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00:00:07I'm Bella Rupert top of my class
00:00:13top of my school every guy's fantasy and every girl's desperate wish
00:00:25but what my prestigious classmates don't know unlike the Regina Georges of the world I worked
00:00:31for every penny I spend and every piece of my crown and one day my boy too
00:00:42that's the new transfer Lewis so fucking hot look at his clothes he looks poor
00:00:48I'll show him who owns the place
00:00:54calm down
00:00:58go
00:01:03hi Bella Rupert
00:01:07be my guy and I'll have your back at school
00:01:10watch out
00:01:19looks like I'm the one who's got your back I don't know what it was first sight I fell for
00:01:24Louie yep the whole school knows Queen B adores the plane guy and has been all over him for two
00:01:29years
00:01:32two years the whole school I'll already see you two as a couple and now all this effort to make
00:01:38it
00:01:38official girl you do love him Lewis is just not good at romance and it's nothing wrong with girls
00:01:45making a move I threw him the biggest party for this birthday tonight I'll lose my virginity to
00:01:55Lewis Lewis that way the fireworks you prepared for him are about to start Bella go get him
00:02:01Lewis
00:02:06Vivian
00:02:10then I find out
00:02:11Lewis the boy I've been chasing for two years loves Vivian
00:02:15the stepsister who stole my family and everything from me
00:02:23who's there
00:02:33hey Philip dude what's up
00:02:35yo happy birthday Mr. Moneybags how's your little love mission going
00:02:38seriously I still don't get you
00:02:40Aster Air playing poor boy just to chase some girl
00:02:42Aster as in the powerful Aster family that basically owns the city
00:02:47I'd do anything just to be close to Vivian
00:02:49just tell Vivian how you feel already
00:02:52why follow her stepsister Bella like a puppy dog for two fucking years
00:02:56Vivian told me she's the hidden kid of the Rupert
00:02:59unlike Bella who grew up rich and spoiled Vivian's been through a lot
00:03:02I didn't want to freak her out with my air identity
00:03:05rich and spoiled?
00:03:07more like unprovided and unloved
00:03:09dad never gives me any money since he got her mistress and their bastard daughter Vivian into our home
00:03:14I had to work part-time to stay respected in this elite school
00:03:18using Bella to see her that's the safest way
00:03:20poor Bella I gotta ask man you hang out with Bella every day
00:03:23aren't you worried you'll actually catch feelings she is well-knownly pretty
00:03:26no way I've been loving Vivian for long enough that doesn't change easily
00:03:31Louis you've been using me this whole time you don't know how much I loved you and now you never
00:03:37will
00:03:40tell Louis how I feel I lost my virginity
00:03:45that's it Louis I'm done playing for you I'm done playing your games I give up
00:03:56so you really plan to obey your father to transfer to a public school in another state
00:04:01at your senior year I've made up my mind and the art program you've been working on at your
00:04:08whole high school I know your dad mistreats you but think about your own
00:04:12Vivian can take my place in the program like my father always wants
00:04:18all right then
00:04:27Bella I didn't mean to take all you've worked so hard for but daddy just love me too much
00:04:35save it Vivian I don't care
00:04:40and by the way Louis he's all yours now too
00:04:47I chased him for two years turns out my stepsis was the one he wanted all this long
00:04:51last seven days of school after that I'm done with everything here
00:05:11Bella
00:05:15what's gotten into her she never let anyone else sit next to me before
00:05:24oops sorry this seat's taken
00:05:36I got it thanks
00:05:40tomorrow's my iris prize announcement you'll be there right I've worked my entire high school
00:05:45career raised great amount of charity funds to get this award it will help me get into my dream
00:05:49school that's tomorrow I think I've practiced Vivian's coming oh okay I'll be there of course the moment I
00:05:58mentioned Vivian you're down well one last time to show myself in the spotlight remember me in my best glory
00:06:05Lewis before I'm gone for good
00:06:11V does Bella know about you'll be on the stage with her isn't it like her thing
00:06:15she doesn't I can't wait to see her face on stage when she finds out dad donated a million in
00:06:22my name just so I could compete with her
00:06:24when or not I'll make sure she suffers like always
00:06:36Bella look at you Miss Pantsuit Nation
00:06:41we're not close like that Vivian's just cheering you up yes you are the queen bee but you can't
00:06:49bully your sister like that it's okay Bella's so much cooler than me I don't deserve her kindness
00:06:55the queen bee bullies her sister just when you think you know someone is it just me or is her
00:07:01sister
00:07:01prettier maybe she's jealous blue thanks for staying the night with me last Saturday you made me feel so
00:07:10much better of course I had nothing else going on that day and you need to be taken care of
00:07:17last
00:07:17Saturday wasn't that when Lou stood you up don't tell me he ditched you for Vivian again
00:07:29I saved up for months to get those front row seats because Louis loved that band I waited until the
00:07:36last car left the plot and he never showed up
00:07:46Vivian was really sick I couldn't just leave her don't make it a thing Bella you can play doctor with
00:07:50anyone you want we were never serious wait are you mad at me no I'm indifferent please get out of
00:08:00my way I have an iris price to accept why is she acting so weird all right everyone as you
00:08:11all know
00:08:12the iris prize goes to the student who raised the most money for charity using her talent smarts and
00:08:18leadership and the winner will be recommended to the best college in the state sis if I take your
00:08:24crown this year are you gonna cry I knew dad donated a million to get you more votes sorry not
00:08:29sorry I raised more for charity with my own two hands I'll hand you tissues later sis
00:08:40and the winner is
00:08:43Belly's worked on this for years it's gotta go to her this award is the one thing I care about
00:08:48most
00:08:49before I leave this school all years of hard work no one can take it from me Vivian Rupert
00:09:00how is this possible Vivian raised 10 million dollars for the charity
00:09:07dad only threw in a million so where'd the other nine million come from
00:09:14wow this is totally unexpected I can't believe I actually beat the proud Bella I guess all my hard
00:09:20work and persistence paid off something must be wrong I requested the vote count to be public
00:09:26there's nothing wrong with the votes Bella you were in the lead at first but in the last 10 minutes
00:09:32the
00:09:32Astor heir put in 9 million in Vivian's name the Astor's the richest family in the country wait is the
00:09:40Astor's heir hitting on Vivian I've got a feeling Vivian's gonna be the new queen taking Bella's place
00:09:45Astor family so it was you Lewis you're the secret donor who helped Vivian steal this moment from me
00:09:55just because you lost doesn't mean you have to leave stay and take a picture with your dear sister
00:10:05was that an earthquake
00:10:06Blick
00:10:08watch out
00:10:09no
00:10:18what's out
00:10:20no
00:10:34Vivian are you hurt
00:10:36I'm okay, I think.
00:10:39I'm such a fool to think he was going to save me.
00:10:44Did you guys see that?
00:10:45Louie pushed Bella aside to save Vivian.
00:10:47I thought he was with Queen Bee.
00:10:49Maybe he's really in love with Vivian instead.
00:10:53Bella, you're bleeding.
00:10:55Are you okay?
00:10:57What do you care?
00:10:58I just want to make sure you're good.
00:11:00I'm fine.
00:11:01I feel dizzy.
00:11:04Louis, Vivian just fainted.
00:11:07Help her.
00:11:08Vivian, we need to get her to the nurse now.
00:11:29For God's sake.
00:11:39Bella, I was so worried.
00:11:42Thank God you're okay.
00:11:43I'm fine.
00:11:47Fuck, Louis.
00:11:48He's such a jerk.
00:11:49He doesn't deserve you.
00:11:50I can't believe he saved that snake Vivian over you
00:11:52after all you've done for him.
00:11:55Alice, it's okay.
00:11:57I only have a few more days here anyways.
00:12:00I'm sorry.
00:12:02I'm sorry.
00:12:03I'm sorry.
00:12:08Bella, are you okay?
00:12:10I was so worried.
00:12:14You're such a fake, Vivian.
00:12:17It's okay, Alice.
00:12:19No need to worry about me, sis.
00:12:21I'm tougher than you think.
