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00:00:39Rajan, I'm sure you're well aware of your condition.
00:00:42I'm afraid the results of the biopsy and MRI have determined positive.
00:00:54Positive for leukemia?
00:00:56Yes.
00:00:58It's what we've all been fearing.
00:01:03Our whole staff is terribly sorry about this.
00:01:06We were hoping for a different outcome.
00:01:13You, Lannan, and Beatrice has been so kind to me.
00:01:20Thank you for everything.
00:01:22Is there someone we can call for you?
00:01:24Any family members you want to tell?
00:01:26No.
00:01:29Unfortunately, I don't have family.
00:01:33So, what next?
00:01:35I just go home and just wait not to wake up next?
00:01:41Of course not.
00:01:42We'll schedule further testing to determine a personalized treatment plan.
00:01:48There's plenty of work to do for us and yourself.
00:01:55I'm dreading the worst, Doc.
00:01:59What does the result say?
00:02:00Is it acute or chronic?
00:02:05Again, with great remorse.
00:02:08I'm afraid it is acute.
00:02:13So, we need to assert treatment right away.
00:02:20Acute.
00:02:26So, how much time do I have to leave?
00:02:31With some success, you can beat this and outlive myself.
00:02:41That's the best case scenario.
00:02:45What's the worst case scenario?
00:02:48Are you sure you want to know that?
00:02:53Yes.
00:03:01This illness can speed up drastically in the next month or so.
00:03:06So, you could have just two months before, no, until it takes over your immune system.
00:03:18Two months.
00:03:24So, I can die tomorrow.
00:03:29I'm sorry, Rajan.
00:03:33We'll do what we can.
00:03:50We'll do what we can.
00:03:53We, we, we, we, we.
00:03:58Okay, go ahead.
00:03:59Bye.
00:04:05Bye.
00:04:10Bye.
00:04:13Bye.
00:04:46I don't know.
00:05:11I don't know.
00:05:28I don't know.
00:05:55I don't know.
00:06:39I don't know.
00:06:44I don't know.
00:06:46How are you?
00:06:47Been well.
00:06:49It's been a long time.
00:06:51How are you?
00:06:54I'm good.
00:06:56Okay.
00:06:57You live nearby here?
00:07:01Not far, but yeah, nearby.
00:07:07What about you?
00:07:09Nearby, I would say.
00:07:12I never knew that.
00:07:16We never talked.
00:07:19Yeah.
00:07:21Crazy.
00:07:22What have you been up to recently?
00:07:26I'm just doing jobs.
00:07:29What about you?
00:07:31I'm a financial manager at Wipro.
00:07:34I see.
00:07:35I see.
00:07:37You're having a good life.
00:07:43You...
00:07:45You're...
00:07:46I'm married.
00:07:48Yeah.
00:07:49Yeah.
00:07:50I see.
00:07:52How is he?
00:07:53He's fine.
00:07:54He's good.
00:07:58Okay.
00:07:58Okay.
00:07:58I'll leave you here.
00:08:00It was nice meeting you.
00:08:01It was nice running into you too.
00:08:06Yeah.
00:08:07Rajan.
00:08:08I'm really sorry for how things ended between us.
00:08:12If I could go back and change things, I'd do things differently.
00:08:16I'm glad you said that.
00:08:18I mean, we both could have done things differently.
00:08:23Maybe in next life.
00:08:25You still have my number, I hope?
00:08:27I do.
00:08:30Hope to see you around.
00:08:32Definitely.
00:09:05Hope to see you around.
00:09:06Don't even be worried.
00:09:06If I was scared to join this, I'll just tell it again.
00:09:13I won't help.asmr
00:09:21Remove after
00:09:22the tent, put the untiefer to่ Jadica. Sorry.
00:09:23Not so.
00:09:23But still,
00:09:26you won't be in it. We're prettyooping
00:09:26about the tent for what's going to happen after willing. It's very technical and
00:09:26CAS challengers. Mm, not so the
00:09:31inside you willеть. Most likely of Tomate
00:09:31corpops will be very scary.
00:09:54Are you okay?
00:09:55You're still here.
00:09:58I'm okay.
00:09:59I was just in my head.
00:10:03Maybe he's still in conversation with you.
00:10:06Now who has the problems?
00:10:16Is that your car?
00:10:18Yeah.
00:10:21I never knew that.
00:10:23If you had known, would you have parked beside?
00:10:27I guess, yeah.
00:10:32What are you doing today?
00:10:34Enjoying a free day.
