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The Summer My Heart Stopped Isode
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:16but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:32caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:36to save you you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:41is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:52don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me
00:00:58nothing i say is going to change your mind anyway you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place
00:01:08for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks
00:01:38too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:59death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:22alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:48i get why you hate me i just never thought i'd hurt this much god what a dumb ass i
00:02:53mean the guy's
00:02:54a fireman for eight night a cop plus he went in there with no weapon he's basically asking to get
00:02:58stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though i could play the hero pay the price he got
00:03:11what he
00:03:11he deserved
00:03:11fuck you
00:03:25alex stop
00:03:27alex stop
00:03:34alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to been just
00:03:37take it out on me take it out on you fine don't fucking die isabel
00:03:47don't worry alex you'll get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:54can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live at most
00:04:11you're looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with
00:04:16murder by pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25so if you needed them right then lick them up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:38to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy much why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let them see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:08of dirty
00:05:08little secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro practice starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:06coming to the swim meet tomorrow already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go
00:06:11you really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:37alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:48change i'm not gonna give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father are brought to justice
00:06:56that's the judge
00:06:59jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it
00:07:09it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex
00:07:22so today i went to go see judge roberts
00:07:25i tried to get him to reopen the case that you said no
00:07:30i'm not gonna give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm gonna keep my word
00:07:39hey lovebug how was school
00:07:43oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:49well i just fell
00:07:50how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me back and he said
00:07:56we
00:07:56might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally gonna take those killers to justice
00:08:04it's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex the good news
00:08:14no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out
00:08:18i know this is important to you but don't forget to take care of your own
00:08:21no don't worry about me
00:08:24right i want to get justice for alex's dad
00:08:27when did my little girl grow up so fast
00:08:29all right go get him tiger but now i love you to the moon and back
00:08:36i love you too mom
00:08:39you know some people they say they have the best mom
00:08:41but i really do have the best mom
00:08:48you know some people they say they have the best mom
00:08:51mrs spencer
00:08:53your daughter only has a month left
00:08:56i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:07i wish alex was here
00:09:29what did he get so ripped
00:09:32don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:36you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this
00:09:41doesn't make you drool you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah
00:09:46you know what then let's put that to the test do it i dare you okay
00:10:16oh
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything long i swear
00:10:38hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:11:00why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm gonna go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate and join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental hospital
00:11:33because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk
00:11:40away as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:46i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back
00:11:54i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:01no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:53you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14step aside spots reserved
00:13:20reserved since when always has been always will be i always want you by my side beautiful great
00:13:29congratulations you're great geez awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like
00:13:41like this big that's like wedding picture big it's for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line already
00:14:05let's race whoever gets to the top first win this yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart to
00:14:13me if i run i'll die
00:14:18i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:24when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:14:38go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody
00:14:44now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the corner
00:14:50you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis
00:14:55let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the best for my alex what are you going to major
00:15:15in
00:15:15pre-med oh you want to be a doctor how come
00:15:19uh
00:15:23i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:30i want to promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together
00:15:46whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:09what are you going to do
00:16:23hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:16:34hey mom i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course i think your teachers
00:16:43will
00:16:43understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl if i don't go to
00:16:50school
00:16:51maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:02wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07mr mills i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:32why do you care i thought you don't want to see
00:17:35just answer me are you dropping out or not
00:17:37do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college
00:17:49dreams out the window you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:54it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:06hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:18:21normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:18:29isabel
00:18:34are you here to see me
00:18:41why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:56i was just trying to look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:05picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:09well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping
00:19:15out of school i'd lay around the hospital and everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:19:20playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually
00:19:28sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if
00:19:35pain and asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:40you better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:58your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer was
00:20:04not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here mr logan where is your witness
00:20:13she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer classic isabel i know i shouldn't
00:20:19have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:37i isabel spencer promised that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:07that he lost his life help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:34guilty of murder in the second degree and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:43see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:01i'm sorry i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today she said that i
00:22:10shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know but every time that i look at you
00:22:18it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom fell apart i don't think we should see
00:22:25each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:28hey
00:23:30hey hun how you feeling
00:23:35feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:49what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was
00:23:58what would your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's the crowd dance i have to go oh isabel your heart oh please this might be the only
00:24:23dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not gonna stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:39calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for
00:25:00rest of the rest of my life is that me what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a
00:25:16week
00:25:36alex
00:25:49have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:13alex
00:26:14come on the answer this way
00:26:19izzy izzy oh my god hang on i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:24izzy izzy
00:26:27izzy izzy
00:26:56Is he?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that!