00:12:24Sis.
00:12:26How does it feel to watch the love of your life lick my feet?
00:12:37Bella?
00:12:38I was only asking if you were okay.
00:12:42Bella, how could you shove your own sister?
00:12:44You've gone too far.
00:12:46I didn't start this.
00:12:48Stop lying.
00:12:49I was standing right here.
00:12:52You clearly lashed out at her out of nowhere.
00:12:57She's not even injured.
00:12:58Do you know what she said to me?
00:13:00Don't touch her!
00:13:04Bella, are you okay?
00:13:07You're an asshole, Louis.
00:13:09After everything Bella's done for you, how could you be so cruel?
00:13:14He never cared about me.
00:13:15In his eyes, I'm a monster and Vivian can do no wrong.
00:13:21Five days.
00:13:23In five days, you'll never have to see me again.
00:13:25Was she hurt really seriously?
00:13:28Lou, I feel bad for tearing you away from Bella.
00:13:30You always walk her to class.
00:13:32I can manage on my own.
00:13:33No, Vivian.
00:13:33Bella's fine.
00:13:34I'll stay here with you.
00:13:41It's okay.
00:13:46I got my welcome email from Franklin High.
00:13:48It's official.
00:13:49I'm transferring in five days.
00:13:52I'm gonna miss you so much.
00:13:58I don't want to be around you anymore, Louis.
00:14:03We're closing in five.
00:14:06Look at our queen bee working in a dirty hipster cafe for lunch money.
00:14:13Can't wait to hear everyone laugh about it.
00:14:17If you're not going to order, you need to leave.
00:14:21For my birthday party, I don't want people to think I didn't invite my sister.
00:14:30Not interested in your shallow show-off party.
00:14:35Too bad.
00:14:36Too bad.
00:14:37Because I was going to give you back your mom's bracelet if you came.
00:14:50Mom, I miss you so much.
00:14:52I want that bracelet.
00:14:54My mother left that to me.
00:14:56Give it back!
00:14:59Vivian wants it, then she gets it!
00:15:01Don't you dare take anything your sister likes!
00:15:23That used to be me with friends.
00:15:26If you wished for a boyfriend, I'm single.
00:15:35Well, if I'm not your type, what is your type?
00:15:39My type?
00:15:40Check my NS postist.
00:15:42I want a guy who's loyal and obsessed with me.
00:15:45But, like, hot, too.
00:15:47Like, he'd get a tattoo for me.
00:15:49Not a corny one.
00:15:50Just my initials on his chest or something.
00:15:54Wait, stop.
00:15:56Louis?
00:15:57Did you get that V tattooed on your chest for Vivian?
00:16:04He even got a tattoo for her.
00:16:08I thought Louis was with Bella.
00:16:09Did he dump her for Vivian?
00:16:10Bella was the one who clung to Louis.
00:16:12Maybe he was just too scared to reject her.
00:16:13I heard she bullies her sister.
00:16:14True.
00:16:15And Vivian and him seem like such a cute couple.
00:16:16Plus, Vivian's not image-obsessed just like Bella.
00:16:18I heard she nicknamed herself Queen Bee.
00:16:20Who does that?
00:16:25That is so hot, Louis.
00:16:27No one's ever done anything like that for me.
00:16:35I don't want to be here.
00:16:42OMG, it's Bella.
00:16:44I just saw her destroy the tower.
00:16:46She just can't bear not being the center of attention, can she?
00:16:50Bella?
00:16:52She is just fine.
00:16:55How tacky.
00:16:56Trying to steal the spotlight.
00:16:58What an attention whore.
00:16:59Bella Coleman.
00:17:00Way to ruin Vivian's moment.
00:17:02I'm so sorry.
00:17:03I'm looking for Miss Vivian Rupert.
00:17:05I have a gift delivery for her from the Aster Heir.
00:17:11Vivian!
00:17:12First, Louis got your name tattooed on his chest.
00:17:14And now the Aster Heir is after you, too!
00:17:17I haven't met the Aster Heir in person.
00:17:20But he seems like such a good man.
00:17:27Actually, I don't care if my future boyfriend's rich.
00:17:30I just want someone who genuinely cares about me.
00:17:36Louis Aster, the Aster Heir.
00:17:39I wish you and your perfect dream girl a happy, happy life.
00:17:48Go on, open the gifts we want to see.
00:17:54That's a limited edition yellow diamond from the Tiffany's vault.
00:17:57It must be worth a fortune.
00:18:08So, this is where you've been hiding, Aster.
00:18:10What makes Vivian so special to you, anyway?
00:18:14She's not like other girls.
00:18:17She helped me through the worst time of my life, without even knowing who I really was.
00:18:22After my mother passed, I didn't talk to anyone for weeks.
00:18:25I didn't want to be alive.
00:18:28Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay, the podcast where it's okay to not be okay.
00:18:33Want to talk?
00:18:34Give me a call.
00:18:35The hotline is...
00:18:36Until I heard this podcast she hosted,
00:18:39I called in at my lowest,
00:18:41and told her every everything I was feeling.
00:18:49Hey.
00:18:57It felt like she could see through me,
00:18:59and take away my pain.
00:19:02Good night, listeners.
00:19:08I went to the studio to look for her,
00:19:11to thank her in person.
00:19:14It's okay.
00:19:19Thanks.
00:19:22Wait!
00:19:37Leaving already?
00:19:42Must be touch, watching me take all your friends from you.
00:19:46Since I'm here, I'll take my bracelet back now.
00:19:50Straight to business so quickly?
00:19:51You sure you don't want cake first?
00:19:53Oh, by the way,
00:19:55did you catch your little crush's new tattoo?
00:19:57Can't believe that loser
00:19:59actually got my intitials tat.
00:20:01Isn't that cringe?
00:20:02I thought you...
00:20:08You thought I what?
00:20:09Actually liked that poor nobody?
00:20:12I'm about to be the new Queen V.
00:20:13I can have anyone I want,
00:20:15including the heir to the Aster Fortune.
00:20:17I just wanted to show you
00:20:18how easy it is to take everything you love away from you,
00:20:22and including
00:20:22your dead mother's cheap little bracelet.
00:20:26Don't you talk about my mother like that!
00:20:28You end up just like her,
00:20:29a forgotten nobody.
00:20:31No!
00:20:38Bella, don't push me!
00:20:39I just asked if you wanted some cake!
00:20:41I just asked if you wanted some cake!
00:21:01Bella!
00:21:03Wait!
00:21:04Why are you being like this to your sister?
00:21:07Believe whatever you want, Louis.
00:21:11She's not my sister!
00:21:13She showed up with her mom
00:21:14days after my mom passed life
00:21:16and took everything from me!
00:21:18They destroyed my mother's memory,
00:21:20took my father's love,
00:21:21and she even took...
00:21:23She took the one thing my mother left to me!
00:21:26What did she take?
00:21:31Nothing.
00:21:32It doesn't matter now.
00:21:43Stop crying, Bella!
00:21:45This is stupid!
00:21:46This is stupid!
00:21:51I'm leaving you, Louis.
00:21:53I'm leaving you tomorrow.
00:21:55Goodbye.
00:21:55My stupid first love.
00:21:58Vivian!
00:22:02Vivian, are you okay?
00:22:04Lou, I'm so scared!
00:22:05Help me!
00:22:06I don't know what I did
00:22:07to make Bella so angry!
00:22:10Bella?
00:22:11What's your problem?
00:22:12You've been going after Vivian
00:22:13all these days?
00:22:15Now push your own sister?
00:22:16On her birthday of all days?
00:22:18Bella's such a bully!
00:22:19So this is what the queen bee
00:22:21is really like to her family?
00:22:22You've gone too far.
00:22:24Apologize to her now.
00:22:26For what?
00:22:27I didn't do anything.
00:22:31Thank you, Louis.
00:22:32You're so kind to me.
00:22:34Forget it.
00:22:35Bella can't control her temper.
00:22:39After all,
00:22:40she didn't have a mother
00:22:41to teach her manners
00:22:42like the rest of us.
00:22:43You snake!
