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Bl Ai A Love Deep To Hide
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00:00I'm sick. I've been broken ever since I walked in on my brother at 18.
00:04Getting fucked bloody by some guy, pinned down like done like a dog.
00:07I hate gays.
00:08Just being near a man makes me sick to my stomach.
00:11The sounds of sex disgust me.
00:13But those goddamn physical urges are the only way I can prove I'm still alive.
00:24Mr. Hall, the onboarding paperwork needs your signature.
00:27Mr. Hall.
00:30I'm losing my mind.
00:31Did I just come from looking at a man just because of one look from him?
00:35Shit, I'm straight.
00:37So the new CFO's Ondering KPI is watching the boss jerk off?
00:41Enjoying the show?
00:43His eyes were too fucking calm back then.
00:46He was on his knees picking up those papers I trampled.
00:49The line of his waist tight and straight.
00:51Suddenly I wanted to see him kneeling.
00:53Not picking up documents.
00:54But kneeling between my legs.
00:58I was just passing by.
01:00But seeing him sitting there alone.
01:02The light falling on his face.
01:04I fucking couldn't move my feet.
01:07Fuck.
01:07Just looking at his face without even touching him and I'm this hard?
01:10This feeling of being betrayed by my own body?
01:13It's goddamn infuriating.
01:24Get out!
01:26I drove around the city for two hours and still ended up parked outside his building.
01:31I told myself I was just passing through, but the steering wheel gave me away.
01:38You dare show me this garbage data?
01:42Christian, were you too busy flirting somewhere last night that you sold your brain along with it?
01:46When those beads of blood welled up on his face, my heart slammed hard.
01:50Look at what he's done!
01:51You call this a strategy?
01:52This is a disaster!
01:54Since when do you old worthless fucks get to tell Hall Group what to do?
01:57He's mine.
01:58If you want to touch him, make sure your bones are strong enough first.
02:04I saw Christian being bullied at the party, and I couldn't help but rush over and stand up for him,
02:09even though I didn't know what it was about at the time.
02:17Get this straight.
02:19As long as you're in Hall Tower, you belong to me.
02:38Back then, I thought I could never become disgusting like my brother.
02:42Like some fucked out dog.
02:47My mother hung up after a three-minute phone call.
02:50Fergus didn't even come through the door.
02:52Only him.
02:52A subordinate I humiliated every single day.
02:55Sat by my bed the whole night.
02:57What the fuck was that?
02:58Charity?
02:59Pity?
03:00Why is my heart beating so fast?
03:03He took care of me in the hospital for three days,
03:06and I never said a word of thanks.
03:09Because saying it would be admitting that I need him.
03:12Fuck.
03:13I've really lost my goddamn mind.
03:15I thought I only liked Big Tittied's women.
03:17I'm straight.
03:18But fuck.
03:19I really want to touch him.
03:24This is terribly done.
03:26Go to the archives tonight and manually verify everything.
03:34Put it on.
03:35If you get sick, who's going to do my work?
03:44What a difficult guy.
03:50That night, I had a dream about him.
03:52We hugged, touched, kissed.
03:54We were even just about to explore what was underneath his pants.
03:57But then I woke up.
04:08The touch is soft, but it doesn't feel like anything.
04:11Where's that burning, gut-wrenching intensity from my dream?
04:14Fuck, I'm definitely not some sick masapist like Fergan.
04:17I'm not gay.
04:19No way.
04:22I'm at Muse Bar.
04:24Come here.
04:25Right now.
04:29CFO.
04:29Quite the attitude.
04:31You want to take him away?
04:32Fine.
04:33Drink every last drop on this table.
04:44Hey, actually drunk?
04:45Leave him looking like this on the curb and he'll definitely make the front page tomorrow.
04:53The fingers gripping my sleeve were cold, as if he were holding on to me as his last lifeline.
04:58In that moment, I'd only thought, how wonderful it would be, if he relied on me like this when he
05:04was sober.
05:12The touch, not as soft as a woman's.