00:10:37Jobs with a free day?
00:10:38Mm-hmm.
00:10:40Is there any hiring at your place?
00:10:42Nope.
00:10:49Your noop hasn't changed.
00:10:51You say so.
00:10:54I still do remember this.
00:10:56Oh, God.
00:10:56What do you remember?
00:10:58When a history teacher asked you to have your textbook to read in the class, and you were
00:11:03like, nope.
00:11:06You were so intense, and it was so funny.
00:11:09Yeah.
00:11:10Yeah.
00:11:10No, it just slipped out.
00:11:11I didn't think it was going to sound that rude.
00:11:14I thought I'd never been rude.
00:11:15That was so funny.
00:11:23Why don't we grab a coffee?
00:11:26If you say so.
00:11:34I just keep laughing at that, like, again and again every time I see that.
00:11:38That's good.
00:11:40It's hard.
00:11:41Okay.
00:11:43So, you're not married?
00:11:47No.
00:11:48By choice, or by chance?
00:11:54What comes in between is the answer.
00:12:04Okay.
00:12:06Let me tell you this.
00:12:10I met a girl.
00:12:12She was the perfect girl.
00:12:13That's what I thought.
00:12:16And we were going well together.
00:12:20We were about to have children together.
00:12:24And then she started pretending having a psychological problem.
00:12:31I see.
00:12:36Yeah.
00:12:36I was not ready for that.
00:12:41But I was not bothered by that.
00:12:44That's what bothered her that I wasn't bothered by.
00:12:48But looking back, I think I should have done more.
00:12:55So you let her get away?
00:12:56Okay.
00:13:00That's a nice question.
00:13:03You can say that she's the one who got away with it.
00:13:13I've also heard that she has a nice comfy job at the financial institute.
00:13:21And she's also married.
00:13:28I bet he's in financing too, right?
00:13:30Okay.
00:13:30Like, you are probably the power couple who has the keys to the city.
00:13:35He's in real estate.
00:13:37Doing well.
00:13:39Okay.
00:13:40How is he?
00:13:43Decent.
00:13:45Yeah.
00:13:48I'm just realizing we aren't on the same page.
00:13:51Really?
00:13:54So after college things did take a turn for us.
00:13:59Well, for me at least.
00:14:00I mean, you haven't changed at all.
00:14:07I've seen better days, I would say.
00:14:12I've been seeing doctors lately.
00:14:20And I'm not doing well with my family.
00:14:24I'm so sorry.
00:14:29You have to go home or is nobody waiting at home?
00:14:31I have to go home.
00:14:34Okay.
00:14:37Let me walk you to the car then.
00:14:39Okay.
00:14:56You have a nice car.
00:14:57Yeah.
00:15:01When are we meeting again?
00:15:05Maybe when we hit the same aisle.
00:15:09I think we should.
00:15:12We should be?
00:15:14Yeah.
00:15:18Okay.
00:15:19It was nice seeing you.
00:15:22You know, when a person is going through a tough time or is broken, it's very difficult.
00:15:32But when you see your friend is going through the same thing, it just makes your heart feel at ease.
00:15:39It's like we are together in this.
00:15:42Yeah.
00:15:44Yeah.
00:15:44It made my heart lighter.
00:15:46Seeing me in the misery?
00:15:48Yeah.
00:15:49Yeah.
00:15:49Seeing you in a worse place than me made me just feel a little better.
00:15:53Okay.
00:15:55Should I hit the pedal?
00:15:57Oh, yeah.
00:15:57For sure.
00:15:59I'll message you.
00:16:00Sure.
00:16:42Dear Ajaan.
00:16:44Seeing you made my day.
00:16:47I think I was in such a dark place that I thought it was the end of my world.
00:16:51But you made my heart so much lighter by seeing someone that knows my past life.
00:16:55A good life.
00:16:57Don't forget to message me.
00:16:59And guess what?
00:17:00You can call me whenever you feel lonely or need someone to talk to.
00:17:04P.S.
00:17:05P.S.
00:17:05I hit the pedal so hard.
00:17:10P.S.
00:17:10P.S.
00:17:14P.S.
00:17:34P.S.'ve
00:17:34won't work. Honey,
00:17:36I wasn't feeling well again. I called
00:17:39out. What'd
00:17:43they say? Pa.
00:17:45I'll
00:17:45manage. So I
00:17:49take it this is an unpaid holiday or do you have any PTO left? I have
00:17:54enough. I'm
00:17:56sure you're keeping track for me.