00:22:44Get out!
00:22:45Before I have security
00:22:46come escort you out.
00:22:48Out!
00:22:49Out!
00:22:49Out!
00:22:50Out!
00:22:51Take this, bully!
00:22:55You pushed Vivian
00:22:57and ripped her dress!
00:22:58She lost a dress?
00:22:59Now you're going to lose one too.
00:23:01Take it off
00:23:02and apologize.
00:23:03Now!
00:23:03Take it off!
00:23:05Take it off!
00:23:06Take it off!
00:23:07Take it off!
00:23:08Louis,
00:23:08you're just standing there
00:23:10watching them humiliate me.
00:23:12Not even a step closer.
00:23:16I'm doing it
00:23:17to feed all of your
00:23:18pathetic little bullying fantasy.
00:23:20Want an apology?
00:23:22Now I'm sorry.
00:23:23No!
00:23:24Ah!
00:23:26Move!
00:23:27All of you!
00:23:39Matcha latte.
00:23:40Those are my favorite.
00:23:42What a shame.
00:23:46I thought she would have told you.
00:23:49So that's why Bella
00:23:50had her bags all packed this morning.
00:23:52Didn't you tell me
00:23:52you couldn't stand her anymore?
00:23:54Now it'll just be us.
00:23:56Like you always wanted.
00:23:58Yes.
00:23:59This is what I wanted.
00:24:01But why do I suddenly
00:24:02feel like something's missing?
00:24:09Since Bella has left,
00:24:11Vivian will be taking
00:24:12Bella's place
00:24:13in our prestigious
00:24:14broadcast media program.
00:24:15That's amazing.
00:24:16I didn't know
00:24:17you were interested in that.
00:24:18I'm not.
00:24:18But how hard can it be?
00:24:20Be on TV,
00:24:21look pretty,
00:24:22read some lines
00:24:22off a prompter.
00:24:23Voila!
00:24:23I'm an influencer.
00:24:25The program isn't just
00:24:26video broadcast,
00:24:27it also includes radio.
00:24:28Radio?
00:24:29No thanks,
00:24:29I'm too pretty for that.
00:24:31Didn't she host
00:24:32her own podcast
00:24:33not too long ago?
00:24:42Now that Bella's gone,
00:24:43I can finally ask Vivian out.
00:24:46What am I waiting for?
00:24:57Lou, is everything okay?
00:24:58You don't miss Bella,
00:25:00do you?
00:25:01Vivian,
00:25:01there's something
00:25:02I want to say to you.
00:25:04Meet me tomorrow
00:25:05after school
00:25:05by the flower garden.
00:25:11Where's your bracelet?
00:25:14Bracelet?
00:25:15What are you talking about?
00:25:20Hi,
00:25:21it's me.
00:25:22I know what it's like
00:25:23to lose someone you love.
00:25:24I wear my mom's bracelet
00:25:26every day.
00:25:26It's all I have of her.
00:25:28I would never give it up
00:25:29for the world.
00:25:29Didn't you always wear
00:25:30a bracelet on your left wrist?
00:25:32Oh,
00:25:33you mean that cheap
00:25:33old thing I've had
00:25:34for years?
00:25:35Threw it away.
00:25:36It's time for an upgrade.
00:25:41It's too quiet.
00:25:44I just hate the silence.
00:25:46It has nothing
00:25:47to do with her.
00:25:55Boo!
00:25:56Gotcha,
00:25:57Louis!
00:25:59Did your heart
00:26:00skip a beat?
00:26:00Tell me it did.
00:26:06You are
00:26:08impossible.
00:26:13Stupid habit.
00:26:19Keep it up,
00:26:20my MVP.
00:26:21You're the best.
00:26:29Vivian is the one
00:26:30I wanted.
00:26:31Bella was just
00:26:32a noisy detour.
00:26:39Here we are.
00:26:40The day of leaving.
00:26:44What's with the suitcase?
00:26:45You're going somewhere?
00:26:49Did you still want me
00:26:50to pick you up
00:26:50after practice today?
00:26:52The dress you left
00:26:53at the party yesterday.
00:26:54I got it washed.
00:26:56Here.
00:26:58Bella,
00:26:59if you're still upset
00:27:00about last night...
00:27:01You want to do
00:27:01something for me,
00:27:02Luis?
00:27:02Go buy Vivian
00:27:03a matcha latte.
00:27:04It's her favorite.
00:27:05Okay.
00:27:06I'll get going then.
00:27:08See you at class later.
00:27:12This is goodbye,
00:27:14Louis Astor.
00:27:22May we never
00:27:23see each other again.
00:27:39Bella Rupert,
00:27:40the new transfer
00:27:40to Franklin High,
00:27:41right?
00:27:41Yes.
00:27:45Bella,
00:27:46it's been years.
00:27:48We're finally
00:27:48going to see each other
00:27:49again.
00:27:50Do you still
00:27:51remember me?
00:27:51Oh my God,
00:27:52how could she be
00:27:53so dumb?
00:27:54That fat guy's
00:27:55definitely going
00:27:55to be single forever.
00:27:56I'm just messing
00:27:57with that nerd.
00:28:04Bella.
00:28:07No, Lou,
00:28:08it's Vivian.
00:28:11Where's Bella?
00:28:12She's not here yet?
00:28:13You didn't hear?
00:28:15Bella transferred
00:28:16to another state.
00:28:17She's gone.
00:28:21Is that latte
00:28:22for me?
00:28:30Bella has left?
00:28:44Oh my God,
00:28:45that's so funny.
00:28:47Shut up,
00:28:47you're so dumb.
00:28:49Look at the loser.
00:28:52whatever,
00:28:52let's go.
00:28:54It's just a seat.
00:28:55It means nothing.
00:28:58Hey,
00:28:59if you have time
00:29:00to mock others,
00:29:00you have time
00:29:01to finish my art project.
00:29:02Get out before
00:29:03I make you
00:29:03the joke of Wetworth.
00:29:07Don't worry,
00:29:08Louis.
00:29:09Nobody messes with you
00:29:10as long as I'm here.
00:29:12Let's go.
00:29:13I need to prepare
00:29:14the flowers for Vivian.
00:29:20Vivian is pure.
00:29:21Vivian is gentle.
00:29:23Once she's mine,
00:29:24I won't feel this
00:29:25missing piece anymore.
00:29:30Louis,
00:29:31do you know
00:29:32why I love irises?
00:29:33They mean valor
00:29:34and power.
00:29:36Everyone wants
00:29:37to be a rose,
00:29:37but I'd rather be
00:29:39the iris
00:29:39that protects the garden.
00:29:43like how I protect you.
00:29:45I don't want those.
00:29:46Give me the roses.
00:29:47The biggest bouquet you have.
00:29:55It has to be Vivian.
00:29:57It will be perfect
00:29:58once it's Vivian.
00:30:10It's almost 6 p.m.
00:30:12Louis has been waiting
00:30:12here for two hours.
00:30:14Isn't that rich kid
00:30:16Louis Astor chasing her?
00:30:17There's no way
00:30:18she'd go for some
00:30:18poor guy like Louis.
00:30:20Only that sad Bella
00:30:21would love him like that.
00:30:22Vivian's so avoiding him.
00:30:24Awkward.
00:30:25Hey, Luce.
00:30:26Are you sure
00:30:27Vivian's coming?
00:30:28She'll be here,
00:30:29she promised.
00:30:31The Vivian I remembered
00:30:32wouldn't be shallow
00:30:33like that.
00:30:34Maybe something
00:30:34happened to her.
00:30:36Does anyone know
00:30:37where Vivian is right now?
00:30:49Don't you feel bad
00:30:50standing Louis up today?
00:30:51He's been so sweet to you.
00:30:52I could just tell
00:30:53he was going to make
00:30:54some innocent love conflation
00:30:56then ask me to prom.
00:30:57Can you imagine?
00:30:59I've got the Astor air after me.
00:31:02No way I'm going
00:31:03to my first Wetworth prom
00:31:04with a poor inner city kid.
00:31:08Honestly, Louis's hot.