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, guys.
00:27:22Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:46Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:01Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:05That's my Isabel.
00:28:05That's my Izzy.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:39No, this can't be real.
00:28:41It's your show for a young lady.
00:28:44No, it's not her.
00:28:52Please, Spencer.
00:28:53Please, just pick up.
00:28:59Excuse me.
00:29:00Do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:29:04She's 18, hair down to here.
00:29:06She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:08The kind you never forget.
00:29:11Alex?
00:29:14Looking for me?
00:29:20Wait, what?
00:29:21Isabel.
00:29:24What's going on?
00:29:26Your mom called and said you're about to die.
00:29:28Are you okay?
00:29:31My mom, she's so overdramatic.
00:29:33I just had a minor surgery.
00:29:34So, completely fine.
00:29:38Do you think this is funny or something?
00:29:40What?
00:29:41Jesus Christ.
00:29:43Isabel, what?
00:29:43You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:29:48What's next, huh?
00:29:49You're going to invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:29:52This is not what happened.
00:29:53No, no, don't call me again.
00:29:54Not even on your deathbed.
00:29:57Because I don't care anymore.
00:29:58That one fucking bit.
00:30:17Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:30:19You just got out of surgery.
00:30:23What's that, Alex?
00:30:26Baby, I'm sorry.
00:30:27I called him.
00:30:28I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:30:32It's okay, Mom.
00:30:34It doesn't matter.
00:30:36Can we go home?
00:30:38I really don't want to die.
00:30:41I'm sorry.
00:30:43I'm sorry.
00:30:44I'm sorry.
00:30:51Hey, Alex.
00:30:53Five days till graduation.
00:30:56You said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:04Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:11But I want you to be happy.
00:31:15And so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:31:23Do you remember this?
00:31:26You left it here.
00:31:29It means a lot to me.
00:31:50Wait.
00:31:52Isabel, you...
00:31:54You sure you want this?
00:31:56100%.
00:31:58I don't want to die a virgin.
00:32:00Yeah, but...
00:32:02Why me?
00:32:05Because you're my best friend.
00:32:08The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:10The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:32:14Yeah.
00:32:15Great.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:17Then, um...
00:32:19How do you want to get started?
00:32:22You tell me.
00:32:23I'm the virgin here.
00:32:25Well, uh...
00:32:26Actually, you're not the only...
00:32:29Virgin here.
00:32:31Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:32:33That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:32:35I'm not the Elk Club kind of guy.
00:32:39Actually, I've been waiting.
00:32:43Waiting for what?
00:32:47I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:32:50I wanted you to be my first.
00:32:54Nothing.
00:32:56I'm ready if you are.
00:33:17I'll be gentle.
00:33:21I promise.
00:33:32That was my first kiss.
00:33:34I too.
00:33:53Oh my god, am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:01What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:08Homework is the last thing you gave me.
00:34:15So now it is time to give it back.
00:34:32Alex? Anyone home?
00:34:52So he got into Princeton too.
00:34:58Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:35:04Playing games, building blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:11But I never come in here anymore.
00:35:14Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:25My eyes are up here.
00:35:28Yeah, sorry.
00:35:31Just people at school said you have three nipples.
00:35:35And I was just curious.
00:35:38You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:35:41You could have just asked me.
00:35:42Yeah.
00:35:43Sorry, you're right.
00:35:46Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:50You know what?