00:17:59Okay, what are you planning to do? It sounds like you're planning to quit and they're not gonna entertain you
00:18:05for forever
00:18:07Okay, if I don't feel well, I can't go in. They'll leave me alive
00:18:10If you lose your job, I'll eat you alive. You've already missed two car payments
00:18:14If you miss your side of the mortgage, then this won't be pretty
00:18:19I'm mentally stressed out, okay?
00:18:21And so am I
00:18:25What are we doing right now? We're nowhere near having kids
00:18:29How? How does that even come into this?
00:18:33Do you think I can take care of all of this on my income? What do you not understand?
00:18:38I'm already stressed out, right? You're making this a lot worse. Can you just let me relax so I can
00:18:42go into work tomorrow?
00:18:44I'm trying to express my feelings to you and I feel like I'm being ignored
00:18:47Remember? The therapist said that's what needs to happen so I don't lose my temper
00:18:53Okay
00:18:53You are making it very, very fucking difficult
00:18:57Can we talk about this another time, okay? I'm on my day of the month
00:19:00It's the best excuse, hmm?
00:19:03Your day of the month, you know, I feel like you have entire months as that fucking day
00:19:09Can we please maintain the language, okay? I feel like sometimes you just go way beyond
00:19:18You sound so weak right now
00:19:23You are going to work
00:19:26Your little day of the month isn't going to jeopardize my future
00:19:31You want to beat me down so bad, don't you?
00:19:33Yes! No more excuses! Sophie, grow up!
00:19:37Jesus, be the woman that I marry
00:19:40Once you become the man I marry
00:19:52Jesus, be the man, I marry you
00:19:53Jesus, be the man
00:19:54Jesus, be the man
00:19:54Jesus, be the woman
00:19:54Jesus, be the man
00:19:54Jesus, be the man
00:19:55All right, can you decide to kill me?
00:19:59So the man needs to kill you
00:20:00All right, can you purchase anything?
00:20:02So the man, can you purchase anything
00:20:02Thank you
00:20:02He that Aaron's들
00:20:03He is immediately
00:20:04He is definitely
00:20:04Oh my goodness
00:20:05Your neighbor
00:20:06Well, Mall
00:20:06He is now
00:20:08Hired
00:20:09Happy
00:20:10He Group
00:20:20I don't know.
00:20:52I don't know.
00:21:18I don't know.
00:21:47Sophie, how?
00:21:50Just Sophie, thank you.
00:21:54What are you doing here?
00:21:56I was in the neighborhood.
00:21:58Another free day, so...
00:22:00You don't work, I guess.
00:22:03I do.
00:22:05Just tell me you're an employee like me.
00:22:07Well, I'm not.
00:22:09How did you find my address?
00:22:12I work for a financial institution, remember?
00:22:15Your debt collectors make all your info public.
00:22:21I brought you some fresh bread.
00:22:23I came to cook you a meal.
00:22:24If you don't mind.
00:22:26Already had a cooked food yesterday.
00:22:28Yeah, I saw you had carrot and pea soup.
00:22:32That's not cooked food.
00:22:35I'm making you eggs and cheese.
00:22:37And then, for the afternoon, guess what I'm making?
00:22:40Frozen pizza.
00:22:42I am making very authentic butter chicken masala.
00:22:50What are you talking about?
00:22:56You're forgetting to mention something?
00:23:01No.
00:23:02No.
00:23:05I know.
00:23:07Flowers.
00:23:08No.
00:23:10No.
00:23:10I remember.
00:23:11Letters.
00:23:13No.
00:23:13No.
00:23:14I remember.
00:23:15Letters.
00:23:17You just made my day.
00:23:20I'm glad.
00:23:24You're welcome.
00:23:26Hey.
00:23:27Breakfast will be ready in 15.
00:23:29Okay?
00:23:56No.
00:23:58No.
00:24:08Bye.
00:24:10Bye.
00:24:28I hope you're hungry.
00:24:34I hope you're hungry.
00:25:21Sofie?
00:25:24Sofie?
00:25:28Sofie?
00:25:38Sofie?
00:25:48Sofie?
00:25:57Sofie?
00:25:59Sofie?
00:25:59Sofie?
00:26:00Sofie?
00:26:01Sofie?
00:26:02Sofie?
00:26:10Sofie?
00:26:20Sofie?
00:26:21Sofie?
00:26:31Sofie?
00:26:36Sofie?
00:26:37Sofie?
00:26:47Sofie?
00:26:48Sofie?
00:26:59Sofie?
