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Moon Regret New 20 Eps
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00:00I stay in this wild, unfamiliar world, all for Kyle.
00:04I farmed, hunted with the tribe, and mastered the art of making fire.
00:08I poured all my skills into the Shadow Mane tribe,
00:11taught them to farm and store grain,
00:13to survive and multiply in the icy wilderness,
00:15and personally raised Kale to the position of chief.
00:19Long before you became the chieftain, I made it clear to you,
00:22I would never bear children within this tribe.
00:25I don't care about children.
00:26What matters is that Elyra stays by my side.
00:38Kale!
00:42Elyra, her name is Lila.
00:46She was bullied by a rival tribe, and I saved her on the way.
00:49By tribal rules, an injured outsider female must be temporarily sheltered by the chief.
00:55She has no home to return to.
00:57I cannot abandon her.
01:00Once Lila recovers,
01:03I will send her to the safe rabbit tribe.
01:08I thought this was just an ordinary shelter,
01:10but I never imagined that after Lila recovered,
01:13she refused to leave,
01:14and Kale never mentioned sending her away again.
01:17Since then, every night,
01:20their intimate sounds Elysko from the next stone house.
01:25The promised day of departure is near.
01:33Here we go again.
01:41Don't touch me.
01:46Elyra, you're throwing a fit at me again.
01:49It's just a matter of reproduction.
01:52Why do you keep clinging to this?
01:54You are my only mate in name.
02:00When Lila gives birth next spring, I will send her away.
02:02That way I can explain to the tribe.
02:05Stop being willful.
02:06We will raise the child together then,
02:08and he will only recognize you as his mother.
02:15And this scene has played out every day since he brought Lila back to the tribe.
02:19I have lived in this fictional alien world for three years.
02:24It's backward and cold,
02:26completely unfit for living.
02:28If I hadn't met Kale,
02:29I would never miss the full moon night and stayed here.
02:34And as the bravest warrior in the tribe,
02:38Kale once gave me the most sincere response.
02:45But he broke his vow after all and betrayed me.
02:52Elyra,
02:53thank you.
02:55No matter whether you have a pregnancy or not,
02:57I, Kale,
02:58only have you as my newing for the rest of my life.
03:00I accept it,
03:01even if we have no offspring.
03:12A tainted heart.
03:14I want it no longer.
03:16The full moon night is coming.
03:24Elyra,
03:24I didn't mean to.
03:26I just wanted to help you.
03:28I didn't expect the seedlings would all die
03:30if I watered them a little too much.
03:42Elyra,
03:43can you not even retolerate Laya?
03:46Did you actually see what I did to her?
03:48Or can your eyes only see the truth you imagine?
03:55They're just a few seedlings.
03:57Lila meant well.
03:57Don't go too far.
04:01Just a few seedlings?
04:02With those words,
04:03he denied all my efforts.
04:06Before I came here,
04:07the tribe survived only by hunting.
04:09Untreated beast meat at every meal
04:11made the tribe's people suffer from frequent diarrhea and illness.
04:14I found the vegetable seeds and taught them to farm,
04:16slowly changing everything.
04:17I am not one of you.
04:18That's why Kale was supported as chief by the tribe's people.
04:21But now,
04:22he dismisses these seedlings
04:24and blindly defends Lila,
04:25who is in the wrong.
04:28Kale,
04:28my stomach hurts so much.
04:31Kale was never a thoughtful person.
04:33These gentle gestures,
04:34he learned little by little from me after being with me.
04:37When I was uncomfortable before,
04:38he would always stay by my side.
04:40But now,
04:41he gives all his tenders to another woman.
04:44I'll take Lila to the shaman.
04:46You...
04:47I hurt too,
04:48Kale.
04:51Blood.
04:52The last trace of attachment to Kale in my heart
04:55completely dissipate at this moment.
05:01She's pregnant!
05:06She has the strongest pregnancy mole in the tribe.
05:09She conceived a cub in just a few days.
05:13Congratulations, chief.