00:35:52Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:54I'll show you.
00:35:56What?
00:36:03So?
00:36:05How many do I have?
00:36:07Two.
00:36:08Two.
00:36:10Perfect.
00:36:11One.
00:36:19This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:26Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:34Alex.
00:36:35Oh my god, Alex.
00:36:36You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:38Will I be the first girl who's doing it?
00:36:48Wow.
00:36:49I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:56It's always late.
00:36:57I think you should leave.
00:36:59Don't be such a killjoy, Alex.
00:37:01I have a surprise for you.
00:37:13Yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:37:17You sure you want me to leave?
00:37:19You said your parents are out.
00:37:20Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:27I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:37:31I'm yours.
00:37:35See?
00:37:36I'm already wet for you.
00:37:46Yes.
00:37:47Oh, that's it.
00:37:50Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:53Alex, do you want me?
00:37:54Yes.
00:37:55Izzy wants you.
00:37:57Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:01What did you say?
00:38:03Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:09I, uh...
00:38:21I...
00:38:21Is it gone?
00:38:23What are you doing in my closet?
00:38:30Alex, I'm so sorry, I didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34What the fuck, Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:37What else? She's being a creepy stalker, as usual
00:38:41Seriously, Isabel? Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:45Alex, no, that's not what I was doing, I just...
00:38:47I just can return something to you, it's yours
00:38:53What the hell is that?
00:38:57A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:00Alex, is this yours?
00:39:10You sure you want this?
00:39:13100%.
00:39:16What? You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:20No, that's not what...
00:39:23Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:35Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:38Means nothing to me
00:39:42Hear that?
00:39:43Get the fuck out!
00:39:45Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:50She's right, you should leave
00:40:00Don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much
00:40:06I can help you forget all about her
00:40:09Zoe, stop, I'm not in the mood
00:40:11Oh, wait, we can try something else then
00:40:14You'll love it
00:40:17Zoe, I'm serious, stop
00:40:19Stop resisting, it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:22I promise
00:40:26I said no
00:40:27Leave me the fuck alone
00:40:29What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:31You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle
00:40:34I fucking hate you, asshole
00:40:42Damn it, Isabelle
00:40:44How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:01Where is it?
00:41:02It should be right here
00:41:03Looking for this?
00:41:09Looking for this?
00:41:14I mean, don't think it means something
00:41:16Whatever
00:41:18I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:37Good morning, sunshine
00:41:38I made pancakes
00:41:42Hey, Mom
00:41:44I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom
00:41:47Don't worry, I'll be back soon
00:41:51Miss Brooks?
00:41:53Sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54I know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:58If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together
00:42:02Happily in love like before
00:42:10I have missed you, my love
00:42:11I have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:16Even while putting out fires and
00:42:18rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:24Gross
00:42:25Son, one of these days you're going to fall in love
00:42:27And then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me then
00:42:35Don't cry, my dear
00:42:36You ruin your pretty face
00:42:39Okay, I'll stop
00:42:41Good news
00:42:43Alex got into Princeton
00:42:45And what about you, my dear?
00:42:47I'm not going anywhere
00:42:49Ever
00:42:50I'll probably die here
00:42:52Be buried here
00:42:54For all eternity
00:42:57What are you talking about?
00:43:01Alex, I was just visiting your mom
00:43:03I didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04What are you saying?
00:43:06You know she's on one
00:43:07You know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09Alex, I
00:43:10This torturing me not enough
00:43:12You really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16Hey
00:43:17Don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:20Are those for me?
00:43:21This, mom
00:43:24They're, uh, yellow roses
00:43:25Your favorite
00:43:27Remember how
00:43:28Dad used to
00:43:29Always bring you those?
00:43:34Steven
00:43:35Steven, you're back
00:43:38Oh, I missed you so much
00:43:40You were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46Isabel
00:43:53I've been thinking about it
00:43:54About my parents
00:43:56And about us
00:43:58And I think I figured it out
00:44:00I don't hate you anymore
00:44:03Really?