00:27:04Sofie?
00:27:05It's like I beat you home.
00:27:10Okay, I'm coming.
00:27:12I was trying to rush home to meet you.
00:27:15You know, on the phone you said you were home.
00:27:19And I got pretty upset that you missed work today.
00:27:24But I come home and you're not even resting.
00:27:28Dare I ask, where were you?
00:27:31I was bringing a friend to the airport.
00:27:33I promise.
00:27:37I even got you soup.
00:27:40You didn't go to work, but instead you went to visit a friend.
00:27:47Are you trying to make me beat some sense into you?
00:27:50You've beat me plenty of times, Trent.
00:27:52I'm not scared of you.
00:27:53Don't.
00:27:54Don't tempt me, Sofie.
00:27:56I'm serious.
00:27:57I'm sick of you.
00:28:00I hate you.
00:28:02And I regret ever proposing to you.
00:28:07This kitchen is a mess.
00:28:09You didn't put anything back in here properly.
00:28:31I don't see them.
00:28:32Tell me when you do see things.
00:28:38I swear they were here.
00:28:40They were in there.
00:28:41I swear you're going crazier and crazier by each day.
00:28:45What the hell is that supposed to mean?
00:28:46Don't shout at me.
00:28:48I'm not shouting.
00:28:50Just give me my pills.
00:28:51I swear to God, Trent, I saw them in there.
00:28:55If we don't find those pills, I can't go to the office.
00:28:58I could go back to the doctors.
00:29:00I...
00:29:03I don't know what the hell is going on with you, Sofie.
00:29:07But why do you feel the need to touch my shit?
00:29:11Our!
00:29:12Now it's yours and my shit.
00:29:14Of course they're mine.
00:29:14I'm the one taking them.
00:29:16Then you find them!
00:29:19Tell me there's something wrong with you.
00:29:21Hmm?
00:29:22Tell me!
00:29:22Hmm?
00:29:23I'm completely fine!
00:30:19The breakfast was amazing, as always.
00:30:26You went to get the groceries?
00:30:28Yeah, I forgot I needed mint for this recipe.
00:30:32You should have let me know.
00:30:33I would have gotten it for you.
00:30:35No, no, it's alright.
00:30:58We don't want to feel bad, right?
00:31:01It's not right.
00:31:03Yeah, let me...
00:31:04Let me just throw this away.
00:31:06Yeah, yeah.
00:31:07Let me just make the chicken for you.
00:31:10It'll be maybe 45 minutes, okay?
00:31:13It already smells amazing.
00:31:15You'll make my neighbor jealous.
00:31:21I can't take this forever.
00:31:23Thanks baby.
00:31:27No.
00:31:28No.
00:31:30No.
00:31:31No.
00:31:34What did you say?
00:31:36Tell me when I hear it again.
00:31:39It's been a year since it has come to my ear.
00:31:44You've...
00:31:46You've...
00:31:47Sad.
00:31:50Baby.
00:31:51Baby.
00:32:18Okay.
00:32:24Hi, Raj.
00:32:26Where are we going to eat?
00:32:29Yeah?
00:32:34Hi!
00:32:35Oh, sorry.
00:32:35This one?
00:32:40It's pretty good.
00:32:42Tastes all good.
00:32:43I'm doing that.
00:32:45What am I doing?
00:32:46Okay...
00:32:47So you guys like this?
00:32:48This one?
00:32:48I'm doing this.
00:32:49Yay! Got it! Yay!
00:32:56Right here?
00:33:01There it is.
00:33:10Gosh, yes. I'll get her in.
00:33:29I hope you like it.
00:33:33Should I start?
00:33:35Start.
00:33:44It's good.
00:33:50The flavors.
00:33:52Yeah, goodness.
00:33:55So delicious.
00:33:58You mean it?
00:33:59Authentic.
00:34:02Authentic.
00:34:05You know the now flavors.
00:34:11Rajan.
00:34:13Mm-hmm.
00:34:16I need to tell you something.
00:34:21Okay.
00:34:22I got kicked out of the house.
00:34:27We just had a fight.
00:34:29So?
00:34:31I got my bags in the car.
00:34:38Don't tell me that you're looking for a place.
00:34:41No.
00:34:42No.
00:34:42No, don't worry.
00:34:42I'll...
00:34:43I'll figure something out.
00:34:47I'll figure...
00:34:48I'll figure something out...
00:34:51Like, by the evening.
00:34:52I'll figure something out by the evening.
00:34:57Could you take me to the train station by 7?