05:14You can prepare to welcome the child.
05:17So Kale wants a child this badly.
05:21All these years,
05:22I've been secretly using herbs to avoid pregnancy,
05:25never wanting to conceive a child in this world.
05:27In this world,
05:28every female has a red crescent birthmark.
05:31The brighter the mark,
05:32the stronger the fertility.
05:34But I'm a modern human.
05:35I don't have this mark at all.
05:37And I'm seen as an outsider,
05:39a defective.
05:40I never told Kaylee the truth.
05:41Once,
05:42I was foolish enough to think
05:44maybe I could do it for Kale.
05:48This child came at the worst possible time.
05:56She was severely frightened
05:57and has a weak constitution.
05:59She must rest well.
06:01According to tribal rules,
06:03I know what she means.
06:04Every cub in the tribe is a treasure.
06:07When a female in the family is pregnant,
06:09other women must help care for her.
06:11But she can't bring herself to say it.
06:14I brought farming and vitality to the tribe.
06:17And I'm deeply respected by the clansmen.
06:20No one has the heart to ask me to condescent
06:22to serve another female.
06:25It's fine.
06:26Ilyra can do it.
06:27This is her child, too.
06:28She has no reason to refuse.
06:29He actually wants me to take care of Lila?
06:33I refuse.
06:35What did you say?
06:37Ilari, this is our child, too.
06:38How can you be so...
06:39He is not my child!
06:43Kale, is a child that important?
06:46What did you promise me when you begged me to stay by your side?
06:52I forgot.
06:53Kale and I were never from the same world.
06:55He was raised with the idea of continuing the bloodline.
06:57How could he ever change for me?
06:58I was so stupid to want to stay in this world forever for him.
07:01I'm not stupid anymore.
07:02Kale, it's okay.
07:04Ilyra has done so much for the tribe.
07:07I'm just a wandering female.
07:10I don't deserve this.
07:11I'll give birth to the child and leave quietly.
07:14If you refuse to care for her,
07:16then leave this place.
07:20Where do you want me to move to?
07:22The Chief Stonehouse is the safest residence in the tribe,
07:25and there are no vacant stonehouses in the tribe now.
07:27Is he going to drive me away?
07:30Yes, Kale, there are no vacant stonehouses in the tribe now,
07:33and Ilari still needs to take care of the tribe's farmland.
07:36Where can she go?
07:37I remember there are a few vacant stonehouses on the mountain.
07:40But those are...
07:44That's where the helpless, lone beasts go.
07:46Kale is going to abandon me completely.
07:49It's only temporary.
07:51After Lai gives birth, I'll pick you up, but if you're willing...
07:53Okay.
07:55I mean, if you're willing to stay and take care of Lila, you won't have to...
07:59I'll live on the mountain.
08:02Help me move my luggage tonight.
08:08Ilyra, why won't you back down from me just once?
08:12I don't want to back down again and again.
08:15This is my bottom line, Kale.
08:21Ilyra, the road down the mountain is not easy.
08:24From now on, I'll send food up in fixed amounts.
08:27After Lila gives birth, I'll pick you up.
08:30It's been three days since I moved to the mountain.
08:33Kale only sent fixed food on the first day.
08:36He wanted to approach me, but I refused firmly,
08:39and finally went down the mountain with a dark face.
08:43Since then, I haven't seen him again.
08:46The grass basket for food is already empty.
08:50Maybe he forgot.
08:52Maybe he was held back by Lila.
08:55Yes.
08:55The firewood in the corner is damp,
08:57and I don't even have the strength to make a fire.
09:01Tonight is the full moon night.
09:03Due to long-term contraception,
09:06this pregnancy is extremely difficult.
09:08Plus, the temperature on the mountain
09:10is several times lower than at the foot of the mountain.
09:12I'm afraid I can't keep this child.
09:16I actually abandoned my family
09:18who loved me deeply for a man,
09:20staying in this destillate and cold alien world.
09:30Fine.
09:31Go away, child.
09:33Kale doesn't deserve to be your father.