05:15But fuck, why are my fingertips burning?
05:18What are you trying to do, Mr. Hall?
05:22Can't you tell?
05:24Mr. Hall, the whole world knows you're homophobic.
05:27Can you even bring yourself to kiss me?
05:29No one in my life has ever dared look at me with those eyes.
05:32But what really broke me wasn't his defiance.
05:35It was the fucking answer in my pants.
05:37Hard as a rock, aching.
05:38Since you want to know so badly, I'll show you.
05:56Fuck, this is so goddamn disgusting!
06:04You're staying in this room tonight.
06:07Don't go anywhere.
06:08And don't even think about using that cheap body of yours to seduce me.
06:12Christian, you make me sick.
06:17I said he made me sick.
06:19But the one who really disgusts me is myself.
06:22I can't even fucking kiss him.
06:24What right do I have to say I want him?
06:28The way Pickle looked at Christian, like he was a piece of meat already in his mouth.
06:32I wanted to gouge his eyes out right then and there.
06:37Mr. Christian, are you free tonight?
06:39I know a great private restaurant.
06:41I'd like to invite you for a chat.
06:45You're dead if you dare go to dinner with him.
06:48Christian, don't forget your place.
06:50You're my dog.
06:53Not some stray anyone can lead away.
07:00Christian, don't even think about finding someone else.
07:02In this life, you're rotting in my hands and mine alone.
07:12Mr. Christian, would you do me the honor of letting me take you to dinner?
07:22I stared at the empty office, his face all I could think of.
07:25This feeling of losing control is fucking scarier than any drug.
07:31Hey!
07:32Mr. Hall, the CFO left with Mr. Pickle half an hour ago.
07:35I never knew jealousy could hurt this much.
07:39Sir.
07:48That smile.
07:49He's never smiled at me like that.
07:51How dare he show that expression to someone else?
07:53That's my property.
07:54Who gave him permission to wag his tail at anyone else?
08:02Mr. Pickle?
08:03So free these days?
08:05Still have time to take my man to dinner?
08:21Listen, Christian, if I see you alone with him again, don't blame me for what I do.
08:27Who I want to be with after work is my freedom.
08:35Go back and get some sleep.
08:37If you dare be late for tomorrow morning's meeting, you're dead.
08:52All the bright lights and booze just felt empty.
08:55That's when I realized, in despair, that no one else would do.
09:00Only him.
09:02Only him.
09:22Mr. Hall, Mr. Christian called in sick this morning.
09:25Fever.
09:28Cancel the meeting.
09:29I sat in the car for 20 minutes thinking of a hundred reasons to go see him.
09:33None of them having anything to do with caring.
09:35But my legs wouldn't listen.
09:36I'd already hit the gas.
09:41Came to see if you're dead yet?
09:43If you are, I'll have to bother finding a new CFO.
09:54When danger struck, my body chose before my mind could.
09:58I used to think I just wanted to possess him.
10:00But it wasn't until that moment that I fully understood.
10:03I can't stand seeing him hurt.
10:05Not even a little.
10:07A few days later, Christian accompanied me on a business trip.
10:11And we ran into danger.
10:17Don't be scared.
10:18I'm here.
10:19Close your eyes.
10:20It was at that moment that I realized how important he was to me.
10:37Are you hurt?
10:39I'm not.
10:41You protected me.
10:42I don't have a scratch.
10:45I was injured, and he knelt in front of me, carefully applying medicine to my wounds,
10:49even though I stubbornly refused to admit that I had fallen in love with him.
10:54The nightmare from when I was 18 shattered completely the moment I touched him.
10:58In my world, there was nothing left but that alluring mole at the corner of his eye.
11:10You're wiping so slowly.
11:11Are you savoring that kiss from last night?
11:33Squeeze harder, Christian.
11:36Where's that grip you use when you're doing your books?
11:39Harder, you little slut.
11:41Harder, you little slut.
11:42The way he knelt in front of me was more fucking erotic than any wet dream I've ever had.
