00:11watch out for sharks there's plenty around here
00:16yeah i know i don't mind i i love swimming in open water they love eating you alive
00:23i don't know what's that but i mean i've heard of bush don't worry about it hey you made it
00:28i'm glad you came yeah hey where's your accent from spain uh brazil cool you're smart it's a small
00:41town in the countryside so what do you do you say you're working tomorrow morning i uh i clean
00:53houses i'm maurice by the way i'm lorenzo good to meet you lorenzo you too
01:06you know vocational rentals i'm here on a tourist visa i can't really work but
01:13i need the money so illegal swimmer sexy i was an accountant in brazil
01:24i mean is there anything like this place oh no it's different
01:30i love it here it's like a beautiful bubble
01:46what about you what do you do i'm a nurse a nurse yeah oh wow that's sexy
01:57well i guess that's what the sharks are for to keep us humble
02:05not if you work at flushing hospital in queens it ain't trust me but uh i just got approved
02:12for a fellowship abroad i'm going to angola angola yeah it's in africa yeah i know wow
02:18yeah yeah i like being alone i'm not afraid of that you no i'm not afraid of being alone
02:34not of that actually i'm alone most of the time
02:40i guess i just i just needed to get out of there and be able to be myself
02:47all i knew about being gay was homophobic you have no idea
02:52i think i do i mean i grew up in rich man that's no joke
02:57it definitely wasn't cool to be gay in my hood
03:06what about you what did your father say
03:11well my mom is both my parents and she doesn't know
03:24i'm all about sharing
03:32everything is so broken here sometimes i feel like a stranger
03:36what you're the american one right i was six years old when a white man told me and my dad
03:43to go back to go back to africa i'm almost 36 years old today and look around
03:51hey hi what's up
03:59look there's literally no one here who looks like me
04:02i counted five in town five and four days
04:08one of them is crystal
04:29damn this place is cute
04:33i know i wish i could stay here forever
04:38i want everything from there
04:39don't let me die
04:41that i die without returning to there
04:47what is it
04:50it's a poem about going back home
05:00what is it
05:01that you want
05:08what does that mean
05:10i want you to do it again
05:13maybe you should do it this time
05:15really
05:17why are you so surprised
05:18i don't know you're such a stud
05:20i don't know you're such a stud
05:37what's wrong
05:38nothing it's just um
05:40it's just
05:45it's typically just white guys who
05:48assume on the top right out the gate
05:50and call me a stud
05:51it's
05:52it's weird
05:59i'm verse
06:01well i don't mind
06:02i can't i can be verse to it
06:07you okay
06:08yeah i am sorry
06:13it's cool
06:13come on
06:34let me get you some coffee
06:38thank you
06:41it's hot
06:52i sent you the address for tonight
06:54the sinners and saints party crystal was talking about
06:57oh
06:58great
06:59yeah it could be fun
06:59yeah i just have this dinner with scott and a friend of his
07:04he's a liar
07:05oh
07:05yeah good luck with that
07:07thanks
07:07maybe after
07:09yeah maybe
07:10okay
07:14we are not defined by sex
07:16no
07:17to be honest
07:18i still have a problem with the cute
07:21i mean what does that mean
07:23really
07:24it's not cute
07:25it stands for queer
07:34you might break someone's heart on the way to opening your own
07:40it's always worth it
07:46do you like some more
07:48i guess it's like the n-word
07:50i mean i can't say it because i'm not black but they sure can say it and they do
07:55with themselves and their rap music i don't know i don't know
08:05hey
08:07hey
08:09you look great
08:10thank you yeah
08:13being gay is like not even fun anymore
08:17honey
08:17being a woman has never been fun
08:21at least until last night
08:23i met your friend today
08:26my friend
08:27your landlord
08:28oh scott
08:30yeah i guess he wanted to make sure i wasn't stealing or something
08:34oh my god
08:35i'm sorry
08:37don't worry
08:37it's nothing new
08:44hey here you go
08:45oh thanks
08:47nice to meet you
08:48yeah you too
08:48hey i'm glad to see your call man
08:51honestly i still can't believe he's getting married
08:59what are you talking about
09:01joe
09:02oh fuck
09:03well i don't understand
09:04nobody told you
09:05you must have known
09:07sorry to bother you here
09:10i just wanted to say goodbye
09:13what time are you getting
09:15what time are you getting
09:16oh um
09:16at the 10 30 ferry
09:18i don't have much time actually
09:24all good
09:27yeah
09:30are you sure
09:31because we could do something else
09:33no no i'm okay
09:37i'm sorry about yesterday
09:38i don't know what came over me
09:41i'm sorry
09:42i should have never left
09:44but you get home okay
09:45i text
09:47i got worried
09:48yeah
09:49i lost my phone
09:52is that
09:53are you
09:53oh hey baby
09:54oh hi
09:57where's your brazilian
09:58dancing
09:59without you
10:00yeah
10:03well it was
10:04nice to spend a song together
10:06cool
10:08yeah
10:09me too
10:15what's up
10:17you guys together
10:19not really
10:20no
10:22fuck off man
10:27you know i admire you a lot
10:30you know how long it took for me to apply to that fellowship
10:34it takes a lot of bravery
10:36to do what you did
10:38but you did
10:40well i'll come back at some point
10:49good bye
11:03of course when you're finally about to leave
11:07you suddenly find a reason to stay
11:10damn
11:15listen i'm not really feeling this
11:18i think i'm gonna go
11:20you're gonna be okay
11:23yeah
11:25yeah why wouldn't i
11:27hey what if your life wasn't here
11:31what if it was happening without you
11:33somewhere else
11:44i'd keep looking for it i guess
11:50i'd keep looking for it i guess
12:04i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:05i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:11i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:14i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:16i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:17i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:20i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:21i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:21i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:21i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:23i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:24i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:27i think i'm gonna be doing this
12:34We'll see you next time.
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