00:31:10I thought you actually
00:31:11liked him.
00:31:12Why'd you make such a fuss
00:31:13over him at your birthday?
00:31:14Why do you think?
00:31:15Because Bella's in love
00:31:16with him and anything
00:31:17she has, I want.
00:31:19You want to hear
00:31:20something funny?
00:31:21I told her I'd give her
00:31:23dead mommy's bracelet
00:31:24back to her just to get
00:31:25her to come to see
00:31:26Lou all over me.
00:31:27Then I threw that
00:31:28bracelet away.
00:31:29You should have seen
00:31:30the look on her face.
00:31:32I didn't even like
00:31:33that cheap thing.
00:31:34I only had dad buy it
00:31:35for me because Bella
00:31:36cherished it and dad
00:31:37loves me so much.
00:31:38He'll believe anything I say.
00:31:39That bracelet
00:31:40was Bella's?
00:31:43Who's there?
00:32:00Who's there?
00:32:02Phillip, your dad owns
00:32:03the broadcasting studio
00:32:04on South Street.
00:32:06Need a favor?
00:32:07One of my dad's companies
00:32:08sponsored the
00:32:09Actually I'm Not Okay
00:32:10podcast.
00:32:11Hosted by Bella Rupert.
00:32:19I wear my mom's bracelet
00:32:20every day.
00:32:21I would never give it up
00:32:22for the world.
00:32:23There's more.
00:32:24I looked up the
00:32:25Actually Not Okay
00:32:26Instagram and they
00:32:27just posted this.
00:32:29Is everyone okay?
00:32:30Because I have news
00:32:31for you.
00:32:32After a hiatus,
00:32:33Actually I'm Not Okay
00:32:34is coming back.
00:32:35I'm your host,
00:32:36Bella Rupert.
00:32:36New episodes dropping soon.
00:32:38Bella!
00:32:39She hasn't answered
00:32:40my calls.
00:32:41I have to go find her.
00:32:42She transferred.
00:32:44Franklin High.
00:32:49Okay, confession time
00:32:50tonight.
00:32:51This is embarrassing
00:32:52but I was in love
00:32:54with a boy.
00:32:55I thought if I just
00:32:57loved him enough
00:32:57he'd love me back.
00:32:59It doesn't work that way.
00:33:01The truth is
00:33:02my crush used me
00:33:03to get to my sister.
00:33:05I know.
00:33:06Drama central.
00:33:07And yeah,
00:33:08it hurt like hell.
00:33:11But I said goodbye
00:33:13to my stupid old crush
00:33:14this week.
00:33:16Started a new chapter.
00:33:19And you know what?
00:33:21I think I'm gonna be
00:33:22okay without him.
00:33:26Fuck what I even do
00:33:27the last two years?
00:33:29Mistaken the girl I love?
00:33:30I treated Bella's bellies
00:33:31feeling like garbage.
00:33:32I hurt her so much.
00:33:36I'm such an idiot.
00:33:38Fuck!
00:33:39No.
00:33:39I have to do something
00:33:40to make things right.
00:33:42Bella,
00:33:44wait for me.
00:33:45I promise.
00:33:54Thanks, Oliver.
00:33:57You did great,
00:33:58as always.
00:34:00Thanks, Oliver.
00:34:03You did great,
00:34:04as always.
00:34:05Thank you for letting me
00:34:06do my show here, Oliver.
00:34:08I didn't realize how much
00:34:09I missed having a voice.
00:34:10not just any voice.
00:34:12You have a way
00:34:13of connecting people
00:34:15and getting them
00:34:15to open up.
00:34:17I can tell you're passionate
00:34:18about sharing these stories.
00:34:20How do you know that?
00:34:22Have you
00:34:22heard my show before?
00:34:25I should get going.
00:34:26It's late.
00:34:26Thanks again.
00:34:32Bella,
00:34:32you really don't remember me,
00:34:34do you?
00:34:40Your third dozen roses
00:34:41for your third day
00:34:42at Franklin
00:34:43from Oliver.
00:34:45Oliver's being
00:34:46so nice to me.
00:34:47That's the new transfer,
00:34:49Bella Rupert.
00:34:50Looks like she's already
00:34:50got her claws in Oliver.
00:34:52I heard she tried
00:34:53to steal her sister's
00:34:54boyfriend and was
00:34:55so embarrassed
00:34:56when he rejected her
00:34:56she transferred schools.
00:35:00Do you think
00:35:00you're better than us?
00:35:03Excuse me?
00:35:04Do we know each other?
00:35:08We know who you are.
00:35:09Queen Bee.
00:35:10You tried to steal
00:35:11your sister's boyfriend
00:35:12and became the joke
00:35:13of Wentworth.
00:35:15You chased him
00:35:16for two years
00:35:16and not once
00:35:17did he ask you out.
00:35:18But look,
00:35:19he pulled out
00:35:19all the stops
00:35:20for your sister's
00:35:21promposal.
00:35:22You're so predictable,
00:35:23Louis.
00:35:24I'm barely gone
00:35:25and you're already
00:35:25going public with Vivian.
00:35:28You're mistaken.
00:35:29I'm the one
00:35:30that left Louis.
00:35:31What he does
00:35:31is none of my business.
00:35:32Now excuse me,
00:35:33but I'll take
00:35:34my flowers back.
00:35:35Catch!
00:35:39You think
00:35:40just because Oliver
00:35:40got you flowers
00:35:41means he likes you?
00:35:42He's nice to everyone.
00:35:51Hey,
00:35:52get away from her!
00:36:03Oliver,
00:36:03we were just joking around.
00:36:04We didn't mean
00:36:05anything by it.
00:36:07I do like her.
00:36:09You girls
00:36:10have a problem
00:36:10with that?
00:36:11He likes me,
00:36:14but we hardly
00:36:14know each other.
00:36:22In fact,
00:36:22Bella,
00:36:25I've liked you
00:36:25for a long time.
00:36:27Ever since we were kids,
00:36:28I knew I loved you.
00:36:30Oliver,
00:36:31what are you talking about?
00:36:35You really don't
00:36:36remember me,
00:36:36do you?
00:36:42Oh my god,
00:36:43he's so hot!
00:36:48This scar,
00:36:49I've seen it before.
00:36:54Ollie?
00:36:55The crybaby next door?
00:36:57You remember,
00:36:58I don't cry anymore.
00:36:59Wait,
00:37:00this is so sweet.
00:37:01Bella was
00:37:02Oliver's childhood crush?
00:37:03I'm crying!
00:37:05Emma!
00:37:06You're supposed
00:37:07to be on my side.
00:37:08I love love.
00:37:10It's time to move
00:37:11on from Louis.
00:37:17This looks more
00:37:17like the Louis Aster
00:37:18I know.
00:37:19Does this mean
00:37:19Vivian knows
00:37:20who you really are now?
00:37:21She doesn't know.
00:37:22In fact,
00:37:22I invited her here tonight
00:37:23as the Aster Hare's date.
00:37:24If I'm going to reveal
00:37:25who I am,
00:37:26everyone here should know
00:37:27who she truly is too.
00:37:28I take it the P.I.
00:37:29you hired
00:37:29didn't have good news
00:37:31about Vivian's past?
00:37:32Let's just say
00:37:33I invited the skeletons
00:37:34in her closet
00:37:35to join us tonight too.
00:37:41So,
00:37:42where's this rich boy
00:37:43you have wrapped
00:37:43around your foot?
00:37:44As your parents,
00:37:45we should get to meet him first.
00:37:46Did he ask you to prom yet?
00:37:47Mom, Dad,
00:37:47don't embarrass me.
00:37:48Rich guys like him
00:37:48probably don't go to prom.
00:37:49He asked me to be
00:37:50his date tonight.
00:37:51Who knows?
00:37:51Maybe we'll skip
00:37:52straight to a ring.
00:37:53Tonight,
00:37:54we're here to honor
00:37:54the Astra family
00:37:55for their generous donation
00:37:57towards this year's
00:37:58Iris Prize Fund.
