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00:00I'm a sex addict. Right now I'm in bed touching my overly sensitive body as my
00:06favorite toy brings me pleasure. I got a little too rough and ended up hurting
00:12myself down there with the little device. That's why I had to go to the clinic for
00:17an examination, only to find out that my therapist is Custon, the ex-boyfriend I
00:25dumped five years ago. Any recent sexual activity? My face burned. Yes. Confessing
00:32this to my ex took serious courage. I felt his fingers examining me, feather
00:37light, almost like a caress. My body has always been dangerously sensitive, even
00:43flat on the examination table. The slightest touch was enough to make me
00:48tremble. Multiple times? Yes, multiple times. Honestly, being a romance novelist is
00:59high-pressure work and inspiration doesn't come cheap. Whenever I ran dry, I turned
01:03to a few trusty old friends, not men, but those damn little toys. It's a minor
01:11abrasion. You need to apply the ointment daily and no alcohol. And for one month,
01:19no sex or masturbation. Doctor's orders.
01:25That night, I went to a private alumni party hosted by my college. Looking at
01:31them brought everything back. My college years with Custon. Back then, Custon was
01:35the team's quarterback and I was the assistant. At first, we constantly clashed
01:40over strategy, but Custon loved getting under my skin. His favorite prank? Switching
01:46my soda for vodka, just to watch me get tipsy. Unexpectedly, we went from rivals to
01:52lovers. He became my boyfriend and I became the girl every woman on campus envied.
01:58But in the end, we broke up. I had assumed Custon wouldn't show up tonight, but he did.
02:06He walked toward me. My nerves kicked in. And I reached for a drink to steady myself, only
02:13for the glass to be taken right out of my hand. Already forgot your doctor's orders? Or
02:19does your therapist need to give you some hands-on discipline?
02:26My cousin Jack picked me up right after practice. Every girl in the room immediately got curious
02:32about the new guy. Is that your new boyfriend, Sienna? Wait, is he a football player? Oh my
02:39God, introduce us right now! My ex and my new guy in the same room. To them, this was peak
02:44drama. A solid week of Instagram group chat gossip material. I glanced at Custon. His jaw
02:52was locked. Eyes pitch black. He was gripping his glasses so hard, his knuckles were white.
02:59What was his problem? It had been five freaking years. There's no way he was actually jealous
03:04of the new guy, right? All right, ladies. Show's over. I'm taking my favorite girl out of here. Come
03:10on, Sienna. Night, everyone. In the car, Jack wouldn't shut up about Custon. He'd already connected
03:19the dots. Custon was the ex who wrecked me five years ago. Wait, how the hell did you know? He
03:24literally didn't say a word to you. Please. He looked ready to tear me apart. Trust me,
03:31Sienna. He's still in love with you. Back at my apartment, I had just slipped into
03:38my silk robe. The doorbells started going crazy. Custon stood outside, eyes sharp for the predator's
03:47hunger. Moving like a wolf in the dark, he breached my space, pinning me against the wall
03:53with terrifying force. So your new guy just drops you off and disappears? Does he even give
03:59a shit that you're hurt? He doesn't fucking deserve to take care of you. Dr. Custon,
04:06I don't think that's part of the treatment.
04:09He kissed me like a starving man. I knew he was drunk. I was intoxicated. My body melted
04:17into that forbidden high. Years of feigned indifference fractured deep inside, and every
04:22ounce of my control snapped. The addiction I fought so hard to bury was flaring back to life
04:28because of this man. I knew this rush too well. Five years ago, on countless nights, every
04:35shattering climax had been his to give. He had my body memorised. Every single touch had
04:41exactly the right spots.
04:43Your body still remembers this feeling, doesn't it?
04:50I was still drowning in the heat when reality slapped me awake. He had cheated on me.
04:56Get off! Back the hell off!
05:00Why are you rejecting me? Sienna, why did you break up with me back then?
05:06Because other men actually know how to satisfy me.
05:10Leave. And don't come back.
05:14It was a lie, but it was all I had left to protect my pride. All I wanted was to
05:19wound
05:19the man who had once wounded me.
05:22Custon was the college football star, the golden boy who girls threw themselves at.