11:47I wanted to carve that image into my brain and never forget it for the rest of my life.
11:57After that night, I deliberately avoided Christian, and even hurt him.
12:07Enough!
12:07Didn't you say that kind of thing makes you sick?
12:09Why are you doing this to me?
12:11I saw the antition in his eyes, but I couldn't fucking open my mouth.
12:14I was tie-hard, so I used cruelest of words to trade him away.
12:17Don't flatter yourself.
12:18I just found out it's not bad to switch things up once in a while.
12:20Never tried a man before.
12:21Just playing around with you.
12:27As I watched Christian leave, my heart was filled with chagrin and regret.
12:35Christian, open the door!
12:37I need to talk to you!
12:41Mr. Hall, what brings you here so late?
12:47Baby, who is it?
12:51You actually found someone else?
12:53I pushed him away with the cruelest words,
12:55but when he really did have someone else by his side,
12:57I was so jealous I wanted to kill.
13:05You're gonna fight me over this guy?
13:08You're protecting him?
13:09Get out.
13:11Mr. Hall, please get the hell out of my home right now.
13:16Didn't you hear?
13:16My darling told you to get out.
13:19Don't disturb our lovely evening, sir.
13:24I thought I could control this,
13:26just playing around game.
13:28It wasn't until he protected someone else that I realized
13:30I'd already lost everything.
14:06Hold on, just hold on a little longer.
14:08Once we get the evidence of Nelson's money launding and fraud
14:11and put him in prison,
14:12everything can be explained.
14:14Hausman, don't ruin this right now.
14:20Sifio, did you play too hard last night?
14:22Making such basic mistakes?
14:24Do it again.
14:25If you're not done tonight, you're not leaving.
14:41The clink of his glass against that man's was sharper than a gunshot.
14:45I told myself not to care,
14:47but that fire in my chest was driving me insane.
14:50Watching him smile apologetically at someone else,
14:53my sanity was completely burned away by jealousy.
14:55I was like a dying addict.
14:57The only way I could prove he was still with me
14:59was by hurting him.
15:04Why?
15:05Why him?
15:07What does that guy have that I don't?
15:09I don't.
15:20Christian, are you in there?
15:23What's taking so long?
15:38I can help you.
15:39But you have to give me something in return.
15:43Like yourself.
15:48Use that little mouth up there.
15:50Make me feel good.
16:05Who is it?
16:07What?
16:08You...
16:11Despicable methods.
16:12Diva.
16:13Even if we go to hell together,
16:15he's not getting out of my hands.
16:17And I still couldn't fucking bring myself to say I'm sorry.
16:25Come here.
16:30Squat down.
16:37Get in.
16:42Mr. Hall,
16:43here are the documents you asked me to investigate.
16:47Got it.
16:49Put them down.
16:50You can leave now.
16:56Swallow it.
16:57Don't let a single drop come out.
17:06Since he can't see through that bastard's true colors,
17:08I'll personally peel off that hypocritical mask for him.
17:15I deliberately let him see me getting close to Ronnie.
17:17I wanted to see him jealous.
17:19Wanted to see him lose control.
17:21Even for just a second.
17:22Once the ship hits international waters and the signal cuts off,
17:26make your move.
17:27Kidnap Hausman.
17:28And the Hall Group becomes our personal ATM.
17:34You blind or something, you little bastard!
17:38You want to touch my man?
17:40You got a death wish?
17:52When he said it hurt,
17:53his voice cracked with tears.
17:56It hurts.
17:58My knee hurts.
18:00Shit.
18:01I suddenly realized
18:02he wasn't crying over his knees.
18:04He was crying over everything this bastard did to him.
18:16He was crying over everything this bastard did to him.
18:18He got a death wish.
18:20I was crying over everything.
18:21You got a death wish.
18:21I'm crying over everything.
18:28You got a death wish.
18:28You got a death wish.
18:41Are you looking for this?
18:44Fuck, why did I say those harsh words back then?