00:44:04But what happened
00:44:06It can't be undone
00:44:08I can't go back to how things were
00:44:21So after graduation
00:44:23I'm taking my mom
00:44:24And we're leaving this town
00:44:25And we are going to forget
00:44:27Everything in it
00:44:29Including you
00:44:32Isi
00:44:37This is goodbye, Alex
00:44:40Forever
00:44:42Goodbye, my Isi
00:44:55Steven
00:44:55Steven, let's go
00:45:11I heard our attending physician
00:45:14Is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18It's not just brilliant
00:45:20It's ridiculously hot
00:45:26Hello, everybody
00:45:27Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital
00:45:29For the next three months
00:45:30I will be your attending physician
00:45:34Alright
00:45:35So that's all from me
00:45:36There are no further questions
00:45:37You're free to go
00:45:43Actually, I did have a question
00:45:45Are you from after work?
00:45:49Shelly, right?
00:45:50Yeah
00:45:50I'm sorry
00:45:51I'm busy
00:45:53And
00:45:54This is a hospital
00:45:55Please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57Thank you
00:46:01Dude, that was harsh
00:46:02Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:04I've known you since college
00:46:06I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:09Yeah
00:46:10Hey, but
00:46:11Chicks aren't your thing, man
00:46:13I'm not the one to judge
00:46:13Fuck off, man
00:46:14Mind your own business for once
00:46:20Yo, Alex
00:46:21How you been, man?
00:46:22Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24You going?
00:46:27I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29And we are going to forget everything in it
00:46:31Including you
00:46:33You see?
00:46:35Isabel
00:46:36Are you gonna be there?
00:46:48Yo, Alex
00:46:49You made it, man
00:46:50Hey, man
00:46:53Look who's here, everyone
00:46:54The legend of Evergreen High
00:46:57The captain of the swim team
00:46:59Alex Brooks
00:47:02I envy you
00:47:03You disappeared for ten years
00:47:05And everybody still loves you
00:47:06Was everyone invited?
00:47:08Yeah
00:47:08I'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:10Oh, except for Zoe
00:47:12She's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:18Why?
00:47:18Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21No one
00:47:22Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25After all the terrible things I said
00:47:28I can't blame her
00:47:29Oh
00:47:32I don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel
00:47:37What do they call her?
00:47:38Little Miss, uh
00:47:39Little Miss Emergency Room
00:47:40Hey, don't call her that
00:47:44Dude
00:47:45Come on, man
00:47:45Don't be so hurt
00:47:48Your little Izzy's dead
00:47:50Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard
00:47:53The fuck did you just
00:47:54Whoa, whoa
00:47:56Hey, whoa, whoa, hey, man
00:47:57You were drunk
00:47:57Back off
00:47:58I ain't drunk
00:48:00Shit, I've never been much sober in my life
00:48:02Remember that one time
00:48:03By the swimming pool
00:48:05When we roasted her super hard?
00:48:07Hey, man
00:48:07Get your shit together
00:48:08No, no, no
00:48:08Let them finish
00:48:12Attention, everyone
00:48:13It's show and tell time
00:48:14And boy, oh boy
00:48:16Do I have something juicy to share with you all
00:48:19See this?
00:48:20It's someone's precious little bucket list
00:48:22Things I want to do before I die
00:48:24Number one
00:48:24Travel to Paris
00:48:25Number two
00:48:26Set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27No, no, no, no
00:48:28That's my bucket list
00:48:29Number three
00:48:30Go to prom with Alex
00:48:31Number four
00:48:32Lose my virginity to Alex
00:48:37Everybody shut up
00:48:40Alex, I
00:48:41Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43Go home and take her to Pound Town
00:48:50How embarrassing
00:48:51It only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59See that?
00:49:00Alex hates you
00:49:02And now everybody knows
00:49:04That you're not the innocent virgin
00:49:06You pretend to be
00:49:06You're just a dirty slut
00:49:08Who wants to get railed
00:49:09By the team captain
00:49:12Well
00:49:12Then I guess it's time
00:49:14To wash those dirty thoughts
00:49:15Out of your head
00:49:16How about we're in the pool?