09:35And I'm going home.
09:45Kale?
09:46What's wrong?
09:48I...
09:53Kale?
09:54What name should we give our child when he's born?
09:56If it's a boy, I want to name him Luna.
09:59If it's a girl...
10:00Luna.
10:00Luna?
10:01Let's name her Isla.
10:10Chief!
10:11Chief!
10:11Something terrible has happened!
10:15Chief's wife.
10:17She...
10:18disappeared.
10:19appeared.
10:24Kale!
10:31Kale!
10:32Impossible!
10:33This is impossible!
10:39Shaman!
10:43Tell me, what kind of blood is this?
10:50Say.
10:51It's blood from a miscarriage.
11:06Let's all disperse.
11:10Did Elira leave?
11:12Where did she go?
11:14Silly boy, where else can she go but home?
11:17Didn't they say she can't go back?
11:19That's all to comfort the chief.
11:21The chief is probably completely crazy now.
11:25Elira, do you want an apple?
11:34These three years, I was trapped in another world, and my parents turned their hair white looking for me.
11:39Even the police gave up, but they never believed it, sold all their family appity, and looked for me for
11:45three whole years.
11:46Here, Elira.
11:49Elira, does it hurt somewhere? Stomach discomfort? Don't cry, don't cry. Mom will call the right of way.
11:55A few days ago, I appeared in my bedroom covered in blood.
11:59My parents just froze for a moment, then sent me to the hospital immediately.
12:02After I woke up, they didn't ask anything, pretended nothing happened, and took care of me by the bed all
12:08day.
12:09I don't feel any pain, Mom.
12:11Tell Mom, if you feel uncomfortable, don't hold it in.
12:14I know these days that my parents refused the police's statement for me.
12:17They think I was traumatized after being abducted.
12:21Don't want to pierce my pain, so pretend nothing is wrong.
12:24Don't cry, I don't hurt at all.
12:26Mom, I really missed you.
12:31I'm a complete fool to abandon my parents who love me the most for Kale.
12:36Elira, send a message when you go out.
12:39It's been so long, Mom. Just rest assured.
12:43Remember to call if something happens. Come back early.
12:51It's been a year since I was discharged from the hospital.
12:55My parents have kept a close eye on me, and I rarely go out alone to reassure them.
13:00But I can't stay at home forever.
13:02It's time to let them let go of their worries slowly.
13:06People come and go on the street.
13:09I feel like a lifetime away.
13:10The three years living in another world have faded many of memories,
13:14and everything modern is particularly fresh to me.
13:21Wow, what a handsome man!
13:23Is he finally dressed like that for film?
13:25How could it be Kale?
13:26How did he get here?
13:44How did you get here?
13:47Hilara!
13:50My heart is irritable. I can't wait to turn around and leave immediately.
13:55But reason tells me that if I leave him alone,
13:58he will cause trouble later, and I will be the one with a headache.
14:01Fine. I don't care how you got here.
14:03Don't let me see you again.
14:05Wait here. I'll be right back.
14:07Compared to before, Kale is much thinner now.
14:10I don't know what he has been through this year,
14:13but it has nothing to do with me anymore.
14:23Put these on first.
14:24Go back where you came from.
14:36Hilara!
14:37Don't go! Please!
14:38I've regretted every moment this year.
14:41I'm sorry to you.
14:43Sorry to our child.
14:46I don't beg you to forgive me.
14:48Just don't drive me away, okay?
14:50I'm here to atone for you.
14:53No need for atonement.
14:55Everyone has an unpassable past,
14:57but I no longer care about you or everything in the other world.
15:04Hilara, don't care nothing about me.
15:06Hate me, okay? Just hate me.
15:08If you want to vent, hit me.
15:10I won't dodge. Really, not at all.
15:17Honey!
15:22Hilara, what are you doing here?
15:28You bastard!
15:35Kale is a lion tribe warrior.
15:36Powerful in skill.
15:37Cousin is no match for him.
15:38Fighting will only suffer in vain.