18:47Now this little liar has taken them all to heart.
19:08Houseman, since you refuse the toast and choose the forfeit, then today this sea is your grave.
19:20Let's die together!
19:23The sound of the bullet hitting his back was heavier than any gunshot I've ever heard in my life.
19:28In that second, nothing was in my head except one thought.
19:32Not him. It should have been me.
19:36Christian!
19:52Mr. Houseman, you have to get some rest.
19:54No one stops until we find him.
20:04Sir, there's no sign of Nelson's body.
20:06It may have been washed away by the ocean currents.
20:12Who are you? Who am I?
20:15Your name is Christian, and I am your boyfriend.
20:21Watching him as Chris depend on me like a blank sheet of paper, I told the most despicable lie of
20:25my life.
20:26If it meant keeping him by my side, I was willing to be a thief who stole his memories.
20:30He looked at me with those pure eyes, as if I really were a good man.
20:34In that moment I knew, my greatest sin in this life was deceiving him when he'd lost his memory.
20:46Oh, so this is the little treasure Houseman has hidden away.
20:49Who are you?
20:50Hello, I'm Houseman's boyfriend.
20:53Father, I have good news for you.
20:55Your pride and joy, your heir Houseman, is also a disgusting homosexual.
21:00Father, it's time for Houseman to get the hell off that throne.
21:06Who are you? Let me go! Houseman! Houseman, save me!
21:09I listened to the recording of him calling my name seven times.
21:11Each time I listened, I hated myself a little more.
21:14He lost all his memories.
21:15The only sense of safety he kept was the one I gave him, and I couldn't even protect that.
21:21What right do you have to still sit in the CEO's chair?
21:25Do the smart thing.
21:26Get down and give me back what's mine.
21:30I don't think you Iliots have figured out who's really in charge of the whole group now.
21:41Christian, I paid top dollar to bring you from Wall Street as CFO.
21:46Not so you could use your body to seduce my son!
21:49I thought I had cleared all the obstacles for him.
21:52CFO of Ledger's, no, it hurts!
21:54It hurts for him!
21:55But I forgot that the greatest pain he suffered was all caused by me.
21:58The moment he clutched his head and cried out in pain,
22:01I wanted to kill myself.
22:03I don't know.
22:11If we're lovers, why haven't you ever touched me?
22:17So our Christian, that little mouth down there can't wait to be filled?
22:33Awesome.
22:47Not yet.
22:49Your slitty ass hasn't satisfied me enough.
22:52You're not allowed to come.
22:54I used to think lust was just a poison to numb myself.
22:59But when he willingly opened himself to me, I realized it was the antidote that made me completely fall.
23:09Howsman Christian, I've crawled back from hell.
23:13What you owe me, I'll take with your life.
23:21Just venting my desires, never been with a man, just having some fun with you.
23:25Professional?
23:26I think the thing you're most professional at is seduction.
23:32Mr. Hall, you said you were just playing around with me.
23:36You, you remember?
23:37Fate is really fair.
23:39The more cruelly I humiliated him back then, the more humbly I have to beg him now.
23:42But even if he hates me to death, I'm never letting go.
23:47You're not a toy.
23:48You never were.
23:49Have you forgotten?
23:50On that cruise ship when we faced life and death together, how I begged you to live.
23:55What cruise ship?
23:57What are you talking about?
24:06You win.
24:07Go on.
24:08Leave this place.
24:23Hausman, if you want to save him, come alone to the abandoned chemical plant in the Western Serbs.
24:27Remember, alone.
24:28If I see a single bodyguard, I'll kill him.
24:31Nelson, you miscalculated.
24:32I'm just his plaything.
24:34Why would he risk his life for a plaything?
24:36Christian, wait for me.
24:38If I survive this time, please, give me another chance to live.
24:53Hausman, are you crazy?
24:55You really came alone?
24:58I want you both to go to hell with me.
25:04Christian!
25:05The moment the flames shot up, I felt no fear.
