:10Of course not.
06:11Your inheritance comes with a condition.
06:14Marry me for one year.
06:16Part of me wants to laugh.
06:17The part that's been eating ramen for six months.
06:20Drowning in debt.
06:21Too proud to ask for help.
06:23One million dollars.
06:24I could breathe again.
06:26I could actually breathe.
06:28But then, the other part of me kepts up.
06:31The part that recognizes his face from every news broadcast.
06:34Every whispered warning.
06:36Every story that ends badly.
06:38Marry a mafia king with a promise of one million dollars?
06:42Is this Wattmac novel really happening to me?
06:44Me?
06:44I set down the file.
06:47What do you get out of this?
06:49I... I'm a nobody.
06:51He steps closer.
06:53Close enough that I have to tilt my head back to hold his gaze.
06:56And I hate that I do it.
06:59You're not a nobody.
07:02Don't ever say that again.
07:06He says it quietly.
07:07Too quietly.
07:09Too gently.
07:10Like he means it.
07:11Like he's been thinking about it.
07:13And the words land somewhere soft and unprotected.
07:17Before I can get my guard back up.
07:20I don't know what to do with them.
07:23So I look away, down at the floor.
07:25And that's when I see it.
07:26A dark stain in the carpet.
07:28Old and brown at the edges.
07:31Blood.
07:31Someone's blood.
07:32Soaked into the fibers and never fully cleaned away.
07:35The word yes dies in my throat.
07:38No.
07:40Then you just made your first mistake as my future wife.
07:48His hand moves toward his hip.
07:50My survival instincts shoot up.
07:54Wait.
07:55I... I didn't mean no.
07:57I just... I need time.
07:58To think.
08:01I'm allowed to think, right?
08:03A beat.
08:04His hand stills.
08:05Of course.
08:07I try the door.
08:10Locked.
08:11Of course it's locked.
08:13My heart hammers against my ribs as his footsteps cross the room behind me.
08:18Quiet.
08:18Unhurried.
08:20Inevitable.
08:21His hand covers mine on the knob.
08:23His mouth is close enough to my ear that I feel the warmth of his breath.
08:27And every rational thought I have dissolves.
08:29I'm a king, Mia.
08:32Don't even think about running.
08:35I'll see you at the altar.
08:37He twists the knob.
08:39The door swings open.
08:40I don't walk out.
08:41I flee.
08:43I nearly collide with a man in the hallway.
08:45Younger than Emilio.
08:47Easier to read.
08:48With a smile that doesn't reach his eyes.
08:50He watches me scramble past and says nothing.
08:53Behind me, I hear him say something to Emilio in a low voice.
08:56I don't stop to listen.
08:58Back in my apartment, Serena screams at me through the phone for ten solid minutes.
09:02I hold it away from my ear and stare at the ceiling.
09:05You should have left him bleeding in that alley!
09:08I know.
09:08He's a monster!
09:10My food's here.
09:11Talk later.
09:15I open the door expecting delivery.
09:18A gun barrel.
09:19Cold metal.
09:20Pointed at my face.
09:22Behind it, a man I've never seen before.
09:25Silver-haired and soft-voiced.
09:27With the calm of someone who has done terrible things for a very long time.
09:31And at his feet, crumbled, bleeding, reaching for my ankle.
09:36A boy I've never met.
09:37But somehow, recognizing the shape of his jaw, the curve of his nose.
09:43A stranger smiles.
09:45Mia Espinosa.
09:48We need to talk.
09:52His name is Franco Palacio.
09:55I am Franco.
09:56He says it like a title.
09:58Like something I should already know and fear.
09:59He says it while one of his men pins my arms behind me.
10:04And another kicks the boy hard enough to crack ribs.
10:08Tomas.
10:09Your cousin.
10:10Leticia's only son.
10:12I didn't even know I had a cousin.
10:16I'm Emilio Reyes' worst nightmare.
10:19I don't know, Emilio.
10:21That's a lie.
10:23Of course I lied.
10:24I would say anything to get out of this.
10:28This gangster war I've somehow wandered into.
10:31Dragging a cousin I've never met along with me.
10:35Maybe I really shouldn't have saved Emilio that night.
10:41He ignores me and crouches beside Tomas, dragging a knife down his cheek so slowly, so precisely,
10:49that the line of red it draws looks almost surgical.
10:53Tomas makes a sound I'll hear in my sleep for years.
10:56You're gonna marry Emilio Reyes.
10:57You're gonna give him an heir.
11:03And that child will be born under my command.
11:08What?
11:09A wife.
11:10A baby.
11:11That's all it takes to ruin a man like him.
11:16You're gonna be my weapon, sweetheart.
11:19He stands, moves back to Tomas, and presses the flat of the blade against his eyelid.
11:24One month.
11:26Get pregnant.
11:30Or your cousin loses more than an eye.
11:34I can't breathe.
11:35I can't think.
11:36The room has shrunk to the size of that knife.
11:39That eye.
11:40That terrible, soft sound Tomas makes when the blade presses harder.
11:45Stop.
11:46Left eye?
11:48Or right?
11:49Stop!
11:50I'll do it!