15:40Kale knows what honey means.
15:42When we were intimate before,
15:43I always called him that in his ear.
15:45He's curious and asked.
15:46I told him my exclusive name for love I most disorname.
15:49You bum!
15:50If I see you again, I'll call the police to arrest you!
15:54Honey, let's go home.
15:56Our son is waiting for us.
16:05Since then, Kale never appeared in front of my eyes.
16:08I thought I would never see him again in my life.
16:11I understand instantly.
16:14Kyle has been staying near my home, never leaving.
16:22Ilyra!
16:23Stripped of animal hides in the halo of Chief,
16:26he wears a faded undershirt and a construction site safety helmet.
16:30Except being extra strong, he is no different from an ordinary worker.
16:33My heartbeat is steady.
16:35No pain.
16:36No itch.
16:37No more waves.
16:39Ilyra, people here told me that if you want to be together,
16:42you need a ring.
16:45I don't mean anything else.
16:47I know you're married here and have children.
16:48I just want to give this to you.
16:51Ilyra, if you want, I don't mind you're married.
16:53You can just take me as a companion.
16:56Kale, I'm not like you.
16:58I have only one true heart.
16:59I can't split it into two.
17:03Stop dreaming.
17:04Kale, do you know how annoying and disgusting you look now?
17:07You should have stayed in that world and raised your child well with Lila,
17:10then I would have respected you a little more.
17:11Never appear in front of me again.
17:14Otherwise, do you believe I'll disappear from your eyes again?
17:21No more children.
17:22Never again.
17:23I've cut everything off with my own hands.
17:26I will only have our children with Elyra.
17:44That was three years ago, right after I taught Kale to carve words on animal bones with flint.
17:50He stayed up three nights carving stroke by stroke by the bonfire.
17:57This is the sacred object worn by husbands and wives in the Shadow Mane tribe.
18:03Once Elyra puts it on, she will be mine forever.
18:11Now things have changed.
18:12In just four short years, it feels like a lifetime apart.
18:16There is not a single ripple in my heart.
18:18No hatred, no resentment, not even a faint stir.
18:22It's like reading a story written by a stranger that has nothing to do with me.
18:27Elyra, freshly cut mangoes, your favorite maverit.
18:34Mom, why did you come in without knocking?
18:36I knocked, you just didn't hear.
18:42Is it something from over there?
18:44Something sent by an irrelevant person.
18:46It's nothing.
18:49But Nibra, this is your Jai.
18:53When you're Bob and what is there, no one can a bill anymore.
18:55No one can a game or anymore.
18:57Mom, actually, I still have nightmares sometimes.
19:02I dream I'm still in that cold stone house, my lower admin throbbing with pain.
19:06But every time I open my eyes, I see you sitting by my bed, your eyes bloodshot.
19:11I wasted three years over there for a man, hurt my body and broke my heart, almost lost my life.
19:16Mom, I know. I've let it go long ago, really.
19:18Look at me, I'm fine now.
19:19My studio's about to open and soon I'll make a lot of money to support you and Dad.
19:22Who needs you to support us?
19:24As long as you're safe and sound, that's better than anything.
19:29Way to go, Elyra.
19:31A year ago, you were a girl fresh out of the hospital who was too scared to even leave the
19:34house,
19:35and now you're a big boss.
19:37Well, I have to thank you, cousin.
19:39If you hadn't stepped up and acted in that play for me last time,
19:41I never would have gotten rid of that trouble.
19:43Speaking of which, has that man bothered you again?
19:47I was working at the construction site a while back,
19:49and I heard there's a guy who's been wandering around here like a lost soul,
19:52asking everyone about a girl named Elyra.
19:54Elyra, he's huge, covered in scars.
19:57Scary as hell.
20:00I know. That's Kale.
20:01He never really left.
20:03Ever since I used you as a shield and yelled honey to get rid of him in that alley,
20:06he's been hiding him where I can't see him, watching me secretly.
20:08More than once on my way home from work, I felt a burning gaze on my back.