25:08If my death could bring back his full memory and even a trace of his heartache, then I'd give this
25:13life willingly.
25:14They're my life.
25:15I beg you.
25:17Hausman, I remember.
25:19I remember everything.
25:21When the reed went through my shoulder, I didn't feel the pain.
25:24You remember me?
25:25What really hurt was that the light come back to his eyes, which I might never see it again.
25:34Mr. Christian, these are the emergency share transfer documents and his will.
25:38He instructed that if he didn't come back, you must sign them.
25:43Hausman, you're really lucky.
25:51If you don't wake up soon, I'm going to find another man.
25:54Do you hear me?
25:58You wouldn't dare.
26:15So this is what it really feels like to love someone.
26:18Not possession.
26:19Not plunder.
26:20But willingly sacrificing everything for him.
26:23Including your life.
26:33This shirt looks nice.
26:36Boss, give me all the clothes here.
26:53Baby, you can use your hand or your mouth.
27:01Big brother, Hausman killed you, yet he's living it up in that man's arms.
27:06I'll send him down to keep you company.
27:28Hausman, get down!
27:43Watching him protect me like an angry little leopard.
27:47That's when I knew.
27:48So this is what it feels like to be favored by your own god.
27:56Hausman, don't kill him.
27:58I want him to know that when you mess with my man, death is the easy way out.
28:04Whatever you say, baby.
28:06However you want to handle it, we'll handle it.
28:09Watching him strategize in the courtroom, my proud self-control fell apart.
28:14My Christian was born to stand at the highest place, receiving everyone's admiration.
28:20Mr. Harrison, this evidence is enough to keep you in prison until your next life to keep your brother company.
28:40Hausman, this is so boring.
28:42How much longer do we have to listen to these losers whine?
28:44I'm hungry.
28:47I'm hungry.
28:48I'm hungry.
28:50I'm going to fucking kill you, you son of a bitch!
29:02I've held back for a month.
29:05And after working so hard today, aren't you going to reward me properly?
29:28Hold me tight, Christian.
29:31Feel me.
29:33I'm alive.
29:38Look at me.
29:40Baby, tell me.
29:42Whose are you?
29:44Yours.
29:45I'm yours.
29:53After surviving that life and death struggle, I just want to take him and possess him over and over.
29:57Only by feeling his body heat, by hearing him lose control for me, can I be sure that I truly
30:01have him.
30:04That white suit he's wearing today, the line of his waist, is lethally seductive.
30:09I fucking want to gouge out the eyeballs of every single person staring at him.
30:13Fuck.
30:14He looks too tempting in this outfit today.
30:17There are flies eyeing him everywhere.
30:23Does this make you feel better?
30:36Housman.
30:37Long time no see.
30:38Your taste now.
30:39Gotten so bland?
30:41Used to love passionate types like me.
30:51Go find your passionate old fleam.
30:53Don't touch me.
30:55The way he gets jealous works better than any aphrodisiar.
30:59I want to tell him, in the most devout way possible, that in this life I'll kneel for him and
31:05him alone.
31:17Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, Housman!
31:19I built this empire!
31:21Even if I have to destroy it, I won't hand it over to you, you unfilial son!
31:25Today this place is your grave!
31:28Old man, you should have been in the grave a long time ago.
31:46Who dares lay another finger on him?
31:49Touch my man, and you die!
31:52When he said my man, there was nothing but killing intent in his eyes.
31:55In that moment, I suddenly understood that being protected by him feels fucking better than standing on top of the
32:00world.
32:01You but you never do a 5.
32:23This is how you can do that for your love!
32:23You turn, you go to theätzen!
32:23I'm upset!
32:23I hate the answer!
32:25No problem!
32:25He's just so heartless!
32:32Christian, I will spend the rest of my life protecting your freedom and your glory.
32:37Hausmann, you are my most dangerous adversary and my most beloved home.
32:41I once thought my life would rot away in darkness until I met him.
32:46Christian, you are my light, my faith that I will never betay.
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