05:27Queen B. Blair once stopped him with a gift in her hands.
05:31Hey, I'm Blair. You're pretty cute.
05:33You should take me out sometime.
05:36I already have a girlfriend. Sienna's my girl.
05:39Furious over the rejection, Blair used her Instagram fame to destroy me,
05:44turning campus rumours into a full-blown cyberbullying campaign.
05:50Sienna is absolute trash. She throws herself at every guy on campus.
05:55And her writing? Please.
05:58Everyone knows she's sleeping with the professors for inspiration.
06:01As if the cyberbullying wasn't enough, scrolling through Instagram delivered the final blow.
06:08A post from Blair proving Custon's betrayal.
06:12Can't thank Dr. Custon enough for his gentle, special treatment.
06:19My boyfriend was examining the woman who had been bullying me.
06:23Furious, I sent Custon a breakup text and blocked him immediately.
06:27When he found me, I was sitting in a coffee shop with another guy.
06:31Seeing me laugh with that boy shattered Custon. He looked shocked and hurt.
06:36Say hello to my new boyfriend.
06:38That's what I told him.
06:40In reality, the guy was just a classmate discussing a group project with me.
06:44After we broke up, I never loved anyone again.
06:47I relied on fiction and toys for comfort until it became a sick obsession.
06:52I opened my drawer and stared at my collection.
06:55I reached for my go-to, boyfriend number two, for a quick fix.
06:59But remembering Dr. Custon's orders, I grabbed the ointment instead.
07:04I hiked up my nightgown to apply the ointment.
07:07My own touch ignited me and Custon's face soon blurred into my vision.
07:11In my fantasy, he was half-naked and wildly seductive.
07:15His sculpted abs moved against me.
07:18His hot skin radiating a scent that drove me mad with lust.
07:24Oh God, touch me Custon, please.
07:31A week later, I had no choice but to go back to the recovery centre for a follow-up exam.
07:36Custon was wearing a dark blue shirt that day, the one I had given him for Christmas years ago.
07:42If I closed my eyes, I could still see the look on his face when he opened that box.
07:46I remembered I secretly worked at Starbucks all summer to buy that shirt.
07:51The way he instantly threw it on and pulled me into a tight hug.
07:55I'll never forget how cherished I felt.
07:58Any improvement?
08:00No, it still hurts.
08:02You clearly haven't been applying this on time.
08:05Can't your boyfriend even remind you?
08:07Just lie down, Sienna.
08:09Let me do it.
08:16Well, this is new, since when does the busy Dr. Caston personally apply ointment?
08:20Am I out of a job?
08:21Wait, he doesn't do this for anyone else?
08:24Am I his first?
08:25Like a puppet on a string.
08:27I lay obediently on the cold examination table and parted my legs.
08:32He stepped between my thighs and began.
08:35My cheeks burned.
08:36The searing sensation of his touch sent an uncontrollable shiver through me and a soft moan slipped from my throat.
08:43Stop squirming, Sienna.
08:45It's strictly medical.
08:48I went to my best friend Zoe's birthday party on a private yacht.
08:52And of course, the biggest bitch on earth, Blair, was there too.
09:05Truth.
09:06So, when was the last time you actually kissed someone?
09:09And where?
09:12Last Saturday night, at home.
09:14Wow, that's just sad.
09:15So your guy hasn't even touched your lips in a whole week?
09:24Call your ex and tell her I still love you.
09:28I would, but I'm blocked.
09:29He turned the screen toward everyone.
09:31Aside from two calls with co-workers, every recent call had failed.
09:35The contact he had been trying to reach was saved as my S.
09:39I knew exactly who it was.
09:40I changed that contact name myself when I first gave him my number.
09:44Your ex is right here, isn't she?
09:46Come on, say it to Sienna's face.
09:48The moment I met his eyes, my heart clenched.
09:51I wanted to run, yet some part of me still waited.
09:57Just as I was still wavering, my very real cousin Jack showed up.
10:02I felt relieved and, strangely, a little disappointed.
10:06I had Jack sit down on my other side.
10:16Oh!
10:19That one's mine, but go ahead.
10:22It's not alcohol.
10:33Fine.
10:38Touch her.