00:37:59Please welcome to the stage
00:38:00our Iris Prize winner,
00:38:02Vivian Rupert,
00:38:03who will introduce
00:38:04Louis Astor himself.
00:38:08Oh my God,
00:38:09the Astor hair
00:38:10is finally going to show
00:38:11his face,
00:38:11all because of Vivian.
00:38:13Do you think
00:38:13he'll propose to her?
00:38:15It's my pleasure
00:38:16to introduce to you
00:38:17tonight's guest of honor,
00:38:20Mr. Louis Astor.
00:38:31How did you even find this place?
00:38:34And this,
00:38:35the line for this bakery
00:38:36takes an hour
00:38:36just to get to the door.
00:38:38Louis never remembers
00:38:39what I like
00:38:39or cared about it.
00:38:41I know you used to sneak in here
00:38:43and talk into the dead microphones
00:38:44whenever you were upset.
00:38:46It's old,
00:38:46but it's soundproof.
00:38:48As for the cinnamon roll,
00:38:50seeing the look on your face
00:38:52when you eat it
00:38:52makes an hour feel like a minute.
00:38:56You kept this?
00:38:57All this time?
00:38:59I've listened to it
00:39:00a thousand times.
00:39:01Even when you didn't remember me,
00:39:03your voice kept me going.
00:39:05Bella,
00:39:06you don't need to perform
00:39:07or prove your queen bee
00:39:08to anyone.
00:39:08Not to me.
00:39:10You're right.
00:39:12When I was with him,
00:39:13I always felt like
00:39:13a broken part
00:39:14trying to fit into
00:39:15the wrong machine.
00:39:16But sitting here with you,
00:39:18I feel like I'm finally whole.
00:39:30Lou?
00:39:32You're the Louis Astor?
00:39:39Turns out Lou is actually
00:39:41the heir to the Astor fortune.
00:39:43Lou is Astor.
00:39:44No wonder he's been
00:39:45by Vivian's side
00:39:45since she got here.
00:39:46Oh my God,
00:39:47is he going to ask her
00:39:48to prom in front of everyone?
00:39:49Or even to marry him?
00:39:50Jeez.
00:39:51Why is he looking at me
00:39:52differently all of a sudden?
00:39:57Hi,
00:39:58I'm Louis Astor.
00:40:00But tonight's about me.
00:40:01I want to take a moment
00:40:02to talk about Vivian Rupert.
00:40:04How well do you really know
00:40:05your new Queen V?
00:40:07Let's take a look,
00:40:08shall we?
00:40:12Look how popular Vivian is.
00:40:18Wait,
00:40:19those are the Smith heir,
00:40:20the White heir,
00:40:21and the Forbes heir.
00:40:23Fuck.
00:40:24Is that Vivian?
00:40:25Looks like she's only
00:40:26hooking up with
00:40:27every rich guy in the state.
00:40:28You're the only one I love, honey.
00:40:31Buy me that bag.
00:40:34I'm the only one I love, honey.
00:40:36I'm the only one I love, honey.
00:40:36Louis, what is this?
00:40:37I'm leaving!
00:40:39That's not all.
00:40:40She volunteered
00:40:41at the mental health hotline
00:40:42just to steal your secrets
00:40:43and mock them online.
00:40:45Vivian is behind that blog?
00:40:46That's straight up psychological abuse!
00:40:48Speaking of abuse...
00:40:56I don't understand.
00:40:58I thought you liked me, Lou.
00:41:00I thought I did too.
00:41:01But that was only because
00:41:02you pretended to be Bella.
00:41:03You manipulated me,
00:41:05manipulated everyone
00:41:06into hating her.
00:41:08Now everyone know
00:41:09who you really are.
00:41:14You're sick, Vivian.
00:41:16Get her!
00:41:18Mom, help me!
00:41:20Dad!
00:41:21Mom!
00:41:39where did you find this told me he said the sweepers had already thrown it in the trash
00:41:46i spent the entire night sifting through the bottom of that fountain
00:41:49it was pouring rain that night watched my dignity get completely shredded and he just turned his
00:41:55back and walked away with vivian how do you do it ollie you always know exactly where it hurts
00:42:05the most because i've spent the last 10 years learning how to love you tonight is the starlight
00:42:12arch event i want to take you the franklin legend the arch where a midnight kiss means forever
00:42:19i don't believe in school legends but i believe in you i want to stand in front of everyone and
00:42:24make
00:42:24up for the tension of companionship i owe you
00:42:36every single one of these paper cranes has a message written inside they're the names of
00:42:39the listeners you helped on your podcast you thought you were fighting in the dark all alone
00:42:42but look at how many lives you lit up three had always told me i was too loud that i
00:42:46needed to
00:42:46tone myself down to fit his world but you you remind me that i am allowed to shine
00:42:51the countdown begins
00:42:54oh my god we're gonna kiss under the arch and it means forever
00:42:58ever if you don't want it always tell me to stop
00:43:03six
00:43:04up
00:43:05four
00:43:07three
00:43:08two
00:43:13stop
00:43:20bella wait
00:43:24lewin
00:43:25what are you doing here
00:43:26bella i made a mistake please can we talk broke her heart what's there to talk about
00:43:31are you out of your mind
00:43:33this cheap arch
00:43:34these pathetic scraps of paper
00:43:37is this what you want
00:43:38come back to me
00:43:39i can buy you the entire school
00:43:42lewin
00:43:43even now you still pricing love
00:43:45pricing me
00:43:48no
00:43:48hey
00:43:53i don't believe in legends
00:43:55but i believe that kiss means we're over
00:43:57leave
00:44:00notice nine
00:44:01oh come on
00:44:05don't touch him lewis this is between us
00:44:07please bella can we just talk privately i can explain
00:44:09there's nothing to explain
00:44:11you hid who you were
00:44:13pretended to be my friend
00:44:14all to chase after my sister
00:44:16only because i thought you were someone else
00:44:18i was wrong
00:44:19you're the one i love
00:44:20then why do you have my sister's initial tattooed on your chest
00:44:25oof
00:44:26he's cooked
00:44:26that was before i knew the truth
00:44:28i found the wrong girl
00:44:29i can get it removed
00:44:31you want it gone
00:44:31it's gone
00:44:32it's too late lou
00:44:34come on let's go
00:44:43oomg he's insane
00:44:50what the hell lewis
00:44:56i'll cut my heart out if you want me to bella
00:44:58just say the word
00:45:00i'll do anything for you bella
00:45:03i'll carve your name on my chest
00:45:07stop this right now
00:45:11one more chance
00:45:13one month
00:45:14i will make everything right
00:45:22okay
00:45:23one month's too long
00:45:24one week
00:45:27next week's spring break
00:45:29spend it with me
00:45:31if you still want to part ways after that
00:45:33i'll let you go
00:45:38so i finally kissed my first love
00:45:40i chased for two years
00:45:42after i decided to give up on him
00:45:47i
00:45:47i gotta go
00:45:49don't run bella
00:45:50admit it
00:45:51you still have feelings for me
00:45:53that's why you kissed me
00:45:55that was an accident
00:45:57i tripped
00:45:58i
00:46:01say what you want
00:46:03but i know you feel it too
00:46:04the chemistry doesn't lie
00:46:07please bella
00:46:08i've changed
00:46:10i promise
00:46:11i just can't trust you anymore
00:46:13lewis
00:46:13marry me
00:46:15what
00:46:16marry me and we'll be official forever
00:46:18my family doesn't believe in divorce
00:46:20you'll never have to doubt our love again
00:46:23that's your proposal
00:46:31i'm serious
00:46:32once you're an astra
00:46:34you'll always be an astra
00:46:35you'll never have to compete with another woman again
00:46:38you're so full of yourself lewis
00:46:40to think
00:46:41i could have been hanging out with my friends
00:46:43actually being happy
00:46:46but i gave that up to be here with you
00:46:51i'm out of here
00:46:55don't leave bella
00:46:56you promised me a week
00:46:58a week or a month
00:46:59it's all the same
00:47:00you just don't get it
00:47:02and you never will
00:47:05it's still the tattoo isn't
00:47:09i'll get it removed tonight