00:49:18No
00:49:18I can't swim
00:49:26Alex
00:49:27Help me
00:49:29God, what did I do?
00:49:30That could have saved her
00:49:33Man
00:49:34That was fun
00:49:35I think she got sick
00:49:37For like a month
00:49:38After that
00:49:39And her health
00:49:40Just got worse
00:49:41And worse
00:49:42And before long
00:49:43She was dead
00:49:45Donezo
00:49:49You asshole
00:49:50How could you do that?
00:49:51She has a heart condition
00:49:54You piece of fucking shit
00:49:58What the fuck
00:49:59Man
00:50:01You don't act like
00:50:01You weren't a part of this
00:50:02Can you just stood there
00:50:03And let it all happen?
00:50:05Why would I want some
00:50:06Dirty, rackety t-shirt?
00:50:08Means nothing to me
00:50:22Too bad you didn't just die
00:50:26Can you just stood there
00:50:27And let it all happen?
00:50:32You know
00:50:33Looking back on it now
00:50:34I think we really did go too far
00:50:36With Isabel
00:50:37I just wish that it wasn't too late
00:50:39To say we're sorry
00:50:40You said you invited everybody
00:50:43Where is Izzy?
00:50:45Dude
00:50:45Do you really not know?
00:50:48Not know what?
00:50:49Alex
00:50:51Isabel died ten years ago
00:50:52Right after graduation
00:51:01Now you're messing with me man
00:51:03I mean there's no way
00:51:04She could be dead
00:51:04I'm not messing with you
00:51:06Alright my uncle works
00:51:08For the county clerk's office
00:51:09He helped Mrs. Spencer
00:51:11Register her death
00:51:12I don't believe it
00:51:14No it has to be a different
00:51:15Isabel Spencer
00:51:16My Izzy is not dead
00:51:37She must have moved
00:51:45The number you have dialed
00:51:46Is not in service
00:51:50The number you have dialed
00:51:52Is not in service
00:51:54The number you have dialed
00:51:55The number you have dialed
00:51:57Is not in service
00:52:03no no no she can't be dead i'm gonna find her yeah i'm gonna find her
00:52:21who sent this to my house
00:52:33isabel is this some kind of joke why didn't you show up at the reunion
00:52:38why is everyone saying you're dead they're just fake rumors right message me back when you see this
00:52:54is he
00:52:57alex are you at the house oh hi mom remember to clean everything up yeah yeah i will
00:53:23it's for a funeral actually my funeral a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:322016 isabel sent me this 10 years ago
00:54:00hi alex
00:54:03i am recording a special video series for you
00:54:06i look so pale anyway tomorrow we are one year away from graduation and i'm gonna make you a video
00:54:14every single day and then on graduation i will give them all to you and tell you i have a
00:54:20crush on you
00:54:22don't you remember isabel i told you how i feel about you
00:54:29what the hell is gonna show me i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:37isabel
00:54:40i like you
00:54:44i know we've been saying that since you were like five no i mean
00:54:52who's there
00:54:59oh my god is he hard right now
00:55:16got you now you brats
00:55:23i'm sorry isabel
00:55:27i didn't let you drown but i let you down
00:55:31i might have been a little bit braver
00:55:33but just a little bit more persistent
00:55:37i could have told you how i felt
00:55:41hi alex 275 days till graduation i know you want to go to princeton with me
00:55:47so
00:55:49what's this come on
00:55:52and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:55:56hi alex it is now 211 days until graduation today i snuck in tears for me and i saw zoe
00:56:06she just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress
00:56:09and to make matters worse
00:56:12you hugged her back
00:56:13i'll be honest i was so jealous
00:56:15but then
00:56:17you gave me your trophy so i guess i'll forgive you admit it you like me too
00:56:26hey alex hey alex hey alex
00:56:31that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:35hey alex i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:39i know you don't want to see me
00:56:40i mean it's my fault he died
00:56:43and i know i'll let him into you
00:56:45i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:53alex
00:57:00you were invited
00:57:06i thought you guys would all be gone
00:57:08just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:57:09you're not welcome here
00:57:12my dad saved your life
00:57:14and you didn't even show up to testify