10:39I dare you.
10:44Kasten, seriously?
10:45Why are you defending her?
10:47It's just a game!
10:49Oh, please, Sienna.
10:51You're right, Smud.
10:53Don't stand there acting like you're just an innit little saint.
11:02Shut up, Blair.
11:09Respiringly, Blair let out a shriek and swung at me.
11:12But Jack, my fake boyfriend and very real cousin, stepped in and blocked her.
11:17That's enough, Blair.
11:19Have some dignity.
11:21You owe Sienna an apology.
11:31Kasten, are you really just going to stand there and let them bully me?
11:37I was grateful to Jack, but if I was being honest, for one brief second, I had wanted Kasten to
11:44be the one who stepped in and protected me.
11:47And once again, he had stayed silent.
11:51The party ran late into the night.
11:53I had just opened my hotel room door when Kasten appeared behind me, reeking of liquor, threw me over his
12:00shoulder, and carried me inside.
12:05Sienna, your taste in men is a damn joke.
12:09He's cheating on you.
12:11Did you even realize that?
12:15I just saw your boyfriend, Jack, go into a room with another woman.
12:21At least he protected me tonight, instead of sitting there in silence like you did!
12:27The moment his lips met mine, my body flooded with raw desire.
12:37I see and I still love you.
12:38My God.
12:39Was he seriously using this moment to finish that damn dare?
12:43Kasten, let me go.
12:46I need to follow doctor's orders.
12:53Stop!
12:54Don't touch me!
12:56You say Jack is cheating, but you were the one who cheated first!
13:05You examined Blair and let her post that kind of intimate photo on Instagram?
13:13Sienna, listen to me.
13:15She took this secretly.
13:17I never examined her.
13:20Are you serious?
13:22You threw away five years over a photo I didn't even know existed?
13:26Then what about back in college, when she was spreading rumors and cyberbullying me?
13:31And tonight, when she attacked me again?
13:34You never stood up for me once.
13:36Why?
13:37Just why?
13:40Why?
13:40Why?
13:42Why?
13:43There's a reason I stayed silent.
13:45You have to believe me.
13:48Actually.
13:49I waited for him to continue, but Kasten suddenly fell silent again.
13:53The look on his face shattered whatever hope I had left.
13:57Three years of being in love.
13:59Five years of heartbreak.
14:01And it all came down to this.
14:04When you truly love someone, you protect them.
14:06You don't let them suffer.
14:08You should know that, Kasten.
14:11The truth is, you never really loved me.
14:15I decided to cut all ties with Kasten and focus entirely on my writing.
14:20But fate, it seemed, wasn't willing to let me off the hook so easily.
14:25I picked up a gig as a freelance columnist, requiring me to write an article based on a live broadcast
14:32interview.
14:33The subject, most influential doctor of the year, Kasten.
14:38And ironically, the host of this live stream was none other than Blair.
14:42Sienna, make sure you watch closely from behind the monitor later.
14:46See just how perfect Kasten and I are for each other.
14:49Before the live stream, the three of us had a pre-production meeting.
14:52The atmosphere in the room was pure hell.
14:55Kaz, darling, can I have a sip of your coffee?
14:58If you want some, go downstairs and get your own.
15:05Hot Earl Grey Sienna, your stomach is sensitive, so drink this.
15:09Blair's expression darkened even further.
15:12She looked like a rabid dog, ready to leap over the table and bite me.
15:17I ignored their drama, choosing instead to focus on work and dive straight into discussing the live stream schedule.
15:25After the meeting, I strode out of the room.
15:29Kasten chased after me and handed me a chocolate glazed donut.
15:33It was our old truce agreement.
15:36Every time we fought, he would buy this exact pastry to coax me.
15:40The slightly bitter cocoa, mixed with the cloyingly sweet cream.
15:45It tasted exactly like this relationship I was trying so hard to escape.
15:51The live stream that night blew up.
15:54Kasten's striking looks and professionalism effortlessly won over every woman watching.
16:01You guys might not know this, but Kasten and I go way back.
16:06Kasten, you once promised you'd take care of me forever, didn't you?
16:10The comments instantly went wild.
16:15Kasten is so hot.