00:47:10there's a shop down the street
00:47:11i don't care about the tattoo
00:47:18was it the roses
00:47:19i'm sorry i should have remembered
00:47:20you don't like red roses
00:47:21what do you want
00:47:22lilies tulips
00:47:23you really are hopeless
00:47:24you think a tattoo
00:47:25or a bouquet of flowers
00:47:26can undo the years of hurt
00:47:27you've put me through
00:47:27don't you understand lew
00:47:28the damage is done
00:47:29wait don't go please
00:47:30i'll give you anything
00:47:31you want yale
00:47:31my dad golfs with the chancellor
00:47:32i can get you in
00:47:33what did i do wrong
00:47:33i just wanted to spend spring break with you
00:47:37it's always about what you want isn't it
00:47:39did you even stop to ask what i want
00:47:41i wanted to spend my spring break with my friends
00:47:49surprise
00:47:51alice
00:47:52jamie what are you doing here
00:47:59you thought we could do senior spring break without you
00:48:01girl when you didn't show up at the party
00:48:03we called oliver and he told us where you were
00:48:07he flew us out here
00:48:08said you missed having your friends
00:48:11you're so thoughtful
00:48:17these are for you
00:48:19did you pick those off the street
00:48:22funny you ask
00:48:23they're freshly picked for bella
00:48:24unlike the secondhand wilted roses you've got there
00:48:27you want to say that again to my face
00:48:28i said
00:48:28i got these flowers for bella
00:48:30because unlike you i'm serious about bella
00:48:33ollie
00:48:35he's not worth it
00:48:41this is going to be an interesting week
00:48:47you've been competing all afternoon
00:48:49volleyball
00:48:50dash
00:48:51ping pong
00:48:54let's just call it a tie all right
00:48:55i'm getting bored
00:48:57can we do something else
00:48:58no
00:48:59we must have a winner
00:49:02since none of the other contests proved anything
00:49:04let's settle it the simple way
00:49:06holding our breath underwater
00:49:07stay under longer you win
00:49:09got the guts
00:49:09suits me
00:49:10you should know i was national swim champion for three years
00:49:13you don't have a shot
00:49:14is this really necessary guys
00:49:19all right
00:49:20on your mark
00:49:21get set
00:49:22go
00:49:35no
00:49:36i can't let him win
00:49:46oliver
00:49:49oliver
00:49:49i won
00:49:51are you okay
00:49:54are you okay
00:49:58you're so childish lou
00:50:00you can't stand to lose so you shoved him
00:50:02you could have really hurt him
00:50:03who cares
00:50:04i won
00:50:05forget that loser
00:50:07let's go
00:50:18he seems so different from the crybaby next door i remember
00:50:22he's actually kind of hot
00:50:27bella
00:50:28what are you thinking about
00:50:32n-nothing
00:50:36just
00:50:37why do you let lewis bait you like that
00:50:39no wonder your son burned
00:50:43if i didn't burn
00:50:44if i didn't burn
00:50:44you wouldn't be putting aloe vera on me right now would you
00:50:47maybe i got a little competitive with lewis but
00:50:51i can't stand to see him hurt you
00:50:53you deserve better
00:50:56ollie
00:50:57ollie
00:51:05ollie
00:51:07back off
00:51:08she's not yours
00:51:14back off
00:51:16she's not yours
00:51:18let me go
00:51:20i'm not yours either if that's what you're implying
00:51:26i think you can just come in here and steal bella away
00:51:28you hardly know her
00:51:30oh and you do
00:51:32it's none of your business lewis
00:51:34i've been by bella's side for two years
00:51:36you're just a little rebound distraction
00:51:37the last two years
00:51:39bella told me they were the worst two years of her life
00:51:42say that again
00:51:44i said
00:51:45the last two years were the most pan
00:51:47enough
00:51:48i don't want to discuss it
00:51:51i never should have come here
00:51:53this is the worst spring break ever
00:51:55don't follow me
00:52:01bella?
00:52:06how did things get so messy?
00:52:13bella?
00:52:16bella?
00:52:25so hot
00:52:29bella?
00:52:38bella?
00:52:43No. Bella. No. Bella, wake up.
00:52:51Shh.
00:53:07No. Bella, wake up.
00:53:11Louie. Please be okay, Bella. There's so much I have to say to you. I'm so sorry for the pain
00:53:16I've put you through. I can't lose you again. I want to be by your side forever.
00:53:32Bella, you're awake. I was so worried. How are you feeling? I'm, I'm fine.
00:53:40Thank you for saving me. You can go now.
00:53:48All right. You don't want to see me. I'll go.
00:54:05Bella, you go to bed early last night? I texted you, but you didn't reply.
00:54:19Last night?
00:54:24If I tell them what happened, they'll know Louis spent the night in my room.
00:54:32Freshly brewed coffee?
00:54:36You need fresh juice, not caffeine, to replenish your energy.
00:54:49That's one gnarly love triangle.
00:54:59That's one gnarly love triangle.
00:55:00So, Bella, last night...
00:55:06Hello, Principal Adams?
00:55:07Hi, Bella. I've got some news. Given Vivian's, um, expulsion, the Media Arts Fellowship spot is yours if you want
00:55:13it.
00:55:13I can think of no one better for the program. Would you like to come back?
00:55:16As in come back to Wentworth? I, um, I, I'll, I'll think about it. I'm not ready to give up
00:55:20on that art program yet.
00:55:23But that means I have to go back to Wentworth, to the side of Louis.
00:55:34The Wentworth Media Arts Fellowship is perfect for you.
00:55:37You've been wanting this forever. This is your chance.
00:55:41Thank you, guys.
00:55:47That means I have to finish an art program by the end of the school year. I'm already behind. I
00:55:52have to work on it now.
00:56:03Dad, I need a favor. Bella, I'm going to do everything I can to help you achieve your dream.
00:56:11All right. Time for truth, dare, or kiss?
00:56:14I'll go first.
00:56:19Oh!
00:56:21Truth or dare?
00:56:25Truth.
00:56:28What's your worst failure ever?
00:56:31Was it yesterday when I beat you in the swimming pool?
00:56:34You didn't beat me. You cheated.
00:56:37But, I'll answer the question.
00:56:40The worst failure I had was in seventh grade.
00:56:42I asked a girl I liked out, and she wanted to walk across the Brooklyn Bridge to get pizza.
00:56:47But I was so scared of heights, I never made it across with her.
00:56:50I remember that day. I thought he ditched me.
00:56:53That's pathetic.
00:56:55I was taking girls on helicopter drives in middle school, scared of heights.
00:56:58Ha!
00:57:00Yes, it was a mistake.
00:57:02Ever since then, I told myself I'd be brave and go after what I want.
00:57:05Thankfully, I meet you again, Bella.
00:57:07Oh, my God!
00:57:11Stop showing off.
00:57:13Nobody asked you who your childhood crush was.
00:57:15You asked my worst failure.
00:57:18It was letting Belly go.
00:57:19No.
00:57:22I'll go next.
00:57:27Bella.
00:57:28Truth or dare?
00:57:33Dare.
00:57:35I dare you to make out with Oliver.
00:57:46Rule's a rule.
00:57:49Aww.
00:58:05This game sucks.
00:58:12This time, truth.
00:58:15How about, what's your biggest high school regret?
00:58:20I regret losing myself for two years chasing a boy, only to find out he was in love with my
00:58:25sister.
00:58:26If I could go back to the day I met him, I would never have approached him and asked him
00:58:30to be my guy.
00:58:31But that was in the past. I've let go of all that.
00:58:34Truth or dare, I choose truth!
00:58:36Bella, I regret the way I treated you.
00:58:39I regret mistaking your sister for you. I regret it all.
00:58:43I'm sorry, Bella. I really am.
00:58:45For all of it. I know you won't forgive me, but I want to make it up to you.
00:58:49I know how badly you want to go to Yale next year.
00:58:53What are you trying to pull?
00:58:54I talked to my dad and convinced him to make a big donation in your name to Yale.