00:57:16if he had to sacrifice himself it should have been someone who was actually worth it
00:57:20i'm sorry
00:57:24just fucking leave
00:57:26go
00:57:27i'm sorry
00:57:35i'm sorry
00:57:36fuck i was so stupid as about
00:57:39fuck
00:57:40i mean
00:57:41fuck
00:57:44when you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack
00:57:46when you were dying on the operating table i didn't believe you
00:57:54i told you to go die
00:57:58i'm so sorry
00:58:07hi alex
00:58:09one date to graduation
00:58:11i'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous
00:58:14i tried to do my makeup
00:58:16but i couldn't even look the brush
00:58:20but i mean
00:58:21i guess you've already seen me on the ugliest
00:58:23so it's
00:58:25whatever
00:58:28alex i'm scared
00:58:29i don't want to die
00:58:31i want to go to college with you
00:58:33is that really up to me
00:58:35maybe god just hates me
00:58:38like you do
00:58:40alex
00:58:41i don't know if there's an afterlife
00:58:43but if there is i really hope to see you there
00:58:46that is if
00:58:47you and god can forgive me for my sins
00:58:54i don't know if you're going to die
00:58:56i don't know if you're going to die
00:59:02hi alex
00:59:04happy graduation
00:59:06this is my last video
00:59:08you left town today
00:59:11i saw you packing up
00:59:13um
00:59:14but i know you didn't want to see me
00:59:17so i hid behind the curtains
00:59:19and then you looked up at me
00:59:22you almost thought
00:59:23that you're going to come and say goodbye
00:59:26but then you drove away
00:59:29nice to know you still haven't forgiven me
00:59:32it's okay
00:59:37isabel
00:59:39isabel
00:59:39isabel
00:59:42no
00:59:42isabel you can't be dead
00:59:44if you can't be dead you must be doing this because you hate me
00:59:48isabel
00:59:56zoe
00:59:59oh my god alex
01:00:01it's been forever
01:00:02i rushed over as soon as i heard you were back in town
01:00:06yes
01:00:12looks like a haunted house in here
01:00:15don't worry i can help you spruce it up
01:00:18what are you doing here
01:00:19why so cold alex
01:00:21weren't we a thing back in the day
01:00:22we just hooked up
01:00:24okay we were never official
01:00:27it's still a heartbreaker i see
01:00:29well
01:00:30you know i was super into you back then
01:00:32okay
01:00:33i'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight
01:00:39what's that
01:00:43no
01:00:46nothing
01:00:47oh
01:00:48so
01:00:50even alex brooks watches porn every now and then
01:00:52huh
01:00:53i get it
01:00:55you've been single for all these years you
01:00:57need to meet your needs somehow
01:01:01no i haven't forgotten about you alex
01:01:03you don't need to do everything by yourself
01:01:05let me fill those needs
01:01:09get out
01:01:11seriously alex
01:01:13been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole
01:01:23so you came back for isabel
01:01:26i
01:01:27seriously don't understand why are you not over a bit she's been dead for 10 years
01:01:31she's not dead
01:01:32stop spreading lies about her
01:01:34you're crazy
01:01:36me get your head fucking checked
01:01:42why does everyone say that you're dead
01:01:46they're lying
01:01:46right
01:01:47and where are you izzy
01:01:53so that's where you are
01:01:56i'm coming izzy
01:02:06hello
01:02:07hello mrs spencer
01:02:08alex
01:02:13thanks
01:02:14thanks
01:02:14it's been ages
01:02:16what have you been up to all these years
01:02:17i became a heart surgeon
01:02:19a heart surgeon
01:02:21that's fantastic you found a great career
01:02:23it was isabel's dream to be working with doctors without borders
01:02:28she was still around i bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives
01:02:33if
01:02:33if
01:02:34she was still around
01:02:37holy
01:02:37shit
01:02:38is mrs spencer in on this too
01:02:40is she helping izzy hide from me
01:02:42mrs spencer
01:02:44do you know where isabel is living now
01:02:48i have something i need to talk to her about
01:02:52isabel are you in there
01:03:12sorry mrs spencer
01:03:13i gotta get going
01:03:16we'll see you again soon
01:03:20no
01:03:20no it's a lie
01:03:22she can't be dead
01:03:23i promise i'll become a doctor and fix her heart
01:03:25i'm gonna find her doctor from before
01:03:28he knows her conditions better than anyone
01:03:31yes isabel spencer how could i forget her it's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her