16:17His ex must be kicking herself right now, seeing how successful he is.
16:21Wait, so are Kasten and Blair actually a couple?
16:23Blair's words and the scrolling comments felt like a vicious punch to the gut.
16:27My stomach cramped so hard, I thought I was going to be sick.
16:32Our families were neighbors, and I've always seen Blair as a younger sister.
16:38But the only person I truly love is my first love.
16:42It's been five years, and I'm still waiting for her to come back to me.
16:45Kasten's sudden confession on the live stream hit me like a sledgehammer,
16:49leaving me completely stunned.
16:52But she's a cheap slut who opens her legs for anyone!
16:56How can you still want her after all that?
16:59Blair's twisted face and shrill voice stung.
17:03She was publicly slandering me again, but this time, I was ready.
17:07I knew Kasten would stay calm, and, as always, remain silent.
17:13Because I knew he would never stand up for me.
17:18Kasten, does all our history mean nothing compared to a woman who scribbles cheap, pathetic sex fantasies for a living?
17:26I sat behind the monitor, dead inside.
17:30Sick to my stomach and unable to listen anymore, I was about to walk out when Kasten spoke again.
17:36Let me be clear.
17:38Sienna writes romance stories.
17:41Real ones.
17:42The kind that take courage to write.
17:44Second, aside from being former neighbors and having a doctor-patient relationship,
17:50Ms. Blair and I have had absolutely no appropriate contact.
17:53She staged that photo five years ago while I was writing a patient file.
17:57I didn't know it existed.
17:59I've already filed a lawsuit.
18:01And Blair, you owe Silna five years of apologies.
18:06So do I.
18:10Blair's cyberbullying and lies had cast an inescapable shadow over my early 20s.
18:17Back then, I fought completely alone, even wondering if I was just being too sensitive.
18:23I had waited for him to stand up for me.
18:26All I ever got was silence.
18:29I hated him.
18:30I hated his cold composure.
18:33Hated how he always seemed to be weighing the pros and cons.
18:37But sitting off stage, watching his precise, yet devoted defense, it all felt dizzyingly unreal.
18:45Kasten, if you had just done this five years ago, would we still have lost these 2,000 days and
18:51nights?
18:52The weight of that regret killed any urge to run to him.
18:56I just wanted to flee into the dark, hold myself tight and break down.
19:04After the live stream, Kasten shoved me into his black Aston Martin, tearing down the road at a terrifying speed.
19:12Where are you taking me?
19:14Back to where we belong.
19:16He took me back to the apartment we shared six years ago.
19:19Nothing had changed.
19:21Even my unfinished drafts were exactly where I left them on the bookshelf.
19:29Kasten told me the truth about his past with Blair.
19:33Both of their fathers were police officers.
19:36Years ago, during a mission, Blair's father sacrificed himself to save Kasten's dad.
19:42From that day on, Kasten's family carried a debt they could never truly repay.
19:48The day Blair secretly snapped that Instagram photo, she had threatened suicide in his office.
19:54Realizing how unhinged she was, Kasten was terrified she would turn her madness on me.
20:00He ignored her bullying, hoping that if he just froze her out, she wouldn't do anything extreme.
20:05But I was wrong, Sienna.
20:07When you truly love someone, you don't let them suffer, you protect them.
20:11I wrote you a letter every day for five years.
20:14If I loved her, why live like a monk in this empty apartment?
20:17Why stay here, waiting for you to come back?
20:19As I stared at that drawer full of letters, my dead heart slowly began to beat again.
20:26The next day, before I could even process that earth-shattering confession,
20:32Kasten's terrifyingly strict mother summoned me to a coffee shop.
20:36She knew about Kasten's public confession.
20:39Looking at me with absolute ice, she demanded I cut all ties, disappear, and never contact her son again.
20:47Sienna, you need to understand.
20:49Kasten must repay the debt we owe Blair's family.
20:52He can never abandon her, and the Kasten family cannot afford a scandal.
20:57That suffocating moral chokehold gripped my throat again.
21:02His confession still echoed, but my fragile hope was already doused in ice.
21:08Kasten appeared like an impenetrable wall, stepping firmly between us.