20:12But when I turn around, there's only the bustling crowd.
20:14Nothing there.
20:15Elyra, did you know this all along?
20:16Why didn't you tell me? What if he hurts you?
20:19He can't hurt me.
20:20He feels so guilty about what he did that he'd never lay a finger on me.
20:23He'll just keep atoning for his unforgivable sins in his own self-righteous way.
20:28All those thick, overlapping scars on his arms,
20:31fresh ones, faded ones, aren't from fights?
20:33He carved every single one into himself.
20:37Everyone back in the tribe says he lost his mind,
20:39completely snapped after he came down from that stone house on the mountain.
20:43He'd stay up till the dead of night, slashing his arms with broken glass,
20:47muttering my name over and over, and the name of our baby that never got to be born.
20:55The old shaman who crossed over with Kale told me all this.
21:04Lady, I'm so sorry.
21:06It's all my fault.
21:07I should have stopped the chief back then.
21:10You never should have had to go through all that pain.
21:13Please, get up.
21:14The floor's cold.
21:16Let's sit down and talk, okay?
21:17Have a seat.
21:19What happened to the Shadow Mane tribe after I left?
21:22The night you left, the full moon night,
21:24the chief tore through that stone house on the mountain like a madman.
21:28He clung to that pool of blood from your miscarriage
21:30and cried so hard he could barely breathe.
21:32He camped out on that mountain for three straight days and nights.
21:35No food, no water, wouldn't listen to anyone.
21:37Three days and nights, no food, no water.
21:39He wouldn't leave.
21:40The warriors finally had to carry him down, kicking and screaming.
21:44After that, he was never the same.
21:46In front of the whole tribe, he handed the baby to the oldest elder,
21:50his voice colder than ice.
21:51This child will be raised by the tribe to Guy Kale will only ever have Alera as my mate.
21:56I will only ever claim the children she bears.
21:58Lila lost it right then and there, screaming and lunging at him,
22:02but he just pushed her away gently.
22:04The elders chewed him out for going against the tribe's most sacred law of reproduction
22:10and banded together to strip him of his chief title.
22:14He didn't care about being chief at all.
22:17Every day, he'd just hold that blood-stained animal hide you left behind,
22:22sit in front of the stone wall,
22:24trace over those symbols you drew with animal blood,
22:26and mutter your name over and over.
22:28He was locked up there for six months.
22:30Every single day, he'd study those symbols.
22:35Then, on the full moon night a year ago,
22:38that bone ring you left on the stone bed suddenly glowed bright white,
22:41wrapping the whole stone house in light.
22:44When the tribesmen broke down the door, the place was empty.
22:47Nothing left but those blood-covered symbols covering the walls.
22:50I know.
22:51I got caught up in that white light, too, and ended up here.
22:56Lady, the chief, he really knows he messed up.
23:00He says he doesn't beg for your forgiveness.
23:02All he wants is to be able to watch over you.
23:16Shaman, you've got it wrong.
23:17He's not clinging to me, never has been.
23:19He's linked you to his own.
23:20He's clinging to her guilt and that stupid regret
23:22he only feels now that he's lost everything.
23:25None of this can be fixed with a simple I'm sorry.
23:30Shaman, go back and tell him this.
23:32There's no atoning for what he did.
23:34What he owes me, what he owes our baby, what he owes my parents,
23:37he can never pay it back.
23:38Not in this life, not in the next.
23:40Tell him to stop following me around
23:42and stop doing all these useless things.
23:44The only way he can make this right
23:45is to disappear from my life completely
23:47and never come back.
24:01I never did throw this ring away in the end.
24:03Not because I still care about him or anything.
24:07But it reminds me that once...
24:10I lost myself for someone who wasn't worth it.
24:13Almost lost my life too.
24:15And it reminds me that for any girl,
24:17the people you should love most in this life
24:19are always yourself and your family.
24:23All the old ghosts and broken dreams
24:26are gone with the waves.
24:29From now on,
24:30across mountains and seas,
24:33I live only for myself.
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