00:58:59It'll guarantee you'll get in.
00:59:03You did what?
00:59:05It's what you want, isn't it?
00:59:07Then you don't have to worry about the rest of the year.
00:59:09You don't even have to finish that completely meaningless art program.
00:59:12You're already set.
00:59:13So you don't believe I can get in on my own?
00:59:17That's not what I meant.
00:59:18You think all the work I've done to get here is meaningless?
00:59:22My grades, my extracurriculars, my charity work, that without you I'll never achieve my dream?
00:59:28You are so full of yourself, Louis Astor.
00:59:31Just when I think you might be changing, you prove me wrong again.
00:59:34Tell your dad to take back the donation. I don't want it.
00:59:38Bella!
00:59:50Bella!
00:59:55Want to talk to me? Anything?
00:59:58Ollie, I'm so tired.
01:00:06I'm sorry, Bella.
01:00:08I know this isn't how you wanted to spend spring break.
01:00:10Do you think everything I do is meaningless too?
01:00:13Am I full for thinking I could get into Yale on my own merit?
01:00:17Not at all.
01:00:19You're the most driven, hard-working person I know.
01:00:22Yale would be lucky to have you. Anyone would.
01:00:29You know, the water is pretty nice.
01:00:33I don't have my swimsuit.
01:00:36That's okay.
01:00:47Feeling a little better?
01:00:49Feeling a little better?
01:00:55Just like that.
01:01:19I've never had sex.
01:01:22I like you, but I'm-
01:01:24You're not ready.
01:01:25That's okay.
01:01:27I don't want to rush either.
01:01:29We can take it slow.
01:01:39Oliver is just too perfect.
01:01:43Why did I wasted my years on Louis?
01:02:16No, stop!
01:02:18I've got you.
01:02:20No!
01:02:21Stop!
01:02:21Stop! Get away from her!
01:02:33I don't love you anymore too long.
01:02:36You threw me away.
01:02:38And now you have to watch someone else sleep me.
01:02:41You lost me.
01:02:43You lost me forever.
01:02:48You're not real!
01:02:51You're not real!
01:02:55You're not real!
01:02:59It was just a dream.
01:03:01It was just a dream.
01:03:02But it's going to be real if I don't stop it.
01:03:32I like that.
01:03:34It's a dream.
01:03:39It's a dream.
01:03:41It's a dream.
01:03:44I love you.
01:03:45I love you.
01:03:47I love you.
01:03:48I love you.
01:03:52He's touching her.
01:03:54He's going to kiss her again.
01:03:56I have to stop him.
01:04:00Lewis?
01:04:00What is your problem?
01:04:04Back off London.
01:04:05Get your hands off her.
01:04:06I was reaching for a mug, Aster.
01:04:08Are you hallucinating?
01:04:09Lewis, you are acting insane.
01:04:11He didn't even touch me.
01:04:14I can't deal with this right now.
01:04:15Don't act like a baby, Lewis.
01:04:27Here, let me help you.
01:04:28You need potassium.
01:04:33Want a bite of my sausage?
01:04:35It has more protein.
01:04:44You know what?
01:04:46I'm not hungry.
01:04:47I gotta work on my project.
01:04:56Okay, spill it.
01:04:57You've got two of the hottest guys on the eastern seaboard
01:05:00fighting over your breakfast.
01:05:04Seriously, Bella?
01:05:06Are you really completely unmoved by them?
01:05:08I mean, look at that.
01:05:31The past should stay in the past.
01:05:35I'll tear down the arrogant boy I was,
01:05:37just to build the man you actually want.
01:05:40I will win you back, Bella.
01:05:46Back in my familiar haunt.
01:05:48This time, I just want to be myself.
01:05:51Bella, welcome back.
01:05:53Wentworth is pleased to have our star student back.
01:05:59Bella, I'm really glad you came back.
01:06:01I came back for myself, not for anyone else.
01:06:04I hope you understand.
01:06:05I understand.
01:06:06Just know I'm here for you.
01:06:08I'll support you in any way I can.
01:06:13Is that Bella Rupert?
01:06:15She looks so different.
01:06:17I heard she cut ties with the Rupert family.
01:06:19She's paying her tuition with a scholarship now.
01:06:22What's that bitch doing back here?
01:06:24I've got to tell Vivian.
01:06:35Oops!
01:06:36My bad.
01:06:44You came back for your art program.
01:06:47Don't waste your time with drama.
01:06:50That's okay.
01:06:52I'd offer to pay you back for that outfit,
01:06:54but it looks cheap AF.
01:06:56Honestly, belongs in the trash.
01:07:04Take a good look, everyone.
01:07:06This is the real Queen Bee.
01:07:07She's got no daddy's money, no style, no riz, and no friends.
01:07:12Here.
01:07:12Let me help you wash up.
01:07:19Stop it!
01:07:24Should we do something?
01:07:28I don't want to get on Jennifer's bad side.
01:07:34Stop that!
01:07:39Stop that!
01:07:45Show's over, you cowards.
01:07:47You're all just gonna stand there and watch Bella get bullied?
01:07:49You should all be ashamed.
01:07:56Didn't expect it's Louis saving me now.
01:08:00I heard your dad stopped paying for your school.
01:08:02If you need money for clothes, I can take you shopping.
01:08:04No, it's okay.
01:08:05It's just a little spill.
01:08:06I can clean it up myself.
01:08:22What?
01:08:23Bella's back?
01:08:24And she's with Louis?!
01:08:26She got me kicked out of Wentworth and turned Louis against me.
01:08:30I'm going to get her back.
01:08:39Bella looks good as well in plane without any luxuries.
01:08:43Why didn't I pay more attention to her in the past?
01:08:51We have a new transfer student joining our class today.
01:08:57Oliver?!
01:09:12Wow, he's so handsome! What a cutie!
01:09:20Huh. Doesn't this guy look like the one Bella was rumored with after she transferred?
01:09:25No way! Did he transfer just for Bella?
01:09:29Awesome.
01:09:30Can't shake off this rival.
01:09:32Hi everyone, I'm Oliver.
01:09:36Looking forward to meeting you all.
01:09:49Hey.
01:09:53Let me help you with those books.
01:09:54Do you want to grab a bite to eat?
01:09:57I'm fine. Thank you.
01:10:01Wait.
01:10:03I've got to work on my project.
01:10:06Maybe we can all get food another time.
01:10:19Sister!
01:10:21It's been too long. I missed you.
01:10:24You shouldn't be here.
01:10:26I came to apologize, sissy.
01:10:29I thought you'd be happy to see me.
01:10:31I don't need your empty apologies.
01:10:34Move aside, I've got work to do.
01:10:41Don't be so cruel, Bella.
01:10:43I know I hurt you, but I've changed.
01:10:46Let go, you're hurting me, Bella.
01:10:48I know ever since I came home, Dad hasn't cared about you.
01:10:53You had to work at some burger joint just to pay for school and living.
01:10:57And seriously, what is that herious outfit you're wearing right now?
01:11:18So Bella was faking having money before, huh?
01:11:21Yeah.
01:11:22Looks like she's been out of favor for a while, but still tried to act like the queen.
01:11:28Sis!
01:11:30You've been poor all these years, but that was never my intention.
01:11:34Please!
01:11:35Clean my name! Let me come back to school!
01:11:57Who's that with Louie? He's even hotter than Lou.
01:12:04Oh my gosh, Bella, are you okay? I didn't mean to-
01:12:16Thank you for saving my sister, Louis.
01:12:21Don't touch me.
01:12:23Didn't I tell you never to step foot at Wetworth again?
01:12:27I came to apologize to Bella.
01:12:33She doesn't need your apologies, she needs you to stay away from her.
01:12:40Listen up. You guys remember Vivian, right? The scammer?
01:12:44Did you know she stole Bella's family from her and took away the one thing Bella's dying mother left for
01:12:48her?
01:12:50So Vivian was the real bully this whole time.
01:12:53It's not my fault her mother died!
01:12:55Her father married mother, of course he loves me more!
01:13:00This slap is for my late mother.