01:03:37has she not gotten treatment for a decade
01:03:38she was a stubborn girl she once insisted on being discharged right after surgery said something
01:03:44about needing to testify in court for a friend
01:03:49i don't think we should see each other again
01:03:54you were in so much pain but i didn't see it come to think of it i remember you now
01:04:01you used to come visit her when she was sick but why'd you stop visiting towards the end
01:04:06toward the end you're full of us too
01:04:13it's not true it's not true right is he you can't be dead
01:04:19helix
01:05:01how is it disgusting liar
01:05:06no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's that
01:05:14well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:22isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that maybe it's really true
01:05:28maybe she really is gone
01:05:34isabel isabel
01:05:43isabel
01:05:44i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:49alex
01:05:51one time to see
01:05:57why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:01i had to leave the city
01:06:04leave all the pain behind
01:06:08hey
01:06:09ended up back here in the end
01:06:11alex
01:06:12have you forgiven me
01:06:14i told you
01:06:16i don't hate you anymore listen i was so young and dumb back then okay
01:06:20for the last 10 years i have thought about you every day hell every minute every second
01:06:26me too
01:06:27it's not too late isabel we can start over
01:06:30i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:34sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:44how are you how's your heart i've been good
01:06:48yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect my mom moved in with my grandma
01:06:53and then i left for college came back after graduation so why didn't you just move back
01:06:59into your old house or because it was because you didn't want to see me i just needed somewhere
01:07:06close to work why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:17so you know everything i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you
01:07:23been there for you but i treated you terribly do you hate me i could never hate you
01:07:38sorry just really excited to see you
01:07:41it's it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:45i just got back too it's pretty empty in here how about we go get something to eat
01:07:54i don't know what can i get you sir
01:08:03pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual it's been 10 years surprised
01:08:08you remember how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:22hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in uh yeah we do mind we
01:08:32see me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me she's the only girl i like and that's
01:08:39how it's been for a long long time weirdo could have just said no
01:08:48it's crazy i also like the guy sitting across from me and i have for a long long time
01:09:00your total for today comes out to 55 43. you want to get that to go it'll make a good
01:09:06midnight time
01:09:07okay sir i don't mean a private who exactly are you speaking to uh my girlfriend but sir there's
01:09:19no one there what do you mean
01:09:32oh there she is
01:09:39be right back
01:09:45what you feeling for dinner izzy and don't say pancakes again
01:09:54isabelle
01:10:04sorry i didn't mean to wake you i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:07i'll hope
01:10:10promise you'll never leave my side again i promise
01:10:14you saw my videos you know that you're my one and only
01:10:23you already missed out on a decade and they don't want to waste any more time
01:10:26are you saying that you want to be official
01:10:29if i am
01:10:30you want your answer yes a thousand percent yes
01:10:37let's be together always forever till we get old and gray
01:11:09what are you watching
01:11:10what are you doing
01:11:11that's shiny actually really scary
01:11:14you're so warm
01:11:19how do people watch this
01:11:23Are you not scared?
01:11:24Oh, yes.
01:11:25Scared to death.
01:11:27I'm sorry.
01:11:31Hold it any tighter, and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:35Sorry.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:37I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop.
01:11:41I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I want you to do it.
01:12:19Isabelle?