21:13He grabbed my hand, his grip startlingly strong, yet completely grounding.
21:19Mom, I'll settle that debt with money and trust funds.
21:23But my freedom isn't a family asset.
21:26If keeping this name means losing Sienna, I'll drop it in a heartbeat.
21:31From today on, the only title I want is being her man.
21:35I looked up at his broad, unyielding back.
21:38This man, whose absolute calm used to border on coldness,
21:42was finally fighting the entire world just for me.
21:48From then on, Kasten practically became my shadow, showing up wherever I went.
21:53He showed up daily with a glazed donut and a fresh bouquet.
21:57The once-untouchable therapist was suddenly running on pure hormones.
22:03Sienna, did you apply the ointment today?
22:05Be a good patient, no skipping.
22:07I'll be coming over tomorrow for a very thorough follow-up exam.
22:12He held me and kissed me, his husky voice dripping with desire.
22:16His hands mapped my waist, melting me into him, dragging me right back into that familiar heat.
22:26Tell me, Dr. Kasten, did you get my boyfriend's permission to harass me this often?
22:31Nice try, Miss Novelist.
22:33A set of premium football gear, and Jack spilled everything.
22:36He's just your cousin.
22:38Oh, and he also mentioned you've been living like a little nun for five years.
22:42No dates, and definitely no other men.
22:45Damn it, Jack.
22:47Sold me out completely for a set of premium gear.
22:50So confess, Sienna.
22:53How exactly did you manage to hurt yourself?
22:56Hmm?
22:58My little device.
23:00Kasten let out a low laugh, biting my lip to keep me from turning away.
23:05Armed with the truth, Kasten tore away my final facade of doing just fine,
23:11forcing me to face the naked reality that I was just as trapped in the past as he was.
23:17Had he really changed?
23:19If we started over, would we just end up repeating the same shattered mistakes?
23:26It was Kasten.
23:28The second I saw him, all my pent-up fear and griefs broke like a dam.
23:33I threw off the blanket and ran to him.
23:36He rushed at me like a madman, crushing me in his arms.
23:40Thank God.
23:42Sienna.
23:43Baby.
23:44I finally found you.
23:52It had been five years since we last held each other naked like this.
23:56So long that I'd almost forgotten this feeling, forgotten the heat of those intimate nights together.
24:03I took in the touch and scent of his body.
24:06He was just as warm and addictive as before.
24:09Something stirred deep in my chest.
24:12Warm and dangerous.
24:13Like an old habit waking back up.
24:15I was exhausted, yet in my hazy state, my hands moved on their own, tracing the muscles of his waist.
24:23You're crazy.
24:24Hiking up the mountain in the middle of the night in a storm like this.
24:28You could have died.
24:32If I'd lost you tonight, I don't know what I would have done.
24:42Reeling from Kasten's confession, I went hiking in the mountains to clear my head.
24:47As I was heading down at dusk, my phone blared a severe storm and mudslide warning.
24:53I rushed to a ranger's cabin for shelter.
24:56My phone lit up with back-to-back texts from Kasten, asking where I was, why I wasn't replying,
25:03and telling me to send my location so he could get me.
25:07Right after I hit send on my location, the screen went black.
25:11My phone was dead.
25:13The run-down cabin offered little security in the extreme storm.
25:17Between the hunger from lack of food and extreme tension, I couldn't stop overthinking.
25:23What if the mudslide buried this place?
25:26Would I die here tonight?
25:28Even if the storm didn't get me, the plummeting temperature would inevitably lead to hypothermia.
25:35I was going to freeze to death.
25:38Kasten wouldn't actually risk his life in this storm to find me, would he?
25:42But what if he did?
25:44And something happened to him out there.
25:47Suddenly, the power cut out, killing the space heater.
25:52I curled up under the blanket, feeling my body heat slipping away second for a second.
25:58Just as my consciousness began to fade, and I thought it was the end, I heard the heavy wooden door
26:04smash open.
26:06Well, it was too bad information, especially if anything on the ground.
26:07How do I give it a chair?
26:07And I feel like that can be good when they Серmer, hel hook in my body.
26:07And I think it's going to be a good method for me.
26:07I think it was originally from the celestial horse dernier horse.
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