00:35:02Where will you go?
00:35:04Where will you go?
00:35:04To my uncle's house, until I figure things out.
00:35:15Okay.
00:35:16I want to tell you something.
00:35:21I don't know how can I say this, but I'll just come out with it as it comes.
00:35:31Okay.
00:35:36I have only two months left.
00:35:42What do you need?
00:35:43I have leukemia.
00:35:48I'm just trying my best of what I've got.
00:35:53And...
00:35:54I don't want you to be in pain.
00:35:57When did this happen?
00:35:58When?
00:36:01I came to know two days before, and...
00:36:09I still haven't fully processed yet.
00:36:14That's why I hesitated to ask you at first.
00:36:20But...
00:36:22I want you to stay here.
00:36:25I want you to stay here.
00:36:28I want you to be here with me.
00:36:33There's nothing more that I want than...
00:36:36For you to stay here with me.
00:36:39I can't live without you.
00:36:44I want you here.
00:36:46I want to stay here with you.
00:36:51You will not leave me, right?
00:36:53I will not leave you.
00:36:55I'll stay here.
00:36:56With you.
00:36:57We will just make the best out of what we have got.
00:37:01Yeah.
00:37:02Right?
00:37:03That's right.
00:37:12Now, I'll put all my clothes in the closet.
00:37:14That cupboard has all my underwear.
00:37:16There's not even a space for the needle to go in there.
00:37:20What?
00:37:22All right.
00:37:23Well then, I will lay them out as an exhibition.
00:37:25Mm-hmm.
00:37:26And you can pick what I win.
00:37:28Deal?
00:37:28Deal.
00:37:28Deal.
00:37:32And...
00:37:32I'll order the dreamcatcher for the window.
00:37:34They'll catch all our dreams.
00:37:39Lastly, I'm gonna get a dog.
00:37:40So I feel this move.
00:37:46You are so quick.
00:37:48Yeah.
00:37:50Let's see.
00:37:52Put this one in there.
00:37:54Yeah.
00:37:54I'll help you out.
00:37:56I'll help you out.
00:37:58I'll help you out.
00:38:00I'll help you out.
00:38:01Yeah.
00:38:02Ha, ha, ha.
00:38:04Oh.
00:38:06Oh.
00:38:13Ha, ha, ha.
00:38:21Ha, ha, ha, ha!
00:38:30Ha, ha.
00:38:31I don't know.
00:39:21What are you looking at?
00:39:24Your hands.
00:39:27Just so I remember them.
00:39:32Hey, do you remember that time you asked to be my blood brother?
00:39:36Yeah.
00:39:37Is it not yet?
00:39:39Only then I become your husband.
00:39:42Well, we're not married.
00:39:45I think I'd like to be your blood sister now.
00:39:49Really?
00:39:51Why not?
00:39:54Are you serious?
00:39:58Let me try.
00:40:00Are you serious?
00:40:01I'm serious.
00:40:03Let me do it.
00:40:05Okay?
00:40:07Hold still.
00:40:09Okay.
00:40:09How are you going to do this?
00:40:10I'm going to do it.
00:40:12Are you ready?
00:40:20Ready?
00:40:21Okay?
00:40:22Mm-hmm.
00:40:25Okay.
00:40:26Ready?
00:40:28Ready?
00:40:36Ready.
00:40:53I'm going to redecorate this house.
00:40:55Hang a big picture of you in the hall.
00:40:59You're so quick.
00:41:01Don't you think so?
00:41:03Take it easy.
00:41:06But I'll be proud looking at you from the top.
00:41:13Rajan, I know this is going to sound crazy, but...
00:41:18Modern medicine and science aren't going to give you any answers.
00:41:24So you want to dash the last hope that I have at getting better?
00:41:27No.
00:41:29There's alternative medicines.
00:41:31Like, holistic approaches.
00:41:34Comprimines aren't going to cure my leukemia, Sophie.
00:41:37Well, nothing you or I could make will help you.
00:41:41But there's a shaman.
00:41:47What?
00:41:48I'm serious.
00:41:48Don't laugh.
00:41:50She's incredible.
00:41:53You want me to try?
00:41:56We?
00:41:56We're in this together now.
00:41:59So you want to experiment with some voodoo plants and...
00:42:04What, like, chants?
00:42:06Well, I don't know what the shaman will suggest you do.
00:42:10Who the hell is this shaman?
00:42:12Did you find his number in area directory too, or what?
00:42:17No.
00:42:18And it's a she.