01:12:35I don't want you to do it.
01:12:39I don't want you to do it.
01:12:46Scared me for a sec.
01:12:49Almost let you back.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:59Remember?
01:13:00Isabelle.
01:13:01Let's get married.
01:13:05Like nothing more.
01:13:10Okay.
01:13:26Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabelle.
01:13:36Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who is it?
01:13:48Uh, nothing.
01:13:50Just a scam.
01:13:52As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex, hello.
01:14:01Sorry.
01:14:02It's nothing.
01:14:06June 23rd.
01:14:08The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:11Can I go with you this time?
01:14:15Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:24Hey, Dad.
01:14:26It's me.
01:14:38I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:46Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:51Isabelle said she's gonna marry me.
01:14:56We're gonna start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, look at him.
01:15:20I, uh, sorry.
01:15:21I, I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:36I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just, didn't think I was gonna react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:43How about a massage?
01:15:57You selfish bitch.
01:16:00Go to hell.
01:16:00I don't know.
01:16:16Would you help me?
01:16:18I'm already dead.
01:16:20I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabelle?
01:16:43Isabelle!
01:16:51Isabelle?
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:58Listen up.
01:16:58I can't breathe.
01:17:00Isabelle, sorry.
01:17:02I swear you didn't hear you.
01:17:05What's wrong?
01:17:06Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabelle, will you marry me?
01:17:12Like, I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:16I want to marry you, Isabelle.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:20Day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28Alright, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:33Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey, Mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and Dad got married.
01:17:44Hope you can make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:01We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom.
01:18:09Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:11No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabelle right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course.
01:18:21She's right in front of me.
01:18:24Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:26Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:28What?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Oh, hallucinations.
01:18:37What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabelle, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabelle died ten years ago.
01:18:55No, Mom.
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:57Why would you say that she's...
01:19:05Isabelle!
01:19:07Isabelle!
01:19:08No.
01:19:10No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12You scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabelle is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:22No, no, Mom.
01:19:23She's not.
01:19:24She's alive.
01:19:25She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:28I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:46No.
01:19:48Oh, no.
01:19:49Isabelle.
01:19:52No, I don't think anyone but her.
01:19:54Anyone but Isabelle.
01:19:55No.
01:19:56Anyone but you.
01:19:57No, please, no.
01:19:59No.
01:20:17Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:37Alex?
01:20:40Alex?
01:20:44Miss Spencer.
01:20:46Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:49I'm, uh...
01:20:51No, I'm fine.
01:20:52I'm just trying to find Isabelle.
01:20:56Alex.
01:20:57I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth.
01:21:00But Isabelle...
01:21:03Isabelle's dead.
01:21:04She died ten years ago.
01:21:06And we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:09I can't accept that.
01:21:10You'll never accept that.
01:21:12How can I accept it?
01:21:13The last time I saw her, I said the most...
01:21:17Those horrible things to her.
01:21:19And those words echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:23I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:27How can I forgive myself?
01:21:29I love her.
01:21:31And I never got to tell her.
01:21:33Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:36Isabelle wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:39How can you be so sure?
01:21:41But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:43What is the point of going on living?
01:21:49When I was organizing Isabelle's things, I found this.
01:21:54This is her last words to you.
01:21:56I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:04Hey, Alex.
01:22:08My time on Earth was short.
01:22:10But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:22:12Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:22:17You, Alex Brooks.
01:22:19I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:22:23And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:26Love, Isabelle.
01:22:41I need something for you.
01:22:46What are you proposing to me?
01:22:49It's a friendship ring.
01:22:51Dummy.
01:22:55How did I miss this all these years?
01:23:01Hey, Isabelle.
01:23:03I came to say goodbye.
01:23:04It was your dream to join doctors without borders.
01:23:07To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:23:09Well, I went and I applied too.
01:23:12I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:23:13I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:23:15And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:23:18Isabelle, you'll always be my girl.
01:23:22I love you.
01:23:28I love you.
01:23:30I love you.
01:23:31I love you.
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