11:51The blade lifts.
11:53Franco smiles, like I've given him a gift.
11:56Then the front door Sweeney splinters off its hinges.
12:02Emilio doesn't come in like a rescue.
12:04He comes in like weather.
12:06Sudden, total, impossible to argue with.
12:09His men fan out behind him.
12:12Franco's men scatter.
12:13And then it's just the two of us.
12:15And Tomas is gone.
12:17Dragged out in the chaos.
12:19And I'm on the floor.
12:22With my knees pulled to my chest.
12:25And my whole body shaking so hard my teeth click together.
12:28I don't hear him cross the room.
12:30I just feel the air change.
12:32Mia.
12:33His voice is different.
12:35Softer than I've heard it.
12:36I look up.
12:37And something in his face does things I don't expect.
12:41It cracks.
12:42Just at the edges.
12:44Just for a second.
12:44I don't decide to move.
12:46I just do it.
12:48I throw myself at him.
12:52And his arms close around me before I can second guess it.
12:56And I press my face into his chest.
12:58And cry in a way I haven't cried since I was a little girl.
13:03I feel ugly and desperate and completely undignified.
13:08He holds me like he means it.
13:11He doesn't speak.
13:13Doesn't ask questions.
13:15Just keeps one hand on the back of my head.
13:18And breathes slowly.
13:20Steadily.
13:20Like he's trying to teach me how.
13:23And gradually my shaking slows.
13:25When I finally pull back.
13:26His expression has closed again.
13:28But his eyes haven't.
13:31You're my woman, Mia.
13:33Your tears belong to me.
13:36I should have a response to that.
13:38I don't.
13:39I just look at him.
13:40And feel the words settle somewhere deep and permanent.
13:45Like a key turning in a lock I didn't know I had.
13:48He wipes my face with his thumb.
13:50Gentle.
13:51Careful.
13:52Like I'm something worth being careful with.
13:55I'm not your woman.
13:57I haven't agreed to anything yet.
14:01I know.
14:02We should talk.
14:04He says it quietly.
14:05He doesn't push.
14:06He just looks at me like he's already decided.
14:09And he's willing to wait.
14:11That might be the most frightening thing he's done yet.
14:15The next morning, we sit on opposite sides of a conference table.
14:19With a contract between us.
14:20Sick enough to stop a bullet.
14:22Our marriage contract.
14:26Read it.
14:29Terms and conditions.
14:31We'll discuss today.
14:38I keep my spine straight as I flip through the pages.
14:41I try very hard to absorb what I'm about to sign my life onto.
14:45But not a single word makes it to my brain.
14:52Instead, Franco's voice echoes like a curse on a loop.
15:04To save a cousin I barely know in a gangster war I never asked to be part of, I'm going
15:10to lie to a cartel king sitting right across from me, expecting a real marriage.
15:16Of course I'll sign this contract.
15:18But it's not my choice.
15:19It was never my choice.
15:21I am completely, utterly out of control of this situation.
15:25And I have to pretend otherwise.
15:27Perfectly.
15:28Or Thomas pays for it.
15:31Everything okay?
15:34I startle.
15:35He's watching me.
15:37Of course he's watching me.
15:40Men like him watch everything.
15:44I need to smooth this over.
15:46For my cousin.
15:49The contract doesn't mention sleeping arrangements.
15:53He goes very still.
15:56Sleeping arrangements.
16:00We'd be married.
16:04It would be natural that we...
16:07The chair scrapes back.
16:09He's in front of me in two steps.
16:11Leaning over the table.
16:13With both hands.
16:14Planted on either side of the contract.
16:16Close enough that I can smell his cologne.
16:18And feel the warmth radiating off his skin.
16:21It's natural we fuck.
16:25My breath stops.
16:30Do you want me to fuck you?
16:33There is no good answer to that question.
16:41There is only the truth.
16:43Yes.
16:43Obviously.
16:45Embarrassingly.
16:46Inconveniently yes.
16:48And the reason behind it.
16:50Which I can never tell him.
16:54That's what husbands and wives do.
16:58We're not real husband and wife.
17:00This is a contract.
17:05You're attractive and rich.
17:07Any woman would want you.
17:12He tilts his head.
17:14Something dangerous flickering in his eyes.
17:18You think I'm attractive?
17:22Yes.
17:24Are you lying to me?
17:29No.
17:30I'm not lying.
17:32I'm not lying.
17:32That's the problem.
17:34I'm not lying at all and he can see it.
17:37And the slow curve of his mouth tells me he's been able to see it this whole time.
17:43He lifts me onto the table in one motion.
17:46I gasp.
17:47Not in fear, which would make sense, in something that runs hotter than fear.
17:52He nudges my knees apart.
17:55Not roughly, just firmly, with the uncurried confidence of a man who already knows the answer.
18:04You can lie with words, not with your body.
18:09His hand slides up my inner thigh.
18:15Tell me you want me.
18:17Tell me it's not just the contract.
18:19And God help me, I do.
18:27She's sitting on my conference table with her knees apart.
18:31And her eyes blown wide.
18:33And I have never wanted to ruin someone so much.
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