01:13:06I may not be the designer label Bella Rupert I used to be, but let me tell you.
01:13:10Even in a cheap plaid shirt, I am not beneath any of you.
01:13:17You wanna come back to school?
01:13:19Fine. I couldn't care less.
01:13:23Go Queen V!
01:13:30I'm not gonna let you get away with this, Bella.
01:13:48I'm gonna write a play to bring the stories from my podcast to life.
01:13:53Oh!
01:13:55Good call. I can help you.
01:13:57Bella.
01:13:59I don't need anyone's help, Louis. Especially yours.
01:14:04I really just wanna help you.
01:14:05I wouldn't pull any strings to help you cheat this time.
01:14:08I don't really believe it.
01:14:10Just give me some space and let me think in peace.
01:14:22Third time already!
01:14:24This has got to be Vivian sabotaging us.
01:14:27At this rate, no one's ever gonna sign up for our play.
01:14:31Bella, don't let this get to you.
01:14:32They're just shallow jerks!
01:14:34It's fine. I don't need anyone else to prove my worth anymore.
01:14:37We'll find another way.
01:14:39Hey guys! Come join my drama club!
01:14:41If you're interested, check it out!
01:14:53Hey! Come try out for the school play!
01:14:55Anyone who comes in for auditions gets a hug from either me or Oliver.
01:14:59Your choice.
01:15:09Oh!
01:15:14They actually did this all for me?
01:15:17I was gonna sign up anyway, but this does sweeten the deal.
01:15:29Bella! Look! Everyone wants to be in your play.
01:15:33Don't tell me this was your idea, Ollie.
01:15:35Actually, it was Luis's idea.
01:15:37He got the basketball team on board and I put the dance party together.
01:15:40And the cookies.
01:15:44I don't know what happened to get you guys working together, but I like it.
01:15:51Maybe Luis really changed.
01:15:57Nice work.
01:16:03I can't believe Luis and Oliver would do that for her.
01:16:09Bella, I swear I'll make sure you never get this show off the ground.
01:16:23Break a leg. Your secret.
01:16:27Admire.
01:16:29I wonder who it's from.
01:16:38It's so nice of Bella to pay for such extravagant meals all weekend long.
01:16:41We'll have a good show tonight, right?
01:16:43Woo!
01:16:56That's right! Go, Wes!
01:16:58Bella, I'm gonna humiliate you in front of all the people you care about.
01:17:04Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay, where your secret's safe with me and our listeners.
01:17:09Let's take the first caller.
01:17:13Hello? Caller? Are you there?
01:17:16I'm calling to say I'm going to be sick.
01:17:21Sick.
01:17:33Um...
01:17:40Oh, that's disgusting.
01:17:48Close the curtain!
01:17:54Bella! Look! My hand looks so funny in the lights!
01:18:01What?
01:18:03What? What is going on?
01:18:07I'm gonna be sick.
01:18:15What happened?
01:18:18What?
01:18:20I'm gonna be sick.
01:18:21Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
01:18:30What should we do, Bella?
01:18:35Someone's trying to sabotage this play.
01:18:39Shhh.
01:18:41What's going on? Is the show happening or not?
01:18:46this place sucks i'm leaving
01:18:52this is ridiculous this is absurd
01:18:59we gotta do something i'm so sorry everyone we can't do the play like this
01:19:06i'll go out and tell the audience we're postponing wait
01:19:14don't give up bella but there's not enough actors to go on
01:19:19we've watched every rehearsal we know the lines let us perform with you
01:19:26you want to perform with me your podcast saved my life you encourage me to share my story at
01:19:32my lowest moment let me help you share yours now bella let him do it
01:19:43okay alice get lewith and oliver into costume i'll call the school nurse and get the audience back in
01:19:48their seats okay this place sucks whoever put it on should be punished
01:20:00ladies and gentlemen we apologize for the delay there's been a technical difficulty
01:20:04but it's sorted out now if you'll take your seats we can begin again
01:20:08that's the hot new transfer oliver is he in the play too i'll stay for that
01:20:27hello i'd like to share my story with you
01:20:35thank you so much everyone wow that was really great
01:20:42miss bella ruber you're under arrest for possession and distribution of illegal substances
01:20:49what
01:20:52now this just got interesting it's true i saw bella drugging those cupcakes before giving one to
01:20:57everyone in her cast no wonder the actors got sick vivian it's you again bella explain yourself
01:21:07look her whole cast is high as a bird as you all know we have zero tolerance policy for drugs
01:21:14and
01:21:14alcohol at wentworth we'll be dealing with this immediately alice wait
01:21:25all right miss rupert you're coming with me
01:21:29this isn't bella's fault it's mine
01:21:34mr aston what are you talking about
01:21:43i ordered the food not bella she had nothing to do with it me too it was our idea if
01:21:51anyone got
01:21:51sick from eating the food it's our fault don't blame bella she had no idea don't listen to them
01:21:56bella must have been sleeping with them to get them on their side
01:22:00just shut your filthy lying mouth vivian i'm not letting you frame me or shame me for anything i
01:22:07didn't do
01:22:11i have proof that bella was framed i got the security footage from this afternoon
01:22:31the person in the video is in a disguise for all we know that's bella herself pretending to be
01:22:36someone else it was you your nails match the delivery person in the video perfectly
01:22:42it was you your nails match the delivery person in the video perfectly this is unfair you have proof
01:22:49it was me
01:22:54i think we have enough proof miss rupert all right let's go to my office vivian
01:23:17what a show i feel like i know so much more about bella now i'm inspired to create something too
01:23:24she's so brave miss rupert i was really impressed today i work with admissions at yale we'd love to
01:23:31schedule an interview with you
01:23:37my dream is coming true
01:23:51it's time to finally close the book on my own terms
01:24:04you texted i came as fast as i could i thought i hoped you wanted to see me
01:24:13sit down lou
01:24:17bella i have replayed every mistake in my head a million times
01:24:21i was arrogant i was stupid i was a boy playing with a diamond too blind to realize what i
01:24:28held
01:24:28until i threw it away please give me one more chance let me follow you to yale i'll drop my
01:24:36family's entire legacy if i have to let me spend the next four years in college proving i can be
01:24:42the
01:24:42man you actually deserve i will make up for everything
01:24:51you don't owe me a debt lewis
01:24:54and my heart is in a ledger waiting for a payment
01:25:02i'm not angry at you anymore lou i really am not but you loved me you loved me so much
01:25:10i did and i don't regret those two years i loved deeply i fought bravely and i had moments of
01:25:21real
01:25:22genuine happiness just looking at you but i'm released from it now the world is so massive
01:25:29and there are so many more beautiful things waiting for me to pursue
01:25:40so that's really it i lost you for good
01:25:47is it oliver are you choosing him over me maybe it is oliver maybe we'll date and we'll navigate
01:25:56the world together or maybe we'll break up in a year i might fall in love again and i might
01:26:02get
01:26:02my heart broken again in new haven but whoever it is and whatever happens i will never stop moving
01:26:10forward i am looking ahead lewis and i hope you do too you know you're always so much more mature
01:26:21than
01:26:21me you always had this blinding light even when i was too stupid and tried to dim it
01:26:32i'm glad i met you bella i'm glad i was lucky enough to be loved by you even if i
01:26:37ruined it
01:26:40you are still my savior
01:26:46i'm glad i met you too lewis
01:26:53goodbye goodbye
01:26:54goodbye bella rubert the one that got away
01:27:06i like it yeah it's good
01:27:11we did it queen bee yale is going to bow down to you i used to think that giving your
01:27:16whole heart to
01:27:16someone and getting it shattered was the most terrifying thing in the world i thought the pain
01:27:20would destroy me
01:27:25ready for the real world queen bee i've been in the real world this whole time ollie now i'm just
01:27:29taking over but i was wrong loving fully isn't scary getting hurt isn't the end of the world
01:27:37what is truly terrifying is losing yourself trying to fit into someone else's shadow
01:27:43but as long as you remember to choose yourself you will always wear the crown
01:27:50keep shining girls
01:27:52you
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