00:42:20She lives in the desert.
00:42:23Get out of here.
00:42:25What is she like?
00:42:26She lives in the desert and, what, in a cave?
00:42:30Not a cave.
00:42:32And you seriously will not believe what she did to help my friend.
00:42:36Okay.
00:42:38Tell me.
00:42:40A bite.
00:42:43She had stage four breast cancer, metastatic, was incurable, inoperable, and after going
00:42:50to the shaman twice, completely disappeared.
00:42:55You don't believe me.
00:42:57This really happened, Rajan.
00:42:59I was there, both times.
00:43:02Okay?
00:43:02I was just like you until I saw it, with my own two eyes.
00:43:08Even the doctors were stunned.
00:43:11Please, Raj, just give it a try.
00:43:13What's the worst that could happen?
00:43:16Let's go.
00:43:17Let's go.
00:44:13Let's go.
00:44:14Let's go over here.
00:44:16I hope so.
00:44:18Look, just go along with it, okay?
00:44:21Mm-hmm.
00:44:21The last thing who wants to offend her.
00:44:23Okay.
00:44:26What we are meaning is that what's a name?
00:44:33Madam Marina.
00:44:33Yeah.
00:44:34Yeah.
00:44:35Oh, yeah.
00:44:35Oh, yeah.
00:44:42Oh.
00:44:50Oh.
00:45:05Welcome, welcome. It's so good to see you again, Sophie.
00:45:08Yeah, it's nice to see you too.
00:45:10Not under these circumstances, but I hope you've been well.
00:45:14Yes, I'm well, and...
00:45:16Oh, this is my boyfriend, Rajan.
00:45:20Hi, Rajan. I'm glad you were able to make the drive out.
00:45:25Thanks for having us. Rajan has leukemia.
00:45:30You don't waste time, do you?
00:45:33I'm dying.
00:45:34Well, let me just get straight to you.
00:45:38Instead of wasting time at home, I figured I could get all the help that I can.
00:45:46Well, we will do what we can.
00:45:48Yeah. Tell me everything you know.
00:45:52Here's his CAT scans, MRI results, blood work, X-ray, and official diagnosis from the medical staff.
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:07Which are crazy, by the way.
00:46:09Oh, they usually are. Hospitals are more of a concierge service than health care.
00:46:16But that's neither here nor there.
00:46:20Um, this is going to take me a few more moments.
00:46:25So, uh, can I get you some tea while you wait?
00:46:29Mm-hmm.
00:46:30Mm-hmm.
00:47:07How long have they known this? I've been, I'm guessing you've had symptoms for a while.
00:47:13Yeah. It's been a year.
00:47:15And they just keep changing my diagnosis.
00:47:19Don't look at me. I'm dying.
00:47:23I'm glad you're here, Rishan.
00:47:26I can't make any guarantees.
00:47:30But I'm willing to try.
00:47:32That's all we ask.
00:47:35Okay. Let's start with mind, body, and spirit.
00:47:41Clear the mind, relax the body, free the spirit.
00:47:45Oh, I would love that.
00:47:51Then, let's get started.
00:47:54This is quite real.
00:47:56Okay.
00:48:00Um, go ahead and finish your tea.
00:48:03I'll be right back.
00:48:15Look at all this, Alex.
00:48:18This must be from all around the world.
00:48:22I know, right?
00:48:22I know, right here.
00:48:33Okay.
00:48:34Down to business.
00:48:36Let's have a seat.
00:48:40Rishan, have a seat.
00:48:55It's okay.
00:48:57Okay.
00:48:57Okay.
00:48:58First, we're going to do some breathing exercises.
00:49:06And then I'm going to do some hums.
00:49:10Hum.
00:49:13And then I'm going to need a scream from you, Rishan.
00:49:18A scream?
00:49:21A scream.
00:49:22Like you mean it.
00:49:25Like a battle cry.
00:49:27Not a swan song, okay?
00:49:30Okay.
00:49:31All right.
00:49:33And then I'm going to read from this book.
00:49:37And then I'm going to give you a bowl to spit in.
00:49:45Are you serious?
00:49:47Mm-hmm.
00:49:48Just imagine.
00:49:49You're free of cancer.
00:49:52And all you had to do was spit in a bowl.
00:49:55Wouldn't that be something?
00:49:58Okay.
00:49:59Okay.
00:50:00Let's get started.
00:50:08Breathe with me.
00:50:29Oh, my God.
00:50:31Oh, my God.
00:51:01Oh, my God.
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